Her body language still doesn't seem authentic to me. I'm sensitive to gestures and micro expression. Someone who is fully focused and aware to an observer, seeing their better side of the face, is a sign of dishonesty and lack of authenticity. She never shows her right side even when she realized there was a bird at her window on her left, she avoided turning her face 6:50 And when ever it seems like she is, it truly is just a mirroring of her always focused left side. 🤷♀️ Its nothing personal I just like reading more than just books🤷♀️
My dad once told that he feels like everyone else is a grown up and he's just pretending. He's nearly 60 now and still feels like that. I'm 35 and feel the same as I did at 18 and can't believe I have a father who's nearly 60 when HE should be the 35 year old. The idea that my son sees me as a grown up hits me sometimes. One day he will know that I was just pretending to be one this whole time too...
This is so odd to me. I'm 35 in a couple days and no way in hell I feel 18. 18 was a lifetime ago. My dad is 71 and I'm pretty sure he feels like an adult. He's lived a lot of life.
"I don't want to be beautiful, I want to feel beautiful" It doesn't matter that everyone tells you you're beautiful, what matters is that you feel that way and believe it.
I don’t know if she does but imo, it’s probably the most attractive quality about her. For all her wonderful makeup tips & advice, the vulnerability of her real self, makes me like her even more. Such an authentic girl & I’m totally here for it! 💕
"If you're old, it's still Amber" Amber. You're absolutely right. I've been following since about 200k and you're one of the only YT'ers who haven't changed at all. Thank you Amber 💖 for still being you!!
When you think you can't love any RUclipsr anymore... She's amazing. God, I love love love her. She has taught me to love myself before I love anyone else.
Your authenticity is so rare & such a breath of fresh air! Girls never feel “good enough.” You’re right, the closer we get to an “ideal,” the less good we feel inside. You can’t put foundation over gaping emotional wounds. It’s really time we stopped this crap ie the filters, the photoshop, the plastic surgery tweaks & the endless cycle of still not cutting it. The truth is that perfection is an illusion & tbh, our flaws & quirks make us who we are. Thank you for showing us the real & vulnerable aspects of yourself. You’re a great role model for young women, keep it up! 💕
You might be the only famous girl on the internet that never made me feel bad about myself you have always been true to yourself and to us, so i love you amber
You’re NOT faking the life you live. Your alter ego is you, she’s apart of you. Even if she only shows up 1% of the time and even if you only show her to the world. The other 99% of the time you still getting money, you’re still traveling the world and you’re finally out of the hardest time in your life you never thought would end! Idc, I want to see Amber in her truest form and her “fakest” because either way your personality doesn’t change!!😩 I love that and I love you! Like if you agree 👍🏽💞
"I gave into it. Like I said before I wish I didn't, but I did. So there you go." For me, that was the realest moment in the whole video. It's hard being a human, and admitting to our flaws and weaknesses while owning them is actually a sign of major strength. Keep your head up, girl.
This made me cry so much!! Because I feel so insecure about myself, thank you amber for showing the world your real self!!! No one is perfect and I need to accept that about myself someday...
This really hit me hard in this head when Amber mentioned about the “perfect right time”. I always made excuses of not start doing stuff bcz I want to wait for the right time. However, like she said “the perfect right time is when you start doing it.”
Right before I saw this video I saw a quote that said " Instead of attacking what you hate, start promoting what you love. Become the love that you need on the inside."
I started watching Amber in high school, my senior year I went through a very rough time, being in an abusive relationship where I eventually was raped twice. I gained a lot of weight by eating my pain away, I've hated my body... Even to this day. My depression has gotten worse but whenever I watch Amber's videos I don't feel alone. It's a safe space to where I wont feel judged or be made fun of because I'm over weight. Her advice always makes me feel better.
I'm so so sorry you went through that 😟 I experienced something similar and it's so hard to love and care for your body properly when you've felt like it has betrayed you or you've lost control of it at some point. You're still here and you're doing amazing 💗💗💗 Sending you loads of love never forget how strong and worthy you are 🥰
I’m so sorry you’ve been through so much! I hope you think about seeing a therapist if you aren’t already! There are treatments you can go through that have helped me tremendously! Good luck! Thinking of you! 💕
i was always the chubby, weirdo, emo girl in high school and amber makes me feel so safe. i feel like she would be the pretty girl that i thought was so cool. i feel that she would say hi to me in the halls and always be so nice to me. idk man she seems so loving and uplifting.
amber is like the popular girl from high school that you’re super fucking jealous of and want to hate bc she’s so perfect but you can’t because she doesn’t do ANYTHING wrong. like she’s pretty, she’s nice, she’s supportive, she’s honest. what more could we want
Again: we just live in a judgemental society. Everyone is beautiful. But nobody is perfect. Social media is just toxic. That’s why I don’t have IG, etc. Don’t let anybody tell you that you have to be a certain way. Be yourself. Have a nice day everyone!
absolutely agree and you don't need it I refused to get IG for years people would ask me why I dint have it simply I knew how unrealistic it is and I just dint care.
Watch this while getting ready to go to bed ( removing makeup, brushing your teeth, undoing your hair, getting imperfect basically ) right when you’re done and you’re laying in your bed you feel so at peace
"the more perfect you start to look, the less perfect the image is that you see" i have loved watching you over the past 5 years bc of how confident and kind you are! thanks for talking about real things that we all struggle with. you really are beautiful inside and out (with or without makeup!)
Amber , what you just did with this video is perfect. You humanized yourself to an entire new level. Be proud of you, you have courage, you is smart , beautiful and kind.
Thank you for being so open & honest. Also, I can definitely relate to living with that pressure of being perfect. As a woman, I’m expected to wear makeup, be fully dressed, go to my 9-5, come home to cook dinner, maintain a clean household, be there for friends & family, be there for your partner, etc. There’s only so many hours in a day & sometimes I don’t have time for all of this. I know that I’m doing ok in life as long as I’m trying my best, because I can’t give anything more than my best ya know? But whenever I don’t get to everything on my list I feel like a failure.
Thank you so much, I really needed to hear this today. It helps to know I’m not alone because sometimes life can feel pretty lonely. I suffer from depression and to be honest I have never felt beautiful in my life. I felt pretty on my wedding day, but not beautiful. I completely get the break downs 17 times a day, I’m right there along side you. I would like to learn how to do makeup properly so I could sometimes pretend I’m someone who has their life together and looks beautiful and sexy. I don’t even know what that would feel like, even to pretend. Thank you so much for this video, your honesty and transparency is very helpful. I really needed this, I am a perfectionist also, which triggers my depression daily. Sometimes I don’t feel like I do anything right. I am grateful for this video and wish I had a friend like you. Sending you love and light to cheer you up when you feel down. 🤗💕
I completely relate, Jill! I’m 23 and haven’t experienced a wedding date yet but can tell you it does definitely start from within yourself to feel beautiful. You sound like a beautiful person, and I’m so sorry you feel this way. I’ve also struggled with depression for about a decade now. A quick pick me up? I’ve been watching RUclips makeup tutorials since 5th grade (2008) and you should check out Wayne goss, Lisa Eldridge, and others- they’re great professional makeup artists/industry professionals who give great tips on makeup. If you ever want to talk, I get notifications to replies so let me know! Sounds like you need to do something for yourself… and I’m guilty because I need to do that too lol. I’m sending you love from CA, wherever you are I’ll make sure you receive it! All the best 🥰🥰
Social media is wack and the beauty standards are just getting more and more ridiculous each year! As cheesy and cliche - everyone is beautiful and perfectly imperfect in they’re own way. Go at you’re own pace and do what makes YOU happy! Stay positive and optimistic, we only have one life on this earth so live it at its fullest🤍🥂 love you amber 💕
The Indian pandemic condition was giving me terrible anxiety and just when i thought nothing can help i received a notification that my queen uploaded.
Thanks for this girl! I have gained over 30 pounds in a year. My depression was so bad, I went on antidepressants and even though I feel SOOO much better I hate how I look. And you know what. I would rather get out of bed everyday chubby then go back to being thinner and not being able to get out of bed for days! Sending love and light to you all 💞✨
My bipolar meds make me gain weight too. The only thing i found that lets me stay on my meds and keep my typical weight is cutting out breads, pasta, etc and eating way less meat. Weird but works. For years egven running and exercising wouldnt help
Everybody makes mistakes Everybody has those days Everybody knows what, what I'm talkin 'bout Everybody gets that way Everybody makes mistakes Everybody has those days Everybody knows what, what I'm talkin 'bout Everybody gets that way, yeah!
i could write a paragraph rn but all i want to say is thank u for helping me shape myself into the person i am today i still have a lot of growing to do but i’m still young so it’s okay. my self love is a new love i’ve never had before.. but it’s still love. we love u ur perfectly imperfect and that’s what makes u so amazing. thank u 💗
I love the no makeup version of Amber. The real beauty is her personality. You just want to give her a big kiss on the cheek, hug her and tell her, "You are great the way you are. You make me laugh and smile. Thank you." ❤️❤️❤️✨✨✨
Amber, your personality is so giving. Honestly, when I am feeling down you really make me get to see the real nature of the world... Which is that nobody can be perfect and life is actually about our imperfections... that is what makes our lives spicy. Honesty, vulnerability, and love, that´s what it is about. And I have to say after I opened to the world, I found my love in the other person. So do not be afraid to be what you are... because you are lovable.
I’m standing here, questioning my existence, looking in your eyes and feeling everything at once. For a long time, I feel. Not sure what exactly, but thank you for reminding me that I’m human and allowed to exist, to make mistakes and to simply be. I feel you so much that it hurts that I can’t show you that, but I know that up there is someone who have a greater purpose for those like you ❤️
I really wish more youtubers or IG models would do this. Wish it was a trend to show what happens off social media or off camera & embrace it. I'm a mom & only get dressed up or look nice about once or twice a week, never really have me time, so I usually feel down or wish I looked like other women I see on social media. I really really needed this, thank you.
I understand the way you feel, I have two kids and between the house and the kids I don’t have time for myself and I’m ok with that because I like the house clean and have time for the kids, but my husband don’t appreciate that. He start telling me that I have to look different and put make up on, but I feel that is either the house clean or me looking pretty. Is really stressing.
Nobody is perfect. Not at all. Everyone is perfect in their own special and unique way. So don’t try to change yourself physically. If still don’t like it. We support to get whatever you want to do with your body .
I freaking love this for you. Thank you for being real, the simple reminder that we’re all this human (even our favorite celebrities) is a beautiful one.
I started crying when you started choking on your words and it made me realize that I compare myself to others or how my body used to look like more than I think and now I want to work even harder on loving me for me. You’re an inspiration, I love you Amber, thank you 🥺💕
I just love how honest you are, and make all the girls out there including me , that I am not alone in this. But Amber, even though most times you are not wearing makeup or other stuff, you are still beautiful. Dont be hard on your self xxxx
Something I live by is “you’ll never get over and past the emotion if you don’t allow yourself to feel it.” You have to allow yourself to be imperfect to end up happy. Realizing it’s okay to cry and be angry and be scared is so important, because if you don’t allow yourself to feel it, you’ll never move on and feel the next emotion❤️
When Amber said : when someone asks you how you are, and you don't know whether you should say Good and ask how are you. Or whether you should Start shouting into the universe... The reason I live in my room, cause I'm to scared of being asked that question and not knowing how to answer. Cause I don't want to lie, nor do I want to sound like a reck
I think the world encourages us to push this perfect narrative so when it’s time to talk about real shit it doesn’t fit into the box it’s like you dared step out of the matrix of ordinary responses and that’s so terrifying to most ppl. I think we should be honest, if it’s a good day it’s a good day and if it’s not 🤷🏽♀️ that’s ok too
I am a 43 year old mother in South Africa and I feel the EXACT same pressure to be perfect! Maybe not as intensely as you because I don't have a huge following, but still, the pressure is real. And you are right, the more we try to look and be perfect, the crazier we feel. There is NO such thing as perfect.
Love the poem. I’ve watched your channel since I was a young baby-teen and I’m 26 now. Happy you’re doing better and growing into your best and most beautiful self everyday ❤ thanks for being inspiring to the fashionista and the human I am
Dear Amber, you should be a motivational speaker by profession, touring the globe and giving speeches because we really need more people like you being transparent about their lives. Thank you for being there. I'm sending you positive energy and vibes❤
Stop I feel like Amber is the only one who is honest on her RUclips. I love how open she is about her true self and how she reminds her viewers it’s okay not to be okay all the time. I FRICKIN LOVE YOU GIRL, keep inspiring and doing amazing things ♥️
Soon to be 55 years old ..and your words of wisdom has many tears running down my face. This is the best video. I hope many more millions see this. You are real, you have alot of life figured out. You make me smile. Keep crying and keep being positive. You are awesome in so many ways.
6:15 "The more perfect you start to look the less perfect image that you see" That should be an Amber quote!! You are beautiful ether way! I totally get it!
Watching this again cuz I don't feel good about myself and life is a bish, this was really comforting, I hope you'll do more of this, love you Amber 🥺💕
Can we have more real influencers like Amber. Ps. I’ve cried a week straight. If it wasn’t for Amber, these past 2 weeks in the hospital would have sucked even more than they did. Thank you Queen!!💖💖
i literally love you amber. u arent afraid 2 show who u rlly are and thats amazing. so many ppl wish they could be u and by showing ur true self ur teaching them 2 just be happy with who they r.
Amber I genuinely love you as a human and I cannot thank you enough for sharing this, not just for me but for all the people who watch your videos and who get to grow up and learn all this from you. It sure took me a long time to learn it alone, so here's to being imperfect.
I’m a mama and I can tell you when I leave this world the love I feel for my baby girl will echo through the universe long after I’m gone and I know as a mama yours felt the same way about you and the love she felt for you is still humming through the cosmos to you now
At 10:10 where you say " growing up doesn't mean you don't make bad decisions anymore, it means you learn more from them every time and in the future you don't make them again" might be the best and most true thing i have ever heard. take care.
This means so much to me♥️ This might sound stupid but i'm bullied, i think bad things about my self, feel like i'm fat and it's hard. This makes me feel more comfortable and happy. Amber if you are reading this, it really means so much. I always wanted to meet you but i feel you will never be here where I am. So thank you about everything. ♥️♥️😭
This is such a huge reason we love you. Even when you showed us your perfect life side, you've always been so supportive to us who have been trying to get there. This shows that maybe we can have some almost perfect snapshots in life, even when the rest of the time it's a bit of a hot mess
that was the kind of "reality punch" we all needed🙏 I think that couch-potato-amber in her three days old hoodie with stains on it is as beautiful as instagram-amber☺️ thanks for spreading positivity ❤️ sending you all the love you deserve, Amber! ❤️❤️❤️
I really admire Amber. Like all of us, she’s just trying to make it through each day one moment at a time. She’s humble about everything and inspires us to let go of illusions in order to embrace acceptance. Mad respect ✊
This women will really make me cry in all these girls to guide😭😭😭 thankyou for being so real with us and thankyou so much for being here, you don't know how much impact you have on me. Thankyou 💗
I’m watching this now as a more recent fan, I’ve already been going in a depression spiral and I was bawling my eyes watching this. This is exactly what it feels like in your mid 20’s and you haven’t graduated school or your disabled or don’t have a job and live at home and you see all your friends who have made it there and you just think, is any of it even real. I needed this, I cried my eyes out amber thank you for validating everyone and me. I wish I could hug you just to have a sparkle of your light. I really have not truly expressed what this video means to me. Truly.
The spider part made me laugh way too hard because I’m 21 and my mum went away for one night last night, and I ended up on all 4s on the kitchen bench, hysterically crying, trying to spray a spider for an hour lmao
Ahhh one time I was looking for something that fell behind a weird spot, saw a black widow, freaked out and couldn't get off the thing I was laying on, was getting sick and started running a fever and the ancient dog who needed help gettinf up made me cry. Early 20s must just be rough, better be be a good reason omg 😅
Oh no! I can relate to this so much! I'm 23 & one night I was just chilling in bed, watching RUclips, when a giant spider decided to hang down from its web right in front of my face! I leaped out of bed & spent at least an hour, going back & forth trying to figure out where it was on my bed, while trying to convince myself I could catch it. I was in tears at the end because I just wanted to relax in bed & I had all my blankets on the floor at this point. I finally got it but kept feeling like there were spiders everywhere after that.
I know I don't know you, as you said people post on the internet only what they want, and so they appear as they want BUT believe me, from the energy that I get from you I can tell that you are a beautiful precious human being. I appreciate and admire u so much.
@@gratefulchick917 it helps break the illusion of perfection and helps us realize that the pressure to be perfect is a mindset instilled in us all by toxic standards portrayed by the media, not just in beauty and appearance but in all walks of life. We don’t have to be perfect, we just have to be where we are and be gentle and loving with ourselves, bc I do think in a way perfection does exist, but in a different way... in the way that we are all already perfect EXACTLY as we are, that doesn’t mean we stop striving to grow and change and evolve over time, but helps us realize that where we are right now, is exactly where we are supposed to be right now otherwise we would be elsewhere.
Thank you so much Amber. I needed this today, I’ve been feeling so alone, insecure, and tired of trying to keep up with the impossible. Thank you for reminding me to live life and to just make human decisions and to learn and be grateful for them. You’re such a light in this world and I’m glad to experience it. Love you 💙
you bring so much light and happiness into this world. you make me feel so confident and you made me love myself. amber you genuinely deserve the world. i love you so so much. 💕
I really appreciate you making this video and always being true to you. It is so brave to be this honest. I love you Amber. I have been watching your channel for years. When you teared about about the inner /mental prefect society expectations are so hard. When I look the best on social media I’m usually 1min from having a mental break down, than my loved ones don’t understand why the online vs in person versions are different. Once I learned to not be perfect and all adults don’t know what they are doing. I felt a weight off my shoulder 💕
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I feel like a lot more people needed to hear this than you thought...
So many need to hear this message including me!
Yes you are absolutely correct my friend
I LOVE THE PFP😏💓
Yup me too I needed that
Yes, a lot more, cause everyone did 🤍
Unlike other youtubers she isn’t afraid to show her true self which keeps her real and we love it!
Yes that's so true. Love the honesty
♥️
thats what makes her beautiful regardless of what she is wearing.
We Stan Amber
Her body language still doesn't seem authentic to me. I'm sensitive to gestures and micro expression. Someone who is fully focused and aware to an observer, seeing their better side of the face, is a sign of dishonesty and lack of authenticity. She never shows her right side even when she realized there was a bird at her window on her left, she avoided turning her face 6:50
And when ever it seems like she is, it truly is just a mirroring of her always focused left side.
🤷♀️ Its nothing personal I just like reading more than just books🤷♀️
My dad once told that he feels like everyone else is a grown up and he's just pretending. He's nearly 60 now and still feels like that. I'm 35 and feel the same as I did at 18 and can't believe I have a father who's nearly 60 when HE should be the 35 year old. The idea that my son sees me as a grown up hits me sometimes. One day he will know that I was just pretending to be one this whole time too...
I'm 25 and I feel the same. I'm slowly learning nobody knows what they are doing, some just know how to pretend better.
I’m 33 and this is everything I needed! Gonna screenshot 🥲🙏🏽
We all are pretending don't worry
This is so odd to me. I'm 35 in a couple days and no way in hell I feel 18. 18 was a lifetime ago. My dad is 71 and I'm pretty sure he feels like an adult. He's lived a lot of life.
This is exactly how I feel. I’m 26,and I don’t drive either so I feel even less of an adult lol.
“The more perfect you look, the less perfect you see.” Hit my SOUL
"I don't want to be beautiful, I want to feel beautiful"
It doesn't matter that everyone tells you you're beautiful, what matters is that you feel that way and believe it.
i feel beautiful because i am beautiful
Agree
Does Amber know that we follow her because we love her personality and imperfections/vulnerabilities? It's what makes her super relatable!
I don’t know if she does but imo, it’s probably the most attractive quality about her. For all her wonderful makeup tips & advice, the vulnerability of her real self, makes me like her even more. Such an authentic girl & I’m totally here for it! 💕
@@renb6133 I agree! It makes her so much more beautiful than those who just try to be perfect all the time
please keep this on here for atleast 10 years so then my 25 year old me can watch this again
I am going to watch this every month as a reminder
Yes please but In my case my 35 year old self
I’ll be 34
Can we please appreciate the fact that she wrote a kiss for every. single. one. of her subscribers in the description 🥺🥺💕💕
🥺❤️❤️
She's been doing it since forever, and it's beautiful :)
Always
She always does ❤️🥰
She made me cry 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
"If you're old, it's still Amber"
Amber. You're absolutely right. I've been following since about 200k and you're one of the only YT'ers who haven't changed at all. Thank you Amber 💖 for still being you!!
“Sometimes your decisions can just be for joy” is something we should all remember
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When you think you can't love any RUclipsr anymore...
She's amazing. God, I love love love her. She has taught me to love myself before I love anyone else.
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Your authenticity is so rare & such a breath of fresh air! Girls never feel “good enough.” You’re right, the closer we get to an “ideal,” the less good we feel inside. You can’t put foundation over gaping emotional wounds. It’s really time we stopped this crap ie the filters, the photoshop, the plastic surgery tweaks & the endless cycle of still not cutting it. The truth is that perfection is an illusion & tbh, our flaws & quirks make us who we are. Thank you for showing us the real & vulnerable aspects of yourself. You’re a great role model for young women, keep it up! 💕
You might be the only famous girl on the internet that never made me feel bad about myself you have always been true to yourself and to us, so i love you amber
true ❤️
True ...makes me feel good☺️
You’re NOT faking the life you live. Your alter ego is you, she’s apart of you. Even if she only shows up 1% of the time and even if you only show her to the world. The other 99% of the time you still getting money, you’re still traveling the world and you’re finally out of the hardest time in your life you never thought would end! Idc, I want to see Amber in her truest form and her “fakest” because either way your personality doesn’t change!!😩 I love that and I love you! Like if you agree 👍🏽💞
"get you a girl that can do both. NO, be a girl that can be both" this made me smile so hard !!i love love this!
Amber, you NEED to write a book, seriously.
Your notes and everything you say, the way you do so. In love.
She is working on it
i’m working on it :)
@@AmberScholl yay I love you
@@AmberScholl omg yesss, didn't know that. Wow, amazing news to me :)
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This video came into my life at the perfect time 🥺🥺🥺😭😭😭 TYSM. I’ve been watching you for YEARS! 🤍
A queen supporting another queen. Love to see it
Omg love you Diamond! Queens support queens 👸🏻
Omg Hi I love you asmr videos
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a queen supporting a queen ah. i love you both sm
"I gave into it. Like I said before I wish I didn't, but I did. So there you go." For me, that was the realest moment in the whole video. It's hard being a human, and admitting to our flaws and weaknesses while owning them is actually a sign of major strength. Keep your head up, girl.
Amber is the best role model ever. I’ve been looking up to her since I was 13/14. Love her
aw this video was really nice amber, love you
This made me cry so much!! Because I feel so insecure about myself, thank you amber for showing the world your real self!!! No one is perfect and I need to accept that about myself someday...
you're beautiful i hope you know that
This really hit me hard in this head when Amber mentioned about the “perfect right time”. I always made excuses of not start doing stuff bcz I want to wait for the right time. However, like she said “the perfect right time is when you start doing it.”
Same
Right before I saw this video I saw a quote that said " Instead of attacking what you hate, start promoting what you love. Become the love that you need on the inside."
I just fell in love with this girl! I love how realistic she is and truth be told I see her much more beautiful without she being “perfect”.
I started watching Amber in high school, my senior year I went through a very rough time, being in an abusive relationship where I eventually was raped twice. I gained a lot of weight by eating my pain away, I've hated my body... Even to this day. My depression has gotten worse but whenever I watch Amber's videos I don't feel alone. It's a safe space to where I wont feel judged or be made fun of because I'm over weight. Her advice always makes me feel better.
I'm so so sorry you went through that 😟 I experienced something similar and it's so hard to love and care for your body properly when you've felt like it has betrayed you or you've lost control of it at some point. You're still here and you're doing amazing 💗💗💗 Sending you loads of love never forget how strong and worthy you are 🥰
Sending you loads of love❤️❤️❤️❤️
I am so sorry for you sending lots of love 💖💖
Sending love
Ps. You’re absolutely gorgeous
I’m so sorry you’ve been through so much! I hope you think about seeing a therapist if you aren’t already! There are treatments you can go through that have helped me tremendously! Good luck! Thinking of you! 💕
i was always the chubby, weirdo, emo girl in high school and amber makes me feel so safe. i feel like she would be the pretty girl that i thought was so cool. i feel that she would say hi to me in the halls and always be so nice to me. idk man she seems so loving and uplifting.
amber is like the popular girl from high school that you’re super fucking jealous of and want to hate bc she’s so perfect but you can’t because she doesn’t do ANYTHING wrong. like she’s pretty, she’s nice, she’s supportive, she’s honest. what more could we want
How can you love someone you’ve never met? We need more Amber in life ♥️
Again: we just live in a judgemental society.
Everyone is beautiful. But nobody is perfect. Social media is just toxic. That’s why I don’t have IG, etc. Don’t let anybody tell you that you have to be a certain way. Be yourself. Have a nice day everyone!
Facts.
Yes
I don’t have social media besides RUclips. It has helped me tremendously with being more positive about my natural self.
never had any social media, still hate myself. send help
absolutely agree and you don't need it I refused to get IG for years people would ask me why I dint have it simply I knew how unrealistic it is and I just dint care.
Watch this while getting ready to go to bed ( removing makeup, brushing your teeth, undoing your hair, getting imperfect basically ) right when you’re done and you’re laying in your bed you feel so at peace
"the more perfect you start to look, the less perfect the image is that you see"
i have loved watching you over the past 5 years bc of how confident and kind you are! thanks for talking about real things that we all struggle with. you really are beautiful inside and out (with or without makeup!)
Amber , what you just did with this video is perfect. You humanized yourself to an entire new level.
Be proud of you, you have courage, you is smart , beautiful and kind.
I love how raw she is with us. It’s so hard to be so vulnerable, especially to millions of people. She’s such a queen 👑
Thank you for being so open & honest. Also, I can definitely relate to living with that pressure of being perfect. As a woman, I’m expected to wear makeup, be fully dressed, go to my 9-5, come home to cook dinner, maintain a clean household, be there for friends & family, be there for your partner, etc. There’s only so many hours in a day & sometimes I don’t have time for all of this. I know that I’m doing ok in life as long as I’m trying my best, because I can’t give anything more than my best ya know? But whenever I don’t get to everything on my list I feel like a failure.
Literally whatever the hell she does, she is gonna be my role-model FOREVER.
I saw this quote once that was like “you can’t hate yourself into someone you love” and I try to live by that 😭
whoaa good one :'(
Thank you so much, I really needed to hear this today. It helps to know I’m not alone because sometimes life can feel pretty lonely. I suffer from depression and to be honest I have never felt beautiful in my life. I felt pretty on my wedding day, but not beautiful. I completely get the break downs 17 times a day, I’m right there along side you. I would like to learn how to do makeup properly so I could sometimes pretend I’m someone who has their life together and looks beautiful and sexy. I don’t even know what that would feel like, even to pretend.
Thank you so much for this video, your honesty and transparency is very helpful. I really needed this, I am a perfectionist also, which triggers my depression daily. Sometimes I don’t feel like I do anything right. I am grateful for this video and wish I had a friend like you.
Sending you love and light to cheer you up when you feel down. 🤗💕
I completely relate, Jill! I’m 23 and haven’t experienced a wedding date yet but can tell you it does definitely start from within yourself to feel beautiful. You sound like a beautiful person, and I’m so sorry you feel this way. I’ve also struggled with depression for about a decade now. A quick pick me up? I’ve been watching RUclips makeup tutorials since 5th grade (2008) and you should check out Wayne goss, Lisa Eldridge, and others- they’re great professional makeup artists/industry professionals who give great tips on makeup. If you ever want to talk, I get notifications to replies so let me know! Sounds like you need to do something for yourself… and I’m guilty because I need to do that too lol. I’m sending you love from CA, wherever you are I’ll make sure you receive it! All the best 🥰🥰
Social media is wack and the beauty standards are just getting more and more ridiculous each year! As cheesy and cliche - everyone is beautiful and perfectly imperfect in they’re own way. Go at you’re own pace and do what makes YOU happy! Stay positive and optimistic, we only have one life on this earth so live it at its fullest🤍🥂 love you amber 💕
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Beauty standards that white women created. Y’all can’t even live up to it
The Indian pandemic condition was giving me terrible anxiety and just when i thought nothing can help i received a notification that my queen uploaded.
i hope ur you, family and friends r safe
Yeah, we're safe. But everyone is effected directly or indirectly.
Oh, stay healthy and safe, PLEASE. I'm brazilian and things here are not easy either, but I hope India and Brazil heal soon and get back on track
I hope that the situation gets much better soon, love from England xx
@@ferrarasabrina you too love! Stay safe. Hopefully things will get better soon.
thank you for talking about it all, don't forget that its so inspirational and makes a huge difference in all our hearts, and we love you 💜🤍
„Your eyeliner is the only thing that can be perfect, alway remember that“ - 2021, Amber Scholl
My room always looks a mess. I don't always do my dishes. I don't care about being perfect. I am perfectly happy being imperfect.
Fact
Same here ✋
It’s realistic, there are other priorities in life ❤️
This hit so hard.
Thank you for being real. You ARE beautiful and that's not just based on your looks.
Thanks for this girl! I have gained over 30 pounds in a year. My depression was so bad, I went on antidepressants and even though I feel SOOO much better I hate how I look. And you know what. I would rather get out of bed everyday chubby then go back to being thinner and not being able to get out of bed for days! Sending love and light to you all 💞✨
💛💛💛💛💛
My bipolar meds make me gain weight too. The only thing i found that lets me stay on my meds and keep my typical weight is cutting out breads, pasta, etc and eating way less meat. Weird but works. For years egven running and exercising wouldnt help
Everybody makes mistakes
Everybody has those days
Everybody knows what, what I'm talkin 'bout
Everybody gets that way
Everybody makes mistakes
Everybody has those days
Everybody knows what, what I'm talkin 'bout
Everybody gets that way, yeah!
Go Hannah go hannah
nobaaady's perfect ....
but you get the best of both worlds
i needed this, thank you
. Yo who ruined the sync..now we gotta do it again istg
i could write a paragraph rn but all i want to say is thank u for helping me shape myself into the person i am today i still have a lot of growing to do but i’m still young so it’s okay. my self love is a new love i’ve never had before.. but it’s still love. we love u ur perfectly imperfect and that’s what makes u so amazing. thank u 💗
I love the no makeup version of Amber. The real beauty is her personality. You just want to give her a big kiss on the cheek, hug her and tell her, "You are great the way you are. You make me laugh and smile. Thank you." ❤️❤️❤️✨✨✨
I love both
Oww Amber for us you’ll be the most realistic person in the earth : wanting to be perfect but showing how truly you are with us
Really love that about her
@@gratefulchick917 😃 uhm ma’am most of the comments I see you on the replies lol no hate it’s just funny I mean I do it sometimes too
Amber, your personality is so giving. Honestly, when I am feeling down you really make me get to see the real nature of the world... Which is that nobody can be perfect and life is actually about our imperfections... that is what makes our lives spicy. Honesty, vulnerability, and love, that´s what it is about.
And I have to say after I opened to the world, I found my love in the other person. So do not be afraid to be what you are... because you are lovable.
I’m standing here, questioning my existence, looking in your eyes and feeling everything at once. For a long time, I feel. Not sure what exactly, but thank you for reminding me that I’m human and allowed to exist, to make mistakes and to simply be.
I feel you so much that it hurts that I can’t show you that, but I know that up there is someone who have a greater purpose for those like you ❤️
🤍🤍🤍 with you sweet girl
I really wish more youtubers or IG models would do this. Wish it was a trend to show what happens off social media or off camera & embrace it. I'm a mom & only get dressed up or look nice about once or twice a week, never really have me time, so I usually feel down or wish I looked like other women I see on social media. I really really needed this, thank you.
I understand the way you feel, I have two kids and between the house and the kids I don’t have time for myself and I’m ok with that because I like the house clean and have time for the kids, but my husband don’t appreciate that. He start telling me that I have to look different and put make up on, but I feel that is either the house clean or me looking pretty. Is really stressing.
You already look like an ig model girl 🎀
I love how honest you are with us. Most influencers don’t want us to see the real them. I love you. You’re amazing. ❤
“Eat cake for dinner if you want “ - me literally eating cake for dinner while watching this: 👁👄👁
Cheesecake count?
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@@ivoryalyce6132 yes
Nobody is perfect. Not at all. Everyone is perfect in their own special and unique way. So don’t try to change yourself physically. If still don’t like it. We support to get whatever you want to do with your body .
I freaking love this for you. Thank you for being real, the simple reminder that we’re all this human (even our favorite celebrities) is a beautiful one.
been going thru a rough time 🥺, this is really cheering me up thank you for being here amber🤍 and anyone reading this comment love yall
I started crying when you started choking on your words and it made me realize that I compare myself to others or how my body used to look like more than I think and now I want to work even harder on loving me for me. You’re an inspiration, I love you Amber, thank you 🥺💕
I just love how honest you are, and make all the girls out there including me , that I am not alone in this. But Amber, even though most times you are not wearing makeup or other stuff, you are still beautiful. Dont be hard on your self xxxx
Amber always makes my days better when she uploads 💓
I feel like Amber needs to write her own book on self love and a girls guides it would be such a good book
YAS!!
Loved this 💜
10:32 "Plato: Nothing ever is, everything is becoming." My girl Amber be teaching us philosophy disguised as girl talks here 😌🙌❤️
Something I live by is “you’ll never get over and past the emotion if you don’t allow yourself to feel it.” You have to allow yourself to be imperfect to end up happy. Realizing it’s okay to cry and be angry and be scared is so important, because if you don’t allow yourself to feel it, you’ll never move on and feel the next emotion❤️
I've been watching you for so many years now and you still manage to cheer me up with your talks. You are such a light.
When Amber said : when someone asks you how you are, and you don't know whether you should say Good and ask how are you. Or whether you should Start shouting into the universe... The reason I live in my room, cause I'm to scared of being asked that question and not knowing how to answer. Cause I don't want to lie, nor do I want to sound like a reck
You want to talk?
I think the world encourages us to push this perfect narrative so when it’s time to talk about real shit it doesn’t fit into the box it’s like you dared step out of the matrix of ordinary responses and that’s so terrifying to most ppl. I think we should be honest, if it’s a good day it’s a good day and if it’s not 🤷🏽♀️ that’s ok too
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I cried when she said: "nobody's life is perfect, not even hers not even close" 🥺you are so pure Amber ❤️
I am a 43 year old mother in South Africa and I feel the EXACT same pressure to be perfect! Maybe not as intensely as you because I don't have a huge following, but still, the pressure is real. And you are right, the more we try to look and be perfect, the crazier we feel. There is NO such thing as perfect.
I'm here crying over school, while eating cereal, watching amber because she's the only thing that gets my mind off of life.
Sending you love, wherever you are 💕💕💕
@@CorrinaMusic Awe thankyou love
Aww, sorry to hear that. Why are you crying over school? (I was just eating cereal too 🙂)
@@katemiller5990 Its stressful
@@shaysanders1711 I hear you!
Too much school work, or other stuff? x
amber never fails to make me feel safe and comfortable with myself.
Love the poem. I’ve watched your channel since I was a young baby-teen and I’m 26 now. Happy you’re doing better and growing into your best and most beautiful self everyday ❤ thanks for being inspiring to the fashionista and the human I am
Dear Amber, you should be a motivational speaker by profession, touring the globe and giving speeches because we really need more people like you being transparent about their lives. Thank you for being there. I'm sending you positive energy and vibes❤
Stop I feel like Amber is the only one who is honest on her RUclips. I love how open she is about her true self and how she reminds her viewers it’s okay not to be okay all the time. I FRICKIN LOVE YOU GIRL, keep inspiring and doing amazing things ♥️
Soon to be 55 years old
..and your words of wisdom has many tears running down my face. This is the best video. I hope many more millions see this. You are real, you have alot of life figured out. You make me smile. Keep crying and keep being positive. You are awesome in so many ways.
6:15 "The more perfect you start to look the less perfect image that you see" That should be an Amber quote!! You are beautiful ether way! I totally get it!
Amber I’ve had AND lost so many friends in my 27 years of existence and I wish I would’ve met a friend like you! You spoke to a lot of us 💕
Watching this again cuz I don't feel good about myself and life is a bish, this was really comforting, I hope you'll do more of this, love you Amber 🥺💕
Can we have more real influencers like Amber. Ps. I’ve cried a week straight. If it wasn’t for Amber, these past 2 weeks in the hospital would have sucked even more than they did. Thank you Queen!!💖💖
@Parker Daniels Thank you so much!💖
*The more perfect u try to look, the less perfect image that u see*
and thats the real tea.
i literally love you amber. u arent afraid 2 show who u rlly are and thats amazing. so many ppl wish they could be u and by showing ur true self ur teaching them 2 just be happy with who they r.
Amber I genuinely love you as a human and I cannot thank you enough for sharing this, not just for me but for all the people who watch your videos and who get to grow up and learn all this from you. It sure took me a long time to learn it alone, so here's to being imperfect.
I literally was crying right b4 this. Missing my mom..mother's day is difficult. Then I watched this..and cried some more..but I feel a little better
She’s watching over you, and loves you so💓
I’m a mama and I can tell you when I leave this world the love I feel for my baby girl will echo through the universe long after I’m gone and I know as a mama yours felt the same way about you and the love she felt for you is still humming through the cosmos to you now
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Hi Shell 💞💞 keep your head up gorgeous she’s in the air all around you!! Felt the same, Mother’s Day is always a hard day you got this!!!
@@nessmonae thank you 🤗🤗🤗
I think I’m going to watch this video everyday. RUclips’s algorithm hit the jackpot! Thank you Amber💜💜💜
I love the fact she so real and not afraid to be her self. We need more people like her
At 10:10 where you say " growing up doesn't mean you don't make bad decisions anymore, it means you learn more from them every time and in the future you don't make them again" might be the best and most true thing i have ever heard. take care.
This means so much to me♥️ This might sound stupid but i'm bullied, i think bad things about my self, feel like i'm fat and it's hard. This makes me feel more comfortable and happy. Amber if you are reading this, it really means so much. I always wanted to meet you but i feel you will never be here where I am. So thank you about everything. ♥️♥️😭
There is only 1 of u,& u sweetie r unique,don't let any1 else make u think otherwise! 😘
I feel u bro
Just hang in there and you’ll be ok
It won’t always be this way ❤️
This is such a huge reason we love you. Even when you showed us your perfect life side, you've always been so supportive to us who have been trying to get there. This shows that maybe we can have some almost perfect snapshots in life, even when the rest of the time it's a bit of a hot mess
that was the kind of "reality punch" we all needed🙏
I think that couch-potato-amber in her three days old hoodie with stains on it is as beautiful as instagram-amber☺️
thanks for spreading positivity ❤️
sending you all the love you deserve, Amber! ❤️❤️❤️
I really admire Amber. Like all of us, she’s just trying to make it through each day one moment at a time. She’s humble about everything and inspires us to let go of illusions in order to embrace acceptance. Mad respect ✊
This women will really make me cry in all these girls to guide😭😭😭 thankyou for being so real with us and thankyou so much for being here, you don't know how much impact you have on me. Thankyou 💗
amber can really make someone feel better about themselves I thank you so much 🥺
She really does that so well
I’m watching this now as a more recent fan, I’ve already been going in a depression spiral and I was bawling my eyes watching this. This is exactly what it feels like in your mid 20’s and you haven’t graduated school or your disabled or don’t have a job and live at home and you see all your friends who have made it there and you just think, is any of it even real. I needed this, I cried my eyes out amber thank you for validating everyone and me. I wish I could hug you just to have a sparkle of your light. I really have not truly expressed what this video means to me. Truly.
The spider part made me laugh way too hard because I’m 21 and my mum went away for one night last night, and I ended up on all 4s on the kitchen bench, hysterically crying, trying to spray a spider for an hour lmao
😂 been there lol. I'm older, it gets easier, well to kill a spider anyways lol
Ahhh one time I was looking for something that fell behind a weird spot, saw a black widow, freaked out and couldn't get off the thing I was laying on, was getting sick and started running a fever and the ancient dog who needed help gettinf up made me cry. Early 20s must just be rough, better be be a good reason omg 😅
Oh no! I can relate to this so much! I'm 23 & one night I was just chilling in bed, watching RUclips, when a giant spider decided to hang down from its web right in front of my face! I leaped out of bed & spent at least an hour, going back & forth trying to figure out where it was on my bed, while trying to convince myself I could catch it. I was in tears at the end because I just wanted to relax in bed & I had all my blankets on the floor at this point. I finally got it but kept feeling like there were spiders everywhere after that.
@@t_m_420 I would have genuinely fainted omg
@@reeseurban6195 Haha I was close! Hope your day has been spider free!
There is no “perfect “ everyone’s “perfect” is different. Just be your true authentic self. 💕
Agree
I know I don't know you, as you said people post on the internet only what they want, and so they appear as they want BUT believe me, from the energy that I get from you I can tell that you are a beautiful precious human being. I appreciate and admire u so much.
Amber: **gives us homework**
Me: **eating a bag of mini snickers** that was the easiest homework I've ever had
I skipped school today bc I wasn’t feeling it, and damn it felt good
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Blanket Friend mood
I struggle with perfectionism.. videos like these are super important and helpful for people like me to remember that we’re not alone ❤️
Me too. Really helpful.
@@gratefulchick917 it helps break the illusion of perfection and helps us realize that the pressure to be perfect is a mindset instilled in us all by toxic standards portrayed by the media, not just in beauty and appearance but in all walks of life. We don’t have to be perfect, we just have to be where we are and be gentle and loving with ourselves, bc I do think in a way perfection does exist, but in a different way... in the way that we are all already perfect EXACTLY as we are, that doesn’t mean we stop striving to grow and change and evolve over time, but helps us realize that where we are right now, is exactly where we are supposed to be right now otherwise we would be elsewhere.
Thank you so much Amber. I needed this today, I’ve been feeling so alone, insecure, and tired of trying to keep up with the impossible. Thank you for reminding me to live life and to just make human decisions and to learn and be grateful for them. You’re such a light in this world and I’m glad to experience it. Love you 💙
This deserves to be the most viewed video. Even men need to see this.
I just want to say thank you for putting your true self on the internet... really appreciate it queen 💛💛
So refreshing!
you bring so much light and happiness into this world. you make me feel so confident and you made me love myself. amber you genuinely deserve the world. i love you so so much. 💕
I really appreciate you making this video and always being true to you. It is so brave to be this honest. I love you Amber. I have been watching your channel for years. When you teared about about the inner /mental prefect society expectations are so hard. When I look the best on social media I’m usually 1min from having a mental break down, than my loved ones don’t understand why the online vs in person versions are different. Once I learned to not be perfect and all adults don’t know what they are doing. I felt a weight off my shoulder 💕