Tyesha Brown one time, I was squeezing a lime and some went in my eye on accident and it didn't burn. another time, I squeezed a lemon in and some landed on my eye but it only burned for 1.2 seconds. Idk if it was supposed to burn for a longer period of time or what. I just thought it was weird.
Once when I was in 5th grade we were cleaning the desks and 2 boys were playing around with the spray bottle that had desk/ surface cleaning stuff in it and it got in my eye and it felt like someone just set my eye on fire
Brianna S well I'm already completely blind in my right eye legally blind in my left you think about it 60% of my vision is gone. I left eye I lost about half the vision on my left eye I have no side peripheral. The remaining Vision that I do have his pretty much low vision. If I went completely blind it wouldn't be such a shock to me but it's not something that I would want to have to face either. However I'm pretty much already pointed in that direction so yah . I just try to make the best of it and hope I don't lose any more sight .
For those curious, and didnt watch the dr phil episode, the "psychologist" had his license revoked in three states (this happened in one of those states) for 11 years when she did this. Yes, he should absolutely be incarcerated for this.
itsme Emma Shut the fuck up. There are people who would kill to have sight and this dumb bitch made herself blind. She should be put in a mental institute.
as a person with awful vision since the age of 9, this is heartbreaking. I'd do anything to have a decent vision without contacts/glasses. it's a scary thing.
Disgusting. I’m near blind in my left eye and have had a retinal detachment due to my myopia. I would give anything to have my eye be healthy. This is absolutely disgusting.
dizzy in the dessert she is genuinely disabled now the only difference is she did it to herself her blindness is no different than someone who was born blind other than it being self-inflicted I went totally blind in my right eye due to an eye injury however it's not self inflicted it was caused by a mentally handicapped girl in my neighborhood throwing a rock at me and taking out my right eye. But alone having almost no peripheral vision in my left eye I'm pretty much half blind on there so I don't have much Vision left and I'm losing more due to cataract development so being visually impaired is not fun I've had to deal with it all my life. I want understand why this woman would do something like that other than she claims to have a mental disorder and if that is the case no one should be hating on her.
you-are-the-pelican-man Frankly, I agree, as usually psychologists/psychiatrists deter people from these things, not aid them in destructive whims like these.
It certainly seems strange that he would "help her". Usually in extreme cases of this disorder there is no stopping the person. Now, a therapist would do everything to help with the disorder but under oath shouldn't and couldn't actually help one take their eyes out with drain cleaner!
It’s awful that she didn’t find a real therapist before trying this. It’s a legitimate mental illness, not just bizarre claims or plea for attention. She needed serious therapy from a young age, but no one knew or noticed. I just hope she really is happy with her decision because I would hate to think a day comes when she regrets something that is irreversible.
Being fully blind would be my worst nightmare, I was born half blind, I see nothing out of my right eye and my worst fear would be losing it in the healthy eye. Vision is a gift you should not take for granted, take care of your eyes.
To all the people here who have vision problems I wish I could give you the gift of perfect sight. I've had to wear glasses since I was about 10-years old and despite being thankful for them I wish I didn't need them. Sight is a gift, along with our other senses, and I think I'd go mad without it. I love to read and write. I love to watch movies and see concerts. I love to see lights on a Christmas tree and see snowflakes falling. I love the colours of Fall and most of all I love being able to see my family, friends and my adoring cat. There is a lot of beauty in the world and I would not want to miss out on that. I think this kind of thing is a serious disorder and no one should be allowed to do this to themselves.
Ana Nimity Can agree! Would love to have perfect eyesight. Ive been wearing glasses since 4 but im still so so blessed to have glasses who can adjust my eyesight. Eyesight is something so so important and beautiful!
Your amazing for being strong and holding your head up. Keep being positive and good fortune will come you’re way. Maybe the gift of sight will come your way.
Ana Nimity Yea like i have loved traveling since i was a little girl. I went to Rome for my 17th birthday with my Dad and step mom and brothers, and before that i went to Croatia with them, and Scotland and just traveling anywhere within the UK was amazing, and i saw Holland and Amsterdam, and lots of other places that are so breathtakingly beautiful it makes me shudder at the thought of going to those places again with out the use of my sight. I wonder how God felt about her actions?
I agree. I’ve been wearing glasses for 7 years and I’m so glad they can help with my nearsightedness. Losing my sight is my biggest fear and it’s a gift
What’s also scary is it only takes two drops of that stuff to blind you. It would be so easy to have that splash up by accident if you’re legitimately using the drain cleaner.
There are warnings. Remember though: Anyone who gets harmful things in their eyes immediately is looking down and flushing them out. This lady literally just stared up and while it ate its way through. Similar to the difference between singing your fingers by pinching out a candle wick compared to holding your finger above the flame for 5 minutes. Anyway, that's the answer my eye doctor gave me.
@@clevelandcbi That's a relief, because I thought that it would instantly blind a user should they make the mistake of getting it in their eyes accidentally.
@@Aera223she laid on her back for like 30 min after applying 4 drops total and 1 still woke up with vision (though she eventually lost most of it) 2 her doctors were very optimistic her eyesight would improve in time had she taken her medication (which she didnt). but Drano is dangerous! it has bleach and lye! those doctors were miracle workers
my baby cousin is blind, and seeing her go through the struggle and learning to live with her disability makes my heart break, yet this woman willingly blinded herself and I find it disgusting
Tamina Love That Exactly! Ive had horrible eyesight as high as 20/200 and i can't imagine how horrible it is being blind. I don't see how this stupid woman in satisfied with doing that. I'm just thankful for still having my eyesight even though it isn't the best.
Tamina Love That WHY IS HAVING A BODY INTEGRITY DISORDER "DISGUSTING" WOULD U PLEASE NOT!!!??...!.?.?.?.? she said it in the beginning of the vid goddamn it everybody here is so fucking dumb & deaf yet they still have the urge to call a woman who has a body integrity disorder "disgusting". if there's anybody disgusting here it' definitely you. she's happy with the way she is. she WANTED to be blind.
@@noone-re3zp You're Crazy! You Know That? If I Was Blind And There Was Nothing Anyone Could Do About It Then I Would Kill Myself! Being Blind Is Worse Than Being Dead.
@@noone-re3zp I agree. She had been suicidal due to not being blind. Had she not made the decision to be blind, she wouldn’t be here. I would rather someone be happy and blind than depressed and able to see.
Here she says she had perfect vision. I think she's lying to not come across as a total psycho. And many people can see properly only after wearing glasses/contacts (like myself). That doesn't mean they have damaged eyes.
She also pretended to be blind before pouring draino in and even Dr. Phil and Dr. Stork expressed how extremely rare of a disorder it is, now there could have been some part of an actual diagnosis between the two shows that I did not see, that being said how do we know she isn't just self diagnosing she admitted that she found it from an article, not a Doctor, unless the Phycologist who intentionally and knowingly damaged her diagnosed it then it's even less of an actuality. Honestly, reguardless she should not receive benefits of any kind if she wanted benefits she should have sought help with her "disorder"
@@FluffineApparently, blindness is a spectrum and also includes those who are not _literally_ blind but have such a bad vision that they are legally considered so.
Elise Regans I'm legally blind and I've never once thought about wanting to die even if I lost my remaining Vision I would still have something to live for it can't be any worse than being paralyzed or you're stuck to a wheelchair and can't even get up and walk at least blind you grab a white cane and you're on your way although if I were to ever be paralyzed I still would not want to end my life but if I had to choose between those two disabilities I'll keep my legal blindness and if I lose the rest of my vision so be it.
@@bluetech7753 I for one am not blind but I could not agree more. Just because one is blind doesn't mean you live any less of a life, I feel you just experience the world from a new perspective. It takes some time to adjust to life if you used to have sight but you can still live a fulfilling life in my opinion.
@@lj9759 yes you can blindness isn't the end of life or the end of the world it is only the beginning have a whole different chapter of life. That you'll have to work yourself into an adapt that's what's so remarkable about the human species we do learn to adapt to several different situations.
I was born with a rare eye condition called Optic Nerve Hypoplasia. Therefore I'm half blind. I even graduated from a state school for the blind. right eye: 20/250 left eye: 20/400 I wish I knew what it was like to see good. I bet my art would improve so much if I could see like most people do.
I know her in person. She really does love being blind. She's very much involved in the blind Community but we absolutely do not support or condone what she did to herself.
Amber Wright she is, she's very happy and she has a husband who is also visually impaired. I saw her back on the 12th of last month and she was all smiles.
regardless she allowed someone to do this to her. i have no sympathy for her but it was her wish so i guess the 'harm' is a strange type where she's ok with it?
yes she wanted to be blind. she has a condition that makes her feel like she don't need a part of the body which it's her eyes. just like Tran sexual. or people who want a fake leg and do anything to get that
i got that part like i understand why - but i still can't believe why you would choose to change your life so drastically when there are other people who would do anything to have what you have. it just blows my mind. i've heard of this condition before and i've met someone with it but it still blows my mind!
Yah we will never really understand what they feel or why they want to do it to the point they do it. but no matter what we say or do it just go over there heads just to do it. I mean Yah in my eyes it's upsetting she did that but we just have to be understanding of it I guess if you know some one that has this condition. I never knew anyone with it or anything I just understand you can't just put it in there head that they just can't do that
There isn’t one. She’s just a self absorbed idiot that wants attention and want to slack off and victimize herself. She has no mental illness. Wanting to identify as something you’re not or feeling like u are something u r not is just stupid and crazy and is not a mental illness. U decide yourself what u want to believe and you can change what u want to believe yourself. Just because someone wants to Identify as something they’re not. We shouldn’t have to go along with it and these people should see a counselor or get real therapy.
@@oliviadart612 satan probably influenced her a lot, demon possession could be it, but if it was, demon possession, I don’t think the demon would be going everywhere and try to get pitied. I mean, the fact that the girl admits she blinded herself on purpose, she’s not gonna get pitied for that. So I couldn’t see others wanting to do this kind of thing. Cause if they are not getting pitied and aren’t getting attention and can’t victimize themself as much, it seems kinda pointless to disable yourself. So then a demon wouldn’t be able to get others to disable themselves
This ticks me off! My husband lost his eye when he was a baby to cancer, he would do anything to have his eye back! I totally understand why her family disowned her, shame on her and the doctor!
This is horrible, almost went blind and was there for about a week in 2020 due to a minor stroke. Still cannot see well with my left eye. That she would actually do this intentionally is awful. Why, just why. 😢
+Wendy You're kidding right ? Of course this lady is on disablility now, and our taxpayer money pays for a lot of things dummy. Like people's welfare $$ , EBT, paving roads, libraries, snow plowing, police, etc etc
Well hopefully she is independently wealthy this way she will not have to depend on social security for disability benefits. However if she does have this mental disorder that she claims to have she could be entitled to benefits for that as well as a blind individual no matter where they're She Blinded herself on purpose or not that's just how our government works. So she could probably claim multiple disabilities.
This woman is out of her mind. I am very compassionate but have a very hard time finding sympathy for her. I hope and pray she doesn't get disability benefits. Sight is so beautiful and without it, I feel so bad for those without it. I don't believe she has any disorder other than wanting attention to the extreme degree. For some reason, this person makes me very upset.
On Dr. Phil she said she was legally blind as a child without her glasses and she felt more comfortable without the sight they gave her. But here she says she had good vision as a child.....hmmm?
My worst fear is going blind. I can't even imagine what it would be like not being able to read a book, seeing my cats, watching the leaves change color in Autumn , watching the snow falling from the sky, The beautiful colors of Xmas& seeing my favorite bird, The Cardinal & so on... This woman needed to see someone more competent than this so called psychologist. She needed a competent shrink who she could have talked to before she decided to do this to herself. What a waste!!! BTW, this psychologist should be indicted & never be allowed to practice ever again.
I’m working on an animated series and I need my sight so I can draw my Characters and shit. If I have no sight, I won’t be able to see my precious characters again.
I feel like everyone is being insensitive. Do you really think someone would blind themselves if they didn't have a genuine neurological disorder?! I've seen a similar story where a man froze off his own left leg, but before he did it he had a brain scan, and it showed that the part of the brain associated with body plan was lacking in activity in the left region. It's not well understood but it's a thing
AVTAVT then maybe the people around her should have gotten her help? she could've gotten herself help too. this isn't normal and it's disrespectful to many people who are actually unwillingly blind.
It doesn't matter if she has a disorder or not. We have to pay taxes for people like that! It's fucking disgusting and selfish to say the least. Now she is legally disabled and we all have to pay taxes because she's too selfish to take responsibility of herself and her own well-being! If suicide is illegal then so should self-harm.
Bo fucking hoo, Human beings are fucking disordered creatures, Doesn't fucking mean we should collapse our social and cultural hierarchy just to satisfy few cunts.
I believe in the existence and validity of BIID after watching a very thorough documentary on the subject. Apparently they did very advanced brain scans of the sufferers of BIID, and they showed that whatever body part felt alien to the person, would not show as "registered" very clearly in their brain scans. In other words, all their other body parts would show up as accurately recognized and "accepted" by their brains, but not the conflicting body part. For a person not suffering from BIID, it would be like having a giant horn growing out of your head that wasn't supposed to be there. Anyone would want the horn removed. That's basically how it is for a person with BIID. Their body is telling them they have a part that should not be there, so they want it removed. It was a fascinating documentary, but it was also very strange and somewhat frightening. With that said, I don't understand why this woman couldn't have simply worn black, opaque contacts that would essentially "blind" her without actually blinding her. I'm sure such a thing exists. That way, should a successful treatment or cure come about for BIID, she could simply stop wearing the contacts. At this point, her vision is destroyed and not salvageable.
well said...however....i believe the underlined problem is satan causing insanity in our world and humans giving the insanity a name to identify it... all illness is of the devil and mental illness is the worst.... People with BIID and all other disorders diseases need salvation...
I fucking hate for what she did also! What a waste of time and space! Who pays for her to live now because she can’t/won’t work! Tax payers that’s who pays for her! She is sorry her family hates her, is she really surprised? There is help out there for people also lots medications I have no sympathy for her sorry people! She slapped everyone with a disability in the face with a big FU!
They never claimed to be an expert, and then said she could have just worn black contacts. They were clearly trying to be nice. Nothing wrong with that.
Disgusting some people have lost there sight through no fault of there own and she has inflicted it on herself. Some people would give anything for there sight back.
This reminds me of the time I accidentally got deodorant in my eye (I had a little residue on my fingers and unknowingly wiped my eyes). I literally remember the odd dryness and stiffness my eye had immediately after. Over the course of a few days a little bit of “slime” would randomly ooze out of the corners & gave me some relief. I can’t imagine putting DRAIN CLEANER in it :( !
When it comes to eyesight everyone can see how crazy this is but when it comes to gender "reassignment" suddenly you'll find that thousands more people will support it.
@@OldDumbTeenCommentAccount I'm not convinced the issue is different at all aside from the body part in question. This person also seems happier now that they've lost their sight, however I don't think it's the best solution to injure people so that they feel comfortable in their own body. There should be other ways to achieve that without damaging the body. They clearly were in need of other medical help, help that would assist them to come to terms with their ability to see in a healthy nondestructive way.
Even those who are disabled don't want to be this way....its not a choice! This is a sickness and any mental health professional supports this should be in jail and lose their license. She should be denied disability for causing this to herself.
Let’s remember that this is literally a severely mentally ill woman and not a normal lady that’s ungrateful for what she has… what she did was dumb but she needs treatment.
emmy 595 I'm not sure, that'd be a question for your optometrist 😊 my prescription for contacts was at -6.00 (not sure what that translates to, vision wise.) and now I see almost 20/20.
If she is happy who cares. We want her to have her eyes so that can she suffer. It is disgusting and would never do that. The psychologist should be put in jail.
I've always wanted to be mute and I feel like for me the reason is my social anxiety not biid and it's like an avoidance thing for me. like I think if I was mute it would make things easier even though it really wouldn't. so maybe she wanted to be blind as an avoidance tactic.
I can get that, I feel like sometimes it's just easier not to speak because you can end up getting hurt emotionally. I wouldn't want to be deaf though. Since I like singing and hearing music.
all the 12 year olds who keep saying she should have donated her eyes, can you please use your brain and think? What doctor in their right mind would perform donor surgery on a patient like this
my comment had nothing to do with anyone's avatar. my comment was in response to the original commenter's comment. They said,"how can anyone be happy as blind?" which is an idiotic question. It implies that having a disability (which, by the way, I AM disabled - I have brain cancer, have had three major brain surgeries, have severe epilepsy and cannot drive, I struggle with many other medical problems too, but my point is I am NO stranger to disabilities and I know what I am talking about...) the question implies that having a disability automatically means you cannot be happy, which is complete an utter bullshit. It also, in a way, takes away some value from the life of those who are disabled. If we, as a society, were to say, disability equals unhappiness, then we could be a few steps away from talking about euthanasia or something similar, just because someone is disabled does not mean they don't feel love, or hope or any other emotion a healthy person feels. So in my opinion making a statement like, "how can anyone be happy as blind?" means that the person who made that statement is, in a way, very uneducated or unaware of how life works, and in that way, they ARE BLIND. So my comment was, well, you can be happy being blind (not in the sense that you cannot see with your eyes, but that you cannot see with your heart, or that you are uneducated and cannot see the world around you). I didn't even see the cat with glasses until it was pointed out. Hope that clears it up.
She's so brave. I think we should teach children about transabled people in our schools and encourage them on their journey through their magical transabled journey.
So what happened to the so called 'psychologist' who helped her do this to herself? Jail I hope, but how is that person any different to the doctors who remove healthy genitals from people with gender dysphoria?
it's the same exact. we are supposed to just shut up and affirm all this lunacy. to a degree if your and adult you still shouldn't be allowed to do any of it. but fine. but the fact they push this shit on kids before they even understand sits very badly with me. we need to come back to sanity. our society is very unwell. not sure the answer. I was an athiest and alls I could think to do was turn to God and start praying for humanity. be involved in speaking out against this when ever I can. I never voted before but the Republicans oppose this so now I am voting Republican since 2020 first year I ever voted. I hope we can fix this soon.
@@MrChris7582 agree with you, we are moving into an age of post enlightenment, the age of reason is compromised, maybe ending, most proponents of trans ideology will not have a reasonable factual debate because they can't - their ideology is a cult
What she doesn’t understand is (or she probably does tbh) is if she worse a shirt that said “I did this to myself” and everyone around her knew, they would treat her with kindness or help her out daily
What psychologist would put drain cleaner in their patient's eyes? That has to be illegal
I agree
Right? I was looking for a comment like this.
I agree
+mehgirllady
Probably was't a real psychologist and just some crazy dude off of Craigslist.
+mehgirllady I think the psychologist part was a lie. I'm surprised they let her say that on the show.
I had lemon juice fly into my eye and that felt like my eye was being burnt by fire...imagine drain cleaner...smh
That shit burn like a bitch
One time I cut up jalapeños and got the juice in my eye. lol still the worst pain I've felt
Tyesha Brown one time, I was squeezing a lime and some went in my eye on accident and it didn't burn. another time, I squeezed a lemon in and some landed on my eye but it only burned for 1.2 seconds. Idk if it was supposed to burn for a longer period of time or what. I just thought it was weird.
Once when I was in 5th grade we were cleaning the desks and 2 boys were playing around with the spray bottle that had desk/ surface cleaning stuff in it and it got in my eye and it felt like someone just set my eye on fire
Night Pastels I would've yelled at them.
Well now I know I will wear goggles if I am ever using drain cleaner... being blind is something I would not wish for upon myself or my worst enemy.
Brianna S youre supposed to wearing gloves and goggles, and a long sleeve shirt. Just because its a chemical you can buy does not mean its safe
Watching this ha made me think of all the unfortunate people that are born blind and would give anything to see
Brianna S well I'm already completely blind in my right eye legally blind in my left you think about it 60% of my vision is gone. I left eye I lost about half the vision on my left eye I have no side peripheral. The remaining Vision that I do have his pretty much low vision. If I went completely blind it wouldn't be such a shock to me but it's not something that I would want to have to face either. However I'm pretty much already pointed in that direction so yah . I just try to make the best of it and hope I don't lose any more sight .
I value sight above all my other senses this is truly disturbing
Why would you think about wishing that upon yourself?
For those curious, and didnt watch the dr phil episode, the "psychologist" had his license revoked in three states (this happened in one of those states) for 11 years when she did this. Yes, he should absolutely be incarcerated for this.
so it was a real licensed psychologist?
@@fredp1983 Yes
@@jollyquinn430 Only 11 years in just 3 states? That hack should never ever practice again.
Who is this Dr that put that in her eye.? He needs to be arrested.!
why the fuck would you take away such a blessing
itsme Emma Shut the fuck up. There are people who would kill to have sight and this dumb bitch made herself blind. She should be put in a mental institute.
emmy 595 she literally said in the beginning what her mental illness was.
prancer1000 I
Mia Mueller SHE SAID SHE HAS BODY INTEGRITY DISORDER (which means she has this urge to be disabled in some way) ARE YOU DEAF
Mia Mueller ayy im tryna get your insta tho, wassup
as a person with awful vision since the age of 9, this is heartbreaking. I'd do anything to have a decent vision without contacts/glasses. it's a scary thing.
Ccc Bbb same here! I wish I could have a perfect vision and not depend on my contacts.
Ccc Bbb look up "Dr. Robert Morse detoxification" to learn to heal your eyes.
yea exactly and my grandma has gluecomma and can hardly see and this women has done this thats messed up
Ccc Bbb same I got glasses when I was nine as well
You’ve had glasses since you were nine? I’ve had em since I was 6-7
This story really upsets me. I'm going blind due to head trauma. And there is no cure for it. I'd give anything to be able to see perfectly again😭😭😭
Melissa Slutter how did u get the head trauma sweetie?
I got the head trauma from getting hit in the head with a hammer from an abusive foster parent
BUBBLESnCANDY I got the head trauma from getting hit on the head with a hammer by an abusive parent.
I think she made it abundantly clear that it didn't end amazingly well...
Melissa Slutter I want to like your comment but it's really sad. Hang in there. I no words really help but i hope you find what does.
Disgusting. I’m near blind in my left eye and have had a retinal detachment due to my myopia. I would give anything to have my eye be healthy. This is absolutely disgusting.
My biggest fear in life is being blind...
Same. I don't know whether I could even continue living
I’m blind and going and it’s okay
How can you read?@@JoslynSky
@@criticalthinker1123 with my left eye 👁️
@@criticalthinker1123 I was born with retinitis pigmentosa. Blindness is a spectrum. It’s a blind condition you are born with.
This is called insanity, AND it's a slap in the face of genuinely disabled people
dizzy in the dessert she is genuinely disabled now the only difference is she did it to herself her blindness is no different than someone who was born blind other than it being self-inflicted I went totally blind in my right eye due to an eye injury however it's not self inflicted it was caused by a mentally handicapped girl in my neighborhood throwing a rock at me and taking out my right eye. But alone having almost no peripheral vision in my left eye I'm pretty much half blind on there so I don't have much Vision left and I'm losing more due to cataract development so being visually impaired is not fun I've had to deal with it all my life. I want understand why this woman would do something like that other than she claims to have a mental disorder and if that is the case no one should be hating on her.
well shes lazy to get a job and work so disabling herself was her way out so she dosent needs to work
dizzy in the dessert and now she gets disability checks for it smh
dizzy in the dessert no it's not, she said what she has that makes her want to be disabled, did you not listen
1 in a million she already had something that made her need to have a disability listen to the video
I don't think that psychologist was legit.
you-are-the-pelican-man lol yeah
you-are-the-pelican-man Frankly, I agree, as usually psychologists/psychiatrists deter people from these things, not aid them in destructive whims like these.
It certainly seems strange that he would "help her". Usually in extreme cases of this disorder there is no stopping the person. Now, a therapist would do everything to help with the disorder but under oath shouldn't and couldn't actually help one take their eyes out with drain cleaner!
you-are-the-pelican-man That’s certainly something that should cause a doctor to have his license taken away.
you-are-the-pelican-man He should be put in prison - what a See You Next Tuesday!
Anyone else here from Dr. Phil who came to read the comments? lol
me lol
Helga Johnson Fuck Dr philmo
Helga Johnson blocking comments in every fucking video
Me😂
Meeeee lol
It’s awful that she didn’t find a real therapist before trying this. It’s a legitimate mental illness, not just bizarre claims or plea for attention. She needed serious therapy from a young age, but no one knew or noticed. I just hope she really is happy with her decision because I would hate to think a day comes when she regrets something that is irreversible.
I agree, she needed a therapist though she found a criminal instead
Being fully blind would be my worst nightmare, I was born half blind, I see nothing out of my right eye and my worst fear would be losing it in the healthy eye. Vision is a gift you should not take for granted, take care of your eyes.
To all the people here who have vision problems I wish I could give you the gift of perfect sight. I've had to wear glasses since I was about 10-years old and despite being thankful for them I wish I didn't need them. Sight is a gift, along with our other senses, and I think I'd go mad without it. I love to read and write. I love to watch movies and see concerts. I love to see lights on a Christmas tree and see snowflakes falling. I love the colours of Fall and most of all I love being able to see my family, friends and my adoring cat. There is a lot of beauty in the world and I would not want to miss out on that. I think this kind of thing is a serious disorder and no one should be allowed to do this to themselves.
Ana Nimity Can agree! Would love to have perfect eyesight. Ive been wearing glasses since 4 but im still so so blessed to have glasses who can adjust my eyesight. Eyesight is something so so important and beautiful!
Your amazing for being strong and holding your head up. Keep being positive and good fortune will come you’re way. Maybe the gift of sight will come your way.
Ana Nimity Yea like i have loved traveling since i was a little girl. I went to Rome for my 17th birthday with my Dad and step mom and brothers, and before that i went to Croatia with them, and Scotland and just traveling anywhere within the UK was amazing, and i saw Holland and Amsterdam, and lots of other places that are so breathtakingly beautiful it makes me shudder at the thought of going to those places again with out the use of my sight. I wonder how God felt about her actions?
they won't read this ever tho
I agree. I’ve been wearing glasses for 7 years and I’m so glad they can help with my nearsightedness. Losing my sight is my biggest fear and it’s a gift
No legitimate psychologist would voluntarily drop drain cleaner in any patient's eyes!! Whoever did that needs to be prosecuted.
I bet it was somebody on Craigslist personal ads or something.
@@kurtjohnson500 I agree.
Must be a sadist
Sounds based to me
Needs To Go To Prison For The Rest Of There Life............
If she wanted to be blind so bad, she should of donated to ppls that were waiting in donation line for eyes transplants 😈😠😬😡😣😤
I dont think they just take healthy peoples eyes for donation lol
Mi Y thats smart thinking
Mi Y She said on Dr. Phil that she was legally binding without glasses. I don't think anyone wants those eyes.
they can't transplant eyes, optic nerves and shit.
Demonhog Plays yeah I think the only part you can transplant is the cornea.
I feel nothing but disturbed by watching this...
What’s also scary is it only takes two drops of that stuff to blind you. It would be so easy to have that splash up by accident if you’re legitimately using the drain cleaner.
I was just thinking that. It should come with huge warning in big red block letters
There are warnings. Remember though: Anyone who gets harmful things in their eyes immediately is looking down and flushing them out. This lady literally just stared up and while it ate its way through. Similar to the difference between singing your fingers by pinching out a candle wick compared to holding your finger above the flame for 5 minutes. Anyway, that's the answer my eye doctor gave me.
@@clevelandcbi That's a relief, because I thought that it would instantly blind a user should they make the mistake of getting it in their eyes accidentally.
@@Aera223she laid on her back for like 30 min after applying 4 drops total and 1 still woke up with vision (though she eventually lost most of it) 2 her doctors were very optimistic her eyesight would improve in time had she taken her medication (which she didnt). but Drano is dangerous! it has bleach and lye! those doctors were miracle workers
I’m pretty sure it took a while. As opposed to Immediately cleaning your eyes
This is the craziest thing I have ever heard of. Jesus please help your people.
Patricia Currie right
Seriously. I’ve never heard of something as crazy as this holy cow
Your people? So you’re excluding your self?
Your hair is long bro. You should cut it. Trying to look like a girl gay ass nigga lol
BLACK NOSE Well, it’s a lot better than having a black nose. Gross
my baby cousin is blind, and seeing her go through the struggle and learning to live with her disability makes my heart break, yet this woman willingly blinded herself and I find it disgusting
Tamina Love That Exactly! Ive had horrible eyesight as high as 20/200 and i can't imagine how horrible it is being blind. I don't see how this stupid woman in satisfied with doing that. I'm just thankful for still having my eyesight even though it isn't the best.
Tamina Love That When she was on Dr. Phil she said she was legally blind without glasses so she didn't have 100% vision to start with
Tamina Love That WHY IS HAVING A BODY INTEGRITY DISORDER "DISGUSTING" WOULD U PLEASE NOT!!!??...!.?.?.?.? she said it in the beginning of the vid goddamn it everybody here is so fucking dumb & deaf yet they still have the urge to call a woman who has a body integrity disorder "disgusting". if there's anybody disgusting here it' definitely you. she's happy with the way she is. she WANTED to be blind.
@@noone-re3zp You're Crazy! You Know That? If I Was Blind And There Was Nothing Anyone Could Do About It Then I Would Kill Myself!
Being Blind Is Worse Than Being Dead.
@@noone-re3zp I agree. She had been suicidal due to not being blind. Had she not made the decision to be blind, she wouldn’t be here. I would rather someone be happy and blind than depressed and able to see.
I was born with bad eyesight. I'd give anything for normal vision, this is selfish behaviour
ree galore She said on Dr. Phil that she was legally blind without glasses. I don't think you want those eyes.
ree galore I was born with terrible eyes and all I want is normal ones and this one puts drain cleaner in hers!
Here she says she had perfect vision. I think she's lying to not come across as a total psycho. And many people can see properly only after wearing glasses/contacts (like myself). That doesn't mean they have damaged eyes.
ree galore no, there's no "selfish behavior" here. she has body integrity disorder. did u not hear her say that!
She also pretended to be blind before pouring draino in and even Dr. Phil and Dr. Stork expressed how extremely rare of a disorder it is, now there could have been some part of an actual diagnosis between the two shows that I did not see, that being said how do we know she isn't just self diagnosing she admitted that she found it from an article, not a Doctor, unless the Phycologist who intentionally and knowingly damaged her diagnosed it then it's even less of an actuality. Honestly, reguardless she should not receive benefits of any kind if she wanted benefits she should have sought help with her "disorder"
I am one of those people who has deep anguish about my blindness. This woman’s story infuriates me. I would do anything to have my sight back.
Then how did you comment?
@@Fluffine
Dude. Educate yourself.
@@Fluffinescreen readers and voice-to-text exist!
@@FluffineApparently, blindness is a spectrum and also includes those who are not _literally_ blind but have such a bad vision that they are legally considered so.
There are no words for people like her.
i dont even feel sorry for her.
em kas dude she's clearly mentally ill :/
I doubt she wants people to feel sorry for her.... She wanted it...
Briana Marshall Yes, she wanted it but that means there is something wrong with her.
She has no vision....and...You don't have a heart
vacationboyvideos but she wanted that, she’s happy... but I’m like why would she want to be blind?
I would rather die than go blind..
Iiya Ingeborg fr like whts the point of life if ur just gonna see black everyday anyways..... that sounded deep
Elise Regans I'm legally blind and I've never once thought about wanting to die even if I lost my remaining Vision I would still have something to live for it can't be any worse than being paralyzed or you're stuck to a wheelchair and can't even get up and walk at least blind you grab a white cane and you're on your way although if I were to ever be paralyzed I still would not want to end my life but if I had to choose between those two disabilities I'll keep my legal blindness and if I lose the rest of my vision so be it.
Tbh, me too.
@@bluetech7753 I for one am not blind but I could not agree more. Just because one is blind doesn't mean you live any less of a life, I feel you just experience the world from a new perspective. It takes some time to adjust to life if you used to have sight but you can still live a fulfilling life in my opinion.
@@lj9759 yes you can blindness isn't the end of life or the end of the world it is only the beginning have a whole different chapter of life. That you'll have to work yourself into an adapt that's what's so remarkable about the human species we do learn to adapt to several different situations.
Wow this is so disturbing I'm actually getting sick watching this
The person who did that should be jailed
And I'm here thinking that shampoo being stuck in my eyes was painful
I was born with a rare eye condition called Optic Nerve Hypoplasia. Therefore I'm half blind. I even graduated from a state school for the blind.
right eye: 20/250
left eye: 20/400
I wish I knew what it was like to see good. I bet my art would improve so much if I could see like most people do.
i pray for you mate
Sashiku's Art my vision is 20/700 but can be corrected. I'm sorry yours can't be. Have you consulted a surgeon? Maybe they can help?
Katie Annabelle Cochran Yep. There's currently no fix for it. :o There is currently no way to re-connect the optic nerve after cutting and thickening.
i hope there will be a cure soon! at least you see something
That's awesome you still love art!
I know her in person. She really does love being blind. She's very much involved in the blind Community but we absolutely do not support or condone what she did to herself.
Amber Wright she is, she's very happy and she has a husband who is also visually impaired. I saw her back on the 12th of last month and she was all smiles.
Benny NO human being would remove their eye sight for disability checks. much better to get deaf instead since it's not equally hard to live as
Wendy Wright some people are that crazy. Some bitch shit herself in the belly to stage a robbery
Wendy Wright people go to extreme lengths ti get what they want
Benny you're probably right about that.
The woman if obviously deeply mentally ill. I feel sorry for her, don't condemn her. SMD.
what she did is like a slap on the face for every blind person!
And it slap is so hard it makes the blind people see again just so they can talk about how bad this is.
It would've been nice if she would've donated her eyes instead of destroying them.
a Doctor helped her do this to herself? i mean she could have done it herself but wow!
no I guy she meat on line did this to her saying he was a Dr when he wasn't
regardless she allowed someone to do this to her. i have no sympathy for her but it was her wish so i guess the 'harm' is a strange type where she's ok with it?
yes she wanted to be blind. she has a condition that makes her feel like she don't need a part of the body which it's her eyes. just like Tran sexual. or people who want a fake leg and do anything to get that
i got that part like i understand why - but i still can't believe why you would choose to change your life so drastically when there are other people who would do anything to have what you have. it just blows my mind. i've heard of this condition before and i've met someone with it but it still blows my mind!
Yah we will never really understand what they feel or why they want to do it to the point they do it. but no matter what we say or do it just go over there heads just to do it. I mean Yah in my eyes it's upsetting she did that but we just have to be understanding of it I guess if you know some one that has this condition. I never knew anyone with it or anything I just understand you can't just put it in there head that they just can't do that
This is terrifying and incredibly sad. What manner of disorder could possibly make anyone mutilate themselves in such a violent way.
Demon possession?
There isn’t one. She’s just a self absorbed idiot that wants attention and want to slack off and victimize herself. She has no mental illness. Wanting to identify as something you’re not or feeling like u are something u r not is just stupid and crazy and is not a mental illness. U decide yourself what u want to believe and you can change what u want to believe yourself. Just because someone wants to Identify as something they’re not. We shouldn’t have to go along with it and these people should see a counselor or get real therapy.
@@oliviadart612 satan probably influenced her a lot, demon possession could be it, but if it was, demon possession, I don’t think the demon would be going everywhere and try to get pitied. I mean, the fact that the girl admits she blinded herself on purpose, she’s not gonna get pitied for that. So I couldn’t see others wanting to do this kind of thing. Cause if they are not getting pitied and aren’t getting attention and can’t victimize themself as much, it seems kinda pointless to disable yourself. So then a demon wouldn’t be able to get others to disable themselves
@@saklee1777 Actually, she have Body Integrity Identity Disorder (BIID) and it make able-bodied person believe they are meant to be disabled.
Just watching this made my eyes feel weird.. o - o
Me too. I'm grossed out.
Same
The people in this comment section that believe the guy was actually a psychologist is disturbing
Your family is very correct.
This ticks me off! My husband lost his eye when he was a baby to cancer, he would do anything to have his eye back! I totally understand why her family disowned her, shame on her and the doctor!
She shouldn't be able to claim disability money
But she is disabled... mentally she is.
I hope she doesn't get shit
she BLINDED HERSELF. i am at a loss of words.
As a mom who fights every day for my daughter's sight through contacts/patching this is very disturbing to me....
This is horrible, almost went blind and was there for about a week in 2020 due to a minor stroke. Still cannot see well with my left eye. That she would actually do this intentionally is awful. Why, just why. 😢
I can't help but wonder if she is independently wealthy or if we the tax payers have to pay for this decision? Just curious.
Have a great day! Good question. Either way, she's a fucking nut! And I'm really sure it's probably tax-payers money.
Have a great day! American system pays for nothing so why would it pat for this?
+Wendy You're kidding right ? Of course this lady is on disablility now, and our taxpayer money pays for a lot of things dummy. Like people's welfare $$ , EBT, paving roads, libraries, snow plowing, police, etc etc
Have a great day! Lol I saw the comments made out to you and thought " wow it's so nice they wished you a good day" I'm not very smart
Well hopefully she is independently wealthy this way she will not have to depend on social security for disability benefits. However if she does have this mental disorder that she claims to have she could be entitled to benefits for that as well as a blind individual no matter where they're She Blinded herself on purpose or not that's just how our government works. So she could probably claim multiple disabilities.
This woman is out of her mind. I am very compassionate but have a very hard time finding sympathy for her. I hope and pray she doesn't get disability benefits. Sight is so beautiful and without it, I feel so bad for those without it. I don't believe she has any disorder other than wanting attention to the extreme degree. For some reason, this person makes me very upset.
My eyes hurt watching this.
On Dr. Phil she said she was legally blind as a child without her glasses and she felt more comfortable without the sight they gave her. But here she says she had good vision as a child.....hmmm?
My worst fear is going blind. I can't even imagine what it would be like not being able to read a book, seeing my cats, watching the leaves change color in Autumn , watching the snow falling from the sky, The beautiful colors of Xmas& seeing my favorite bird, The Cardinal & so on... This woman needed to see someone more competent than this so called psychologist. She needed a competent shrink who she could have talked to before she decided to do this to herself. What a waste!!! BTW, this psychologist should be indicted & never be allowed to practice ever again.
I’m working on an animated series and I need my sight so I can draw my Characters and shit. If I have no sight, I won’t be able to see my precious characters again.
Her healthy eyes were actually very beautiful.. So sad and insane this whole story
I feel like everyone is being insensitive. Do you really think someone would blind themselves if they didn't have a genuine neurological disorder?!
I've seen a similar story where a man froze off his own left leg, but before he did it he had a brain scan, and it showed that the part of the brain associated with body plan was lacking in activity in the left region. It's not well understood but it's a thing
AVTAVT then maybe the people around her should have gotten her help? she could've gotten herself help too. this isn't normal and it's disrespectful to many people who are actually unwillingly blind.
It doesn't matter if she has a disorder or not. We have to pay taxes for people like that! It's fucking disgusting and selfish to say the least. Now she is legally disabled and we all have to pay taxes because she's too selfish to take responsibility of herself and her own well-being! If suicide is illegal then so should self-harm.
Bo fucking hoo, Human beings are fucking disordered creatures, Doesn't fucking mean we should collapse our social and cultural hierarchy just to satisfy few cunts.
@@unikami2922 you guys do realize its a serious disorder that u can't control
You constantly want to rip out part of your body.
@@monke3898 yeah yeah right. Lock her up
I believe in the existence and validity of BIID after watching a very thorough documentary on the subject. Apparently they did very advanced brain scans of the sufferers of BIID, and they showed that whatever body part felt alien to the person, would not show as "registered" very clearly in their brain scans. In other words, all their other body parts would show up as accurately recognized and "accepted" by their brains, but not the conflicting body part. For a person not suffering from BIID, it would be like having a giant horn growing out of your head that wasn't supposed to be there. Anyone would want the horn removed. That's basically how it is for a person with BIID. Their body is telling them they have a part that should not be there, so they want it removed. It was a fascinating documentary, but it was also very strange and somewhat frightening.
With that said, I don't understand why this woman couldn't have simply worn black, opaque contacts that would essentially "blind" her without actually blinding her. I'm sure such a thing exists. That way, should a successful treatment or cure come about for BIID, she could simply stop wearing the contacts. At this point, her vision is destroyed and not salvageable.
well said...however....i believe the underlined problem is satan causing insanity in our world and humans giving the insanity a name to identify it...
all illness is of the devil and mental illness is the worst....
People with BIID and all other disorders diseases need salvation...
@@SheaRealSavage you are right. This is clearly the work of satan. Just like transgender. You are exactly how you are supposed to be
Ohhhhhhhhh you watched a ‘documentary’ what an expert you are on narcissism!
I fucking hate for what she did also! What a waste of time and space! Who pays for her to live now because she can’t/won’t work! Tax payers that’s who pays for her!
She is sorry her family hates her, is she really surprised?
There is help out there for people also lots medications
I have no sympathy for her sorry people!
She slapped everyone with a disability in the face with a big FU!
They never claimed to be an expert, and then said she could have just worn black contacts. They were clearly trying to be nice. Nothing wrong with that.
Disgusting some people have lost there sight through no fault of there own and she has inflicted it on herself. Some people would give anything for there sight back.
Omg.. This is messed up.. That psychologist needs to be in jail..
his face the whole time 😬
That's what I was thinking
where is the man who did this ?
One thing I appreciate is how bothered these Doctors are about this.
It’s scary that the guy actually knew exactly what to do . It makes me mad knowing this lady most likely collects disability now .
If i saw her walking with a stic ..i would have no moral questioning or problems to kick that stick and make fun of her
"I was elated! My cornea collapsed on my left eye"
This made me physically sick.
This reminds me of the time I accidentally got deodorant in my eye (I had a little residue on my fingers and unknowingly wiped my eyes). I literally remember the odd dryness and stiffness my eye had immediately after. Over the course of a few days a little bit of “slime” would randomly ooze out of the corners & gave me some relief. I can’t imagine putting DRAIN CLEANER in it :( !
“The only regret I have is that my family hates me”
And we do too mate
God bless to all the blind people in the comment sections, I'll pray for all of you. 🙏🏻😊😇
This is madness! Here’s me as a diabetic hoping I’ll never lose my sight!
If she really wanted to go blind she should have donate her eyes to those who can’t see.
"My immediate family has basically disowned me."
Yeah, sounds about right.
I am overweight too and I am not happy to see my reflection in the mirror but I would never ever do that
I will never understand what this girl was thinking...
I like how she just said she had her left eye removed, and then he says, "Let's look at your eyes." 2:32
I guarantee these people were trolls telling her to blind herself and the "psychologist" was a kid with a psychology degree who said he was a Dr.
The strange part is, she WANTED to be blind.
Damn, I feel un safe with drain cleaner in my house now..
When it comes to eyesight everyone can see how crazy this is but when it comes to gender "reassignment" suddenly you'll find that thousands more people will support it.
@@OldDumbTeenCommentAccount it is not reversible there is permanent damage to the body take infertility for example.
@@OldDumbTeenCommentAccount I'm not convinced the issue is different at all aside from the body part in question. This person also seems happier now that they've lost their sight, however I don't think it's the best solution to injure people so that they feel comfortable in their own body. There should be other ways to achieve that without damaging the body. They clearly were in need of other medical help, help that would assist them to come to terms with their ability to see in a healthy nondestructive way.
Even those who are disabled don't want to be this way....its not a choice! This is a sickness and any mental health professional supports this should be in jail and lose their license. She should be denied disability for causing this to herself.
Let’s remember that this is literally a severely mentally ill woman and not a normal lady that’s ungrateful for what she has… what she did was dumb but she needs treatment.
I had to have lasik twice. I know how that hurts (after the procedures). I couldn't even imagine what drain cleaner would feel like
Do you have type one diabeties or type two diabeites?
emmy 595 I'm not sure, that'd be a question for your optometrist 😊 my prescription for contacts was at -6.00 (not sure what that translates to, vision wise.) and now I see almost 20/20.
Too bad no one has hacked the fingers off the psychologist.
If she is happy who cares. We want her to have her eyes so that can she suffer. It is disgusting and would never do that. The psychologist should be put in jail.
It ain’t nothing but the devil telling her to blind herself.
no it's a mental illness
at 4:04 that guy on the left is smirking about the eye being eaten by chemicals
I've always wanted to be mute and I feel like for me the reason is my social anxiety not biid and it's like an avoidance thing for me. like I think if I was mute it would make things easier even though it really wouldn't. so maybe she wanted to be blind as an avoidance tactic.
same tbh
***** gr8 idea m8
I can get that, I feel like sometimes it's just easier not to speak because you can end up getting hurt emotionally. I wouldn't want to be deaf though. Since I like singing and hearing music.
No no, you're just an emo teen
Okay, what doctor would do that for very unwell patient.. even allowed each drops drain cleaner in the eyes..
It is that doctor is fired ?
My first guess is he wasn't actually a doctor lol. But idk.
KcLee677 He wasn't a real doctor but claimed to be a licensed therapist online
all the 12 year olds who keep saying she should have donated her eyes, can you please use your brain and think? What doctor in their right mind would perform donor surgery on a patient like this
I Wish Every Eye Had Natural Protection Like A Safety Goggle That Is Part Of You And Grows With You As You Grow.
HOW CAN YOU BE HAPPY AS BLIND???
+kevin johannsen You apparently are.
911ambulancegirl Wat?
+Sanaa Santos well that person didn't know
my comment had nothing to do with anyone's avatar. my comment was in response to the original commenter's comment. They said,"how can anyone be happy as blind?" which is an idiotic question. It implies that having a disability (which, by the way, I AM disabled - I have brain cancer, have had three major brain surgeries, have severe epilepsy and cannot drive, I struggle with many other medical problems too, but my point is I am NO stranger to disabilities and I know what I am talking about...) the question implies that having a disability automatically means you cannot be happy, which is complete an utter bullshit. It also, in a way, takes away some value from the life of those who are disabled. If we, as a society, were to say, disability equals unhappiness, then we could be a few steps away from talking about euthanasia or something similar, just because someone is disabled does not mean they don't feel love, or hope or any other emotion a healthy person feels. So in my opinion making a statement like, "how can anyone be happy as blind?" means that the person who made that statement is, in a way, very uneducated or unaware of how life works, and in that way, they ARE BLIND. So my comment was, well, you can be happy being blind (not in the sense that you cannot see with your eyes, but that you cannot see with your heart, or that you are uneducated and cannot see the world around you). I didn't even see the cat with glasses until it was pointed out. Hope that clears it up.
911ambulancegirl Didn't read it and thx for wasting your time XD
Why not just close ur eyes?
This is just disrespectful against blind people that would give everything to get their sight back!
For each their own. But she could have donated her eyes to someone in need that wanted to feel and “look” like an average joe.
Omg, that person should be held accountable for this. This is sad.
I'm so glad her family disowned her and did not take care of her
This makes me sad cause some people would have to die to get eyesight back
Shes sick. She has biid
This is frustrating because my dad just had a stroke and is blind now because of it.
I'm sorry for your dad. But shes suffering too mental disorder fucked her up
This makes me sick 😰
Therapist is unable to confirm or deny treating this delusional woman
She's so brave. I think we should teach children about transabled people in our schools and encourage them on their journey through their magical transabled journey.
So what happened to the so called 'psychologist' who helped her do this to herself? Jail I hope, but how is that person any different to the doctors who remove healthy genitals from people with gender dysphoria?
it's the same exact. we are supposed to just shut up and affirm all this lunacy. to a degree if your and adult you still shouldn't be allowed to do any of it. but fine. but the fact they push this shit on kids before they even understand sits very badly with me. we need to come back to sanity. our society is very unwell. not sure the answer. I was an athiest and alls I could think to do was turn to God and start praying for humanity. be involved in speaking out against this when ever I can. I never voted before but the Republicans oppose this so now I am voting Republican since 2020 first year I ever voted. I hope we can fix this soon.
@@MrChris7582 agree with you, we are moving into an age of post enlightenment, the age of reason is compromised, maybe ending, most proponents of trans ideology will not have a reasonable factual debate because they can't - their ideology is a cult
That awkward moment when you realize you arent really blind and just closing your eyes...
I think that she should have tried mental health treatments and only used this as her last resort.
Wear safety glasses when using drain cleaner. It would be possible to accidentally splash more than 2 drops.
What she doesn’t understand is (or she probably does tbh) is if she worse a shirt that said “I did this to myself” and everyone around her knew, they would treat her with kindness or help her out daily