Another days another pain 💯🔥 I’m going insane 🔥💯 that like I cannot express my felling so it all staying inside and it getting worse 💯🔥🔥 it’s only myself and my minds 😂🔥💯 I can’t do this no more 🔥😆😂💯
well, i really like this song, every time i hear it i remember my childhood, the best days of my life in 2015, back when Minecraft was famous, the old Roblox, my good old days,I also remember playing Super Mario on my Nintendo 3DS and Purble World on my dad's computer, back in the days when I was still pure and innocent, nowadays I have a very polluted mind, I keep being optimistic, I keep smiling and I haven't had to deal with any loss, I found a new best friend, he's really nice, he doesn't hit me or anyone else,I'm just sad that I didn't enjoy these years, and I feel that in the future I'll miss 2023 and I'll probably remember what I wrote here, anyway, I miss the good times,Good night to you.
I’m not even going to put a happy emoji for this, I’m just going to be straight up. I’m sad, nothing I can do anymore. The damage I do to myself doesn’t make me feel happy anymore. I fade in and out of life. I just want to go back to the time where there was nothing but a watercolor blur sky. Happiness. Edit: listen to the song, “I deserve to bleed.” It embodies my feelings. It helps.
I wish I could be like everyone else. Vent alert!!! It feels as if I’ve been ignoring myself, my feelings and thoughts. I still cry, I’m still sad, i’m still happy, I still laugh, I’m still scared, I still feel like before, I’ve just forgot about how to be a human. It’s weird and unnatural, I feel so different but also the same. I feel repulsed by how I ignored my feelings. But maybe I am healing? I’ve been eating pretty normal and stuff. I don’t really know. I don’t know anything anymore. I think I give up on trying to figure out what I am. I am not smart, but also not stupid enough to be called dumb. I am not happy, but also not sad enough to be called depressed. I am not normal, but also not abnormal enough to be called a psycho. I am not a man, but also not feminine enough to be called a girl. I am not anything, but also not unimportant enough to be called nothing. It’s like I am air, I am there, but people can’t see me. It’s strange, I used to feel sad about it but now, I just feel nothing. I don’t have an opinion about it anymore. But I still feel emotion, it’s just all different, not how it used to be. I am guessing that’s hormones, mixing everything up as I am in puberty but still, no one else my age seems to interact with the world like I do. All adults call me “mature for my age” but I don’t agree with that. I am not mature, not even most adults are. I think maturity is something you achieve when you’ve understood yourself and can accept and move on with their problems. Someone who’s mature can see past mistakes and give second chances. Someone with maturity is someone who can help others, as parental figure or as a friend, even a beloved. But I am none of that, so I don’t think anyone could call me mature. But I do agree that I’m not like others, k do act childish sometimes, but I’m never like them. It’s like I act too childish. They do stuff and everyone agrees, but when I do the same thing, it’s like I am being judge. They say “Oh, you act like a five year old” But they do too sometimes. Maybe I’m just overreacting and overthinking, I do that a lot. Maybe I should just shut up and let everyone ignore me. Maybe that’s for the best. Because right now, I am trying to make anyone notice me, but I don’t think that will work. It hasn’t before, so why would it now? When I was in elementary school it was easier to be like everyone else. I was still called “weird” but I wasn’t weird enough to be an outcast. I was bullied yes, but I had a lot of friends. I mean, I guess I do now too, I’ve got a lot of people who know me but. They only know my name, not the actual me. It’s a bit sad. But I don’t know what to do anymore. I wish I could be like everyone else.
Not me listening to this after having an anxiety attack and a whole mental breakdown 😂😂😂💯💯💯💯💯 also listening to it knowing that I can’t make friends bc of my anxiety 😂😂😂😂
My life is pain stuck on repeat same thing happens everyday!!! 💯😂😂😂 I wake up go to school then get bullied and a lot more bad shit!!!! Ikr!!! 😂 I wish my existence was never a thing 😂😎💯💯
No matter how much I try.. I will never be enjoyed I just think I am a mistake. I'm losing it, I can't take it anymore. I am I mistake 😂 I am trying to keep it in but I can't do this anymore.
For everyone watching this, I just want to tell you´all that you are not alone, and you never will be. We are humans, not gods, and its okay to make mistakes, you can learn from them and believe me, that life will get much easier for you, just don't give up because the point of this life is to keep going no matter what happens, even after your world collapsed, the bad moments will not last forever, enjoy the moment and have courage. Good Night.
I’m genuinely sad and I don’t know what to do. No one believes me, and when I talk about my feelings I’m treated like a clown. My own family doesn’t approve of me and I always have to think of how to impress them. That’s how my life has been this whole time. Trying to impress people, be the person I’m not. I don’t even recognize myself in the mirror anymore because I’ve damage my personality so much. I hate myself, and I’ve hated myself ever since.
please stop cutting urself. imagine that u found out that your kid was dead, that they killed themselves. Would you want that for you family whose done so much for you and loves you
hermano creeme que muchas veces la vida no puede ser justa pero solo te digo que cualquier cosa me puedes decirme, no estas solo hay gente que te quiere y te apoya siempre habra alguien ayudandote solo te digo que aun que no te conozca te quiero ayudar y te dare un consejo. La vida nunca se volvera mas facil si no aprendes de tus errores, las flores aun siguen creciendo si es que las pisan, no te rindas Dust sigue determinado!
@@Vxcn__9 hola solo vengo a responder y te digo muchas gracias hermano! Yo ya e estado mejor la vida si fue dura pero seguí adelante y gracias a Dios estoy consiguiendo lo que quiero incluso conseguí pareja eso es algo que no me esperaba pero se que todo se puede con solo orar muchas gracias por tu apoyo hermano te mereces el cielo por tomarte el tiempo al escribírme esto
hello viewer, i understand i posted this later but i know what your going through, your friends just leaving you, losing interest in the tiny things in life, getting bullied, or if its gotten so bad you wanted to *END IT ALL?* , just remember viewer, you have a good 80-60 years of life, live it out, you live once and only once, reincarnation isnt real Make A Difference.
i know this comment will be ignored and rightly so, but everything is shit atm. i always try to be nice, i always try to spend time with people, i never try to be mean and i buy people gifts all the time yet im always treated like shit, whispered about and laughed at. i just want to be liked, i just want real friends that are here
one day🔥 istg i wanna die 🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥💯like so bad its not even funny🔥🔥💯💯💯i cant do it anymore 💯💯❤️🔥 im so tired😎😎🔥🔥🔥❤️🔥 please just make it all🔥💯😎 stop.😎❤️🔥😎💯
everytime i play with my online friend i feel so empty does someone have this feeling too? or am i just a sick weirdo? i dont know. its making me go insane.. only food and games is making me feel like im home...
Try again , but w Jesus this time. He's got u, just let him in. John 3:16 he did that 4 u. He loves u so much man , more than u think. let the sin go. repent from ur sinful lifestyle and become a soldier, new creation in christ!
Ser hombre o mujer no identifica que tan fuerte seas, creeme que unas veces la vida no es facil aun que nunca lo sera. Lo que verdaderamente hace que la vida sea mas facil eres tu, aprendiendo de tus errores. Las flores aun siguen creciendo si es que las pisan, creeme que siempre habra gente apoyandote solo no te rindas, se fuerte blackkaiser.
Me listening to this knowing i dont have a girlfriend while watching all the couples around me makes me want to kill myself😂😂🔥🔥i live life everyday knowing i wont get a girlfriend because of my personality and attitude, saying i will change myself but in the end🔥🔥😂. I tired but nothing changed, im still the same guy that everybody hates😂😂😂😂😂💯💯
This is so relaxing but yet I literally have the urge to burst into tears.
in my oppinion, jack stauber makes some creepy music videos but this is something different
I really wish this was a whole song and he made an album so I can buy it and listen to it forever 😭
this makes me rethink all my life choices..If i even wanted to be friends with that person..if I could be different
Same..
Another days another pain 💯🔥 I’m going insane 🔥💯 that like I cannot express my felling so it all staying inside and it getting worse 💯🔥🔥 it’s only myself and my minds 😂🔥💯 I can’t do this no more 🔥😆😂💯
Talk to me bro what’s up
real
real
Real
real
can’t take this anymore 😂😂🔥🔥
real😂🔥
Real
Yes you can
well, i really like this song, every time i hear it i remember my childhood, the best days of my life in 2015, back when Minecraft was famous, the old Roblox, my good old days,I also remember playing Super Mario on my Nintendo 3DS and Purble World on my dad's computer, back in the days when I was still pure and innocent, nowadays I have a very polluted mind, I keep being optimistic, I keep smiling and I haven't had to deal with any loss, I found a new best friend, he's really nice, he doesn't hit me or anyone else,I'm just sad that I didn't enjoy these years, and I feel that in the future I'll miss 2023 and I'll probably remember what I wrote here, anyway, I miss the good times,Good night to you.
Damn…. :(
I’m not even going to put a happy emoji for this, I’m just going to be straight up. I’m sad, nothing I can do anymore. The damage I do to myself doesn’t make me feel happy anymore. I fade in and out of life. I just want to go back to the time where there was nothing but a watercolor blur sky. Happiness.
Edit: listen to the song, “I deserve to bleed.” It embodies my feelings. It helps.
Drug addiction?
I'm sorry for you.
Ngl this just made me cry
remember
I wish I could be like everyone else.
Vent alert!!!
It feels as if I’ve been ignoring myself, my feelings and thoughts. I still cry, I’m still sad, i’m still happy, I still laugh, I’m still scared, I still feel like before, I’ve just forgot about how to be a human.
It’s weird and unnatural, I feel so different but also the same. I feel repulsed by how I ignored my feelings. But maybe I am healing? I’ve been eating pretty normal and stuff.
I don’t really know. I don’t know anything anymore.
I think I give up on trying to figure out what I am.
I am not smart, but also not stupid enough to be called dumb.
I am not happy, but also not sad enough to be called depressed.
I am not normal, but also not abnormal enough to be called a psycho.
I am not a man, but also not feminine enough to be called a girl.
I am not anything, but also not unimportant enough to be called nothing.
It’s like I am air, I am there, but people can’t see me.
It’s strange, I used to feel sad about it but now, I just feel nothing. I don’t have an opinion about it anymore. But I still feel emotion, it’s just all different, not how it used to be. I am guessing that’s hormones, mixing everything up as I am in puberty but still, no one else my age seems to interact with the world like I do.
All adults call me “mature for my age” but I don’t agree with that. I am not mature, not even most adults are. I think maturity is something you achieve when you’ve understood yourself and can accept and move on with their problems. Someone who’s mature can see past mistakes and give second chances. Someone with maturity is someone who can help others, as parental figure or as a friend, even a beloved.
But I am none of that, so I don’t think anyone could call me mature.
But I do agree that I’m not like others, k do act childish sometimes, but I’m never like them. It’s like I act too childish.
They do stuff and everyone agrees, but when I do the same thing, it’s like I am being judge.
They say “Oh, you act like a five year old”
But they do too sometimes.
Maybe I’m just overreacting and overthinking, I do that a lot.
Maybe I should just shut up and let everyone ignore me. Maybe that’s for the best.
Because right now, I am trying to make anyone notice me, but I don’t think that will work. It hasn’t before, so why would it now?
When I was in elementary school it was easier to be like everyone else. I was still called “weird” but I wasn’t weird enough to be an outcast. I was bullied yes, but I had a lot of friends.
I mean, I guess I do now too, I’ve got a lot of people who know me but.
They only know my name, not the actual me.
It’s a bit sad. But I don’t know what to do anymore.
I wish I could be like everyone else.
this made me cry at the middle of the night while i was listening to it
at 1:00 am while it was actually raining outside my window.
Its 3:29 am and im experiencing the same :(
Its been 6 months… “comment posted on Aug 16 2023”
Nostalgia.
Its 2024 and yet i still feel the same.
Not me listening to this after having an anxiety attack and a whole mental breakdown 😂😂😂💯💯💯💯💯 also listening to it knowing that I can’t make friends bc of my anxiety 😂😂😂😂
my dreams just keep slipping away before my very eyes 😭😭😂😂😂‼️‼️😱😱😱
remember
My life is pain stuck on repeat same thing happens everyday!!! 💯😂😂😂 I wake up go to school then get bullied and a lot more bad shit!!!! Ikr!!! 😂 I wish my existence was never a thing 😂😎💯💯
I wanna have an heart attack and see people cry over me like they care 🤩🥰🥰🥰🥰🤣🤣🤣
Real
Do not think that
@@abandondchannel You don't fucking know what it's like kid.
Good job bro❤
ty
Real (I’m sitting on my bed with pointless meaning of showing happiness)
Yo thats funny because im literally at my breaking point 😂😂😂
remember
the real therapy
"W-what in the world?! I went under the awning. i-it's still raining! Why's it still raining? I did what I was supposed to... *That's not fair...*"
No matter how much I try.. I will never be enjoyed I just think I am a mistake. I'm losing it, I can't take it anymore. I am I mistake 😂 I am trying to keep it in but I can't do this anymore.
Real
it's.. it's still raining! still raining.. th-that's not fair...
For everyone watching this, I just want to tell you´all that you are not alone, and you never will be. We are humans, not gods, and its okay to make mistakes, you can learn from them and believe me, that life will get much easier for you, just don't give up because the point of this life is to keep going no matter what happens, even after your world collapsed, the bad moments will not last forever, enjoy the moment and have courage. Good Night.
ty for this song
real.
This is some real shit❤
100%
this is so good bro
Ty ty
I’m genuinely sad and I don’t know what to do. No one believes me, and when I talk about my feelings I’m treated like a clown. My own family doesn’t approve of me and I always have to think of how to impress them. That’s how my life has been this whole time. Trying to impress people, be the person I’m not. I don’t even recognize myself in the mirror anymore because I’ve damage my personality so much. I hate myself, and I’ve hated myself ever since.
Theres no emoji i can express this emotion with
don't worry you'll find happiness soon, just keep your head up when life throws obstacles at you and push through it
@@VeryCoolGuyOnRoblox Thank you man.
I wanna go away forever
“I’m dying on the inside😂😂”
“I am dying on the inside.”
Bro bro it amazing
We just live in a judgement society
thanks
she said no💔
I’m ngl I had more conversations in my head than in irl THAT SHIT HIS DIFFERENT BUT ITS TRUE 😞🙃😭
Wubba lubba dub dub
Don’t get down on y’all selves just keep going
sunday night again
I'm so sad, the school year is almost over. I don't want it to stop :(
Pelé 🕊🙁🖤
IM ALWAYS LEFTOUT 😂😂😂
No youre not
In 3 days start school......
Time fly......
💯one day im gonna fucking lose it🔥💯 like bro im slowly losing everything i have 🔥🔥🔥
I can't take anymore insanity💯💯💯
What’s going on g
Neither can I + real 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
No you cant lose everything sure you can lose some things but never the love of a dad and a mom
this remind me of my friend being gone over a year on xbox
Crippling addiction 😂😂‼️‼️
I'm happy the cuts don't hurt anymore 🙂
please stop cutting urself. imagine that u found out that your kid was dead, that they killed themselves. Would you want that for you family whose done so much for you and loves you
life fr been hard nothing I can do about it except one thing and I know you know what I mean
Talk to me about it bro doing all this stuff to urself does nothing but cause more pain I’m all ears in this situation
Real
I am going insane
hermano creeme que muchas veces la vida no puede ser justa pero solo te digo que cualquier cosa me puedes decirme, no estas solo hay gente que te quiere y te apoya siempre habra alguien ayudandote solo te digo que aun que no te conozca te quiero ayudar y te dare un consejo. La vida nunca se volvera mas facil si no aprendes de tus errores, las flores aun siguen creciendo si es que las pisan, no te rindas Dust sigue determinado!
@@Vxcn__9 hola solo vengo a responder y te digo muchas gracias hermano! Yo ya e estado mejor la vida si fue dura pero seguí adelante y gracias a Dios estoy consiguiendo lo que quiero incluso conseguí pareja eso es algo que no me esperaba pero se que todo se puede con solo orar muchas gracias por tu apoyo hermano te mereces el cielo por tomarte el tiempo al escribírme esto
hello viewer, i understand i posted this later but i know what your going through, your friends just leaving you, losing interest in the tiny things in life, getting bullied, or if its gotten so bad you wanted to *END IT ALL?* , just remember viewer, you have a good 80-60 years of life, live it out, you live once and only once, reincarnation isnt real
Make A Difference.
🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣i’m gonna kms im hurting so bad🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
Talk to me bro
talk to someone about it. if you cant find someone look up a suicide hotline and trust me, they will help you.
@@edstrikesback1181 They are never online, never online
@@Blockxss wdym?
Real
My family fights a lot 😂😂😂😂
Im slowly going insane
Mwah, Mwah, Mwah♥️
stay safe everyone
Me on the 1st January 2024:
New year new lif-... Wait... Nothing is gonna change anyways..
my mom hates me now because I cant do 3 fucking short, easy, assignments! 🤣🤣💯‼️‼️ I can do anything else just fine but not my school work 😤‼️💯
thank you Frags :)
Np
💯💯💯Life isn’t worth living if nobody cares 😂😂😂🔥🔥🔥
Real
Tomorrow is monday, I have to go to school, I hope I just don't wake up the next morning
i know this comment will be ignored and rightly so, but everything is shit atm. i always try to be nice, i always try to spend time with people, i never try to be mean and i buy people gifts all the time yet im always treated like shit, whispered about and laughed at. i just want to be liked, i just want real friends that are here
Real
Ouch 🗿
Can you redo this with the whole song
I am playing this while I am playing fortnite
I LOVE YOU BRO 🤙🏼🤙🏼❤️
Haha 🤣🤣🤣😂 I love having anxiety tics 😁😁😁😁😁🤣🤣🥰🥰 They totally don't make me hate my life 😃😃😃😃💯💯💯💯
I'm Fine 😁💯💯🔥
one day🔥 istg i wanna die 🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥💯like so bad its not even funny🔥🔥💯💯💯i cant do it anymore 💯💯❤️🔥 im so tired😎😎🔥🔥🔥❤️🔥 please just make it all🔥💯😎 stop.😎❤️🔥😎💯
HAHAHAHA UR WEIRD LOLL
Im gonna kms🤪🤪🤪
Real
real
Maybe this helps me with the insomnia...
everytime i play with my online friend i feel so empty does someone have this feeling too? or am i just a sick weirdo? i dont know. its making me go insane.. only food and games is making me feel like im home...
why is it still raining
its still raining
@@lilgayboy4545 th-thats not fair
When you see your crush with he bc and she’s more happier 😞🙃
I did. what I was supposed to
Real(I’m gonna kms)
"ur so quiet" bro nobody listens to me
i need serious help 😂😂😂🙏🙏
She forgot me. .
I’m so tired 😂😂😂😂
"what's wrong with you?"
i'm just tired (dying inside)
I got murder on my mind🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
real
you see the rain is nice, but I don't feel like getting wet. 😮💨😔
Try again , but w Jesus this time. He's got u, just let him in. John 3:16 he did that 4 u. He loves u so much man , more than u think. let the sin go. repent from ur sinful lifestyle and become a soldier, new creation in christ!
i need help
me dormi llorando si soy hombre y que
Ser hombre o mujer no identifica que tan fuerte seas, creeme que unas veces la vida no es facil aun que nunca lo sera. Lo que verdaderamente hace que la vida sea mas facil eres tu, aprendiendo de tus errores. Las flores aun siguen creciendo si es que las pisan, creeme que siempre habra gente apoyandote solo no te rindas, se fuerte blackkaiser.
no one want me fr 😁
Real
everyone hates me ima end it all tmr
@@jackheraud3349 no ur not wtf...
I hate myself
the rain is good but...
I wont make it 🤣🤣 In the middle of the night I hear familiar voice in my heads telling me to kill myself without even thinking of it 💯💯😹😹🤣😂
These comments are so emo bro ama put you in r/im14andthisisdeep
We struggle, stay safe.
some of these people are venting about REAL problems and talking about sh and shit like that and THIS is what you have to say?!
it's only getting worse 💀💀💀
Me listening to this knowing i dont have a girlfriend while watching all the couples around me makes me want to kill myself😂😂🔥🔥i live life everyday knowing i wont get a girlfriend because of my personality and attitude, saying i will change myself but in the end🔥🔥😂. I tired but nothing changed, im still the same guy that everybody hates😂😂😂😂😂💯💯
Real
Real