it's easier to be alone [ FREE AUDIO ]
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- Опубликовано: 10 апр 2020
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yikes so this is a completely selfish audio that I made for myself to express my own feelings. idk if anyone else relates to any of this, but I thought I'd put it up here anyway
** please understand that i uploaded this audio so that anyone who happens to feel this way can feel like they are understood. i know (from experience lol) that there is a kind of catharsis in watching videos that accurately express your pain. however, please don’t take this video as an encouragement to isolate yourself from others emotionally or to give up on love. see my pinned comment for more. **
sorry about the weird flash and lyrics popping back up at the ending, my editing program must have accidentally glitched. i didn’t notice it until after i had uploaded it 😬
(also this is like 95% quotes about/by emma swan from ouat I'M SORRY I HAVE A SMALL OBSESSION)
song: lung by vancouver sleep clinic
quotes: once upon a time, her, doctor who, supernatural, grey's anatomy, ever after - a cinderella story, and the edge of seventeen
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after seeing your comments, i just wanted to say...
fear can be conquered. i would argue it exists to be conquered. yes, you have more fears when you take the risk to love people, but you also gain so much more in return to help yourself conquer those fears. the risk of pain or heartbreak is worth the reward of having the love of another - whether it be a friend, a family member, or a romantic partner. whether your fear comes from too many failed relationships or the absence of any meaningful ones... please don’t give up. i know it is hard, when the mere idea of love feels hopeless and it seems safer to push everyone away. try to remember two things that i often rely on to keep my hope alive: 1) you, in every way, are worthy and deserving of love. no matter what you are told by others or yourself. 2) it won’t be like this forever. there are countless people out there that haven’t met you yet who will love you. don’t be so discouraged from the idea of love that you miss out.
thank you for taking the time to read this. i hope it helps.
😔❤️
13 years old.
I’ve attempted suicide 4 times, 4 different ways.
I drink
My wrists are scarred from the tearing of my own kitchen knives
...I’m broken. There’s no way of fixing me, so now I just have to sit and wait. Wait for that one day, when the light comes. When the ground will open me up, and swallow me whole. When I’ll be forced into the darkness of death.
Away from this hellhole of a world.
@@meh2951 just remember there are alot of people going through this too "im one of them" and we love you and we're here to listen to you!
if u ever wanna text me im here my ig is "jawad_diab_123"
Speaking of me 💯. This why I read Romans Chapter 8:31-39. I can't see Elohim but I know He's there for me and He says He loves me. This is what keeps my peace.
@@Mweems007 💔💔💔
It’s easier to be quiet than to say all that’s wrong
It’s easier to walk away than to cause a storm
It’s easier be distant to people than to get hurt again
It’s easier to cry alone than to tell someone you’re hurt
It’s easier to be alone than to let them in
"It's easier to walk away than to cause a storm" I felt that lis vibes
That’s beautiful! Where did get read that or did you made it up???
Thank you I made it up
@@celestate guess I'm the storm. Storms come. Then go. This one will go. Then the sunshine and rainbows will be there for you both.
@@LVSnailSandwichContent Storms won't last forever either so I hope you see sunshine one day too.
Someday, I'd like to meet every person who has listened to this. So many wonderful, sensitive people.
lmao im not sensitive just been hurt over and over so much that i can understand these like they have been told to me on repeat my whole life
I Am a Sensitive girl that is all I have to say
Who said you can't meet a few of us? Head over to my instagram @ourdarkyouth and if you think my art resonates, it'd be fun to talk. Idk.... I think it's always interesting and a bit magical to meet total strangers over obscure connections. Cheers!
I am one of them . If you want to talk to me about anything I am here. I have Facebook and INSTAGRAM
Don't you mean broken people?
"You're so afraid of losing the people that you love
that you push them away"
oof this shit hit hard
she said she didn’t want me in her life anymore- ive made so many mistakes- i cannot cope with this
This is true and spoke to my soul I never realized this is what I was doing
This is ridiculous you are mental
I understand this so good
I've been alone for most of my life. I want a relationship so bad, but I don't know how to be in a relationship, so I just stay alone.
Hi
I- same
Same
Funny...
All of us in the comments section are complaining because we don't have the relationship we desperately need and want...
But Neither one of us is asking each others name.
John Overbey why would we ask eachothers names
Pov : im crying silently so my parents can't hear me
me
every night that happens to me so I know how you feel
Is it disappointing that I am to.....
I cry in my closet a dark and perfect place to cry.
Sad thing is that they(my parents) thought I was crying when I was laughing yet they cant tell when I'm actually about to cry even with the crack in my voice
Everything you ever wanted was on the other side of fear
See there are moments when you realize that you are the problem. That you are the one you can’t trust. That you are the one that well you’re afraid of.
Never thought of it that way so you thinking that i am afraid of myself?
I was afraid I would lose you to them like the first one
Y I sucked up all my dreams threw them out in hopes I would save this one
My hate and disgust drove u right to them
Just like them wanted why they mettled , toiled, tormenteded, and bragged , straight laughed in my face standing besides them
on there conquers
Wow how did u make this far in life dude????
God's Footprint's
He carried me
And the wonderful strengths of a good partner standing beside you!!!!
I got laughed at hard at that moment
Maybe the first words are judgement
Second words are judgement
Especially after everyone else's
Dune been conditioned to the eyes
lights and group s
Terrified. Hurting someone again coming out of my own pain. I cant allow that to happen to another person ever again. Do I know how it feels to be loved by someone else? No. But I do know how it was to love someone with my all, my entire being, my entire heart and risking being permanently shattered .
@@chrishess7443 its ok to be afraid. you have to know that even if you think nobody has loved you someone has. when you come across someone you love learn to love them the way they want and need to be loved. take the time to know them and let them in and dont lose hope.
@@meganreeves6111 i know this is months late but i dont think youre afraid of yourself, i think you just need to take time to find you. Understand yourself and why you act how you act, understand what you feel and well love yourself as much as you can
I used to cry watching these, now I just stare at the screen
Feels man..I watch a lot of your videos and it just makes me feel when I can’t
The Trikstr me too... people tell me I’m just trying to feel sad when I listen to these... but it’s the only way I feel at all
@@idkguess4723 I feel that
I cant even cry because I'm so numb
Aidan Hutchison Aiden I felt it as well it hurts more than anything I feel u ah same I feel nothing
Aidan Hutchison Aiden hope ur okay how was ur day.
yea, it’s easier nowadays. relationships are not reciprocal anymore. they’re liquid, they’re fragile, they’re selfish. there’s too much selfishness in this world and it isn’t worth to give all of you for somebody. it’s like that phrase: falling in love is like giving a gun to somebody pointed to your heart and hoping they’ll never pull the trigger...
Layla Gama but they always pull the trigger and blame you for being shot.
not everyone cry because of relationship...
Oh god i never thought about it in this way. But somehow it make sence.
true.
If there greed gets the best of them, they will pull the trigger, and there is no way to heal completely from that, there will alwase be a scar, and you will alwase have a fear in your mind that you cant get past.
Honestly I’m alone in my room 24/7 and that’s how I rather be when I’m around people I’m not myself I love being alone
I was like that , never had my parents ask me what was wrong with me, never ask me if I was OK but been alone in my room 24/7 made me do something I never done before I start making my list of how to kill myself I did try like poison myself with pills, I stab myself I almost die but im still here , I try to hang myself, I try to jump from a bridge and i try to hang myself but for some reason I'm still here I guess every time I try to kill myself aint going to work, into i knew life is everything you got ima be a mom at 23 and all my life change at that moment.
Same
Dana Linares dat me u explained my whole life doe
When you mad or upset it is better to stay alone 24/7 in your room with nothing on and just let you emotions/feelings out because you don't want to hurt anyone. But my niece Caitlin hurt me when she said we're not best friends and I get emotional alot and right now I am not happy because I don't want my mom go to work tonight I Want her home because my niece and my sister are mean to me. So I play this alot.
@@danalinares8820
I'm glad ur still here
Dana God bless your heart with love and patience for next chapters in ur life
you know its getting bad when you start listening to those video`s and can relate to everything said
It describes me and my life to a Tee
A story that I read-
One time I was babysitting this six year old boy, I was wearing shorts. And my scars were showing and I guess he saw them... he pointed at them and he said “ I know how those got there” I replied “ How?” He said “ I’ve seen them before, my big sister had them, and she said mean people put them on your body when they weren’t nice to you because if people are mean then you end up being mean to yourself. My big sister went away, I don’t know where she went, but mommy says she’s on a happy vacation somewhere beautiful, because she was too sad here. I miss her. Please don’t go on vacation.”
I don’t think I cried so hard in front of someone ever.
Not my story. But this just proves you hurt people when you leave on vacation. So don’t do it. Please don’t give yourself scars either. I’ve given myself scars and bruises, but I read this and I bawled for an hour because he’s right. I don’t want to go on Vacation when I have people here who love me.
My nephew does the same to my arms.
From the start till the end , you’re expected to care about the feelings of others when no one even tried to look at u .When u finally get a chance to go on vacation , though might not be better but at least a bit different , at least a bit new ....
I’ve made a promise to myself I will never die to my own hands I will never give up, but if I die I die, if I crash I crash, but I will never kill myself I will only die to save others so they may live
I refuse to my open my heart again because I know that when I do, it’s all gonna flood back in.
Me too. 😊
It always does, it always has.
I've been alone for most of my life and I learned that it's easier to be alone than to be in a relationship
No its not whatever your going through. Its not just because people fuck up doesnt mean its better. I know in your life youve had good times. Everyone just focuses on the bad
these audios make me feel an emotion i cant describe, not sad, not happy, not fearful, not calming but not stress induring either, i just... feel connected to them in a way
It feels like you are finaly understood and can be at peace
I’m surrounded by people that seem and say they supposedly care and love me but how come I still feel so alone
I Am kinda of with you on that
I feel that
i feel the same way. i’ve started to realize that the reason behind this may be because other people aren’t the problem, but the problem is yourself. you are your biggest enemy. the biggest conflict in your life will always be between you and yourself.
I feel that too and it’s heartbreaking
Because nobody will ever understand you the way that the galactic endless dark universe does
No human is capable
the way i care and love people... the way i look out for them.. that makes me wanna have somebody like me in my life. because with all these years that i’ve been existing, i have never felt the love that i gave.
Hi, I don't want to bother you or something, but I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're not alone. If you want to talk to someoane who understands, I'm here for you.
@@supravietuitoriblog547 thank you so much :( i hope you will receive tons of blessings and happiness, you are so kind. 🤍
@@miks5149 Thank you so much!
I literally JUMPED out of bed crying, no sobbing, when I heard Dean's voice.
I miss supernatural bro:(
"For my entire life I've been alone"
That hit hard bc it's so true
"Your so afraid to lose the lens you love so you push them away"
That hit hard too
Hi, I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're not alone. If you want to talk to someoane who understands, I'm here for you.
How do u let someone in if you’ve been alone for so long?
I can’t talk to my parents or sisters I can’t talk to my friends....I feel so trapped 😒I’m screaming for help but no one can hear me I tell people to love yourself but I cant seem to do that for my self I don’t know why😖😣
@N KIRANKUMAR I feel like I'm forced to be alone. Like if I try to make friends something then happens and they arent my friend anymore.
I feel you on that one...
Tracey Ly Nor can I. I’m in the same spot as you and I’m drowning. I’m suffering now too. Everything has gotten so bad for me in my life that I have stopped telling my friend about my life. I have stopped telling her when I hurt myself on purpose. I’m just numb and want to escape but don’t know how.
Dragon_Frost I feel you shouldn’t shut your friend out, I know it’s hard to express your feelings when you feel that it’s no use...but your friend wants to know when your hurting so they can help you. I know what it’s like on both sides, being the one hurting and the friend who is blinded by your friends hurt. But remember there are people who do love you, you just might not have found them yet.☺️💓💓♥️♥️♥️
I feel the same as all of u
"you're so afraid to loose the people you love so you push them away"
"Those walls may block out pain, but they block out love too"
Those hit hard
How do you miss something, that you never had?
Solitude is the friend of the Alone. But, if you push her away, to take a chance on Happiness with Company, and that fails, she might become your enemy. Haunting you with visions of your failure to integrate into Normalcy, shackling you tighter to her chains of Isolation. Unless you know how to free yourself with Forgiveness, she will make sure to pull you in so deep, you forget how warm the outside world feels.
Joe mama
The fact that there were Once Upon A Time moments in there, hurt me on a different level.
i feel like that all the time. i feel like ill never take a chance. i wish someone would understand me.
Same here
I’ve been so used to being alone and isolating myself that it’s sooo hard to open up now.
it so hard i feel you we all feel you theres a million of ppl going through the stuff we're going through and its so sad and the thing which is making it harder for me is that im a "man" men dont have feelings men are strong "bullshit!"
If they aren't the person that you want to be with for the rest of your life. Then, they aren't the one.
Exactly
Just thank you
This is so me, so reliable, beautiful and heartbreaking at the same time... Sometimes you have those moments that you didn't know you needed to hear or see that song/ quote/scene/... at that right moment and this video is that for me, thank you!
Joe mama
I'm so scared... That that feeling is never gonna go away..
"It's harder to love somebody than to walk away from him"
- Amelia Shepherd -
Not all people are stubborn like a mule... No interaction no action
"For my entire life,
I've been alone"
Same here sister and honestly it's not bad for me. I found more peace than I did when I was with Peope.
We tend to say that we're OK being alone, but deep inside us we all acknowledge the fact that we're incomplete.
When ever I get depressed I listen to theses videos and by the end it reminds me that it is ok to feel my emotions and how badly I just want to be held and have someone brush through my hair with there hands.
My Fiancée just left me after a three year relationship. Between certain life events and her own depression/anxiety she just entirely shut down and shut me out. I had dealt with issues on a similar scale during the time following my military service. Depression and PTSD plagued me and it was actually her that pulled me out of that pit. You’d think with that experience I’d have been able to recognize the signs but I was blind to them. She struggled on in darkness and in my own confusion I began to silently resent her. I was the person she needed most and instead of diving in after her I sunk into my old dark waters. I told myself I did everything I could and ultimately her battle was one I couldn’t fight... but that’s a lie, isn’t it? I was scared and fearful of failure. I knew that in losing her I would lose that piece of myself as well and that thought was paralyzing. In our own ways we both gave it our all in our weakened state. I do not regret the time and I pray you do not either. Hearing the quotes in this video was chilling because I heard them in our voices. These were the sentiments we both shared in the days before she left. I’m not angry and I’ll always miss you. You taught me so much and helped me grow as a person. There’s a part of me that will always love you Ariel, but I’m locking it away and burying it deep. It’s easier being alone.
I’ve been alone for so long, I forgot what it was like to be loved. To be warm with people around you. I’ve developed my own prison, and I feel comfortable in it.
Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I wanted you to know that you're not alone in this. If you want to talk to someoane who understands, i'm here for you.
Yes its comfortable, until someone breaks in and fucks your entire life up
Lately I've been feeling more alone than ever in my whole life. I feel like there's no one who truely cares about me, no one who can 100% understand me, I came to the conclusion that I can never be 100% happy and free, and that is a really dissappointing fact for me, it's like whatever I do I can't get out of this hole I am in now, I wish my friends would care about me more. There are still things in the past which I haven't coped with yet, 2 of my best friends left me because we had a fight with each other and I can never ever forget them. I literally overthink everything, feels like I'm running in circles
There's people that care about you. All you got to do is talk to them. Long as you tell the truth I've been alone or my whole life shut out from society. Been the reject.
Hey, I hope you read this. But I will share this with you because I’m currently going through the same thing. I know someone loves you. My mental health was so bad for a couple of days and I went to the person that I know would give me some kind of comfort. My cousin. I am sadden that I have to leave today because I have to go back home but I felt loved. I was happy for a moment. I hope you find that person that shows you that they care. 💕 I hope you’re okay! Keep fighting this. I will keep checking if you responded! 💕
Yes I read it thank you. I've never felt this way my life about a woman. My heart goes out to you I hope things get better for you. It's been three years for me. And it's not going away.
Same
@@earlbunce7677
Flipping outcast not reject
“You were the one I depended on the most, you let me down in ways that I can’t-“
I feel this so much. It hurts.
HOW MANY" IM FINES" IS IT GONE TAKES FOR THE WORD TO WAKE UP.we are not okay :( we are not fine. We are all hurting, we are all broken, we are all in pain.
"People arent meant to be together forever"
Not a quote from the video, but one that has stuck in my head every now and then since the day i heard it.
The Dean audio brought back so many memories after the disappointing ending we got
why everything in this video is so scarily relatable, like it just translating whatever I do into words.
The quotes of once upon a time (hook, emma, regina and snow) really hits different now wow
Some people are actually afraid of being too happy because they think something tragic is going to happen soon.
I am one of those people I push people I love away so I don’t get hurt again and now I don’t even know what love feels like
"It may keep out pain, but it also may keep out love."
And love is not something you should stay away from, it is all there, it is in the warmth of words, in the ray of sunshine that hits your face, it is in the form of someone who makes you happy, it is in some stranger who reminded you of someone, it is just around you, Just break that wall little by little and let the light come in by those cracks.!!
Yes, I can relate to this video and the others you have made. My ex is putting a wall and it's afraid to be loved. He is too afraid to admit it. He dissapointed me because when I need him the most he is not here by my side. I was always by his side. Always. Love is not always happiness. It have ups and downs. The reason life exist is to love. Yes, I'm alone because I am in love with him.
There’s a reason on why I said “I love being alone” it’s because I knew, I knew that I couldn’t do love mentally, I am destined to be alone forever due to mental problems that I have.
I feel you. I can't even picture myself to be destined to get married or even fall in love. I hope you're okay & wishing you a strength to keep living ❤️
@@syxfqhhwell I’m still alive. Existing. I’m sure you know how it goes. How it’s gone. 2 major changes that happened in my life were that I had 2 girlfriend’s one of which was just a situationship. But both of them broke up with me. The second happened before this past new years. But it’s been harder than ever before. I had to make sure 3 people didn’t kill themselves in the span of 2 days. Judging back and forth with that and work. And when the time came, afterwards. Where I nearly killed myself out of the amount of stress and mental strain I couldn’t bring myself to go to anyone. There have been so many times in my life that I’ve pushed people away out of fear. And I think that’s why I didn’t ask for help this time too. But I’m still here, still going. Because I don’t think that they would be able to find someone like me to make sure they stay alive. So I live on. Well, I continue to exist. And I miss, I miss so much of just having the feeling of someone hug me. It feels like forever since I was given a hug.
I was writing this when I had had a problem with my friend and I thought a lot about it so I decided to write all of my thoughts about why that happened ( bc of my jokes and she wasn't okay pretended that she''s okay ), I told all of my past mistakes ( jokes made she sad ) and I convinced that it was jokes and she doesn't need to feel bad or sth, just be happy and don't think too much. After that, I said sorry for all and told that I will soon make the jokes again ( it's in my blood ) so I asked if she can continue to handle it or I will try my best to prevent it from her. And I said I love her and I'm never gonna leave her under any circumstances. She answered okay I can keep it, and she would be okay with that. But I'm her best friend ( as she calls) but sometimes I feel like I'm not, feel like I'm a leftover.
I have another friend who tells me anything about her relationship, I'd listen to her but when I tell my stories bout my love she kinda ignores it and she continues to tell bout her relationship but doesn't care bout mine, I feel awful, unheard. And like the above story, I feel like I''m a leftover
Things are more complicated than that but I don't know how to tell or say how i feel, so thanks you for making it here.
I hope I never made u feel like leftovers too
I never needed to talk to someone than I needed to talk to u now
I’ve never felt so low and so lost in my life, and I’m scared out of my mind. It feels like nobody want to listen or they just talk about them selves. I just want u to listen
Whats on your mind?
I can't explain how many times I've listened to this and seen my reflected emotions spoke through other people's words. Pain creates so many forms of people.... Some gain off it. Some lost from it. Some are completely gone because of it but how do I take pain?? I take it alone..... And that's dangerous but that's what makes us the strongest.
Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're not alone in this. If you ever need someoane to talk to, I'm here for you, okay?
Isn’t it incredible how god can make sure you receive a voice of reason to so many questions you want answers for but never seem to find .. thank you for this
And love doesn’t have to mean relationships, it can be friendships, family, even adopted children can be where love is found. Romantic relationships don’t always mean happiness, but you have to be willing to try and be open with people in order to find happiness at all.
i never heard something so matching to my thoughts before
it would be so easy to just be alone, but i’d get sad alone. you wouldn’t get disappointed by anyone. so it’s better to be alone.
You know sometimes it just really adds up and you just end up breaking down with a extream catharsis of everything. That was tonight for me and I ended up finding this video after so much crying and shaking.
Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're not alone in this. If you ever need someoane to talk to, I'm here for you, okay?
***a life without love is no life at all**** Indeed.
Coming to this now, almost a year after its posting. On the one year anniversary of the lockdown. I find myself in pain I still don’t understand. Even after nearly a decade of living with it, either in the back of my mind... or at it’s forefront. I’ve been feeling it for weeks. But it wasn’t until this moment, watching this video... that I could finally cry. Thank you for what you’ve made. I hope, after comment 781, that you both realize the impact you’ve made and know, you are helping people. Thank you.
Its hard to fall in love when you dont trust yourself
Indeed
Most of this is from once upon a time - such an amazing series , recomded it so much! It’s abit werid at first be gets better and better I swear you just need to get into it
“I’m scared that the feeling is never going to go away”
This hits hard
Thank you for making these videos 🥺💛
"Ik that life without love is no life at all." Well then I guess I have no life at all
Nah dont you love yourself? :(
@@francoisefr688 well I don't Ik it's sad but what can I do right.
@@francoisefr688 I wish I could
"You were the one I depended on the most and you let me down in ways that I can't even....I just don't think I can trust you."
This video is litterally describing my life and I think I'm gonna cry. I miss the person I was in love with but we were so afraid we didn't feel the same about each other. So we walked away, breaking each others hearts.💔
Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're not alone in this. If you want to talk to someoane who understands, i'm here for you.
Wow this hit close to home with me. I have walls. I'm afraid to trust because of fear of being hurt and alone. I'm alone. Fighting my demons daily.
to everyone who is doing homework, leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus
to everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve.
to everyone who is feeling sad, grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. when you're done, lay down, and get some rest, no matter the time.
to everyone who is drawing, you got this. you're art is amazing. keep your head up (or down, depends on where your paper is) and remember that you matter.
i love you all
Thank you. The drawing one made me smile a bit.
I’ve just been losing motivation and there’s so much schoolwork. Thing is, I can’t do some of them because my computer isn’t compatible with the things we’re supposed to be on. Like, y’know, apps and programs and stuff. Now I have a tab but it’s not the same as using it on the computer. I can’t save file on it the same way it’s supposed to on the computer which makes it hard. I wanna ask for help so I can do something but I’m too scared of...idk, something. Sometimes I just wanna scream and ask for help, but I can’t. I’ve thought about telling my mom, who is very kind, loving, and understanding. I thought it would be easy, but it’s not. The work gets me stressed but I can’t do anything cuz I’m stuck in my bed. I wanna be productive, I really do, but I don’t know what the hell is stopping me from doing things! Like, I know that it’s tiring but I also know that it would benefit me, I would have less stress and everything would be better but I can’t. I can’t believe I even have the bravery to even send this here.
@@Shifaathefish sometimes I just don’t know how I feel. I wanna ask for help but what do I say. Am I sad?angry?just hungry? Overworked? Worrying too much? Thing is I have no reason to be sad. I’ve got a good life, good parents, good friends,everything I need. I never really wanted anything other than watch some videos, draw, talk with friends, sleep and eat. I feel like my emotions are all over the place. Like I was just crying cuz I was watching an emotional movie and literally a second later, I’m not even exaggerating, I accidentally dropped my tab and I was like, depressed mode activated. Like why did I do that, what just happened, I’m pretty sure I was holding it tightly. I’m usually very happy and just relaxed but then I just cry randomly. Like I cried my self to sleep fro two weeks straight one time and didn’t know why. I woke up at 5, went out walking with my sister at six, ate breakfast and then watched YT, next thing I knew I was in bed crying at 1-3pm straight, and then slept. Like what the hell, why was I crying.
Y’know that feeling where your empty, then it makes you sad cuz ur empty, but you don’t realize that and wonder why are you sad and you start to feel bad, then feel bad for feeling bad even though you know it’s okay to be sad sometimes?
And as I’m writing this, I realize that even if I don’t have anything to be sad about, do I have anything to be happy about? Sure I have my family and friends and I do things for them and with them. But I ask myself sometimes, do really not want anything? Or have people just been making the choices for me and I’ve forgotten what I actually wanted? Did I used to have anything I wanted, but it was turned down because we didn’t have any money, so I had to pretend it was okay by making an excuse like “it’s okay, I didn’t need it anyways” and start to believe it? And now I think that I shouldn’t waste money on things that I want cuz it’s a waste, I don’t need it and I never had any wants anyways. And my toys as a kid we’re just books. That’s it, no boxes, no like put the shapes in the box, I think I remember putting letters but I don’t know. My mom was always at work at the time, and she was only an agent, a lot less pay that what she has now, so maybe that’s why? Plus I was always quiet ever since a kid. My mom tells me I don’t cry or complain like my sister does.
@@Shifaathefish yeah
I always seem to make friend easier online than in real life. I still have to wait for them to talk to me or do something so I can talk to them
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Have a good day
It’s easier to be alone.... it’s better to be sad then happy because you know that happiness is going to go away but you don’t know when your sadness is going to go away because it never does.....
100% true
I’ve spent the past couple years pushing people away. I thought that not letting in any feelings will keep me safe. I’m so numb. I don’t feel excited for Christmas in two days. I don’t feel anything. I can’t cry, I can’t sleep, I am so numb.
I needed this today thank you
Dalton Hensley I love you :)
I love you
mate why aren't you on Spotify? I found these and they're amazing and I'd love to listen to them on Spotify. also does anyone know what this kind of music is called? because it's separate from lofi but I love it.
This band is amazing. Similar to Lofi type music but more of a soft acoustic and sorta electronic effect to them. Many of their songs often get used to score shows and movies. Such a beautiful sound. Check them out. They’re called Vancouver Sleep Clinic and this song specifically is titled, “Lung”.
I’m fine with my walls!
The problem is, every time i let it down a little.. people make me realise to make it bigger and stronger!
I'm not afraid of losing people, I'm just incapable of having people I want around me. Learned to accept that and now I'm fine on my own. Love is not a requirement for a happy life for me.
I put my wall up long ago, but then i met a girl, and she was different i dropped my walls, i feel in love, i tried my best, i did everything to make her happy, then she cheated and now im broken, im alone, i dropped my walls and now i have no defences, i cried all my tears to the point where it hurts to cry, i felt all this pain and now i want to die, but im to much of a coward to say goodbye...💔💔😭
Everyone here fighting there emotions & struggling with whatever there going through .. remember how beautiful and amazing you are ! How amazing your future is going to be ! How much you are loved ! We love you ! You are a unique soul in a crazy world !! Remember your place & fight this battle you got this beautiful!! We can fight this ! I promise you better days are coming and you will live laugh & love to the fullest 💗💗💗
I just can't say goodbye again, it's easier to stay alone than be left crying alone in the dark again.
That wall litterally destroys me!!! I need to talk to someone, I desperately need that, but unfortunately no body is here for me. I'm so afraid of loneliness
Dear person whoever reads this,
Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile.
Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs.
Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.
I love you and send you hugs.
You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you.
YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN.
I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN.
You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice.
You’re beautiful inside out.
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN.
I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO.
It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you.
I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go.
I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.??
I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night.
If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you.
If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits.
If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :)
All I want for you is to stay and feel alive.
Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
I need you here with me :).
Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out.
Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up.
I am sorry you feel misunderstood.
But anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :).
Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?!
- The stranger that cares about you more than anything.
I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay.
This is your sign to stay and treat yourself with love, you deserve it.
And in case no one told you today, I am so proud of you.
I hope you will remember my words- becho :)
Until tomorrow, my friend :)
Thankyou stranger
I love you so much
Than you❤
Once upon a time scenes. Like if you recognized that they are from OUAT. ❤️❤️❤️
I MISS OUAT 😭😭
I MISS IT
I miss it so much 😭
It sounds like it at some parts
the fact that i knew them all by heart-
Love is just pain disguised by someone we think has our back.... :(
I recognized most of these voices right away! These are the voices of the cast from "Once upon a Time". Scenes from the show. Emma Swan, Snow White, Captain Hook, Ruplestilskin, Regina, The Evil Queen and more. So glad that I found this. Thanks for sharing.
“I’ve never been in love.”
Because I’ve never felt it
Because I’m scared of it
Because I’ll ruin it
Because I don’t know about it
Because...
*I won’t make it long enough to experience it*
...
It's amazing 😍❤️
I loved it
These videos make me feel ways I didnt know I could feel
My fear is being alone and this hits home so hard that I almost cried
I’m so so sad I can’t explain it anymore
Got so excited when I heard it was Once Upon A Time😂
It's so much easier yet so painful to be alone, I both love and hate it. If I'm alone then no one can hurt me, but on the other hand there's no one to help me when I need it the most and it just feels like my heart is getting ripped out my chest sometimes
it really resonated in my heart...thank you
It’s easier too be alone but not forever and that’s where I’m headed :’(
i love thses videos
This girl guys she means the absolute world to me id chose her 110 times over myself and yet im so scared of losing her because she's been the only one to talk to me the last couple of years and talked me out of ending it all and she has covid right now and I havent heard from her in a few days
My walls have gone so high, that's what heartache, been left for someone else does to you, it kills you inside and makes you feel so vulnerable and scared everyone becomes a threat.
It’s easier to be alone
It’s easier to be alone, no hearbreaks, no broken friendships, no lies and no hurt.
It’s easier to live this way than to dissapoint yourself all over again time after time. It’s easier to not let people in, because how much can really a persons heart take? The only way to save yourself is by being alone, because a broken heart can’t be fixed.
We tell eachother lies all the time. But what is the biggest lie? That a heart that’s shattered in millions of pieces can be put back together. Humans heart is like glass. If the glass breaks, you won’t be able to put it back together .So if a heart breaks It stays that way forever even if we tell ourselves we’re okay and that we’re not broken. Deep inside we know that it’s just another lie we tell ourselves.
It’s easier to be alone because you don’t have energy to try, you don’t have the patience to listen, you don’t have the courage to look ahead, you just feel.. alone. You think it’s better being alone because your stuffed animals accept you, your mirror doesn’t laugh when your crying, your covers keep you warm when your cold, your makeup isn’t mad at you for not putting it on, so you just feel accepted. I’m here to say, who cares what the girl said when you didn’t have makeup on, who cares your crush didn’t accept you, WHO CARES that you have flaws?! ✨Get back up, no matter how many times you get pushed down✨
Its not just about be a sensative person. Its real feeling real anxiety. You cant let any one close you cant let anyone in they could get hurt by your anxiety and you care to much to let whats inside hurt those outside or they could just decide to leave you after you open up to them.
thank you.
I refuse to give up. I may fail a lot but I believe in all of us. and I can't believe I'm saying this but I believe in myself too.
I've never been in love because when I get close to anyone they can't stand my mental state I push everyone away I let everyone down they tell me be happy, get outta your mood everyday but no one has realised that I'm always sad and they tell me to get outta my mood everyday but no one asks me what going on no one checks on my ill just stay in my room for house and only come out to eat and when I eat I get told I'm gonna get fat or I have a chubby stomach I can't handle it anymore I am having a battle in my mind everyday and I don't think I'm going to win this battle
Samara Lacey I will love you for who you are
Samara Lacey yes you are your gonna because there are people who except you for you. I’m one of them! Baby nobody’s perfect
I feel you!
I have loved people over and over but all they ever do is hurt me.. so I block everyone out.. ' a life without love, is no life at all ' guess I don't have a life worth living...
I go through my day just like the one before. The only time I feel anything is when I feel extreme sadness. Nothing else exists. Once you've gone so far can you really go back?
The worst feeling is the feeling of betrayal, when when you catch the person you loved so much with someone else, it’s not like an anger or sadness, that doesn’t describe the feeling well enough it’s more of a ball of burning hot lead was dropped right in the middle of your chest and you can’t get it off. The only thing to do is end the relationship right then and there and start over. It’s awful