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SchizoKitzo
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SchizoKitzo is project aimed at spreading awareness about psychotic disorders, specifically schizoaffective disorder. I talk about my experience with this condition, but also about the facts of various mental health topics through peer reviewed studies and other reliable sources.
A lot of what I talk about on this channel is uncomfortable, but SchizoKitzo is about making THAT which is uncomfortable, comfortable.
I felt that when I was diagnosed, I was alone. That even though 0.3% of the population has schizoaffective disorder (with another 2% making up schizophrenia and bipolar combined) I still felt isolated, even with the limited resources I DID have.
This channel WAS MADE to help people NOT feel alone and TO feel heard. It was made to give resources, but more importantly, insight into what having a serious psychotic disorder is really like.
So, will you join me in making the uncomfortable, comfortable? If so, subscribe to be a part of the journey.
Welcome to the Hive 🐝
A lot of what I talk about on this channel is uncomfortable, but SchizoKitzo is about making THAT which is uncomfortable, comfortable.
I felt that when I was diagnosed, I was alone. That even though 0.3% of the population has schizoaffective disorder (with another 2% making up schizophrenia and bipolar combined) I still felt isolated, even with the limited resources I DID have.
This channel WAS MADE to help people NOT feel alone and TO feel heard. It was made to give resources, but more importantly, insight into what having a serious psychotic disorder is really like.
So, will you join me in making the uncomfortable, comfortable? If so, subscribe to be a part of the journey.
Welcome to the Hive 🐝
Answering YOUR Questions About Mental Health
It’s time for the first official SchizoKitzo Q and A! I answer questions about a wide variety of topics from how I make friends to my thoughts on the ketogenic diet. If you like what you see here-and enjoy this format-let me know in the comments as I’d love to do more of these! This one was a blast and it was fun to see what you guys asked!
And if you’re new here, my name is Kit and I have the bipolar type of schizoaffective disorder. My goal with SchizoKitzo is to bridge the gap between life and science to break the stigma around mental health and raise awareness for psychotic and mood disorders! So if that is your vibe then subscribe to be a part of the hive!
Enjoy the video :)
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And if you’re new here, my name is Kit and I have the bipolar type of schizoaffective disorder. My goal with SchizoKitzo is to bridge the gap between life and science to break the stigma around mental health and raise awareness for psychotic and mood disorders! So if that is your vibe then subscribe to be a part of the hive!
Enjoy the video :)
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Sleep Deprivation Psychosis | When Mania Won't Let Me Sleep
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In the fall of 2018 I had my first major manic episode, and during that time there was a short period where I did not sleep at all. I’m not sure how many days passed, but I know that eventually, I experienced psychosis due to sleep deprivation that was way worse-and different-than the rest of my psychotic symptoms during this time. So this is my story about how my schizoaffective self managed t...
This is What Happens when Antipsychotics Get Adjusted | Life with Schizoaffective Disorder
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Acute side effects are side effects that happen shortly after an exposure to a chemical (like a medication) but are temporary (meaning the effects are not chronic). The main context of acute side effects in general comes from radiation therapy in cancer patients, but it can also be used to describe the temporary side effects that happen when one starts taking or adjusting a psych med. In this v...
I Am Not Okay (But I'm Getting Help): A Schizoaffective Life Update
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So, I’m kind of in a psychotic episode right now, and before you come at me for saying how can I know it’s psychosis and still be psychotic, I’m in treatment. Things are different for me now. I have coping mechanisms that help me tell the difference and it’s bee revolutionary over the years in helping me navigate this awful mental health condition. Regardless, I’ve been suffering from religious...
An Honest Conversation about Psychosis | My Life with Schizoaffective Disorder Bipolar Type
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In this video I talk about how I’m experiencing the beginnings of psychotic symptoms (I have the bipolar type of schizoaffective disorder). It’s not a fully on break from reality, but it is a feeling of things being very wrong (one of my most common delusions), and I talk about it! Psychosis and my awareness of it has changed a lot since I went on medication, and I am very self aware of my cond...
Hearing Voices vs. Intrusive Thoughts: What's the Difference?
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When hallucinations are heard outside of the head-like they are in the room with you-it’s easier to tell them apart from an intrusive thought-something that happens on the inside of the head. But what happens when the hallucinations are heard internally in the same headspace as intrusive thoughts? Well, things get a little dicey and that’s what this video is about: telling the difference betwee...
When Mania Takes the Wheel
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In 2018, I hunted down an Up Garage in the middle of industrial Nagoya, Japan to buy my brother a steering wheel for his car. The reason I agreed to this is because I was manic. I have the bipolar type of schizoaffective disorder, which means I experience manic episodes as part of my condition. Sometimes mania is not so good, but for me, most of the time it’s pretty great. This is one of those ...
I'm OCD: Here's What That Means | My Life with Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder
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I'm OCD: Here's What That Means | My Life with Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder
How I Know I’m About to be Catatonic
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How I Know I’m About to be Catatonic
What Have I Been Up To? | Life Beyond Schizoaffective Disorder
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What Have I Been Up To? | Life Beyond Schizoaffective Disorder
Negotiating with Hallucinations?! | One Time it Worked
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Negotiating with Hallucinations?! | One Time it Worked
Get in My Head: How I Ended Up in a Psych Ward
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Get in My Head: How I Ended Up in a Psych Ward
Biomarkers for Bipolar Disorder? | Recent Developments and More
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Biomarkers for Bipolar Disorder? | Recent Developments and More
How a Monkey Caused my Hypomanic Episode (ft. Depression)
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How a Monkey Caused my Hypomanic Episode (ft. Depression)
So, I’m in Hypomania | Hypomanic Episode Caught on Camera
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So, I’m in Hypomania | Hypomanic Episode Caught on Camera
When People Tried to Help Me, and Why It Didn't Work
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When People Tried to Help Me, and Why It Didn't Work
Hearing Voices at Work | A Story about Hallucinations
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Hearing Voices at Work | A Story about Hallucinations
What Happens if You Take Lamictal for 10 Years? | Long Term Side Effects and More
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What Happens if You Take Lamictal for 10 Years? | Long Term Side Effects and More
Going Nuts in the Produce Section | A Story about Hallucinations
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Going Nuts in the Produce Section | A Story about Hallucinations
I ACTUALLY Got Better! | The Final Schizoaffective Episode Update
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I ACTUALLY Got Better! | The Final Schizoaffective Episode Update
Depression and Psychosis: A Schizoaffective Episode Update
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Depression and Psychosis: A Schizoaffective Episode Update
I Hallucinated in This Video: A Life Update
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I Hallucinated in This Video: A Life Update
How Lithium Changed Mental Health Treatment Forever
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How Lithium Changed Mental Health Treatment Forever
Antipsychotics | The Brutal Truth About What They're Like
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Antipsychotics | The Brutal Truth About What They're Like
Tips for Traveling with Mental Illness | Dealing with Time Zone Shifts and More!
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Tips for Traveling with Mental Illness | Dealing with Time Zone Shifts and More!
What is Schizoaffective Disorder? | Symptoms and Criteria EXPLAINED
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What is Schizoaffective Disorder? | Symptoms and Criteria EXPLAINED
Lipid, TSH, valproic, A1C, fasting blood glucose, T3 free, etc. you name it all, we do it all. It’s mainly for establishing baseline, or therapeutic drug levels. Antipsychotics are known to cause metabolic syndrome, so having an idea of where a persons A1C / blood glucose is can be useful
That would just make me paranoid and more suicidal
I got put into the psych ward towards the end of 2019 and had to start medication. It was really scary but I was able to get through it. People need to know that the psych ward is there for you if you really need it.
My favorite part of the psych ward is the door handles because they're shaped weird so you don't hurt yourself
I'm also schizoaffective and even with my meds I still hallucinate. I've been working with this disorder for so long now I'm just like can you not bother me atm? I need to focus yall...
The other interesting thing about the blood and urine tests is they can research physical changes in the body related to mental health conditions as well as look for things like vitamin d deficiency that can cause mood issues. There are a few known physical things that can cause psychological issues that can be found in those tests.
I think that a narrative therapy session. Think perspectives and find out why your reality is coming across that way. Keep your chin up.
It sounds very bad and I know the feeling of "why me?" Just keep on keeping on and do not forget to breathe.
Also with lithium for anyone wondering, you need frequent bloods until you're in the therapeutic range but you still need to get bloods every 6 months or so. This is to ensure you are still in the therapeutic range and also to monitor for lithium toxicity which can be deadly. Along with that, your doctor should be checking you kidney function as lithium does carry the risk of kidney damage in long term use. Checking your levels and kidney function regularly ensures that your doctor can spot any possible signs of kidney damage early and look at other possibe medications like sodium valporate. Not everybody gets kidney damage but it is a risk that needs to be monitored. Source: I used to be a nurse meaning I had access to MIMS (Australia's drug register) and have had geriatric patients who've been on lithium for years. My mum's a paranoid pharmacist who didn't want me going on it initially so I tried other options first. I've been on lithium for almost 4 years so I've been educated by my psychiatrist, GP, mum and pharmacist when I first picked up my meds.
Getting woke up every few hours for vitals and blood draw... Hopefully never have to do it again, probably will.
thank you so much for sharing!! i am an aspiring psychiatrist and patients are our greatest teachers <3
I literally can’t think of a reason a phsyc ward wouldn’t draw blood. Like it’s the best way to tell the persons health when you can’t trust what the person is saying.
Most of your medicines cause me to have problems. Zyprexa, however, is a wonderful drug. The problem is that it causes weight gain in many people. It caused me to become diabetic. I also have severe headaches from when I tried to kill myself and also people were coming at me. Ambient causes me to hallucinate and sleep walk. I know some of my problems came from my diet over the years and an insane amount of exercise. I stopped having hypnagogic hallucinations when I was given serotonin meds. Again, I've heard the new growth theory. I don't think it's the same. I stand by the theory that my mind was killing itself with bad mental states like depression, and severe anxiety, Your brain rots when that happens. K-12 eff them all. With this bad mental state lifted, my brain stopped rotting and went to different paths--or did. We won't talk about how I was courted by several men. I have other injuries. Apparently, I'm not allowed to complain about anything or succeed, yet I have to work as a maid because I'm low status in society. They changed their minds again and decided I need to work at McDonalds. Snobs.., Ah, when the whores and bad retards go digital. I'm a good retard. The others are rich, pretty, and connected. It doesn't matter how immature they are like Bjork. I don't want to marry. My excuse is that me having kids in the US is child abuse enough. The fact that the thing would be disabled makes it even better.
Wow , you must have really great insurance and friends and family to help you. Not me 🎉
How long do mania episodes usually last and what triggers them?
The first time I experienced anything like that outside my head was so distressing and left me in anguish that I feared having them. Although the meds lessen the blow I still feel that I will not be able to be "used" to them. Also I had to remember that is still just my head messing with me and mindful meditation helps bridge the distance thing.
Clozapine comes to mind. It’s on a strict REMS program that requires frequent blood tests before dispensing the drug
LMAOOO I WAS BARELY AWAKE AND SOME NURSE WAS GETTING MY BLOOD AT LIKE 6AM 🤣 Talk about coffee and why its not used in psych wards. We only get decaf. Very depressing! I THOUGHT THEY WERE SUPPOSED TO HELP US AND MAKE US COMFY FOR OUR TRAUMATIC STAY! 🤣 (obvious sarcasm above if anyone didn’t catch on)
What do they say?
I had this happen to me when I had to stay in a general hospital after a surgery and even worse the nurse was...not great at drawing blood and tried multiple times in both arms even though I was clearly trying my best to suppress how distressed I was getting. I cannot IMAGINE this kind of routine going down in a psych hospital!! Appalling.
Are you doing ok?
I came into the psych ward with anemia due to severe iron deficiency. that is something they only caught because they made the tests. I had to many other issues to recognize I was extremely fatigued on top of that.
Depakote levels have to be checked too. Like she said a lot of the medications used have to have blood levels checked to see if they are within "Therapeutic Levels" Also some of them can affect different organs in the body (like the liver) or even blood sugar levels and those are checked through blood draws and blood tests. And many times the patients also have medical issues like diabetes and/or hepatitis or other illnesses and many times the patients don't know it because of their psych issues. Psych wards don't only treat psych issues, they also treat medical issues the patients may have.
Yet another reason I fight my hardest to never go to a mental hospital 😅
they took my blood so many times while i was in the psych ward😭😭
Who cares? Its not like you had work the next day
I have been hospitalized several times (not for psychiatric reasons but still) and yes, vital signs at 3 am in the morning and even blood exams (if necessary, they usually prefer to wait on hospitalization/not observation/ not uci/ not er) I might have been shocked the first time, but now I prefer them to be silent and smooth. The quicker they leave the better I can sleep. At least I appreciate that… because I feel sick.
Now you can honestly say “I see no color in people”
I've been on lithium for my bipolar since I was in middle school. I'm now 29. It's the only medicine that has kept me stable and functional, and I've been able to live a normal life without severe mania, rapid cycling, or psychosis. I still get breakthrough depression, mostly related to my c-ptsd, but it's allowed me to be normal. I have two kids, and I was on lithium during both pregnancies with no negative side effects (there's a 3-5% chance that lithium during pregnancy can cause a specific congenital heart defect, but I had prenatal echocardiograms done during both pregnancies at 24 weeks, and neither of my kids had the defect. If they had, there would have been a need for my kids to have corrective surgery after birth, but the surgery is really common and tends to have a really low risk for complications.) I need to get my blood drawn every few months, but as long as my level is between 0.7 and 1.0, I'm fine. I think people demonize lithium a lot, and I know that it's not for everyone, but for the people who have bipolar or similar mood disorders who can tolerate it, it's almost like a miracle.
Lithium helps me.
Thank you for the explanation about drug levels
To rule out any underlying causes that could be mimicking mental illness.
Ive been in psyche wards 6 times throughout my life, im 47 now and schizoeffective too.
I get catatonic sometimes cause of autism. this is very probably unrelated to catatonia, but i also have trouble falling asleep. sometimes i get into a similar state to catatonic stupor while being unable to sleep but am laying in bed (they feels the same to me from a sensory staind point). I've noticed that I can react to extreme movement commands(like forcing an extremely quick movement of my whole body) during that state(when i do the same thing outside of that state, i hurt myself just from the movement alone). Similar to, how during stupor, people react to extreme sensory stimuli. never tried doing so during stupor cause i always panic too much to remember.
It's to check med levels. Hated that job 😂
You're such a good person. Since I've always been somewhat disabled, I'm used to this. I don't have strong emotions and can mostly laugh and cry. My memory has been whack for a while. I know that an average person will get like 70% of the material, and I will have to work harder for 30% of the material. I'm still learning. Yes, there are times when I think about the ocean or a group home that had a nice garden. I am annoyed that I am harassed about getting a pension. They have no low. I'm a "parasite," but I'm also not allowed to do anything that brings success. I must live in poverty for insulting Zheani. Your sin? Do you have any fucking idea? I chill in an adult facility. I'm not allowed to shine. I'm used to it. The ones who say they're fixing us is even worse. They all know about the brain now, but they won't share. We're in that phase.
The first time they draw blood is to find out if you have diseases like HIV or Aids, anyhow i was only at the psych ward for 72 hours i was diagnosed with schizophrenia and i was released without medication cus i seemed stable
Blood test upon admission are also usually done to test for illegal or recreational substances that may be affecting the person's behavior, cuz you can't diagnose someone if they're on acid or something.
@@brokenfoxproductions Yes. Some drugs appear similar to some mental illnesses. So they need to know if you are on drugs and/or alcohol.
Stay away from lithium. I'm on olanzapine and carbamazepine. Works great. Trazodone isn't working as good as amitriptyline did for depression I might ask my psychiatrist to put me back on amitriptyline
I take carbamazepine... Carbamazepine is one of those meds besides lithium that needs to be monitored and therefore they draw blood to check the levels.
It's so important to you to get tested to make sure your lithium is in a therapeutic level, for you.I had a psychiatrist who refused to have me tested, and my parents just fired her. I genuinely didn't even end up needing the medication, (as other treatment was successful for me)and she totally had me overmedicated. So if you're on a medication like that, and your psychiatrist refuses to have you do a blood test, you need to get a new doctor. Even if you're not in a psych ward. I ended up having a lot of issues, because of the fact that she refused the blood test. It was only when my parents got a second opinion, that they realized how dangerous it was. They thought it was strange,which is why they got a second opinion. As they had seen that be the recommendation online, because they looked into the meds I started when I was a kid/teen. So make sure this is being done! As well as look into the meds you take. ❤
Scheduling blood test is a valuable mental health recovery skill. Often overlooked because it is a lot to manage on top of all the other stuff that is beneficial to recovery in the early going.
Well, I took an IQ test when I was spitting my pills out, and it was grim. I received a 116 on the IQ part with serious issues. Some of the global tasks were too difficult for me. I do guard some of them to keep my dad away. I study, read, and write for my brain. I take meds and am watched. Lithium and the others rewire the brain. plus, depression and other diseases like to damage the brain, so we don't know fully, which is which. I'm not sure it causes growth, just new pathways. I'm allergic to lithium, it turns out, so... Anyway, I was in special ed . I guess I mostly made Bs in High SchooI, even though I was so behind due to special ed. I was also pushing my body to the limits abuse-wise. No, I wasn't on drugs. I couldn't stop moving, didn't sleep for days, starved or feasted. I did laps around the city. I should have competed in cycling because I am a cardio queen or was. If I wouldn't have joined the army, I would have probably gone off in a few years and just medicated or watched by a doctor. Unfortunately, I have the face of my mom's abuser or did when I was thinner. I had issues with one of my sisters who I tormented after I came back home in sixth grade from dad's. She got her revenge. I said sorry. Her doctor doesn't want us together or for me to bring anything up for a while. she's too busy with a family now anyhow. Most of us do commit a crime and then they figure it out, which is sad. Mom tried to have me committed, but my dad stopped her, and the rest of the family said they'd cut off funds if she did. I love my mommy. She doesn't love me though. It's not something I cry about. She wouldn't let me in at night. She had no problem with babysitting. She made a big deal about me taking meds when I came back, or I couldn't see my siblings. Look, it was a mess. Hey, she pickled her brain with alcohol and had no problem when it came to draining my bank account. wah, wah. I love you, mommy. I hate you daddy.
So you saw a shadow then what did the shadow do? Disappear?
If you watch modern influencer videos, you'll see that we need to address mental health issues.
I am a Pastor and I am open about my diagnosis of Bipolar type 1. You have discussed this challenging topic with care and respect to people of all beliefs and backgrounds. Thank you.
Like. How do you treat yours?
I wanna question that you have treatment or not using for your bepolar?😊
Hello im 15 years old from Philippines when iwas get bepolar hyper and now im 17 years old when i found out ihave this disorder.😢
At first I had to get blood drawn a lot. Now after 14 years I get it once a year. I'm on Epival.
You said lithium gives you nausea, makes You feel horrible?
Lithium gave me nausea. That is why I switched.
When I took it, it was really bad for me. That was because my psychiatrist at the time refused to have a blood test done, even though I needed one. It definitely wasn't something that I needed anyways, so for me I was over medicated and it was really bad.... I felt really dizzy, and there was almost like a visible haze over my eyes. I had trouble walking. There was times I was in school, and I was accused by staff and teachers of being intoxicated. When in reality it was just the lithium. I'm glad I was able to find other treatment that worked for me.
It gives you nausea if the dose is too high, but if your doctor is incompetent or likes to have power over you, they will try to convince you it is normal. If that's your doctor, get a second opinion, even if it's a general practitioner.
@@robertairvin2310 I agree about the dose being high. In my experience my psychiatrist discovered that it wasn't a fit because of my need for a high dose and how that made my stomach feel. When I switched mood stabilizers in 2010 I found the right match.
I take Lithium, I'm 16 and they gave it to me at 15, the side affects are very unfun.
It's kind of a dated but effective drug. You know how cola had cocaine in it? Well 7 up was marketed and a lithiated drink. Yep lithium drink lol
@@B727X It may be effective but at times it's miserable and unpredictable in a teenage body
that doesn’t even sound like something that belongs in the human body
@@user-ce5rg8rz1v It's saved my life despite it's dangerous nature
The only side effects you should have if your level is right are slight shakiness and/or some fatigue. If you're having anything more serious, get your levels checked and talk to your doctor. You might need something else. Speaking from experience as someone who's almost 30 who's been on it since I was your age. If you're having really noticeable side effects, it probably isn't right for you. There are other mood stabilizers available.
**creepy doll vibes**