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I always get bullied for having daddy issues, people talk about my father leaving me as if I did it to myself, people act like that man didnt do it to me.. Whats worse is the curse cheating fathers put on their daughters love life...

I trusted my dad once.. when I was young and innocent… I told him one day “my brothers call me fat and constantly shame me even though he’s bigger than me…” I almost burst into tears from his response.. he said straight to my face “Maybe you shouldn’t eat so much food then..” He sad it with a monotone voice and a blank face like what he said was nothing

why everyone is crying about this book? they have a happy ever after together - like they wanted to

I love how we all have this in common

i had a stepdad that felt like a father to me during my childhood but left for another woman. my problematic mom never married my real dad or my two stepdads. my real dad only met me online 1-2 years ago but he had his own family a long time ago when i grow into an adult woman, i'll do my best to find a genuinely caring and loving husband that will be the most supportive and loving active father to his children and will never abandon them

Listening to this wail making a Father’s Day card for my dad so he doesn’t get pissed at me. Really regretting him being my hero rn.

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anyone have a physical copy of this book?

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me having mommy AND daddy issues :)

nah cuz the hardest thing ive ever had to do was file a report against my dad

Realizing you'll never get that apology, so you'll never fully heal, sure it's childish but i just want an apology and he won't even own up to what he did

I miss my dad, he left too early. Too sudden, and too unexpected. He was an almond dad, yet he died not taking care of himself. Not telling my mom that he was hurt, endured it instead. He was my number one supporter, he bought me so much art supplies because he likes seeing my drawings. He is too awesome. I miss him. We depended too much to him

the doctors told my parents I was a boy when my mum was pregnant, turns out I am a girl. my dad got devasted because he never wanted a girl. he is sexist and has a very toxic mindset over everything. there's a side where he has a good heart.. he supports many of his friends financially, his family too. in his friends eyes he is funny and easygoing and strong and powerful. But I don't care. This is my turn to speak. I remember being 3 years old when my dad told me "i wish u were a boy" because he had "planned" everything out. he wanted me to get his father's name and all. When I turnt 2 years old I got a little brother which I adore and love more than anything until this day that I am 18 and he is 16. I remember when I was under 5 when he would beat me and would tell his friends about it to appear "funny". I don't remember very well the times he was beating me since I was knocked out. I remember how much I loved him when I was a little child and I needed my dad. I sat with my mum every night and my little brother to wait for dad to come home from work. All I was getting the times I was running onto him the times he was coming come was him running onto my little brother. My little brother got his father's name as he wanted. My little brother started the martial arts my dad used to do when he was younger. As time was going on, when I hit 6-7 years old I started going to martial arts too so my dad would give me the attention I deserved. I never succeeded. I was never strong enough for a girl... or important enough. I didn't like boy stuff, I was trying to. I remember one night I went up to my dad when I was 10 years old and I said "I feel like you don't love me enough." Just to get yelled at because I don't appreciate the things he does for me. When I hit puberty and went to middle school my dad started getting more and more strict. I was not allowed to go where the kids of my age were going. One day me and my friends at the time went shopping and a girl's brother came with us to grab starbies later. My dad started spam calling me asking where I was (he knew where I was) and came and started yelling at me because the girl's brother was with us. That's where I started getting afraid of my dad. I didn't deserve that, and I never would have thought of what would come up in the next years. from ages 10-15 every night I was in the bathroom locked so my dad wouldn't hit me. He was guilt- tripping me, threatening me, and manipulating me to an unhumanly extent level. he never understood me. if he was mad at my mum it was my fault. if something went wrong in work it was my fault. If i told him any of my problems he would laugh. Always. He made me cry on my birthday so many times. Today I am 18 years old and I have borderline personality disorder that developed from childhood trauma.. and I don't remember the most of my childhood trauma. It's blurred. I wish he would pat my back one time and tell me that everything is okay. That he is proud of me. That when I was suicidal he wouldnt have told me to kms 3 years ago. To accept me. To stop making fun of me that I can't have stable relationships. Because the reason is him. I wish he was supportive. I wish he was happy that he has a daughter.

It seriously is one of the worst pains knowing that you told your father about you being suicidal, you said to tell no one, and he listened to you. It’s even worse when you know he wasn’t worried by what would happen if he said anything, he just didn’t care enough to.

Я лише закінчила читати книгу і тепер 5 раз підряд я слухаю цю підбірку пісень 💔

He’s…. In his own world, a little sociopath a little autistic…… he can’t help the way he is but some times………….. it would just feel good to get a hug, some words of kindness…….. advice, laughter 😢 he hasn’t and won’t change. I’m stuck here…. Not near him cause of the damage he’s done to me and could do more….. I wish you were kinder dad, a real man and beautiful and kind…………. It really hurts that you aren’t capable of kind words and actions 😢

I feel like people have started using "daddy issues" as a way to insult or sl#t shame women. Sometimes people even use it as a good thing, a way to make a girl different or "emo". It completely dismisses the pain a child goes through having perental issues

"More than anything" from "Hazbin hotel" is the song which I cry to every time I hear it

Daddy is supposed to protect me from any man who makes me cry but, he's the one who makes me cry.

My parents left each other because my mom found a better guy,,,i couldn't blame her tho..my dad was a bit toxic..but after they left each other,i stayed with my mom and often texts my dad but after time passes..i couldn't talk to him anymore,he doesnt even look at my messages..its already been 2 years..i miss him,i love him,i hate him. I feel abandoned..

No - I don’t want to see them, no - I don’t want to know about them, no - I don’t consider them as my relatives, no - I will never consider them as my brother and sister. And my brother talks about the fact that they are our blood. I don't care about them, in a bad way I don't care. They are my father's children, these are the children of the whore who stole him from us. They are my pain. His frivolous act will bring me only Pain until my death. I love my dad, but i hate him for having another kids and not being neither with us, neither with them. Damn it, I was his desired daughter, but dad, why was your second daughter born 10 months after me? Why, instead of being with my mom you were whith this miguera

It's 00:37 am and I'm having a panic attack because my dad died some months ago, and I miss him so much. I love him so much and I still can't believe that. I feel so lonely without him, I miss his warm hugs and his smile.. I can't believe he's gone.. I'm just a teenager..

My dad left me when I was 11 I’m 13 now it’s hurt me for so long he doesn’t even care I’ve tried so hard to just get him to talk to me but he’s not there……he’s never been.

tolerate it started playing and you lost me

Dad, how come you left. I know you had another family, but at least keep contact. I don't even know if you're alive. Do you regret leaving me? Do you feel guilty knowing that mom struggles to find love? Every little problem in my life is your fault. Maybe I could've been more confident if you told me I was pretty. Maybe I wouldn't crave attention from that one teacher if you gave me that attention. Do you think of me? I don't think you'd be proud to see me now. But I don't think I care. I hate you so much. I hope you feel guilty for leaving us. I hope you're little family you left me for falls apart. I hope your main children hate you as much as I do. I wanna love you, I really do. But the amount of pain you cause me is just too much. I want to learn to forgive you. I wish I could have a good opinion on you. I probably never will. I wanna meet you. But I don't. Maybe I wouldn't have been socially awkward if I grew up with you. Maybe you could've given me those bear hugs that I long for sometimes. I hate you dad.

I hate my dad but knowing about his childhood, he didn’t have his safe space so he never realized he wasn’t creating one for me either.

Its depressing to remember that at the end of the day, we share the same blood. No matter how hard i try to forget about him, I cant. And it kills me inside knowing the man i thought was a hero was really a predator. All those times i thought he was teaching me a lesson wasnt normal, and I wish i said something sooner. Maybe I could have helped make change if I just had the courage.

20 years later and I can finally see how toxic he is. I thought he was a good man, but he's constantly letting his anger go out over me and my siblings, uses emotional blackmail to make us do what he wants and can be really scary at times. You shouldn't be afraid of your dad, right? So I left home, still in school with two more years to go. I'm living of financial aid for students... Because NO I can't be around him after I see who he really is.

its been one year ONE YEAR and this book still has a hold on me and im currently reading secrets and masks

Why should I cry? It's not my fault.

So y'all are here for ur dad's prob? I'm here cause I fall for older men damn😭 well tell me the truth is this daddy issue too??

I fucking hate him

Maybe I don't have daddy issues and it's just my dad who has daughter issues.

When will I have done enough? When can I be in a place that both you and i are proud of me. I’m trying so fucking hard and you don’t even seem to care. You don’t understand how much you hurt me. God I just want to scream fuck you to your face and walk away, never turning around and never hearing from you again. But right now, without you I would completely fail. I love you, and I hate that I do. Because you hurt me. I just wanted to be a good daughter. You clearly love my sister more, you’re more proud of her, she’s the golden child, and I’m just the fucked up oldest.

My father died and its hurts very badly.....😢

"What happened to us, Hermione? A war"

I wish he didn't say all those thongs to me.

Got into a fight with my mom earlier and she said I act like my dad sometimes. she absolutely hates him and it hurts way way way worse than a punch to the gut but I can’t even disagree with her because she was right, I was acting like my dad and I hate that about myself :(

Manacled has completely changed my brain chemistry.

I've just read Manacled and your playlist was playing over and over. Thank you for your work. From now any time I hear any of this songs I'd have triggering flashbacks. It would be awesome If you could make part 2 of this playlists with Manacled vibes.

I hate him soooo much I wish he could just leave, but I still love him because of the good times when he love me and care for my problems not his

it’s awful how i wish he was gone..how better my life would be without him in it. It’s not like he’s present anyways

I just finished reading Manacled this afternoon after three days of reading :") What a journey! I always feel a little sentimetal whenever I finish a book so I need to console myself by listening to this playlist while reflecting on my favorite scenes from the fanfic.

I reread it every few months when I want to get back in my dramione era and every time I read it, it kills a part inside of me.

my dad got addicted, took it out on my family, then left

Idk what feels worse. That he hurt me and my family, that he left, or that he died.

I really love my father, but sometime it's really hard to live with him and his depression. It's breaking my heart 😔😔❤

my dad just called me fat... and im suffering bullying on school, I wanna die