@@1TouyaTodoroki. hey, i’ll say this. Everyone matters. But rn i’m asking all of u guys how you are. That means i’m not included in the topic, with that said, what’s wrong?
oh no! I'm sorry that happened. do you have a school counselor? they can usually help. they don't tell anyone about anything unless your gonna hurt someone or yourslef. if you don't agev one maybe contact your doctor for anxiety medication. hope this helps and have a great day!❤
around 20 days clean!!! longest it’s ever been. I’ve been recovering more and trying my best to be more confident. I had enough confidence to take off my mask and stuff during a hangout with friends. I stopped trying to get blades after my mom caught me. My suicidal thoughts have been lessened by a LOT i only get like 2 a day. My silly hyper fixations really really helped edit: oml that’s a lot of support 😭💞💞 tysm everyone!! I hope you all are okay because you are all here too, I’d be happy to talk to you if you ever need someone :)
Hey, that's awesome!! :D Idk you, but I'm so heckin proud of you. As someone who's struggled with that kind of thing before lol, ik how hard it can be- and I'm so proud of you for being so strong
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Daily reminder: your skin is not paper, so don’t cut it, your neck is not a coat, so don’t hang it, your body is not a book, so don’t judge it, your heart is not a door, so don’t lock it, our life/lives are not a movie, so don’t end it, don’t think your a loser, everyone loves you, don’t listen to the haters and bullies, because YOU’RE A STAR🌟 (this message is not mine, I was just sharing it to 2% or more people, so now it’s your turn to share it) :)❤🙏
people can hurt you, they may not know it but they do. take your time to separate yourself healthy, it'll take time. and effort. but the end result is always worth it 🥰 Have a great life and day! ❤
@coralovesyouu I know i can get thru this all but like I just wanna be happy again Like there was this guy and we were in love with eachother but we just didn’t tell eachother and now it’s too late and he’s with another girl and I just want to go back and now he doesn’t even wanna talk to me anymore
good job for the 19 days! it sucks thst you felt the need to do sh. you didnt fail,you just made a mistake. it takes time to do your best. you did good! maybe instead of sh try painting or writing, resting. write down your thoughts. talk to yourself, what well, go outside. It may have felt good in the moment but int he end it won't. I heop you get through this. I believe in you!!!! ❤❤
I just found out my friend got rapped… she’s such a kind soul and she doesn’t deserve anything bad… I love her sm and.. idk.. I just feel so bad for her..
I'm sorry she had to go through that... make sure she's okay, take some time to realize what happened. make sure your good before you help her. If she needs space, give her some space. if she need you just make sure to be a shoulder she can lean on. hope you guys feel better..❤️
I thought I was finally becoming a better person. Then my parents told me how I really am and now I hate myself all over again! I’ve been trying so hard, making sure I put everyone first and now this? I am..a shitty person, and forever will be bc of my past. I wish I could just sleep in peace.
Personally I've learned to just not focus on the past and ignore what people say, if you feel like your doing better then strive to keep being better. If that's what you really want, if not try to be the person you want to be, it only takes steps.
It is what is my guy, at that point since it's only yourself, that means that you are gonna have to get yourself out of that, just ignore everything, if it's not true it's not true, don't react to it, don't acknowledge it, don't even think it exists or it happened.
Vent Ive never vented before on the internet. Im always so scared that somethings Going to happen wich ofc won't like Loseing everything and everyone i love. January was the worst ive ever been in my life. All my life i lve been shouted at for beeing a disappointment. I cant cry anymore because of it. Ive started to slip back into it again. I never really did sh but i did once and it felt nice. What the fuck is wrong with me. I like the felling of pain.
Nothing is wrong with you your feeling emotions that suck to feel and I'm sorry about that. If it makes you feel any better your not alone and I'm always here if you need to talk
i cringe at venting . i feel useless when i do and sensitive but i started cutting. whenever i’m not texting or on ft with some1 or with someone, i’m crying, even at school i have to go to the bathroom and cry urges to cut. i was a 4 days clean, now i’m not. i always need someone to ft me, when ppl say their busy or no, i cut more cuz i feel annoying i really don’t like this i hate it. pleas stop
I just want to be happy again. Go back to when I was ignorant and innocent and I didn’t feel like such a failure and such an annoying, selfish, trashy, stupid person. It’s been so long and even years back in third I would cry myself to sleep, whispering to myself about how my family would be better off without me and how I’m such a disappointment. I just want to love myself again. I just want my authentic happiness back. Why is being okay so much to ask of myself?
@@iirise ok. I’ve just been trying to please people but they always look med at me. And I’ve been trying to be nice to my siblings but they never listen and talk bad to my back and I’ve just been trying to keep myself together for the past year but it’s been really hard since I feel like I can’t talk to people
@@Littlebuglover dont please people do what you want nobody has any right to do what they want to you. if they dont wanna listen let them focus on what you wanna do and what you believe then you will find the peace of mind. you got this
I'll try an help by listing things since this isn't the most descriptive- if the days are getting painful mentally then maybe talk to someone. if you don't have friends that are able to talk maybe try a vent space on yt. or I can try and help. and if your physically painful and weak from disease or a physical illness such as arthritis or ED or something like that then maybe talk to your doctor. if your not eating well from stress or sadness then maybe try and slowly adjust yourself to healthy eating or whatever is wrong. Set alarms of when you want to. take it slow. try and motivate yourself. sorry if this doesn't help- have a good day
I'm not good at comforting people but I've been here. I hope your eating enough and drinking enough water and if you need a break from everything take a break ghost if you half to. You are very special and need to take time on ur self because no one wants to lose you. I hope you Get better and this message help if you need anything else reply to me pls. I love you and I will pray for you.💖
@@C0smo-Rh34 thank you so much this made my night reading this. what you said I'll take into consideration and it was helpful. I hope you're doing okay aswell ❤️
@@Women-gh6rt thank you so much. this means a lot hearing this from strangers. knowing people who I don't know care means so much. I hope you're doing well ❤️
They didn’t notice? I thought I gave so many signs? They didn’t see me cry? They didn’t see my scars? Why didn’t they smile back today? Why didn’t they hug me today? Why didn’t they respond to my text? They might be to busy… Why didn’t they talk to me today? Why did they call me a b*tch today? Why did she never comfort me when I cried? Am I to clingy? Am i annoying to them? Am I a bad example? Am I just a big crybaby? I heard them talking bad about me today… Are we still friends? What happened? I thought we were starting to be friends? I thought she still wanted to be friends? What happened? Why do I feel like I need to ki|| myself… Why do I always feel sad? Maybe am I not enough
Ngl you shouldn't be having these problems at 10 your to young to be able to understand it fully.... I was the same but at your age you don't really feel true emptiness or sadness. Just relax and enjoy yourself at that time, it's the only time you will be able to.
Have to tell you what I did and know I risk losing you forever. How do I do this? We were broken up but still. So mentally unwell and think I’m going through a quarter life crisis and possibly undiagnosed bipolar disorder.
vent lets hope youtube doesnt take this down god my life went so downhill, i hate faking happiness, I’ve started hearing and seeing things. i can’t recognise myself and i cant be honest to my therapist. a voice inside my head is always telling me how stupid and worthless i am. i cant keep a stable relationship, im going off food entirely, i dont even have motivation to get up. im always oversleeping as its my only escape. i dont see a way out of this other then su!c!de
If this helps at all your not alone. Feeling like this is completely valid and I'm always here if you ever need to talk. I really hope things get better for you
Best advice for you friend, if therapy isn't helping you, just try to help yourself, try to ignore your voice that is telling you your worthless, it's only repeating what others are telling you which isn't true, everyone has worth spiritually and literally,(cough kidney is lime 100k bucks) but if you are struggling to eat just eat when you want and whatever you want and feel like eating, something that helps me is remembering that this is only temporary, and that this is gonna be my only life, so just make the most of it and do what you want to do.
How’s everyone doing? Please remember to take care of yourself!❤️
Bad you?
@@1TouyaTodoroki. i don’t matter
@@luhvr_jina you matter.. +im not important so.
@@1TouyaTodoroki. hey, i’ll say this. Everyone matters. But rn i’m asking all of u guys how you are. That means i’m not included in the topic, with that said, what’s wrong?
I'm not okay!
Vent : Today at school
I had anxiety and social anxiety. Was shaking. It felt awful...
oh no! I'm sorry that happened. do you have a school counselor? they can usually help. they don't tell anyone about anything unless your gonna hurt someone or yourslef. if you don't agev one maybe contact your doctor for anxiety medication. hope this helps and have a great day!❤
around 20 days clean!!! longest it’s ever been. I’ve been recovering more and trying my best to be more confident. I had enough confidence to take off my mask and stuff during a hangout with friends. I stopped trying to get blades after my mom caught me. My suicidal thoughts have been lessened by a LOT i only get like 2 a day. My silly hyper fixations really really helped
edit: oml that’s a lot of support 😭💞💞 tysm everyone!! I hope you all are okay because you are all here too, I’d be happy to talk to you if you ever need someone :)
im super proud of you
ur doing great keep going
GOOD JOB!!!!!AHHHH!!!!! IM SO PROUD OF YOU! KEEP IT UP!!! YOUR DOING GREAT!!! 🥰
Hey, that's awesome!! :D Idk you, but I'm so heckin proud of you. As someone who's struggled with that kind of thing before lol, ik how hard it can be- and I'm so proud of you for being so strong
Im so proud of u!! Keep going
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Daily reminder: your skin is not paper, so don’t cut it, your neck is not a coat, so don’t hang it, your body is not a book, so don’t judge it, your heart is not a door, so don’t lock it, our life/lives are not a movie, so don’t end it, don’t think your a loser, everyone loves you, don’t listen to the haters and bullies, because YOU’RE A STAR🌟 (this message is not mine, I was just sharing it to 2% or more people, so now it’s your turn to share it) :)❤🙏
I fucking love him sm why did he have to leave me like this? Does he even know how much he hurt me?
people can hurt you, they may not know it but they do. take your time to separate yourself healthy, it'll take time. and effort. but the end result is always worth it 🥰 Have a great life and day! ❤
@coralovesyouu I know i can get thru this all but like I just wanna be happy again
Like there was this guy and we were in love with eachother but we just didn’t tell eachother and now it’s too late and he’s with another girl and I just want to go back and now he doesn’t even wanna talk to me anymore
guys i brushed my teeth, cleaned my room, and did my laundry last night for the first time in almost 2 months i’m so freaking proud of myswld
im proud of you
@@iirise thank u!!❤️❤️
Im proud of you!
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@Zure6 you’re a top g Fr
got it from u
4:46 … WTF why would a parent or smth record a child crying while the person recording laughs..
19 days clean, i failed, i wish i didnt, the feeling of the blood running down my wrists felt so good because its been so long-
Come on you got this vent to me anytime I've got your back. Just remmeber.I love your so Much and your really special
good job for the 19 days! it sucks thst you felt the need to do sh. you didnt fail,you just made a mistake. it takes time to do your best. you did good! maybe instead of sh try painting or writing, resting. write down your thoughts. talk to yourself, what well, go outside. It may have felt good in the moment but int he end it won't. I heop you get through this. I believe in you!!!! ❤❤
Ey, I'm sorry if this is bad to ask but why does it feel good to harm yourself? It's painful to you and others...
I just found out my friend got rapped… she’s such a kind soul and she doesn’t deserve anything bad… I love her sm and.. idk.. I just feel so bad for her..
I'm sorry she had to go through that... make sure she's okay, take some time to realize what happened. make sure your good before you help her. If she needs space, give her some space. if she need you just make sure to be a shoulder she can lean on. hope you guys feel better..❤️
That’s horrible :(
I don’t know if I should vent here…I just feel like if I do vent then I’m a pick me, so I don’t know if I should or not.
I feel the same way, just open up trust me it helps
I hate with the kid that the parent just laughed at her got me just upset because I’ve been struggling with mental health since I was 5 and or younger
I thought I was finally becoming a better person. Then my parents told me how I really am and now I hate myself all over again! I’ve been trying so hard, making sure I put everyone first and now this? I am..a shitty person, and forever will be bc of my past. I wish I could just sleep in peace.
Personally I've learned to just not focus on the past and ignore what people say, if you feel like your doing better then strive to keep being better. If that's what you really want, if not try to be the person you want to be, it only takes steps.
I'M so fudging done. I hate everything sm. I hate my school, my life, just, everything. I literately have no one but myself, all because of a rumor.
It is what is my guy, at that point since it's only yourself, that means that you are gonna have to get yourself out of that, just ignore everything, if it's not true it's not true, don't react to it, don't acknowledge it, don't even think it exists or it happened.
All because I said one thing when I was in 5th grade, everyone hates me. (I didn't know what a furry was, I used to call myself one)@@bryins
Vent
Ive never vented before on the internet.
Im always so scared that somethings
Going to happen wich ofc won't like
Loseing everything and everyone i love.
January was the worst ive ever been in my life. All my life i lve been shouted at for beeing a disappointment. I cant cry anymore because of it. Ive started to slip back into it again. I never really did sh but i did once and it felt nice. What the fuck is wrong with me. I like the felling of pain.
Nothing is wrong with you your feeling emotions that suck to feel and I'm sorry about that. If it makes you feel any better your not alone and I'm always here if you need to talk
@@G.l.i.t.c.h.t.r.a.p thank you❤️❤️❤️❤️
@@emisimaganationisland your welcome. (Hope you feel better soon )
If you like the feeling of pain try to get into a hard sport lol, I promise you it will get you out of there.
i’ve literally only had kms thoughts in my mind the past two years i’m not ok at all
I'm really sorry to hear that. I don't know if this helps but your not alone and if you ever need anyone to he there I'm always here
Ey the position your in right now is only temporary, it's gonna get better soon, either by fate or you making it betterm
@@bryins thank yall sm i really needed to hear that rn i’m struggling a lot with life
You will get better :) I hope you have a nice day friend :)
i cringe at venting . i feel useless when i do and sensitive but
i started cutting. whenever i’m not texting or on ft with some1 or with someone, i’m crying, even at school i have to go to the bathroom and cry
urges to cut. i was a 4 days clean, now i’m not.
i always need someone to ft me, when ppl say their busy or no, i cut more cuz i feel annoying i really don’t like this i hate it. pleas stop
I’ve tried it all but nothing worked it all just made it worse
If anyone wants/needs to talk im here
I just want to be happy again. Go back to when I was ignorant and innocent and I didn’t feel like such a failure and such an annoying, selfish, trashy, stupid person. It’s been so long and even years back in third I would cry myself to sleep, whispering to myself about how my family would be better off without me and how I’m such a disappointment. I just want to love myself again. I just want my authentic happiness back. Why is being okay so much to ask of myself?
I just need to talk to someone but I don’t want to be in the way
talk to me
@@iirise ok. I’ve just been trying to please people but they always look med at me. And I’ve been trying to be nice to my siblings but they never listen and talk bad to my back and I’ve just been trying to keep myself together for the past year but it’s been really hard since I feel like I can’t talk to people
you can talk to me
@@depresoexpresoidk ok
@@Littlebuglover dont please people do what you want nobody has any right to do what they want to you. if they dont wanna listen let them focus on what you wanna do and what you believe then you will find the peace of mind. you got this
days are getting painful and I'm very physically weak lol
I'll try an help by listing things since this isn't the most descriptive- if the days are getting painful mentally then maybe talk to someone. if you don't have friends that are able to talk maybe try a vent space on yt. or I can try and help. and if your physically painful and weak from disease or a physical illness such as arthritis or ED or something like that then maybe talk to your doctor. if your not eating well from stress or sadness then maybe try and slowly adjust yourself to healthy eating or whatever is wrong. Set alarms of when you want to. take it slow. try and motivate yourself. sorry if this doesn't help- have a good day
I'm not good at comforting people but I've been here. I hope your eating enough and drinking enough water and if you need a break from everything take a break ghost if you half to. You are very special and need to take time on ur self because no one wants to lose you. I hope you Get better and this message help if you need anything else reply to me pls. I love you and I will pray for you.💖
@@C0smo-Rh34 thank you so much this made my night reading this. what you said I'll take into consideration and it was helpful. I hope you're doing okay aswell ❤️
@@Women-gh6rt thank you so much. this means a lot hearing this from strangers. knowing people who I don't know care means so much. I hope you're doing well ❤️
@@cherryP.I.E I'm glad! I hope you feel better :)
They didn’t notice?
I thought I gave so many signs?
They didn’t see me cry?
They didn’t see my scars?
Why didn’t they smile back today?
Why didn’t they hug me today?
Why didn’t they respond to my text? They might be to busy…
Why didn’t they talk to me today?
Why did they call me a b*tch today?
Why did she never comfort me when I cried?
Am I to clingy?
Am i annoying to them?
Am I a bad example?
Am I just a big crybaby?
I heard them talking bad about me today…
Are we still friends?
What happened?
I thought we were starting to be friends?
I thought she still wanted to be friends?
What happened?
Why do I feel like I need to ki|| myself…
Why do I always feel sad?
Maybe am I not enough
cut myself a few minutes ago, was a bit inefficient since i haven’t done it in a while. i just want to do more now idk why i can’t stop
I cant Anymore.
Yes you can, hold on a little longer, I love you, please ❤
@@Mike-Benedict i try everything...but everything feels so empty.
@@1TouyaTodoroki. there's still somewhere, keep going, it's gonna be alright
I’m ten and it’s been 3 1/2 years, it’s getting worse…
I'm really sorry to hear that if you ever need to talk I'm always here
Ngl you shouldn't be having these problems at 10 your to young to be able to understand it fully.... I was the same but at your age you don't really feel true emptiness or sadness. Just relax and enjoy yourself at that time, it's the only time you will be able to.
I hate the way I look and act.
Have to tell you what I did and know I risk losing you forever. How do I do this? We were broken up but still. So mentally unwell and think I’m going through a quarter life crisis and possibly undiagnosed bipolar disorder.
My ed is killing me
I hope u the best ml I accept u for who u are it will all get better I promise
I'm not frvent can like this comment
:)
Anyone else just help their crush break up with their best friend….
No? Just me?❤️🩹
vent lets hope youtube doesnt take this down
god my life went so downhill, i hate faking happiness, I’ve started hearing and seeing things. i can’t recognise myself and i cant be honest to my therapist. a voice inside my head is always telling me how stupid and worthless i am. i cant keep a stable relationship, im going off food entirely, i dont even have motivation to get up. im always oversleeping as its my only escape.
i dont see a way out of this other then su!c!de
If this helps at all your not alone. Feeling like this is completely valid and I'm always here if you ever need to talk. I really hope things get better for you
Best advice for you friend, if therapy isn't helping you, just try to help yourself, try to ignore your voice that is telling you your worthless, it's only repeating what others are telling you which isn't true, everyone has worth spiritually and literally,(cough kidney is lime 100k bucks) but if you are struggling to eat just eat when you want and whatever you want and feel like eating, something that helps me is remembering that this is only temporary, and that this is gonna be my only life, so just make the most of it and do what you want to do.