cringe and self loathing // EP 21 - Pretty Lonesome

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  • Опубликовано: 3 мар 2024

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  • @paris_mars
    @paris_mars 4 месяца назад +342

    Lol, you said you can't remember a single instance of someone doing something embarrassing in front of you, and then you immediately describe two situations where people have done embarrassing things in front of you. I love the chaos of your mind.

  • @anonymous6666
    @anonymous6666 4 месяца назад +113

    Favorite video in a long time - feels like your first video on this channel, so authentic. I appreciate it so much

    • @victoriasalexa
      @victoriasalexa 4 месяца назад +3

      yes the first epi is still my fav of all time

    • @domclegg1225
      @domclegg1225 4 месяца назад +2

      completely agree, ive been missing her old style of videos but this was really refreshing and comforting

  • @ninjabrown8560
    @ninjabrown8560 4 месяца назад +40

    cringe is also pretty synonymous with shame! i've recently realised that shame is just an evolutionary evolved emotion to sort of keep you in check with other people, after all we are a social species. but don't hide from it, feel shame deeply and let it go- you're not going to be a outcast haha. that's what helps me anyway (was raised in a very shame filled house lol)

  • @denarendall
    @denarendall 4 месяца назад +42

    It’s true. Cringe is the most crippling feeling in the whole entire world. It’s hindered me in more ways than I can count. It’s SO UNPRODUCTIVE and yet SO HARD to let go of. I dream of the day that I can shake all my haunting memories away. Also, if you didn’t wrote fan fiction as a young teen then you missed out.

  • @zaynah_..
    @zaynah_.. 3 месяца назад +6

    watching your videos legit make me feel like im having one of those 3am conversations on the bedroom floor with my best friend where we just jump from having deep conversations to laughing like crazy in the span of 2 minutes

  • @free2444
    @free2444 4 месяца назад +81

    I'M SO GLAD YOU UPLOADED this is the perfect timing.

    • @nananazoo
      @nananazoo 4 месяца назад +1

      SAMEEEEEEEE

  • @aimsfabs6147
    @aimsfabs6147 4 месяца назад +66

    I love how these podcasts always feel like face time calls ❤️❤️

  • @mishcats
    @mishcats 4 месяца назад +41

    i love this setup more than the “podcast setup” ones honestly

  • @aimsfabs6147
    @aimsfabs6147 4 месяца назад +20

    I totally relate to what you said about being alone. I’m starting to be less ok with being alone but I kinda wanna go back to thriving being alone.

  • @Mothluvr35
    @Mothluvr35 4 месяца назад +14

    “Hunter Schafer..Hunty Schafe” made me giggle

  • @rockys_world
    @rockys_world 4 месяца назад +14

    The part where you said you've never had to outsource love is so real

  • @i-am-rubi
    @i-am-rubi 4 месяца назад +8

    I’m going through the same thing. Awkwardness and cringe came back from the de4d. Cringe feels like your body does a screenshot

  • @pendragon2012
    @pendragon2012 4 месяца назад +44

    Writing your crush into a story? Hey, we've all been there and I totally get the black out when it comes to cringey memories. Stay safe and have a great week, Madeline!

  • @averagebedroomproducer5008
    @averagebedroomproducer5008 4 месяца назад +16

    Cringe only exists because you care waaay too much about your image in the eyes of people with no consequence in your life. Believe it or not crazy and vulnerable people form stronger connections with people than others who are perfectly cool all the time. It makes you more relatable.

  • @frankiewashere
    @frankiewashere 4 месяца назад +27

    Truly love hearing your opinions on life.

  • @bethhs9637
    @bethhs9637 4 месяца назад +5

    You’re the most stunning person ever inside and out stop with this talk, i love u

  • @Genroc
    @Genroc 4 месяца назад +9

    i would be so honoured if madeline argy wrote fan fiction about me

  • @lemon_z1010
    @lemon_z1010 4 месяца назад +7

    the hair ocd is so real, i literally thought i was crazy cause i freak out ab it sm, maybe i am but ugh i just find it so disgusting and the hair just touches my face when i sleep. esp cause i live in London the underground air is acc vile.

  • @jadeocallaghan
    @jadeocallaghan 4 месяца назад +5

    12:14 i’m so afraid this is what people think of me, when people say stuff like this it gen makes me feel like i will never find any friends

    • @mellowblueu
      @mellowblueu 4 месяца назад +1

      Same here in the same boat like I’m actually scared that’s what people think of me but on the other hand I’m just like idc I’m just gonna do my own thing. I’m healing from shitty people in my life and have no energy to talk to anyone whatsoever it’s like I’m constantly having to conserve my energy

  • @rainfields
    @rainfields 4 месяца назад +10

    one thing that helps for me personally is that i tell myself that that was what past me did and ill learn from it and future me will never ever do that again so its fine and thinking that people find it embarrassing is an assumption its not real

  • @sierrayoung4499
    @sierrayoung4499 4 месяца назад +5

    the hunter schaffer nightmare is killing me

  • @sophiakathryn7870
    @sophiakathryn7870 4 месяца назад +4

    the tampon fear is so valid, i’m with you

  • @Julia-hd2bs
    @Julia-hd2bs 4 месяца назад +4

    i love this version of you, literally fell in love

  • @annaszucs9025
    @annaszucs9025 4 месяца назад +4

    Amazing timing I had my most embarrassing day in a loong time

  • @sadh69
    @sadh69 4 месяца назад +17

    Ugh I needed this today

    • @markboekraad7525
      @markboekraad7525 4 месяца назад

      Hoping this noise outside is not yr luggage landing by rough estimate a week late

  • @lilleeble
    @lilleeble 4 месяца назад +17

    everytimw i do something embarrassing i force myself to make it funny in my brain no matter how egregious lmao

  • @AlexisBelon
    @AlexisBelon 4 месяца назад +8

    Damn I was hoping this would be a vlog because you’re the only one who can fill the Emma chambie sized hole in my heart! Btw idk if you’re into nyc vlogs but if so, you might like mine! I’d be sooo grateful if you swung by and took a peek. 🙏 Stick around if you like!

  • @gigglyvibez
    @gigglyvibez 3 месяца назад +2

    I relate to quite literally everything she says lmao it’s crazy

  • @miriamlevenson9430
    @miriamlevenson9430 4 месяца назад +4

    madeline! i have never found a person i relate to more! i have also written fanfiction about my crush… falling in love with me… and he read it… but nevermind that… you are my new favorite youtube channel!!

  • @aimsfabs6147
    @aimsfabs6147 4 месяца назад +7

    ‘Hunty Schaf you betrayed me’ 😭😭

  • @Genroc
    @Genroc 4 месяца назад +2

    whenever i do something so unbelievably embarrassing cringe i just repeat over and over “it’s not cringe not cringe not cringe not cringe” over and over until i’ve truly convinced myself it’s not

  • @shravansrinivasan4982
    @shravansrinivasan4982 4 месяца назад +10

    Awwww. You look so beautiful 😢❤❤.

  • @yeahnah4303
    @yeahnah4303 4 месяца назад +5

    ahahha i just finished this podcast and you crack me uuuup!! Did you tell us your kidnapping nightmare in case u get kidnapped? lool

  • @cad_0of502
    @cad_0of502 4 месяца назад +1

    She always posts at such a convenient time when I need it 😭

  • @kayonicks
    @kayonicks 4 месяца назад +5

    love your vids!!!! keep it up!!!!

  • @salometucker1666
    @salometucker1666 4 месяца назад +2

    Love the Wellbrick hoodie !!

  • @eustaquiozambrano2974
    @eustaquiozambrano2974 4 месяца назад +2

    Thanks for sharing Have a nice day. ❤

  • @roxiexxx7243
    @roxiexxx7243 4 месяца назад +9

    perfect timing i hate myself someone stole my phone and i wanna cry

    • @roxiexxx7243
      @roxiexxx7243 4 месяца назад +15

      aalso bf broke up with me but not as important as my fking phone

    • @Starl1ng.
      @Starl1ng. 4 месяца назад +2

      Hopefully everything will work out 🫰💖

    • @chiaramuc
      @chiaramuc 4 месяца назад +2

      That’s happened to me 3 times so I know how shit it iss

  • @sarahgortler2738
    @sarahgortler2738 4 месяца назад +3

    Maybe you just feel the stress is aging you physically. Like I think you look good you’re way prettier than I’ve ever been but it’s hard when your job is social media to not be overly critical of looks it’s part of your job

  • @Nyl-mrm
    @Nyl-mrm 4 месяца назад +4

    This is so cute like she whispers😂❤

  • @natasham4184
    @natasham4184 4 месяца назад

    My favourite thing for period cramps is the BeYou strips.
    They're cooling instead of warming, but they're so good. After about 30 minutes, you feel this lovely cool menthol sensation spread throughout your whole abdomen (you can use them on your back if preferred) and it lasts up to 12 hours. It relaxes your muscles and feels amazing, I can't explain.
    It seems they're currently unavailable on Amazon, but I'm sure I've seen them in Tesco.

  • @ewew4111
    @ewew4111 4 месяца назад +2

    madeline is so pretty & its so tragic to see pretty girls looking at themselves n saying they aren't pretty :(

  • @4jayco
    @4jayco 4 месяца назад +3

    When I had to learn how to deal with my embarrassment and cringe I learned the only way it won’t blow up in my face later is if I just sit for as long as I need and think about that thing and only that thing, ruminate, spiral, but nonetheless let the water fill the pool instead of pressurizing it into a tank

  • @chismear
    @chismear 4 месяца назад +3

    your insane dream aside… hunter is the GOAT for standing up and raising her voice against gen0cide. i wish more people used their platform to stand up for something

  • @littleprincess2319
    @littleprincess2319 4 месяца назад +3

    Hahha u were ON ONE in this video and i love it😂

  • @zackeryroper
    @zackeryroper 4 месяца назад +3

    I like your energy. 💚

  • @Sana-hg4ls
    @Sana-hg4ls 4 месяца назад +4

    I’m a big fan of you from Japan 💗

  • @skippymusic1
    @skippymusic1 4 месяца назад +3

    I know this wont mean anything coming from a stranger, and its hard to stop believing something that ur brain is constantly telling you, but I SWEAR to you, SWEARRRR to you, you're absolutely beautiful. When it comes to being pretty, u have NOTHING to worry about in that department. Dont listen to what ur brain tells u, for a lot of us it can be our biggest hater.

  • @kaylaaanextdoor
    @kaylaaanextdoor 4 месяца назад +17

    MY WIFE I LUV U

  • @ainemcglynn25
    @ainemcglynn25 4 месяца назад +1

    three bottles? damn. thats sad. i hope ur ok.

  • @louisarosemusic
    @louisarosemusic 4 месяца назад +2

    I love you maddy 😂thanks for making me laugh!

  • @emmajohnson5338
    @emmajohnson5338 4 месяца назад +5

    Madeline I absolutely adore you and how your brain works

  • @imanenaji4843
    @imanenaji4843 4 месяца назад +4

    Madeline we have the same brain at this point because why are we thinking the same thing at the same time

  • @theashesonek3
    @theashesonek3 4 месяца назад +3

    I love you madz have a nice week! I can't wait to be unhinged and cringe tomorrow ur the best I love life

  • @yeahnah4303
    @yeahnah4303 4 месяца назад +5

    ya know. whenever I feel the way you feel its because the ratio is off. The ratio of time spent with people who love me so much unconditionally compared to the time spent with people who aren't allowed to see my worst self and validation I seek. Like with freinds and family we don't really give a fuck. but with the outside world? fuck yeah gimmie allll the validation. I'm like a lil validation vampire. a valpire. Because your travelling so much you need some secuity and looooove babyyy!

  • @aashley.aguilar
    @aashley.aguilar 4 месяца назад +2

    TODAYS MY BIRTHDAY AND I CONSIDER THIS MY PERFECT BDAY GIFT

  • @faithlegodi7728
    @faithlegodi7728 4 месяца назад +1

    I can listen to you talk all day

  • @MrSubhash22588
    @MrSubhash22588 16 дней назад

    Love you madeline , from an internet troll

  • @darartumunira93
    @darartumunira93 4 месяца назад +2

    I think you’re feeling “insecure” because you’re on a new path and newness is scary and challenging.

  • @k4w4iilover
    @k4w4iilover 4 месяца назад

    Did anyone else get a Singapore Airlines ad during this video where the air hostess goes “Hi I’m Madeline”? Threw me

  • @SophiaPelc
    @SophiaPelc 4 месяца назад +4

    Relatable

  • @AsemaB
    @AsemaB 4 месяца назад +3

    I loved this video

  • @loubarr1957
    @loubarr1957 4 месяца назад

    Love the hoodie!!!

  • @mcgluffy
    @mcgluffy 4 месяца назад +10

    love u pookie

  • @sophiec7156
    @sophiec7156 4 месяца назад +3

    just love you madeline

  • @kehlothack297
    @kehlothack297 4 месяца назад +2

    4:37 me every second of the day

  • @nebiyu.a4695
    @nebiyu.a4695 4 месяца назад +2

    Random question: have you ever read the Quran? Ngl its the most powerful and insightful thing I’ve ever read. You have to give it a read, I mean what is there to lose? Lol

    • @iloveladybugs123
      @iloveladybugs123 4 месяца назад +1

      I mean she’s bisexual and Jewish so I doubt it? What the funk is this comment

  • @markboekraad7525
    @markboekraad7525 4 месяца назад

    Xeriously, everyone , look for late /lost luggage lists

  • @chinoxoj6907
    @chinoxoj6907 4 месяца назад +1

    You should really make a podcast.

  • @chelseal817
    @chelseal817 4 месяца назад +2

    the first clip thought you was emma chamberlain

  • @user-np8yf8fj2w
    @user-np8yf8fj2w 4 месяца назад

    ngl the way she talks sometimes reminds me of how i acted when i was 14 and realised boys liked me

    • @Genroc
      @Genroc 4 месяца назад +3

      what😭

  • @lettieclear
    @lettieclear 3 месяца назад

    girl i thought they didn't prescribe aderrall in the uk... only ritalin and vyvanse

  • @Nosiba13
    @Nosiba13 4 месяца назад +2

    She's baaaack

  • @saaranghaae
    @saaranghaae 4 месяца назад +5

    I think u really need that adderall ❤ stay safe

  • @ronjaschildgen9944
    @ronjaschildgen9944 4 месяца назад +1

    love you 2!!

  • @nataliaswift
    @nataliaswift 3 месяца назад

    mads those heating pads are not supposed to be stuck on your body!! you’re sticking them to your pants so that the soft area touches to your body and heats it 😭😭😭

  • @AndrewNelson-rg9tg
    @AndrewNelson-rg9tg 4 месяца назад +2

    I like her accent

  • @kaylaaanextdoor
    @kaylaaanextdoor 4 месяца назад +2

    stop i write fanfic to with my crushes...

    • @mn_lol
      @mn_lol 4 месяца назад +1

      don't.. but also nobody reads fanfics these days.. I think. so no one's gonna find out lol, you're good

  • @MariaM-et2vb
    @MariaM-et2vb 3 месяца назад

    Are you an aquarius? 🥺

  • @emmamargaret2607
    @emmamargaret2607 4 месяца назад

    Went from OK duh, to OK lol woke.

  • @user-fi4jj2je8r
    @user-fi4jj2je8r 4 месяца назад

    are you in America?

  • @livbielke
    @livbielke 4 месяца назад +2

    I loveeee you

  • @leonievonplaten6162
    @leonievonplaten6162 4 месяца назад

    HI❤WHERE U GLASSES FROM X

  • @nunomarques7782
    @nunomarques7782 4 месяца назад

    What do dj's actually do thou ?

  • @Sophiasgrandadventure
    @Sophiasgrandadventure 4 месяца назад

    You look a lot like my mom when she was young (she’s polish)

  • @zackeryroper
    @zackeryroper 4 месяца назад

    SUPPORT!

  • @StephenBelcher-sr3zk
    @StephenBelcher-sr3zk 2 месяца назад

    phew

  • @elisazouza
    @elisazouza 4 месяца назад +3

    i thought this was a vlog for a second 😭 pls post a vlog

  • @rainfields
    @rainfields 4 месяца назад +2

    girl why didnt you gaslight them that you didnt write that

  • @KawaiiNate
    @KawaiiNate 4 месяца назад

    hii

  • @Tight_Conduct
    @Tight_Conduct 3 месяца назад

    You're so based and honest

  • @Raanaalll
    @Raanaalll 4 месяца назад +1

    طيب احبك

  • @AsemaB
    @AsemaB 4 месяца назад

    Do you think I could put the cura heat on my feet

  • @yeahnah4303
    @yeahnah4303 4 месяца назад

    you sound fine

  • @asmr1235
    @asmr1235 4 месяца назад +3

    FIRST OMG

  • @eac3896
    @eac3896 4 месяца назад

    I’ve never related to you more

  • @kaylaaanextdoor
    @kaylaaanextdoor 4 месяца назад

    IM EARLY!!!!

  • @resadilaanjelinabrpanjaitan
    @resadilaanjelinabrpanjaitan 4 месяца назад

    second omg

  • @smiffytha1
    @smiffytha1 4 месяца назад

    i will

  • @jesshamilton2185
    @jesshamilton2185 4 месяца назад

    Fourth 😅