THEIR FIRST IMPRESSION OF YOU VS HOW THEY SEE YOU NOW🤩🌸| Pick a Card🔮 In-Depth Love Tarot Reading
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- Опубликовано: 27 авг 2024
- Hi friends!! Today’s reading was... interesting 🥴 lol but still I hope you enjoy it! Remember you have free will and you should always trust your gut 💗 I love you guys so much!!
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Pile 1 (Lepidolite): 1:46
Pile 2 (Amazonite): 32:37
Pile 3 (Ruby Fuchsite): 1:08:38
Pile 4 (Labradorite): 1:33:29
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Madison, 22
Tropical: Aries ☀️ Virgo 🌙 Libra ⬆️
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Life Path 11, INFP
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my queen hitting all the nails on the head 😫
omg kinooooo!!🥺🥺my two favourite tarot queens!!!
ASHSJSKAJWJW I ADORE YOU
Why are u here also kino? Ahahaha i like ur reading so much kino
Ahhh I love your videos!!!!
wahhh I didn't know you guys knew each other!
I don't believe in astrology and tarot cards
Also me:- Oh shit that's so true, hmmm interesting
🌹🌹
SAME. I'm also here for the compliments because a bitch is feeling down.
I laughed so hard
Lol.... I so feel you on that one.
Like... lemme watch another one to confirm 😂😂😂😂😂😂
“Ur so nurturing for other people but u don’t get that nurturing back” that just took a weight off my chest
Honey then you gotta start nurturing yourself and remember what goes around comes around. You’ll get back all the love you keep giving to others. 😘
For real
Pile 3 was my ENTIRE life situation right now. If any of you need to meditate, feel free to join us.
Me omg
"Sea serpents can be cute... No one's seen Nessie up close." 😂😂
😊 that cracked me up too. ;) I'd happily be a sea serpent even if they're not adorable tho. 😜
I loved that x😆😆lol😁
True.
@@ivorysmith239 your pp smol
PILE TWO WHAT IN THE FUCK , the accuracy is too real and I’m so impressed
it was completely wrong for me none of these videos are ever accurate for me, idk why
@@bri4606 Maybe because you’re not very concentrate when you choose cards
@@user-vo7yv9rr7j nope i am Im very open minded of them, i always choose the one which I feel attracted to also
@@bri4606 I see. I understand because readings are very impersonal in ytb. So it can’t always describe any situations in one life well, I guess
@@user-vo7yv9rr7j ya its just to feed curiosity I suppose
pile 4: OMG SO BEAUTIFUL
Her: "they'll be magnetically drawn to u"
Me who's in love with someone doesn't know I exist: 👁👄👁omo
same tho-
oh no don’t tell me u a koreaboo now
@@eunseo9677 lol I'm a kpoper
@@kimchikim9944 and I’m korean and currently cringing
@@eunseo9677 whats there to cringe about here? someone liking music from your country? smh
"You feel like the back sheep in your family" me a lesbian: 👁👄👁
exactlyyyy
me an emo and my family rainbows and sunshine. Ofc a black sheep for outsiders.
No seriouslyyyyy
Ayo another wlw! What uppp🤙
@@wild_inside samee heyyyy
“Black sheep in the family.”
me who happens to be non-binary, pan and who believes in astrology: Yeah, sounds about right.
me in my traditional strict family
@@_miyaa3705 oh my god saaaame
Me pan, vegan in a meat loving steroid buff russian orthodox family and chronic health problems wassupp
bruh wait- i read your comment and as soon as she was talking she said this i- but fr i feel like that too,,,,being someone who wants to be in a poly relationship with religious family and also bi-
My fellow black sheeps
Pile 3: “Please don’t forget about me” I’ve gotten this almost every reading I’ve had
ugh sameee😩
SAMEE
pile 2 for me is really, really accurate. i even teared up in the middle because of how close it is to my current situation. this is such a good reading. thank you.
Same😔but I got my confidence on my way out😉so I hope u Gud at this time💛🕯️
Me too! I also cried 😭
pile 2
Eso: "your light literally kept growing from a candle to a lantern! "
Me: a lightworker 👁👄👁
Me: We just went to a lantern festival 2 weeks ago, and we flew a lantern together 👁👄👁
Pile 3: first card Taurus energy
Me: 😱 I’m a Taurus
Yasss 👁👄👁
What's a light worker?
💜
“You could have met this person online...” why are you in my diary 👁👄👁
That’s also how I felt 😂 same pile
Same! 😅
Right 😹
Seriously! Lol! I met mines playing an online casino game 😂
Met mine through friends as she mentioned in this pile also but our journey started online a few years later lol
Pile 3: don’t apologize for the vagueness! I asked about a weirdly specific relationship that probably isn’t the most common for general audiences to ask about, and you addresses elements of it that I really haven’t let myself see. It was so helpful and brought me so much inner comfort.
"Your light's just getting bigger"
✨definitely
Pile 3.
Ironically, you feeling weird and confused made a lot of sense and is how I knew this was my pile.
Same lol
Same
Yes 👏🏼
“Rainbows could be significant to this connection” - me as a lesbian
Lmfaooo best comment on here 🏆
FELT LOL
OMG ME TOO
🌈🌈🌈
Me as a bi🌈
2
"They feel like they are never going to be more than you"
"They still see a future with you but they think they don't have a chance"
pile 2: eso tarot complimenting me almost the whole time 😙 love this reading, SUPER DUPER ACCURATE
Pile 2: this felt like a personal reading 😳
I had the same one lol. Same sentiments
Here to say that 🙌🏻
Imagine we’re all dating the same person 🤣
For me too wtf
So do you all are libra rising? 💫
Pile #4 lowkey you are like terrifyingly accurate, like I’m not even freaked out anymore, I’m just like in awe now
saaaameeee
omg same I have really curly hair😭😭😭
Pile #3 here and I feel the same. I am absolutely blown away!!
I literally have ginger hair and people tend to compliment my hair a lot. I died when she said about that
yeah i picked pile 4
Pile 2. Ever in awe of your gifts. You're right about there being a lot of weird, conflicting energies. I've been feeling that as well, which had me feeling confused and a little hurt. But you gave me clarity, as every word resonated. This reading gave me peace. Thank you. ♡
Pile 2 - the meeting part is so on point! Libra Rising here, when we met we were drinking. He was the one interested in me, instant connection, everything was true. The current energy part wasn't that accurate for me, we're still very happy, living together and planning to start a family. Thank you for the reading 💜
It’s not even funny how much this resonates with me.... wtf...
Okay, unrelated, but girl. your nail game is as STRONG AS YOUR INTUITION. So fire! Love your work, keep it up
Hehehehe thank you!! 🥰
😭🤣
Pile 4: This is literally the most accurate reading i've ever watched, everything resonated perfectly and at some point i was sitting in my chair and had my whole body shake. My mind is WOW. As for the person, i have a lot of second thoughts on whether i should try contacting them, partly because their last words to me were that they hope we won't have to talk again. We split up and were on pretty bad terms for a long time, but now after a few months passed i've let go of my grudges. I checked out on that person's socials recently and it cam to me that karma has had its shot on them. They got hurt the same way they hurt me before. It was only a matter of time for this to happen, and at first i thought i felt some sort of satisfaction, but when i thought it out in my head the feeling was more like what you feel when you say "i told you" to someone. It's incredibly rare for me to fall so deep in love and maybe it is for good. I don't think this person is entirely bad, just had too much going on at the time. Bad timing ruins a lot of nice things. If i am ever to text them or smth like that again it would be to try being his friend, this time without having a secret crush.
You are give up on that person or still into him??
Pile 2 here. Thank you Eso. I cried all throughout the reading. It was WAYYYYY too close to home but it was necessary to hear. I’m ready to move on and focus on myself. whatever is meant to happen, the universe will help to happen
You seriously have a gift. By far the most connected tarot reader I have ever seen
“This person really loved your hug”
*My husband* “Your hug is the best thing in life”
👁👄👁
Pile 3 is so accurate for all the parts I can confirm, it's unbelievable to me how gifted you are
"They're a bit dependent on you."
Him, a few days ago: "But you're my nest. I can't fly."
Me: dude wat 👁️👄👁️
lol time to kick the babe out of the nest
Pile 2: I'm a Scorpio, met a guy at work, we became close friends, we talked everyday and flirted, it felt like a soul connection, I suggested I wanted more and he said no, we had a big argument over it and he stopped talking to me. It's been 3 months exactly to the day. I am done.
Wait what✋?! SAME!!!
Girl get over
It's his loss.
Pile 2 is 100% specifically accurate. I'm pretty in awe of this. Just wow.
Pile 2 is so accurate for me, it made me cry while watching the reading. I used to have this friend before and we're not in speaking terms for almost 2 years now.
Pile 4: This was one of the most accurate readings ever. Everything you said resonated. Like even the astrological placements and the thing you told about communication. Yes we haven't been communicating that well, its almost like no communication. But for some reason i still had him constantly on my mind and i couldn't tell why. i got some clarifications from this reading, so thankyou for that.
Pile 2 thank you. I never got closure from a person who hurt me so badly and I walked away. Blocked him from everything and I moved on with my forever person.
pile 2: wow just wow this might be one of the most accurate readings i’ve seen yet. definitely subscribing. 🤍
Pile 2 was just spot on 😢🥺 this one popped up literally when i needed to hear it my birthday is also 11/11 and my person has told me a lot of the things in the reading so it got me emotional, beautiful reading
pile 2: and i'm seriously creeped out. every single reading from u specificies how we're in separation. like how tf????? u even KNOW that we haven't been talking for 3 months. this is genuinely scary.
Yes, this is really scary! 3 months exactly!
Pile 2 just straight up blew my mind. It's so accurate :o
Pile 2 too and a selenator too lmao hi bestie
@@Gametesteur12345 lmao hi there ^^
Omg this 100% accurate💯💯
Pile 2 hits home... And that card "you're absolutely adorable" is scarily true because he CONSTANTLY goes off on how cute I am and I can't even understand how he sees that but I just find it funny
Pile 2: he went back with his ex and I’m tired of people dumping all their emotional problems on me…it’s time for me to move on
PILE 3 WAS SO SPECIFIC WITH THE ONLINE PART WHATTT
EsoTarot: (drops something)
ET:
ET: That’s on brand
Best of EsoTarot quotes:
“Loch ness monster because they wanted to lock those digits”
“The bone zone”
Can someone explain to me the Loch Ness Monster joke 😭😭😭😂😂😂😂😂
pile 2.... painfully accurate. we met online. we separated and it has been exactly 3 months as you mentioned. they were definitely triggered by me the more they got to know me. everything resonated and i’m speechless at how well you read this situation... thank you so much for this.
Damn same. I posted a comment saying that it was so accurate. I couldn't even go into details because well. Almost everything is already mentioned😂. It was painstaking at first but now I am just vibing lmao
fucking shit I KNOW
it’s the same for me. the only difference is that this all happened 3 days ago. So i wonder if the number 3 is important? I know in about 6 months he’ll be gone for good in another state but idk what 3 months will bring. Either way he ghosted so I think my best option is to heal myself and keep on taking care of myself and my priorities :)
@@tmhavk9964 it def gets better with time!
@@norainnoflowers1551 maybe! if 3 months and 3 days both correlate to the situations. it'll work out and you'll feel better!
I've just chosen pile 2 before I've even seen what they saw this is my reading lol
Omg pile 4 when she said he might have liked your hair a lot he literally said your hair is amazing
I’m so blown away.. I was drawn to pile 2 and absolutely everything you said was EXACTLY how my relationship was goin. I cried bc I felt the energy thru the reading and I was hurt by what we had went thru. We got back together 6 months later tho.. and lately I been wondering how he’s always felt n this video popped up for me. I never really knew if he was genuinely sorry. I really do believe everything said that was meant for me in pile 2.. 🤍 ⭐️
Pile 2 .... I would have to write a book to tell you how spot on you are!! His energy is VERY hard to be tapped into. Also, we share a group of friends that know nothing of this, and he messed up our friendship by being an asshat.
Pile 2; I regret opening up to them, I left myself wide open and they took advantage of my situation and how much I cared, definitely gonna be more careful in the future 😃😃😃😃😃😃
Pile 2! On point! I walked away from this situationship. He knows that I’m very compassionate and could be very cold when my boundaries are crossed.
OMG WHEN YOU SAID MAYBE YOU MEET THIS PERSON IN WINTER IT WAS SO ACCURATE, i met him when we went to camp together but i didn't know he went too, and it was snowing over there, i remember i was trying to climb on the snow but i was struggling and he offer me a hand and that was the first time we met.
omgg this is like a fairy tale
Pile 4: thank you for telling me I’m not crazy lol. Anytime I try and explain the situation people say “he doesn’t like you”
Same😒
From the deepest of my heart I believe he still has feelings on me. But I just tell ppl “he doesn’t like me otherwise he will contact me”😢
Twiggy Li I understand completely ❤️
OMG I get the same feeling too 🥺
Pile 2: you mentioned something about meeting in the winter and that’s when we met...the whole spread was so spot on.
ohmy..its almost scary how accurate this was. she literally described everything the exact way it happened..
“They are afraid of feeling your wrath but your also compassionate” yea I got hella Leo and Cancer in my chart makes sense
pile 3: one of the last things he said to me in person was that he just wanted to make me happy because i try to do the same for everyone else. this reading was one of the most accurate and emotional ones i’ve had
pile 3,, I am literally haunted every time someone says the phrase "not on the same page" cause that is exactly what he would keep telling me and it still drives me insane
Pile 1 is so accurate for me! My boyfriend was my neighbor & the first time we hung out, we were painting on ecstasy! So definitely a carefree environment😂 we told each other we loved each other & he told me he wanted to marry me literally that same night. We ended up moving in with each other a week later! It’s a little crazy when I think about it, but hey😂 it worked out & we’re expecting a little one now! I love my little fairytale family💜👶🏽
i cant even believe how true this tarot reading is (pile 2)
thank you EsoTarot
I am only 5 minutes into Pile #2 and it is already spot on. Yes we met during the winter and he was immediately attracted to me and did love my nurturing manner, uniqueness and gave me the most amazing pick up hug the very first time we hung out that made me want to cry. He does feel like I am out of his league which is a shame. I am a Libra sun and rising.
Pile 3: I honestly should contact them but idk how to approach them about it. I’m scared.
I feel like they’ve honestly replaced me and that’s why I distanced myself. I won’t forget about you. I really really do care about you teb, but i honestly don’t know if you feel the same way. I’m not good with showing my emotions to other people but I really do miss and care about you.
Omg bruh same i got pile 3 too. also same i i dunno how to deal with my emotions very well us pile 3 was really accurate but it's embarrassing or scary that when you come back for them you dunno if they're mad.
Edited: we should just move on i approached my person but left again i dont think it will work i think were better off.
Same, most accurate reading ive had recently, and it broke my heart because I know we have to go through this and that we have to figure ourselves out if we ever want an us to happen, but I miss them a lot :(
Same I'm in the same situation I feel abandoned now that I realised it I think I depended on that person to much or we both were to depended on each other and I really want to define our relationship cause I feel separated but I just dont know how to tell them and I'm scared cause I truly love them
@@annn6677 how did it go? I feel like your situation sounds like mine
@@florencevansprang8676 Oh were more close now but I feel like I put up a wall but it's starting to break now😁😁😁
This is honestly scary how accurate this reading is. Great job!!!
I'm not even done yet, I picked Pile #3, but I need to write this comment right now because it's just all spot on and I'm absolutely blown away.
You've definitely gained a subscriber because not only have I never watched a pick a card that is this perfectly accurate to me, I haven't seen any that are even generally accurate for months.
I was gonna write a huge essay comment about every reason this is so accurate but I just want to say this: I just started dating my partner of which I met online, ten years ago, when we were teenagers stuck in horrible family situations. We bonded over that and have stayed friends for 10 years even with us liking each other and me always pushing them away until now. They're the best thing that's ever happened to me and I am in the healthiest, happiest spot I've ever been in my life regardless of any of the struggles I face in between.
I clicked on this video for fun and it ended up being so absolutely profound to me. Thank you for sharing this with us!!!💚🌙🌿✨
(Edit now that I've finished: This reading came out a month ago and it's entirely accurate to where we were then, even the advice is things I needed now. You apologised in case the reading wasn't clear but it cleared so much up for me. Thank you thank you again!)
Pile 1 now I’m really crying 😭 again resonates. I am healing from my entire life of abuse until I met him actually. He despite the ups n downs has helped me to heal so much. I’m so grateful for him in so many ways. Still in separation but he always comes back so. Thank you by the way!! I love your readings and your energy you build me up lol
Same for me TOO he healed me a little
I chose pile 2 and this felt like a personal reading. Literally had me in tears, that’s how much it resonated. Great reading!
I felt the same litteraly sobbing rn🥺
It's Pile 2 for me! The accuracy! Loved it!
“You met this person online”😱😱😱 i’m hooked
The level of accuracy, I am crying.
Pile 3
We're back together after 6 years.❤️
Pile number 2, the way this resonated so hard. Hoping for the best.
pile 2: “you’ve probably walked away atp”
me who unadded him off sc 6 days ago: 👁👄👁
Pile 3 - Haven't finished the reading yet but when you were mentioning that we met when we both were having a hard time... That rlly hit. I think I met them not long after I moved out of my mom's apartment because it was just too stressful and toxic for me. I was dealing with a lot of negative and/or conflicting feelings then, and still some now. I'm not sure if they were dealing with anything though. I can tell it's not very easy for them to open up about stuff like that.
You mentioned that they noticed I was sad and that reminded me, I actually had some sort of panic attack that day we met. Was not fun, especially since we were with a ground of friends so I felt like I needed to be happy and hide what was happening.
Pile 2 was way too accurate I KNOW you felt all that energy too 😩 it’s like a push and pull thing
pile 4 - spot on. Most of this I knew, but it's just nice to hear it from someone else not in the relationship (: so thank you for the beautiful reading
This is scary, everything is so accurate
Pile 2 Amazing how you described exactly what happened over two decades ago. I’m so grateful to finally understand what was going on behind the scenes when we met. It all fits the scenario. We’re at a tragic ending now. He’s been wearing a mask this whole time. You’re correct, I’ve stayed in my integrity, but he can’t say that.
Pile 4: “They hope they see u again” i just started tearing up, i want to see them too so badly. We have met a lot of times in dreams and the last ones have been so damn cute. It aches my heart but i have to trust the timing of it all. Thank u so much for the messages, i love your readings 😭
Same with me 💕🤗
so scary how accurate pile 2 was omg, i’m impressed with your intuition ✨
pile four here... so accurate. i had chills when you said what you did about the hair. i almost cried. the day we finally admitted our feelings to eachother, that's what he said. he really liked my hair.
PILE 4 WTH OMG HOWWWW, THE ACCURACYYHEWF
Pile 4 spoke to me perfectly. My person needs to find the confidence/courage to reach out to me. I’ve found the confidence/courage to reach out to him when I wasn’t sure how he felt and he chose to date someone else, which I suspect didn’t go too well. Cause the last time I saw him he ran up from behind and hugged me. We had no idea we were going to be in the same place so it was a surprise. I asked him how things were going with his gf and he appeared to not be too happy. But again unless he reaches out and shares with me what’s going on and how he feels, nothing will change. I’m no longer running to him.
this is probably the most accurate one i’ve ever heard i’m not even joking
exactly she’s SO specific about it like shit it scares me
CANNOT believe how accurate number 2 was for me! Thank you ❤️
Pile 2 - girl you are so my reader. You're so in touch with this connection's energy. I'm not sure I deserve all the accolades, but you speak the exact truth of what actually transpired, and my intuition of what was behind it. Mind blown.
Pile 2:
"Your person really enjoyed talking to you, and felt you were really easy to talk to..."
Me, whos that therapist friend and someone that for some reason everyone finds easy to talk to: "That sounds about right, but that doesn't narrow down any clue who this could be"
Omg, high five dear therapist friend :D
@@alayahere *virtual high five* :D
That’s quite interesting, I was thinking of the same thing when she said that.
Pile 3 is literally me. This is so accurate I got scared. Every little detail. Jesus.
okay first off I just wanna say that I’ve only started recently watching tarot readings on RUclips but you’re my favorite by far!! I love the way you explain everything so that it’s always very clear and easy for me to understand. I picked pile 4 and everything was pretty much spot on, to the point where I wanted to cry because I was so happy and also happily flapping my hands (I’m autistic), especially at the masculine energy cuz I am coming to terms with my trans identity! This reading kinda solidified everything for me and I think I’m gonna bring up the soulmate thing to her next time I see her! I hope that anyone sees this has a wonderful day :))
Pile 2 - *bows* to you. I can't really say what she was going through exactly but dayum we were slightly drunk and she did say overtime that she always found me different compared to others in a good way and I was always like naah....
ANDDDD she's a scorpio sun and rising.... mine's a taurus sun and cancer rising. We split recently. She broke it off due to the long distance and uncertainty. Haven't been this hard hit before in my life tbh... its just overwhelming emotions ALL the time.
But girl you're the one growing brighter with each video I see 😂❤️
Pile 3 : OMG i don’t know...this reading is about me or him ?? 😂
omg I feel the same way!
Me too! Especially the second part of the readibg.
I pick Pile 4 but I feel the same
fr LMAO im pile number 4 and literally this is so accurate but i felt eXPOSED cuz it was basically about me-
yea me too i got confused in between :P
I am absolutely mind blown! Pile #2 is dead on! You mentioned litrally everything that's going on rn. You go girl, you definitely got the gift of messages! Wow just wow! And I see the number 1111 every day and I feel like my angels are trying hard to communicate with me bit still learning on how to except the messages. Ty so much !
pile 2 is SO ACCURATE!!! thanks for the reading 🥺🥺🥺 everything was sooo true
My husband and I are pile #1. You hit our relationship on the head. We've been together now 28 years. I was diagnosed with an autoimmune disease 15 years ago. He has had to take care of me. It has been tough on both of us. Sometimes I worry that he resents having to take care of me so much. This just reaffirms that he still loves me and doesn't resent me. Thank you!
PS..I'm a Sagittarius and my husband is a Libra.
Eso: We have the empress
Me: ok so next is the high priestess
Eso: The high priestess
that was so scary omg
Pile 3. They’re an air sign and refused to let me in. They ghosted me so I deleted them off everything. I dream and see signs of them all the time. Their last name even has the word Hawk in it
SAMEE omg
same wtf
WAIT this is my exact situation too wtf??
Gosh Same!
Pile 2 - This is so fucking spot on - from wanting my digits, growth, connecting, dates (no contact time frame), family members influence, internal struggles. Girl, I even recently got a queen of swords tattoo on my left calf. 🤍 I spent 7 hours cleaning & cleansing my home on Saturday.
I know I am exactly where I’m meant to be. Whatever is meant for me will always find me. If it wasn’t meant for me; it was never mine to begin with. I am confident in where I am and the new beginnings that are here. Absolutely grateful for the lessons, learns & growth. Thank you for sharing light, love & positivity. ☀️
Pile No. 3: Yes family is a big part of my life. With all these familial expectations, I do feel like I wanna give my whole...but on the other hand, I wanna explore myself. I won't go overboard, ever, I promised that to myself and probably that's the mental reminder that's always ringing in the back of my head.
And yes I met this guy online and yes the "I can't be with him always" that really hit me. That's why probably I'm being really guarded up. I do not do fake promises and hence I don't want to hurt him by keeping up his expectation which is really putting me in this weird position where I'm stuck. I hope I get my messages so I can decide what I really wanna do. Thank you, for this accurate reading!
Pile 4: holy moly cannoli. Wow. So effing accurate, it’s scary
I’m a Libra, he’s a Scorpio and pile 2 is everything...
Pile 2 : so accurate!! Yeah he approached me first, instant connection, currently living several hundreds of kms apart and it's funny because you kept saying "you're amazing" and all during the reading and that's exactly what he kept telling me when we first met! So many other things resonated, thanks a lot for this reading
"If you feel crazy I just wanted you to know you're not crazy. I know that that's on the most comforting thing in the world coming from a tarot reader on youtube..." Hahahahahha thanks, I needed that