I love this bc I am now in my 60's, & now having accumulated some wisdom . I have ,I feel like I have a blank slate. Funny the analogy of a blank canvas bc I want to start painting again.😊✨💚✨Love You Lee & Z'S 🙏Namaste
@@fc4660 yeah yeah, I know. 😂 I've been focusing on strengthening and developing the traits I want in a partner, in my own self. I'm much better at self love now than I was five years ago! Retrained the inner critic, have boundaries with myself, an actual relationship with self. It is weird, when you grow up not seeing anyone honor their spirit, figuring these things out. I had been on the path for a long time, but I didn't really "get" self love until I had my son. The love that I naturally have for him showed me where my love for self was lacking. Somehow I could stand up against a bully if it is for him, or advocate for his needs with medical professionals, but I felt paralyzed from speaking up for my own self with the very same bully, and I often find my mouth clamped shut as soon as a medical professional starts dismissing my concerns. I call that "mama bear mode" where suddenly I have the courage to stand up for what is right, because it is my son. It certainly highlighted where I did not feel capable of representing my own self, and gave me a solid list of practical things to work on improving. I feel like I didn't make much progress until I was able to see these situations where I was "abandoning myself" and yet I would never dream of not representing my son's best interests, in the same scenarios. Having the practical things to work on definitely helped me progress in a major way. Before it was all some sort of lofty ideal. 😅
I got my blank canvas right before Covid; felt devastated, but realized the gift that spirit was handing me. I am now living my best life and so are my kids♾️💎💫🫶😎
So many beautiful things. Evolving and healing and connecting to God and the Now is definitely forefront After July 2025 a career that feels fulfilling and meaningful and maybe something so I could assist other but that also financially supports me and my son would be a blessing. I would love experiences with my son and to improve and heal our relationship.❤️ Relationship/partnerships with a guy who also walks me closer to God and my Soul and better versions of myself and also that I feel connection, maybe vulnerability, deeper communication, attraction, sensuality, support (mentally, emotionally, physically and spiritually) and someone to go on adventures with and enjoy amazing experiences together. Feeling healthy and happy in my body. I enjoy dreaming so I could journal about this for a while. This is just a bit that comes up. Beautiful questions. Thanks for the opportunity to dream about what that blank canvas could look like🙏
If you’re open to this, start with a pin/cork board and start pinning things to it that speak to you (words and pictures) from old magazines or printed off from the internet etc. Look at it often to get the excitement flowing ❤ Bring it to you
Desde q los Zetas eran tres ❤ hasta hoy q todo parece estar cerca 🙏 Gracias Lee y todo@s los q me habeis acompañado 🌎🌏🌍 que sea lo q Dios quiera , en paz y amor .. del bueno 😊😊😊😊😊
I am ‘@ablanccanvas’ so I have to comment. In fact I am seeing more + more references to ‘a blank canvas’ recently. 😳Makes me think there is something to this. 🤔 The moniker came as a result of a brain injury… and is how I felt/feel much of the time - even still. I am working with it. We will see where it goes. 😌♥️✨👍🏽✨🙏🏼🇨🇦
😂😂 so I just pretend that I have zero health issues?? That I can somehow magic them away and actually be a functional fully abled person??? Seriously I just want to be able to live, I'm sick of not having a single viable option that won't cause me more irreversible harm.
Flipping through too many tik-tok videos today AND realized that I used to have more energy as a child. I was told to stop using so many !!!exclamation!!! marks and that I played too many stacatto notes. I will be getting back some energy now. Yayyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!
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I love this bc I am now in my 60's, & now having accumulated some wisdom . I have ,I feel like I have a blank slate. Funny the analogy of a blank canvas bc I want to start painting again.😊✨💚✨Love You Lee & Z'S 🙏Namaste
A real partnership, romantic love. I want to experience being cherished.
Me to, the Zs would say love and cherish yourself first 😅
@@fc4660 yeah yeah, I know. 😂
I've been focusing on strengthening and developing the traits I want in a partner, in my own self. I'm much better at self love now than I was five years ago! Retrained the inner critic, have boundaries with myself, an actual relationship with self. It is weird, when you grow up not seeing anyone honor their spirit, figuring these things out. I had been on the path for a long time, but I didn't really "get" self love until I had my son.
The love that I naturally have for him showed me where my love for self was lacking. Somehow I could stand up against a bully if it is for him, or advocate for his needs with medical professionals, but I felt paralyzed from speaking up for my own self with the very same bully, and I often find my mouth clamped shut as soon as a medical professional starts dismissing my concerns. I call that "mama bear mode" where suddenly I have the courage to stand up for what is right, because it is my son.
It certainly highlighted where I did not feel capable of representing my own self, and gave me a solid list of practical things to work on improving. I feel like I didn't make much progress until I was able to see these situations where I was "abandoning myself" and yet I would never dream of not representing my son's best interests, in the same scenarios. Having the practical things to work on definitely helped me progress in a major way. Before it was all some sort of lofty ideal. 😅
Solitude, peace, quiet
100%
I got my blank canvas right before Covid; felt devastated, but realized the gift that spirit was handing me. I am now living my best life and so are my kids♾️💎💫🫶😎
At almost 75, a blank canvas - hmmm 🤔 figuring out how to love and care for me! ❤️🙏🏻🦋
Thank you Lee and Z's xxx
What a great message.
Thank you Lee & Z's
I can see this. I can feel it.
The dream manifesting in a different way; it still wants to be here. Thank you so much for this.
🙏🏼 thank you Lee
Love love love❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Greetings from South of France
I thank your heart
Love the mistakes analogy
"Mistakes" are notes that I have given MYSELF on how to do it BETTER next time. 🙏🏾💚😇💯
Some of us over here have a lot of notes, lol!
So many beautiful things.
Evolving and healing and connecting to God and the Now is definitely forefront
After July 2025 a career that feels fulfilling and meaningful and maybe something so I could assist other but that also financially supports me and my son would be a blessing.
I would love experiences with my son and to improve and heal our relationship.❤️
Relationship/partnerships with a guy who also walks me closer to God and my Soul and better versions of myself and also that I feel connection, maybe vulnerability, deeper communication, attraction, sensuality, support (mentally, emotionally, physically and spiritually) and someone to go on adventures with and enjoy amazing experiences together.
Feeling healthy and happy in my body.
I enjoy dreaming so I could journal about this for a while. This is just a bit that comes up. Beautiful questions. Thanks for the opportunity to dream about what that blank canvas could look like🙏
If you’re open to this, start with a pin/cork board and start pinning things to it that speak to you (words and pictures) from old magazines or printed off from the internet etc. Look at it often to get the excitement flowing ❤ Bring it to you
Desde q los Zetas eran tres ❤ hasta hoy q todo parece estar cerca 🙏 Gracias Lee y todo@s los q me habeis acompañado 🌎🌏🌍 que sea lo q Dios quiera , en paz y amor .. del bueno 😊😊😊😊😊
Mistakes or “failure” it’s just feedback 👍🏼
It’s all mindset
I am ‘@ablanccanvas’ so I have to comment. In fact I am seeing more + more references to ‘a blank canvas’ recently. 😳Makes me think there is something to this. 🤔 The moniker came as a result of a brain injury… and is how I felt/feel much of the time - even still. I am working with it. We will see where it goes. 😌♥️✨👍🏽✨🙏🏼🇨🇦
here is my lesson: stop accepting abuse, even if it's from a beloved child. God, grant me the Serenity to accept the things I cannot change. ❤
40-day fast!
😂😂 so I just pretend that I have zero health issues?? That I can somehow magic them away and actually be a functional fully abled person???
Seriously I just want to be able to live, I'm sick of not having a single viable option that won't cause me more irreversible harm.
My biggest mistake does not provide me a 2nd chance. So now what?
💝💙💙💙💝🖐
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Flipping through too many tik-tok videos today AND realized that I used to have more energy as a child. I was told to stop using so many !!!exclamation!!! marks and that I played too many stacatto notes. I will be getting back some energy now. Yayyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!