Hi Kristina, I lost my wife to cancer 10 years ago to cancer. Of course I'm not thankful for this but happy I got to spend the best 20 years of my life with her. I ate an apple today and I got some grapes and banannas to eat later. Love you and you are an inspiration to me. Nimrod
Nimrodgizmo Thanks for sharing that. I am so glad to hear that you spent the best 20 years with your wife. I wish I had a spouse instead of walking this life alone.
Even when you were cyber bullied by other vegans, you continued to spread positivity and messages of love! You might not know this but your 'silennce' was truly inspiring. It isn't easy to distant oneself from drama.
This was a wonderful video Kristina. I think you are taking your channel in a positive direction, and sharing more about your life will connect you more with your subscribers. I am looking forward to your future videos.
Love the new format. 2017 was the best thing that ever happened to you. Seems like the real Kristina has emerged, at last. I absolutely loved this video, I also desperately wanted to give you a hug about 5 times.
I love your channel! I am very inspired by you! (I am not FULLY raw, but mostly :-) I know I'm reading this almost 2 years since you created it, but it spoke to me. THANK YOU for your diligence and persistence in love and goodness 🤗🌺❤️
Yes - please be my beacon of light ! You’re energy is so light and it is way too heavy over here. I am starting a health vlog this year and I enjoy your love and support. Thank you for continuing to share your beauty and light!
Would love a room tour. I can see a religious image in the background that belogs to the Orthodox style - very famililar with this style and it is proper for my country. I am not religious but I do respect the art. Greetings from Bulgaria.
You're such a beautiful person Kristina ❤️❤️I would love to see more videos like these and about your life in general, they're so genuine and so helpful. Last year I was praying for you and I still keep you in my prayers cause you deserve so much happiness and I know that God is using you to help so many people. You have no idea how much you've helped me just by being who you are- positive, loving, grateful and so real- you've shared with us your loss, your struggles. Thank you🙏🏻❤️
I was in a relationship and I had not heard from him in days without any explanation...so as much as I loved him I told him this wasn't fair and we both agreed we needed this year to grow as individuals. I am happier now because I am no longer waiting...I choose my life. Thanks for the inspiration Kristina
Thanks for the video, Kristina. You are a beacon of light in the world and I love you. The greatest lesson I've learned over the past year is that when you commit your life to serving unconditional love, the universe conspires to serve you. I had a lot of situations present themselves last year where I had to employ my trust and faith before taking the next step and what I found is that when you do surrender and trust that things will work out for the best because your goal is unity consciousness, you are supported. And life begins to open for you in miraculous ways.
From someone who spends their life supporting women in finding, claiming, speaking their truth I love this video! I rarely ever comment but I couldn’t help it this time. I was inspired to share because you are a beacon of light and your inner beauty shines here. Thank you for speaking your truth and showing us more of you. 🙏🏽💕
"Things happen for you, not to you". This is a lesson I have been learning and I think it's such a valuable one. It's nice to see you surrounded by such a beautiful bright energy again. Sending love out to you x
I feel guilty at times because a friend's death was the only thing that made me use all the awful things I experienced in 2017 to make a positive change for myself. It was so devastating that it woke me up and made me realise important things. For example, the fact that I am blessed to get a 2nd chance tomorrow. And the day after that. And the day after that. I am alive, so game is not over yet. I am still playing. Another thing is to be more realistic with my expectations from people and myself. Accept the things that are not my fault and not setting unrealistic goals for myself. This year I decided to be an ant: set a small goal everyday and slowly but consistently achieve them in an effort to better my life and myself. Last, but not least, to have faith. Those icons behind you made me feel relaxed. I am a Greek Orthodox Christian, I have very similar ones in my room. Next to me. To look at when things are tough. I started 2018 with a lot of determination; not dreaming of things, I am actually doing them. I'll be cheering on you too, Kristina.
You have helped me get my head around some pretty painful situations that I am going through now. All 5 tips was what I needed to hear and will implement in my life. I was very depressed today and now I have some hope. You are truly a beacon of light.
in this trying time, be brave and know the Divine is always with you. You are inspirational to many and you certainly are not alone.The world is transforming in a big way.You have contributed to this change. be proud!
This year is a turning point in my life. I decided to stop things like being object, not subject in my own life, being victim and reacting to events, not creating them. My husband and I took flipchart paper and started creating and writing down on them our beautiful life, resolutions, fears, reasons, solutions. We are actually having abig time planning our life. A friend of mine said I should better go with the flow, let life happen and lose up that control. To which I replied that for the first time in my life this is a creation and a good control, and I will surely go with the flow but on my own river! I thank god, universe and myself for this precious gift of being able to create own life, establish our values and boundaries, to let them change, to face fears, to be naked honest with myself, to let go of the things we should let go (in Russian we have a saying about such things: suitcase without a handle - hard to carry, pitty to throw). I am so thankful to witness people around the world who consciously work on themselves to make their life better, and to make Earth a better place. A little bit of humor: I think eating with lipstick on and not ruining it is a superpower! Wish you glorious and happy new 2018 year!
A million thumbs up for this video! I am going to be eating this video several times to learn and take notes. It’s so nice when people can speak their truth and be willing to share it so others can do the same. I know it takes a lot of courage to be that vulnerable and caring. Thank you.
Thank you for sharing your 5. My mom one day a few years back informed me of #2. it is such a profound feeling. Its celestial. 2. Give without expecting anything in return. (Only give when you expect absolutely nothing in return.) Love without expectation. Give and serve others without expecting anything in return or receiving.
I was thinking of your co-op situation last year and wondering if you were able to find some peace to move forward in a loving light since then. And then your video popped up! Thank you for sharing your journey with us. I'm truly happy for you. And I appreciate the reminders to stay on the course of self-love and creating opportunities instead of living in the past with things you cannot change.
Kristina - I used to watch your videos years ago, in 2012 or 2013. I just discovered your channel again, and am completely moved, touched, and inspired by your vulnerability. It's so inspiring. Thank you so much for sharing your journey with the world
I love your life advice, any and all health tips, etc. it’s awesome to see you so real and vulnerable sometimes, we can all relate to these lessons you’ve learned. You are definitely a beacon of light and hope and I am grateful to have found your channel to help me cope with depression. Looking forward to your future videos!
This really hit home. Halfway through 2018 and I've been harboring the same pain from 2017. No more. This is the exact moment I needed to hear this. Thank you.
To be honest, I’ve been subscribed to you for a while but often skip over your videos. No particular reason, just do. I’m so glad I clicked on this one. It’s exactly what I needed to hear, thank you. I feel like I can move through it and help others more this years ♥️♥️ thank you for being brave and courageous and encouraging me to be as well ♥️
second comment during your video. loving your growth and journey. sometimes we keep ourselves busy and don't have balance. You need time alone with your thoughts to know you and to process what has happened throughout the day. keep growing. you are such an inspiration.
Christina, thank you for being so real with us. there are plenty of videos on youtube, but not enough where people are opening up and being AUTHENTIC. that i the definiton of "RAW" and that is what we are drawn to. please keep it up. stay open. stay inspired and inspiring
I've experienced some similar things in a different way. I experienced a car accident. I've seen some close people I've worked with, move far away, I got all my luggage stolen on a trip and two grandmother figures in my life died. I'm going through food intolerance and trying to heal my gut and better my health. That sounds really rough when writing down all the hard things. But this was actually my best year yet. I learned from each experience. And each experience opened a new great experience or new person to meet. In my accident, I felt a peace I've never felt before. After seeing people leave my life, ive met some great people I'm so happy I met and can learn from. In my not so great gut health, I've learned what foods are healthy and be able to work on that now maybe protecting me from something worse down the road. I love these lessons u put down here. Thank you for sharing them. 💚
I love how you are opening up to us more. Thank you so much for this video. My word that I challenge myself to circulate in my head this year is LOUDER. To speak up for myself and others. Lots of love xxx
Kristina, you have become such a mature woman. I am so happy for you! you´ve started the most important journey of life- the journey to yourself. Acknowledging your mistakes and focusing on your virtues , learning your "shadows" and empowering your inner light to shine freely as you discover a whole universe inside of you. That´s beautiful! So keep up the good work girl and don´t give up!
This resonated with me to my core❤️. 2017 was my worst year....in every way. I'm trying so hard to find myself, balance in life, and my next move in life. I love this new channel layout 100% lets journey together!
up4atgal I second the motion. I’d spent a considerable amount of time in 2017 minimizing my home and will continue into 2018. It helps clear the mind as well as the living space and allows me to concentrate on others rather than myself.
Is there a love button for this video? Like isn't enough.. I cryed watching this, it resonated with me in so many ways.. Thank you so much for making these videos.. I suddenly thought how hard it must be to open up and talk about your personal insights on youtube in front of the same people whom you've been bullied by.. Keep on being awesome and insperational! ♥️
You bet, God is always with us! You are a baby, I am 69 years and I relate to everything you are saying and been through many of what you are expressing. So glad that you are making the best decisions at the right moment, God Bless You!
Letting go of my fear of abandonment for the most and feeling the divine presence within myself more and more is what i found in myself too! Spiritual blessings Kristina 🙏
Excellent points. My thoughts on #5: "All things work together for good for those who love God and are called according to His purposes." We are all called, but how we respond makes all the difference. Embrace the grace!
Good for You!!! You have so much more to offer! That is as clear as water! The world need more people like you. Keep learning and keep sharing. Lots of ❤
Dear Kristina, what a beautiful change do I see when you open up and show your vunerability. It’s your strength!! Being at peace with yourself to speak up (number 3) is the most precious gift you can give yourself. I’m learning it to at the moment. I wish a wondeful new year for you and can’t wait to see more video’s about your journey! Lots of love from the Netherlands
I love that you continue to move forward thru life with love and positive energy. You are a wonderful inspiration. And GIRL...you got some haters out there! I was surprised a few of them came up in my suggested views by youtube. I watched a couple. Very negative energies, its sad. There is one girl out there who I think is actually obsessed with you. Please be careful. Peace
Thank you so much for sharing. You truly have been a light on my journey of health and personal growth this past year and I am grateful for what you do through this channel. May God bless you and keep you in 2018.
The first video of yours I have ever ‘Liked’. I’ve liked a lot - your recipes are great & have been shared with many family & friends - but this is authentic, & helpful. Thank you, well done & good luck in 2018!
I’ve learned you can’t always take lead of your present time and things you want to change or make differently. Life happens and things come and go and you just have to learn to move forward with a positive mind and a open and humble heart. Love your video BTW!
Thank you SO much for this! I too have felt similar experiences over the last 4-5 years. It's such a comfort to know that I'm not alone, but share, these feelings of pain, abandonment, setting boundaries, and the desire to fulfill ourselves and others!
This may sound strange Kristina, but I am so ridiculously proud of you. As a woman, as someone on my own journey to whole health, as someone who has also learned and embraced the truth that all things have happened for me and not to me, as someone who calls Houston home 4 months out of the year....I am proud of the work you have done and the gift you are giving all of us by sharing it. Way to go girl. ❤️❤️❤️
Some of the best wisdom is from pain. I like the changes I’ve seen on the channel and you opening out to others that may not have the strength to reach out to others near but need to know that they aren’t the only ones that feel that way. Thank you. Sending love from Louisiana
Kristina, this was profound. Such pain, such introspection, such stunning self-possession and healing. I too am moving forward from unspeakable pain & hardship and salute you. May abundance, love, and peace be yours.
Thank you so much for this. I feel like I walked a very similar path last year and was in a horrible state. I went to two spiritual advisers and they have said the same thing. "Embrace the Present". It is sooooooooo inspiring to find someone with the confidence and courage that you have. Congratulations on your faith in the almighty - He will always see you through! I will keep you in my prayers. Continue to bloom. :D
I’m loving this new direction and I love the medium shot on you rather than have the camera right in your face all the time. I think it’s good to get out of the kitchen because veganism is not just about eating. And this talk about being in the present is great. Yes health and wellness can be your path indeed.
I really loved the deepness of this video and how open your were about these things. I hope you will put more of these content up in the future, because is so nice to hear from someone else these thoughts,which shows we are not alone with our problems.
Damn Kristina... this made me get emotional. I'm going through a very big transition. I can feel it. I'm learning so much about myself right now. And I'm just really emotional right now. I'm glad you made this video. It's a really beautiful side of you. I think when ppl get real.....like really real, it's beautiful. Cheers to you for standing up for yourself. I'm getting there too. Trying to not only find my place but also my voice....
I love the videos in which people are being more honest and open with things from a place of love, wisdom and good vibes. (Not drama) I love when you talk more openly about things because that's where we can find things in common and where the real lessons are. Sometimes people talk about, "oh I've had some bad things happen, but you just smile and move on! " That doesn't 'say' anything and that just doesn't compare to talking about specifics in difficult situations that people have had to over come and how they felt, what they thought at that time and how things eventually turned out. That's when you think " THIS person went through THAT!? I never would have thought!" " She thought this or that about the situation, that's just like me right now!" Those are the huge impact moments that make you feel less alone in the world and stuff, I think. The first time I found out people bullied Kristina I was shocked. I was going through some stuff and to think that someone like her could be bullied then it made me think that no matter who you are or what you do, people will always find crap to criticize you for or reasons to attack you. That really takes some of the pressure off. :-) Sorry for wall of text.
I’ve been watching you for a hot minute. Back then when you started and you didn’t have fancy audio yet and your voice still echoed in the kitchen. Lol. It’s been an amazing journey watching you grow. Little by little, it becomes more and more evident how vividly you are beginning to truly own your truth. This is my favorite video ever made by you ever because it touched me tremendously. It’s so ironic how you made this and shared it just when I needed it most. I’m certain I won’t be the only person who feels this way. It’s not easy to tell millions of people your truth but I appreciate your bravery. Because of it, it brought me to tears and made me realize some things about myself that requires some exploring. As for the bullying, I just want to say that sometimes I believe in eloquence but occasionally it’s just easier to advise, “Haters always gon’ hate. You do you, boo.” Thank you for sharing, Kristina. I hope you have a wonderful morning.
You hit everything I was/am currently struggling with. What a blessing!!! Thanks for shedding some light on hope for the struggle 💜 I'm a new subscriber and I've binge watched most of your episodes since Friday lol
Watching this video made me cry and I wanted to hug you. I leant so much last year and what you reveal took me back in my memories. Last year was really tough I lost a lot. We can say we survived last year and we are stronger and wiser now. Sending my love and support 😗🍀
When things go wrong in life its how we handle things that counts and I see these moments as a great opportunity to grow. Grace is a wonderful gift from God!! Love you Christina💖💖💖
Kristina, these are the same realisations that I have had this year. I too have abandonment issues and it is great to hear your perspective and how you have dealt with it. Thank you so much for sharing.
Thank you for this vidéo, kristina! I needed to hear this right now... It's was the perfect timing. I'm excited to see what is coming next! Sending you my love and gratitude!! xxx
Thankyou sooo much I really needed this today.. one thing I learnt last year is that if you can changes things then you should do it instead of suffering. I also really resonate with boundaries and pushing above fear I have learnt that this too can be huge but so rewarding! ❤️❤️❤️
I just want to say, I really appreciated this video. To see that you struggled, that you had what seemed like failures but chose to work on a better you FOR YOURSELF is what I wish more people would see for themselves. Iʻve recently done the same and itʻs not even at all from where I thought I would be able to do it. Mālama Pono :)
lovely young lady, I have been watching you on and off for a few years. I'm shocked to learn that you have had so much negativity in your life. I guess we're all just humans after all. 2017 was absolutely a complete disaster for me... I had much loss and too many learning experiences. I had to deal with new beginnings, death, super natural events, spiritual awakening, and financial stupidity. All of these things (as anyone can imagine) will effect your health and mental state. But, with a solid foundation and with good intentions you (we) can pull ourselves back up. I expect a full recovery for you and me... Good people always find their way. God Bless you and please stay beautiful inside and out. thanks
I enjoyed this video! It was raw and real and such a refreshing thing to watch. For a while I thought you lost your essence, that positivity I once loved and subscribed too. It's been a rough year but I really admire the way you've grown from it! I can't wait to see what you post next!! This gave me a huge boost of inspiration. Lots of love from a fellow subscriber😊💚💚
Oh man.... Kristina, you are a precious girl. I appreciate you so much. I like how you are not afraid to say "God" either. That's special. I love God too. He has definitely give us all so much grace. ❤️ God bless you.
Thank you. My divorce was finalized in July of 2017. And I’m so much better out of that abusive relationship. But I still miss him, but I know that I’m on the right track of healing from Co-dependency. And that he is my past, and I’m consciously deciding to keep healing and moving forward in my journey. It’s tough though. But God is my strength.
You look totally different... like something has changed. Mostly, I notice that your eyes are reflecting your true emotions, that perhaps you haven't been portraying in your past videos. It's like I am seeing you for the first time, It's good. I'm so glad you have shared! 💜
Kristina, this video spoke to me. I really do know where you are coming from, with all the abandonment issues and mother issues. Thank you for your message, your sincerity. God and the Goddess bless us.
Thank you for making this video and the inspiration! It was just what I needed today. It has helped me to reflect on some recent failures and look at new possibilities instead. ❤️ Keep being your truest most awesome self! ✌️
So excited for this makeover!!! Don't say things you share are tmi because at the ends of the day we all go through the same things.. and if we can't feel free to share that's when them we have a problem...
By far one of my favorite video you've made. It resonates a lot to my own personal self growth and to what I am working on to improve in my self. I send you much love ❤️
Thanks for sharing the Tony Robbins tips! For your room, I would start with some horizontal shelves or cubes for your books as it must be near impossible to remove a book from the middle of either of those stacks without toppling the books placed above the book you want.
GOOD 4 YOU KRISTINA! You are growing up into a beautiful woman inside and out. You sound like a 40 year old who has by the time we women get to that age, we realize all the things you are speaking of. I’m older now and I’ve come to know and live by these mantras everyday. Good for you for realizing them early in life. 🌹
You really motivate me. Your amazing spirit is incredible and I sincerely appreciate how you put yourself out there with the most positive vibes to share and embrace. Also, I finally purchased the Nama juicer thanks to you and can't wait to start using it this weekend. You really do inspire! Thank you.
HI Kristina, Thank you for this video. I been following you since you started your youtube video channel and you have grown so much. Its been an honor watching and listening to your journey and being a part of it as well.
FullyRawKristina, I have watched TONS of your videos. I am high-raw and feel better than ever thanks to you. But, this is the first video that I have really been able to connect with you. I appreciate your honesty and willingness to be vulnerable. I start today feeling like it's all going to be okay. Thanks for that.
Wow Christina! You make a great preacher! I learned a lot from this veido. Have to love others and be kind to them and try to forgive them and look to then future. That's what I learned!
Wow Kristina!! what an incredibly vulnerable and wise video. thank you for sharing. I feel like this is one of your most wisest and heartfelt videos to date. definitely one of my favorites. And you look so Beautiful !!
I just got ready this morning while listening to this video and now I feel so inspired to start my day and live it to the fullest. Thank you so much! And yes, please do a room makeover :) xxx
Yes, please do a room tour!! That'd be great. I've been stuck inside a LOT, because of snow. My dad did have me over for dinner yesterday. And a bookshelf tour, please!! I'd love to know what you read.
Loving the room!! That's nice that you did one in the room. Made me click on it. Good idea to touch more subjects. I'm really curious ! All the best for 2018!
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Hi Kristina, I lost my wife to cancer 10 years ago to cancer. Of course I'm not thankful for this but happy I got to spend the best 20 years of my life with her. I ate an apple today and I got some grapes and banannas to eat later. Love you and you are an inspiration to me. Nimrod
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Thanks for sharing that. I am so glad to hear that you spent the best 20 years with your wife. I wish I had a spouse instead of walking this life alone.
Khalidah Kamal you are not alone
Nimrodgizmo much love to you. Bless you!
Thank you Precious lady.
Nimrodgizmo thank you for sharing this. So sorry you lost your wife but so glad you were lucky enough to spend 20 years with someone you love. ❤️
One thing I have learned is. I can be the change in my live. Thank you for all of your healing inspiration. You are a treasure ☺️☺️🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟
Even when you were cyber bullied by other vegans, you continued to spread positivity and messages of love! You might not know this but your 'silennce' was truly inspiring. It isn't easy to distant oneself from drama.
'silence'
This was a wonderful video Kristina. I think you are taking your channel in a positive direction, and sharing more about your life will connect you more with your subscribers. I am looking forward to your future videos.
Grace Rose totally agree with you, Grace!! I would love to see more videos like this one in the future. ❤️🌸🦋
Can't wait to see more personal videos! :)
Love the new format. 2017 was the best thing that ever happened to you. Seems like the real Kristina has emerged, at last. I absolutely loved this video, I also desperately wanted to give you a hug about 5 times.
I love your channel! I am very inspired by you! (I am not FULLY raw, but mostly :-) I know I'm reading this almost 2 years since you created it, but it spoke to me. THANK YOU for your diligence and persistence in love and goodness 🤗🌺❤️
Yes - please be my beacon of light ! You’re energy is so light and it is way too heavy over here. I am starting a health vlog this year and I enjoy your love and support. Thank you for continuing to share your beauty and light!
What are some things that you have learned from this past year? Please share below!
FullyRawKristina patience. Lots and lots of patience
FullyRawKristina loveving me for me.
FullyRawKristina to follow rules ^_^ specially from experienced people, everything's work better that way :D
Would love a room tour. I can see a religious image in the background that belogs to the Orthodox style - very famililar with this style and it is proper for my country. I am not religious but I do respect the art. Greetings from Bulgaria.
Standing up for myself and voicing what I need from others
I like this change....for me, you are becoming even more of a 'beacon of light". This was a very inspirational video for me! Nice way to start 2018.
Giving without expectations, especially to someone in need, is THE most rewarding feeling ever.
2017 was one of the toughest years (if not the toughest, but never say never) of my life, but it's in the tough times that you learn the most.
You're such a beautiful person Kristina ❤️❤️I would love to see more videos like these and about your life in general, they're so genuine and so helpful. Last year I was praying for you and I still keep you in my prayers cause you deserve so much happiness and I know that God is using you to help so many people. You have no idea how much you've helped me just by being who you are- positive, loving, grateful and so real- you've shared with us your loss, your struggles. Thank you🙏🏻❤️
Vegan With Love I need prayers too. Pray for me please Thank you!
Awww, I love personal Kristina. I adore you sharing with us. It's beautiful. Give and serve others without expecting anything in return....💕💕
I was in a relationship and I had not heard from him in days without any explanation...so as much as I loved him I told him this wasn't fair and we both agreed we needed this year to grow as individuals. I am happier now because I am no longer waiting...I choose my life. Thanks for the inspiration Kristina
Thanks for the video, Kristina. You are a beacon of light in the world and I love you.
The greatest lesson I've learned over the past year is that when you commit your life to serving unconditional love, the universe conspires to serve you. I had a lot of situations present themselves last year where I had to employ my trust and faith before taking the next step and what I found is that when you do surrender and trust that things will work out for the best because your goal is unity consciousness, you are supported. And life begins to open for you in miraculous ways.
From someone who spends their life supporting women in finding, claiming, speaking their truth I love this video! I rarely ever comment but I couldn’t help it this time. I was inspired to share because you are a beacon of light and your inner beauty shines here. Thank you for speaking your truth and showing us more of you. 🙏🏽💕
"Things happen for you, not to you". This is a lesson I have been learning and I think it's such a valuable one. It's nice to see you surrounded by such a beautiful bright energy again. Sending love out to you x
I feel guilty at times because a friend's death was the only thing that made me use all the awful things I experienced in 2017 to make a positive change for myself. It was so devastating that it woke me up and made me realise important things. For example, the fact that I am blessed to get a 2nd chance tomorrow. And the day after that. And the day after that. I am alive, so game is not over yet. I am still playing. Another thing is to be more realistic with my expectations from people and myself. Accept the things that are not my fault and not setting unrealistic goals for myself. This year I decided to be an ant: set a small goal everyday and slowly but consistently achieve them in an effort to better my life and myself. Last, but not least, to have faith. Those icons behind you made me feel relaxed. I am a Greek Orthodox Christian, I have very similar ones in my room. Next to me. To look at when things are tough. I started 2018 with a lot of determination; not dreaming of things, I am actually doing them. I'll be cheering on you too, Kristina.
You have helped me get my head around some pretty painful situations that I am going through now. All 5 tips was what I needed to hear and will implement in my life. I was very depressed today and now I have some hope. You are truly a beacon of light.
in this trying time, be brave and know the Divine is always with you. You are inspirational to many and you certainly are not alone.The world is transforming in a big way.You have contributed to this change. be proud!
This year is a turning point in my life. I decided to stop things like being object, not subject in my own life, being victim and reacting to events, not creating them. My husband and I took flipchart paper and started creating and writing down on them our beautiful life, resolutions, fears, reasons, solutions. We are actually having abig time planning our life. A friend of mine said I should better go with the flow, let life happen and lose up that control. To which I replied that for the first time in my life this is a creation and a good control, and I will surely go with the flow but on my own river! I thank god, universe and myself for this precious gift of being able to create own life, establish our values and boundaries, to let them change, to face fears, to be naked honest with myself, to let go of the things we should let go (in Russian we have a saying about such things: suitcase without a handle - hard to carry, pitty to throw). I am so thankful to witness people around the world who consciously work on themselves to make their life better, and to make Earth a better place.
A little bit of humor: I think eating with lipstick on and not ruining it is a superpower!
Wish you glorious and happy new 2018 year!
I love how real you are in this video. I'm digging this open side of you and think "Love What Is" is my new mantra.
A million thumbs up for this video! I am going to be eating this video several times to learn and take notes. It’s so nice when people can speak their truth and be willing to share it so others can do the same. I know it takes a lot of courage to be that vulnerable and caring. Thank you.
Thank you for sharing your 5. My mom one day a few years back informed me of #2. it is such a profound feeling. Its celestial.
2. Give without expecting anything in return. (Only give when you expect absolutely nothing in return.) Love without expectation. Give and serve others without expecting anything in return or receiving.
I was thinking of your co-op situation last year and wondering if you were able to find some peace to move forward in a loving light since then. And then your video popped up! Thank you for sharing your journey with us. I'm truly happy for you. And I appreciate the reminders to stay on the course of self-love and creating opportunities instead of living in the past with things you cannot change.
Kristina - I used to watch your videos years ago, in 2012 or 2013. I just discovered your channel again, and am completely moved, touched, and inspired by your vulnerability. It's so inspiring. Thank you so much for sharing your journey with the world
I love your life advice, any and all health tips, etc. it’s awesome to see you so real and vulnerable sometimes, we can all relate to these lessons you’ve learned. You are definitely a beacon of light and hope and I am grateful to have found your channel to help me cope with depression. Looking forward to your future videos!
This really hit home. Halfway through 2018 and I've been harboring the same pain from 2017. No more. This is the exact moment I needed to hear this. Thank you.
To be honest, I’ve been subscribed to you for a while but often skip over your videos. No particular reason, just do. I’m so glad I clicked on this one. It’s exactly what I needed to hear, thank you. I feel like I can move through it and help others more this years ♥️♥️ thank you for being brave and courageous and encouraging me to be as well ♥️
+Kaitlin Pepper 💓💓💓
second comment during your video. loving your growth and journey. sometimes we keep ourselves busy and don't have balance. You need time alone with your thoughts to know you and to process what has happened throughout the day. keep growing. you are such an inspiration.
Christina, thank you for being so real with us. there are plenty of videos on youtube, but not enough where people are opening up and being AUTHENTIC. that i the definiton of "RAW" and that is what we are drawn to. please keep it up. stay open. stay inspired and inspiring
I've experienced some similar things in a different way. I experienced a car accident. I've seen some close people I've worked with, move far away, I got all my luggage stolen on a trip and two grandmother figures in my life died. I'm going through food intolerance and trying to heal my gut and better my health. That sounds really rough when writing down all the hard things. But this was actually my best year yet. I learned from each experience. And each experience opened a new great experience or new person to meet. In my accident, I felt a peace I've never felt before. After seeing people leave my life, ive met some great people I'm so happy I met and can learn from. In my not so great gut health, I've learned what foods are healthy and be able to work on that now maybe protecting me from something worse down the road. I love these lessons u put down here. Thank you for sharing them. 💚
I love how you are opening up to us more. Thank you so much for this video. My word that I challenge myself to circulate in my head this year is LOUDER. To speak up for myself and others. Lots of love xxx
Yeeeessss rooom tour!!!! 🙌🙌🙌🙌🍓🍉🍌😍🍌🍉🌶🍑🍉🍍🍍🍑🌽🌽🌽🌽🍒🍒🍉🍓🍉🍇🥦🥦🍆🍠🥝
Kristina, you have become such a mature woman. I am so happy for you! you´ve started the most important journey of life- the journey to yourself. Acknowledging your mistakes and focusing on your virtues , learning your "shadows" and empowering your inner light to shine freely as you discover a whole universe inside of you. That´s beautiful! So keep up the good work girl and don´t give up!
This resonated with me to my core❤️. 2017 was my worst year....in every way. I'm trying so hard to find myself, balance in life, and my next move in life. I love this new channel layout 100% lets journey together!
Yasss do a makeover!,🍒🍒🍒🍒🍒🍒🍒🍓🍓🍓🍓🍒🍒🍒🍑🍑🍒🥕🥕🥕
up4atgal I second the motion. I’d spent a considerable amount of time in 2017 minimizing my home and will continue into 2018. It helps clear the mind as well as the living space and allows me to concentrate on others rather than myself.
Speaking up and setting boundaries is something I definitely need to work on too.
Is there a love button for this video? Like isn't enough.. I cryed watching this, it resonated with me in so many ways..
Thank you so much for making these videos.. I suddenly thought how hard it must be to open up and talk about your personal insights on youtube in front of the same people whom you've been bullied by..
Keep on being awesome and insperational! ♥️
You bet, God is always with us! You are a baby, I am 69 years and I relate to everything you are saying and been through many of what you are expressing. So glad that you are making the best decisions at the right moment, God Bless You!
Letting go of my fear of abandonment for the most and feeling the divine presence within myself more and more is what i found in myself too! Spiritual blessings Kristina 🙏
Excellent points. My thoughts on #5: "All things work together for good for those who love God and are called according to His purposes." We are all called, but how we respond makes all the difference. Embrace the grace!
This was beautiful, I think all of our challenges are pushing us to be more of our true selves and to be of the highest service to humanity.
Good for You!!! You have so much more to offer! That is as clear as water! The world need more people like you. Keep learning and keep sharing. Lots of ❤
Dear Kristina, what a beautiful change do I see when you open up and show your vunerability. It’s your strength!! Being at peace with yourself to speak up (number 3) is the most precious gift you can give yourself. I’m learning it to at the moment. I wish a wondeful new year for you and can’t wait to see more video’s about your journey! Lots of love from the Netherlands
Thank you for being here right now, right moment in time with us. Big hug & love for you from Vietnam
I love that you continue to move forward thru life with love and positive energy. You are a wonderful inspiration. And GIRL...you got some haters out there! I was surprised a few of them came up in my suggested views by youtube. I watched a couple. Very negative energies, its sad. There is one girl out there who I think is actually obsessed with you. Please be careful. Peace
Thank you so much for sharing. You truly have been a light on my journey of health and personal growth this past year and I am grateful for what you do through this channel. May God bless you and keep you in 2018.
The first video of yours I have ever ‘Liked’. I’ve liked a lot - your recipes are great & have been shared with many family & friends - but this is authentic, & helpful. Thank you, well done & good luck in 2018!
Love her more personal videos :)
I’ve learned you can’t always take lead of your present time and things you want to change or make differently. Life happens and things come and go and you just have to learn to move forward with a positive mind and a open and humble heart. Love your video BTW!
Thank you SO much for this! I too have felt similar experiences over the last 4-5 years. It's such a comfort to know that I'm not alone, but share, these feelings of pain, abandonment, setting boundaries, and the desire to fulfill ourselves and others!
This may sound strange Kristina, but I am so ridiculously proud of you. As a woman, as someone on my own journey to whole health, as someone who has also learned and embraced the truth that all things have happened for me and not to me, as someone who calls Houston home 4 months out of the year....I am proud of the work you have done and the gift you are giving all of us by sharing it. Way to go girl. ❤️❤️❤️
I think out of all your videos I’ve watched for years this one was the most helpful. So happy for the shifts I see you ✨
Thank you for having love for people and making this video! Number 5 got me like 😭😭😭. So much truth here.💖Love and light to you on your journey.
Mistakes are ok! Always remember your mistakes don't define you. ❤️
Some of the best wisdom is from pain. I like the changes I’ve seen on the channel and you opening out to others that may not have the strength to reach out to others near but need to know that they aren’t the only ones that feel that way. Thank you. Sending love from Louisiana
Kristina, this was profound. Such pain, such introspection, such stunning self-possession and healing. I too am moving forward from unspeakable pain & hardship and salute you. May abundance, love, and peace be yours.
Thank you so much for this. I feel like I walked a very similar path last year and was in a horrible state. I went to two spiritual advisers and they have said the same thing. "Embrace the Present". It is sooooooooo inspiring to find someone with the confidence and courage that you have. Congratulations on your faith in the almighty - He will always see you through! I will keep you in my prayers. Continue to bloom. :D
I’m loving this new direction and I love the medium shot on you rather than have the camera right in your face all the time. I think it’s good to get out of the kitchen because veganism is not just about eating. And this talk about being in the present is great. Yes health and wellness can be your path indeed.
Kristina, you are getting prettier. I love the nature of your videos so much. Greetings from Germany🌱🌞🌻
Would love to travel to Germany one day! Love from canada :)
I really loved the deepness of this video and how open your were about these things. I hope you will put more of these content up in the future, because is so nice to hear from someone else these thoughts,which shows we are not alone with our problems.
Damn Kristina... this made me get emotional. I'm going through a very big transition. I can feel it. I'm learning so much about myself right now. And I'm just really emotional right now. I'm glad you made this video. It's a really beautiful side of you. I think when ppl get real.....like really real, it's beautiful. Cheers to you for standing up for yourself. I'm getting there too. Trying to not only find my place but also my voice....
I love the videos in which people are being more honest and open with things from a place of love, wisdom and good vibes. (Not drama) I love when you talk more openly about things because that's where we can find things in common and where the real lessons are.
Sometimes people talk about, "oh I've had some bad things happen, but you just smile and move on! " That doesn't 'say' anything and that just doesn't compare to talking about specifics in difficult situations that people have had to over come and how they felt, what they thought at that time and how things eventually turned out.
That's when you think " THIS person went through THAT!? I never would have thought!" " She thought this or that about the situation, that's just like me right now!"
Those are the huge impact moments that make you feel less alone in the world and stuff, I think.
The first time I found out people bullied Kristina I was shocked. I was going through some stuff and to think that someone like her could be bullied then it made me think that no matter who you are or what you do, people will always find crap to criticize you for or reasons to attack you. That really takes some of the pressure off. :-)
Sorry for wall of text.
I’ve been watching you for a hot minute. Back then when you started and you didn’t have fancy audio yet and your voice still echoed in the kitchen. Lol. It’s been an amazing journey watching you grow. Little by little, it becomes more and more evident how vividly you are beginning to truly own your truth. This is my favorite video ever made by you ever because it touched me tremendously. It’s so ironic how you made this and shared it just when I needed it most. I’m certain I won’t be the only person who feels this way. It’s not easy to tell millions of people your truth but I appreciate your bravery. Because of it, it brought me to tears and made me realize some things about myself that requires some exploring. As for the bullying, I just want to say that sometimes I believe in eloquence but occasionally it’s just easier to advise, “Haters always gon’ hate. You do you, boo.” Thank you for sharing, Kristina. I hope you have a wonderful morning.
+Judy Lee thank you ❤️
You hit everything I was/am currently struggling with. What a blessing!!! Thanks for shedding some light on hope for the struggle 💜 I'm a new subscriber and I've binge watched most of your episodes since Friday lol
Room tour and room makeover would be neat to see! Loving the new vibes you have going on for this year :) Best of luck on this evolution!
Watching this video made me cry and I wanted to hug you. I leant so much last year and what you reveal took me back in my memories. Last year was really tough I lost a lot. We can say we survived last year and we are stronger and wiser now.
Sending my love and support 😗🍀
When things go wrong in life its how we handle things that counts and I see these moments as a great opportunity to grow. Grace is a wonderful gift from God!! Love you Christina💖💖💖
Kristina, these are the same realisations that I have had this year. I too have abandonment issues and it is great to hear your perspective and how you have dealt with it. Thank you so much for sharing.
Thank you for this vidéo, kristina! I needed to hear this right now... It's was the perfect timing. I'm excited to see what is coming next! Sending you my love and gratitude!! xxx
Thankyou sooo much I really needed this today.. one thing I learnt last year is that if you can changes things then you should do it instead of suffering. I also really resonate with boundaries and pushing above fear I have learnt that this too can be huge but so rewarding! ❤️❤️❤️
I just want to say, I really appreciated this video. To see that you struggled, that you had what seemed like failures but chose to work on a better you FOR YOURSELF is what I wish more people would see for themselves. Iʻve recently done the same and itʻs not even at all from where I thought I would be able to do it. Mālama Pono :)
Best vid yet! But I think that about all your videos. You are compassionate, you are love and you are light. Love your vibe♥
Very well said!!! Thank you for choosing to be vulnerable and open enough to share your life and your journey with us.
Thank you dear reflection of self! A mistake is another angle of perception that aligns us to who and what we really are. Much LOVE!
lovely young lady, I have been watching you on and off for a few years. I'm shocked to learn that you have had so much negativity in your life. I guess we're all just humans after all. 2017 was absolutely a complete disaster for me... I had much loss and too many learning experiences. I had to deal with new beginnings, death, super natural events, spiritual awakening, and financial stupidity. All of these things (as anyone can imagine) will effect your health and mental state. But, with a solid foundation and with good intentions you (we) can pull ourselves back up. I expect a full recovery for you and me... Good people always find their way. God Bless you and please stay beautiful inside and out.
thanks
Dear Kristina, welcome back and thank you for your positive message . Do u Boo!
I love the new changes already! Excited for the room and channel makeover!
I enjoyed this video! It was raw and real and such a refreshing thing to watch. For a while I thought you lost your essence, that positivity I once loved and subscribed too. It's been a rough year but I really admire the way you've grown from it!
I can't wait to see what you post next!! This gave me a huge boost of inspiration. Lots of love from a fellow subscriber😊💚💚
Oh man.... Kristina, you are a precious girl. I appreciate you so much. I like how you are not afraid to say "God" either. That's special. I love God too. He has definitely give us all so much grace. ❤️ God bless you.
thanks Kristina!
sorry to hear of your loss last year
Hope your 2018 is awesome!
Thank you. My divorce was finalized in July of 2017. And I’m so much better out of that abusive relationship. But I still miss him, but I know that I’m on the right track of healing from Co-dependency. And that he is my past, and I’m consciously deciding to keep healing and moving forward in my journey. It’s tough though. But God is my strength.
This is one of my favorite videos you've done! Thank you for sharing this with us
You look totally different... like something has changed. Mostly, I notice that your eyes are reflecting your true emotions, that perhaps you haven't been portraying in your past videos. It's like I am seeing you for the first time, It's good. I'm so glad you have shared! 💜
Kristina, this video spoke to me. I really do know where you are coming from, with all the abandonment issues and mother issues. Thank you for your message, your sincerity. God and the Goddess bless us.
Thank you for making this video and the inspiration! It was just what I needed today. It has helped me to reflect on some recent failures and look at new possibilities instead. ❤️ Keep being your truest most awesome self! ✌️
I would love to see a room makeover/room tour! It's something new we haven't seen before. Might as well start the year off fresh.
So excited for this makeover!!! Don't say things you share are tmi because at the ends of the day we all go through the same things.. and if we can't feel free to share that's when them we have a problem...
By far one of my favorite video you've made. It resonates a lot to my own personal self growth and to what I am working on to improve in my self. I send you much love ❤️
+Giovanna Ventura thank you!
Thanks for sharing the Tony Robbins tips! For your room, I would start with some horizontal shelves or cubes for your books as it must be near impossible to remove a book from the middle of either of those stacks without toppling the books placed above the book you want.
GOOD 4 YOU KRISTINA! You are growing up into a beautiful woman inside and out. You sound like a 40 year old who has by the time we women get to that age, we realize all the things you are speaking of. I’m older now and I’ve come to know and live by these mantras everyday. Good for you for realizing them early in life. 🌹
You really motivate me. Your amazing spirit is incredible and I sincerely appreciate how you put yourself out there with the most positive vibes to share and embrace. Also, I finally purchased the Nama juicer thanks to you and can't wait to start using it this weekend. You really do inspire! Thank you.
HI Kristina, Thank you for this video. I been following you since you started your youtube video channel and you have grown so much. Its been an honor watching and listening to your journey and being a part of it as well.
Wow 2017 was hard on me too unfortunately. Room tour yesss. Lotsa travelling yesss .... xo 🍦🍧🍨🍰🎂🍩🍮
Powerful video
FullyRawKristina, I have watched TONS of your videos. I am high-raw and feel better than ever thanks to you. But, this is the first video that I have really been able to connect with you. I appreciate your honesty and willingness to be vulnerable. I start today feeling like it's all going to be okay. Thanks for that.
Wow Christina! You make a great preacher! I learned a lot from this veido. Have to love others and be kind to them and try to forgive them and look to then future. That's what I learned!
Wow Kristina!! what an incredibly vulnerable and wise video. thank you for sharing. I feel like this is one of your most wisest and heartfelt videos to date. definitely one of my favorites. And you look so Beautiful !!
I just got ready this morning while listening to this video and now I feel so inspired to start my day and live it to the fullest. Thank you so much! And yes, please do a room makeover :) xxx
+Jolien Gebruers awww LOVE LOVE that feeling and so glad I was present with you this morning to help start your day!
Yes, please do a room tour!! That'd be great. I've been stuck inside a LOT, because of snow. My dad did have me over for dinner yesterday. And a bookshelf tour, please!! I'd love to know what you read.
Loving the room!! That's nice that you did one in the room. Made me click on it. Good idea to touch more subjects. I'm really curious ! All the best for 2018!