WOW 😢😢😢 THIS PROGRAM has gone to another whole level!! This level of vulnerability is sooo encouraging. Real women OF GOD sharing, uncovering, revealing, and releasing the most intimate parts of their story. This is the space where miracles, signs, and wonders take place. THIS IS KINGDOM ❤❤❤
I have that story. Holy Spirit has been walking me through healing in levels/layers. I love the lord for loving me through this journey. The lord is near to the broken-hearted and binds up their wounds. ❤
WOW 😢😢😢 THIS PROGRAM has gone to another whole level!! This level of vulnerability is sooo encouraging. Real women OF GOD sharing, uncovering, revealing, and releasing the most intimate parts of their story. This is the space where miracles, signs, and wonders take place. THIS IS KINGDOM ❤❤❤
I can speak from personal experience that God can and will heal our brokenness once we're able to surrender to him. For anyone who's going through difficult situations, you're never alone. Keep holding on and trust God! 🙏
I love and can relate to what Nona Jones said "what happened to you" my nephew was acting out and disrespectful towards elders, we had a physical altercation that hurt me deeply,and the Holy Spirit led me to ask him "what happened to you" he opened up that his father was cheating on his mother when she was sick, and how he would treat her and beat him for no reason, then his mother died which I believe he blames his father for, he misses his mother 😢and that's the reason he's so angry and acts out...unfortunately I'm not close to home to sort of facilitate healing and monitor his progress, all I can do now is pray that God makes a way for him
"Wait until you're completely healed to share your story for it's then that God will use it to transform other people's life"... Very true, I've experienced that at a personal level
This was an impactful testimonial from differ women Looking at how Jehovah Rapha was healing each personality Hearing their own journey was inspiring HE is that big,and yet that intimate Thank you Jesus for sharing ✝️
Praise God for fulfillment of His promises. He healed me from the trauma of betrayal. Only God can provide spiritual healing. My journey lasted for 2 years. I started a relationship with Christ by praying and studying the Bible as if my next breath depended on God. Because I made a covenant vow with God to put forth the effort required to praise and worship Him, I am healed 🙏
He's given me SEVERE PTSD. I have debilitating paralyzing daily panic attacks. He raped my soul. He used me while he needed me and then discarded me like garbage. My soul is raped. When he'd get mad/upset/hurt/whatever: he'd give me the silent treatment. REMINDER TO SELF: Reasons for narcissistic silent treatment: * Stonewalling * Gaslighting * Emotional immaturity * Lack of interpersonal skill * Victimhood * Dysregulation * Avoidant attachment style * Doing to me, what was done to him * Terrified of conflict * Not knowing any other way * Fear/panic/anxiety/terror * Felling incapable/not good enough * Desperation * Power over * Regaining a (false) sense of control * Punishment EVEN STILL, regardless of the above, I miss him and what we had, our friendship, our connection: WITH EVERY FIBER OF MY BEING. But he never really cared about me. He used me and discarded me. Replaced me so easily. Why is she better than me? Why? What makes her so much more profoundly better than me? Is he her best friend now? Or maybe is there even more between them? Why couldn't he love me like he loves her? Is there something wrong with me? Is she just so much better? He's replaced me with another. In an instant: just like that. HE REPLACED ME. HE SHATTERED MY HEART. HE RAPED MY SOUL. I'm all alone and suffering in anguish, and they are living happily ever after together. The PTSD and the loneliness and the grief that he's given me... Makes it so that I can't breathe. I drowned. I suffocate. I die inside. I'm in hell with no escape. NO ESCAPE. I need him. I loved him. He raped my soul: brutally viciously violently maliciously. Every night: nightmares. Every day: panic attacks. I want to die. Every morning I wake up in despair, desperately praying to die. I can no longer bear the pain. I could die from the pain of missing my best friend. He betrayed and abandoned me, discarded me like garbage. My mind can't fathom, my heart can't comprehend. I live in perpetual panic and terror and loneliness and longing... I'm so alone in the world. I die of fear. I'm so fucking traumatized and terrorized and terrified. I'm dying inside. My soul is raped. He's given me severe PTSD. Severe! Severe! Severe! How and when will I ever heal? God, as I walk through this hell and heartache and grief, I pray you guide me and direct me and hold me and heal me... I won't be stuck in hell anymore. Enough is enough!!! It's time to be free: in Jesus's name! I’m giving my life to Jesus! 100%! ANOTHER REMINDER TO SELF: When you chase a man, you NEVER get the man, and you ALWAYS lose yourself!
I feel your pain my sister. Exact same situation... start exercising, walking in nature, never think about him while you are about to sleep( this does miracle to me) when you are about to sleep think if you being happy, free, peaceful and feel it. Pray. Do what makes you happy. Please my sister. There is another life. God will give you a life which will make you say I am so lucky that he left me. I know how it felt, I almost died. I walk through hell. Hear only words of encouragement. I pray for you. You literally wrote all I passed through.
Ugh this is beautiful!! I admire each of these women ❤ they have been through so much, but here they are still filled to the brim with grace, strength, & the love of God!! Thank you soo much for sharing this 🤍🤍
Amen! I know it's not other people! I said that to myself just yesterday! I said I am the common denominator in this situation! Why do I keep doing this? What is going on in my house? I don't want to keep spinning my wheels! I don't want to spend the next almost 50 years rehearsing the same narrative! It gets old! It's so old! I have given it enough of my time! I don't want to wallow in it! It happened yes but God has changed it around for my good! It has worked together for my good! I have survived and so can you! God is going to get the Glory out of this thing! I guess we all have a story to tell, don't we! Nobody's story is the same! You never know who just may benefit from your experiences?? That's what it truly is all about isn't?? Speaking your truth! God is so Good! 🙏🙏🙏
Very transparent conversation... I remember grandma and myself digging up, pulling weeds from the roots... some were harder to tackle then others...thank you for sharing your stories 😢😊
Recently when asked to walk in faith with a girl in my neighborhood I felt God urging me in my spirit now is the time to share your story. I all along knew my past would be shared for God's glory being that this girl here today is not the girl I was 2 years ago. God knows when we are ready even if in our spirit we feel like asking God to hide us. This was a confirmation that it's until it's shared only then can we allow God to heal our wounds.
I remember one of my brethren in the local church said that “If we only make the way and prepare our hearts for the Lord to not only simply walk by, but stays and heals us altogether. The more we let Him in us, the more we experience His healing”.
I just came across this in my RUclips search. I always said people always say God is good and what he has done for them but never really willing to open up theirselves to share their true story. Thank you, ladies, for being vulnerable enough to share your true story to help someone like me heal. Knowing that God was able to do it for you facing so much of the same situations that I have face gives me hope over my 44 years to know that God can still heal me.
Thank You. Holy Spirit. For walking and having to heal my Children and I our past of hurt Brokenness pain can't thank you enough for timing of healing and being able to be alone but not lonely. Amen.
I can relate to Sheila, I’m in group therapy at a stress center and I need Jesus, I struggle with complements and the past as well. I struggle loving myself and I know Jesus is the only way through. Thank you for this program and being raw. Comforting 😢 Thank you for allowing me to share a small piece of my story. Too much to carry on my own…
Satan is having a field day with the word choice....God chose us. Agree with me, we did not choose sin, we are subject to frustration by His will (Romans 8:20)...For me, I say "I do." I choose You LORD in response to your love that chose me.
Hi there I'm listening and trying to understand but what am really really going through and trying to figure out because my nefew right now is going through a lot and he has been living on the streets all of his life. Now he's back in the hospital as for now and I think we are all going through this I myself cannot understand because I am so angry it's heartbreaking to see my nefew like this
❤❤❤I needed this I thought I was the only one filling the way I felt but now I know there are other people like me and it feels so good to not be alone.
YES! I understand that!!!! The body protects itself and we have no control over the body! Thank you for sharing this! I have a very hard time when I hear the word choice because of this! I felt God is not enough! Then I had to accept that this is part of His will!!!!!!!!! Continuing to come to Him He is freeing me from the power of sin over me, breaking curses and bringing blessing. Bringing forgiveness and hope. Thank YOU!
I love the Lord i know he is my hurt and pain i sitill feel paiin like yester my BROTHER. Hit me beat me my mom did nothing to protect me iam 55 still hurt
So profound. Thank you for sharing your stories. I am not healed yet, I believe that I will free soon and share my story. I trust God with all my heart.
I love when she said guilt is "Ive done something wrong"," shame is I am something wrong."🥺it helped me understand how ive felt.
Deep!!!!
WOW 😢😢😢 THIS PROGRAM has gone to another whole level!! This level of vulnerability is sooo encouraging. Real women OF GOD sharing, uncovering, revealing, and releasing the most intimate parts of their story. This is the space where miracles, signs, and wonders take place. THIS IS KINGDOM ❤❤❤
My Goodness, God is so intentional about us , our lives , healing , everything ❤... Thank You Jesus for bringing us out and through it
I have that story. Holy Spirit has been walking me through healing in levels/layers. I love the lord for loving me through this journey. The lord is near to the broken-hearted and binds up their wounds. ❤
Same here! God bless you on your journey of healing that God is guiding you through.
So true! It’s true ! PRAISE GOD 😁👐🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾
WOW 😢😢😢 THIS PROGRAM has gone to another whole level!! This level of vulnerability is sooo encouraging. Real women OF GOD sharing, uncovering, revealing, and releasing the most intimate parts of their story. This is the space where miracles, signs, and wonders take place. THIS IS KINGDOM ❤❤❤
I can speak from personal experience that God can and will heal our brokenness once we're able to surrender to him. For anyone who's going through difficult situations, you're never alone. Keep holding on and trust God! 🙏
I love and can relate to what Nona Jones said "what happened to you" my nephew was acting out and disrespectful towards elders, we had a physical altercation that hurt me deeply,and the Holy Spirit led me to ask him "what happened to you" he opened up that his father was cheating on his mother when she was sick, and how he would treat her and beat him for no reason, then his mother died which I believe he blames his father for, he misses his mother 😢and that's the reason he's so angry and acts out...unfortunately I'm not close to home to sort of facilitate healing and monitor his progress, all I can do now is pray that God makes a way for him
"Wait until you're completely healed to share your story for it's then that God will use it to transform other people's life"...
Very true, I've experienced that at a personal level
reason = sanity. The truth will set you free.
I receive this word right now. This demon of financial lack is released from me right now! IN JESUS NAME. 🙏🏾
I touch and agree on this for you and me both
This was an impactful testimonial from differ women Looking at how Jehovah Rapha was healing each personality Hearing their own journey was inspiring HE is that big,and yet that intimate Thank you Jesus for sharing ✝️
MAY I NEVER FORGET THE GOOD THINGS HE DOES FOR ME.. 😇 HE FILLS MY LIFE WITH GOOD THINGS.. 😇 PSALM 103:2-5 😇 REMEMBER YOU ARE LOVED'.. 😇😇😇😇😇
HALLELUJAH.. 😇 HE LEFT THE 99 TO RESCUE ME AND YOU.. 😇😇😇😇😇😇😇😇😇😇😇😇😇😇😇😇
AMEN ❤ SO IMPORTANT AND SPECIAL! GOD BLESS YOU THANKS FOR SHARING!!!
I thank God for each one of you ladies. Be blessed🤗
Praise God for fulfillment of His promises. He healed me from the trauma of betrayal. Only God can provide spiritual healing. My journey lasted for 2 years. I started a relationship with Christ by praying and studying the Bible as if my next breath depended on God. Because I made a covenant vow with God to put forth the effort required to praise and worship Him, I am healed 🙏
Watching from India and your conversation is really powerful May God bless you.❤️
Wow, thank you for this message
Thank You Father for this message much appreciated and thankful 🙏🙏🙏 Amen 🙌🙏 Shalom 🙏 Glory Hallelujah blessings 🎊🙏
Thanks for sharing.Im glad I tuned in to this today.
Oh, wow! So sorry for what happened to you Diane!😔💔💔💔 God is awesome how He brings healing!!
So by listening to this I really understand
HELP!!!! can you plz pray
for me plz!
Kadeen, we will be praying for you. We pray for God's goodness and unfailing love pursue you all the days of your life, in Jesus' name! 💜
I prayed for you. Daddy has got this, just like he had yesterday and like he will have tomorrow. You are never alone.
I prayed that God gives you whatever you’re in need of. I pray that He lifts you and carry you to a place of peace, healing and restoration.
@@brendabaker4493 Praying
Praying for you 🙏
He's given me SEVERE PTSD.
I have debilitating paralyzing daily panic attacks.
He raped my soul.
He used me while he needed me
and then discarded me like garbage.
My soul is raped.
When he'd get mad/upset/hurt/whatever:
he'd give me the silent treatment.
REMINDER TO SELF:
Reasons for narcissistic silent treatment:
* Stonewalling
* Gaslighting
* Emotional immaturity
* Lack of interpersonal skill
* Victimhood
* Dysregulation
* Avoidant attachment style
* Doing to me, what was done to him
* Terrified of conflict
* Not knowing any other way
* Fear/panic/anxiety/terror
* Felling incapable/not good enough
* Desperation
* Power over
* Regaining a (false) sense of control
* Punishment
EVEN STILL, regardless of the above,
I miss him and what we had,
our friendship, our connection:
WITH EVERY FIBER OF MY BEING.
But he never really cared about me.
He used me and discarded me.
Replaced me so easily.
Why is she better than me? Why?
What makes her so much more profoundly better than me?
Is he her best friend now?
Or maybe is there even more between them?
Why couldn't he love me like he loves her?
Is there something wrong with me?
Is she just so much better?
He's replaced me with another.
In an instant: just like that.
HE REPLACED ME.
HE SHATTERED MY HEART.
HE RAPED MY SOUL.
I'm all alone and suffering in anguish,
and they are living happily ever after together.
The PTSD and the loneliness and the grief that he's given me...
Makes it so that I can't breathe.
I drowned. I suffocate. I die inside.
I'm in hell with no escape.
NO ESCAPE.
I need him.
I loved him.
He raped my soul:
brutally viciously violently maliciously.
Every night: nightmares.
Every day: panic attacks.
I want to die.
Every morning I wake up in despair,
desperately praying to die.
I can no longer bear the pain.
I could die from the pain of missing my best friend.
He betrayed and abandoned me, discarded me like garbage.
My mind can't fathom, my heart can't comprehend.
I live in perpetual panic and terror and loneliness and longing...
I'm so alone in the world. I die of fear.
I'm so fucking traumatized and terrorized and terrified.
I'm dying inside. My soul is raped.
He's given me severe PTSD. Severe! Severe! Severe!
How and when will I ever heal?
God, as I walk through this hell and heartache and grief,
I pray you guide me and direct me and hold me and heal me...
I won't be stuck in hell anymore. Enough is enough!!!
It's time to be free: in Jesus's name!
I’m giving my life to Jesus! 100%!
ANOTHER REMINDER TO SELF:
When you chase a man,
you NEVER get the man,
and you ALWAYS lose yourself!
I feel your pain my sister. Exact same situation... start exercising, walking in nature, never think about him while you are about to sleep( this does miracle to me) when you are about to sleep think if you being happy, free, peaceful and feel it. Pray. Do what makes you happy. Please my sister. There is another life. God will give you a life which will make you say I am so lucky that he left me. I know how it felt, I almost died. I walk through hell. Hear only words of encouragement. I pray for you. You literally wrote all I passed through.
You wrote all I passed through, it was as if you were there with me. The Lord would heal us and give us perfect healing from this deep wound
@@knowledgeispower2683 wow wow wow. you are healed now? God bless you for praying for me!
@@oluwafunmikefajana9414 I pray it is so! you have gone through the same?
I love this ! You ladies have been a blessing towards my healing/ wholeness journey through this platform.
Jaci Velazquez!! Please keep having her more often she’s such an inspiration. God bless you all
Ugh this is beautiful!! I admire each of these women ❤ they have been through so much, but here they are still filled to the brim with grace, strength, & the love of God!! Thank you soo much for sharing this 🤍🤍
Amen! I know it's not other people! I said that to myself just yesterday! I said I am the common denominator in this situation! Why do I keep doing this? What is going on in my house? I don't want to keep spinning my wheels! I don't want to spend the next almost 50 years rehearsing the same narrative! It gets old! It's so old! I have given it enough of my time! I don't want to wallow in it! It happened yes but God has changed it around for my good! It has worked together for my good! I have survived and so can you! God is going to get the Glory out of this thing! I guess we all have a story to tell, don't we! Nobody's story is the same! You never know who just may benefit from your experiences?? That's what it truly is all about isn't?? Speaking your truth! God is so Good! 🙏🙏🙏
I just love these ladies speaking truth. Helps me so much.
That inner healing is what touched my heart ❤️ ladies and like you said it can only come from God, thank you so much for that
Good Evening beautiful women in the Lord. God bless you all and everyone of you listening on this evening. Good conversation. ❤️
Very transparent conversation... I remember grandma and myself digging up, pulling weeds from the roots... some were harder to tackle then others...thank you for sharing your stories 😢😊
We need more of such! Thanks ladies...glory be to God💝🙌🏽
This is sooo apart of my story and I’m just now getting my head above waters. Glory be to God!!
Yes 💜. I’ve been holding my story for sooo long. He is a redeemer 🙏🏾.
Recently when asked to walk in faith with a girl in my neighborhood I felt God urging me in my spirit now is the time to share your story. I all along knew my past would be shared for God's glory being that this girl here today is not the girl I was 2 years ago. God knows when we are ready even if in our spirit we feel like asking God to hide us. This was a confirmation that it's until it's shared only then can we allow God to heal our wounds.
Lord pls heal my inner wounds and scare only you are able to heal🙏
I remember one of my brethren in the local church said that “If we only make the way and prepare our hearts for the Lord to not only simply walk by, but stays and heals us altogether. The more we let Him in us, the more we experience His healing”.
God will heal our brokenness, and also use our brokenness to as a testimony to heal someone's heart.
I just came across this in my RUclips search. I always said people always say God is good and what he has done for them but never really willing to open up theirselves to share their true story. Thank you, ladies, for being vulnerable enough to share your true story to help someone like me heal. Knowing that God was able to do it for you facing so much of the same situations that I have face gives me hope over my 44 years to know that God can still heal me.
"Bitterness is like drinking poison and expecting it to kill someone else."
Great lessons
Thank You. Holy Spirit. For walking and having to heal my Children and I our past of hurt Brokenness pain can't thank you enough for timing of healing and being able to be alone but not lonely. Amen.
I can relate to Sheila, I’m in group therapy at a stress center and I need Jesus, I struggle with complements and the past as well. I struggle loving myself and I know Jesus is the only way through. Thank you for this program and being raw. Comforting 😢 Thank you for allowing me to share a small piece of my story. Too much to carry on my own…
You are seen and loved! We pray that you would experience God's tangible presence with you and know His supernatural peace. 💜
Thank you so much 🙏
Satan is having a field day with the word choice....God chose us. Agree with me, we did not choose sin, we are subject to frustration by His will (Romans 8:20)...For me, I say "I do." I choose You LORD in response to your love that chose me.
Hi there I'm listening and trying to understand but what am really really going through and trying to figure out because my nefew right now is going through a lot and he has been living on the streets all of his life. Now he's back in the hospital as for now and I think we are all going through this I myself cannot understand because I am so angry it's heartbreaking to see my nefew like this
Thank you I needed this
That automatic response she couldn’t control…She’s describing dissociation.
❤❤❤I needed this I thought I was the only one filling the way I felt but now I know there are other people like me and it feels so good to not be alone.
I need that healing too God 😢😢😢am broken I Pray each day that God should heal me too.
I cried watching this episode. Thank you so much for this talk. I can't thank you enough. Glory be to God! 🙏
Attitude of gratitude 🙏💕
This was so powerful, thank you... 😊
Amen🙏🏼🙌🏼
YES! I understand that!!!! The body protects itself and we have no control over the body! Thank you for sharing this! I have a very hard time when I hear the word choice because of this! I felt God is not enough! Then I had to accept that this is part of His will!!!!!!!!! Continuing to come to Him He is freeing me from the power of sin over me, breaking curses and bringing blessing. Bringing forgiveness and hope. Thank YOU!
This was soooo goooood 💞
I love the Lord i know he is my hurt and pain i sitill feel paiin like yester my BROTHER. Hit me beat me my mom did nothing to protect me iam 55 still hurt
So profound. Thank you for sharing your stories. I am not healed yet, I believe that I will free soon and share my story. I trust God with all my heart.
Love this
Wow 🙏🏾
I tried to take my life twice too.
Yes i agree in Jesus name amen
Where did you share your story?
🫶🏾
Amen and Hallelujah ❗❗❗❗🙏🏽🌈🔥🙏🏽
Really needed this I going through healing ❤️🩹 2023
Me too