What's "Wrong" with me? || Mental Health Journey.

I watch people all the time and think how? It amazed me when I realized that my brain was different and that people don't deal with the torture I go through everyday. I say torture because I just found out I had ADHD. I am 28 years old and my whole life was run from the question "what is wrong with me?".
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[@RockRoamer7]

Oh man... it took everything in me to not cry with you, lol. I'm 45 and I've been going through the same my entire life. I had the type of mom who refused to consider anything medical and instead just considered me to be 'over-reactive', 'over-emotional', 'over-whatever the word for the day was'. I constantly think I'm just a terrible person all while wondering why I can't change that. I was a math whiz in school but couldn't pass any test I had to read for. History, fail. I even failed English. Now that I look back I can see it was because I couldn't concentrate enough to retain any info in my school books. I still haven't brought myself to try to talk to a doctor about it. Don't be like me because it has caused me to become a hermit who went from having tons of friends to having pretty much no one. I hope knowing you are not alone helps a little.

[@RockRoamer7]

As a matter of fact, I have been trying to focus myself with meditation and such but can't even manage to do that because I have to force myself which just goes against the whole point of relaxing my mind.