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Idk what I’ve been taking but it’s only been 5 hours already feeling some pain

Just wanted to say great job. I watch a few of your videos and really have enjoyed them. You should be proud of what you have done. I am a corrections officer myself and its so nice to see success after prison. You would be a great person to share this with and I would love your thoughts on how I handle these situations. I am in a lot of situations where I escort inmates throughout the facility. Medical, counseling, rec, chow, work details. Sometimes we have to wait before I can bring them in to where ever they need to go. Like medical could have lines, counseling could be going longer, work details just might not be ready. So anytime we had to wait, I wanted to have the inmates restrained but didn't really feel the need to put them my handcuffs. So I decided to come up with a way to restrain them without physical restraints. Keep in mind, I'm moving between 2 to 10 inmates at a time. So if we're in a position where we have to wait, I'll have them sit down(if there is a place to, if not standing works too). Then I have them interlock their arms with the person next to them. Think of a sit in protest. That sort of thing. This way I now have all their arms secured. This is a much easier and faster way to restrain them without having to take the time to cuff each one up and then have to remove the cuffs when we're ready to go. Its also a lot more comfortable for them. I actually think they prefer to lock arms as opposed to being cuffed. I have done this with as little as two inmates but I've also had as many as 10 guys locking arms together. If there is a bench to sit on, I have them sit. If not, I have them stand with their backs as close to the wall, then they connect. I've gotten major props from my peers for doing this innovative approach. The initial reaction I get when nurses or other officers see this is smiles. Its a unique visual that no one expects. But then I get a look of 'good idea, smart move' My command for this is "LET'S LOCK EM' GENTS!" When I shout that, they know to start looping. When I'm ready to move on with them, I just tell them to untangle. This is a big time saver. Cause its a lot faster for them to interlock arms and untangle then it would be for me to cuff them and then have to remove the cuffs. Again this is mostly for short wait times where I want them restrained but don't feel the need to handcuff them. Obviously I'll still cuff when I need to. So what are your thoughts on this? Is it a good idea? Should I keep doing it? As an inmate would you have minded locking arms or would you rather be cuffed? I would love your feedback.

you look great, so happy for you

You may feel like shit but you look absolutely gorgeous! You are on the right path girl and you are right that you WILL feel better. xoxo

It’s pure hell being addicted to fentanyl. Ive been addicted to heroin for 18 years and the 2 years being addicted to fentanyl was the absolute worse. Such desperation and despair seeping through your pores everyday. All priorities are swept to the side bc your main focus is to chase getting unsick. You are a beautiful woman and I am rooting for you everyday!

She seems like she's doing a lot better than what I've seen. But probably because she's tapering and still getting some of the drug. If she went cold turkey, she'd be delirious and wouldn't even be able to make this video.

Cheer for getting Back and I’m over the moon youve got the right fella Amie… Hope starting a family is the next big thing in your life as well as all the other positives Pet that’s coming your way… GO GIRL👍👍👍💚💚😘

fentanyl is just the worst, i perfer oxycodone much milder

Sorry 11 minutes in and I’m in tears…. FUCKING CLASS ACT AMIE… GOOD IM OVER THE MOON FOR YOU PET… GOT TO GO IM FILLING UP❣️❣️❣️😘😘😘💚💚💚🙏🙏🙏😢😢😢

Hey Pet, been wondering how you’ve been doing for ages and i just really felt for you cause you didn’t bring your addiction into yourself threw recreational use unlike most of us❣️❣️❣️ Just so we pleased your out of the woods and I’m so proud of you cause I believe fentanyl is worst than heroin Amie❣️❣️❣️👍👍 Lord you Rock girl and he’s gonna’ look after you forever…. Next you find a fella ( the right one) fall in love and have that family you want and deserve if I remember rightly…. DEFOS YOUR BLESSED AND YOU DESERVE ALL THESE BLESSINGS FOR WHAT YOUVE BEEN THREW❣️👍👍👍 Your demeanour has completely change for the best and I’m made up for you Amie👍👍👍 God bless you and I’m out💚💚👍👍😘😘😘

The fact that you are even talking and able to make this video is incredible.

Hello my lovely. I just want to say well done on fighting your addiction. I have been there on numerous occasions now four years clean nearly , I’m also an ex prisoner who has just started my own RUclips aup talking about mental health addiction and lots of other stuff and I would be privileged if you could come on and tell your story one day when you’re able to, think it would be really good go live together because you’re an officer and I’m an extra prisoner xx

I was on 3 days today but I relapsed this shit is really hard

So good to hear from you! You look really well :) Well done on doing all those things to help your pain and general health. Giving up fentanyl is a HUGE achievement. Thanks for the good news about getting the right diagnosis. I know from my own experience that it's very important. POWER to you on your journey to robust health ✨️ Best wishes from Colin in Edinburgh 👍

Been sub’d to ya for awhile. Thanks for the update. Hope your doin ok.

Good job getting off the stuff!!

God be with you and may you never ever ever feel like this again. In the name of my Lord Jesus Christ King of Kings and Lord of Lords. You are loved more than you or I could possibly know.

Sending love, I’m over 2yrs clean from fentanyl. It was a BITCHHHHH.. I quit COLD TURKEY. 🤧

When do the night sweats stop?

I hope youre okay today

I've been off pain meds since Dec 30, 2020 after an 11 year dependence due to an assault followed by a horrific car accident 2 years later. At the end, I was taking 28-35 perc 10s a day... I was fed up and I was done. I went to suboxone and it's crazy how much less I hurt. With a broken neck/smashed jaw/ etc the only time I feel pain is when I lay down at night... it feels like electricity is zapping my legs... but that's it. I do really well with suboxone for pain management. I don't envy your position one iota.

Im so proud of you ❤

Youre so beautiful my friend ❤

I guess she stopped with RUclips no videos in over a year :-( time to unsub

Love ur accent.

Would love an update, hope you’re doing a lot better! Much love and sending good energy your way

Maam. In. Uk. ,is. there. Paediatric. Correctional nurse???is. Thete. Juvaniel. Detetion. Centre. Nurse???? Pls. Anawer?????❤❤❤❤

Your amazing shorty

Wish you the best I been there stay strong

Watch TREVOR

🎉🎉🎉, RESPECT, you , ARE SOO BEAUTIFUL WOMAN I DON'T BELIEVE YOUR YOU WERE IN POLICE STATION OR JAIL, 😢 HOLY JESUS, COME TO SPAIN ,🎉🎉🎉

🎉🎉🎉 BUT WHERE YOU LOOKING 🎉🎉🎉

🎉 impossible i don't believe your drug explanation, because you as a woman has lots of opportunity to get any good things on the EARTH 🌎, BUT MAN LIFE IS MORE TENSION 😮, LOOK YOUR CHOICE MAN , EMINEM, CRISTIANO, OR GREAT PERSON LIKE MASTER SHI HENG YI 🎉🎉🎉

🎉🎉🎉 BUT YOU AS A BUEITIFULL WOMAN FOR WHAT REASON YOU NEED TO DO DRUGS I DON'T BELIEVE YOUR DRAMA 😢😢🎉🎉🎉

You can do this, I know you can! Acknowledging is the first step to making a change in your life. A lot of times people want to cover up the pain they have experienced and it from what I was reading is highly addictive with horrible side effects with withdrawal. You will get through this and talking about your story on here is an amazing acknowledgment to what you have gone through. Don’t give up and understand that they are putting all kinds of deadly chemicals in that stuff, so much it is killing people and you deserve a better life than that.

I’m 18 days clean from fentanyl I’m on Suboxone right now I’m trying to slowly get off that as well but I been on fentanyl for 4 years I’m a 21 m. Love your accent btw lol love from the Bay Area keep it up

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Go slow it’s not worth torturing yourself

It shouldn’t be too hard as long as u go SUPER SLOWLY!!!! U have to do this with dr help

Taper super slowly & u need assistance!!! Maybe take Suboxone while tapering!

Hey, lady how are you doing now? We’d love an update, you’re tough one

Hope your ok. Thats crazy you got on fentynal. Its normally in USA. I was addicted to crack and heroin for 15 years. I have come off the methadone and now on subutex 2ml

I have been able to be sober from fetty and crack for a lil over 2 months and I detoxed from a heavy habit in jail 23 hours in the cell a day just have to tough out the entire time i stopped being sick after a week but I got on Suboxone a while back which has been a big help personally but I gotta say the withdrawal was far worse with the subs one time when my script ran out before I could get more and it was far worse than fetty

Your still using tho? Wait till you actually stop then it’ll start

Hope you’re okay, there’s been no updates for a year

Really love your videos, I got addicted to opiates through doctor here in UK 🇬🇧 too. In hospital they put me in morphine, then exchanged it for methadone, I didn't have a clue what all these meds were, even prescribed diazepam. 8 years later Im still on methadone and a diazepam prescription 😮. But yeh live your videos ❤

Just ran across this video. Probably because I too deal with addiction. I have been on suboxone for many years. I got off everything else and even got down to half a strip a day but I just can't get off. I get so sick and then eventually relapse. I am sending you so much love and light. From one stranger friend to another. ❤

Did you get through it? I know it’s hard, but detoxing your body you’ll feel some better in time. You are a beautiful, smart woman. You want children and that alone should be enough to fight through this!

They reduced you way too fast and by WAY too much at a time. Why on earth did they do that to you!? For other people you can cut the patches for smaller doses. This is not right.

Hey Amie, just came across your vids now and find them very interesting and helpful!, If only people could understand how brutal this process is!, well done for having the courage 👏 to go thru with this!, ive had many a battle with it myself over the years and know what your going thru ❤ All the best to you and hope you well now!, much Respect 🙏 to u Girl!, u are a warrior 💖💙💛xxx