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this song reminds me of silent hill, i love that game, i love this song

I'm at the lowest point of my life rn

❤

this is my last year

it's getting to a point where I like sadness, I like being miserable. I think I might be masochistic for this, but I might go on being miserable just for the sake of the pleasure.

Oh beautiful poison tree…

most times most days I feel…nothing…

Moon night ,,empty field and this song 🎵 🤍

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I think now i grew up in this world and i have a mison from god

4:36

I played this on boosee headphones

I just wish I could explain it all to her, there’s a part of me that believes it would solve everything, but deep inside I know it wouldn’t. I know nothing will solve whatever is happening. If she wanted to understand, she would, wouldn’t she? If she loved me she would want to show it, wouldn’t she? I understand why I could be wrong saying all this, but I feel like a fool believing this every time. No matter what I do I always end up alone, she isn’t here to comfort me. I just miss her and miss her, she is asleep and she won’t know about this. I just wonder if she loves me. I just hope this love won’t ruin my life.

Long live king von 🕊

😞 💔

Eu gostaria de sumir para sempre, sem que minha mae e meu pai sinta falta de mim. Eu não entendo minha vida e muito boa, mas não sei porque sinto um vazio tão imenso dentro de mim. Ele nunca se preenche tento ignorá-lo porque não quero transparecer triste porque não tenho motivo para estar mas estou

We all have our reasons

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~Maybe for you there’s a tomorrow,but for some of us there’s only today

It's over for me, and I no longer have hope for a possible improvement. I am doomed to a completely withered life like the lives of adults that I judged so much when I was younger. The truth is that there is no point in changing now that everything is already ruined, the consequences will accompany me for the rest of my life, fossilized in my soul. I swear if I could go back in time, not to change anything, but just to live it all over again, I would. Just imagine the feeling that it was just a bad dream... it seems good.

im not ok

-what do you like about these photos? -soul.

I need God

As a kid, I wanted to be an adult with the ability to do whatever I want As an adult, I wish I was a kid with every major decision made for me

Legend King Von!🎉

Is no one gonna talk abt how badly darkie carried this song?

Goated songggg

I love this song sm brooo

Just wanted a my father’s love…

i just want to be loved.............

This song is a feeling for me...

Real

listening to this while riding gsxr1000 at night rushing to home its fun but whyyyyyyyyy whyyyyyyyyy she left me whyyyyyyy

meow

*watching kakegurai right now*

I miss being happy

I have no reason to be sad I have a nice life a somewhat nice family 1 good friend but I still feel so alone and empty

I got called aggressive by someone I cared about more than anything. All I wanted to do was make sure you were comfortable around me. I wasn’t aggressive. I don’t want to hurt people. I want to be understood. I want to be trusted.

I can't lie I may be 11 but something about what happens to me on a daily basis is not right

me and my of 7 years were arguing come to find out she took her life after 3 days

Idk what do with my life.

اسرح مع الجهمه وانا ضايق البال للجامعة نعنبو من يجيها

Born 1993, when I was around 5/6 me and my family had to move to Germany, Osnabruck because my Dad was stationed there for being in the British Army. We stayed there until 2001. I can honestly say from what memories are still there in my head, are the best years of my life. If I could just relive those days, just for a few hours, I would be so happy. I spend hours crying happy/sad tears on Google Earth Pro with the time machine of the maps. Seeing my old Primary School before it was demolished. Seeing the Army barracks my dad was at before that too was sadly demolished. Seeing my old childhood home which I haven't seen since we left 23 years ago. It's even more saddening with how Germany's privacy laws are. Google Street view is practically none existent. So the buildings and the streets I fondly remember are mainly just these pixelated resemblances of buildings that I still vividly remember from my childhood but I can't see how are now or was a few years ago. I only have what I remember, and the odd remnants of videos here on RUclips which is extremely lacking and rare to find Thankfully some time last year, Germany finally lifted those privacy laws for Google Maps Street view and i finally got to see my home again for the first time since we all left way back in 2001. I will be honest. I've never cried so much in such a long time. It was harrowingly different everywhere i looked around Osnabruck but I could also see things that haven't changed at all. The walks we went on, the Warner Brothers Movie Theme Park down south near Dorsten. Pony rides in the woods and picking the oldest one there who was called Boris. I picked him all the time because he liked to eat the grass a lot which made the ride last longer so I could spend more time with him. The little & big lake walk just behind the Nettebad. The traditional Christmas Markets in the town centre. Playing video games when my Dad finally came home on my Playstation 1, we would try and beat the games in one day but never could because I didn't have a memory card. Getting excited whenever Pokemon was on the TV. Friends round mine to share the big swimming pool I had. Watching Halloween Town before going out trick or treating. Finding our first ever pet, a kitten abandoned behind a grit bin while we were on a bike ride and taking her home, we named her Millie. So many memories. All lost to time. With only old VHS tapes & photographs to try and relive those memories at least just a tiny bit. Oh what Id do just to go back to those days. Nostalgia is such a beautiful but cruel mistress. I hate to love it and love to hate it. I Miss you Osnabruck. I miss you childhood. But. I have a daughter now, born Bonfire Night in 2022. Can't believe it's almost been 2 years with her already. And I honestly can not wait to be the best father I can possibly be. And to make everlasting memories with her that she can look back on and smile just as much as I do looking back at the ones I made with my Mum & Dad. Oh Germany. Oh Osnabruck. Oh childhood. You were the best of days. I'll revisit you one day. With the whole family hopefully.

*Looks back at childhood photos* At least the smiles were real

why cant i be included in anything. why am i left out. why when i wanna hang out with family they instantly make me go do something so i can stop bothering them. why are all my friends betraying me? why am i gettin made fun of. all these rumours and secerts about me no oje even likes me. i dont even know if my mom loves me anymore , should i cut? should i end it? but im scared. but it might make the world happier. i mean the world would still spin wouldnt it. my soster gets all the attention. im just the quiet girl in my family . i always hear " u dont talk alot" i mean i dont get included in anything . why cant i be included in everything TOO?

Incase anyone forgot…you matter 🖤

The pain your going through doesn't last forever Keep your head up.

minha musica favorita, arvore venenosa.

"So that's why it's forbidden"

there’s so much wrong w my metak