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@@SingleSockMon once I was in a dark place......again, it was like I .....it felt like I lost my soul, I didn't care about anything, so yet I was hollow, it was horrible, that's the only way I can describe it like my soul had gone. I wonder if that has happened to some people and they embraced it. That could be dangerous, because I really didn't care about anything or anyone, If I enjoyed that and carried on I would have become a horrible person.
So true 😢😢😢, Anything which I truly desire slips away from me as soon I'm near it. I am so close to accepting pain and suffering only things I have in life 😢😢😢
I've been in an incredibly dark place for a while now. This video made me cry while I was trying to hide it at work while pretending everything was okay. Thank you. This video hit me in places I'd forgotten about.
It'll be okay, don't let anything or one convince you that you don't deserve care, that you don't deserve to even smile once and awhile- you do. We're all human in the end.
Ten years ago I was sitting in jail. I decided the last time I got locked up that I was gonna make something out of myself. When I got out I went back to college, got my bachelors, and applied to law school. I graduated law school and failed the bar exam. Then I failed it again. I took it a third time and I’m waiting for my results to come back next week. If I fail again I don’t know what I’m gonna do. I am at my limit, financially, mentally, and spiritually, my life is in shambles. All of my friends left me. I feel so alone. But this is where I thrive
@@adupautex3086 I failed again. It takes a 1390 to pass, I scored a 1330. I was close, I’m not giving up. I registered for the February bar, won’t see the results for that exam till may. It’s whippin my ass 😂🤣😂
Reminds me of my own father. He pretends to be ok, puts on a facade. He always has a smile and a joke. He doesn't know I see what pain has really done to him. How there are some days he can barely move. And I know he will never tell me how bad it is, but I make sure he knows how much I love him.
@Amber-n4h . Me as well. As my father passed away, he told me, I'm ok. It's not that bad. And to take care of the farm. He was only 67. He was a rough man. Went through alot. But he will not be let down. My wife has just left me for the 4th time. This hits hard. God bless you.
EVERY part of this resonated: hit home!! "If I start crying I'll never stop" "If I let the armor crack I might not be able to put it back together again" "I can't afford to be weak" DAMN 😔
I'm sitting here listening and I just started crying without realizing. These are all the thoughts and feelings that I've struggled with the past ten years of fighting through tragedy, loss, and betrayal. It is fucked up that I realize how much I decided to shoulder the burdens of others at the cost of my own peace. I always told myself that no matter how many people in my life fall apart around me, I would never break down. I'd walk through hellfire for the sake of others and carry them out, even if I got burned to my very bones. I didn't realize how much I needed to hear this tonight. Even now, I'm struggling to carry the weight of so many things on my shoulders. The worst part of it all? I, too, am afraid of what it will be like when that weight is gone. Because I've carried it for so long, I don't know what to do without it. It both hurts me and drives me forward. At the end of wherever life takes me, I at least hope I will find some manner of peace and contentment in my struggles. I want to truly believe that everything I've fought through had some shred of meaning for somebody, even if it isn't for myself. If I could have one wish before I die, that would be it.
With this comment you win 2 friend's. Here we are an army of Undeafeted warrior , with lonyless as a partner. For me , i'm not alone anymore. I've survive to hell . Hell man , my daughter my wife my family , not anymore around me , and we are all full of scars , but we are STRONG
The past few months I’ve been repeating to people “I’ll be okay” or “I’ll be alright” this appeared in my feed at a good time. Thanks! Best of luck everyone.
I learned and still learning that to be strong its to inspire and lift good people up when no one else can, i believe its a right cause ! And then i say to myself " who and where do I turn to when going to hard times? Yourself or God ".. You are a monster or an angel in other people storyes... Strenght and honour brothers and sisters !Stay humble 🎉
This may be entirely AI generated but thank you. It has reminded me of who I am. I can’t believe how accurately this describes me. Every single word said in this, despite it becoming cyclical and repeating itself, describes who I am. I’ve always been close to ending it but I’ve always just refused and kept fighting. This video reminded me that even if I’ll never have anyone else, even if no will care or know or remember me I’ll never stop fighting.
My brother's EVERYONE here is a warrior . This comment section is an army of MEN. keep going , i'm proud of you , whatever who or where you are , we share something particular . The knowledge of the real pain '
Society told us to have no emotions, especially men. With that there will always be pain. Because that is bottling up your emotions and not dealing with them, there will always be pain with that.
Not many can understand the struggle, the scars. I made such a terrible mistake so young, yet the pain, the guilt, and the judgements will remain forever. Decades of the unimaginable, no one will truly get the reality I have lived. It is true, now all that remains is a an empty suit of armor, with a smiling mask. Yeah, I'll be alright, but I won't ever be complete again. A wound that never heals and scars that never fade..Yes, this world is to many a joy, but to some of us it is an endless battle, day to day, until what?? I pray that there truly is a God who will give me the answers when I eventually fall.
Like me , you just discover recently than , everyone is like you , some need to live the moment to understand, some are born with it. This is the price of knowing who you are
I lost my wife June 1st 2022 and I feel this pain the demons keep dragging me down but I keep clawing at the surface to keep myself up some days I want to just lay down and leave this world but I know that there are others that depend on me as well as the fact that she would want me to continue to fight regardless of everything going on and the urge to end it all.
I kno how it feels I lost my father 2023 and trust me the battle was hard but I promise you it's will be great at the end I made it thru and u feel stronger than ever we or all connected so she with you always
I lost my wife 2 it’s been nearly 8 years ago now . I know how you feel. I had a knife in my hands one night shortly after she died I thought about using it but I remembered that I still had people that needed me around and that doing that would be a huge disrespect to her memory so I put the knife down and keep going one day at a time. I hope you find some peace and happiness again.
Thank you for this video. I may not be a soldier who lost a limb during war, but I've lost. A lot. I've lost so much in my life, I've lost best friends, I lost my happiness I felt a long time ago. I've been battered bruised and shattered. I've stood and prevailed otherwise. And it feels like I all I know is pain, all I know is the endless battles that ne'er cease. But I keep going, and I don't know why. I've tried to end it, and can't do it, and I've been through hell and back, and I'll be damned if I quit now. These videos help me, thank you
Hello, I wanted to tell you that you do not have to be a soldier to experience pain and grief in life. Every human being will eventually go through difficult times. I read your comment and you're right. Don't quit. You're strong enough to overcome anything.
I lost my father and my best friend all within the period of 2 days and this video perfectly describes the amount of mental and physical pain that I am going through. Thank you so much dark force!
@RileyAdams-c4v you keep going until you succeed or, find something else that you want to pursue. I feel like shit too, brother, but don’t give up. EVER.
Psalms 82:6-7 "6 I have said, Ye are gods; and all of you are children of the most High. 7 But ye shall die like men, and fall like one of the princes. 8 Arise, O God, judge the earth: for thou shalt inherit all nations." 👁⃤𝕽𝖔𝖘𝖘𝖑𝖞𝖓 ✠
this goes out to everyone who's battled their inner thoughts, their inner demons that pushes them to the brink of insanity by telling them to give up to fail that they aren't good enough and theyll never succeed but the moment even an ounce of success or a glimmer of. hope is on the horizon.... we stumble once again backwards and start all over... and the cycle repeats until we truly learn our lesson
To feel something real, thats all i have.. Staying up till 1 am to 3 am fighting for a dream, a career I may never get too. 8 years of it constantly reading books, slamming my fist in frustration of why i cant 'get it'.. working jobs that are filled with regret of what i dont wanna be. And yet like insanity i dont let myself become like my dad before me. I dont give in, i dont give up.. i cant i promised myself i would break this generational curse.. After every breakthrough there is another fog of war, a shadow that doesnt go away.. like insanity i keep fighting my iq and not giving up.. Its so hard and ive lost soo much that it would easy to let go and give in to be like everyone i know.. but i cant.. I cant, i have to endure even if i have to crawl to the finish line.
The harder your hit the stronger you get. Survivors will be the only thing left to save this shty world. I survivef 57 yrs and counting but Ill never give up. From 9 months old to the present day I could not be killed. I have a purpose even if I dnt know what it is when Im ready someday maybe God will reveall what it is. Until then ...... ill keep fighting enduring and carrying on. Things can only break you if you let them. Pple tried to break me beat me lie to about me name it. But the best revenge is their failure to break you this is my justice my revenge. Pple dnt know what they can and cannot control and what they can and cannot change they will die tired trying and Failing to break me. I dnt break I bend you try to burry me Ill grow tall like a seed and stand strong like a tree. Tears only make your face wet and they dnt solve problems. Pain lets you know your still alive. Survival is all ive ever known but im thankful when I see pple who cannot survive they are so weak so lost so sad. I was a soldier but it is not the military who trained me my training started long before that I was born to survive. Only the strong survive it is our purpose I supose.
I've spent so many night alone, looking in to the abyss, knowing it's lookibg right back at me. Drowning in a sea of loneliness in pain and nobody knows a thing. To the world I'm this big strong man, powerful and arrogant when in reality, I'm lonely, I'm empty, I'm not sad anymore but you know what, i wish i was. I wish i could feel and not care as ignorantly as the rest of the world. I wish all this knowledge I've aquired could be used to make a world a better place, for others and for myself. I don't want to keep going, but i can't stop.. and this smile, it's just a mask for all the scars. Keep strong friends, life is...survival.
Hello Dark Force, First of all, I want to say how much I appreciate your work. Your videos are incredibly motivating and empowering, especially in the way they capture the spirit of resilience and strength in the face of challenges. I find great inspiration in the stories you tell. I have a special request for a video that’s close to my heart. If possible, I would be deeply grateful if you could create a story about a father who does everything in his power to protect his daughter and bring her home to safety. In this story, he faces obstacles from various authorities, people around him, and even his daughter’s mother. The core message would be about the father’s relentless dedication to his daughter’s well-being, his daily struggle, and his courage to stand firm despite any challenges. If going into such specific details isn’t feasible, perhaps a more universal theme could work-an inspiring story of a father who battles against all odds to protect his daughter, facing any hardship with an unbreakable resolve. This would allow the message to resonate with people universally, emphasizing the strength and unconditional love a father has for his child. Thank you so much for considering this request, and once again, thank you for the powerful videos you create. They mean a lot to me and many others! With gratitude, a protective father to my dear daughter 🙏🏻❤️🩹
That promise part is so true. Its the only reason i made it so far in life. long ago, years ago, i made a promise to someone i dont even know anymore. I promised them that i wouldnt die. I wont die because i have to make sure no one else suffers. That is my purpose, and thats enough reward for me. Ill fight, so someone else doesnt have to.
Me too. Right before my mother died to cancer, she made me promise to live. To not end it, to not stop. She knew I always try to keep my word. That is the only, only reason I'm still here.
I’m 15 in 9th grade and this is how i have felt in 5 years now, i’ve found it hard to say but hearing this i just felt like I finally could put into words, so i want to thank you so much if not for this video i wouldn’t know if i wanted to keep fighting keep this mask hiding my sadness my pain, but this is a true help so i want you to know that you there are many ways of helping the world some give food some donate but you help the people hidden away hiding themselves they’re feelings, because you help all the people who watched this video you helped me a random 15 year old boy who has felt nothing but pain in life, so i thank you warrior i salute you 🫡. You save and help people so keep fighting.
I've been miserable almost my whole life because of trauma and other stuff. I only recently started to be actually happy for the first time in years. I didn't end it because I always have people that I care about and I couldn't let them down.
"you know how twisted that is, that my strenght comes from all the broken parts of me, that every scar is a reminder of what I survived, of the pain I've swallowed and the hope I've crushed just to make it through another day"
I listen to this as I’m working on 12 31st 2024 my feet hurt my body don’t wanna walk anymore it’s 5 am been at work since 7pm yesterday and I think to myself do I have anything left in me is this my purpose
ALL WE HAVE ENDURED HAS BEEN TRAINING BY FATHER GOD FOR WHATS TO COME.....KEEP STANDING AND STAY READY. BE THAT 'SOULDIER' YOU ARE CHOSEN TO BE. BE TRUE...BE YOU...BECOME!!!😔👐
Love these, keep them coming and THANK YOU! And for EVERYONE fighting, NEVER GIVE UP! I cheated death twice, don't you dare give up! You matter, you are here for a purpose even if you don't realize it now. God bless! 🙏
Strength is going through absolute hell, and along the way, not just in the end, wanting to bring others comfort as you also go through it. That's what being homeless has taught me.
I have lost track of how many times I have abandoned "me" just to get to the next chapter of my life. I actually thought lately things were great, and now I am hiding the pain of having my heart torn apart because I cant be the superman who can make everything alright. Instead I have to make choices where I have to lose, lose, lose for the potential of a tomorrow that is worth it. Its the third time I dont recognize the man in the mirror, and I know that is because the man I was just broke under the weight.
so many times i have heard the voice. The one telling me to give up . The voice telling me that i fought too long that i have done enough and it is time for me to rest. that i have earned it . Just let go and let the end come. The hard thing is that the voice speaks the truth i have fought hard . i have earned my rest. after decades of fighting battles beginning with ones no child should have to fight i have fought. been in pain . lived without hope. however give up ? nah . not going to lie, came close a few times but never did. The only way to stop me from fighting is to kill me easier said than done. my kids depend on me fighting i refuse to let them down. when they are grown and on their own the fight still goes on. the only reward i hope for is to stand over the coffins of those who betrayed me this is all i ask.
I hear the voice too, telling me to let go as if God is testing me or talking to me to see if I'll break under the pressure. But I know I'm resilient and strong...maybe one day I'll let go and be free but these days letting go and being free feels like a falisy to me
I Only recently found your content but it has already made a MAJOR Impact on me! Your content seems to take the words right out of my heart! Your Content helps Immensely! Thank You and DO NOT STOP! Content like this is SO IMPORTANT in todays World!
Man to man human to human I care about all of you, you got this, don't give up, I know we can do this maybe apart but we are all together in this love you all....❤
Day by day .... one day at a time ...... strength does come from the broken parts ..... stay strong .... I believe I and u will make it.... not with false hopes but with true efforts .... go on ur journy and god bless
This is me every day this is the way I am when I am at school how I get treated I have this to listen to cause I thought at one point I was the only one who went through this because of all my fake friends but this is what has helped me not thank you dark force this is the meaning of life to be kicked down and to bring yourself back up and not to be afraid of life so thank you very much keep up what you make.❤
It does end eventually, for me I was holding onto these ppl thinking I could help them, had some sense of duty, after the last time they threw everything they had at me and tried to drag me into a hole I realized they were never gonna change and it's not my responsibility to give my energy to ppl so they could use it to hurt me and tear me down, I pulled my energy back, called it all back to me and let them go and in doing so it put and end to all of it, letting go was what I needed to do to end the cycles I was locked into with these evil ppl
10 years... 10 long years. The forest is now my home, my prison. Sentenced to guide others to the light of life and peace without ever feeling its embrace. Ive lost who i am, all thats left is a sense of duty to those around me. Im tired, broken, loathing of myself and my failures. Im my own worst enemy. Sometimes it drives me mad thst i dont understand why it is so difficult just to do simple things, to feel like i am worth taking care of. This is probably the last life my soul has left. I can almost feel the battles it has endured. It is exhausted and i feel it. Its fading slowly, slipping away to leave behind a hollow shell, a doll for the winds of life and fate to toy with and tear apart. I can cry out against the dark but this young wolf barely has the strength left to stand, let alone fight...
If only people could see could even try to imagine how much i scream inside every move i make the pain behind the outrageous laughter the tears that run inside cuz if they saw it would be to much. For anyone else out there can even relate in the smallest way remember ur never alone even in the darkest of hell theres a tiny light.
I’m fighting like hell to save my marriage, and I can not give up. That’s not who I am. I feel battered, and most of all tired. But I refuse to give up on the woman I love
Everytime I go gain ground to reach my peak and I'm really gonna get it, I get knocked down both physically and mentally. But we gotta keep going because we are needed, no matter how alone you are.
Brother thank you, i was almost lost but now i have find myself once again, i am a warrior and even if the future is darkness and lonelines i will keep fighting, again thanks fron the bottom of my heart
“The greatest gift life can give someone is pain and suffering because through pain and suffering you have an opportunity to ascend and rise above your current limitations to become a better version of yourself” RIP Michael Alexander Weltz 11/29/1952-04/19/2019 Thank you, dad you will be missed but never forgotten.
Never known the good things in life but I consistently get back up after getting knocked down. I’ll fight until I die, my only hope at this point is to die on my feet instead of on my knees.
I have sever tourettes syndrome and the past year i went through hell i was completely broken i was even was put in a wheelchair and all i could do was bottle it up and now ive begun healing but im still tramutized from it and the pills i take make me constantly sick.
Theres only one Person that can help us in this. That one person is our Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ of Nazareth. Read the Bible it will help you guaranteed!
I understand all of this and I’m just the same as this warrior and only true warriors can understand the struggle that all warriors face and I am one of protection for the innocent, for the ones I care for I am not only their armor that never breaks. I am the sword that lays waist to anything that would harm them the only time I think I’ll ever find peace with my rage towards myself for being so weak, not to protect everyone who is innocent because once I was innocent, and now I chose the path of the warrior of protection, so others wouldn’t feel the pain that I do. This is why I relate so highly to those who have served not only their country, but the people of their country and the people of the world those who are still alive, but broken those who have laid their lives on the line because of your strength warriors will continue to rise and protect the innocent in hopes that the innocent will remain innocent, and that we can finally find peace as warriors and reclaim some of our innocence
No, don't do that. I wish to be near and help you to bear it. I know peace, in a single dew drop. I look at nature and know I will endure and so will you. Smile in the mirror. I can't smile anymore because of all those broken teeth. But you can speak so there is strength to find a smile ☺️😊
“Because I have to be!” War cry!!!!!
Lament from the don
8 more eternities boss
And a wake up
Nythän hyvä tuli,kyllähän vanhaa elämää nähnyttä paskaa kokeneena aivan huippu antamaan tarvetta jatkaa,toivottavasti myös monille muille joilla ei tämä reissu niin Ruusuista!❤❤❤
Love you we all in this bitch called life together brother...
"You know how twisted that is? that my strength comes from all the broken parts of me"
bro....
He ain't wrong
That the moment when my very soul is crying and me , i stand .
This is going to be okay
Bringing me Dark Souls vibes. "Don't you dare go hollow, friend."
Well said, never let darkness change your soul into hollow oblivion
In this context i thought of Artorias. He tried so hard, but he couldnt contain the darkness of the abyss
@@SingleSockMon once I was in a dark place......again, it was like I .....it felt like I lost my soul, I didn't care about anything, so yet I was hollow, it was horrible, that's the only way I can describe it like my soul had gone. I wonder if that has happened to some people and they embraced it. That could be dangerous, because I really didn't care about anything or anyone, If I enjoyed that and carried on I would have become a horrible person.
@@siegebot82 Artirias???? Obviously I'll Google it but it sounds like Greek mythology
@@Nicholas-e9n Happy you got better.
"Every time I think I'm close to something real, something good; it slips away." I'm crying
So true 😢😢😢, Anything which I truly desire slips away from me as soon I'm near it. I am so close to accepting pain and suffering only things I have in life 😢😢😢
Decades of it is horrendous, stay strong
@norm2760 just happened to me fairly recently. I thought I met a down to earth woman but she played games like the rest.
You and me both brother but guess what when U fall make sure u fall on Ur back coz that way you can get back up
You and me both brother but guess what when U fall make sure u fall on Ur back coz that way you can get back up
I've been in an incredibly dark place for a while now. This video made me cry while I was trying to hide it at work while pretending everything was okay. Thank you. This video hit me in places I'd forgotten about.
Your not alone brother
Same man, same.....didnt expect to come across a guardsman here.
You are not alone.
It'll be okay, don't let anything or one convince you that you don't deserve care, that you don't deserve to even smile once and awhile- you do.
We're all human in the end.
I feel the pain
"Making it through another day is the greatest battle of all"... Indeed!
I really appreciate these videos. Not all of me survived Iraq and Afghanistan. These videos speak to what is left. Thank you.
You’re here now and we’re grateful for that my friend.
zalig gepersonaliseerd
Snn
The force
I wish I could be with you brother.
Ten years ago I was sitting in jail. I decided the last time I got locked up that I was gonna make something out of myself. When I got out I went back to college, got my bachelors, and applied to law school. I graduated law school and failed the bar exam. Then I failed it again. I took it a third time and I’m waiting for my results to come back next week. If I fail again I don’t know what I’m gonna do. I am at my limit, financially, mentally, and spiritually, my life is in shambles. All of my friends left me. I feel so alone. But this is where I thrive
Stay strong.
Have you passed this time ?
How did you go brother?
Let us know if u pass, hope you do
@@adupautex3086 I failed again. It takes a 1390 to pass, I scored a 1330. I was close, I’m not giving up. I registered for the February bar, won’t see the results for that exam till may. It’s whippin my ass 😂🤣😂
Love his humbleness in his Fatherly voice.
Reminds me of my own father. He pretends to be ok, puts on a facade. He always has a smile and a joke. He doesn't know I see what pain has really done to him. How there are some days he can barely move. And I know he will never tell me how bad it is, but I make sure he knows how much I love him.
@Amber-n4h . Me as well.
As my father passed away, he told me, I'm ok. It's not that bad. And to take care of the farm. He was only 67. He was a rough man. Went through alot. But he will not be let down. My wife has just left me for the 4th time. This hits hard. God bless you.
@@samrotheray5805If your wife has left you for a fourth time is time to put an end to it.
Dont try getting together again
A Real hero , be proud of him , he's living inside of you with this knowledge it gave you all the along the way .
I know how it feel
EVERY part of this resonated: hit home!!
"If I start crying I'll never stop"
"If I let the armor crack I might not be able to put it back together again"
"I can't afford to be weak"
DAMN 😔
I'm sitting here listening and I just started crying without realizing. These are all the thoughts and feelings that I've struggled with the past ten years of fighting through tragedy, loss, and betrayal. It is fucked up that I realize how much I decided to shoulder the burdens of others at the cost of my own peace. I always told myself that no matter how many people in my life fall apart around me, I would never break down. I'd walk through hellfire for the sake of others and carry them out, even if I got burned to my very bones.
I didn't realize how much I needed to hear this tonight. Even now, I'm struggling to carry the weight of so many things on my shoulders. The worst part of it all? I, too, am afraid of what it will be like when that weight is gone. Because I've carried it for so long, I don't know what to do without it. It both hurts me and drives me forward.
At the end of wherever life takes me, I at least hope I will find some manner of peace and contentment in my struggles. I want to truly believe that everything I've fought through had some shred of meaning for somebody, even if it isn't for myself. If I could have one wish before I die, that would be it.
With this comment you win 2 friend's.
Here we are an army of Undeafeted warrior , with lonyless as a partner.
For me , i'm not alone anymore.
I've survive to hell .
Hell man , my daughter my wife my family , not anymore around me , and we are all full of scars , but we are STRONG
The anthem of every man on Earth.
Listening to this is putting me at peace, it helps me know that I am still alive.
By the grace of God, I am the warrior that I am. I’m here to save just like Jesus we have no choice but to stay strong.
Keep going.
The past few months I’ve been repeating to people “I’ll be okay” or “I’ll be alright” this appeared in my feed at a good time. Thanks! Best of luck everyone.
After reading two certain books that talk about this, about being a warrior I truly understand these things.
It’s painful
I learned and still learning that to be strong its to inspire and lift good people up when no one else can, i believe its a right cause !
And then i say to myself " who and where do I turn to when going to hard times? Yourself or God "..
You are a monster or an angel in other people storyes...
Strenght and honour brothers and sisters !Stay humble 🎉
This may be entirely AI generated but thank you. It has reminded me of who I am. I can’t believe how accurately this describes me. Every single word said in this, despite it becoming cyclical and repeating itself, describes who I am.
I’ve always been close to ending it but I’ve always just refused and kept fighting. This video reminded me that even if I’ll never have anyone else, even if no will care or know or remember me I’ll never stop fighting.
dont ever stop fighting every day you keep going is a win.
Keep fighting everyday, we believe in you. I struggled with this as well at times. We keep going forward
"here I am. Here I am standing in this hell facing down whatever comes next because that's the choice I made long ago." Damn I really felt that one 😭
My brother's EVERYONE here is a warrior .
This comment section is an army of MEN.
keep going , i'm proud of you , whatever who or where you are , we share something particular .
The knowledge of the real pain '
Absolutely love these speeches I listen to every word
This speaks to my soul. Chronic pain every day every night.😢
Society told us to have no emotions, especially men. With that there will always be pain. Because that is bottling up your emotions and not dealing with them, there will always be pain with that.
The responsability came with justice.
With live in the justice without responsability '
Not many can understand the struggle, the scars. I made such a terrible mistake so young, yet the pain, the guilt, and the judgements will remain forever. Decades of the unimaginable, no one will truly get the reality I have lived. It is true, now all that remains is a an empty suit of armor, with a smiling mask. Yeah, I'll be alright, but I won't ever be complete again. A wound that never heals and scars that never fade..Yes, this world is to many a joy, but to some of us it is an endless battle, day to day, until what?? I pray that there truly is a God who will give me the answers when I eventually fall.
Like me , you just discover recently than , everyone is like you , some need to live the moment to understand, some are born with it.
This is the price of knowing who you are
This is what I needed today, this is what I've had to deal with for years, thanks I needed to get reminded to keep going.
Never stop. Keep going. Fall as you may, stand after the fray.
I lost my wife June 1st 2022 and I feel this pain the demons keep dragging me down but I keep clawing at the surface to keep myself up some days I want to just lay down and leave this world but I know that there are others that depend on me as well as the fact that she would want me to continue to fight regardless of everything going on and the urge to end it all.
I kno how it feels I lost my father 2023 and trust me the battle was hard but I promise you it's will be great at the end I made it thru and u feel stronger than ever we or all connected so she with you always
Stay strong friend, we are all with you
So long as you are here to remember her she is never truly gone. Don’t let her light fade yet brother keep the candle lit for as long as possible
I lost my wife 2 it’s been nearly 8 years ago now . I know how you feel. I had a knife in my hands one night shortly after she died I thought about using it but I remembered that I still had people that needed me around and that doing that would be a huge disrespect to her memory so I put the knife down and keep going one day at a time. I hope you find some peace and happiness again.
@ we have to be stronger than others and be strong for others
"Damn, I'm bleeding from the cut again. Well, hmph... whatever. This will make a fine addition to my scars."
Thank you for this video. I may not be a soldier who lost a limb during war, but I've lost. A lot. I've lost so much in my life, I've lost best friends, I lost my happiness I felt a long time ago. I've been battered bruised and shattered. I've stood and prevailed otherwise. And it feels like I all I know is pain, all I know is the endless battles that ne'er cease. But I keep going, and I don't know why. I've tried to end it, and can't do it, and I've been through hell and back, and I'll be damned if I quit now. These videos help me, thank you
Hello, I wanted to tell you that you do not have to be a soldier to experience pain and grief in life. Every human being will eventually go through difficult times. I read your comment and you're right. Don't quit. You're strong enough to overcome anything.
@オートバイに乗っているオランダ人 thank you very much
I lost my father and my best friend all within the period of 2 days and this video perfectly describes the amount of mental and physical pain that I am going through. Thank you so much dark force!
You ever feel like you’re not good enough and feel like hated? I’ve been feeling that my entire life
I don’t know what to do anymore
You keep going. You don’t stop.
Because it’s better than the alternative
How can I do that If I just keep failing?
@RileyAdams-c4v you keep going until you succeed or, find something else that you want to pursue.
I feel like shit too, brother, but don’t give up. EVER.
Thanks buddy I’ll try but I don’t know how much longer I can be alone tho
Very well said😢
We are warriors and that means God is with u❤
god is great
He is always with us there think and thin
Psalms 82:6-7
"6 I have said, Ye are gods; and all of you are children of the most High. 7 But ye shall die like men, and fall like one of the princes. 8 Arise, O God, judge the earth: for thou shalt inherit all nations."
👁⃤𝕽𝖔𝖘𝖘𝖑𝖞𝖓 ✠
One day at a time, one step at a time. Oh there is that song.
this goes out to everyone who's battled their inner thoughts, their inner demons that pushes them to the brink of insanity by telling them to give up to fail that they aren't good enough and theyll never succeed but the moment even an ounce of success or a glimmer of. hope is on the horizon.... we stumble once again backwards and start all over... and the cycle repeats until we truly learn our lesson
To feel something real, thats all i have..
Staying up till 1 am to 3 am fighting for a dream, a career I may never get too. 8 years of it constantly reading books, slamming my fist in frustration of why i cant 'get it'.. working jobs that are filled with regret of what i dont wanna be.
And yet like insanity i dont let myself become like my dad before me. I dont give in, i dont give up.. i cant i promised myself i would break this generational curse..
After every breakthrough there is another fog of war, a shadow that doesnt go away.. like insanity i keep fighting my iq and not giving up..
Its so hard and ive lost soo much that it would easy to let go and give in to be like everyone i know.. but i cant..
I cant, i have to endure even if i have to crawl to the finish line.
"I don't know how to live without the fight, and, maybe that's the saddest part of all."
this made me cry because it resonates with me thank you dark force for making me feel stronger than i don't think i am
The harder your hit the stronger you get. Survivors will be the only thing left to save this shty world. I survivef 57 yrs and counting but Ill never give up. From 9 months old to the present day I could not be killed. I have a purpose even if I dnt know what it is when Im ready someday maybe God will reveall what it is. Until then ...... ill keep fighting enduring and carrying on. Things can only break you if you let them. Pple tried to break me beat me lie to about me name it. But the best revenge is their failure to break you this is my justice my revenge. Pple dnt know what they can and cannot control and what they can and cannot change they will die tired trying and Failing to break me. I dnt break I bend you try to burry me Ill grow tall like a seed and stand strong like a tree. Tears only make your face wet and they dnt solve problems. Pain lets you know your still alive. Survival is all ive ever known but im thankful when I see pple who cannot survive they are so weak so lost so sad. I was a soldier but it is not the military who trained me my training started long before that I was born to survive. Only the strong survive it is our purpose I supose.
Just listen... live with it... I've lost most of my family
I return your kind phrase and the name call.
Maybe that will be your making.
Brother...
“Dragged into hell” got me
When you see a strong man cry. It's because he's been strong for too long.
I've spent so many night alone, looking in to the abyss, knowing it's lookibg right back at me. Drowning in a sea of loneliness in pain and nobody knows a thing. To the world I'm this big strong man, powerful and arrogant when in reality, I'm lonely, I'm empty, I'm not sad anymore but you know what, i wish i was. I wish i could feel and not care as ignorantly as the rest of the world. I wish all this knowledge I've aquired could be used to make a world a better place, for others and for myself. I don't want to keep going, but i can't stop.. and this smile, it's just a mask for all the scars. Keep strong friends, life is...survival.
This is the kind of content that tells you, you're not the only one, pain is universal, the only difference is how someone lives it
I like this the message he is saying is helping me relax and enjoy time.
Hello Dark Force,
First of all, I want to say how much I appreciate your work. Your videos are incredibly motivating and empowering, especially in the way they capture the spirit of resilience and strength in the face of challenges. I find great inspiration in the stories you tell.
I have a special request for a video that’s close to my heart. If possible, I would be deeply grateful if you could create a story about a father who does everything in his power to protect his daughter and bring her home to safety. In this story, he faces obstacles from various authorities, people around him, and even his daughter’s mother. The core message would be about the father’s relentless dedication to his daughter’s well-being, his daily struggle, and his courage to stand firm despite any challenges.
If going into such specific details isn’t feasible, perhaps a more universal theme could work-an inspiring story of a father who battles against all odds to protect his daughter, facing any hardship with an unbreakable resolve. This would allow the message to resonate with people universally, emphasizing the strength and unconditional love a father has for his child.
Thank you so much for considering this request, and once again, thank you for the powerful videos you create. They mean a lot to me and many others!
With gratitude,
a protective father to my dear daughter 🙏🏻❤️🩹
That promise part is so true. Its the only reason i made it so far in life. long ago, years ago, i made a promise to someone i dont even know anymore. I promised them that i wouldnt die. I wont die because i have to make sure no one else suffers. That is my purpose, and thats enough reward for me. Ill fight, so someone else doesnt have to.
Me too. Right before my mother died to cancer, she made me promise to live. To not end it, to not stop. She knew I always try to keep my word. That is the only, only reason I'm still here.
Just found this I'm in tears it like I'm hearing myself for the very first time 😢
The world obviously wants me dead. So the biggest middle finger I can throw it is the fact that I'm still here; despite not wanting to be.
In Truth, Light, and Love. In Christ's Name, Amen. ❤
And no Shadow work?? That's toxic
Amen Brother
I’m 15 in 9th grade and this is how i have felt in 5 years now, i’ve found it hard to say but hearing this i just felt like I finally could put into words, so i want to thank you so much if not for this video i wouldn’t know if i wanted to keep fighting keep this mask hiding my sadness my pain, but this is a true help so i want you to know that you there are many ways of helping the world some give food some donate but you help the people hidden away hiding themselves they’re feelings, because you help all the people who watched this video you helped me a random 15 year old boy who has felt nothing but pain in life, so i thank you warrior i salute you 🫡. You save and help people so keep fighting.
This took the words right outta my spirit
I've been miserable almost my whole life because of trauma and other stuff. I only recently started to be actually happy for the first time in years. I didn't end it because I always have people that I care about and I couldn't let them down.
Me too!!! I don't know you, but please like me... don't give up! LOVE
Love the music in these dark souls music is one of a kind really
"you know how twisted that is, that my strenght comes from all the broken parts of me, that every scar is a reminder of what I survived, of the pain I've swallowed and the hope I've crushed just to make it through another day"
This is so powerful keep it going because I love these type of things
Amen brother ❤❤❤
I listen to this as I’m working on 12 31st 2024 my feet hurt my body don’t wanna walk anymore it’s 5 am been at work since 7pm yesterday and I think to myself do I have anything left in me is this my purpose
ALL WE HAVE ENDURED HAS BEEN TRAINING BY FATHER GOD FOR WHATS TO COME.....KEEP STANDING AND STAY READY. BE THAT 'SOULDIER' YOU ARE CHOSEN TO BE. BE TRUE...BE YOU...BECOME!!!😔👐
In the deepest hour , I listen it's incredible ❤
Love these, keep them coming and THANK YOU! And for EVERYONE fighting, NEVER GIVE UP! I cheated death twice, don't you dare give up! You matter, you are here for a purpose even if you don't realize it now. God bless! 🙏
Strength is going through absolute hell, and along the way, not just in the end, wanting to bring others comfort as you also go through it. That's what being homeless has taught me.
Incredibly profound! Well done!
All facts .....just keep moving forward
❤
So much of us are like this. My brother's
I cry not at pain but at unexpected kindness because I'm fortified against pain.
The commercials killed it for me so much. I watched the entire vid but the ads made my blood vessels contract in rage 😤.
Thank you because I can’t cry anymore only from pain
Oh. My. God...... I have no words. This is so fuckin relatable, I relate to every word in this vid.
Pain is Growth, is wisdom, is patient, is strength, is love, keeps you going.
I have lost track of how many times I have abandoned "me" just to get to the next chapter of my life. I actually thought lately things were great, and now I am hiding the pain of having my heart torn apart because I cant be the superman who can make everything alright. Instead I have to make choices where I have to lose, lose, lose for the potential of a tomorrow that is worth it. Its the third time I dont recognize the man in the mirror, and I know that is because the man I was just broke under the weight.
This message tells me you've got a unbroken soul, this is very respectable..., not broken..
I'll be alright... because life is what you understand... it's what drives you... to be better... stronger... smarter
I understand every single word of that that is my life
so many times i have heard the voice. The one telling me to give up . The voice telling me that i fought too long that i have done enough and it is time for me to rest. that i have earned it . Just let go and let the end come. The hard thing is that the voice speaks the truth i have fought hard . i have earned my rest. after decades of fighting battles beginning with ones no child should have to fight i have fought. been in pain . lived without hope. however give up ? nah . not going to lie, came close a few times but never did. The only way to stop me from fighting is to kill me easier said than done. my kids depend on me fighting i refuse to let them down. when they are grown and on their own the fight still goes on. the only reward i hope for is to stand over the coffins of those who betrayed me this is all i ask.
I hear the voice too, telling me to let go as if God is testing me or talking to me to see if I'll break under the pressure. But I know I'm resilient and strong...maybe one day I'll let go and be free but these days letting go and being free feels like a falisy to me
These videos are like a lighthouse in the dark 🌟🌊 Guiding us to greatness!❤
I Only recently found your content but it has already made a MAJOR Impact on me! Your content seems to take the words right out of my heart! Your Content helps Immensely!
Thank You and DO NOT STOP!
Content like this is SO IMPORTANT in todays World!
Man to man human to human I care about all of you, you got this, don't give up, I know we can do this maybe apart but we are all together in this love you all....❤
Day by day .... one day at a time ...... strength does come from the broken parts ..... stay strong .... I believe I and u will make it.... not with false hopes but with true efforts .... go on ur journy and god bless
This is me every day this is the way I am when I am at school how I get treated I have this to listen to cause I thought at one point I was the only one who went through this because of all my fake friends but this is what has helped me not thank you dark force this is the meaning of life to be kicked down and to bring yourself back up and not to be afraid of life so thank you very much keep up what you make.❤
It does end eventually, for me I was holding onto these ppl thinking I could help them, had some sense of duty, after the last time they threw everything they had at me and tried to drag me into a hole I realized they were never gonna change and it's not my responsibility to give my energy to ppl so they could use it to hurt me and tear me down, I pulled my energy back, called it all back to me and let them go and in doing so it put and end to all of it, letting go was what I needed to do to end the cycles I was locked into with these evil ppl
10 years... 10 long years. The forest is now my home, my prison. Sentenced to guide others to the light of life and peace without ever feeling its embrace. Ive lost who i am, all thats left is a sense of duty to those around me. Im tired, broken, loathing of myself and my failures. Im my own worst enemy. Sometimes it drives me mad thst i dont understand why it is so difficult just to do simple things, to feel like i am worth taking care of.
This is probably the last life my soul has left. I can almost feel the battles it has endured. It is exhausted and i feel it. Its fading slowly, slipping away to leave behind a hollow shell, a doll for the winds of life and fate to toy with and tear apart. I can cry out against the dark but this young wolf barely has the strength left to stand, let alone fight...
If only people could see could even try to imagine how much i scream inside every move i make the pain behind the outrageous laughter the tears that run inside cuz if they saw it would be to much. For anyone else out there can even relate in the smallest way remember ur never alone even in the darkest of hell theres a tiny light.
We all gotta good and bad in life
feels. Make us humans , Scream. Make power save it When u neeed it..
its ok to be scared. And Crie.
Never give up.😊
I’m fighting like hell to save my marriage, and I can not give up. That’s not who I am. I feel battered, and most of all tired. But I refuse to give up on the woman I love
You can't force someone to love you if they've lost those feelings for you
Veteran of the psychic wars....Blue Oyster Cult
Everytime I go gain ground to reach my peak and I'm really gonna get it, I get knocked down both physically and mentally. But we gotta keep going because we are needed, no matter how alone you are.
The only hope is that I'll at least pass on my name and experience of this world, I don't wanna learn another lesson.
I need this on Spotify so I can play it on my 2am motorcycle rides following the road cause it's all I know
Brother thank you, i was almost lost but now i have find myself once again, i am a warrior and even if the future is darkness and lonelines i will keep fighting, again thanks fron the bottom of my heart
Time doesn't heal all wounds, it just gets rid of those who suffered them. In one respect or another.
Stay strong everyone 💪❤️ you are loved!!!
Ur good 😊👍 person sir ....just pray 🙏 always God protect u ...n keep fighting urself
“The greatest gift life can give someone is pain and suffering because through pain and suffering you have an opportunity to ascend and rise above your current limitations to become a better version of yourself”
RIP Michael Alexander Weltz
11/29/1952-04/19/2019
Thank you, dad you will be missed but never forgotten.
🙏😇!!!! A-YEAN & FRANK 😊!!!!!!!! Now WE need a "WILDSCHWEIN ( in GERMAN) !!!!!!!!
Never known the good things in life but I consistently get back up after getting knocked down. I’ll fight until I die, my only hope at this point is to die on my feet instead of on my knees.
True phrase/statement of a warrior...id rather die on my feet then live on my knees
I appreciate you 🙏🔱🙏🔱🙏🔱🙏
I have sever tourettes syndrome and the past year i went through hell i was completely broken i was even was put in a wheelchair and all i could do was bottle it up and now ive begun healing but im still tramutized from it and the pills i take make me constantly sick.
Hang in there brother 🙏
Wish you the best brother to keep fighting and keep surviving
It’s okay to cry, when you’re ready
Don't worry man I know ur pain I have tourettes too
Theres only one Person that can help us in this. That one person is our Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ of Nazareth. Read the Bible it will help you guaranteed!
I understand all of this and I’m just the same as this warrior and only true warriors can understand the struggle that all warriors face and I am one of protection for the innocent, for the ones I care for I am not only their armor that never breaks. I am the sword that lays waist to anything that would harm them the only time I think I’ll ever find peace with my rage towards myself for being so weak, not to protect everyone who is innocent because once I was innocent, and now I chose the path of the warrior of protection, so others wouldn’t feel the pain that I do. This is why I relate so highly to those who have served not only their country, but the people of their country and the people of the world those who are still alive, but broken those who have laid their lives on the line because of your strength warriors will continue to rise and protect the innocent in hopes that the innocent will remain innocent, and that we can finally find peace as warriors and reclaim some of our innocence
“Losing them only made you stronger!”
“Who said I wanted to be stronger?”
No, don't do that. I wish to be near and help you to bear it. I know peace, in a single dew drop. I look at nature and know I will endure and so will you. Smile in the mirror. I can't smile anymore because of all those broken teeth. But you can speak so there is strength to find a smile ☺️😊