The Cancer Spread to my Brain

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  • Опубликовано: 3 мар 2022
  • March 3, 2022 & March 4, 2022
    Instagram: jenny_appleford

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  • @nowandforever1159
    @nowandforever1159 2 года назад +1703

    My older cousin got diagnosed with breast cancer when she was 26, it metastasized and spread to her brain, she only had six months to live after they found it, that was 20 years ago and she is currently raising three children. No cancer. Smile sweetheart. Anything can happen
    God bless you in those precious, precious children of yours

    • @jennyapple4704
      @jennyapple4704  2 года назад +365

      Oh my goodness, thank you so much for sharing, that gives me so much hope and it literally gave me goosebumps, I hope you are doing well! 💕

    • @anniewhitmore7627
      @anniewhitmore7627 2 года назад +40

      What lovely inspiring words ❤

    • @anitafernandes8221
      @anitafernandes8221 2 года назад +33

      Praise the lord

    • @nadaleenbrady8183
      @nadaleenbrady8183 2 года назад +44

      My cousin has metastic breast cancer it’s in her bones, and now she has tumor in her brain that was last year and she is holding steady. The tumors have remained the same size. We love the word “holding steady” we hate the words think positive I have ra and those trite words are meaningless because it means nothing and don’t they think we know this. Just hold steady that’s the mantra!!

    • @cjstone3140
      @cjstone3140 2 года назад +18

      Thank you for sharing Jenny - you are beautiful and so strong! And I am grateful for your amazing family that's on this journey with you.
      I don't know who wrote this, but I wanted to share with you -
      Always remember
      you are braver than you know
      stronger than you seem
      smarter than you think
      and loved more than you know.
      I am a cancer survivor and I understand your seemingly never ending doctor appts and tests.
      Your journey is harder than mine was - but I am praying for your message that it is all behind you and you are a cancer survivor too!
      Love & prayers

  • @Natalie-ym8pj
    @Natalie-ym8pj 6 месяцев назад +254

    No more pain. No more suffering. Fly high sweet jenny. We love you, we miss you, but now there is no more pain, no more tears its been my honor to know you, even if its only through social media. You have touched our lives in the most positive way

    • @jessikatkins1173
      @jessikatkins1173 6 месяцев назад +2

      ❤🙏🏻

    • @user-fj1mh5yk3i
      @user-fj1mh5yk3i 4 месяца назад

      No na nie jest pilotem o nigdzie wysoko nie poleciała . Śpi snem śmierci Bo Jezus porównał śmierć do snu ale tylko Bóg może obudzić zmarłych z tego snu Ma moc mądrość wiedzę i miłość do nas. Dla zmarłych przygotował zmartwychwstanie . Przeczytaj o tym w Słowie Boga. Biblii Księga Izajasza rozdział 26 wiersz 19 a o stanie umarłych jest napisane w Psalmie 115.

  • @susanrobson8797
    @susanrobson8797 2 года назад +428

    When a person is feeling lost , hurt and extremely sad it’s impossible to be positive. I been there in a really dark place and when people said be positive it really didn’t help. Give this lady space to feel whatever she feeling.

    • @jennyapple4704
      @jennyapple4704  2 года назад +29

      Thank you for the support

    • @cindys2995
      @cindys2995 Год назад +7

      So true!

    • @francesmcwilliams1729
      @francesmcwilliams1729 11 месяцев назад +14

      I am currently going thru cancer on my spine and i hear too, all the time about being positive but it is hard to do that and ones who have not had cancer i think it makes it hard for them to understand but they mean well

    • @lydiakinnaman3679
      @lydiakinnaman3679 10 месяцев назад +9

      To release the emotions are healing in itself.

  • @lalaland2024
    @lalaland2024 6 месяцев назад +76

    That hurt so much when she said she didn't know why she had cancer, she takes good care of herself. I'm so sorry. I'm bawling my eyes out 💔

    • @VazJazz96
      @VazJazz96 2 месяца назад +3

      I don’t think malnutrition from a vegan lifestyle helps.

    • @ryans413
      @ryans413 Месяц назад

      It don’t matter if you are healthy or not. Yes being unhealthy can spark it sooner but what it really is are the bodies cells not breaking down like they should and that cell keeps growing and if there’s C world in the blood it can spread to other parts of the body and latch on and grow some more. It really sucks and we need a cure for this.

    • @don6160
      @don6160 Месяц назад

      To a huge part it is only decided by luck. Some of us can smoke and drink and live till 80 and some of us get cancer and die with 16.
      But nevertheless you should take care of your body.

    • @ryans413
      @ryans413 Месяц назад

      @@don6160 people that smoke and drink probably can live without getting the C word but they are not healthy they have lung issues liver issues high blood pressure they can gain weight. Might not get the C word but will get other issues. A family friend of ours drinks a lot and the last time I saw them they will overweight and struggled breathing just walking to the other end of the room. They are trying to cut back but they are addicted.

    • @beloveddaughter717
      @beloveddaughter717 10 дней назад

      My heart broke for her as I have watched these videos from the end and moving up to the beginning.. yes she took very good care of her body and soul, healthy, ate right. I wondered why and as I prayed and watched these I realized there absolutely WAS an ‘open door’ … the body and mind are important, but we are a 3 part being. Our spirit is connected to Almighty God and it is the part of our being that lives forever. Take this seriously please, as I know that many poo poo the reality of a spirit that belongs to God and lives inside our body and it is connected to our mind and emotions as we walk through this earth journey…. the open door in this case was the practice of an exercise connected to a demonic root. Believe it or not, that is a powerful spiritual entity and it can and does have the ability to enter your body and cause early demise. This is the practice of Yoga, which seems so innocuous, innocent and even healthy but in reality it is an open door for the demonic, the darkness which we are warned about if only we would listen and believe .. the Lord says ‘My people perish for lack of knowledge’ and this is just ONE example of that truth.. again I am SO VERY SORRY for this precious young woman’s early death, BUT let it not be in vain! If only one person sees this and realizes the truth , may it set them FREE to believe and take seriously the warning of dealing with entities that are demonic, other worldly ‘gods’ who seek our harm! We are made in the image of God, the Lord Almighty who came to earth in the flesh, as a man, to give us the opportunity to be free from the lies of the enemy who hates God and us, and who is only here to kill steal destroy and deceive! In the name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth now receive the truth and be free from these lies, let the truth of the Word of God set you free from the lies. As it is written so be it, amen. Bless you all. I pray this will save someone’s life.
      ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️

  • @julierogers6280
    @julierogers6280 2 года назад +601

    I was diagnosed with kidney and was told I had 50% chance to live a year. After multiple metastatic lesions and 14 surgeries I still here 15 years!! I have 2 brains tumors and has a Gamma knife procedure. My son was 9 and I asked God to let me raise him. He is now 24!!
    The cancer is stage 4 now but I so grateful. I will pray for you and your babies❤️

    • @jennyapple4704
      @jennyapple4704  2 года назад +79

      You are amazing and an inspiration to me! Congratulations, and I will pray for you as well! 🙏

    • @mariepaisley8498
      @mariepaisley8498 2 года назад +10

      Sending you strength and love.

    • @nancydublin9666
      @nancydublin9666 Год назад +2

      God bless you, Jenny and Julie.

    • @Dana_at_LAX
      @Dana_at_LAX Год назад +5

      May god bless you

    • @joanmango8133
      @joanmango8133 Год назад +1

      Me too have had it for over 10 years.... probably 15...it's tough but brings us close to Jesus... Hugh? Sure has for me. God bless you

  • @PASwiftUTube
    @PASwiftUTube 2 года назад +589

    I was diagnosed with thyroid cancer. My mother was told by the doctor to take me on vacation as it would probably be my last. I was nine years old, I’ll be 65 in September. Don’t give up. I’m a great believer in positive thinking, my parents only talked about when you are cured never if you are cured. I am sending you prayers and positive thoughts. Where do you want to go on vacation when you are cancer free? ❤️🤗

    • @nightreader1264
      @nightreader1264 2 года назад +9

      So glad that Thyroid cancer has come a long way! Congrats! Back then doctors did not much about thyroid cancer.

    • @jennyapple4704
      @jennyapple4704  2 года назад +67

      Wow, you are so inspiring, thank you for sharing that with me. Scotland has always been a dream trip 😊

    • @hottbozzbfamily5467
      @hottbozzbfamily5467 2 года назад +8

      Thank you for sharing this

    • @Bigbaymonstermare
      @Bigbaymonstermare 2 года назад +16

      @@jennyapple4704 I wanted to go to the U.K. and particularly Scotland when I was young. My dad took us to England unfortunately a week after Princess Diana died and we had already arranged to go to Paris as well, so we were in the worst places to be during that time.
      I married an Englishman and now live in the U.K. near Bath - the prettiest city in the U.K. and the world’s only city where the entire city is a world heritage site. But we went to Edinburgh and it was incredible. You don’t know me. At all, but if I could help you in arranging a Scotland trip, I can point you to how you can travel the most comfortably and the cheapest. We found a train trip from London to Edinburgh and a 4 star hotel including breakfast for three days and including hotel and train it was only £65 a person. If you make it over here, you need to see Bath.
      My email is on my channel should you ever want any advice/help/guide in the Bath area. Stay strong. Remember it’s okay to be sad, to be happy, to be scared. This is YOUR journey, YOUR life and YOUR cancer. I have had cervical cancer twice and I can’t imagine how strong you have to be to walk your path.
      Don’t let anyone dictate how you should feel or act. I personally don’t believe in God, but if you do, your faith will help, but remember that everyone lives their own life, and no one will ever walk in your shoes, and that means you get to do what you want with your own life.
      I won’t tell you to be positive or judge you for any decisions you may or how you act. And remember that you don’t owe anyone anything and don’t let anyone make you feel like what you’re doing is wrong. There is no “right” answer.
      Just know that by sharing this, you’re opening yourself up to this world of compassionate people who want to see you happy, but will virtually hold your hand through the worst of this. We’re all here. Sharing your journey is brave and incredibly honest and you’re helping others going through this horrible disease. And never apologise. This isn’t your fault.
      Lots of cheering and tears and support from a 🇨🇦 in the 🇬🇧

    • @myrescuecats3028
      @myrescuecats3028 2 года назад +2

      🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

  • @Oceaneyes-eh6vs
    @Oceaneyes-eh6vs 6 месяцев назад +89

    I know that I'm writing this after you are gone Jenny. I just wanted to comment that it's wonderful that your two beautiful babies have each other. Along with an awesome Dad. R.i.P. Jenny 🙏

  • @britanyh99611
    @britanyh99611 7 месяцев назад +344

    Watching this Oct 17th 2023, realizing life is so unfair. I haven’t treated my body great in my 35 years.
    I’m a recovering addict and this makes me feel awful.
    People living healthy lives shouldn’t have to deal with this.

    • @Jennifer_150
      @Jennifer_150 7 месяцев назад +24

      I feel that guilt too. 🥺❤
      But, we all do what we do in order to survive, or just feel “ok” and get trough another day in this life.
      It’s hard, I can totally relate; but try not to beat yourself up for not living a perfectly healthy life… very few of do. Disease is *often* indiscriminate.
      Let’s just support those who are less fortunate - that’s something we *can* focus on in a healthy way and feel better about ourselves too!
      ❤🌈🌟🌷

    • @Sarah-ty5ev
      @Sarah-ty5ev 7 месяцев назад +21

      I am SO proud of you. You are just as deserving as everyone else of a beautiful, healthy life. I wish you all the best ❤

    • @unakeane532
      @unakeane532 7 месяцев назад +14

      Please be kind to yourself and do something kind today.

    • @SouthernSoulTarot333
      @SouthernSoulTarot333 7 месяцев назад +4

    • @StevensToeBeans
      @StevensToeBeans 7 месяцев назад +12

      I can imagine what Jenny would say, it would be something like no! Don’t you dare feel awful. Be proud of yourself. That’s amazing! Please send positive vibes my way and you congratulate yourself for your accomplishment. ❤

  • @oneseeker2
    @oneseeker2 2 года назад +3552

    Please stop telling/demanding people to stay positive! Being positive changes nothing. She is sad, afraid, suffering, scared, terrified. Let her be and feel...

    • @jennyapple4704
      @jennyapple4704  2 года назад +317

      💕

    • @blackclouds909
      @blackclouds909 2 года назад +117

      Totally agree!

    • @tinkerbell1666
      @tinkerbell1666 2 года назад +98

      100% agree!!

    • @amandaslaw81
      @amandaslaw81 2 года назад +347

      I disagree. I think being positive does and can change things. It isn't guaranteed but in the same breath you say stop telling her to be positive yow saying basically let's just be negative but I'd argue that being negative isn't going to change things. People are only trying to uplift and support her. Being positive doesn't mean you can't be scared or afraid or sad. It just means you allow yourself to feel those feelings and still remain hopeful with a positive outlook. She literally asked for people to say prayers and positive things for her at the end of the video as well as said she was going to remain positive so I don't think anyone who said be positive should be scolded for doing so. Try it sometime. It's hard when the world is falling down around you but it's better than laying there and crying while it does. She's a fighter and she will fight, she may fight with tears streaming down her face but she's not gonna give up and throw in the towel. That's all that matters.

    • @MsMindus
      @MsMindus 2 года назад +477

      Toxic positivity is not helpful. Can we just stop with the constant message that we have to be positive every minute, and allow for some natural and normall responses and feelings to a terrible situation?

  • @delfine6963
    @delfine6963 5 месяцев назад +31

    I’m right where Apple is now, I too have stage 4 cancer of the left lung (non small cell) and will be starting treatments soon. The emotional part is crushing. I pray I have a different outcome but I have a feeling I’m not going to survive. I block that thought out constantly but it keeps sinking back into my mind. Like a whisper in my ear but it’s not my voice. My heart breaks for this young mother I can’t even imagine the pain, my babies are all grown up, only one at home. I’m doing holistic treatments right now but I’ll still try chemo & immunotherapy as well. Maybe the combination and with Jesus healing hand I’ll survive. Please pray for strength & healing for me & my family!God Bless🙏🏻💕

    • @Ragdollcatlover
      @Ragdollcatlover 4 месяца назад +6

      I’m so sorry. I pray for you too ❤

    • @karolinastachowiak1629
      @karolinastachowiak1629 2 месяца назад +1

      How are you doing?

    • @cynthiaholland13
      @cynthiaholland13 2 месяца назад +2

      I'm praying

    • @AussieWalkabout74
      @AussieWalkabout74 Месяц назад +3

      How are you going in your cancer journey now? I’d love to support you via social media if I could. I hope and pray you’re ok.

    • @inkognito9950
      @inkognito9950 4 дня назад +1

      Please keep fighting

  • @joycependleton589
    @joycependleton589 7 месяцев назад +88

    What caught my attention was your dog, flower, working so hard to comfort you Jenny. Our fur babies know when something isn’t going right. She sure loves her human momma. 💞

    • @marilynharrington3870
      @marilynharrington3870 5 месяцев назад +5

      Flower is such a beautiful dog.I love her.She is grieving too.God bless

    • @valeriegood8427
      @valeriegood8427 2 месяца назад

      Beautiful family beautiful dog Flower.

  • @JonMotivationalRend
    @JonMotivationalRend 7 месяцев назад +85

    Love you, Jenny, I cried today that you passed away.

  • @abhishekyadav-qi5rv
    @abhishekyadav-qi5rv 2 года назад +260

    My friend 35 year old had brain cancer too 4 years ago....and today he is cancer free ..... And living a healthy life..........
    Dear Jenny you just have to be mentally very strong in order to defeat this ..... This is what he tells everyone .....
    Stay strong.....God will do everything good ❤️❤️

    • @jennyapple4704
      @jennyapple4704  2 года назад +28

      Thank you for sharing about your friend and thank you for the encouragement. 💕

    • @Gracie746
      @Gracie746 2 года назад +10

      That's So Wonderful! Thank you for sharing!

    • @TheErinlw
      @TheErinlw 29 дней назад +1

      “You just have to be mentally strong.” What an unbelievably ignorant thing to say. RIP Jenny.

  • @1fabricmom
    @1fabricmom 2 года назад +89

    My mom was diagnosed with stage 4 melanoma & was told she had 6 weeks at the most. I got on my knees & begged God not to take my mama. She lived for 15 more years & never had a recurrence of the melanoma. She died of respiratory failure due to aspirating at the age of 84. I believe God hears our prayers! He healed my mother. Praying for you sweet girl. Big hugs!

    • @bullshitcaller1541
      @bullshitcaller1541 2 года назад +9

      Soooo....if someone dies of cancer it is because they didnt pray enough? That is just ridiculous. Human bodies fail....like a fruit that gets pinched or poked. God gives us strength and comfort, not picking and choosing.

    • @1fabricmom
      @1fabricmom 2 года назад

      @@bullshitcaller1541 where did I say that?? I’m not responsible for your comprehension skills! Bully! My dad died of cancer too at 50 years old! I prayed for him too, & he still died! I was just offering her hope that sometimes God heals on earth & sometimes our healing is done in heaven. Why be so nasty to people?

    • @jennyapple4704
      @jennyapple4704  2 года назад +6

      I am so happy for your mother, she was a fighter!

    • @dimensions20
      @dimensions20 Год назад +4

      @@bullshitcaller1541 Funny, because I didn't get that message from Terry's comment.

  • @AllieW3
    @AllieW3 Год назад +172

    Fellow mum of 2 (aged 1 and 3), also fighting cancer. You are not alone in this. We can do this. Sending love x

    • @DefiantAngel87
      @DefiantAngel87 Год назад +4

      Prayers

    • @jriverar1436
      @jriverar1436 11 месяцев назад +3

      You got this stay strong. God has the last saying. Many hugs and prayers from CA.❤🙏🏾🤍

    • @Julie-zo2gv
      @Julie-zo2gv 9 месяцев назад +5

      Hope you are doing well ❤

    • @erikahorton5126
      @erikahorton5126 6 месяцев назад +1

      i pray you are okay and in remission!

    • @AllieW3
      @AllieW3 6 месяцев назад +3

      @@erikahorton5126 yes thank you, I am 🙏 if I may, I ask that you pray for Jenny and her family (who are in this video), as Jenny passed away the other day 😞

  • @rebeccav9969
    @rebeccav9969 Год назад +172

    This is my first time on your channel. My brother was diagnosed with stage 4 in the brain, and he's still kicking, 5+ years later!

  • @sara31773
    @sara31773 2 года назад +261

    Let the tears flow. You’re a mom and it’s makes an already scary situation even scarier. ❤️

  • @Masada5y
    @Masada5y 2 года назад +131

    I was diagnosed with brain and lung cancer 3 years ago. I'm doing great so far. I hope you feel better.

    • @jennyapple4704
      @jennyapple4704  2 года назад +17

      I am so sorry to hear about your diagnosis, but you give me so much hope. Thank you for sharing 😊

    • @Masada5y
      @Masada5y Год назад +4

      @@jennyapple4704 Ur welcome. I hope everything goes well for u also

    • @ladyinred9656
      @ladyinred9656 11 месяцев назад +8

      ​@@jennyapple4704my dear no doctor knows your future only God...my mom was told she has weeks to live .she has lung cancer that spread from the lungs...six years later she is still here doing great..don't give up my dear

  • @karenkane3220
    @karenkane3220 Год назад +148

    Kyle is such a special guy! And your kids are the sweetest, most polite kids! They blow me away!

  • @wendygould4476
    @wendygould4476 10 месяцев назад +73

    It’s so important for you to be honest with your children. I was much older, 13, when my mom was diagnosed with cervical cancer. My family, from a caring perspective, didn’t tell me. Heartbreakingly my mom went downhill fast ( we’re talking about 1974 and the cancer had spread everywhere) I only knew a couple of days before she passed. My family took me to see her though she was on so much medication that she didn’t know I was there. On reflection through my life I have concluded that however painful I would have wanted to know. Much love ❤️

    • @marsharowaihy6725
      @marsharowaihy6725 7 месяцев назад +8

      Same here. My mom didn’t let us-brothers & myself how serious it was up to her dying day. It would if been slot easier knowing the truth

  • @magda3113
    @magda3113 2 года назад +157

    Praying for you 🙏
    As a mother I totally understand how our biggest fear of dying in leaving our children. 😞

    • @jennyapple4704
      @jennyapple4704  2 года назад +17

      Such a hard one to think about 😢💕

    • @kaykayyyyymwaa
      @kaykayyyyymwaa 2 года назад +3

      @@jennyapple4704 praying for healing for you and your family.

    • @SimplyKatG
      @SimplyKatG 2 года назад +5

      I literally have to get psychological help at the Moment as i cry every other Day coz im scared of leavin my autistic nonverbal boy behind... I have cancer in my family bowel cancer. I have my testing done Every 3 years but im scared anything happenong to me. I feel so Bad for u and i Know how fearful it can be... Lots of love

    • @jovanapetrovic5780
      @jovanapetrovic5780 2 года назад +4

      My husband asked me few days ago:,,You think God is not capable to take care of your children if something happens to you tomorrow?" It takes a lot of faith to trust that. But very true. God sees all of your tears and saves them in the palm of His hand, darling. You will be ok, life is a battle, but you can do this. You are not alone. Praying for you from Serbia. Sending my love and hopes. 🌹🌹🌹

    • @clairebear1808
      @clairebear1808 2 года назад

      My mother said “who is going to take care of my children”.

  • @vanessamaylobo3860
    @vanessamaylobo3860 2 года назад +208

    I have cervical cancer and I totally can relate on how unfair it feels like being diagnosed with cancer. I’m so sorry. I just wanna send you some love and prayers. You’re not alone. 💕

    • @jennyapple4704
      @jennyapple4704  2 года назад +18

      Thank you for the encouragement! I am sending love and prayers your way as well!

    • @kimstacks9934
      @kimstacks9934 2 года назад +9

      Hope you are doing ok. I too had advanced cervical cancer...it was very shocking to hear the word Cancer!! God bless and stay positive!!

    • @vanessamaylobo3860
      @vanessamaylobo3860 2 года назад +14

      @@kimstacks9934 thank you, I’m currently clear on my recent scans. Sending you much love and continuous healing 💕

    • @janpoole910
      @janpoole910 2 года назад

      Honey, stop all sugar and carbs!! Dr. Eric Berg explains that if you go on the KETO diet you will starve the cancer cells.

  • @JillLynnBeautyTherapy
    @JillLynnBeautyTherapy 7 месяцев назад +16

    This is an older video, but am so heart-broken for this young family. She is MUCH too young (they both are) to go through this. Bless their hearts.

  • @parrotsandmore7446
    @parrotsandmore7446 10 месяцев назад +89

    That dog knows you are sick. He probably knew before you did. They can smell cancer. He is being so sweet to you! 🥰

    • @ryans413
      @ryans413 Месяц назад

      They cant smell it they can sense something is wrong. My cat would always come lay next to me when I was sick with the flu.

    • @parrotsandmore7446
      @parrotsandmore7446 Месяц назад

      @@ryans413 No they smell it! 100%

    • @parrotsandmore7446
      @parrotsandmore7446 Месяц назад

      @@ryans413 They smell cancer! But yes, they can sense when you are just sick too.

  • @o-ruff1483
    @o-ruff1483 2 года назад +90

    I don`t know how this video got in my recommendations but I want to wish you a fast recovery and all luck to get healthy!
    You`re strong!
    From Russia with care.

  • @d.o.y.vcaninebehaviour.hea1558
    @d.o.y.vcaninebehaviour.hea1558 2 года назад +151

    As a vet nurse and canine behaviourist, I’m noticing your dogs reaction to your emotional pain.
    What a gorgeous dog.
    You have a gorgeous family and I truly wish you well.
    As a mum, I feel your pain and fears. Sending you and your family, so much love and strength. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

    • @jennyapple4704
      @jennyapple4704  2 года назад +9

      You are so nice, thank you so much for the support.

    • @lianakosma9411
      @lianakosma9411 2 года назад +8

      @@jennyapple4704 send my prayers from Greece 💙💙💙🙏🙏🙏

    • @sherrybutts5947
      @sherrybutts5947 Год назад +11

      Yes that dogs reaction is amazing and shows animals definitely have compassion

    • @pattykochenower4222
      @pattykochenower4222 Год назад +5

      Flower is showing his compassion and love for you hurting . Animals are amazing, especially for that ! I just lost my cat if 17 years and she helped me through so much . I’m praying for you ❤️

    • @romanaabo3664
      @romanaabo3664 6 месяцев назад

      We all noticed. But what was he trying to do?

  • @mariaimpoinvil7815
    @mariaimpoinvil7815 Год назад +89

    Kyle is the best husband!!! So supportive!!!

  • @kdizzle901
    @kdizzle901 6 месяцев назад +47

    She’s looks so healthy here 😢 RIP stay strong Kyle from another Kyle across the States

    • @MegglesEST1983
      @MegglesEST1983 6 месяцев назад +6

      Steroids had her swollen unfortunately

  • @BarbiegirlTina
    @BarbiegirlTina 2 года назад +116

    This breaks my heart …your children are so beautiful…keep going Jenny …we’re here …its not your fault you have cancer …it can happen to anyone …you’ve done nothing wrong 😔

  • @violetaperla6964
    @violetaperla6964 2 года назад +143

    I’m so sorry. It breaks my heart to see someone this young has to go through this. I’m praying for you hun and your beautiful family! Sending prayers of healing your way 🙏🏼❤️

  • @margaret4807
    @margaret4807 10 месяцев назад +40

    Your beautiful dog can sense your in agony and is trying to comfort you. How precious ❤️

  • @annw.7624
    @annw.7624 Год назад +5

    I was diagnosed with breast cancer in 2017 and I can't help but watch others struggling with the same issues because I can feel the feelings with you. I find all the comments so encouraging and hopeful. Thank you for your honesty and for everyone's encouragement! It really does help.

  • @saragrandma9592
    @saragrandma9592 2 года назад +160

    I'm so sorry honey. My brother in law had brain cancer, that covered the whole right side of his brain. It was inoperable.
    He went through hell, but his oncologist implanted the chemo on to the tumor. It has been 18 yrs. and he is doing fantastic. He has got to watch his son grow.
    Enjoy everyday even when your sad, exhausted and feel like shit.
    Who knows why this happens, but fight, fight hard!! Yell at the damn cancer, tell it "your not going to win this fight, I am, my husband is and my kids are. " I believe it's also helpful that you write, write your feelings, about each day good or bad. Everything
    I also believe you need to write a letter to the cancer and tell it how you feel
    I want you to read it out loud and then burn it.

    • @jennyapple4704
      @jennyapple4704  2 года назад +21

      I am so sorry for your brother in law, but awesome that the doctor was able to treat him, his story is such an inspiration, thank you for your tips as well, I appreciate them.

    • @marciaogden7273
      @marciaogden7273 2 года назад +6

      So sorry for your diagnosis. In our thoughts and prayers daily.🙏🤟🙏

  • @sharon9111
    @sharon9111 7 месяцев назад +36

    Poor Sweet Jenny! I'm watching these videos and how strong she has been from day one. I'm going to miss her so much.

  • @melissapoole8580
    @melissapoole8580 6 месяцев назад +23

    I just keep rewatching your videos. You are just the most beautiful soul. Its so freaking unfair you have left this world. You touched so many lives. I know you are at peace, but I pray for Kyle, Ellis and sweet Winnie. I have cried so much during your journey with you. And now with those who love you.

  • @JuanDiazSilvermyst
    @JuanDiazSilvermyst 8 месяцев назад +8

    Watching these videos because i want to be reminded how u fair this is.... you guys are a huge inspiration to those who are going through this as well. Your legacy, your journey, your bravery and the eay you fight, keeps us inspired.

  • @priscillaridley2242
    @priscillaridley2242 Год назад +19

    Not sure why this video was recommended to me. But so happy i found your channel. Both my parents went through cancer. My mom was told she had months left to live and i was only 5.. well my mother beat the cancer and i turned 41 in march. My father went through similar he was diagnosed with apl leukemia 3 weeks after his 80th birthday and he just turned 84. His cancer been in remission. One thing i learned about cancer with both my parents is mindset. My father was always in a great mood and not sure how even on the darkest days.. he told me never fold. Smile and live your life. I was really young when my mother was sick but i heard tbe stories of chemotherapy and ups and downs..miracles happen every day. Stay positive❤🙏🏽 make sure u have a good team.

  • @kristaday6471
    @kristaday6471 Год назад +30

    This video ended up in my recommended and I felt compelled to click on it. I just wanted to say that I wish you the absolute best and hope that you are cancer free so soon! I'm sorry that you are going through this, and how unfair it is!

  • @pamhelms291
    @pamhelms291 7 месяцев назад +5

    Your family means so much to me. Following you. I feel like I know your family. Jenny was such a sweet person. She will live on in all of our hearts. Your videos will help so many people! I know how they have touched my life!

  • @brendaloman1059
    @brendaloman1059 2 года назад +23

    My heart breaks for you. Your kids are amazing; you must be an amazing mom. Praying for healing!

  • @charlenekeillor1373
    @charlenekeillor1373 2 года назад +34

    This is my fist time watching your video and it brought me to tears. I will pray for you. 🌸🇨🇦

    • @jennyapple4704
      @jennyapple4704  2 года назад +2

      Thank you so much!

    • @stelladowsett7151
      @stelladowsett7151 2 года назад

      My first time too, I’m crying with you. It is so unfair. Cancer is no respecter of anyone. I pray the treatment works for you and this ends up being just a bad memory. Sending lots of love to you and yours. Stay strong; but I think crying is important to. ❤️🇬🇧

  • @maryellenmonk8045
    @maryellenmonk8045 2 года назад +37

    Oh sweet Jenny...my heart goes out to you. Sending so many prayers to you and your beautiful family.

  • @sarahbarclay1650
    @sarahbarclay1650 6 месяцев назад +8

    What an amazing mommy she truly was!!! Sooo involved even being sooo sick!!! Jenny you are missed!!! ❤️

  • @smlsml1981
    @smlsml1981 Год назад +29

    Thank you for your vulnerability. It is helping many of us in our own personal cancer battle.

  • @Fteresa1
    @Fteresa1 Год назад +5

    You poor lovely girl, I’ve had cancer and I recognise all the emotions , I can’t say don’t be sad , I tried not to think of the cancer and focused on what each day brought and the delight and love I received from all my family and friends and my lovely dog❤❤❤

  • @robertashaffer3950
    @robertashaffer3950 2 года назад +10

    Jenny, your video came up as I was on RUclips. I am crying right now watching this and listening to you & your husband.
    You are a beautiful family and your fur baby is precious.
    I have subscribed to your channel. You can count on me to pray for you.
    I am sending you love and a big hug. 🙏💗

  • @susanbaker46
    @susanbaker46 4 месяца назад +1

    This came up on my feed just now. The glow in the kids eyes when Jenny speaks is so beautiful. I hope they find that again.

  • @pauletteraspberry2923
    @pauletteraspberry2923 Год назад +39

    I’m so happy that you are talking about your feelings. It’s wrong for people to tell you to be strong. Expressing your feelings is not being weak. It’s much healthier to express how you are feeling or discuss your concerns. I’m also so happy that you have such a loving family. Your husband seems to be so supportive and your kids are absolutely beautiful. Sending love the best healing vibes your way.🥰🥰

    • @jennyapple4704
      @jennyapple4704  Год назад +4

      Thank you so much for the love and support, it means so much

    • @alexandramoyer8785
      @alexandramoyer8785 Год назад +3

      They don’t mean it to be mean or to sound they think she’s weak 🙄

  • @HooliganMomma
    @HooliganMomma 2 года назад +21

    Bless your heart! Honor your feelings and be kind to yourself...you are allowed all your feelings of fear, disappointment and anything else. You are human. Whatever this path you are on brings you, know that you are Here and you are Loved. Sending healing energy! xo

  • @julesstone7990
    @julesstone7990 2 года назад +67

    For some reason this just popped up on my channel and I have just subscribed. It makes me so angry that Cancer is still here after all these years and the millions and millions that have been raised for research and all the new technology! I cried watching you and your beautiful children and I wish you love and hope xx

    • @RavensFoodPorn
      @RavensFoodPorn 2 года назад +4

      Well said, Jules Stone! I second that 🙏

    • @jennyapple4704
      @jennyapple4704  2 года назад +2

      Thank you so much

    • @melgrant7404
      @melgrant7404 2 года назад +1

      What also makes me mad is when the treatment isn't available to you in your area.

    • @julesstone7990
      @julesstone7990 2 года назад +1

      @@melgrant7404 totally agree x

    • @babykaybee7793
      @babykaybee7793 2 года назад +1

      I agree with you. And if taxpayers' money went to finding a cure for cancer instead of war supplies we would have that cure.

  • @valentinahernandez7291
    @valentinahernandez7291 11 месяцев назад +19

    Flower is your emotional support dog - for sure! She's so adorable! May God keep you strong. You and your whole family are truly amazing people, and even Flower is amazing as well. God bless all of you - always.❤

  • @Lochlannkilburnmusik
    @Lochlannkilburnmusik Год назад +31

    This breaks my hearts so much. Let her feel whatever it is that she feels. If you aren't going through this, don't proceed to tell her how she should be feeling.

  • @LovelyRose1988
    @LovelyRose1988 2 года назад +7

    Thinking of you Jenny. You’re one of the strongest and kindest people i know. Always here for you if you need anything

  • @tiradoproperties7622
    @tiradoproperties7622 7 месяцев назад +15

    I just discovered your channel Apple family. I am so sorry that you got cancer despite living a very healthy lifestyle. My mom passed from cancer at almost 49 years old and it was brutal for all involved until the last day when she was actually smiling. God bless you all and keep the faith that Jesus will be there for you.

  • @cynthialambe4239
    @cynthialambe4239 Год назад +10

    So blessed to have your sweet husband to walk with you through this. It’s hard. So many questions, yet I see your mothers heart talking about your babies!!! Don’t give up. Don’t get discouraged. Fight! ❤ I’ll be praying for you sweetheart. ❤

  • @Sarah-xj9il
    @Sarah-xj9il Год назад +12

    This is incredibly REAL, RAW, and TOUCHING…thank you for allowing us all on the journey with you. ❤️ I started watching you a bit back, but need to go back and watch earlier videos like this one. Thinking positive FOR YOU, and your whole family! Feel WHATEVER you need to feel! All of the feels are OK.

  • @cazmelton6825
    @cazmelton6825 2 года назад +28

    This made me cry, I’m praying for your recovery x

  • @glee8133
    @glee8133 Год назад +62

    Your puppy knows you’re sad. Blessings to all of you.

    • @jennyapple4704
      @jennyapple4704  Год назад +7

      She always does

    • @grydjupesland5152
      @grydjupesland5152 10 месяцев назад +3

      Yes thats what dogs do. She try to comfort you big time. She knows/feels what you are going through.
      God bless you Jenny. Never give up, praying for your healing. Big hugs from a dog owner from Norway.

  • @katieseidl4305
    @katieseidl4305 Год назад +1

    You are the bravest woman ever! Hugs and prayers to you and your family! God Bless You!❤

  • @kpap3132
    @kpap3132 6 месяцев назад +7

    I think it speaks volumes seeing how strong both of you always stayed, it's like you played well off one another because of it and I believe strongly your children will develop those very same traits.
    Grief is not a record of what's been lost, but who's been loved. 🙏

  • @jessicacarnahan6924
    @jessicacarnahan6924 2 года назад +9

    Oh my goodness- all I can come up with is prayers for you- your family- your doctors and nurses and anyone supporting you with each strep through this Mama! I am just so so so sorry. 😢❤

    • @jennyapple4704
      @jennyapple4704  2 года назад

      Thank you for the prayers, love and support!

  • @paulachin9130
    @paulachin9130 Год назад +3

    You have two beautiful kids, and when they said I'll miss you too mum melted my heart.

  • @swampophelia2098
    @swampophelia2098 Год назад +4

    This has to be the worst time in your life, I don’t know where you get the strength to share your journey but thank you for doing so…. You keep going girl, cry when you want to cry and get sassy when you feel sassy. You just be you , wishing you all the very very best xx

  • @Tranquility32
    @Tranquility32 7 месяцев назад +5

    Bless you dear Jenny. I only came to your channel fairly recently, and am sorry things have taken this turn. Wishing you, Kyle and your family, friends, and loved ones, peace, comfort and all you need.
    I cannot imagine what you’re thinking and feeling, Jenny. But you will be okay. This is a transition. We adore Kyle and your precious children, so prayers go out to you and all of them. I know you’ll be with them and watching over them… always.
    I wish I could trade places with you, in order for you to be healthy; I would do it in a second.
    Lots of love to you Jenny and Family!!!! And Jenny, as thousands of others have already said, you are so beautiful, bright, caring, kind and so much more. All of these will live on with you and through your family.

  • @janicegilbert4029
    @janicegilbert4029 2 года назад +25

    My heart goes out to you both. I love the way the dog is picking up on your feelings and trying to give you comfort

  • @ednainesdavid6340
    @ednainesdavid6340 2 года назад +8

    I just came across your channel and I am very sorry that you are going through this. I was watching the beginning of the video and hearing you talking about how anxious you were about the exams and saying: “I just hope everything is fine and I am clear and there’a nothing bad in me” it remind me of when I was going through all of the exams because the doctors didn’t know what I had and they thought at some point that it could be cancer. And I could feel in your voice your fear, I felt that. I am very sorry that you’re going through that and I will pray for you and your family and I will send you all my blessings for better days and positive vibes.
    And remember it is ok for you to cry whenever you want and to feel upset about it, feel what you have to feel it is ok and it is acceptable. You’re so strong and keep fighting 💖 Sending much love from Portugal 🇵🇹

    • @jennyapple4704
      @jennyapple4704  2 года назад +2

      Thank you so much for the support, and I am sorry you have had to endure this pain as well, sending love your way!

  • @kathleenhendrix6280
    @kathleenhendrix6280 Год назад +9

    Sending love and prayers for you and your family ❤️🙏
    Your dog can tell your upset he loves you 🥰 that's so sweet

  • @Ghogumang
    @Ghogumang 2 года назад +8

    Dear Jenny,
    I never met you but know kyle from the high school.
    Most definitely this is not the end. It is just beginning of the new chapter of your life which will start by beating this cancer. You will be there every part of your kids life, and you will be a great grandma of your future grandkids.
    Hang in there and will be keep in my thoughts and prayer throughout your treatment 🙏.

  • @KTen-cm6wx
    @KTen-cm6wx 2 года назад +13

    My dear Jenny, I will keep you n your family in my prayers. Stay positive and strong. God is with you🙏

  • @moriganna67ify
    @moriganna67ify Год назад +8

    That beautiful fur baby is being sweet! They know when we are feeling horrible. He was hugging you. I hope you are better now! It's OK to be scared. I'm waiting on my CT on my throat and torso. I have Lymph Nodes and I know the damn pain in my lung tummy and side! I wish you the best.

  • @Tami_L96
    @Tami_L96 22 дня назад +2

    Jenny Appleford was everything pure and beautiful in this world. If anyone didn't deserve to fall victim to this evil, awful disease, it was sweet Jenny. Fly high beautiful angel.♥️🌹

    • @EmmaBakesCakes
      @EmmaBakesCakes 7 дней назад

      So beautifully written and so true. Sweet, beautiful Jenny. This world misses you so very much ❤

  • @starirose
    @starirose 6 месяцев назад +3

    The most real raw moments and you shared all this with us. You are so special Jenny and so brave. Rest easy Angel

  • @kimberlyk3928
    @kimberlyk3928 2 года назад +8

    Awe my prayers are with you! You're a strong woman! You got this girl!! 🙏❤️

  • @debbiepinks5531
    @debbiepinks5531 8 месяцев назад +4

    Wow, this is so raw and real. In tears right along with you. 😢

  • @karenanderson717
    @karenanderson717 Год назад +1

    Your videos show the real hell cancer casts on families. You and Kyle have a beautiful love. It shows. You two are a beautiful couple with two wonderful children and your beloved dog.
    Sending prayers and love. So sorry for how this has changed your lives.

  • @gailwright4326
    @gailwright4326 2 года назад +10

    I'm so sorry you're going through this. Hang in there. Miracles do happen! Think positive. You've got this. My thoughts and prayers are with you.

  • @tess5747
    @tess5747 2 года назад +32

    Dear Jenny I wish you every hope and strength that you beat this. I’m not personally a believer in god but I am a cancer survivor (colon cancer - 25 years healthy now) and send you the very best wishes that you will beat this. You are a lovely person. ❣️

    • @jennyapple4704
      @jennyapple4704  2 года назад +2

      Wow, congratulations! Thank is amazing to hear and so encouraging. I hope you continue to do well. Thank you for the love 💕

  • @sheedee2
    @sheedee2 9 месяцев назад +3

    You are so blessed to have such a loving caring understanding and supportive husband!...
    You will get through this!👍

  • @dareenglishteach
    @dareenglishteach 7 месяцев назад +2

    She helped even me, a teacher of English. She resembled one of my ex student’s mom a lot. And this year I decided to write to her - and suddenly she offered to start lessons with her son again. But for Jenny, I wouldn’t have written to her, for sure. Thank you, angel 😢❤

  • @rightthinking2087
    @rightthinking2087 Год назад +45

    You have an incredibly wonderful husband Jenny. My daughter was diagnosed with Metastatic Melanoma last year and the world stopped for me so, just wanted to say, take care, the care taker! Kyle, I know how you feel! When someone you love is going through this, you go through it with them! You put them first! It’s so scary and you’re doing your best to hold space for Jenny but, please take care of yourself too!
    Much love to you all! ❤️

    • @jriverar1436
      @jriverar1436 11 месяцев назад +1

      Stay strong!! Your daughter will heal completely and quickly. In god's name she will heal. Sending you many prayers and hugs from CA.❤

    • @rightthinking2087
      @rightthinking2087 11 месяцев назад

      @@jriverar1436 Thank you so much for your prayers and kind words! 🙏💕

  • @Melhoneybee30
    @Melhoneybee30 2 года назад +12

    As the words on the pillow that your Grandma gave you says
    'With God, ALL things are possible'
    You and your husband are extremely strong. God will get you through this. Your children are adorable. I agree with you about being honest with your kids too...
    New subscriber here! Will be praying for your healing in Jesus' name...Amen ❤🙏🏾

  • @jrn6390
    @jrn6390 7 месяцев назад +6

    This absolutely breaks my heart. Jenny, you are such an amazing and strong woman. I lost my fiance' from lung cancer. It spread to his liver and pancreas. He was only 30 years old. He never smoked either and was overall healthy. I lost my brother at the age of 42 from melanoma. It spread to his lymph nodes and brain. Cancer is no respecters of persons. I hate it so much. I'm so sorry for all you and your family are going through. I'm sending you all love, hugs, and lots of prayers.

  • @fayesmith2406
    @fayesmith2406 Год назад

    Your dog is so sweet, he knows something is wrong & comforting you. I will be praying for you!

  • @jaylin2315
    @jaylin2315 2 года назад +114

    Psalm 34:18 The Lord is near to the brokenhearted and saves the crushed in spirit.

    • @debbypatterson5178
      @debbypatterson5178 2 года назад +4

      AMEN! 🙏🙏🙏😪

    • @pegs1659
      @pegs1659 2 года назад +4

      That's a beautiful verse.

    • @jaylin2315
      @jaylin2315 2 года назад +4

      Yes it is, He is faithful in all time♥️

    • @joanmango8133
      @joanmango8133 2 года назад +3

      Love that. We need to be reminded at times when we are overwhelmed, don't ya think. Great words to hear. Your a blessing. Thank you God Bless you

    • @debbypatterson5178
      @debbypatterson5178 Год назад +1

      @@joanmango8133 my church has mid-week Services during Lent and Advent and it is always my favorite time to go because Wednesday nights are about the time you need reminded that you can make it through the week❤👣👣

  • @rev.dr.g1806
    @rev.dr.g1806 2 года назад +46

    Jenny, I’m praying with you and for you. I’m praying that the treatments will work so you will be with your children. I’ve been where you are heading with my husband. He fought like a trooper. I want to see you recover. Lord have mercy on this family. Trust in God. Keep praying. Keep the faith. Love you all. 🎀✝️✝️✝️💕👣👣

  • @cq9882
    @cq9882 Год назад +1

    I am so happy to see you showing your emotions. I too struggle with my prognosis and spread. You handle your emotions whenever you feel like it. With Family, Friends and yourself. 💕🇦🇺🙏

  • @marymasdon1175
    @marymasdon1175 10 месяцев назад +12

    I was given 6 months to live and put on Hospice. Last stage breast cancer in the year of 2005. Well I’m still alive and just went through a new type of breast cancer in my other breast. All I know and all I believe in is “I’ll go home when my God calls me home!’ I know how you feel and your allowed to feel angry, sorry for yourself and to make great lasting memories. Cancer sucks!

  • @Mistical1982
    @Mistical1982 2 года назад +21

    How difficult for you all. As a mother, I feel so much empathy for you. Sending love and strength.

  • @PC_TV_73
    @PC_TV_73 6 месяцев назад +4

    I started binge watching all your videos and it’s crazy. It goes from fantasyland perfect to something a nightmare is made out of. At least you have a lot of support from family and friends on RUclips. Some people don’t even have that so at least you should be thankful for that but I know it’s hard to be thankful for anything when you’re going through something so terrible. Cancer, my mom died of cancer last October 2022. My father-in-law died of cancer about seven years ago. My uncles father died of cancer about 10 years ago. Two of my mom‘s best friends died of cancer before she died of cancer it’s crazy. I just hope they find a cure before more people have to suffer, RIP you beautiful soul

  • @Suzi195
    @Suzi195 Год назад +6

    There are so many of us going through what you are. It's sad when there are kids involved. My children are all grown and they have grandkids.
    But i cant imagine having little ones and going through this. Stay strong.

  • @frances6036
    @frances6036 2 года назад +38

    Sending prayers your way. Listen to your doctors, eat good, take in antioxidants. My boss has had Brain Cancer since 2003, he gets treatment and has had a few surgeries. They can’t remove all the cancer but he is still alive, working driving, golfing and hunting… You got this!

    • @jennyapple4704
      @jennyapple4704  2 года назад +7

      Thank you so much for this, your boss is an inspiration to me! Thank you for sharing!

    • @dolinaj1
      @dolinaj1 11 месяцев назад

      Awful someone living with brain cancer hunts living beings for sport. He should rethink that folly, seriously.

  • @Trent_Brooks1990
    @Trent_Brooks1990 5 месяцев назад +1

    Been seeing more of these videos popping up in my feed, reminds me to start being happier and appreciate my life more, R.I.P Jenny 🙏

  • @Bitcoinzz75
    @Bitcoinzz75 2 года назад +33

    Diagnosed with cancer 3 months to live. Completely done from 2 week to the next appointment. I prayed and knew I was ok. I pray the same for you. ❤

    • @jennyapple4704
      @jennyapple4704  2 года назад +3

      Thank you so much

    • @FrostThorn
      @FrostThorn Год назад

      Praying? God had nothing to do with it all you're doing is taking away from the real doctors that made it possible

  • @henkpoog1264
    @henkpoog1264 2 года назад +14

    Please , stay strong , it breaks my heart to hear this ! My thoughts and prayers are with you ! Greetings Lillian 🌹🇳🇱

  • @Luckyduck82180
    @Luckyduck82180 2 года назад +61

    I’m new here, but my heart is with you. My mother battled stage 4 metastatic breast cancer for 20 years. There is definitely not a right thing to say, but I am keeping you and your family in my thoughts and prayers ❤️

    • @jennyapple4704
      @jennyapple4704  2 года назад +5

      Thank you so much, your mother was an incredible human being!

    • @cynthiaholland13
      @cynthiaholland13 10 месяцев назад

      Wow. Your mother was a true warrior

  • @aliciamonger2920
    @aliciamonger2920 4 месяца назад +5

    I always replay her videos cause even though I didn’t know her she seemed like such a sweet loving and funny woman. A woman I would have liked to have known more. She’s so beautiful. Rest peacefully beautiful. You don’t have to suffer anymore. ❤

  • @marylanglois5876
    @marylanglois5876 7 месяцев назад +3

    😢 Bless your Heart Jenny.
    🙏 You are a True Warrior. ❤️

  • @jodeming5088
    @jodeming5088 2 года назад +6

    Your video popped up today & I am glad that I watched. Your family is beautiful. I am a new sub now and would be honored to follow your journey to kicking cancer’s backside. You are right in being scared, we all would be as well. Flower is adorable as well. Thank you for sharing with us. I am keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. Staying positive make a huge difference.

  • @Merv1e
    @Merv1e 2 года назад +20

    Jenny, I’m so sorry i can only imagine what you’re going through. But this is definitely not the end. My prayers are with you and your precious family ❤️

  • @a.cathybeatty9531
    @a.cathybeatty9531 Год назад

    You precious Jenny, I'm praying for the best for you! My heart has so much love pouring through you! I continue to pray for you!