You are learning, growing and developing. Using this time to restore,rebalance and regain some inner strength for the unknown exciting journey you've yet to discover. Enjoy this time with your family while you're able - It's all good. I understand and empathise the lack of ability to think let alone live surrounded the electronic soup buzzing constantly, tv's, wifi, mobile, busy shops, transportation noises. I see you as a beautiful warrior. Thank You for sharing, you offer inspiration and shine light into darkness. Wishing you peace, health and happiness. :-)
Kelly watching you on film is like me talking to me, but you have done it, I am now 62 and wish I had done it! But thanks for posting you keep me going. X
It is never too late Kim. I am sat thinking about my next step. I never think we are too old to change, but you need to know what you really want, and that is the part I struggle with lol x
@@theindigotraveller It's so important to get the stories from the older generation before they pass. I have been planning to interview my own aunt for some time. I must get over to see her soon!
Looking forward to seeing Auntie Sue! I totally understand what you say about idle gossip and cups of tea and TV, I cant be doing with that either, I thought it was just me going mad. I dont watch TV at all now, I've not bought a newspaper or magazine for years and i cant be doing with gossip, just poking into people's lives bringing people down. I feel I need to be learning new things all the time too! Thank goodness there's someone else like me, even when I was younger and the kids were at school I used to find the other mums boring and I really thought there was something wrong with me xx
Hi Christine. I would find you really interesting, because you are happy to evolve and learn. so many people think that because they have a steady job, or a few o levels, they are set for life. but I do not buy into that. I want to know everything and experience so much more. x
You have one foot in the house, and it seems you have have one foot ready to leave already...I know you find it difficult to settle, and totally get that, but what has it bought you? A lot of pain, misery and ill health etc. Take some time, spend the winter to get work and savings behind you, then have a good re-think in the spring. Settle down for a while now, stop thinking of moving on until you have had a really good rest, and have made concrete plans. You will move on, but take your time. Your own home and garden will be there for you, but running around here, there and everywhere and working like a dog isn't the way. Breathe....
that is true Bry. I cannot seem to settle anywhere with anyone. I am joining a meditation class over here. I just feel a bit panicky in case I am made to feel i have to stay. Its hard to settle once you hit the road lol
@@theindigotraveller I know, it is hard, but not impossible. Moving on when you are rested, have savings and a decent idea/plan for some time ahead is the way forward....or you will just repeat all over again.
Well said mate - you can get what you say you want Kelly, but it's gonna be a lot of working, saving and sacrifice for maybe a couple of years. I had a mortgage in my twenties, nice house, well paid job (but a bit stressful), had a breakdown/enlightenment/awakening/mid-life crisis whatever you wanna call it 20 years later and worked out what is important for me. I'm not where I wanna be quite yet, but within the next 6 months, I'll be there. Take your time to work out what you would like to happen and what is realistic for you to achieve. No rush, please... "look before you leap" Take care, Dan
I got offered a flat near my old job, but I couldnt take it as I had lost my job and it was in the mountains, far from anywhere else. I turned it down and they took me off the list. I was homeless and had to take the first offer. Also, I am only back here for my family. I think I will end up in my own caravan or van next time x
It is true. I have lived in some amazing places, and some rotten ones. It is better to be poor by the sea and in the mountains, than in a built up city, for me anyway x
Spent a lot of holidays as a child in the Scottish Highlands. It's just breathtaking. I live in the south of England and don't get to go back very often. Did a road trip round the North coast a fews years ago and took in the outer Hebrides as well. Shetland is great too but expensive to get to. The people are very friendly. Parts of Wales are very nice, Penygader just one place that's really out there. Hope you find your dream job soon.
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You are learning, growing and developing. Using this time to restore,rebalance and regain some inner strength for the unknown exciting journey you've yet to discover. Enjoy this time with your family while you're able - It's all good. I understand and empathise the lack of ability to think let alone live surrounded the electronic soup buzzing constantly, tv's, wifi, mobile, busy shops, transportation noises. I see you as a beautiful warrior. Thank You for sharing, you offer inspiration and shine light into darkness. Wishing you peace, health and happiness. :-)
thank you Paula. Life is all about learning. I am still trying to find my way, but its everything for a reason. I hope you are doing well? x
Kelly watching you on film is like me talking to me, but you have done it, I am now 62 and wish I had done it! But thanks for posting you keep me going. X
It is never too late Kim. I am sat thinking about my next step. I never think we are too old to change, but you need to know what you really want, and that is the part I struggle with lol x
Can't wait to meet your Auntie Sue!
she is hilarious . x
@@theindigotraveller It's so important to get the stories from the older generation before they pass. I have been planning to interview my own aunt for some time. I must get over to see her soon!
Looking forward to seeing Auntie Sue! I totally understand what you say about idle gossip and cups of tea and TV, I cant be doing with that either, I thought it was just me going mad. I dont watch TV at all now, I've not bought a newspaper or magazine for years and i cant be doing with gossip, just poking into people's lives bringing people down. I feel I need to be learning new things all the time too! Thank goodness there's someone else like me, even when I was younger and the kids were at school I used to find the other mums boring and I really thought there was something wrong with me xx
Hi Christine. I would find you really interesting, because you are happy to evolve and learn. so many people think that because they have a steady job, or a few o levels, they are set for life. but I do not buy into that. I want to know everything and experience so much more. x
You look very well:)
I live in a remote area in the Lake District and understand how you feel
You have time to plan ure next step
yes, Its a good time to sit and think about my next step. The lake district is lovely. You have some lovely views and walks, and peace, , nice x
Ive watched all your videos, you are a strong person and you will realise your dreams:)
You have one foot in the house, and it seems you have have one foot ready to leave already...I know you find it difficult to settle, and totally get that, but what has it bought you? A lot of pain, misery and ill health etc. Take some time, spend the winter to get work and savings behind you, then have a good re-think in the spring. Settle down for a while now, stop thinking of moving on until you have had a really good rest, and have made concrete plans. You will move on, but take your time. Your own home and garden will be there for you, but running around here, there and everywhere and working like a dog isn't the way. Breathe....
that is true Bry. I cannot seem to settle anywhere with anyone. I am joining a meditation class over here. I just feel a bit panicky in case I am made to feel i have to stay. Its hard to settle once you hit the road lol
@@theindigotraveller I know, it is hard, but not impossible. Moving on when you are rested, have savings and a decent idea/plan for some time ahead is the way forward....or you will just repeat all over again.
Well said mate - you can get what you say you want Kelly, but it's gonna be a lot of working, saving and sacrifice for maybe a couple of years. I had a mortgage in my twenties, nice house, well paid job (but a bit stressful), had a breakdown/enlightenment/awakening/mid-life crisis whatever you wanna call it 20 years later and worked out what is important for me. I'm not where I wanna be quite yet, but within the next 6 months, I'll be there. Take your time to work out what you would like to happen and what is realistic for you to achieve. No rush, please... "look before you leap" Take care, Dan
Can't you apply for a rural council house in Scotland ..
I got offered a flat near my old job, but I couldnt take it as I had lost my job and it was in the mountains, far from anywhere else. I turned it down and they took me off the list. I was homeless and had to take the first offer. Also, I am only back here for my family. I think I will end up in my own caravan or van next time x
Location location location.
It is true. I have lived in some amazing places, and some rotten ones. It is better to be poor by the sea and in the mountains, than in a built up city, for me anyway x
Spent a lot of holidays as a child in the Scottish Highlands. It's just breathtaking. I live in the south of England and don't get to go back very often. Did a road trip round the North coast a fews years ago and took in the outer Hebrides as well. Shetland is great too but expensive to get to. The people are very friendly.
Parts of Wales are very nice, Penygader just one place that's really out there. Hope you find your dream job soon.