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Give you credit Francis. You're able to focus attention to learning a new language. ... i haven't the energy, or motivation to keep my attention. You're stronger person.

Hello, dear brother. You are the only 'relatable' RUclipsr. I am so sorry about your situation. Recently, I have been reaching my level worst of suffering. They do not like us despairing individuals, brother. When those of us who suffer get together, the uselessly fortunate call us despairing individuals 'spineless' and 'throwers of pity partying.' Little do these sweet summer children know what it feels like to suffer ruthlessly without any fault of your own. I do not wish any of that upon any of these ignoramuses, even if they remain ignorant. But what I do know for a fact is these ignoramuses would crumble if they were born like us and would most probably end up being one of us, but hypothetical scenarios remain hypothetical. Also, LGBTQ and hardcore feminists will probably be the reason why the Western society will fall from grace. I really do not mind internal suffering. It is my personal problem after all, it is mine to deal with. But I cannot accept bad treatment of me, or anyone like myself simply because I or anyone like myself are not the way others are; we will not tolerate injustice without any reason.

Hey Francis,. Im still suffering this f'n Shetty mental illness. Everything sucks still. Sorry, i rant and complain to you... im so messed up. Depression is so debilitating and inner torment

I understand Francis. I can relate to your words, and situations. I glad you are able to express and share. Im in solitude. I rarely leave this apt. I've destroyed my life in so many ways.. i lost everything i had, and my job, friends, relationship. Caused serious mental illnesses, and physical as well. Depression is so debilitating... i struggle to stay alive. I have suicidal thoughts alot, and always ruminate on my mistakes I've made, that's destroyed me. I appreciate you're rants, pls don't look at yourself as weak because of complaining. I do it too..! It's how we feel.. Thanks Francis ✨️

Sorry things didn't work out for you.. im struggling with my mental health currently also. Its a dark place, and its all through the day. Thanks for sharing your videos. Life just sucks , when you're mentally broken with depression, anxiety... guilt and regrets.

Its all good with me man

Bro I appreciate your effort & I am sorry to break this down to diet obsessed people but Balanced Diet is not going to solve Gynocentrism, War, Natural Disasters, Pollution & other completely unrelated issues!

Did you say you slept with Japanese girls

Have you heard of v2k? Voice of god weapons. L o o k o u t f a c h a r l i e channel gets into them a lot. Sorry for the spaces, it just gets deleted without writing it like that.

Benzodiapenes like lorazapam and clonazapam and also opiates are known to cause drug-induced psychosis. Hearing full sentences and not just your name could be from drug induced psychosis. It can be mistaken for schitzophrenia since both involve audible hallucinations. But with psychosis the voices will stop after discontinuing a drug including the time it takes to withdrawal from the drug. I learned the hard way and now know to NEVER abruptly stop benzos as this can cause akathesia and suicidality. It can take weeks to months to taper but is the only option once the body is physically dependant on the drug. The victory in life is realizing that no matter how important others think they are and how unimportant they think you are, the reality is that their life is just as sad no matter how much money or 'friends' they have. The desperate measures people take to look great gives me a reason to smile because I have the truth and find so much joy in it. People try to control fear with pride and thus a society of fierce competition and the worldwide mental health epidemic. You made a good point in one of your other videos concernining pharisees and hypocrites in churches. There are so many denominations that it is impossible to figure out who is telling the truth. I believe FREE GRACE THEOLOGY is what you've been looking for all along. It is anti-Arminian, anti-Calvanist Baptist meaning that a believer cannot lose their salvation nor prove it to the pharisees. Check out 'Jacksmack77' on RUclips. For me, 2 decades of chronic depression and suicidality was resolved with artificial disc replacement. Physiological causes for depression are never taken into consideration.

You mentioned you get up when sun arrives in morning. Wow,.. i have horror panic attacks,.knowing ill be suffering all day, tormented my my failures, regrets and the depression all day. I wish i could be sane again .. and just live without destructive thoughts, and the reality of how Shetty my life has become.

Im forgetting everything too.! I canceled all appointments also, .. i cannot go anyways. Im in a stuck mode.

You are doing pretty well.. having depression and anxiety. I give you credit. I am so debilitated, i struggle to just get up, or even check mailbox. I hate depression. My life was do devastated, its destroyed my mental and physical health. ... you have so much strength Francis. I need to make more effort. T.Y. for striving.

Thanks, Francis, for sharing another vid. Im in similar situations as you.. basically suffering from multiple mental issues. I lost joy of life , circumstances has destroyed everything in my life. Can't believe how F"d up i become. I give you credit, you are able to do what you're doing. I wouldn't be able. Thanks for inspiration.

I definitely dont mean to scare you, but if you pay close attention you can hear weird voices mixed with that strange audio feedback noise. Sometimes they can be clearly heard. In Celtic folklore, the banshee is a ghostly woman who erily screams when someone is going to die or something bad is going to happen in the town. I send you good energy and wishes. I would do something symbolic like visiting a holy temple.

When is your next live stream? Thanks for staying strong. I know how difficult just existing is, when life has been destroyed and mental health issues take your mind apart. Depression and Anxiety are torment!

Thanks for sharing. My life sucks so badly too. I don't leave the apt. I made so many foolish decisions and mistakes that devastated my life, health, welfare. I have extreme anxiety. Also severe depression, with guilt, regret that haunts me. Just trying to make it, hour by hour.

The paranormal is realer then people might think

something paranormal? like itachi invading u in ur house dayum.

Im sick of living here

Life is pretty disgusting for many of us. Life is a joke for many of us. It is a sick joke of immesne cognitive dissonance inflicted upon individuals who know no better in a world of neurotypical ignoramuses. Some unfortunate folk suffer and suffer like they have a generation of sins to atone for, when in fact all of this said suffering has no explicit meaning! It comes due to no particular reason. Just like many genetic abnormalities. Simple errors, mutations and DNA replicating processes cause A LIFETIME of pain and suffering. How disgusting!? Heck, people hesitate to get into a social program or a job that makes them uncomfortable and then there's people who go sore their entire lives due to mindless suffering. I tried to remain civil in my life, I tried my best to show my own problems, but to no avail. My life is evidence that human perception is HEAVILY flawed and biased. I believed what people around me did, but it never worked out for me because it was not meant for me for unconventional reasons, but because my reasons of dissatisfaction and discardment are unconventional, I get shat upon by individuals who had the opportunity to do things in a normal way. I understand your suffering brother. We will persevere! By the way, I wanted to let you know that I was watching the Olympics and China put on a real show, man! What a performance. Despite the political disagreements, I love the country! Especially the infrastructure of the country. It deserves a different comment altogether I think.

i feel you my guy thats my only battle building up the strength and courage for death

I can't sleep day or night. I have so much trauma and losses,and tragedies that happened to me. The Stress cannot be explained, except overwhelming. My life has been so devastated... im always in shock. I hate it. Being awake is suffering for me.

I feel same way as you. I have difficulty to explain,... you spoke how i feel. I did the same for same reasons. It has disturbed my mind greatly. Lots of fears, guilt and shame.

I'm suffering with depression and anxiety that has become debilitating. I've committed before. I hear how you are suffering,... and though our situation are different, I can fully relate. You still have some desires to go places, and travel. I don't have them anymore. The depression and guilt , regrets I live with are unbearable. I have anhedonia. I nolonger have any pleasure in anything I used to enjoy. I appreciate your channel , because you express similar daily struggle with life. I too,..can't get off the bed, because I don't like living, and don't have a life. When you speak, I totally relate and feel the same way. T,Y. KaL.

i feel you bro

You are very self aware. A couple of the authors that have helped me are Eckart Tolle and Jack Kornfield .

You are stronger than me. I can't participate in life anymore. I didn't know, multiple Traumatic events could destroy a person's mind, and life. Its devastated me. I suffer 24/7 with severe depression, anxiety and insomnia. So many of us, just suffer in total hopelessness. You are strong and courageous.

The said timeline indeed does not matter in the grand scheme of things, everyone climbs one upon another to chase the corporate ladder, just to find themselves in the same dispair at the end, but with some money to spend more. I have been living a life of solitude and that I believe is the best for me; never been more happier.

In the present and future looks will always matter

Struggling, living day by day

Iam ok man..my back is out so its painfull..week in bed its getting better but taking some time.living day by day...

You do make some good points but the present has been influenced by the past. So when I extrapolate this pattern out into the future, it's difficult to make sense of nothing mattering

I respect you. You are a great guy

It's so over for ricecels

Sorry of you're multiple struggles. It sucks beyond words suffering with anxiety and depression. It so unbearable. I just seen your sight. You're very strong .. thank you for sharing. I too am having the hardest times, and the ultimate losses in life. I haven't been able to recover, or accept. I keep thinking this is my last day.

NO CAP. therapy is nothing to be look down upon . people who are well off mentality go. People who chosen the best option and still end up in a bad spot mentality, should go aswell. getting your mind back will need proper expertise

"Take a gamble love exists, and do a loving act".... a quote from Red Dead Redemption 2

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Great video, man. Also, good job on being thankful.

Faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen. Love exists. It ebbs and flows in our lives. What is not to love about God? He gives us our very breath. No one ever said life would be easy, but we know that we are preparing for our ultimate destination and it will all be worth it. Please keep the faith.