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Jonah Radeke
Добавлен 28 янв 2014
Reflections on life, gender, & moving through the world.
Instagram: @future.tooth
Instagram: @future.tooth
Three Years on Testosterone
Updates and reflections after three years on testosterone.
[0:00] Reflecting on starting T
[2:31] Emotions lately
[3:15] Sexuality changes
[3:53] Legal name change update
[5:23] Old photographs
[5:48] Feeling present in my body
[6:54] Facial & body hair
[8:55] Inviting change
[9:47] All growth is loss
-jonah (he/they)
@future.tooth
[0:00] Reflecting on starting T
[2:31] Emotions lately
[3:15] Sexuality changes
[3:53] Legal name change update
[5:23] Old photographs
[5:48] Feeling present in my body
[6:54] Facial & body hair
[8:55] Inviting change
[9:47] All growth is loss
-jonah (he/they)
@future.tooth
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Видео
2.5 Years on T: How I Embody My Name & Self
Просмотров 1,2 тыс.9 месяцев назад
Some updates after two and a half years on testosterone. Since I recorded this, I *have* legally changed my name and will post an update on that at some point! Name change feelings [0:00] T levels [1:55] Emotional changes & reflections [4:35] Using he/him pronouns [6:14] Embodiment [7:27] -jonah (he/they) @future.tooth
I changed my name
Просмотров 1,6 тыс.Год назад
Reflections on changing my name and moving through discomfort and grief. Intro [0:00] Hesitations [0:19] Social anxiety [3:00] The feedback loop of being uncomfortable [3:33] The process of telling people [5:22] Grief over losing old name [8:09] The aftermath of changing my name [9:43] -jonah (he/they) instagram: @future.tooth
Pros & Cons of Going on T: Reading My Old Lists
Просмотров 4 тыс.Год назад
Back in 2020, I made pros & cons lists to help myself decide whether or not to go on testosterone. I re-read them for the first time since my six-month video. Intro [0:00] March 2020 Pros [1:37] May 2020 Pros [3:54] March 2020 Cons [6:39] May 2020 Cons [11:18] Reflections, embracing uncertainty [13:41] on instagram: @future.tooth
How to Recover from Anxiety: The Claire Weekes Approach [Part 3]
Просмотров 1,3 тыс.Год назад
Part 3 of a series where I talk about Claire Weekes' book Hope and Help for Your Nerves. Here I'm covering chapters 4, 5, and 6. Intro [0:00] Ch. 3 "What is Nervous Breakdown?" [0:24] Ch. 4 "The Commonest, Simplest Form of Nervous Illness" [2:53] Ch. 5 "Cure of the Commonest Kind of Nervous Illness" [9:55] on instagram: @future.tooth
Two Years on Testosterone
Просмотров 2,5 тыс.Год назад
Reflections on the past two years. Intro [0:00] Dose changes [0:46] Healthcare frustrations [3:02] Comfort with body weight [4:49] Facial hair [6:25] My name [7:02] My voice [10:05] Accepting change [12:12] Life reflections [12:48] on instagram: @future.tooth
A Year & a Half on Testosterone
Просмотров 1,6 тыс.2 года назад
Updates after 1.5 years on testosterone. Intro [0:00] My Voice [1:37] Body Hair [3:31] Disconnect with Name [5:46] Period [6:29] Restrooms [7:15] Identity/Body Disconnect [8:28] My Name, cont. [9:50] Wrap-up [12:30] on instagram: @future.tooth
How to Recover from Anxiety: The Claire Weekes Approach [Part 2]
Просмотров 1,4 тыс.2 года назад
I summarize Chapter 2 of Hope and Help for Your Nerves. More about the nervous system: ruclips.net/video/qPix_X-9t7E/видео.html www.healthdirect.gov.au/nervous-system on instagram: @future.tooth
How to Recover from Anxiety: The Claire Weekes Approach (Part 1)
Просмотров 6 тыс.2 года назад
Background on Claire Weekes and an overview of the first chapter of Hope and Help For Your Nerves.
One Year on Testosterone: Voice Evolution (Moby-Dick, Chapter 1)
Просмотров 1,4 тыс.2 года назад
For the first year I was on testosterone, I read a bit of Moby-Dick (Chapter 1: Loomings) every month to keep track of how my voice changed. Day 1 [0:00] One month [1:02] Two months [2:45] Three months [5:25] Four months [6:55] Five months [7:46] Six months [8:31] Seven months [9:12] Eight months [9:45] Nine months [10:22] Ten months [10:31] Eleven months [11:09] One year [11:52]
One Year on Testosterone
Просмотров 3,7 тыс.2 года назад
Overview of changes after a year on testosterone. 0:00 Introduction 2:01 How my dose has changed 2:57 T levels 4:28 Why my dose has changed 8:26 Anxiety and mental health 9:17 Voice 9:49 Hair 11:03 Muscles and fat redistribution 12:20 Sex and bottom growth 13:23 Hunger and appetite 13:38 Smelling different 13:50 Mood and energy 14:41 Liking how I look 15:54 Support trans kids 18:22 Cat intermis...
Eleven Months on Testosterone
Просмотров 1,7 тыс.2 года назад
Some updates after eleven months on T. 0:00 Introduction 0:43 Body hair changes 2:43 How injections are going 3:49 T is a process instagram: @future.tooth
Ten Months on Testosterone
Просмотров 1,5 тыс.2 года назад
I recorded this almost a month ago, but life has been busy! Some quick updates after ten months on T. 0:00 Pace of changes since starting injections 0:41 Physical changes to note 1:01 Period update 1:48 Anxiety & hormones 2:58 Numbness & tingling before shots instagram: @future.tooth
Fears of Over-Masculinizing on Testosterone
Просмотров 2,8 тыс.2 года назад
0:00 Introduction 1:22 The core of this fear 2:31 The tipping point (when I decided to start T) 3:01 Losing the fear 3:24 Fear of disconnect 3:49 How I feel about my name right now 5:07 The importance of learning as you go TIME article about Tommy Dorfman: time.com/6081874/tommy-dorfman-interview/ instagram: @future.tooth
Nine Months on Testosterone: I Started Injections
Просмотров 1,5 тыс.2 года назад
updates after nine months on testosterone. instagram: @future.tooth 0:00 Introduction 0:18 Injection training 2:06 How injections have been going so far 4:08 Nine month updates
Eight Months on Testosterone: Why I'm Switching to Injections
Просмотров 1,9 тыс.3 года назад
Eight Months on Testosterone: Why I'm Switching to Injections
Seven Months on Testosterone: How My Anxiety Has Changed
Просмотров 2,7 тыс.3 года назад
Seven Months on Testosterone: How My Anxiety Has Changed
Six Months on Testosterone (Pros & Cons)
Просмотров 5 тыс.3 года назад
Six Months on Testosterone (Pros & Cons)
Five Months on Testosterone: Dose Change & Other Updates
Просмотров 2,2 тыс.3 года назад
Five Months on Testosterone: Dose Change & Other Updates
Four Months on Low-Dose Testosterone
Просмотров 7 тыс.3 года назад
Four Months on Low-Dose Testosterone
Three Months on Low-Dose Testosterone
Просмотров 12 тыс.3 года назад
Three Months on Low-Dose Testosterone
Two Months on Low-Dose Testosterone
Просмотров 3,6 тыс.3 года назад
Two Months on Low-Dose Testosterone