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Akathisia Awareness - Suicide Prevention
I describe what akathisia is and what my experience is like living with it. How severe and life altering it is and how it often leads good people to suicide. I’m currently tapering a benzodiazepine after being reinstated due to a cold turkey cut off and am experiencing this severely. It was even worse during the cold turkey. The hospital wasn’t able to spot or recognize it. We need our psychiatric community to be trained on this and how to spot it, we also need research done on its exact mechanism and a long term solution on way to alleviate it so we can save lives. Akathisia can easily become deadly.
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Benzo Withdrawl - Inner Akathisia
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Akathisia, a subjective and very distressing feeling of restlessness, has been found to be caused by a wide range of medications used in general medical settings, such as azithromycin, antiemetics and antipsychotics. Despite its high incidence and association with an increase in suicidal thoughts, it often goes unrecognised.
Chemical Terror - Benzo Withdrawl
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The effects of withdrawaling from the biggest cover up in modern medicine. The pill of absolute destruction the benzodiazepine. In all it’s forms.
Lou Reed - Lisa Says - Bottom Line 1977
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Lou Reed doing a essential live version of Lisa Says. Great that this audio survives. Bottom Line - 5.11.1977
John Cale - I'm Not The Loving Kind [Solo 1979]
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09.23.1979 - Santa Monica Early solo show featuring a rare and magnificent version of I'm Not The Loving Kind. Hope you enjoy the improv piano introduction.
John Cale - Villa Albani [Live 2018]
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Originally from Caribbean Sunset 1984. Reworked with strings at The Barbican - 03/08/2018
John Cale - Mr. Wilson - [Live Debut 2018]
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JC digs out a rare one from 1975s Slow Dazzle. A salute to Beach Boy Brian Wilson. I don't believe this has ever been played live up until now. Live at the Barbican 3/08/2018. If you like this recording please buy the official albums. Support the artist!
Lou Reed - Junior Dad - [Prague 2012]
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Lous last great song. R.I.P. to the Junior Dad. Live in Prague 2012
Lou Reed - Think It Over - [Prague 2012]
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One of Lous final shows where he filled with energy digs out this gem from 1980s Growing Up In Public. R.I.P. Lou Live in Prague 2012
Lou Reed - Some Kinda Love - Live 83'
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Recorded the same night as "A Night With Lou Reed' shame this didn't make the video.
Lou Reed - Egg Cream - Live 06'
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Somewhere in Italy. Only video I know of Egg Cream. Minor sound upgrade done to increase the overall volume.
Bob Dylan - Highway 61 Revisted - [Akron, OH 2017]
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Bob bobbing about in Akron.
Lou Reed - Gassed and Stoked - Live and Rare 07'
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Highline Ballroom, New York. with Steve Hunter!
Lou Reed - Who Loves The Sun - Live 72'
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A chatty Lou calls this his Beatles song... Cool to hear a live take considering this one wasn't done live often and Doug Yule sang it on the Loaded record.
Ich hatte Olanzapin und nach kaltem Entzug Akathisie. Jetzt 7 Monate später wird es langsam besser😢😢😢
I have it too. Its cause of my medication abilify
How are u now??
Robin Williams, Lisa Marie Presley, Kate Spade, Anthony Bourdain
I havent felt this terrible with akathisia in a like ever in my whole life.
His voice makes the song sound more authentic, the worldly weariness comes out in Lou's voice more.
Lou was the man!
I paced for 5 1/2 months for about 19 hours a day. It eventually went away. I was able to sit for 5 minutes to rest and then the sitting became longer. I was suicidal and the doom was nearly overcoming. Everyday, all day it was absolute hell. My psychiatrist said I did not have it. I laughed in his face.
Great Performance ❤️❤️❤️❤️
Long live John Cale !
Mr John Davies Cale Godfather OG 35% THC delta 9 and I do believe the journey did her well
John Cale is the best musician ever You have to be one with the galaxy to understand that
1000 agree
I have a friend going through this and wish I knew what to say to her. She’s much worse than you seem to be. She can’t calm down at all. What do I say or do for her? She doesn’t have good days.
Lou The Riff Master!!!
so funny pic
Awesome
During a panic attack with heart palpitations and feelings of terror, prayer and drinking a large cup of clean water has calmed them before for me. The water goes into the system within about 5 minutes flushes it from polution. It can also help to prevent a light heart attack. Dr. oz claimed that eating raisins can help to prevent a heart attack because they have a blood thiner compounds. Drinking chamomile tea helps me also during an attack because it is a natural sedative. And if it gets so out of control that I feel like I am dying I take out a baby aspirin and put it on the counter and if it won't calm down within 10 minutes I take the baby aspirin because it dilutes the blood. Most of the time it calms down before the 10 mintues passes. I do not like taking the aspirin because I don't want to take any drugs, that's why I wait the 10 minutes. I take these panic attacks very seriously because I died during one of them about 15 years ago. I heard angels come for me and one of them said "come" and the other ones were singing a song that said " do not be afraid " while I was feeling extreme fear. I felt as if there was something else there for me on earth that I could do, so I asked God for permission to stay longer to work on loosening the extra weight and handling better my challenges, learn more and get more ready to meed God because I wanted to be a saint in heaven and I did not feel like a saint. I felt like I was barely making it. I was a little overweight and had some anger issues. I made serious mistakes in my life that hurt some people. I got up from the floor and walked to the bed and laid down. I heard the angel follow me to the bed and say once more " come ". But after my prayer the angel went away and the exterme heart palpitations and panic attack calmed down. After that I got the idea to drink clean water and avoid coffee and black tea because these are stimulants that can cause heart palpitations. During strong and fast heart palpitations the heart might have hard time pumping blood, it helps if it is thinned out. But the aspirin might not be a good idea if someone has a lot of prescription drugs in their system. I eat a lot of fruit and I think it helps to thin out the blood too. Before all this started I had my blood tested and the medical person asked if I was on blood thinners because my blood was thin. I wasn't, I just ate lots of fresh fruits. I do not take any prescription drugs or any drugs but I have a 25 year strong heart palpitations I believe caused by Zoloft an antidepressant, even do I took it only for short time. But now if I avoid coffee and black and green tea ( included decaffeinated- these would bring on palpitations too ) and avoid chocolate ( it is a stimulant ), I a okey. The chocolate part is very hard for me because I really like it and end up eating it. I stoped taking Zoloft because God the Father came to me and commended me to stop taking that drug cold turkey after a nurse offered it to me in a deal to have housing. So I got off immediately. This was the only time that I have received a direct commend. I didn't know back then anything about these drugs. Beside the heart palpitations it caused me to loose my abilety to control my food intake. It has been a struggle to keep my weight in balance as before the drug I never had any of these issues and was always a nice 125 lb without effort.
Lou's homage to the classic NY beverage!
Lovely
I developed interdose akathisia after 6 months taking 1-2 mg Clonazapam daily. I was taking Sertraline at the same time. SSRI combined with Benzo tolerance can definitely cause akathisia. For me SSRI’s alone cause a mild version of internal akathesia that is hard to distinguish from normal anxiety. Benzo tolerance is what brought it out into full fledge torture attacks. I had to quit because I was cycling between extreme sleepiness and feeling like throwing myself out the window with hardly anything in between. Then when I tapered too quickly it was like being thrown into hell. What helped me taper was the use of a compounding pharmacy. I had a great big jar of 0.1 mg and 0.05 mg clonazepam capsules. Don’t give a fuck if doctors thought it was ridiculous. It was the only thing that made it possible to get off that hellish drug. The last 0.5 mg is the worst even though many psychiatrists believe it is a “low dose” that can simply be discontinued, they are wrong. When it comes to withdrawal symptoms the tiniest doses can have a big impact. You become so sensitized to the substance.
I'm on the exact same meds. Setraline and Cloneazepam, well Cloneazepam is also known as the r pill.
I'm taking 50 milligrams of Zoloft. And 1milligram of Cloneazepam.
Cold showers help my pain and give an hr of sleep at night. Not all the time. But cold showers help a bit. Any break from the devils pill and symptoms ill take it. Hang in there. We can do this.
I pray your healed. 14 years now for me
Are you still doing better now? I’m almost 21 months out ct off all drugs ssri ANtiPsychotics benzo and sleeping pill baby benzo. Drs didn’t know what akathisia was nor did I so I tried all 2nd gen antipsychotic meds only to get worse. How long did it take you to heal
How are you now, homey
I know îs healead, have a post in Akathisia group
He is healed??? Really. Thought he was gone😢😢😢
Oh, Lou, I would pull you up… would you pull me?
How are you doing now?
How long have you had Akathisia? I thought I saw on one of your videos you said you didn't have the movement problem to bad or at all. You look uncomfortable in your videos but still handling the mental terror part. I've been going through this for almost a year and it hasn't gotten any better, its getting worse and I can't understand and the doctor doesn't understand. My doctor didn't even know about the mental part of it existed until I explained it all to him. He didn't even know you could have Akathisia unless you were unable to stop moving. Sure, I can make myself stop moving and try to keep it that way for a minute or two but it gets so horrible I have to start up again. I'm sleeping between a half hour to an hour a day and that's been going on for the last year. If I lay down it's even more uncomfortable and my biggest problem is my hips and my feet. Lately though my shoulders are rocking a lot more. I'm up pacing approximately 16 to 18 hours a day and that helps a little bit but the minute I stop in place my feet start up again and won't stop shifting back and forth and then the swaying back and forth with my hips and legs. I squat down on the floor to try to make it stop and that seems to help for a minute or two but that's it. I didn't think anything could be worse than protracted benzo withdrawals, but akathisia has to be straight from hell. I could have never imagined anything existing that could be this horrible. Sometimes this gets so horrible it seems like burning alive would feel better than to go through this a second longer. The screaming and bursting out crying and constant anger and agitation. It's impossible to explain to someone that's never gone through this how horrible it is. I could have never imagined how horrible it is and I can't even find the words to try to even describe it to try to get someone to understand how horrible it is. I got way off track but if you're still replying to your comments, I basically wanted to know how long you've been going through this.😢 Has anyone found anything that helps???
Thanks for this, I miss Lou so much, I will always love him
Eterno Lou Reed…
Ive had/have this and it took me a long time to diagnose it as i keot telling drs i am 'agitated' and they necer took me seriously. People need to know the suicide is becuase they WANT IT TO STOP!!
where's the bass?
Hey how are you doin? I developed the worst inner akathisia in the last phase of my horror Valium taper… can’t bear, can’t sleep… had adverse reaction to the Valium I’m unable to walk can only make it to the bathroom barely. Thought about updosing but Valium crippled me 😣😞
I know what you talk. Was prescriped a big amount of benzo and no warnings. Have been fighting 1,5 years, third time to taper. Two went badly wrong. Had good healthy social life before my dog died and I had terrible panic attacks. Did you feel your brain doesn't function normally and can't understand that people can do normal things and live their lives normally and became overwhelmed of any normal things? I call it brain lock. I fear this brain lock is permanent brain damage. I'm back to squere one with the amount I was in 2021 because they prescired me klonopin to get me relief for a while and then taper but it didn't help and now i did crossover to diazepam and the amount is big. I'm doing Heather Ashton manual. Did you have any brain function problems and keeping up with normal things? Thank you.
How you going now did you get through it buddy I had it too I understand
Wow, so much better than the Loaded version. I hate the Loaded version. Lou's vocals here go better with the lyrics to give it the right tone, keeping it from just being a crappy wannabe pop song as it is on Loaded.
Doug Yule is the lead vocals on the song from Loaded
Did it ever get better for you? I think I might have tardative (4months) out of Prozac
This is the worst symptom for me as well. I fear everything. It is not logical…it is physiological. I fear doing dishes, cooking, showering, the future, the past, inanimate objects. The lists goes on. It is the largest symptom that I pray leaves first. Much Love for sharing your story. This is incredibly important. God bless.
Are you doing better?
ビートルズのHERE COMES THE SUN に対するアンサーに聞こえる名曲。個人的な思いを太陽に絡めて描写しているが、all rightと歌うジョージ・ハリスンに対し「え、誰が?」と問いかけるのがルーらしいです。ライブではキーを下げたというより、オリジナル通りになんか歌いたくないという彼の気持ちを感じます。
Xoxo ty
Gabapentin may help you through this if you are still suffering however Gaba is also an addictive drug. Gaba quietens the brain which may help.
Gabapentin can also worsen or cause akathisia. Not recommended!!
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Are you okay now?
How's everything going buddy
Egg Cream live, nice! 👍👍
me ara
Thank you so much for this video. 🖤
Love this song - easy to play, bad rhymes
Pure genius, from Lou and all his brilliant friends/ band members. A true legend.
This could have been a hit.