First time reaction to [English Lyrics] From Now On - SHINee World Best of 2018

This performance must have been the hardest for the boys to date, I can't even imagine how this felt to them. loved it so much, thanks Shawols for sharing this with me. from now on will stay forever special in my heart.
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[@sarasara-vn5lb]

I miss you so much jonghyun :'( this song :'( :'(

[@wiseman3750]

It's still hard. He wasn't just a kpop idol. He was a friend who filled up the void of loneliness in my childhood fully realizing now I didn't return it.

[@s57987]

This concert especially makes me sad. It's because I feel that the members are in a very difficult situation. I think all fans feel the same way. I will never forget a wonderful person named Jonghyun.

[@summiezworld8937]

This broke my heart and showed me just how much he had grown on me. Such a good soul indeed he was and will be

[@BlueNightShineeWorld25508]

This was the final song dedicated to jonghyun you also hear his pre recorded voice on this. It was their tribute concert just 2months after he died from suicide due to depression.
Right until the end they were able to do their concert as they normally would. They almost break down during diamond 💎 sky in this concert when Minho screams out for his hyung. It it's this song at the end that finally makes them break down.
ShineeWorld best of 2018 is the concert give the entire concert a watch and you can see their grief for jonghyun.

[@summiezworld8937]

I am going to watch that, I want to go through it, it will be hard but I am going to, thank @Shinee's Noona

[@BlueNightShineeWorld25508]

Don't ever apologise when you cry to a shinee or Taemin song, all shawols do the same every time they watch one. It's why it's hard still for shawols to watch this concert or listen to the sofa written for jonghyun even to this day.

[@summiezworld8937]

This has been the most painful reaction for me to date, it was like it was happening in that moment
and it hurt

[@BlueNightShineeWorld25508]

@@summiezworld8937 it's the same for shawols every time they watch it. It is painful because what most don't know is jonghyun made preparations for his suicide the year before and he hid that from his family fans and members.
What was most painful for his members is the week before he died he spent that week between his family and them. Key was the last one to see him alive. They were due to meet the day he passed

[@summiezworld8937]

@@BlueNightShineeWorld25508 I know it is no use now but I just wish he had talked to someone who could have help change his mind or that someone had noticed but it was his time. Unfortunately it was brief but he will always be remembered and loved

[@BlueNightShineeWorld25508]

@@summiezworld8937 I agree I wish he had gotten the help he needed. It's unfortunate otherwise we would still have him here. When there was a restream of the tribute concert not that long ago. I spoke to key at the time. They were watching it and he posted they all cried at the bitter sweet memories.
If your aware of taemins current situation within the military I can tell you from Minho that they are with him and making sure he gets well

[@summiezworld8937]

@@BlueNightShineeWorld25508 No actually I don't, what is happening with Taemin, please do not scare me, is he okay

[@BlueNightShineeWorld25508]

There was a tested an of this concert not too long ago. All shinee members watched it except TAemin who his serving in the military.
I spoke to key at the time and he said all members cried their eyes out because it brought those happy yet dad memories back.

[@summiezworld8937]

Yes it does that, all the good moments flash infront of your eyes but it is sad because they are gone, for good