Vent Tiktok Compilation #7
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Wanna know something kinda beautiful?
Every single one of us found this. Out of any possible video, you found this one. So many people crossing paths in such a fascinating way. You may go your whole life without so much as walking past someone else who saw this out on the street. We may never know each other as more than names on a screen in a fleeting moment. Yet here we are. Sharing a similar moment, a similar experience, as so many others. And way down the line when we aren't here anymore? New strangers will come, and read, and feel this connection. A connection to strangers they will never know. A similar situation, even if different circumstances. A neverending cycle of beautiful coincidences. Beautiful connections. Beautiful fleeting moments.
Whoever's reading this. Where ever, when ever you're reading this. Just know everything will work out. Nothing is permanent, including whatever troubles you may be facing. Just as no positive feeling is permanent, neither are negative feelings. Every dusk has a dawn, every city sky a canopy of stars, every rain storm some growth. Even if you can't see the good in the future from where you are, it's coming. You'll make it through. You don't need to have everything figured out right now. You'll have all the time in the world for that.
For now, focus on yourself. What you need. Relax and just breathe. Everything will be fine in time. You are stronger than you think, and no matter what, you are loved by someone. Be that a family member, a friend, a colleague from work, a classmate, a pet. Be that a higher being or even just a stranger on the internet.
You are loved. You are worthy of love. You are deserving of love. You are worthy and deserving of love from yourself. And for whatever it's worth, know that I believe in you. You will make it.
Farewell for now, stranger. Maybe we'll cross paths again. But even if we don't, we still shared this moment, and that's more than enough.
Good luck, and be strong I love you ❤
I know mot many people read this whole paragraph, but I did, and you don’t know how much I needed that, so thank you, thank you so much
Thank you. I truly needed that...
I cryed reading this
ur an amazing person ❤
I love you.
My mother take care of my older brother more than me even tho he abused me and breaked me so many times
I’m so sorry dear. I tell you, your brother does not deserve that after what he’s put you through okay? You deserve that love and care. That Support. If not found from your brother or guardian at the moment, I hope my comment left for you, typed out by me, a random stranger on the Internet, at least is a reminder of comfort. I’ll be here whenever you need some words of what I hope gives you comfort, alright? ❤️ Take care hun, take care of yourself
I feel you
Ill give you all the love i can and am allow to give ❤
Theres one thing i wish to say to you all.
I'm proud of you for getting up.
Im proud of you for speaking
Im proud of you for taking a shower.
Im proud of you for trying to not sh.
Im proud of you brushing your teeth.
Im proud of you for trying.
Im proud of you for holding on.
(No mather what you do there will be one soul proud.. and thats me
Thank you so soo sooo much i have been really streeed lately and that made me smile and feel a littel better ♡♡♡♡
@@michiro7308 your welcome!! Have a nice night
Awwwww !! Thank you so soo soooo soooooo mucn that means alot to me i hope you have a fadulous day and night!! ^w^ ♡♡♡♡♡
Let me remind some of you guys this includes me
Your skin ,
Isn’t paper so don’t cut it
Your neck,
isn’t a coat so don’t hang it
Your life isn’t a movie,
so don’t end it
You aren’t a pig,
So don’t starve yourself
You matter,
So don’t kill yourself
I feel sometime alone and sad about a week I can't do it anymore but I never give up I felt hopeless once but now I feel nice and hopeful better than last time but it may come out again as a dead plant. It will be watered with cared and come out nice and pretty as away. :
) I hate when people judge me too much because of my face but that their problem I don't care I'm myself so what people can deal with it. Love yourself
How are you frvent? I’m here for anyone who wants to talk or vent. Love you guys ❤
Bro I am getting bad rn I destroyed something precious to me, a gift from someone who cares a great deal ab me and my future and I broke it, that was the first time I SH, since then everything has felt hopless and I find I want to die more and more everyday, everything seems to always go horribly wrong, I hate it, I hate everything. But most of all I hate myself and my life.
@@GeezerVR I’m sorry to hear that you’re getting bad, but you shouldn’t get angry at yourself, and I’m also sorry to hear that you did sh because once you start it’s really really difficult to stop. But I’m telling you now you can get through this and I’m praying that you will find the strength to have peace in all of this because I love you so much and you deserve to have things better than you do. I understand hating everything, but just please hold on a little longer because it’s worth it. I’m here for you
@@butterflies-r1t thank you so much🥰 God bless you bro
sometimes when I catch my thoughts going a little of rail I think to myself "I should probably be put in a psych ward haha" but my exhaustion is not hurting anyone else for now, so I don't see the point in telling anyone
@@Amalie_t7n i understand how that feels, but it’ll be so much easier for someone to help you now than it would be later, please just don’t leave it too late, you can always talk to me about things too 🩵
My mind thinks so much on a daily basis. So much. But almost every day I have the same thoughts that run through my mind, the same thoughts that I circle once, twice, or thrice.
What if I’m wrong? What if my mom doesn’t hate me? She isn’t narcissist, I’m just overreacting. Yeah, it must be because I’m a teen now, every teen has this phase of “oh, I hate my parent”. But what if I’m right? I don’t want to be right. I don’t want my mother to be narcissistic. What if I’m not depressed? What if I’m not really mentally ill? What if I’m faking it for myself, just to feel special? I don’t need to sh, I’m overreacting. (Classmate), (friend), and (friend) have it worse, I shouldn’t be complaining, I’m sure they don’t sh. Stop overreacting. (Friend) told me that they knew someone who sh in their past school and told me how ridiculous that was for them, what if I’m ridiculous for doing sh? Yeah, I’m pathetic. MY MIND IS SUCH A MESS! why can’t it stop? PLEASE, MAKE IT STOP!
I’m just overreacting. What would my mom do if she saw my scars? I need to focus on the exam, my parents would KILL me if I don’t have a good grade. I can’t stop thinking about that song. STOP GOING INTO YOUR FANTASY WORLD, ALEXA, FOCUS. I mean, I’m sad, but I’m not too sad to be mentally ill. I want to kms. Wait, no, if I kms, will I make others cry? Yeah, if I make them sad, that will be a selfish decision. Just in case, I have it all planned out.
I'm sorry for your situation. If you feel like talking I'm here. I'm sure that your mom cares about you (if she doesn't she should) remember this that I love you and Jesus does too
Today .
My friend my best friend told my crush that I like him , he didn't like me back and sense everyone found out so I got made fun of for it and my ex changed his pfp and said the one i made for his that to me a hour to make it perfect for him and on top of that my friend said body shamed me saying that I'm really skinny and how I was Skinner than her headset strap .
I hope my day gets better...
I hope your day got better, and I hope today is good for you :)
Vent
How is everyone??
not okay.^^
@@someforgetfulperson4911 Why’s that?
@@-Ash-. well. I kinda just found out I was over weight. I’ve always felt fat but just thought” ur only __ pounds there’s nothing to worry about!” And I’ve always been ugly in the face but now I’m just….
@@someforgetfulperson4911 Hey you are not ugly!! Please don’t ever say that!
@@Ashlynngrace321 I’m good!
❤I’m just going to leave this here.
Vent in the comments!! I’m here for you ❤
Hey, you are probably going through a lot right now, and so am I!! I need help just like you do. It’ll be okay soon, you will have someone to talk to just remember every time you wake up in the morning say to yourself ‘ If I leave this world, what about my family? What about my friends. ‘ Even if you don’t have neither of them someone is going to miss you. I guarantee it’ll make their lives fade away, loss affects all of us in different ways. So, if you are struggling right now, vent in the comments ❤😊
You hun, are working wonders wiring threads like these. This means so much to both myself and all the other people residing in this comment section who need that time to type out their thoughts ❤️ And the same goes for you of course. Anytime. Rest well, tonight, tomorrow.
Sorry for my mistakes
@@Yiperz ❤️
I can’t do it anymore. I love my life but then again I hate it. Life brings me surprises and then shits on them, I’m shouted at every single day for me taking the blame for someone else’s doings. The problem is I ALWAYS take the blame, I hate seeing other people upset cause it makes me wonder ‘ Why am I sad? I have nothing wrong in my life. ‘ I just want to be appreciated by my family, my friends, my teachers. The voice in my head is draining my thoughts. I tried healing a heart I didn’t hurt but ended up breaking mine, I’m scared to be alone but I love being alone in my house? My average night is crying my eyes out in my room listening to quote on quote ‘ Sad playlists. ‘ when I look in the mirror I see a different person on who I pretend to be. All my friends talk shit about me as I am stood behind them or I front of them, I just want them to know. I would never EVER talk about them behind there backs and not tell them about it. I’m becoming numb, but I don’t want to become numb. I’m never angry I’m just in pain, severe mental pain. My mum says I’m the ‘ normal child. ‘ but I say ‘ Define Normal? ‘ she stays quiet but the thing is NOBODY! Is normal. I hate having crushes because I compare myself to every girl he talks too. It’s always my fault. I want to be happy and have a smile on my face even at home. To my friends. I hope destroying me, made you happy.
Hiya hun. I'm so typical arriving late. But despite if they help or not, I've got some words to give alright? I read through this comment and I hate knowing that you're suffering like this. Young individuals like ourselves shouldn't be putting up with the horrors of society we deal with on the daily. You dear, might not be supported by those around you outside of this virtual platform. I think it is so terrible. People cannot recognise such suffering, some of them the walking dead. I wanted to give it to you though. Thank you, for writing this all out. Getting your mind to just release that out here to be caught onto by someone else. I'm sorry about your mum. She's oblivious to the fact that even if someone seems like they're doing okay, they can be having a storm in their hearts, in their head. I want to let you know, me, a stranger. I'm here if you need anything. Advice, someone to just reply to. I want you to know, you are so worthy of love. Okay?
Im giving all of my love to people and you my friend…..is the first person im giving AWAY to please use it with care❤
@@YOUKAICHUUYA ❤️❤️
vent:
My mom today this morning told me im doing the barely the bare minimum in everything and that im lacking in skills. All ive ever done in my entire life was try to make her proud and never have i ever heard a “ *irl name* im so proud of you and I love you.” No, no. Instead it always was “your not good enough.” “This is barely anything.” I just want her to look at me one day and tell me she loves me. I have done so much for her and no matter how much it will never be good enough for her..
That sucks. I know I’m just a stranger on the internet, but I wanna let you know that I’m proud of you simply because you’re still here. The fact that you try is enough!
i feel you i was like this too maybe i am still like this but i awlays think that if my mom didnt want to tell me good things and keep looking at my bad then its not my fault because i know how hard im trying to do the "bare minimum". be proud of yourself and you will see that you are more than you call "lacking skills" you did well.
oh my love :.( im so sorry you dont deserve this baby im here if u want to talk. also just please remeber that even if she doesnt think that your enough, we all do !!!! and you reqlly truley are enough okay? i aant you to say that out loud to your self go to a mirror if you want even and look urself in the eyes and say i am enough! i am deserving of a good life! i am worthy of love! i deserve good. i love you your extraordinary ❤
I give all the love i can and am allowed to give
And its for you❤
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✨vent<
I don’t understand myself.
I’m sad for no reason.
I can’t even go to school without getting sick.
Everything is going south too quickly for me comprehend.
I’m insecure as heck
I’m mean and I hate everything
I have scratch marks
I wish I could end it
I can’t because people love me and I can’t make them sad
That’s just selfish
I wish my life was like it used to be
I’m breaking apart
I can’t do this anymore I can’t
I give up on myself
I hide it as well as I can
But I can’t hide well enough
I shouldn’t hide
If I hide it it won’t go away
I have a therapist it doesn’t help much though
I hate myself
I don’t know why I’m doing this to myself
I’m just empty
I haven’t been happy in months
It’s all my fault
It's alright. I love you. Jesus loves you he paid a heavy price all because he loved you. Do you know what I'm talking about?
Yes I’m Christian too,
@@ducks_r_da_best I'm glad to hear that:)
im just a stranger but i wanna say this.
you’re amazing, you always have been and always will. you’ve probably been through things you never deserved, and im so sorry all those things happened. you’re so strong for holding on this long, im so friken proud of you. you deserve so much better. some of you reading this have been through h311 and are still here, that’s impressive, good job fr. all of you deserve the best and you always have and will. you don’t need to fake that you’re okay, fake your smile, etc. you deserve to get help, reach out, vent to people, etc. its gonna be a hard journey, but you got this. you’re going to make it, you will get freedom, even if you’ve been suffering for years. nobody has most likely never noticed your pain, etc, and im so sorry you have to deal with any of that alone, you don’t deserve it. you’re strong, worthy, unique, talented, a warrior, a survivor, a fighter, a inspiration, beautiful, amazing, etc. everything you’ve gone through will be worth it in the end, you will get what you’ve always deserved. you’re going to be okay, we’re all here for you and care for you. even if you’ve done things you shouldn’t of in the past, you still deserve the best. you’ve survived through things that were hard and im so proud of you for that, amazing job. its okay to be sad, angry, numb, etc, but you don’t deserve to be suffering in silence (if you are), you never will. you deserve happiness, respect, peace, love, etc, you always have and will, no matter what. seeing you go through anything you’re going through makes me wanna cry, you shouldn’t be going through that. this world sucks, i get it. but healing is always available, you’re gonna be okay, you got this. don’t lose hope. even if you’ve suffered for years, you ALWAYS will have a chance to get better and get the life you always deserved. it hurts seeing anyone in this world going through whatever they’re going through, nobody deserves it. but there will always be a light at the end of the tunnel, i promise my life on that. this world has caused so much pain but also so much healing. you deserve every great person to ever exist, you always have and always will. you mean everything to me, no matter what. you’ve faced a lot in your life, doesnt matter how little or small it was. you’re strong for surviving, im proud of you. you’re the sun, you shine all the time. you bring hope, happiness, joy, and peace to this world. you’re a blessing for existing, you always have been. whatever life throws at you, you can survive it, you’ve pushed through so much, you got this. Without you, this world would be nothing. You bring beauty to this world, you always have. I wish I could take away all your pain, trauma, etc, i would if I could, you never deserved it. It may seem like a repeating cycle of whatever you’re going through, but i promise you, it will end one day. Nothing last forever, that’s a good and bad thing. Your voice is heard, there’s so many people who understand what you’re feeling/going through, you’re not alone in this, you never have been or will be. Sometimes it gets to the point you’re having the fight of your life, and im so sorry for anyone who’s at that/been at that, my heart and soul go out to everyone reading this. Bad experiences don’t mean a bad life. This world has made so many people suffer for so long, and if you’re one of those people, you’ll make it through this. Everyone reading this doesn’t deserve to suffer the way they are. I want to hug you and let you escape from all of this so bad. You mean everything to me, you always will. You deserve to heal, you deserve every good thing to exist. You’ve been hurt, maybe even traumatized. But no matter what, there’s always hope for you to recover. YOU DESERVE BETTER. If i could take all your pain, numbness, trauma, etc i would within a heartbeat. My love and care for you will never end, no matter what. Have a good day/night, week, month, and year. Wishing you the best for the rest of my life, stay strong.
Thanks❤
It still hurts though it’s like everyone says that but they just hurt me again I swear I’m getting tired of life sometimes I wanna just disappear
@@cheeserats-kd2yx Life's a hell isn't it hun? It pains me to see all of us here. It does hurt. Like some stake straight through us. The person who cared the most, left. The person who supported us the most, didn't mean it. But like I said. We're all here. And my hand is reaching out okay? While we all sit at the edge of this cliff.You being able to express yourself under these vent videos is taking a step. I love being in these comment sections to truly give people the care and support they need. If you ever need me, just remember. Not in real life, beyond the screen. But I am sat beside you. Those people don't deserve you, they don't deserve to exploit you okay? I'll always hear. I'll be checking in alright? eat, drink and try to rest well. Do things you enjoy. Best of luck dear
no one has everbeen this nice to me before
@@yumejuli im sorry about that, hope you’re doing okay.
I ♡ when people can relate to ur struggles I just don't like felling out and feel like a ghost girl cuz I already AM!😭
does anyone know what the background song is for the first tiktok?
Being cheated on by my boyfriend 🥰 (Weve been together for 4 years.)
that... sucks... im so sorry :( sending hugs 😭❤
dang I'm so sorry, ❤💘💔
my dad just yelled at me and i had a panic attack, i calmed down and gad a few more and that happened maybe 4 times and idk why he yelled at me.
I wanted to tell you one thing alright ?
Life is like a open book, as you get older the more chapters the book will hold. If you end the book to early, it will just be a chapter.
Stay determination my friend to live on you have so much in store for your life
This makes me happy but sad sometimes because it helps me know that I'm not the only out there but you don't let people make you go down in life you are pretty and perfect the way you are and you have people that understand what your going through so at the end of the day be happy. Your not the only on out there.💖💖💖💖
I'm sorry for any pain you may be going through. Take care of yourself. Jesus loves you and I do too
im so livid rn- ⚠️TW: SA⚠️
my best friend called me CRYING because her bf assaulted her. but now she and him are back together and hes acting so immature. i tried texting him about it but he was like “its in the past” and “we’re ok now” LIKE THAT SHIT HAPPENED TODAY! my friend has been through alot, and they dont deserve this. i want to help but dont know what to do. should i tell my parents? i dont want to try and solve their problems but like idk what to do. we’re all minors btw
Tell your parents, from personal experience, your friend might be mad at you for a bit, but it’s better than the alternative (this potentially happening again, multiple times.)
i wish i didn’t care about anything as much as i do every day feels the same and i’m just watching i don’t even know who i am anymore i’m literally just there everything feels so fake and unreal and i can’t take it anymore
i used to fantasize about being a star and just watching the world go by because then i would b doing nothing and being pretty i still do i wonder what it would be like seeing everything from a higher angle idk i didn’t realise it was a cry for help tho i was just distracted so i thought i was doing good but i really wasn’t
I'm sorry. I hope things get better for you. 🙏🏻
now that i think about it... ive never had a true/best friend... i have 10 siblings and ALL of them have a cousin that is there age except for me (both on my mom & dads side) They all have had a Best friend since birth! and me? No one... Not even people at my school like me and the "friend group" that im in, they constantly fight and im always left out.
I remember talking with my older sister one day saying, "you know, its kinda unfair how everyone was just born with a friend and I have to go out and find mine." then my sister replied, " Ya, I couldnt imagine Avery ('her' cousin) not being in our family." and that just made me really sad...
i dont have a single person to talk to, unless im ok with it being brodcasted to the whole school..... my only reson for living is Jesus and im just hoping an waiting that Jesus will give me someone to talk to (besides him) someone i can call a True friend. :) (sry 4 spelling i was rlly lazy..)
3:34 I NEED TO KNOW THIS SONG PLEASE ANYBODY
The best part abt my life is the fact that I don't need to hide the fact that I do sh from my friends. Why? Cause they don't care.
If they're truly your friends they would care about you. I feel bad for you. Are you ok? I understand if you don't want to talk to a stranger about this stuff that's fine but if you want to talk I'm here.🙂
Thank you for this l need this l'm just heart broken
I'm so sorry. Don't give in to the negative feelings. It will be ok. I may not understand your exact situation but I know someone who does. His name's Jesus and he loves you very much
Today my bff told my guy bff that I have a crush on him which is not true....I lost them both
Is it normal for your mother to be joking and playing with u or your sibling normally just for her to pinch or hit you really strongly as a
'joke' then blame it on u
I wanna go home, but where is home? I can't find it.
everyone I love keeps hurting, It’s so hard to see it or bare it anymore. They vent to me all the time, I’m able to relate. But sometimes I feel like the reason they’re hurting is because of me and I don’t understand why. It’s hard to vent to them, but I know if I hide it any longer, it will just continue to grow on me and soon I’ll just be crying in my own thoughts. Probably why I zone out so often.
Hey there
I’m just a kid and I don’t know why I feel like this. I cry every night just knowing how ugly I am to the point I have no one to talk to at school or anywhere. I felt like dying every time someone made a “joke” abt my body,face or more. And my parents made me realize I’m never good enough at anything I miss my old self. 9 year old me having friends I didn’t care how I looked, I wasn’t overthinking everyday just because on what to wear. 😕 I just miss old me…
Hey, you're not ugly💜 when you get older, you also get more self aware and insecure. Its unfair and little comments or jokes only make it worse. I know how it feels. I dislike myself so much. But hey its not true. You're good enough. You really are. You are more beautiful than you think you are. You are more important than you know. And you matter way more than you think. Im sorry you feel so alone and maybe abbandoned. But I promise, you're not alone💜 I might not know you irl, but I love you. You matter to me.
Its getting hard but you'll make it. You dont have to do this alone. You're awesome❤
@CloudxBluex thank you so much you don’t know how much this means to me and you spent your time doing this makes my day. Love you sm 🤍🤍
@@manoormanoor3838 of course, nobody should feel this way💜 ilyt
Tis my whole demeanour arriving late :"). Hiya darling, I read through this and my heart pains for you. The path we're on is so difficult. I want you to know how brave you're being okay? I looked at the thread of replies and the beautiful comfort shared. We're all here for each other. I love the internet for this one reason. Small communities built from the suffering endured. Please believe me. You are not ugly. Our society is so warped and twisted that ugly could be anyone or anything, which is ridiculous and just directs people away from their uniqueness and originality. It sounds like the usual laboured advice that "isn't really meant". Please trust me dear. This is one of the many times I've related heavily with a comment. I do cling to the thought that eventually light will shine, regardless how dim it could be. I hope you're doing, if anything, slightly better. Big virtual hugs
@@Yiperz tysm I love you sm I may not know you but I just know your a kind hearted person 😭❤️❤️
When I die I wanna come back as a black cat I’ll be one soon
MAJOR TW:
Vent:
I don’t know how much longer I can take living it’s so hard and honestly I have no idea what to do not that school is hard it’s that my mom is an awful human being and I’m scared to be with her I can’t take the yelling in my home anymore and I keep getting flashbacks of what my brother did to me oh so long ago that I have no evidence of that I wish I did (SA) and the high standards my mom has for me I’m so fucking done with living I don’t want to be here anymore I hope I die.
And it’s at the point the bl@des in my room aren’t even helping in the slightest.
Hello hun
@@Yiperz
That’s horrible :( I hope you’re ok, and I hope you have a nice day :)
Was clean for half a year and js back to day 1 today lmfao 💀💀
im proud of you
I started to have a panic attack when I went to mass tonight at my college-was fine 5 minutes later (was three rows from the alter and had to calm down before anyone could see me)
I'm sorry. I hope things get better for you. Remember that Jesus loves you and I do too
Vent
My dad def hates me, and he always listen to what my brother has to say but couldn't give less of a shit of what I have to say. He used to straight up IGNORE WHATVER I had to say even if I just wanted to ask him a question, a simple NORMAL QUESTION
my mothers for sure tired of my drama and shit but she loves me so I don't care
none of my friends actually care about me or what I have to say, Ill be talking about something I REALLY like and get caught up but then they'll just start talking to someone else throughout it so I try and hurry to finish it up and pretend I didn't really care
NO ONE likes me, they always like my friends unless theyre desperate, fr, Im not kidding their ACTUALLY just desperate Im not just pitying myself
My brother gets everything, good friends, my dads attention, a gf and a WHOLE lot of other girls that like him. Hes 'smart', hes REALLY athletic and hes sociable, everyine likes him but I just feel like a nuisance when Im trying to relax or have fun with people, they always brush me to the side to find my fucking brother,
But whats worst is IM A TERRIBLE PERSON, I DONT deserve anyones pity. I selfish, sometimes I enjoy hurting other people feeling but this mostly applies at him but maybe Im getting my kamra anyway cause at school, no one likes me, but Im nice to them, I make people laugh, I think IM funny. Its like climbing a hill and *NO MATTER* how much progress you think youve made, you look down to check and see your still at the bottom.
Sorry this was cringe and it felt so writing it but I just felt like it anyway, thanks for reading
dont ever call your feelings cringe its fine
Tw, vent:
Like i just cant understand how humans are so degrading.. All that ive been doing to 2 people in my life (classmates) is help them.. I never made fun of them if they didnt know something, i always helped them whatever they needed, i never made fun of their hard things in life, and yet yesterday at the last class (religion education) they go out of every way, every line, boundary, border to go and make fun of me and my disease.. I have scoliosis and i wear a brace, and they had to go out of their way and throw pieces of an eraser at me and stuff them in my brace. Even when the teacher was asking me questions so that he can grade me, they threw pieces of an eraser and laughed right behind me. I kept quiet, i knew not to let my anger win over me. But when i got home, it hit me real hard, and i cried for like 2 hours. I hate scoliosis from the deepest of my heart, i wear the brace 16+ hours night and day, and do specific exercises. I told my mom and bff. My mom informed the teacher, and the teacher told the situation to the school. At first it was all fun and games these years, harmless but yeah... I know that a lot of people have it a lot harder, someone bullying them their whole life but i just cant help but vent- Anyways ill update this on monday after school because the principal will call us to the principals office to talk.
And yes i am a very sensitive person when it comes to sadness 🥲
I’m sorry that happened to you :( I hope it got resolved and I hope you have a nice day :)
Ok I just need to rant and I'm loosing every thing so this is the only place I've got to rant. I'm loosing my friends but it's not all there fault it's mine. I try to be there for them but they are always off with there other friends but I just have to act happy to be alone. My mum she takes everything out in me. I am just lazy and worthless I can't do anything right even when I try my hardest. She always chooses my brother and comments on my insecurities. I hate my body so much. There is also some other thungs.All this is really making life hard and having to hide it or ill be called dramatic makes it worse. I'm sorry if you go through anything simular. 💜💙
Would you be okay with me praying for you? I've found prayer to be a big help. Whenever I go through stuff I pray, it helps, truly it does. I hope you're doing better since you posted this comment
random, but I'm a young writer with too much trauma and too many diagnoses but that has made me want to be responsible for the most dreamy, nostalgic, unsettling, eerie, weirdly comfortable, psychology mind fucking story about mental instability to ever exist lol. wish me luck while I try not to kill myself writing it
Heya hun. Holding your hand okay? While we’re on the edge together. Write that. Your talent for literature is beautiful and poetic. The way you write is like a song, even though I’m just reading some typed out text on a cracked iPhone screen. Even just keep a spark going for that alright? I’m rooting for you from the sidelines. Me, some anonymous commenter who probably means not much. Just know if anything, there’s that ❤️ it hurts us to clasp the rope to keep us afloat. As much it burns. But we’re here. As hellish as living is. Remember this comment when you write. Get it out there. I’ll be here as a comfort
@@Yiperz aaawww that's so sweet, thank you, I'll remember your profile when I write. I wish the best of luck in life for you too
Thankyou hun
@@Yiperz aaaaa this literally makes me so happy, thanks for making my day!!!
hey! Back for a check in!
Currently crying rn (00:19) cause my sister made me break my sketchbook in half. Yes, it was kinda falling apart to begin with but it was fine, I had finally found the motivation to draw and I was enjoying it! She had to fcking ruin it all because I said i didn't want to eat to my mum and she decided to step in. I'm really hating life, I've been crying for quiet a bit now and I think I'm gonna continue, chilling with my imaginary friend in bed like I do every night and waiting for the other to come home. Hope you all are okay BTW, love you all. Just making sure whoever bothers reading this knows they're loved and someone out here is proud of them
It’s hard to say that I relate to all of these
Tw: unaliveing
Not me but i think i neraly saw someone unalive them selves by jumping of a brich ( i cant spell lol).
I life get that that bad tell someone.
Please. You will be missed. Reply if need to I'll try to help.❤
I'm venting here! Read if you want ❤💓
My teacher is leaving me and I want to say a few things on why I am very sad about it but it's more then a few things!
My teacher is always making me smile and when I found out she was leaving it felt like someone stabbed me in the heart over and over again!
This teacher is the nicest person ever and she always makes the best jokes.
I'm going to miss running down the corridor when I see her and I'm going to miss the maths lessons. I'm going to miss her big smiley face. This teacher is the person you want to be around everyday. It might seem like I'm being dramatic but now she is leaving I literally want to kill myself. She saved me and I cba with life anymore. It's not just her leaving. It's what I'm going through rn and this just adds on to it. I don't have the energy. I make a good relationship with someone and then they leave and I have to start over again. My life is. Make relationship. Getting to know them. Getting attached. They leave. Sleep. Repeat. It's too much for a 12 year old girl I've been getting let down for over 11 years it's fucked up. My mum don't make it any better. I'm in foster care because of her. I have to live thinking that my brother or sister isn't safe. And my nan is really ill and I don't see her and I'm so worried that she is going to die. I get too my last straw then I get more straws but I don't want to get more straws anymore. I'm scared for my life I actually am. I get angry at school because of the day before or the morning but I won't tell anyone because I don't want to seem week but it's getting to the point I'm going to have to tell someone or at least get help it's so bad. I'm doing so much but I think I need to do more but I seriously can't.
From Alisia x hope you like my vent goodbye x
I thought I was finally okay again, now I’m back to where I started. *fuck my life*
just relapsed after two days.
That’s ok, relapsing is a part of healing, you can do this, you’ve stayed clean before. :)
Hey, that’s ok. The best you can do it just really try to stay away from it. It will take a while, I mean it’s an addiction, it doesn’t go away overnight. I love you, and I wish you the best
Hey um if happens to be white wipe it with water and it’s completely away but splice stil, hurts and stuff :)
im at the hardest fckn point in my life and all i wan do iz js b heard js b listened to im so fckn tired and im at the verge of death atp im so fckn tired bro..
im listening to you, talk to me
recently my birthday passed august 29th. n well my gf went to my party or wtv n she ended up staying the nigh and some thing escalated but my family doesn't/ didn't know she was my gf so they didn't think much of it
and well they found out and well got a restraining order against her and took her away from my life and still constantly judge me about her and when i try to open up about how i feel and how i wish it would've ended they brush it away and say why cant you be more lik *....* n its been lik this my whole life ive grown up with them fighting, arguing, breaking up, getting back together, cheating, everything you could imagine and having to use my money and feed my younger siblings and keep in mind im 15 and all i wanted was just a normal childhood instead of having to be pushed around and told im bot good enough or being told that im a dumbass for simple mistakes i made and always never better then my older brother who my parents will always choose over me multiple times no matter how bad im right about something its always him and its been a tough war because recently my brother was diagnosed with autism stage 4 and now im stuck here taking care of him and doing for him and every-time i try to communicate with somebody about this i get called a faker and when i started seeing counselors they would call my ma over our conversations and i would get in trouble every time and everybody sees the way i get treated and im so tired and i just want a break and i just wanna be heard and just accepted into the fact i lik what i lik and im just fed up..not to mention im at a really bad time with my mental health and ive tried to kms over 30 times.
@@fvkkk.yuuuuu im sorry this happened to you :( i wish i can hug you rn you dont deserve any of this
@@iirise iz fine honestly evb goes thru they owm stuff.
i cannot express my sadness. i genuinely don’t think my boyfriend loves me anymore. i really thought i was just overthinking it but i don’t think i am anymore. i can’t remember the last time he told me he loved me, or the last time we actually had a conversation.
Hiya hun, I am so sorry to hear about that. I always end up a little late with my essay-cliche responses but, I do want to ask how you're doing now
i can’t believe in myself i can’t believe i’m beautiful my boyfriend calls me beautiful all the time i can’t believe him i look at myself and i wanna stop wearing makeup but i cant im not confident enough. if someone compliments me i can’t believe it i apologize too much i don’t know what’s wrong with me
Hey babes Ik it’s kinda late but i js want u to know u r amazing js the way u r being confident takes time and what ppl say/think abt u shouldn’t control what u think and say abt urself u r unique beautiful and u and he only there is so make the best out of it I love u and stay strong ❤
4:27 song name??
2:10 song name?
thanks for these compilations. I’ve been trying to find people who really understand me for age, and yeah I have a decent amount of friends but I’m sick of putting on an act for most of them 😓 tried adding people on discord but that failed too
Ages* my bad
I can be your friend 🫂
Aw thanks
I’ll be your friend :)
Thanks!@@Enbyfriendtoall
:)
Is it bad that in almost thought you have..is violent? And that most of your thoughts are about..killing people?..like you wanna kill someone but you know that you would get in trouble and no one would ever trust you again so you just put the thoughts aside..but soon they come more and more often, and more strong..sorry for kinda venting, I just wanna know what is wrong with me…
Don’t be sorry for letting your heart pour out it’s strain sweetheart alright? Hey there, :) that’s a bit of a more informal way to start this, but nevermind. Violent thoughts usually can have something to do with trauma, if that’s related or not. As someone who’s experienced such things, I would personally recommend seeing a local GP, doctor or such. Talk to someone who can help you manage those pent up feelings and mind whirlpools that seem to dwindle to murder. Hun, you’re so brave okay? The main thing is you’ve set yourself up to project feelings here, anonymous but you can let that out. You’ve let a collaborative community of us know who happen to be in dark hobbit holes too. Here’s a few things that let me get out those horrific images that pop up often:
1. I draw. Am I good at it? Hell no. But scribble on a piece of card, paper, just about anything. I promise, big ugly marks on a page give me relief, but I don’t know what would work better for you
2-Spotify. Music. Watching RUclips. So long as it’s not harmful content. Vent videos help us feel things, release our turmoiling Catharsis. Make sure though you’ve got a ladder out the rabbit hole. Melodies, sad, happy, Kpop, Taylor swift, bob Dylan. Someone’s lyrics or tune you relate to.
3- Comfy sweatpants, huge baggy T-shirt and just my bed. If I need a rest, I’ll take one. However, from experience, don’t be consumed by your pillows hun❤️ Take a walk just around your front lane, garden, local park. Rest, eat well, drink well, sleep well. And most importantly, take care
@@Yiperz thank you
that's relatable i want to kill my mom
Nah you're good I kind of understand it is probably the anger building up imo or js the fat that you unfortunatly maybe have been exposed to a really violent environnement...I hope it gets better
Boo!
listen if you are in pain or want to hurt yourself, there are people who can help you
Perfect message! Regardless of whether they're online, in person. Take action when needed. Thank you for spreading the right words of encouragement hun! That goes so far!
Of i dont wake up tomorrow, im sorry.
Hi hun, I'm late to a new thread of comments. I hope you're here with me, regardless if we're still sat on the edge together. 3 weeks ago this was posted. I want to just do a little check in
Can i tell you something my life is a mess . I don't now what to do anymore my parents hate me.....
It's alright. I hope you're family life gets better though 🙁
Thanks❤
hey, life can be tough. But you’re stronger than that. feel free to vent in the comments🫶
Life certainly is a burning building. Hunney, seeing comments like these bring a warmth to my heart. You’re saving lives. Don’t let it become a burden. But you are so strong for opening a safe thread for all of us. My hand reaches out through the screen. Thankyou❤️
@@Yiperz sorry i didn’t see this! this really made my day after a tough time. I am already a burden and i know it. But i really don’t care as long as i know i’m helping people out. But, how are you? I’m here for u❤️
@@Ashlynngrace321 I’m so sorry. but hey, i get you. It’s really hard to leave people. idk why people expect us to leave someone that easy. But i do suggest it tho. Leave people who don’t make you a better person. Why stay with someone who is ruining you? I’m js saying this from experience. Build confidence and you’ll eventually gain new friends. it’s going to be tough but you can make it. Accept that this happens but make a good change. Not revenge, but a better you. They will regret making you feel like this. Keep hanging in there for me lvoe❤️
Hey, I mean.. you may be ok and may not be comfortable but if u want, u can also vent :)
@@ishvnii i would, but i’m js kinda scared to vent sometimes. Ppl get annoyed by it and js ditch me. anywho, got a little caught there lmao- Hru?