Please do vent in the comments, I love hearing anything you guys have to say from all around the world. Also remember to not sulk in our sorrows. We might not be able to pull ourselves out sometimes. Please make sure you’re taking care of yourself and surrounding yourself with things positive.
My friend, my bff. Hes gonna be moving to a whole new country. I love him so much man and i cant handle the day when hes gone. Best friend i ever made. Stayed with me for 5 years. I put this song on and keep remembering our memories. Tearing up. idk what to do when hes gone man. He helped me thru alot of stuff. Every time im with him i feel at peace, i smile, i laugh.. All will be a memory in a month. 💔
i miss being a child. it doesn’t matter that there was screaming and crying in my house from ages 8 to 12. i didn’t know what was going on. i miss being blissful. having a full friend group with people i’m not scared to talk to,to have a conversation with. self awareness ruined me.
I want to be like 5 again. Im still a kid , im still young , but i didnt know anything when i was 5 , no abuse , no toxic friendships , no internet addiction , no dark thoughts , no anxiety .. Just innocence , i want this feeling again.
Cry about loser I love being an adult I have been waiting to be a grown up and make lots of money and bang thousands of women every day even when they don't want it this is what adult life is and I love it😊
And self awareness will once again save you. There is always a choice. Always. If you cannot do what you want to do, do the right thing. If you cannot do the right thing, do not act. It is not about you. You must seek to become the person that will change the things about the world you loathe, but you cannot do that through more destruction.
It's snowing, you're walking home, you can't see anything. Snow covers your eyes and lips. You are chilled by the another awful day and depression. You've been rotting every day, again and again for ages.
this sounds like you're skiing on Silent Hill years before the events happen, you see Pyramid Head arrive first as a transfer of the guilt of a man who's currently far away.
This transports me into a misty quite field with heaps of willow trees and black roses. I can just imagine sitting down with the fog around me and yet it doesn’t feel cold
And everything is gray. I know what you mean. I tried to hang myself while this song was playing on repeat 8 months ago. There’s something very unique and special about this song and it really does transport you somewhere melancholy. I think I went unconscious for under an hour and during that time I think I saw death, like what you just described. Death is nothing to fear, nor is it something we necessarily want to experience too early in our lives. I think what I saw that day was a reminder of why our existence is so special and rare.
you are empty. There is not a single thought in my head, darkness consumes everything. At such moments, the environment is everything for you. and now, this video gives you sad satisfaction.
the saddest, yet the most bittersweet winter oozing with cold memories that i don’t know if i ever want to relive or lock away in the chest of my subconscious structure as another one of life’s moments, to understand how much it truly matters to me even though it cracked my shell of a heart. we all have experiences such as this, there will always be a bright side after a blizzard that devastated us all, a grueling winter has in store a new light and a way for change. we only change what we’re consisted of, our own matter. it can be painful, yet it transforms you into the person that’s instigating such a blossoming and beautiful change for another vulnerable human heart. keep growing, and most importantly, keep experiencing. you have the highest privilege to do so. it’s a life you’re gifted.
every time I listen to this my mind transfers me to my happiest days and I can’t do nothing than sadly smile remembering those days and comparing them to what I have right now. this song especially its slowed version is beyond explanation. it’s so sad yet so calm, melancholic and warm.
Lyrics: Throwing poison seeds into the wind Make the poison tree to grow in me begin Let your branches fork my veins Let your honey tide in me Blood loving, poison whispering Oh, beautiful poison tree Let your power grow in me Let your sorrow pour in me Take away my blood and bones Make your flowers deep inside of me Least I'll still have company In my insides, tiny poison tree I seal my love in me Tiny beautiful poison tree Oh, beautiful poison tree Let your power grow in me Let your sorrows flow in me Turn me into a poison tree Turn me into a poison tree Make my shadow go away Make my branches strong and hard Make my leaves flower and spread Make me feel like something powerful Is growing deep inside of me Turn me into a poison tree
After my father died. I started listening to this song. I feel his loss so much I just want to be by his side. I want to hug him. I feel like I want to give up...
Im in the shower rn and im just thinking wow its almost 2025 how the journey has been tough. Im here now and this song helps me all the time if you need help im here and if you resonate with this song im glad and im proud of you for fighting ❤
this song reminds me of the worst year of my life where i dealt and had to endure my suicidal ideation's so long and did nothing about it, letting it linger until i graduate. i told myself if this feeling stays, i can't do it anymore. anyways, i graduated high school, and am now going to college soon. things do get better my friends i swear you on it
i miss the life before i attempted. i lost my best friend, someone who was dear to me. we were in love, and denial at the same time. its a dangerous thing, being in love and denial. it tears you apart because you know you can never be something, but you beat around the bush. you try to act like there is a chance you two could be together, knowing you cant. its dangerous. it can kill a soul.
I miss my mother’s cooking I miss my brother’s playtime I miss hugging my father I miss sleeping without a single worry I miss the warmth i felt before I miss them They all…gone
This song mimics the nonstop voices in my head Im tried Tired of putting pressure into something and not get any results Tired of the family pressure Tired the shit talk i receive from them Tired of not finding enough time for my self Tired of all efforts is being gone for nothing will the others doesn’t believe I always wanted to get a car but now i still want a car but to crush me
Sometimes I do pray to a God I refuse to believe in to just...take me with Him during my sleep. I don't even know why anymore. At this point I don't even know how I feel nor why I feel a certain way. I don't want any of you, random strangers, to worry. Because I'm doing better. I'm just typing this for all those of you who do the same thing as me. There is hope. There is good in your life. There is the light at the end of the tunnel. We just...have to wait. We have to have faith in ourselves. To really believe that it will get better. To believe that we will get better. You are not alone. And never will be. Have a nice day, a good life and a lot of love for yourself, because even if you don't really feel it, there's always self-love inside of each one of us🤍.
I remember watching this anime and the movie... even though it has more of a horror aspect, it still always felt off and was very sad at the end of the series and the movie. Coincidence or not, this background image is perfect for this song.
I miss my childhood, I'm 17 but I feel my childhood has been snatched from me. My brother has been abroad since 2020, I love him, and I used to think when I'll be a teen we'll go to so many places, but now when he will comeback he will be a full adult, with a job and get married. I don't like being the youngest sometimes
I’m the youngest and i’m 17 I totally understand you.. i feel the same way Ppl thinking it’s a blessing to be the youngest They don’t know how hard it is emotionally
Please do vent in the comments, I love hearing anything you guys have to say from all around the world. Also remember to not sulk in our sorrows. We might not be able to pull ourselves out sometimes. Please make sure you’re taking care of yourself and surrounding yourself with things positive.
i give up🔥🔥
There's a difference between being alone and feeling lonely, the real ones much worse..
@anthony-fn7py I would say don't but...maybe you're right
My friend, my bff. Hes gonna be moving to a whole new country. I love him so much man and i cant handle the day when hes gone. Best friend i ever made. Stayed with me for 5 years. I put this song on and keep remembering our memories. Tearing up. idk what to do when hes gone man.
He helped me thru alot of stuff. Every time im with him i feel at peace, i smile, i laugh.. All will be a memory in a month. 💔
@@somone2674 alright mate
i miss being a child.
it doesn’t matter that there was screaming and crying in my house from ages 8 to 12. i didn’t know what was going on.
i miss being blissful. having a full friend group with people i’m not scared to talk to,to have a conversation with. self awareness ruined me.
Same..these days will never come back.the only thing we can do is thinking about memories
I want to be like 5 again. Im still a kid , im still young , but i didnt know anything when i was 5 , no abuse , no toxic friendships , no internet addiction , no dark thoughts , no anxiety .. Just innocence , i want this feeling again.
Cry about loser I love being an adult I have been waiting to be a grown up and make lots of money and bang thousands of women every day even when they don't want it this is what adult life is and I love it😊
And self awareness will once again save you. There is always a choice. Always. If you cannot do what you want to do, do the right thing. If you cannot do the right thing, do not act. It is not about you. You must seek to become the person that will change the things about the world you loathe, but you cannot do that through more destruction.
So real man . Self awareness is poison. I feel you so much, you are not alone
This song stirs something inside me that I cannot quite fathom but it’s melancholic in nature.
ah yes, best comment ever. I felt the same listening to this but i didn't know how to describe it, this is perfect
Nigga can we please use smaller words next time😭
really..
Rage and grief.
++
this teleports me into another universe
Int9 the backrooms.
Shifting reference/j
@@K1dd13Strangl3rV2 lmfao
same
i miss my old life, all the laughs, all the fun, all the memories, all my friends
same girl let's take a train that leads us to some random place and get the fuck away
Lil Ben, The Rapper bet
me tooo i relate so hard :c
Me too I hate it here, I was so much happier back there
‘’ Vionysus ikr
the snow and sadness, this song scraped my brain just perfectly
It's snowing, you're walking home, you can't see anything. Snow covers your eyes and lips. You are chilled by the another awful day and depression. You've been rotting every day, again and again for ages.
@5кафе Typical polish day in winter
@@bombelek9263 haha
you should be a writer
you should be a writer
This song takes me to a cold, crispy air Silent Hill where the fog clouds my vision.
Yeah
this sounds like you're skiing on Silent Hill years before the events happen, you see Pyramid Head arrive first as a transfer of the guilt of a man who's currently far away.
Ah the best comment
~maybe for you theres a tommorow
Yesssss !!
Before I Fall
tiktok?
@@anarricci4083 no it’s a movie
@@amirah9045 yes, i know. this song has in the tiktok app
This transports me into a misty quite field with heaps of willow trees and black roses. I can just imagine sitting down with the fog around me and yet it doesn’t feel cold
And everything is gray. I know what you mean. I tried to hang myself while this song was playing on repeat 8 months ago. There’s something very unique and special about this song and it really does transport you somewhere melancholy. I think I went unconscious for under an hour and during that time I think I saw death, like what you just described. Death is nothing to fear, nor is it something we necessarily want to experience too early in our lives. I think what I saw that day was a reminder of why our existence is so special and rare.
@@whosechannelisthisI hope you're doing well now and days ❤️
@@whosechannelisthisI hope you’re doing better .
Blood-C was so sad, Saya truly deserved better in the movie AND anime.
Yes…
ikr :(
i love saya she deserved sm better
reminds me of 2010, when everything was fine, this hit different
this song gives me winter at night type vibes
Its winter and 1:43am rn😭
"I knew a soul as tired as hers. Sleep well, my love."
I have no idea what this means but it’s beautiful and I love it ❤
you are empty. There is not a single thought in my head, darkness consumes everything. At such moments, the environment is everything for you. and now, this video gives you sad satisfaction.
the saddest, yet the most bittersweet winter oozing with cold memories that i don’t know if i ever want to relive or lock away in the chest of my subconscious structure as another one of life’s moments, to understand how much it truly matters to me even though it cracked my shell of a heart. we all have experiences such as this, there will always be a bright side after a blizzard that devastated us all, a grueling winter has in store a new light and a way for change. we only change what we’re consisted of, our own matter. it can be painful, yet it transforms you into the person that’s instigating such a blossoming and beautiful change for another vulnerable human heart. keep growing, and most importantly, keep experiencing. you have the highest privilege to do so. it’s a life you’re gifted.
Thank you this is what I needed to hear.
asé
This song makes me miss things I never deserved
Sameee
This song makes me miss july-September 2023
u deserve the best bro
Some people are like fireflies. Here at night, gone by dawn, cherish every moment u have with them
🥺
I'm a simple person
I see Saya,
I click.
Literally me.
every time I listen to this my mind transfers me to my happiest days and I can’t do nothing than sadly smile remembering those days and comparing them to what I have right now. this song especially its slowed version is beyond explanation. it’s so sad yet so calm, melancholic and warm.
Only God understands me.
true
fr
amen
Did God help you?
@@rheemhamunasajan6432 definitely
Omg how is this not famous yet😩😩😩
Зима.Ранее утро,свет тусклых фонарей,под ногами хрустит снег и ты идёшь в школу...
its been 2 years and i still listening to this relieving song 💞💤
I miss being a little kid.
yea the life was nice
Same. I wish i could relive being a kid but with a different family
sitting there in the dark w earphones in. tears making your eyes sting. i still dream of that time
Every time i hear this my life flashes before my eyes...
Big, grey city, grey clouds, its raining, you're alone with your thoughts and silence... That's what this song reminds me of....
I was diagnosed with depression at the end of 4th grade and I'm in 9th grade now, I've gotten better and I'm really happy
this song is so beautiful
yes
its such a fit for winter
this song brings me peace.
The pain your going through doesn't last forever
Keep your head up.
Esta melodía es muy hermosa ❤
from 2024 reading the comments from 2 and 3 years ago 💔💔💔💔
Same 💔💔
Me me same
The Same And Is Almost 2025
i really love this sound omg
I miss being happy
Lyrics:
Throwing poison seeds into the wind
Make the poison tree to grow in me begin
Let your branches fork my veins
Let your honey tide in me
Blood loving, poison whispering
Oh, beautiful poison tree
Let your power grow in me
Let your sorrow pour in me
Take away my blood and bones
Make your flowers deep inside of me
Least I'll still have company In my insides, tiny poison tree
I seal my love in me
Tiny beautiful poison tree
Oh, beautiful poison tree
Let your power grow in me
Let your sorrows flow in me
Turn me into a poison tree
Turn me into a poison tree
Make my shadow go away
Make my branches strong and hard
Make my leaves flower and spread
Make me feel like something powerful
Is growing deep inside of me
Turn me into a poison tree
This song gives such before I fall vibes
This exact resonance is beautiful -- the song is beautiful in itself, but this exact slowed tempo is magical
Remember when I was so sick? I wish you believed me...
Sometimes you just feel like a burden that people find you annoying and you just want to dissapear and never wanted to be find . I feel like that💔😞
Don't know why this gives me chill winter vibes ❄️❄️🌬️
That depressing Phase from October till March is coming and this song is the soundtrack
So depressing
After my father died. I started listening to this song. I feel his loss so much I just want to be by his side. I want to hug him. I feel like I want to give up...
pls dont ml. If u dont give up ur dad would be proud of his little boy/girl. ily
Im in the shower rn and im just thinking wow its almost 2025 how the journey has been tough. Im here now and this song helps me all the time if you need help im here and if you resonate with this song im glad and im proud of you for fighting ❤
"People always leave, don't get to attached" -xxxtentacion
my mum told me that a couple days ago..
So peaceful to listen to
i wake up every morning listening to this :3
"If one day your life is going to flash before your eyes, make it worth watching"
-Wise Man
🥺
This song brings me nostalgia for some reason :/
this song reminds me of the worst year of my life where i dealt and had to endure my suicidal ideation's so long and did nothing about it, letting it linger until i graduate. i told myself if this feeling stays, i can't do it anymore. anyways, i graduated high school, and am now going to college soon. things do get better my friends i swear you on it
same :( my memories still haunt me though no matter how good im doing
This song is a feeling for me...
My can’t life be fair i don’t understand and i never realize how fast life can take someone from you
i miss the life before i attempted. i lost my best friend, someone who was dear to me. we were in love, and denial at the same time. its a dangerous thing, being in love and denial. it tears you apart because you know you can never be something, but you beat around the bush. you try to act like there is a chance you two could be together, knowing you cant. its dangerous. it can kill a soul.
I know ahe never loved me, but damn. She added some meaning to my life. Didn't know I'd run into somone so unique.✨
This song is really good on a rainy day.
I miss my mother’s cooking
I miss my brother’s playtime
I miss hugging my father
I miss sleeping without a single worry
I miss the warmth i felt before
I miss them
They all…gone
I feel very sorry for you..
They're*
i love you harry. you make me feel like a person.
this song feels like the 2020 march when lockdown started :(
so how js when things are going good i find my self back at this song
......maybe for u theres a tomorrow.....
This song is the best thing that comes to my life, which is miserable right now...
What a hopeless and mournful atmosphere, there is no tomorrow, this is the end of it all.
Love this song.
watching the stars with this music…
so beautiful.
this song is the feeling when you realize your memories can’t be relived.
this song is so good
Amo a versao slowed ❤
This song mimics the nonstop voices in my head
Im tried
Tired of putting pressure into something and not get any results
Tired of the family pressure
Tired the shit talk i receive from them
Tired of not finding enough time for my self
Tired of all efforts is being gone for nothing will the others doesn’t believe
I always wanted to get a car but now i still want a car but to crush me
Sometimes I do pray to a God I refuse to believe in to just...take me with Him during my sleep.
I don't even know why anymore. At this point I don't even know how I feel nor why I feel a certain way.
I don't want any of you, random strangers, to worry. Because I'm doing better.
I'm just typing this for all those of you who do the same thing as me.
There is hope.
There is good in your life.
There is the light at the end of the tunnel.
We just...have to wait.
We have to have faith in ourselves. To really believe that it will get better.
To believe that we will get better.
You are not alone. And never will be.
Have a nice day, a good life and a lot of love for yourself, because even if you don't really feel it, there's always self-love inside of each one of us🤍.
this remind me so much of xxx
beautiful ☹️
I feel like a character who would die from flowers growing on my body
thanks for doing this
That's so good i love the music just
I love you Harry.
You make me feel like a person
I remember watching this anime and the movie... even though it has more of a horror aspect, it still always felt off and was very sad at the end of the series and the movie. Coincidence or not, this background image is perfect for this song.
heyyy what’s the name of it ?
@@sashhhaaaa blood c
The thing about being young.
You get to see everyone you love go.
This song makes me feel like I’m waking down a path , it never ends
THIS SONG
*Looks back at childhood photos*
At least the smiles were real
Maybe, in another universe I won't ruin everything by being me
U probably will
My comfort song
i want to be happy
It’s ok I’ll pray for you to be without effert
It will all be okay:)
my soul is healing
i remember when this was everywhere in winter of 2020
at the end of the day, i am ultimately alone .
I want this song to live inside of me
i love this song sm
I miss my childhood,
I'm 17 but I feel my childhood has been snatched from me.
My brother has been abroad since 2020, I love him, and I used to think when I'll be a teen we'll go to so many places, but now when he will comeback he will be a full adult, with a job and get married.
I don't like being the youngest sometimes
I’m the youngest and i’m 17 I totally understand you.. i feel the same way
Ppl thinking it’s a blessing to be the youngest
They don’t know how hard it is emotionally
this song makes my healing scars sting again.
This song makes every part in my body ache in such deep sadness
This song is so peaceful
True
This song reminds me I was happy few years
Loooove grouper!! Could you do her song breathing?
My life dimmed on me. And it stayed that way.
not really sure what happened, but it changed everything
song got me up thinking about life