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More Pieces of the Puzzle + B6 Toxicity Update 2 Months After Detoxing
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The article from the guy who has a PhD in Nutritional Sciences from UCONN (not Yale sorry) where he explains possible explanations and what to maybe try. chrismasterjohnphd.substack.com/p/this-is-what-causes-b6-toxicity
The free article but is very science based and kinda a dry read but useful in understanding what is happening in your body. www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/pii/S2161831322004781
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B6 Detox is Rough | I’m Going to Stop Creating for a While
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subscribe for new videos every Friday click hereeee shorturl.at/vM369 I have a bandaid on my nose because I had my mole removed on Monday so it's healing. I forgot to mention that if you were curious what's up with my face. Want to Connect More with Me? Sorry I removed my social media from the public eye and or deleted it all together. So here is the best place to contact me for now. FTC: All i...
My B6 Toxicity | Doses + Progression of Symptoms
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subscribe for new videos every Friday click hereeee shorturl.at/vM369 When I was tested finally my B6 level in my plasma was 73.0 ng/mL Over the course of the last year I took 2 bottles of Metagenics PhytoMulti Multivitamin which has Vitamin B6 as pyridoxine HCI 25 mg. I took almost an entire bottle of Ortho Molecular Products Methyl B Complex and it has Vitamin B6 as Pyridoxine Hydrochloride U...
I Found a Puzzle Piece to My Medical Mystery
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subscribe for new videos every Friday click hereeee shorturl.at/vM369 I'm learning that B6 toxicity has several components to look into when you're trying to figure out how this happened. I guess a lot of genetic factors need to be evaluated if the cause is not a medical obvious one. For example if you are diabetic (which I have been tested for that in the recent past and I am not even pre-diab...
My Medical Mystery
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subscribe for new videos every Friday click hereeee shorturl.at/vM369 Want to Connect More with Me? Sorry I removed my social media from the public eye and or deleted it all together. So here is the best place to contact me for now. FTC: All items in this video were bought by me. There is no sponsor of this video. No company paid me to tell you guys things. All opinions are my own.
SureSmile 3 Month Update + How I'm Adapting to Reach My Personal Goals
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subscribe for new videos every Friday click hereeee shorturl.at/vM369 Helpful things I mentioned in the video The app I use to keep track of when my SureSmile trays are out and when to switch aligners www.youtube.com/@UC1_WtB2N0hAIy7V-LwMSFqA The interesting channel that you can learn more about how marketing and branding can make or break a company www.youtube.com/@UC4zz6D7V2q5DtmwItWxui5Q Und...
Great Sex Is Not Intuitive | Here's What I Learned So Far
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subscribe for new videos every Friday click hereeee shorturl.at/vM369 Channels that helped me understand about my body www.youtube.com/@UCV66hp0qxx2Xq273N0bo7uQ ruclips.net/video/xf0aOTTdxwg/видео.htmlsi=shQyHqAAT5UlslyU Interesting Reddit post on how to make your body can work if can't achieve orgasm through penetration www.reddit.com/r/TwoXChromosomes/comments/oama4g/i_have_an_orgasm_with_pen...
Two Years Later I Contacted Him... and it Changed Everything
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subscribe for new videos every Friday click hereeee shorturl.at/vM369 This video wasn't really about the guy or what happened with him it was more or less understanding myself. A while ago I saw that I had the tendency to make toxic behavior choices and the outcomes were ruining my life. So I took drastic action and did the opposite of what I could think of to correct things. I have been follow...
I Lost the Curve of My Neck + I Found Authentic Hermes for $24.99
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This is My Brain on Happy | Plenty of Thought Tangents + Creativity
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subscribe for new videos every Friday click hereeee shorturl.at/vM369 Want to Connect More with Me? Sorry I removed my social media from the public eye and or deleted it all together. So here is the best place to contact me for now. FTC: All items in this video were bought by me. There is no sponsor of this video. No company paid me to tell you guys things. All opinions are my own.
My Daily Self Care Routine | Tretinoin Skincare Journey, Biohacking Tricks + Acupressure Mats
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subscribe for new videos every Friday click hereeee shorturl.at/vM369 I forgot to talk about the progress of my teeth straightening but I will do that in my next video if I remember. I really feel that has been part of my self care not only in helping me smile confidently even during the straightening process, but also to encourage really solid oral health habits that I will hopefully keep doin...
The Benefits of Being Intentional | The Process of Revamping My Sex Life
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subscribe for new videos every Friday click hereeee shorturl.at/vM369 I thought I would take time to share a little more context today about my process in figuring myself out after I was lost for so long. I wanted to explain where the urge to do this all stemmed from. I don't talk about sex on my channel just to shock people or to make people uncomfortable on purpose. I for one don't think it's...
Creator + Viewer Dynamic | Artistic Freedom of a Small YouTuber That Doesn't Make Money
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subscribe for new videos every Friday click hereeee shorturl.at/vM369 I think it is important as a viewer to see the factors that come into play as you digest the words of the creator you're listening to. What is their angle, what is their purpose? If they don't have a specific angle what is the importance of what they are trying to share. I feel all that comes into play for how you let the cre...
The Ghosts Gave Me Answers
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Trip to New England + I've Changed My Mind About People Who Ghost Me
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subscribe for new videos every Friday click hereeee shorturl.at/vM369 My original ghosting video: ruclips.net/video/1p5KXo_I_34/видео.html If you haven't watched Nick Lewis and you like interior decor videos with some snark you should watch him. ruclips.net/p/PLiyLgNGJ5yVjj7DmfxK-9uYntm_EL5zXT&si=z6LylHAzHYVycUat Want to Connect More with Me? Sorry I removed my social media from the public eye ...
The Complexities of Adapting in Relationships
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The Complexities of Adapting in Relationships
My Date Ended With Ghosting + I Didn’t Hold It Against Him
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My Date Ended With Ghosting I Didn’t Hold It Against Him
It's Hard to Title This Video in Hindsight
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It's Hard to Title This Video in Hindsight
The Dark Side of DIY Tendencies | What To Do When Self Reliance Fails
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The Dark Side of DIY Tendencies | What To Do When Self Reliance Fails
This is How I know I'm Ready to Make Moves
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This is How I know I'm Ready to Make Moves
The Problem with Our Medical System | Frustration, Gas Lighting, Need for Strategy
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The Problem with Our Medical System | Frustration, Gas Lighting, Need for Strategy
Taking a YouTube Break | My Space Has Been Compromised
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Taking a RUclips Break | My Space Has Been Compromised
This Was Bound to Happen | Here's What I Did About It
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This Was Bound to Happen | Here's What I Did About It
You're Only As Good As The Systems You Have In Place
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You're Only As Good As The Systems You Have In Place
How I Realized My Feminine Power + Alpha Relationship Dynamics
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How I Realized My Feminine Power Alpha Relationship Dynamics
Back to the Drawing Board
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Back to the Drawing Board
He Ghosted Me Again | A Very Honest Chat About The Aftermath
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He Ghosted Me Again | A Very Honest Chat About The Aftermath
My Unpopular Opinion On Casual Dating | It's Not a Pissing Match Who Can Care the Least
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My Unpopular Opinion On Casual Dating | It's Not a Pissing Match Who Can Care the Least
I Knew It Was Going to Be Worth It
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I Knew It Was Going to Be Worth It
Nostalgic Old School Makeup GRWM | Charlotte Tilbury Foundation for Acne
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Nostalgic Old School Makeup GRWM | Charlotte Tilbury Foundation for Acne

Комментарии

  • @TudorIrimescu
    @TudorIrimescu 4 дня назад

    Hey, unrelated but the reason you might be getting pimples from B12 is because you might have different genetic makeup on one of the COMT genes like I do. Try hydroxocobalamin instead of methylcobalamin, my body doesn't go well with any methyl supplement I get pimples as you mention as well from those.

    • @saywinkepilogue
      @saywinkepilogue 4 дня назад

      Interesting how did you find out that about your genes? Did you ask your PCP for tests was it a specialist I feel I have to beg for tests to find out things but no one looks into my genetics

    • @TudorIrimescu
      @TudorIrimescu 4 дня назад

      @saywinkepilogue I did a 23andme genetic test out of curiosity and then found out I can download my raw data (not sure if available anymore) and get other reports like promethase. Started researching my MTHFR and COMT polymorphisms cause I heard that's big for mental health and discoverd I have this. I tried methylene blue for example and I would get pimples, I would try methylated vitamins and feel hazy, then based on that gene I got every methyl group out of my supplements and it worked out for me.

  • @Sherrie561
    @Sherrie561 23 дня назад

    Yeah!! Hi Michelle

  • @mpuppybreath
    @mpuppybreath 23 дня назад

    So good to see you back. Awesome updates and lots of good thoughtful information. I have to break for work but will continue over the weekend. YAY!!

    • @saywinkepilogue
      @saywinkepilogue 23 дня назад

      Thank you so much!!! ❤️❤️❤️ Enjoy your night and weekend my friend!!

  • @asatara5750
    @asatara5750 23 дня назад

    Happy to See you back ! It’s a lot to handle for sure … physically and mentally.. I hope there is also light in other areas of your life ! Sending you well wishes

    • @saywinkepilogue
      @saywinkepilogue 23 дня назад

      Thank you so much I really appreciate your kind words! There are little pockets of light and good things mixed into my fight mode. <3

  • @bronsonstone725
    @bronsonstone725 24 дня назад

    You are a beautiful person. Consider watching videos on YT EONutrition, about thiamine deficiency. Also in regard to the Trueman idea, yes it can be a symptom, however it can be actual as well. I know this from experience. I won’t go into it unless you want specifics. However, there have always been people who have experienced universal consciousness states. In Hinduism and Buddhism they are called samadhi, in Christianity there are mystics such as meister Eckhart and John of the cross. In Christianity the gospel of Thomas is written from the perspective of someone who has been in that state, yes, it was Jesus in this case. The meditation practiced in Buddhism called the jhanas is a practice designed for the state, there is another “religion” called advaita Vedanta, which is directly for the development of that state. You might get value out of watching videos by David godman about Ramana maharshi, and audio books on YT “medicine of one”. I could go on but that will do for now.

  • @JohnQPublic345
    @JohnQPublic345 29 дней назад

    i got all these symptoms feom many years of energy drinks. they are toxic

    • @saywinkepilogue
      @saywinkepilogue 23 дня назад

      Agreed! How are you doing now! I hope you are recovered.

    • @JohnQPublic345
      @JohnQPublic345 23 дня назад

      @saywinkepilogue hi. no. rhe neuropathy subsided, but my gut seems wrecked

  • @kitten103083
    @kitten103083 Месяц назад

    Have you been tested for auto immune disease ?

    • @saywinkepilogue
      @saywinkepilogue Месяц назад

      No I haven’t it’s hard to get my doctor to test for anything. Maybe that will happen when I switch providers but you’re right I’ll look into it

    • @kitten103083
      @kitten103083 Месяц назад

      @@saywinkepilogue I hope things get better ❤️‍🩹

  • @mimirose71
    @mimirose71 Месяц назад

    The thyroid regulates our body temperature. Before I was diagnosed with hypothyroidism I started feeling freezing. Thyroid problems makes your hair brittle, fall out, nails and skin dry and definitely affects heart rate.

  • @mimirose71
    @mimirose71 Месяц назад

    I don't think you have B6 toxicity. I have fibromyalgia and hypothyroidism. I have almost all your symptoms. Fibromyalgia causes irritable bowel too. I have numbness in my legs. My B6 when it was taken without fasting was over 1,000. Ask for a protein blood test and a creatine kinase test. Fibromyalgia/Myofascial pain is a nightmare. I take fish oil and magnesium glycinate. OMG, you have all the same symptoms as I did. I had phtsical therapy, a nerve conduction test, which came back normal. Thrush is caused by CANDIDIASIS, which can be caused by birth control. You need an MRI of your spine. Nerve conduction tests are not 100% . I lost my sense of smell and taste for a long time. God bless you. I know the hell you are going through. B6 toxicity clears up once you stop taking the vitamin. My legs had itching, numbness and tingling too. The front of my leg like you. My legs were heavy too. Ashwaganda is good for anxiety. You need to see a Rheumatologist, honey. You are describing the symptoms of hypothyroidism and fibromyalgia. I would love to talk to you. Look up the symptoms of Candidiasis, Hypothyroidism and Fibromyalgia. You will be shocked at the symptoms. Good luck honey.

    • @JohnQPublic345
      @JohnQPublic345 29 дней назад

      fish oil can have many x the rda of vitamin A. this is also toxic

  • @mimirose71
    @mimirose71 Месяц назад

    Have you had an MRI to see if you have herniated disk problems?

  • @mimirose71
    @mimirose71 Месяц назад

    I am 73. I have had fibromyalgia for over 25 years. I had a B6 test which came out extremely high. However, the blood work was done after 2. I talked to a friend of mine who is a nurse and she said a B6 bloid test has to be done FASTING. I had the test redone and the phlebotomist said a B6 blood test is never done after you eat. Always before. R -Alpha Lipoic acid is excellent for neoropathy. Good luck.😊

  • @abigailh7715
    @abigailh7715 Месяц назад

  • @Sherrie561
    @Sherrie561 Месяц назад

    I have been taking my own little media break. Have missed seeing your videos...I will catch up while you are taking care of yourself. Your videos are always helpful!!

    • @saywinkepilogue
      @saywinkepilogue Месяц назад

      I hope your media break has been cleansing and wonderful. Thank you for your support always you’re lovely Sherrie!

  • @chinzia4381
    @chinzia4381 Месяц назад

    Your physical ailments are taking a toll on your mental and emotional state, it's totally understandable. Take time off for yourself and film at the spur of the moment when you're feeling better and INSPIRED about anything even if it's only five minutes and upload on Fridays (just an idea). I'm sure you're tired of getting advice from people. But I was wondering if you looked up what you could do to help the detox go faster, like drinking lemon water to flush out your liver may help. Also, have you read that book yet? Maybe the distraction will help you while you heal with a good book. She went through a different kind of detox from yours toward the end of her book. But I promise that once you start reading, you can't put it down. I'm sorry you are going through this, but you have to know you will get better with time. Please try to focus on that and take good care of yourself. ❤

    • @saywinkepilogue
      @saywinkepilogue Месяц назад

      Thank youuu! Thats funny you mention lemon water I squeeze a bag of lemons and freeze the juice in ice cube trays to add it to my water every day. I haven’t read all the book around the time I started reading is when I started to get sick or at least feel the symptoms and this began my worrying. All my reading fell to the wayside. You’re right I should pick it up to manage my stress. And yesss that’s exactly what I wanted to do come back when I feel good for even a little while until I can come back consistently again. Thank you for getting it ❤

  • @Alicepicklesandpop
    @Alicepicklesandpop Месяц назад

    I know you said it won’t help but I’ve been thru something similar - I was so distrusting of ALL drs; felt betrayed; shocked; so isolated - fell deep into a health anxiety spiral which was made worse when I joined all the different “survivor”/“support” groups. I see in your eyes similar fear and anxiety. I’ve followed you since your awesome nails tutorials - the leopard print and swirly blue Van Gogh nails - I used her hair tutorial/makeup tips for pageants on a family friend; I love your career journey; you are such a beautiful, beautiful presence on here. I wish I could reach through the screen & air out your brain…give you a refresh and calm your thoughts.

    • @saywinkepilogue
      @saywinkepilogue Месяц назад

      This made me cry but in a nice way thank youuuu. I need kindness and love right now and you gave me some with your comment. Truly thank you.

  • @abigailh7715
    @abigailh7715 2 месяца назад

    See I would've thought the faux pas was adorable, not cringy Often our perceptions are nothing like what we perceive others' are

    • @saywinkepilogue
      @saywinkepilogue 2 месяца назад

      Yikes I think he definitely thought it was cringe as he didn’t speak to me either for those years after I tried to make a bit of a comeback after my moment initially. And yes I agree!!

  • @abigailh7715
    @abigailh7715 2 месяца назад

    Love the realness of your content! The idea of why to speak prior to meeting would be a great video! Sounds like you have some experience of learning the hard way 🥴 Those always make for very engaging content - and super relatable! 😬

    • @saywinkepilogue
      @saywinkepilogue 2 месяца назад

      Thank you I appreciate your comment a lot. I did learn the hard way but I sorta think everyone does with the evolution of whatever is online dating. I’ve probably done everything wrong that you could possibly do wrong haha.

  • @snorhunrez9764
    @snorhunrez9764 2 месяца назад

    Almost every symptom you describe sounds like hypothyroidism or Hashimotos thyroiditis which can go both ways with hypothyroidism and hyperthyroidism. I would get a full thyroid panel and not just TSH. The full panel including antibody test for thyroid. I'm 57 and was diagnosed with hashimoto's thyroiditis when I was 28 that it took them two years. I became so bad that just taking an Advil made me deathly ill because my body could not pump it through my liver. Most people these days do not get that bad because they test🎉 for it now unllike back then. Good luck I will be praying for you.

    • @saywinkepilogue
      @saywinkepilogue 2 месяца назад

      Interesting I will look into this thank you for your suggestions

  • @milycome
    @milycome 2 месяца назад

    Metagenics is an excellent Professional Company. Yes, a bit pricey but an outstanding company. Hard to find their products. Mostly sold to doctors. The form of B-6 which tends to be both better absorbed and less toxic at higher doses is the P-5-P form of B-6. I don't know what form of B-6 is in the Metagenics product or combination of different forms or the dosage. However , regardless, it's good to stop or significantly lower the dosage. Good luck.

  • @MyBeautifulHealth
    @MyBeautifulHealth 2 месяца назад

    You had Covid *in* 2019?? 👀

  • @jennyrose2200
    @jennyrose2200 2 месяца назад

    it is very difficult to take too much B6. tests reveal what the medical field finds as normal, deficient or excessive. They need to revise their tests.

  • @travelinggirl6681
    @travelinggirl6681 2 месяца назад

    Thank you for doing this video. I don't know why I decided to watch it because I wasn't suspecting that I was taking too much B6 but I stopped it and went and looked at how much I have been taking and it has been almost 200 mg! I have many of your symptoms too. I have had a weird vibration in my legs that could be the nerves reacting to too much B6 or could be low adrenal, I am not sure. I have gotten increasingly uncomfortable with taking synthetic supplements but I will get sucked in by some "natural" health "expert" and will reluctantly try this and that. I am going to thin out my supplements because I don't notice anything getting any better when I take them anyway, and sometimes I feel worse. Thank you again!

    • @saywinkepilogue
      @saywinkepilogue 2 месяца назад

      I sincerely hope you’re not also toxic it’s pretty bad to detox from I’m finding. I hope you start feeling better!

  • @giniferdeming
    @giniferdeming 2 месяца назад

    Did you have the vax?

  • @luann9052
    @luann9052 2 месяца назад

    it is helpful. You should test yourself before you start supplements then a few months later test.

    • @saywinkepilogue
      @saywinkepilogue 2 месяца назад

      Yes I agree but I don’t think people do and I can see why. If people have a doctor like mine that doesn’t listen and is very conservative on ordering tests that leaves you to pay for it at a private lab out of pocket. I think when times are economically tough getting some vitamin testing done on your own might be a nice to do vs you should. So I think people just take it and see what happens.

  • @susanl8478
    @susanl8478 2 месяца назад

    TY!!!!!!!

  • @chinzia4381
    @chinzia4381 2 месяца назад

    Hi, Michelle. Did you know most supplements are chemically based and not from healthy food sources. I stopped taking supplements except for D3 and K2 from non gmo food sources. Check out Dr. Berg, he does good research on all health related topics, especially on supplements. Hope you feel better, and I agree with what you said about Truman Show. Some days, life can seem surreal.

    • @chinzia4381
      @chinzia4381 2 месяца назад

      I forgot to mention that on Green Smoothie Girl's channel, she recently posted a video about supplement toxicity.

    • @saywinkepilogue
      @saywinkepilogue 2 месяца назад

      @@chinzia4381thank you! I’ll check her toxicity video out I appreciate that!

    • @saywinkepilogue
      @saywinkepilogue 2 месяца назад

      Thank you

  • @lawrencelam6719
    @lawrencelam6719 2 месяца назад

    Very helpful information.

  • @kitten103083
    @kitten103083 2 месяца назад

    Try 1 tablespoon apple cider vinegar mixed in water and a fresh squeezed lemon. It cleared up my dermatitis and itching naturally. Have you been checked for auto immune disease ? I would recommend that. I hope things get better for you. 🫶🏻

  • @JaneWilliams-j8s
    @JaneWilliams-j8s 2 месяца назад

    I had very similar symptoms, now sorted. Ask your doctor to check your thyroid levels. Simple test.

  • @ckvarnmass
    @ckvarnmass 2 месяца назад

    Just came upon your video. Not sure what you have done in the way of staying away from modern medicine. Start delving into natural therapies. Try acupuncture, Reiki, Raindrop technique, chiropractors.

  • @JaciStarr
    @JaciStarr 2 месяца назад

    Desperate times call for desperate measures - the ultimate elimination diet (carnivore) is what is needed. Commit to it for 90 days just to see what it does to your body. I would also recommend eliminating any foreign products going in or on your body (medications, creams, beauty products, etc). No medical professional has ever helped me (only made things worse) but cutting out carbs/sugar/plant foods absolutely changed my life, it eliminated every physical and mental issue I had (and I was in a bad bad place for most my adult life)…I’m like a whole new human now. The symptoms you’re describing, I have heard tons of carnivore testimonies from people who healed those exact issues on this way of eating.

  • @christinacampbell5952
    @christinacampbell5952 2 месяца назад

    You're very smart. You're ambitious with the ability to focus and prioritize. The first video I saw of yours was the one where you visited your dad's building site. Idky it popped up in my feed, but it was interesting, so I went to look at your channel. Congratulations on profiting off the boots! I should learn to treasure hunt at thrift stores.

    • @saywinkepilogue
      @saywinkepilogue 2 месяца назад

      Aw thank you very much! I am assuming your name is Christina :) I appreciate that. I love to learn how people randomly found me. However long you stay on my journey watching I hope you continue to find something you enjoy. Yes! If you have some nice stores in your area, selling peoples discarded things really is a fun thing to do if you can make it work for you. If you ever find something great that you decide to keep or sell let me know what it was I’ll be excited for you :)

  • @katiejobe7013
    @katiejobe7013 3 месяца назад

    I think it’s important that you made the effort to have a true, authentic, interaction with someone. Authentic interactions can’t be rehearsed, or filtered, which is hard to do in modern society when everyone is following “rules”. WHO makes these rules and are they even good for us? I love your story, thank you. ❤ There was something so pure and authentic about your “cringe” moment…it’s the art of imperfection. It’s ok to not be perfect. ❤❤ Good luck to you. Thank you for sharing.

    • @saywinkepilogue
      @saywinkepilogue 3 месяца назад

      Aw I really appreciate your comment. You’re so right authentic interactions have a vibe of their own. I wonder why all these rules get made when following them doesn’t feel as good as something just because. I feel people have to allow spontaneous magic to happen a little more without fear of being hurt. It’s so hard hence why rules are set in place. Anyways I felt you get it and I thank you for that. It made me smile.

  • @christinacampbell5952
    @christinacampbell5952 3 месяца назад

    I've done the same thing with people I've had various types of relationships with. If I have negative feelings associated with someone I try to have an interaction or message exchange that will leave me with more positive feelings about them. bc the negative memories always eat away at me when I think back on them.

    • @saywinkepilogue
      @saywinkepilogue 3 месяца назад

      I love that you tell me that cause sometimes I’m like why did I doooo that!??? But it helps me understand that it might make sense to do in some cases if other people try the same tactic for the same reason. It really does feel better!

    • @christinacampbell5952
      @christinacampbell5952 3 месяца назад

      @@saywinkepilogue It sure does help ease your mind even if it doesn't completely fix the relationship.

    • @saywink
      @saywink 3 месяца назад

      @@christinacampbell5952 absolutely! ❤

  • @christinacampbell5952
    @christinacampbell5952 3 месяца назад

    I didn't have time to listen to your whole video, but did you eventually see a chiropractor? They've been very helpful for me. I'm 44 and started getting chiropractic when I was 31. They all do things a little differently, so I've tried a few different ones. I also love watching physical therapists on RUclips show different stretches and exercises. There are so many. I've been meaning to try an acupressure mat. I've heard Bed of Nails is a really good brand. Which one do you use?

    • @saywinkepilogue
      @saywinkepilogue 3 месяца назад

      I have my first physical therapy appointment in a few weeks but I’ve never tried a chiropractor as I never knew I had a problem or really experienced symptoms until now so it’s not like I’ve been plagued with this and just dealt with things. But I think if my PT doesn’t work I will try more options like maybe dry needling, etc. I think I just bought a brand X one on Amazon they all look the same really but the one I have is good I just picked one that was about $25

  • @mpuppybreath
    @mpuppybreath 3 месяца назад

    Pretty thumbnail! Looking forward to enjoying this.

  • @lawrencelam6719
    @lawrencelam6719 3 месяца назад

    Great videos and you look very beautiful in all of your videos too and especially I really like your hair and your eyes and your natural beauty a whole lot too.

  • @christinacampbell5952
    @christinacampbell5952 3 месяца назад

    It seems rare for someone to keep the same partner through their entire youth. I'm glad you learned a lot from it. I stayed a very shy single girl. I only teamed up twice in my life, and not for very long. Most of my life I've been learning to be ok alone and finding my self-worth. I finally found it by age 40! I'm perfectly comfortable single, but open to finding a partner, but not looking.

    • @saywinkepilogue
      @saywinkepilogue 3 месяца назад

      I did learn a lot from it. I am happy you mentioned you’re comfortable as you are it’s quite a process in figuring things out. :)

  • @BillysFingers
    @BillysFingers 3 месяца назад

    The components of the best sexual experience i can think of is with someone i have developed a genuine connection with first, but it seems becoming friends first puts you in the friend zone so it seems like an unviable combination.

    • @saywinkepilogue
      @saywinkepilogue 3 месяца назад

      I mean it could work well I think if both people have the same goal with things. I think any sort of scenario could work or fail really but you’re right usually you need to have some sort of genuine connection.

  • @lawrencelam6719
    @lawrencelam6719 3 месяца назад

    Great videos and you look very beautiful in all of your videos too and I really understand everything your frustrations.

  • @lawrencelam6719
    @lawrencelam6719 3 месяца назад

    Great videos.

  • @zaynevanbommel5983
    @zaynevanbommel5983 3 месяца назад

    My Wife broke my Heart in 2013 when she left me, then six months after that I discovered she cheated on our Family prior to leaving me, its ruined me as a man the last time I had sex was the day my wife left me (it was my wife) I haven't had sex since that day I'm way to afraid that it would happen again and I know I couldn't survive that again This is not where I saw my life's path going

    • @saywinkepilogue
      @saywinkepilogue 3 месяца назад

      I’m super sorry that happened to you I think everyone deals with pain differently so I’m not going to tell you it’s easy to fix that kind of hurt but I will say I do hope that you can enjoy that connection again if it’s something you want in your life. Fear is a something that’s hard to grasp a hold of :(

    • @BillysFingers
      @BillysFingers 3 месяца назад

      Mine left me in 2012 and i've been feeling similar.

  • @zaynevanbommel5983
    @zaynevanbommel5983 3 месяца назад

    Dang how did this end up in my Feed ?

  • @lawrencelam6719
    @lawrencelam6719 3 месяца назад

    You and everything about your natural beauty are truly and really equally as beautiful as your videos t. I really like everything else too.

  • @lawrencelam6719
    @lawrencelam6719 3 месяца назад

    Very beautiful videos and you look great in all of your videos too.

  • @kitten103083
    @kitten103083 3 месяца назад

    Can you do a video of your current makeup favs ? Like old school ? This is a beautiful look. Curious what you used. 💜🎀

    • @saywinkepilogue
      @saywinkepilogue 3 месяца назад

      Yes of course it might be a little off brand for my topics now so I’ll put it at the end of a video and I’ll let you know what one it is so you can see! That’s so funny because I used all my old school makeup favs for this look it was the OG Naked Palette and I think I put smog on my lid, NARS laguna but also Chanel tan de soleil for the cheeks!

    • @kitten103083
      @kitten103083 3 месяца назад

      @@saywinkepilogue awesome and the foundation looks pretty too. No worries. I’m catching up on your videos. Have a good nite 💜🫶🏻

  • @mpuppybreath
    @mpuppybreath 3 месяца назад

    🦗🦗🦗 omg! 😅

  • @JaciStarr
    @JaciStarr 4 месяца назад

    My most satisfying sexual experiences (by far) were with the most messed up, toxic, abusive guys I’ve ever met (there were 2, both had BPD) 😕 They both ended up giving me STDs (curable ones, thank god) and they both got me pregnant (which ended in different ways-I’m not a mother) sooo yeeeah, I’ve attempted relationships after that but they’ve all been super unsatisfying sexually and I wonder if parts of my brain broke from my prior experiences. Now at 36 I’m struggling to desire sex or a partnership at all. But I’m grateful I experimented a lot as a young adult so I know what’s out there and what all different sexual experiences are like; I can understand if you never had that phase why you would want to experiment now in your 30s - and honestly it’s probably better that way because you’re more emotionally intelligent and can be safer and make more healthy decisions vs. being “young, dumb, and full of cum” as my friend likes to say 😆

    • @saywinkepilogue
      @saywinkepilogue 4 месяца назад

      @@JaciStarr Your bravery in leaving your comment is incredible. I always relate to what you’ve said and just know as a baseline I respect the hell out of you. I’m super sorry that the best experiences you’ve had came with pain on the opposite end of the spectrum for you. I relate to what you said if maybe you think something in your brain is broken from the past experiences. Like for real that’s how I think right now. I’m working on it but my mind freezes up and doesn’t let my body enjoy it even though all the signs are there that’s it’s enjoyable. Like I’ve literally picked all the things that would make it highly enjoyable for me. I haven’t unlocked it yet but as I get more experience creating a comfort level within the level of intensity I prefer I hope so. I hope that you can too especially if it’s important to you. You’re so feisty and creative I have lots of faith in you.

    • @lawrencelam6719
      @lawrencelam6719 4 месяца назад

      You look very really and truly beautiful in all of your videos too. And I like it as well!

    • @zaynevanbommel5983
      @zaynevanbommel5983 3 месяца назад

      Chasing after the Chads I see lol

    • @zaynevanbommel5983
      @zaynevanbommel5983 3 месяца назад

      Chasing the Chads I see lol

  • @lawrencelam6719
    @lawrencelam6719 4 месяца назад

    Great videos.

    • @saywinkepilogue
      @saywinkepilogue 4 месяца назад

      Thank you very much I appreciate that

    • @lawrencelam6719
      @lawrencelam6719 4 месяца назад

      @@saywinkepilogue you look very beautiful in all of your videos as well I really like your very helpful information too.

    • @saywinkepilogue
      @saywinkepilogue 4 месяца назад

      Aw thank you :)

    • @lawrencelam6719
      @lawrencelam6719 4 месяца назад

      Do you have a spotify podcast channel?I am interested to hear more about what you are talking about.

    • @saywinkepilogue
      @saywinkepilogue 4 месяца назад

      I don’t this is the only place I have my videos really

  • @AltoonaYourPiano
    @AltoonaYourPiano 4 месяца назад

    For me the most fun part about being a small RUclipsr is that I develop friendships with my audience. I don't know if you'd consider me a small RUclipsr, but I still kind of feel like the little guy on here. I'm in the "monetized but it's a hobby" category. I think the creative freedom I have means being small is actually more fun in some ways. Not that I wouldn't mind making it big but the fact I'm still small after twelve years and enjoying what I do shows why I give everyone the advice "have fun". I consider myself a red dwarf RUclips star, I may not be seen by many and not burn bright but I'll still be here for trillions of years, haha. I like that I can make whatever and I refused to "niche down", it may have stunted my channel growth but I'm happy.

    • @saywinkepilogue
      @saywinkepilogue 4 месяца назад

      I love that for you. As I read your message you genuinely seem happy. That’s exactly why you should keep doing it your way. I think RUclips needs creators like that (every space really). Your comment made me smile

    • @AltoonaYourPiano
      @AltoonaYourPiano 4 месяца назад

      @@saywinkepilogue I'm so glad to hear that and I completely agree. RUclips used to be mostly people like me back in the day. I've known so many awesome people over the years, a few are even now big RUclipsrs with like over 100K subscribers.

    • @lawrencelam6719
      @lawrencelam6719 3 месяца назад

      I really like your videos everything about it is very helpful and you look very beautiful in your videos and I also like your hair too