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I was on pain, meds and a benzodiazepine and I depressants muscle relaxers. You name it for 25 years been off for two years. I’m a vegetable now can’t eat can’t sleep constant pain constant fear I’d rather be dead.

Debbie be careful of setbacks. They are very real. I had an acute setback at 5.5yrs off. I took pepcid. And it destroyed my life. 7years off benzos now and sicker than ever.

I remember watching you when i was in hell with withdrawals and u really did help me and feeling not so alone in it all ive tried looking you up for a while now randomly and i couldnt find you and then i see you in my home oage tonight iam mainly healed now although my sleep is still never the same i can sleep but only with medication i think ive rewired ny brain to learb to sleep yhis way 😆 but ill take that can you sleep with out meditation i remember watching your videos saying to meditation is the key and it really is xx

What did you take for the adrenal fatigue

Its been hard for mi depression ocd anxiety insomia concentration problems after stoping clonozepam

Am 1year and 6 moths but having depression ocd thoughts insomia light head memory problems

I was on Xanax for 16 years 4mg/day dosage and I really have a hard time hearing it generalized with other benzodiazepines. I used other benzos to detox from heavy alcohol use and to detox off of Xanax, some names that come to mind are Diazepam, Clonazepam, Lorazepam, Triazolam and the one that made me feel the nicest for the purpose of alcohol detox chlordiazepoxide. The bottom line is that I was not as comfortable anxiety wise on anything except for Xanax, Xanax specifically works extremely well on anxiety. Aside from the problems that come with addiction sleep started becoming a major issue, Xanax is only good for 3-4 hours, If I wasn't drinking I would dose right at bed time because 4 hours later I was going into the early stages of withdrawal. I have discovered now that the biggest problem with any substance that knocks me out is either poor sleep or short sleep, our bodies and minds need this precious time to repair themselves. About 6 months off Xanax or any other benzo was the point that I could freely walk out my front door without significant fear of anxiety and clutching instinctively at my pocket to feel for that comfortable pill bottle and the sound it's shaking contents made. To anyone wishing to quit, you can do it in relative short order with the help of a detox and rehab. I know the thought of either of these made me cringe as well until I found a great detox, I looked at rehab as a safe place to come off of this dangerous drug, an investment of time into my life.

@DebbieMayberry3260 ~ I too am disabled. I was working at the hospital & had a bad fall that really messed my back up. People can’t see that I now have hardware in my back. Unless I’m a W/C people are quick to judge. I’m 62. At age 50 my world fell apart. I’m anti-vax, so I have 2 nurse friends that died in their 40’s within 3 months of taking the Covid vax. I never got Covid. Neither did my husband or mother who’s 84. Just wanted you to know I appreciate the video. I’m new to your channel & on my own journey of tapering off poly pharmaceuticals. Xanax being the worst I think. Much love ❤️.

I’m a retired nurse too. What state do you live in Debbie? I have been tapering Xanax for 2 years. I have WD symptoms. I know NOTHING about cannabis. I live in GA & we are 20 years behind the times imho. I have no idea of how I could legally use it in GA. I hope you’ll make a cannabis video 101 for those of us who have no experience with it. It’s wonderful to see you happy here. Much love to you!❤

Debbie ~ When you had your surgery did you have any issues with anesthesia?

I thank God for seeing this video at 4am on April 8, 2024. I so appreciate you sharing your story. This is the first video I’ve seen, but I’m eager to watch all of your videos. I’ve been trying to taper myself off of a benzo I’ve been taking since 2006. I’m feeling many of the things you’ve described. When I first started missing doses due to working lots of OT, I started having Gran Mal seizures. I have died twice & resuscitated. I don’t have any memory of the seizures. I’ve been on Keppra for seizures.

This is SERIOUS POISONING & BRAIN DAMAGE! ! Not a Medication to be prescribed??????

Wow u were TOTALLY OVERLY MEDICATED 💊💊💊THATS MAL PRACTICE!!!!! U should sue

It’s NO JOKE!!!! We ALL DESERVE TO GET $$$$$ COMPENSATION FROM BIG PHARMA!!! Just like Opiod Injured got! This is WORSE! Our minds have been ruined & our bodies are in Shambles

I use Tramadol to sleep when I’m totally stuck

We need to be $$$$$$$ COMPENSATED!!!

Can you tell me how long the derealization/depersonalization lasted? That's the most difficult aspect of all of this.

Thank you!

Wow so nice to see u 8m😅

Deb just came upon this Hiq you doing

Do you beleive that jesus died for all our sins an if we repent an put our faith in him well be saved? Im glad to see ypur doing better.

How u doing now ?

Would you be interested in talking on the phone?

Thanks for being so honest and open about the effects of Big Harma and showing how to change, grow and heal. You’ve come so far!!! And are of my favorite examples of growth and love.. I’m lucky to know you 💖

Hey Stoner.

Do you eat vegetables?

Hi Debbie, thanks for your videos I’ve had all the mental diagnoses too since started the drugs. Huuuge med cascade. I was a stressed bit functioning human being and nurse before meds. They’ve stolen my career, family, friends and dignity. I am like your tent video. 8 months off benzos and longer off the other shit. Still on anti psychotic which was given for sleep ffs. How did d you do this in your own, the isolation and loss is killing me, but not fit for society. Mental and cog issues plus aka I’m calling out for help every day into an empty audience You are so inspiring xx

Sounds like you have ME/CFS

😥 P r o m o S M

Wow!! Congratulations 7 year's 🎉🥳!! You look amazing!! I just cameup 5 years free. Still struggling but nothing compare to the beginnings.. keep going !!💪🙏💝

Were you ever on an SSRI? If yes, how was it going off of it?

Hi Debbie how can I get in touch with you?

Congratulations ❤

I’m so sorry and I feel your pain. I love you ❤

Your amazing Debbie, don’t stop making videos. 💜♥️

Hi Debbie, im so happy to have found your channel. I would love to get in contact with you. I’m also tapering klonopin . everything you went through, woman you are amazing that’s all I have to say.

Debbie I don’t know how I came across your channel but I wanted to say thank you. 🙏 I have been tapering klonopin for 13 months and am experiencing so many symptoms but you have e given me hope. Thank you

Watching this 6 years later, I ache for this woman. She really went through hell and was so alone. Yet...I know her entire story and she never gave up. So I admire her and am proud of her today.

May I ask why you were put on pain medication initially?

I have also acted out and lost all support, how did you deal with being alone and the disbelief, not to mention all the loss. And the shame Also polypharm harmed here. You are inspiring. And the loneliness.

Hi Debbie, Like the song says, God does bless the child that has her own! I just retired and found my dream home too! Yay, us!

I can relate to your video. Thanks for sharing.

Lots of newly-found wisdom right there… ✊🏻

Congratulations.

Congratulations💪 🎊 🙏💝

CONGRATS

Soo proud of you for getting out from the dark I know it can take along time to find that light I feel you My past was dark I still struggle from time to time but I’m now ready to accept help to stop living my life for others One day at a time that’s all we can do al never forget myself anymore you stay safe Thanks for sharing your story 🙏❤️‍🩹🌻🌻

Congratulations 💜🥰 such a great thing, You are amazing,!! Mine will be Nov 1st since 2018

I hope you realize that you went through a lot and that you have overcome so much. You are here for a reason. You have inspired so many people.

I have to travel to another state to get it. And I can't use medical until our state goes legal. For now I have to use recreational. I need to learn how to make cannibis oil. 🙏🏻