i loved this! i especially resonated with trying to quit smoking - i quit almost 2 years ago after doing it throughout high school and every day during the pandemic. it’s hard because weed is marketed at “not addicting” but you can still become dependent on it, which is what happened with me. since quitting i’ve been so much more creative, happier, less anxious, and just felt better overall. i also really resonate with your fear of being perceived, especially by people you know in real life. it’s very brave of you to put yourself out there like this! i know how scary it is and you really do just have to say fuck it tbh. ALSO! could you link to your blog? thx :)
yeah i definitely used to be so dependent!! and would always be like “well it’s not addictive” GIRL😭 when i quit fully, yeah it was sm better for me too! it’s routine 🤦🏻♀️ and thank you sm! it’s so scary, but we’re pushing thru :’) and my blog is soulcharging.com !
I've started to think "I don't like this" instead of thinking, this doesn't look good or beautiful. For me it's easier to change something if I just don't like it, than to try to make it more beautiful. Then I'll add some colour I like, or a doodle I like doing. I hope that makes sense. :)
i loved this! i especially resonated with trying to quit smoking - i quit almost 2 years ago after doing it throughout high school and every day during the pandemic. it’s hard because weed is marketed at “not addicting” but you can still become dependent on it, which is what happened with me. since quitting i’ve been so much more creative, happier, less anxious, and just felt better overall.
i also really resonate with your fear of being perceived, especially by people you know in real life. it’s very brave of you to put yourself out there like this! i know how scary it is and you really do just have to say fuck it tbh.
ALSO! could you link to your blog? thx :)
yeah i definitely used to be so dependent!! and would always be like “well it’s not addictive” GIRL😭 when i quit fully, yeah it was sm better for me too! it’s routine 🤦🏻♀️
and thank you sm! it’s so scary, but we’re pushing thru :’)
and my blog is soulcharging.com !
That poem with the stars is awesome ❤
Idk if it's the way you speak but I enjoy watching you go through this process and talk about it💞
yayy so happy you liked that poem! and thank you for listening to me! means a lot 😭
I've started to think "I don't like this" instead of thinking, this doesn't look good or beautiful. For me it's easier to change something if I just don't like it, than to try to make it more beautiful. Then I'll add some colour I like, or a doodle I like doing. I hope that makes sense. :)
that totally makes sense! i love that 🥹 going to work on reframing my thoughts with that! thank you :)
Also - an instagram handle, please? :)
it’s @lifewiithjordan :)