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Sweet lavender
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Tw ed || Little snippets of my life (vlog;wieiad)
Reupload!!
THIS VIDEO DOESN’T GLORIFY ANY HARM!!!!! JUST A VLOG!
THIS VIDEO DOESN’T GLORIFY ANY HARM!!!!! JUST A VLOG!
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TW ed || What I Eat In Four Days
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Tw ed || four days of vlogging (read the description)
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This is a reupload! Don't report the videos and mind your business, if you are offended, a recovered person who tells me to stop this, a person who judges my pants cuz I might look short in them, please 🙏 leave and don't come back. I repeat, Don't you report, if you don't like this content and aren't a person with Ed just ignore it and watch something you enjoy3^ Also follow me on insta if you ...
Tw ed || Small winter break WIE in 3 days (lots of kiwis)
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Sorry the clips are fast
TW e d || What I eat In Five days (high res)
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TW e d || What I eat In Five days (high res)
I love these so much
Thank you❤️
zero coke is life
Did this vid get taken down?
Yeah, this is the third time I am uploading it
@sweetlavender.b Damn, what for?
@@ITS_DANIIIIusually because it thinks it’s about sh
@sweetlavender.b Ohh, okay. Not sure why it would think that. I really enjoy your vlogs.
Ty❤️
Reupload?imma still watch❤
i used to have an ed yrs ago, i've gotten so close to relapsing multiple times but i can't even restrict anymore bcs my parents watch every single meal i eat. it's been 3 years and i've gained 7kg since then 💔
Im sorry❤️ trust me recover is the best choice, what matters is you to have healthy mindset. Take care of yourself always! That 7 kgs shouldn’t be defining you nor your well being❤️
sheni videoebis yureba miyvarss🍓🎀
მადლობაა❤️
What is tw?
trigger warning, basically warning people who have already struggled with eating disorders that this video may cause some of their past behaviors to relapse etc
Trigger warning
What shoes do u have?
i used to live off fruit and my mom would force me to eat scrambled eggs sometimes but i would flush them down the toilet ... fruit is now one of my biggest fear foods idk what happened.. now i could easily live off protein bars and i would be okay lol
Hey girl I hope you feel better,you’re beautiful and that has nothing to do with weight go ahead and try your best 🫶
u cant see her face how can you say that shes beautiful
I can’t stay still anymore because I can taste the food in my mouth that I ate hours ago and no matter how much water I chug it’s still there and I feel like the calories are choking me and I didn’t think it would get to me this fast it’s only been two months since the moment that made me relapse and I need help but I’m so uncomfortable in my body that I can’t get help yet, maybe if I get to my ugw I’ll see if it’s worth it to recover but can I even recover if I get that far? I’m a f***ing clown 🤡
This is the REALIST thing I have ever read!! I feel you❤️🩹
You're not even a clown, most people i know can't even lose a kilo, so you all must have 100 more times the willpower most have._.
the fact some people watch these and comment knowing this girl is trying to recover but still decide to comment the most ignorant questions. like "how much weight did you lose?" or asking for weight loss advice is absolutely not okay. Instead of doing that you should really be looking for help and advice on how to heal your relationship with your body and food. anyways, you're doing great lovely <3
Don't be scared of calories or fat. If you eat normal 1 ingredient food (meat, eggs, avocado, cheese) till satisfaction there's no way you gain weight.
it's not easy, anorexia is a mental disorder so it makes you feel fat when you really aren't. i suggest you don't give advice like this to someone with an ed
@@SushiLover280 fr. I have a restrictive eating disorder as well. Seeing people comment this stuff just irritates me 💀 literally the equivalent of telling us to eat a sandwich or something
my diet is strictly fruit and edibles LMAO
wayv!!!
Can we see how much weight you lose?
your my motivation and safe place <3
I rlly luv ur vids!!❤️❤️❤️
How much do you weigh? ❤
Watching these videos for motivation
Your videos be so cozy xx
I love watching ur videos💗
you're back!!!
That fruit bowl looked absolutely deliiii 😋 i wish i had self-control like u 😢 i can't stop eating
You don't know how much i love you❤❤ how old are u?❤
Thank you so much😭❤️🩹 Im 17, turning 18 in December💌
Love the music, so calming. So you also watch ssvss....I watch repeatedly
That yogurt bowl looks amazing
Coraline is the best! Does anyone have a link to similar channels? I love watching these vlogs. They are hard to find🤗
Omg that’s so true! 😭 I watch those 2 as well This one is more coquettish cute in a way: youtube.com/@dimsumdoll?si=gj6qT0mZXm3ZIaLS This one is like emo grunge: youtube.com/@xylaspo?si=ez8gbGIAHvIIRg7T Hope it helps!!
I 💖 ur vids
Keep eating lots of fruit💓💓
omg coralline!!!! so excited you posted!
Yay it's not down!! It's a win!!
I got so excited when u posted lol ❤❤
tbh im not a fan of the sugar free fanta. However I'm from the US, and ours is a lot more orange. I've had european fanta and it tastes like sparkling orange juice, i'm assuming the sugar free one is in the same vein as the regular european one.
Yes, the sugar-free has a specific taste of orange, it doesn't even taste like “Fanta”, it's just regular orange sparkling juice and It leaves an uncomfortable flavor too.
@@sweetlavender.b yeah i’ll prob stick to coke zero, yeah there’s been proof that erythitrol leads to heart problems but coke zero just uses aspartame so it’s marginally less dangerous :p
Jesus loves 💕
1:25 eti?! 🇹🇷🐺🐺
Auuuu
Hi do you have Twitter?
No, only instagram
Hi do you count calories? If you do what is your usual intake?
1200
@@sweetlavender.b oh honey you eat way less than 1200,stay safe ❤️🩹
How do you season the cauliflower soup for flavor?
Hello did eating like this made you lose weight? And how much?
How much did u loose?
Hey i was wondering if you know any low calorie foods that fill you up for a long time?
boiled chicken breast! It's about 170 calories but it’s really worth it. you will eat 100 grams, but you will not want to eat for 2-3 hours. I advise you to eat with vegetables (for example, a tomato) and drink tea without sugar. It will fill your stomach for a long time.
@@whattttttmitten Omggg thank you so much love!
Eat meat and eggs till full
@@AntiSterone yeah but an egg is like 80-100 cals
@@killua_baka7130 Calorie counting is bullshit, eggs are crazy filling and you can NEVER gain weight on them.
I used to eat like this and watch videos like this. Now I think it’s honestly gross to post these types of videos. It basically encourages other people with EDs. It’s not a good way of coping. I hope everyone here finds recovery because it is worth it and being skinny does not make you happier. I had to be admitted to the hospital twice because of how bad my ED got and I was so mad at everyone for forcing me to eat. Now I enjoy food because it is one of the greatest joys of life. Sending love to everyone here <3
Exactly. People need to just get off these platforms and continue to romanticize EDs. People who are finding these videos comforting or helping with their disorder are delusional and are only putting them into a worse mindset. The health issues that arise from this disorder are crazy; low blood pressure, heart failure, literal brain damage, ruptured organs, etc. There is nothing romantic about dying.
leave then pls
@@gayfemboiiiiiright? basically saying we don’t deserve a safe space to share our struggles and daily life experiences
@@yuluviiYes! like theres so many videos of people who've "recovered" sharing what they eat and that's okay but the minute we're shown a representation of what a real ED looks like and the thought process that person has and feels day to day its criminalized!? I watch these whenever I eat so I don't feel alone and I actually feel myself improving mentally because of it which is the first step to healing
Well then just leave
I love your vlogs!
You eat in 5 days what I eat in like a binge like this goalss
It’s not goals it’s disordered eating still
@@AlienGutz597 whomp whomp
@@VentCitys how is this a whomp whomp? Your name is literally vent city? Lol. You probably only say this to me cuz everyone says this to you
@@AlienGutz597 no I say whomp whomp every day to everyone even my parents and ik what my user name is I made it
@@VentCitys well have you considered saying womp womp to this is horrible because this is a disorder that kills people and your saying it’s your goal? Or are you that ignorant
I hope all of the people in the comments and the person in this video can recover someday. Ed's are no fun and eventually everything will go to shit if its bad enough and youll lose your period, youll hate the cold, youll be fatigued and drained, an ed is no way to lose weight and its just not worth it.
shut uppp😭
@@failedpup nah
Bro just live your life and leave us alone ?
@@al_ex3711 just saying bruv.
@@al_ex3711 starving urself ain't the way to do it.
As long as your eating thats all that matters. Good job❤
Hiya ! I’m really struggling to get RUclips to keep my vlogs up, I don’t promote Ed’s and use no calorie talk even, I don’t understand how so many are kept up but mine are disabled for sh 😭
me too 😭 i posted one without any food just talking about my ed and they took it down 😭😭 idk what to do or if it’s a sign or sum
As I’ve noticed, if the video looks more like a vlog style, there’s a guarantee that youtube can keep it. Try using less words like “c@lorie” or “c4t”. Also comments play a big role too. If it’s negative delete it. most of my videos that had almost 100k views (crazy ik), youtube took it down, because a lot of people commented weird things. I hope it helped. But I do struggle with it too, in one day youtube took two of my videos duo to it sh🥲
@@sweetlavender.b thank you so much! i’ve notice that making the videos helps me and editing them is weirdly calming so it would just kinda suck for no one to be able to see it
sorry if tyhis has been asked but doess your family/any parent know about your ed?
No
any tips for ignoring cravings for spicy food/spicy chips? I feel like every low-calorie snack food is sweet or bland, Ive started dipping cucumber in hot sauce but it isn't helping much.
I think qu’est makes spicy puffs? But idk try finding it in stores :)
i second quest! they make protein chips with hot and spicy and sweet chili lime flavors and the macros are amazing!! 💕
quest has spicy chips, theres a chili lime one and then theres a super spicy one which i prefer (i also just found out they make spicy puffs)
i like to make eggdrop soup with siracha super easy and low calorie
I love salads with sriracha as dressing. I put lettuce, broccoli, black olives, and avocado. you can also cook your own soups, noodles, beans, anything with hot sauce or spices. if you want it to be snack foods then put spice on bland ones or veggies
this is super good inspo, tysm for uploading! and remember to stay healthy ~ <33