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IM ALIVE!!! Methadone/Recovery Update!!!
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Methadone Clinic: Come With Me | 6 Month Update
Просмотров 11 тыс.6 лет назад
I filmed this back in August, but am just now uploading it because I'm the worst. I will try to upload a much more recent video ASAP. Thank you so much to all of the people who have left me amazing, supportive comments. And to the people who leave me shitty comments, continue to fuck yourself. Love you!
METHADONE CLINIC UPDATE #2 \\\\ SIX MONTHS ON METHADONE
Просмотров 3,6 тыс.7 лет назад
Another update about my progress at the methadone clinic. I have officially been on methadone for six months and have reached a couple of good milestones. Thank you again so much to everyone who has asked for updates or left comments letting me know you've prayed for me or that I'm in your thoughts. It really does mean a lot.
Methadone Clinic UPDATE!!! Decreasing My Dose...
Просмотров 4,6 тыс.7 лет назад
I'm so sorry it has taken so long to upload a new video! I honestly didn't think so many people would watch the first one or be interested in me or how I was progressing. Thank you so much to everyone who has left comments, it means so much! I am going to try to post a MUCH MORE detailed video about specific pros and cons as soon as I can. I PROMISE IT WON'T TAKE FOUR MONTHS lol
Methadone Clinic: Day 1
Просмотров 20 тыс.7 лет назад
Just kind of an introduction and explanation of where I'm at and what I'm in the process of. Starting the methadone clinic and trying to piece my life back together after several years of opiate addiction. I hope my videos can eventually help or inform people. I will try to post updates as regularly as possible.

Комментарии

  • @CoadyCurtis-l5y
    @CoadyCurtis-l5y 5 дней назад

    Im just seeing this in2024 u dosin still

  • @richardfeleccia7224
    @richardfeleccia7224 5 дней назад

    Doll, take what you need and leave the rest...

  • @richardfeleccia7224
    @richardfeleccia7224 5 дней назад

    Ashley, all we have is today. I want to tell you, you're helping me. It's ok to like weed. I love it, too! Be careful, opiates destroy the endocrine system, I have a thyroidectomy scheduled for the end of November. I hope you don't have to go through it.....Sorry for your loss, it hurts.

  • @richardfeleccia7224
    @richardfeleccia7224 5 дней назад

    Ashley, keep up the good work! I'm happy for you, you're strong!

  • @VladimirMontes-ps4xl
    @VladimirMontes-ps4xl 14 дней назад

    Hi Ashley my name is Vladimir and I’m currently on suboxone i take 24 mg of suboxone a day but after watching a few of your vids im considering going on methadone I’ve been on methadone on and off for 8 years and it hasz helped me sooo much when I wasz on it but now I think I will be switching to methadone that way I don’t gotta worry bout holding a suboxone strip under my tongue for a whole 45 mins and the taste is so rancid yuck !! And with methadone I can just take it once in the morning with some kinda juice thank u for inspiring me even tho I do not know u and good luck I hope u stay on the MAT for a long while or whatever your considering how long u will be on it best of luck ❤❤❤❤🎉

  • @Cxwl9
    @Cxwl9 20 дней назад

    I live in the UK and have been on methadone for over 20 years and i must say yes it's hard to come off but it stops me using Heroin i get 40 ml a day but i get it on a weekly prescription for free I would be dead without it

  • @jmr6117
    @jmr6117 23 дня назад

    7 years later i wonder if you still on methadone or where you are period ..methadone its the worst to detox i can tell i was on it for 19 years ..2 years after detox i don't get it right 😢..i never use more then 90 mg cuz 50 mg or 150 mg will do the same..

  • @NuTTzO
    @NuTTzO Месяц назад

    Please make a new video. 6 year update please! Proud of you

  • @whocares4464
    @whocares4464 Месяц назад

    Methadone saved my life and I'm glad it is here to help us but man the clinic was such a pain! I worked 70+ hours a week and would usually get there very early within the first hour of them opening and would still take an hour or more sometimes and if i had to piss test i could be there two hours lol the clinic sucks

    • @whocares4464
      @whocares4464 Месяц назад

      The only person that seemed concerned about me way my therapist at the clinic! She wasn't as demanding as the doctors because they flat out told me I'm going to be on this for the rest of my life. My Therapist thought I needed more time but probably could come off after more time! Lol they want to up and up and up my dose but miss one payment and see how much they care about you then!!! Nothing for you

  • @mfbrisson
    @mfbrisson Месяц назад

    So glad you’re doing well. Can you give an update on your methadone? My son is starting tomorrow. I’m so thankful that he’s alive to be able to start. 🙏🙏🙏

  • @mfbrisson
    @mfbrisson Месяц назад

    Odds are the depression and anxiety is what took you to drug addiction.

  • @mfbrisson
    @mfbrisson Месяц назад

    Ashley, I hope your life has greatly improved. My son is starting tomorrow. Prayers for you, my son and everyone else struggling! 🙏🙏🙏

  • @AshleyGoin-z8n
    @AshleyGoin-z8n 2 месяца назад

    It’s because you were on to low a dose

    • @AshleyGoin-z8n
      @AshleyGoin-z8n 2 месяца назад

      I’m surprised they started you so low . I took way less and they started me higher but I live in va . I’m proud of you . I like your realness and dedication . Much love 💕

  • @Shantell-rv9zm
    @Shantell-rv9zm 2 месяца назад

    Today was my first day! First steps...

  • @anttony80
    @anttony80 2 месяца назад

    U can go up to 500 msg a day if u weigh 800 pounds …

  • @fogpimp
    @fogpimp 3 месяца назад

    Good for you. Proud of you taking this step.

  • @danel_turell
    @danel_turell 4 месяца назад

    I wish u the best of luck. I’m starting my journey as well. These pain killers are insidious. Screw the haters bc they are gonna talk about you whether you doing good or bad. Best of luck to you. Sincerely.

  • @danel_turell
    @danel_turell 4 месяца назад

    45$ for a 30 is robbery

  • @kaldaninja
    @kaldaninja 5 месяцев назад

    Methadone gives you selfcontrol over your life thats what you get wich is great

  • @bornagainxcon4726
    @bornagainxcon4726 5 месяцев назад

    I'm planning on starting methadone on Tuesday. What can I expect? Will I be comfortable?

  • @duallylicensed145
    @duallylicensed145 6 месяцев назад

    Can you give us updates?

  • @minitruckinaintdead7142
    @minitruckinaintdead7142 6 месяцев назад

    I'm worried about going to the clinic for the first time and your giveing me confidence thank you

  • @Smokinggnikoms
    @Smokinggnikoms 6 месяцев назад

    Hope you are doing good..

  • @albertnegron7016
    @albertnegron7016 6 месяцев назад

    I think your amazing, I'm a!so in a methadone clinic so I can understand what it's like going everyday but you are very brave posting it on RUclips you are my hero !! God bless 😃

  • @albertnegron7016
    @albertnegron7016 6 месяцев назад

    I'm a big fan of yours and I'm also in a methadone clinic so I understand what it's like going everyday and I think that you are very brave to post videos about your life on methodone and I hope it works out for you. You seem to be a very level headed woman and very attractive love your earrings and sunglasses I wish I knew you you seem to be very down to earth I'm not a stalker just a fellow methadone patient also single and Hispanic and like you mentioned in one of your videos you would like your viewers to talk about themselves so I thought it would be nice to have a cup of coffee or tea and just talk, of course if you're already in a relationship I understand but anyway good luck and god bless 😀

  • @albertnegron7016
    @albertnegron7016 6 месяцев назад

    You don't look terrible you look great I used to go to my clinic on Saturday I hated it. I thought what you did helping that woman out was really nice of you , and your right missing 2 days is rough so if they wouldn't medicate her because she was short she would have had a bad Weekend so you saved her from misery "YOU GO GIRL" !!!!!

  • @albertnegron7016
    @albertnegron7016 6 месяцев назад

    Ashley, you are a role model so brave to put your personal life on RUclips I am also in a methadone clinic so I can relate with you . I'm so sorry to hear about your friend good luck !!

  • @Chris-Singer
    @Chris-Singer 6 месяцев назад

    Good for you hun. Very proud of u , I just started methadone after 14 years being in 4x30mg hydromorph contin daily. Functional on that dose as it didn’t affect me until I came off of it. Doctor prescribed that dose to me then one day said no more. Now I take 25mg three times daily methadone.

  • @Jaggerbush
    @Jaggerbush 7 месяцев назад

    Is she 💀 deleted?

  • @Jaggerbush
    @Jaggerbush 7 месяцев назад

    Your clinic is insane. Mine is free - weekends are take homes for everyone regardless if youre dirty and its open 530am to 2pm M-F

  • @Jaggerbush
    @Jaggerbush 7 месяцев назад

    $12/day? Thats a lot. Most counties are free.

  • @dodoburd8
    @dodoburd8 7 месяцев назад

    I have so many questions can anyone help me?

  • @dodoburd8
    @dodoburd8 7 месяцев назад

    Do you withdrawl during the nighttime? Are you in withdrawals the mornings before you get your dose?

  • @christontrigwell5240
    @christontrigwell5240 10 месяцев назад

    I'm so sorry about your friend sending love ❤️

  • @christontrigwell5240
    @christontrigwell5240 10 месяцев назад

    Hòpe u are doing well in 2023 ❤

  • @JollUsARoint
    @JollUsARoint 11 месяцев назад

    I noticed this was 6 years ago how you doing today hun how things working out💚🥰🙏🙏

  • @kathleengivant-taylor2277
    @kathleengivant-taylor2277 Год назад

    Thank you. This was intresting. Hope ur still doing well

  • @MainelyBoxers
    @MainelyBoxers Год назад

    I don’t know how much I should share. But 15 years on methadone, I’m now a clinical director of a MAT program.. I now how every 27 days to pick up my medication not at my clinic but yeah. So I might need to stay on it forever seeing I have two chronic illnesses that are painful and until it’s prescribed at home I have no shame in it! Yes my regional director knows my story but I’m a client and a clinician! Pardon my language but Fuck what others think ! Do you! Your awesome!

    • @marvinadrichem7494
      @marvinadrichem7494 2 месяца назад

      Hey Ashley, I DO give a sh** and you're strong! I can relate. My Beloved died from this disease 4 years ago. She's survived by her 3 kids that I had the honor of being a "Makka" to them. If you're reading this, please reach out and I'll explain my moniker to you! God bless 🙏🏼👋🏼💖🫂

  • @robertelee-son1827
    @robertelee-son1827 Год назад

    Do they drug test you your first day? I have been trying to quit and used bezos to try and quit. Will they turn me away for having benzos in my system?

  • @thedeck333
    @thedeck333 Год назад

    @thedeck333

  • @thedeck333
    @thedeck333 Год назад

    Hey Ashley hoping your still out there if so I started talking about my methadone recovery on my channel if you wanna check it out @thedeck333

  • @robinahlinder8000
    @robinahlinder8000 Год назад

    No offense but by the way you are looking you should switch to sub. U gain alot on metadon

  • @katemartin9775
    @katemartin9775 Год назад

    Keep your head up your not they only one talking tablets all you can do is your best hope everything gets better for you with the help of your family and friends can you let me know how you get on with the methadone . Hope you're OK and thanks again for doing this video

  • @justterri443
    @justterri443 Год назад

    Where are you 2023?

  • @justterri443
    @justterri443 Год назад

    Where are you in 2023???

  • @redruby2223
    @redruby2223 Год назад

    Feels amazing to b sober I don’t have to deal with anyone’s bitch ass high horse attitudes going through the wait game or can’t purchase from a good trustworthy plug because it’s ur friends man and she is weird bout that. I’m so happy to be getting my life back

  • @redruby2223
    @redruby2223 Год назад

    It’s so easy to go and get ur dose! I was so freaking scared I’d feel withdrawals the first day taking it but it was so light I felt nothing! I beat myself up because I was so afraid to go get help but finally I did it and anyone thinking about it u can too! ❤🎉

  • @thebethlehem2852
    @thebethlehem2852 2 года назад

    R u single momMa ❤

  • @tablettablet5496
    @tablettablet5496 2 года назад

    You doing good nena. Fuck everyone focus on you. Keep it up

  • @KillaCali707
    @KillaCali707 2 года назад

    Are you still clean???