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@okokok7081 Good question! I definitely want to. As an update for anyone curious, during my hiatus, I was figuring out my job situation and my mental health. Now i have a job i love, a great therapist, meds that actually work for me, and in less than a week, I will be 7 months sober 💖 Updates to come regarding a time frame when I plan to return. I had one written, but due to complicated reasons regarding trauma I've been having difficulty getting myself to talk publicly about the next topic. But I'm working hard on processing those things so that I will be able to do so.

@@danikassander8612 Thats great news. Glad to hear you found a path in life that works for you with a job you love, a great therapist and meds that work for you. Congrats with the 7 months. Il put on notificaton so I se ur next video when you are ready to make one. Thanks for the answer.

Thank you so much! I hope to post more soon after this hiatus. Comments like yours inspire me to keep creating content. <3

@SurnaturalM Sharing your experience here took a lot of courage. It makes sense to be unsure how your doctors will proceed. While they may present a treatment plan, medication options, and/or psychotherapy options, it's important to remember you have autonomy over what happens to you. You get a say in how you choose to proceed, and you deserve to have those choices respected. Best of luck in your healing journey, and feel free to reach out any time for support 🧡

awee thank you!!! <3 That's so sweet! I've been taking a hiatus from streaming for a while, but I hope to get back to it soon! Thanks for your encouragement. It truly means a lot!

@@danikassander8612 You deserve it, wait to see you soon

Thank you so much!!! That means so much!!:) Also were you the one i sat next to and i would always bring 2 milks and 2 cups of mandarin oranges and you called them dulies?

@@danikassander8612 no but I remember who you were talking about. I sat with you guys during the last few classes. I'm not sure if you wanted to remain in contact, did you have a discord if you do?

@@danikassander8612 my user name is whipchip. I was actually the dude that dressed up as Double D from Ed Edd 'n Eddy in Dr. Lee's class for Halloween

@@danikassander8612 I'm sorry I thought I replied, my youtube app has been very glitchy. My username is, "whipchip" and no I was the guy that went as Double D from Ed, Edd 'n Eddy in Dr.Lee's Geo class.

Yeah I wasn't sure what would happen if you flip back and forth but it said not to and that it would make them less effective, and I was scared they would stop working for him. But it was so cool to see his reaction

Yeah. I think the pressure comes from it being live, I get anxious if I take too long to finish loading a thought becsuse I want to prevent having more than a few seconds of dead air, but I'll try to be more conscious of it

Yeah I wasn't sure what would happen if you flip back and forth but it said not to and that it would make them less effective, and I was scared they would stop working for him. But it was so cool to see his reaction

I feel like the interviewer is being willfully naïve

What are you basing this off of?

But they don't have a choice. They ended up that way from early childhood trauma. No one chooses to be a sociopath. It's a psychological disorder.

@Buttercup-vw2zo This interview was to help destigmatize sociopathy and help people get a better understanding of what ASPD is and what causes it. It is still understandable to be guarded around someone who has difficulty experiencing empathy. We all have every right to keep ourselves safe and choose who we spend our time with. The person who I interviewed is a friend, and has supported me in a multitude of ways, and for that I am grateful. This person also has not done anything to break my trust in them. My trust, for me personally, builds for people over time, and can easily be taken away. I have been naïve in my past and trusted the wrong people, but I continue to grow and learn ways to protect myself. I care for myself in this way with anyone regardless of a diagnosis. I gauge people based on their actions, not their label, and that is a philosophy I hope this video can promote and perpetuate.

@@SLKnoxx that totally makes sense. And thank you for saying that. I see from the comments other people have had negitige experiences with people with ASPD, and the person having ASPD doesn't excuse what the person did to you. Nobody deserves to be treated badly regardless of what diagnosis the person doing the mistreatment has. ADHD is certainly a struggle, and comes with an entirely different set of challenges than ASPD. It makes sense to feel uncomfortable that the two would be considered parallel by some, as they are so vastly different and especially with your experiences specifically.

@@poisonwilliams ok. Joke. Cool. I don't see where I responded to you so whatever was said, its all good.

You're absolutely right! And I wish you the best of luck in your journey adopting. That's great that you're doing that! Also, if you would like to share the info, women can get the Plan C pill (the abortion pill) at plancpills.org. If you're in a red state, it sure would be a shame if you got a PO box in another state, sent it to the PO box from the website, and then had the package forwarded to your current address. Def nobody do that 👀

You're right, and that's a great point. I will pass this along to Poizun. I'm sure he'll appreciate hearing your empathy for his situation. It's really great to see so many comments where people are looking past his ASPD and be able to empathize with him. I understand why some wouldn't, but nonetheless I appreciate what you said.

Good question! Both people have to be willing to put forth the effort. Friendships are tested. I've been in arguments with my best friends and needed breaks from them at times, but we always reflect and talk things out afterwards. Humility, openness, and communication are the biggest keys. But if you're giving more and getting less in return it's good to evaluate if this person is treating you well and if the relationship can be fixed.

Very true! I learned a cool thing about how magenta especially is a weird optical illusion. I forget fully how to explain it but I remember thinking it was pretty neat to learn about

It is my understanding that psychopathy is something people are born with, and sociopathy is something that people develop as a response to trauma as a means to protect themselves. My friend in this interview was clinically diagnosed with ASPD/sociopathy. If there is something I am misunderstanding or a part where I misspoke please let me know and I will be sure to correct it in the description. Thank you for your input, it is appreciated.

Sociopathy and psychopathy both fall under the umbrella of Antisocial Personality Disorder. Like other personality disorder, ASPD is a spectrum, some may be on the low end, in the middle, or on the high end.

@@dare2bdifferent1 thanks for the clarification! Very well put

Neither of them are clinically recognized terms that we officially use.

I'm sorry to hear they didn't work for you. I am wondering if they were the correct prescription or if maybe they were outdoor or indoor? This video was on a cloudier day and usually sunny days are best. I've also seen that it can take a few minutes to completely work. I hope you're able to find out what went wrong or maybe get a refund.

@@danikassander8612 Yes, I got a refund, but I found the whole experience very disappointing. In the instructions they seemed to back away from saying that the glasses would correct color-blindness, as if the product was more for entertainment purposes.

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I've only ever seen him cry twice in my life. Once when my grandpa passed, and another my first semester when he dropped me off at college 3 hours away from home.

That's impressive you were able to turn something that hinders you into something constructive that you genuinely enjoy! I hope you are able to find the right group of peers who are understanding and kind. It took me a long time to learn to make friends. Watching the RUclips channel Charisma On Command helped me a lot.

Awe thank you! ☺

Awe thank you<3

Awe thank you! 💖 You're more than welcome to share it with your students. 😊

@@danikassander8612 I May have to! I work in chicago so most students don’t have school busses, but i love the concept. Btw I was one of ur Uber costomers when I visited pittsburg a few months ago:)) idk if u remember me

@@kayylarose awe, well thanks so much for checking out my channel! 😊 and I might remember, can you remind me of what we talked about, to jog my memory? 😅

Well u picked us up from our hotel the first time && we talked about a lot! Creepy men, tripping, your experience in pittsburg. & then you ended up picking us up a second time from blue slide park and we were sooo happy to see u. It was me and my blonde best friend kaylee

@@kayylarose Oh yeah I do remember that! Haha I was happy to see you guys again too! I think we were friends on snap but I got rid of my snapchat because social media was becoming too much for me haha. Glad you reached out, and it's good to hear from ya! :)

I'm so glad this helped! I have ADHD as well, and I did a few streams on it. You might like my video called "How To Cope With ADHD." It helped me a lot and I hope it can help you too :)

I said the same thing! I have no idea why this came up in my auto play feed today. I've never seen this chick before, nor have i watched this type of video. I'm not mad at all though, it's been fascinating and I listened to the whole video. 🇺🇲🙃💜💚

@@oneluckygirlandherdog Omg thank you so much for the kind words! 😊💙I used to post these twice a week but life's been crazy. My mom and I are EMTs who responded to a plane crash, and I'm going to interview her on being an EMT for the last several decades on my next stream, and do a Q&A if you wanna join in in chat with everyone ^-^

Are you asking me or Poizun? I'm not sure if he's taking anything, but I'm taking medication for my own mental health. I know one thing he does is Poizun has always stayed sober though in order to have control of himself, which I greatly respect.

He is a great friend. Thanks for your comment! He's been a huge help in helping me to succeed in my journey as a twitch streamer, and he's a pleasure to be around.

​​​@@danikassander8612 You need to be very careful here, because sociopaths generally don't care about anyone. They ACT like they care. They are very good at it. They manipulate so that they look like they're your friends but they really aren't. You need to find real friends. People that can give you what you give them. This statement and everyone saying what a good person this man is, was disturbing. He's not. He's acting. I have been through hell and back my entire life and I made the choice to care about other people. We all have that choice. No one's back story is an excuse for them shutting off their emotions and having no empathy for others. I went through absolute hell because I chose to do what you did and allow someone that told me that he had anti-social personality disorder into my life, because I felt bad for him and he seemed like such a good guy he always went above and beyond to help me. This man sounds EXACTLY like the one I was dealing with. A virtual carbon copy. It was all fake. The entire time, he was working against me, trying to sabotage my life etc. While smiling in my face, bringing me gifts, fixing things and acting like the sweetest person in the entire world. RUN AWAY FROM ANYONE THAT DOESN'T HAVE REAL EMPATHY. Do not let someone like that into your life. Never let them have any control over anything of yours. DON'T become dependant. They like that, and will try to do everything for you. It will be your undoing if you allow it. Don't allow him to manipulate you and I can see that this is what's happening and I didn't see it until it was too late in my own life. It's their job to fix their own problems and they are the only ones that can. One day that carefully constructed mask will slip and you don't want to be there to see that. True evil, is what I saw. Someone that listened to me cry and knew how bad things were for me, and he was purposely trying to make things worse for me. I started noticing that he would hum and whistle whenever I would cry, whenever he saw me happy he was miserable. It was cruel and sadistic. You need to be very careful and keep all this in mind. Never forget that you are NOT dealing with a normal, healthy individual. Just because he seems like he cares about you, that doesn't mean that he does.

I am not the one with ASPD, the person I am speaking with is. I have my own set of morals that I follow, and Poizun is driven to be a better person by his desire to be liked by others.