I stay awake at night, because I don't even know what my favorite color is

this phrase was stuck in my head the whole day, and I finally found where it's originally from!
Inside Job S1E3
timestamp is 13:46

[@button9584]

I remember hearing this audio from a tiktok and I was like "oh it must be from a sad coming of age movie :(" but no it's just my baby girl Brett

[@trixie7759]

KNEW I RECOGNIZED THAT VOICE FROM SOMEWHERE

[@yuscara]

“wow that’s dark”

[@Heapass_skriddle_it_a_bad_lime]

IVE BEEN SO BOTHERED BC I WAS BEEN CONVINCED IT WAS MATPAT TALKING. Thank you lmao now I know its actually a show with the guy who plays Clark, aka Dwight Jr. in the last season of the office

[@t3mp0ra6]

tbh i thought it was spiderman talking when i first heard this audio lol

[@Anniefxv]

SAME-

[@Anniefxv]

@@t3mp0ra6 Wat- I mean I guess I can see where your coming from, but what Spider-Man?

[@t3mp0ra6]

@@Anniefxv Andrew Garfield lol

[@t3mp0ra6]

@@Anniefxv cause the audio was playing over an edit of him

[@zf10studios52]

MATPAT IS THAT YOU

[@ilovepeanutbutter111]

PLS THIS AUDIO IS SO GOOFY NOW THAT I KNOW WHERE ITS FROM

[@TheYubbyCatmemer]

Why does this remind me of that one episode of “ Inside job “ ( I think its episode 3 )

[@shaanyababan]

But that Real l don't know what's my favorite color-

[@banshhe]

I stay awake at night, because i don’t even know what my favourite color is, and I’m afraid I don’t have a real personality

[@oriane_smd]

I was thinking it was on american psycho lmao but no

[@Chunkybannasoup.]

I’m literally watching that wish my friends rn

[@sajdahaidari7167]

I THOUGHT IT WAS MATPAT FROM GAME THEORISTS

[@mitskimaxxing]

I THOUGHT THIS WAS FROM QUACKITY BCS OF A VID I SAW

[@onidarling]

For some reason I thought this was JasonSulli’s

[@ZoobiethePopplio]

Relatable

[@nehirio]

is that have a name? im not asking the cartoon
the thing that he said
im afraid i dont have a real personality or i dont even know whats my favorite color is
its sounds like its a physical sickness
ah i can't explain it right
me and my bad English sorry i dont have a good English im Turkish btw

[@avoidlucasy]

Depersonalization/derealization

[@NyanCatHerder]

@@avoidlucasy Depersonalization and derealization are more linked to dissociative issues. I think this sounds more like an identity problem, which can be its own (relatively minor) thing *or* a symptom of another more serious issue (particularly some personality disorders; it's only part of the diagnostic criteria for BPD, but it's not uncommon for people with one condition to meet some of the criteria for others, and the idea that Bret might be Histrionic is...unsurprising).

[@lenas1791]

Also its a normal part of forming a personality so if you are 13/14, it's okay. If it doesn't go away tho, thats a personality disorder

[@ftwjoseph7660]

@@NyanCatHerder could be PBD because it’s common for those with BPD to have conflicts with their own identity & experience depersonalization

[@NyanCatHerder]

@@ftwjoseph7660 So, I kind of dismissed out of hand the possibility of Bret having BPD because he doesn't seem "coded" as having that particular illness.
That said, I had a friend (who I convinced to watch the show) compare me to Bret, and...yeah, you can probably see where this is going. I know the diagnostic criteria for BPD because I had a psychologist read them to me to help accept the reality of my condition. "Quiet" Borderline Personality Disorder is very much a thing and, while it isn't nearly as obvious as the classic presentation of the condition, it can be extremely painful. As in, "I regularly fantasize about killing myself" painful.
So, it's entirely valid to read his character in that way. I can personally relate to quite a bit of it. Every relationship I have with another person is defined by an "Almost physical need to be liked".
A little dark for the comments on a comedy clip, I know. But, hey. It's worth pointing out, because BPD is a condition with a double digit fatality rate, and it's important for people to understand that "Girl, Interrupted" isn't the full picture. I have an MA in political science, most people seem to like me (although I have no idea why), and I work a full-time job. If I hadn't received treatment after the crisis that led to my diagnosis, I would most likely not be replying to your comment right now.

[@walterwhite59499]

I swear this line is stolen from Bojack Horseman

[@oliverzwatermelongum]

FOR REAL ISTG

[@evelyncarrol5844]

What show is this

[@ghostiescloset8631]

Inside Job

[@Itz-Tye420]

Look In desx

[@sallyfaceenjoyer]

Inside Job

[@rantingsfromateenagerspers499]

Inside job

[@paige6029]

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