You just described my very first ceremony. Unfortunately, well I believe the medicine sever didn’t intentionally do harm, he had not been properly trained/apprenticed to handle my big big experience that was incredibly triggering for him. The shaming during the incident was light, but as the night went on and I was stuck in that loop, the schism, the shaming got worse and worse. All my attempts to self-soothe didn't work during that (probably 5 or so hours) because the facilitator himself actually created a dangerous mental space. I honestly think this happened because 1. I went on a feeling of good energy from this person & that they were a friend of a friend vs actually learning and vetting my medicine server. 2. I think my experience was a message from the medicine to the server. Unfortunately it was one he wasn't willing or able to see nor accept. I tried to work though this in the spirit of the medicine but was not met in that spirit/space. I really appreciate everything you and the entire PMP team share. It's really helped me work through my experience and to be really cautious in who I sit with, who I refer to and how I will serve others. What a learning experience 😅🙏
Huge respect 🙏❤🙏
Thank you :)
You just described my very first ceremony. Unfortunately, well I believe the medicine sever didn’t intentionally do harm, he had not been properly trained/apprenticed to handle my big big experience that was incredibly triggering for him. The shaming during the incident was light, but as the night went on and I was stuck in that loop, the schism, the shaming got worse and worse. All my attempts to self-soothe didn't work during that (probably 5 or so hours) because the facilitator himself actually created a dangerous mental space.
I honestly think this happened because 1. I went on a feeling of good energy from this person & that they were a friend of a friend vs actually learning and vetting my medicine server.
2. I think my experience was a message from the medicine to the server. Unfortunately it was one he wasn't willing or able to see nor accept. I tried to work though this in the spirit of the medicine but was not met in that spirit/space.
I really appreciate everything you and the entire PMP team share. It's really helped me work through my experience and to be really cautious in who I sit with, who I refer to and how I will serve others.
What a learning experience 😅🙏
So appreciate you Kat
Thank you, love! Appreciate you, too!
👍 its clearly seen and felt that you are a real „pro“ working with the medicine. Also, Happy Birthday 🥳 ❤️
Thankyou for sharing.
Thank you for being here!
So glad to hear U are addressing this, loving your channel and have your book on order👍🙏
Thank you for all the love and support!