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DiD is fake, it is autism and a form of self obsession, plus mimicing, as autistic people use outside examples to form personalities. I just become whoever im around and get stuck like that till i go home. Then im just depressed. I defo have a personality disorder but its not DiD, your autistic brain just latched onto that as if you never heard of the term before you wouldnt be saying you have it. Its autism. I said i had DiD too because i thought i related to others that said they had it. Its just autism playing with your mind.

If you want to switch, could someone set up a routine to trigger it? Sometimes I feel trapped in a part and I want to switch but I can't figure out how. If I could leave myself bread crumbs, from every part, back to center. I wouldn’t get stuck. Wouldn't a routine work better? I want to cut loose, I want E so if I paint my toe nails, e is triggered. How does that process work for Your system?

Well, pause: intersex bodies HAVE been mutilated in the past. Some intersex people go on to identify as trans, so yeah. That IS an issue. But otherwise, you're right. Most 5 year olds are not allowed to get gender changes.

Thank you!

Thanks for sharing, super interesting and informative ❤

I didn't know how much I needed to hear a "real" system talk about emotional blackouts instead of total amnesia. Thank you so much for bringing this up. Is there a video on this ??? Ps. Sorry for so many comments

Interesting, yes. I loved it. Thanks. ❤

That happened to me in our system. Turns out Akko cracked my egg and Fara is the one insanely good at calming people down. Not to mention Kiernan and Kim-🪷

As a system that has been diagnose with OSDD we agree with you on self diagnosis it took years for us to get the diagnosis mainly because our therapist and psychiatrist didn’t believe us

We're an autistic intersex trans system, we're diagnosed with DID, and it's been so hard explaining to people all of the abuse that caused our DID because so many people don't understand what secure attachment styles are or how insecure attachment styles in parenting counts as abuse. Likewise, so many people seem to still be holding on to derisive and harmful ideas about how autistic people are less human or less sensitive or less needing of love and compassion (which I think is a result of their not recognizing our style of expression), and I've had many people rationalize emotionally neglecting and abusing autistic children, even outside of the ABA abuse cases.

Thank you so much for this.

the thing i find most difficult as an autistic person w depersonalization + derealization) is i feel my experience with dissociation is so different from the non autistic experience? and that the therapies for dissociation that typically are used don’t work for me and i have no idea how to proceed with my life lol

you look like jerma kinda

you slayed that explanation 🎉❤

Yalls videos are always so helpful. Many thanks!

So so so so so true. Instagram comment sections give me so much brain poison when i see singlets raid and spew misinformation to interrogate some poor system on their validity. I see them say such ridiculous things like "You get one alter per traumatic event" like that makes any sense at all and then out here demanding to see systems medical history "just to make sure they arent faking it" like and i see them do that to minors!?!? Like STOPPPP interrogating systems in their validity!!! Who cares if they're "faking it" if they arent spreading misinformation, making lots of money off the disorder, or actively harming people and blaming it. Like just ugh, fake claiming is so euuughhhhh

Huuuuuge video. Very very great and well researched. Is there a longer video on this that goes more into BPD?

Mage system is so well educated!!!! Not a lot of systems saying the things I see here on this channel and we really really really appreciate all the work mage system does. Thank you please keep it up!!

not done with the video yet but damn im SO glad to see this!! I've tried to explain this to people when they talk about how all these people with DID online Must Be Faking and i just really could never agree with that. It seems like people both don't understand that childhood trauma is way more common than they think, and that even if someone is wrong and they don't have DID that their confusion is very well most likely genuine, as the average person can't really understand the feeling of not having a 'solid identity'. I think they see someone autistic and possibly queer or trans as well and just want to assume malice... youre saying a lot of things I really agree with and i feel like my thoughts on this are less insane now LOL. im not a system, but systems will always have my support!!!

heya i found your channel from your autism makes it easier to have DID video. I dont have DID but am autistic and struggle with dissociation or shutdowns. I also like to meditate and am feeling less attached to a sense of self i once felt was solid and immovable thing. Love hearing everyone talk and find your take unique and refreshing ^^

I have been told before something was all in my head, so what better place to go to deal with it? Of course, they could have been gaslighting me. I'm aware of that possibility too.

It's entirely possible to be aware of something while suffering it, especially when there's not much that can be done about it. At least, it can be there's nothing a person knows they can do about it, or it's a case of choosing the battles, so to speak. With any problem it can be like a puzzle. Some have no pieces in place, some have a lot but not the full picture yet, and it's anyone's guess if there's a person on the planet with the puzzle completed.

What does it mean?

none of my mental health professionals have ever given me the impression that they see my self awareness & ability to explain my experiences & symptoms as my illnesses not impacting me negatively.

Thank you for the video breaking it all down. Recently discovered im autistic and lately ive realized that i have a lot problems engaging or caring about real life. Most of the time i care more about the lifes or stories of fictional characters. Reality is so hard to deal with i often think about these things instead because sometimes if i think about real life too much i will have a breakdown.

I appreciated this video, though it was quite emotionally confronting, and it provoked a lot of thoughts pertaining to my own memories and experience. (I am not a system but the video is relatable in most other ways.) Unfortunately I don't have the spoons to share my reflections, and I have a busy week ahead of me, and a RUclips comment isn't the appropriate place for most of them anyway. But you have my appreciation regardless.

Did you like delete the videos you mention here ? Cause you say it was explained in the "meet the alter charlie" and "last words of same before fusion" but these don't seem to exist ?

You did a great job with this video and your presentation of the information.

I feel like you don't understand that some people want bad things to happen to them. Often they're young and people say they have no reason to feel sad or that they're overdramatic, but meanwhile they see people with mental illness, grave physicall illnesses, or even both, being told that it's okay to rest, they aren't lazy, they can do it, they are really strong for surviving trauma, and just generally being supported or supporting others. So they start to wish they were having problems and pain like SH, headaches, nosebleeds, did, amnesias, even EDs, etc. Because they think they don't deserve help if they don't have these. I'm not saying it's good, but a lot of people just look at this type of thing like " that's so stupid, why would they want a headache, a headach hurts" not understanding why some people would like to hurt.

hi, there. first off, thank you for helping us understand these things!! also, i would appreciate your opinion on how a five or six year old child with autism might differ in behavior from one who has started to develop d.i.d.? THANK YOU!

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Nah I disagree. You should be able to fuse- that's healing. DID isn't going to stick with me my whole life. DID is a very negative thing for me.

Love your content!! Keep up the good work :)

I have not been diagnosed with DID or autism but I love your independent research. You did a great job putting this together. It seems like we're onto something with the more prone to develop business.

I dk if it's a one size fits all thing, but, some of these cook.

I’ve theorized this before during my research too.

subscribed to learn about my INTP ex who is like norman bates he has at least one other personality who is just like his ESFJ covert narcissist momster that hurts girls he gets feelings for....I want to know if he has other personalities too and figure out how to help him escape his abusive narcissist momster who is acting like she is protecting him when all she does is traumatize him to death......

I know my INTP ex has another personality just like his ESFJ covert narcissist momster but I wonder if there is more than one other personality....

finastrinide is good for that also topical minoxidil

my intp ex needs help with his DID his esfj narcissist momster is still keeping him hostage and abusing him and he is getitng violent in his other personality.....

I have a real life norman bates story on my page my intp ex was born intp non verbal autism and his esfj covert narcissist momster abused him so bad his whole life she is still abusing him now so he has did and the other personality is just like his momster

Meanwhile the doctor who did our OSDD diagnosis said it was weird that we also had autism and he had never seen anything like it before :/

One asshole doctor told me that I was using DID as an excuse to manipulate and control my mother. In reality some of my protectors were just fed up with her emotional and verbal abuse. Also when he told me that, the ONLY person he actually talked to was my mom, he didn't even talk to me about it, he found a conclusion and just ran with it. And what doesn't even make sense is that I could just manipulate and control my mother in other ways, like why the hell would I need to use DID as an excuse to be manipulative and abusive when I could simply just be manipulative and abusive.

I’m autistic (diagnosed) and I don’t think I have DID because I don’t have any major trauma (just acute but repeated trauma) but I definitely have some dissociative tendencies and have since I was little. A lot of this makes sense

soooooo true. so so so so true. /gen

Thanks for making this. Haven’t watched much yet, but it would make sense and it seems like a lot of things are coming together. I’m fucking exhausted though, lol I hate myself. May or may not be a system (don’t think I have DID; if I do, it’s very subtle), but diagnosed autistic and I’ve been suspecting things for a looonng time 😵 💀

I feel as if this is common sense in a way though? Pretty much every system I've ever met in my life was autistic as well.. (Including ourselfs) And after I watched this video, I could really understood why too! It makes me feel seen. -Eugene

Dude I've been watching so many of your videos and literally everything you say is extremmely real, like its genuinely so validating finding someone like you. Im part of a DID system and we also probably have autism and you seem like a really safe person.

That's what I keep trying to say, I think system disorders should all just be called DID

This video is an insane call out. Im trans verylikely adhd and austism. Perhabs my "masks" have taken more of an active role and infuse me with thoughts. I talked to some friends(systems) about it and there may or may not be system structures. Written from the persective of a maybe frontstuck host