It's wild to me that people complain about the length. I'm always like "omg thank you for a longer video!" 🙇♀️💝🎉 Like you're giving freely of your time for these readings. Thank you. ❤
For the first time, this read made me cry today. EVERY detail resonated. As you know, I am the King of Swords in the the lovers equation. Thank you for going the distance, Christina - Empress Sassy
@Sassy Scorpion I want to be with my love interest & they want to be with me, but I'm taking care of a sick family member who hasn't gotten a proper diagnosis for treatment, and we're separated by states. So it's hard to move towards them when I have someone I have to take care of and we are in different states. They want me to move to their state and be with them. They reached out to me last fall and found me on the Internet and started speaking to me They wanted to know why I didn't marry them. So, for The last six months we've been in constant contact, talking on the phone and emailing and texting. They love me so much and I love them. We went out when we were much younger and this person wanted to marry me, but I wasn't ready at the time. We are in different relationships, separated by states. For me, it is my necessity to care for an ill person. It's very sad and confusing. we love each other and want to be together but how can I move to a different state when l'm taking care of a very ill person who relies on me? I'm so sad about this and confused about this situation. my heart aches I’m so sad. Besides family member we’re both in commitments to other relationships. Any suggestions?
Christina you are so spot on - I was broken by Pisces leaving - she is out there posting her best life like I never existed which couldn’t hurt more. There is no longer hope for because there is no communication. Biggest most painful regret of my life. Never my star
Thank you Christina! You got to the heart of the matter, I’m am thankful you gave the Libra’s extra time. Lovers met many moons ago, went onto different paths, met up again. It’s like the years melted away. Our lives as different as night and day. But our hearts and souls entwined. It’s scary seeing myself in him, mirror image. The depth of a lovers connection weighs on the mind.
This is MY STORY!!!! I very much think this will be the same for many...im very appreciative you kept it up❤ Walking away is DEFINITELY something i never wish to do again also.🤞🤞 Its sticking with Me!!! When you still love, its very hard, regardless if its the right thing. YES I WANT LOVE....but the right love, so thats when the willingness to drop certain things would be an option. Crazy enough I haven't seen their house, as you said. Yes a 12 year age difference. This was my BIGGEST lesson so far, it hurt the very most, but i learned the very most...and im very grateful for it.
Kelly - I truly feel you. I could almost cut and paste your words and say they are mine, 100% . Though in my case it is reversed (if you will).....I am the King of Swords in this love equation. My person is the Libra. This read made me cry.
This story is true. Mine varies because he belongs to someone else. I don't dare hurt anyone who's already taken. When I met him he was separated. He got back with her and I never felt the same. In my case I have to walk away. I understand what I have to do. It's been 4 years and I still hurt. Thank you for the reading. It touched me deeply. (He's 10 yrs older than me. Age didn't matter here.)
Man Christina. The painful walk it took for you to get the answer happened in real time for me. It hurts, really bad. This is the first and only tarot reading that made me cry. Deep, heart, throat, gulpy tears. Painful, but true, and needed. Maybe the help you gave in guiding me to the answers will help the solutions from within take effect faster. Thank you. Deeply.
Yes, there is a 10 year difference. I am the older. I have been treated as an option so I walked away. I gave it my all. Then I realized I was the only giver. So, though he pursues me, I cannot bring myself to put myself in that situation again. I want consistency, stability and respect..not just there long enough to reel me back in...I need it every day. I am way too late in my life to make a bad choice. So, I would rather find a love I can trust and depend on to be there for me.
Every night for the past 2 years I have recurring dreams of a specific man. I don't know him but every night i dream of him. For the past 6 months I have daytime visions of this same man, each time we are doing a variety of things together. It's driving me nuts because I don't physically know this man, but my intuition tells me he is real. I am at the point that I think I might be trying to manifest a nonexistent man, and I should just accept what is showing up in my life physically.
Not my read today! I know exactly what I want and I’m working towards it so I wish the Libra collective who are in a dark place better days to come and hope they discover themselves and find love again soon ❤🙏🏻
For us it was an age difference of over 10 years. I mourned our loss for a couple years, and he "moved on" within a month. To say it was difficult is an understatement. Heart wrenching. I still think of him often. While my reality balances are much the same, time has passed and while I don't have everything figured out, I am closer than I used to be. Now to take actual action. Intuitively I feel we will connect again. Some readings elude to reconnectivity. But for me without tangible evidence (communication from him) I must keep moving. I dont expect to hear from him. Keeping that mindset after a while keeps me going in helping me heal. I only wish well for him...I understand why we met when we did and it's purpose. For that I am grateful. I have started moving on, and in a way this read was more for a sense of closure and validation. This was a read for me a year ago. Interesting that it's currently April 😅 we'll see what happens. I'm the one with bare feet...I really should take more care. We're in different states, and I wished at the time I could see his home. Not together in person, but somehow seeing would have made me feel more part of him. That things were real. Anyway, thank you for keeping it. Even now, it helped me free up some space.
Thankyou for your time and energy Christina. Definitely hit a nerve. You always know how to deep dive emotionally. I have been making steps to move on....and it is hard. Making new patterns, new friends, new scenes, etc. The longing is not as bad as it was.....but it still lingers. He is older than me by 11 years....totally nailed that. We are different cultures. I'm North American and he is European. He used to tell me that he never understood our connection and how unique it felt. This scared him and pulled away when he got too close. He's a Pisces so you also nailed the Water Energy. I feel like we are both at a standstill and neither one of us knows what to do. I think he should reach out and I'm sure he feels that I should be the one. Still don't know what the correct move is. Thankyou for your insight and the sensitive way you deliver the information that is needed. I hope you have a great day.....and love your shirt as well!!!❤🙏
I pause the read at this point because the way the chastising energy came through is a perfect example of why I don't want to talk to anyone. I feel like people don't get where I'm at, or the magnitude of the intense process I've been moving through. I find people insensitive and wanting to lecture me. They want to tell me what I should be doing when they have no reference point for where I'm at and if they were in my shoes, I strongly doubt they would be able to walk in 'em. I've seen them fold with things that are but a scratch. I don't want anyone or anything but my peace and I'm actively manifesting that. I am taking action every single day. What is clear is what I don't want. I have seen the ugliest sides of humanity crammed into the past three years and sadly, even in my closest relationships. I don't want a lover right now. I'm not pining for love. I want a new beginning where I can focus on my spiritual and creative growth without distractions, or harassment, which I'm actively engaged in manifesting for myself. What's holding me back is practicalities in making the moves I want to make. I'm making the moves I can every day and getting closer to my vision, but it's a way off, so that's why you're not seeing future engagement, at least in my case. I tend to stay present. Longing is a waste of personal power. What's to long for when everything you could ever need is all right here in the moment? So I meditate. I make art. I focus on my work. I laugh. And I keep having the strength and courage to stand alone, closing doors to garden paths, false pursuits, and everything I find ugly, untrue in the world. That frustration you felt is the frustration I feel. People by and large are clueless, self-indulgent, entitled, and are concerned with things that at the end of the day, have no true value. I can't relate and I'm done pretending that I do to maintain the Collective illusion. No one gets it, except for one dear friend that I talk to on the regular who has a heart of gold, and my German Shepherd, Ted. That is enough for me. I'm grateful for all I have. What comes, is what comes. What goes, is what goes. I find joy in simple things that people take for granted daily, but that's what happens when you made it through the valley of the shadow of death. Non-attachment is a beautiful thing. I'm already free. I don't reach, long, strive for anything anymore. I'm present. That's all there truly is. Someday, hopefully more will see this. I guess you call that renunciation. I'm on a spiritual journey. Maybe a fellow spiritual traveler will cross my path and I will have a tantric love. Beautiful vision. I would be open to that, but that's not found lookin' for it. Have you seen the dating scene? It's ridiculous out here. Who would long for any of that? 😂
wow! I usually cry watching your video's because you hit on something that I need to heal, This video I cried 3 times... yes I have heard stubborn a lot in my life lol.. I knew what you were saying was my story but when you confirmed it with the age gap, yea there came the tears again! This whirlwind of a story has been going on for a year, I fell hard and out of nowhere for one of my regulars at my store, who has since ghosted me.. kinda.. I have never felt someone's vibe so intensely in my 50 yrs of life, He is a much younger cop who is always calm, cool and collective, as he of course has to be for his career,, and yes a water sign.. I unfortunately made it toxic, as every time he tried to further our relationship with hints, I would go all queen of swords and freeze and shut down, or we would mirror each other...he knew and would back off a bit but keep the humor going as that helped.. I think he just got tired of trying, so now ghosted, its hard because when he is on duty he has to patrol by the store, I am still grateful for what took place but at the time I just couldn't believe that, that kinda of love could happen to me.. when I wasn't scared or nervous and just let everything flow it was the most beautiful connection I have ever felt in my life!! Spot on reading and Thank you for helping me heal!!
Gaping hole, lots of bleeding. But to quote Rumi: "The wound is the place where the light enters you." Thanks for hanging in there with the reading Christina, it's not that easy for one to talk about. I've expressed more regarding my anger than my raw woundedness from this. And your insights about the confusion over toxic elements being present & up-for-review were very helpful. I still find this particular aspect very difficult to sort out after two years of struggling with it. I'm a Scorpio sun with Libra rising, & my "significant other" is a Cancer sun, & I suspect a Libra rising (which you also astutely picked up on). My other concern is around whether or not there is still a third party involvement which I want nothing to do with.
Yes he’s 10 years younger than me. We’re different to the casual observer in many different ways. But when we’re together we feel so in tune with each other. Similar in ways that were important to us.
Holy shit That was right to my heart Yes this is me I was heartbroken when someone walked away and I don’t know why 6 months ago - Have been pretty stuck but still working and showing up in my job I don’t think I can go toward him I suspect I wasn’t the only one he was seeing. I still think about it - it doesn’t hurt so much Time to wrap this one up I think… Thank you Christina It’s amazing when you see and hear truth You’re a special gift to us - your readings are something else And yes I’m 10 years older than him.. Much love ❤️❤️❤️
Thank you for putting this up. You nailed it. Last year I resisted a young Scorpio’s advances. She tried for six months but I couldn’t move past the twenty year age gap. As much as I grew to love her, as perfect as she was in so many ways I couldn’t bring myself to give in to it. She eventually moved to a different state and found someone in her own age group and I’m happy for her. We’re still friends but damn it’s left an ache that I can’t fix. I keep telling myself it couldn’t have worked out long term. It’s no consolation. Thank you for finishing this reading. I’m hoping it’ll help towards healing from this and moving on.
@ Christina, you are spot on with the age, 10 years, and 15 years together. 3 and half years broken up. Still feel so drawn to him, been celibate since the breakup. He was a cheater and I saw the potential he had. Of course, you know all that. I wish you had personal readings. I'm blessed for you and I appreciate you
Wow ,what a reading .I.m literally in tears . Thanks for setting me straight.The past is really done here ,need to totally move on .Its been going on too long, i cannot go back
Thank you for pushing our Libra reading. As always, you are spot on. The last five minutes when you got that surprise card, I said, "YES!" OMG. But no surprise to me that you pulled out a confirmation for me. Ten years!!! Age difference. It was like you were hearing me say, "She is ten years older than me!" And I get to see her next week after 35 years, if she doesn't get cold feet. Thank you for comforting me. Christina.
Thanks for sticking with it till you got it! It's not the simplest thing to define or communicate. Known each other for 16 years. Always been 8,000 km apart and there's a 26 year age gap. Yes, I'd say we both accept it now. We've each tried to walk away in the past. We've made a lot of progress in the last 5 years and much more in recent months. That doesn't mean the path ahead is clear or all planned out. It does mean we won't be abandoning each other. If I had a magic wand...perhaps I do and haven't recognized it yet... You're right appearances aren't important. The connection, the mirroring of one another, the understanding, the unconditional acceptance -- you can't put a price on those things. I know we've each learned a lot and changed in healthy ways as a result of getting to know each other. Love the little cottage. An idyllic little cottage in a peaceful setting has been a part of my dream for years, even before we met. I don't know where it is or how it will come. I do expect it to manifest and I believe we'll share it at least some of the time. It would be a dream come true to have a one on one session with you around all of this. I look forward to your readings and you often speak to what's going on in my life. Thanks again for a reading that completely resonates. You put your heart and soul into your readings even when they don't fit my life. Much appreciated.
I literally have chills... listening toward the end and we legit are a 10 year age gap..... I just about jumped out my chair listening because that was just way to specific!!!!
Wasn’t sure if I was still in this grouping/story line until big feet and ten years. Hermit mode since last September. It’s ok Christina, I think most of us are getting it. For me it’s been routine, inner work, routine, inner work. I’ve been opening up a little more every day. I was making those assumptions too, even though I know better. Thanks for the insight and confirmation. 🤗
18 year age difference! He messaged me 2 nights ago after a four month period of silence. Spot on reading. Love your work. All the way from New Zealand!
The longer the better! ☺️ Love the details you uncover in the longer reads give me more clarity! But I also understand you only have so much time. Thank you! 💖
Thank you! The reading was emotional and powerful. We were not stubborn. We were just trying to bury the emotions that were not valuable to us and didn't bring us balance and happiness. But you finally got to the cage inside our heart where we hid the whole truth. ❤🩹
Hi Christina, yes 20 years plus age difference. Check. Following this storyline since last November. Check. And feeling torn between letting go and holding a space in my heart even though it feels pretty much abandoned. And yes, I don’t believe it is easy for her even though she (Scorpio) decided to leave. I love your readings but they don’t help in letting go with😊 all the possibilities seen and felt for a reunion … 😅❤ bittersweet and yet such an important process and journey in knowing self when letting go of expectations and outcome
Everything spot on, but for me known over 10 years not an age gap but they are retired and I still have just 10 more years. 18 years back and forth. Last year they walked away made it look easy. Water sign. Been back and forth on what to do with this feeling like something is missing a year later. I've done a ton of healing. I held back on it before it was a friends but more thing...I wanted more but didn't ever put in the real work on myself to make it happen until after the break. I excel in my work, been trying to date nothing seems to fit for 1 reason or another. Amazing I was almost laughing about you walking around the void. I don't want to say out loud. Lol. You are amazing.
Sas...your reading are always on key..but your logic and sensibility to the scenarios are the best way to forsee ahead a little better. Plus it gives perspective to look at ourselves harder... Dont wanna do that a lot of the times but we just have to. I bet you are an amazing mother and a person your family look up to. Always look forward to hearing your advice.
Thanks Christine, for your time given to intense reading for Libra, which perceived much that's been relevant for me (Libra) during mutual discovery with a Sagittarian, in long decade since we first met.
Ours is a May-December romance. I am 17 years older than he is. Wow. It all came tumbling out at the end of the reading. Wish you had the time to explore it too……my heart is longing.
This is a great reading for me as a Libra rising. The wands reading especially relates to my work. I fell out of specialty training years ago due to health concerns and bereavement and while I love the freedom of contract work it is not fulfilling any more and the work has dried up. The training will be hard and require sacrifice of freedom and the ability to follow my heart in the end it will allow me to follow my professional and relationship goals. My relationship goals will always be unattainable and at the mercy of my career while I am in the present state. I want to be back in another city where I worked recently and have connections both with my music groups and personally, it’s also near my Chiron line. I had better get onto that cover letter and hope that the training body will see it as genuine and I can move on.
Bless you Sassy Scorpion you're so in tune of what is happening with and in my life and my son's life. I'm scared of letting go. Thanks for saying as it is ...I need to wake up and be brave.
Yes a very big age difference over 10 but he was mature in the beginning culturally he was demanding and I focused on my culture. We just shared a connection that was spiritual. I learned the lesson. We met up and I saw him in his comfort I walked but he always on my mind ❤
Rang my bells. It’s funny to watch someone display the emotions you’ve been going through play out in real time in front of you. The perspective was helpful. Welcome to my world, thanks for the visit and insight, I find it extremely helpful. 👍
You are right in this reading every step of the timeline . Ì feel like waiting for this eclipse to pass, and I will feel more inclined to actions and manifestations, hopefully.
Yes ma’am. Nail on the head on so many levels. I’m Libra Sun-he Leo. Both very stubborn. Known 8 yrs., I’m 65yrs old, he 10yrs. younger. The older I get the more I’m inclined feel this can’t be real…as younger women pretty much throw themselves at him. Our chemistry is insane and the energy it creates draws attention to us. Lots of haters-naysayers for our connection. Push pull-should I stay or should I go ect…we seem to take turns with. It’s definitely been challenging. This reading has made me feel like I am NOT crazy, or alone with my thoughts. Thank you for that.💕
I’m late to the reading but I was going- yep that’s me.. And at the end you said April and 10 years, it hit home, everything resonated. Thank you so much for sharing your gift
Omgoodness, this was spot on. When you mentioned feet, lol, I was like damn. I'm very self-conscious of my feet. This reading actually had me crying because it's as though you were in my mind as far as the entire situation and how I've been feeling. It has been an emotional roller coaster, to say the least. Thank you again for sharing your beautiful gift. Have a great weekend ❤
It's a soul level connection, 24/25 yr difference.😅😢.. about a year I know her ♊. But last I saw her was about 13 months ago. She pop in and out of my energy and thoughts. Don't know how to let it go. I hear so many things, this lifetime, next lifetime, ? Karmic bonds, soul bonds , contracts, right person - wrong time, divine timing?. Release her and she will rush in ? 2 half's of the same soul, you do this every life time? I don't know what to believe or think .and at the same time it's a rollercoaster of emotions, thoughs, and expiriances!! That change and shift. At time it like every second at others it's like it flat lines and out of nowhere it's revives and here we go again. 🙌🏾 I give it up to God and let what is met for me stay or come in ..and what is not let me move forward towards what is ment for me . 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾✨
Admittedly, I was one of the viewers who got irrationally angry at the beginning of this reading, and by the ending I was a sobbing mess. Still so much healing to do, it's no wonder why we can't make this work. Thank you, Christina. I needed that kick in the ass.
I want exactly that, balance and honesty, however no such thing as a balanced, well adjusted honesty prospect who would be invested... Manifested like mad to draw this energy, now i feel that another 32 years alone is best....Love my Job and my life i would not take anything less than enhancement to my life...
Yes....Libra Moon( where it counts), yep more then 10 years of knowing eachother,and 16 age gap....Toxicity all over it,the heart couldnt get what it wanted,so had to move on...but the longing always stayed.( and yep he's stubborn Earth)...So resonates,tnx.
Thank for this reading.❤I'm finding a new normal having lost my husband on March 20th. Still having bouts of sadness and crying. 😢 I'm learning to find my happiness again.😊
Thank you Christina ⭐️🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻 Yea, I was ready to drop out, well I did, yesss I am confused and yesss I have my doubts. Frustrating…. well I am very interested to hear your next reading 😇✌🏻🌸
I call my little cabin in the woods my doll house! And the whole first half of the video I was saying “because it’s not my decision” I have a whole family he is older with no ties responsibilities, we are coming back together, slowly, tentatively… he needed to figure out what he wants, I needed to find my stability and independence as a single mother. I will never beg a man to want to join my legacy, and I will not accept anything that is not ready to indulge in the fruit that I bear.. I loved this one, thank you always Christina 💖💖✨
I am a Libra, but this is the reading for my/the Libra I left. So weirdly amazing to see the other side as a cross-watcher, almost. Although it does hurt, badly, I am not waiting (yes, still stuck in my head/heart), but I really appreciate the firm ‘shit or get off the pot’ tone. Thank you.
Crosswatcher here, getting some impressions because I'm dealing with someone with strong Libra placements. Considering the reality of the situation and other information, this feels on point. And while my frequency of checking in has diminished lately: I have most definitely not moved on, or I would probably not be crosswatching here, despite my own Libra placements.
Yes, he's water oriented. What felt and still seems deeply connected has distance attached. I'm not young anymore..and he's asked me to be patient and wait. I'm forcing myself to move on. It's just so difficult. 😢 over 2 years this April, I became free, at which point he pulled back. Yes, he is younger, 6+ years.
Super interesting 🧐 ❤ Been apart for 10 years. That song : Always on my mind just popped into my head while writing this comment. I have changed for the good . Great Memories and important memories. Thank ❤you
37:20 all that wonky stuff directly applies to me. I’ve been feeling that longing extra hard lately and it **hurts**. I’m trying to learn from it but it’s like swimming up a waterfall to actually change anything. A perpetual freeze response 😞 Btw your shirt reminded me of a video I saw where they talk about how to get to ambrosia under the ocean floor you have to stir it up first, which is poisonous. Only then can you access the treasure found in the depths of the ocean. I’m summarizing it poorly I suspect, but I hope the lesson is still understandable. Also- thank you.
Dang Christina! Great reading. I’m just a wee bit stubborn. Haha Yes, he is 10 years older than I am, his birthdate is the 28th, I walked away because my needs were unmet. He was my mirror and it was two years of push and pull. It felt toxic and I’m struggling to let go. I don’t want to wait or long for him anymore. Thank you for sharing your gift with us! 🙌🏽
9 years age difference.He is Taurus ,for the first time we expirienced souch conection ,love ,longing ....but he left me after 2 years . Bit still I feel him feel desier . I can not let go . I need us.
You are reading is exact. The feet , the house I never got to see, i did it again. He started emailing me again, then text and call and it wasn't what I hoped. Today he decided to blow me off yet again. Lame excuses, dancing this dance or cycle too long, over a year, I get hurt every time. yes he's older, 56 I'm 53. He's a sag. I'm libra. He has libra in his top 5. My ex that abused me before him was 10 yrs younger , a cancer. Hes a horrible person. Also today got a threatening message from him. It's been too much heartache I'm only wanting love. I've dated too, I took 4 months last Sumner to heal , stayed alone and did the work. You really put me to tears, I felt you talking to me. It all is what is happening to the t. Thank you Don't make it less easy but makes my faith stronger. ❤
Hey Libra, as you see, yours went beyond the 40 min mark. I pushed it because I had reason to. Regardless, I hope this helps.
It's wild to me that people complain about the length. I'm always like "omg thank you for a longer video!" 🙇♀️💝🎉 Like you're giving freely of your time for these readings. Thank you. ❤
For the first time, this read made me cry today. EVERY detail resonated.
As you know, I am the King of Swords in the the lovers equation. Thank you for going the distance, Christina - Empress Sassy
@Sassy Scorpion I want to be with my love interest & they want to be with me, but I'm taking care of a sick family member who hasn't gotten a proper diagnosis for treatment, and we're separated by states. So it's hard to move towards them when I have someone I have to take care of and we are in different states. They want me to move to their state and be with them. They reached out to me last fall and found me on the Internet and started speaking to me They wanted to know why I didn't marry them. So, for The last six months we've been in constant contact, talking on the phone and emailing and texting. They love me so much and I love them. We went out when we were much younger and this person wanted to marry me, but I wasn't ready at the time. We are in different relationships, separated by states. For me, it is my necessity to care for an ill person. It's very sad and confusing. we love each other and want to be together but how can I move to a different state when l'm taking care of a very ill person who relies on me? I'm so sad about this and confused about this situation. my heart aches I’m so sad. Besides family member we’re both in commitments to other relationships. Any suggestions?
😂 it's expected at this point Saasy!!
Can we get that part 2? Unbelievable resonation.
Love, Communication, Trust, Loyalty, Friendship, Passion, Happiness, Stability, Healing, Peace, Fairness, Balance and Truthful Family.
Christina you are so spot on - I was broken by Pisces leaving - she is out there posting her best life like I never existed which couldn’t hurt more. There is no longer hope for because there is no communication. Biggest most painful regret of my life. Never my star
Thank you Christina! You got to the heart of the matter, I’m am thankful you gave the Libra’s extra time. Lovers met many moons ago, went onto different paths, met up again. It’s like the years melted away. Our lives as different as night and day. But our hearts and souls entwined. It’s scary seeing myself in him, mirror image. The depth of a lovers connection weighs on the mind.
This is MY STORY!!!! I very much think this will be the same for many...im very appreciative you kept it up❤ Walking away is DEFINITELY something i never wish to do again also.🤞🤞 Its sticking with Me!!! When you still love, its very hard, regardless if its the right thing. YES I WANT LOVE....but the right love, so thats when the willingness to drop certain things would be an option. Crazy enough I haven't seen their house, as you said. Yes a 12 year age difference. This was my BIGGEST lesson so far, it hurt the very most, but i learned the very most...and im very grateful for it.
Kelly - I truly feel you. I could almost cut and paste your words and say they are mine, 100% . Though in my case it is reversed (if you will).....I am the King of Swords in this love equation. My person is the Libra.
This read made me cry.
This story is true. Mine varies because he belongs to someone else. I don't dare hurt anyone who's already taken. When I met him he was separated. He got back with her and I never felt the same. In my case I have to walk away. I understand what I have to do. It's been 4 years and I still hurt. Thank you for the reading. It touched me deeply. (He's 10 yrs older than me. Age didn't matter here.)
Man Christina. The painful walk it took for you to get the answer happened in real time for me. It hurts, really bad. This is the first and only tarot reading that made me cry. Deep, heart, throat, gulpy tears. Painful, but true, and needed. Maybe the help you gave in guiding me to the answers will help the solutions from within take effect faster. Thank you. Deeply.
Yes, there is a 10 year difference. I am the older. I have been treated as an option so I walked away. I gave it my all. Then I realized I was the only giver. So, though he pursues me, I cannot bring myself to put myself in that situation again. I want consistency, stability and respect..not just there long enough to reel me back in...I need it every day. I am way too late in my life to make a bad choice. So, I would rather find a love I can trust and depend on to be there for me.
SAME!
Every night for the past 2 years I have recurring dreams of a specific man. I don't know him but every night i dream of him. For the past 6 months I have daytime visions of this same man, each time we are doing a variety of things together. It's driving me nuts because I don't physically know this man, but my intuition tells me he is real. I am at the point that I think I might be trying to manifest a nonexistent man, and I should just accept what is showing up in my life physically.
Not my read today! I know exactly what I want and I’m working towards it so I wish the Libra collective who are in a dark place better days to come and hope they discover themselves and find love again soon ❤🙏🏻
For us it was an age difference of over 10 years. I mourned our loss for a couple years, and he "moved on" within a month. To say it was difficult is an understatement. Heart wrenching. I still think of him often. While my reality balances are much the same, time has passed and while I don't have everything figured out, I am closer than I used to be. Now to take actual action. Intuitively I feel we will connect again. Some readings elude to reconnectivity. But for me without tangible evidence (communication from him) I must keep moving. I dont expect to hear from him. Keeping that mindset after a while keeps me going in helping me heal. I only wish well for him...I understand why we met when we did and it's purpose. For that I am grateful. I have started moving on, and in a way this read was more for a sense of closure and validation. This was a read for me a year ago.
Interesting that it's currently April 😅 we'll see what happens. I'm the one with bare feet...I really should take more care. We're in different states, and I wished at the time I could see his home. Not together in person, but somehow seeing would have made me feel more part of him. That things were real.
Anyway, thank you for keeping it. Even now, it helped me free up some space.
Thankyou for your time and energy Christina. Definitely hit a nerve. You always know how to deep dive emotionally. I have been making steps to move on....and it is hard. Making new patterns, new friends, new scenes, etc. The longing is not as bad as it was.....but it still lingers. He is older than me by 11 years....totally nailed that. We are different cultures. I'm North American and he is European. He used to tell me that he never understood our connection and how unique it felt. This scared him and pulled away when he got too close. He's a Pisces so you also nailed the Water Energy. I feel like we are both at a standstill and neither one of us knows what to do. I think he should reach out and I'm sure he feels that I should be the one. Still don't know what the correct move is. Thankyou for your insight and the sensitive way you deliver the information that is needed. I hope you have a great day.....and love your shirt as well!!!❤🙏
the feet, the age difference Bingo! lol almost spilled my coffee on that one. Thanks for the insightful reading, the longing to fill the hole is real.
This reading helped me cry. Helped me feel what I’m afraid of. Thank you 😊 ❤
I pause the read at this point because the way the chastising energy came through is a perfect example of why I don't want to talk to anyone. I feel like people don't get where I'm at, or the magnitude of the intense process I've been moving through. I find people insensitive and wanting to lecture me. They want to tell me what I should be doing when they have no reference point for where I'm at and if they were in my shoes, I strongly doubt they would be able to walk in 'em. I've seen them fold with things that are but a scratch.
I don't want anyone or anything but my peace and I'm actively manifesting that. I am taking action every single day. What is clear is what I don't want.
I have seen the ugliest sides of humanity crammed into the past three years and sadly, even in my closest relationships.
I don't want a lover right now. I'm not pining for love. I want a new beginning where I can focus on my spiritual and creative growth without distractions, or harassment, which I'm actively engaged in manifesting for myself.
What's holding me back is practicalities in making the moves I want to make. I'm making the moves I can every day and getting closer to my vision, but it's a way off, so that's why you're not seeing future engagement, at least in my case.
I tend to stay present. Longing is a waste of personal power. What's to long for when everything you could ever need is all right here in the moment?
So I meditate. I make art. I focus on my work. I laugh. And I keep having the strength and courage to stand alone, closing doors to garden paths, false pursuits, and everything I find ugly, untrue in the world.
That frustration you felt is the frustration I feel. People by and large are clueless, self-indulgent, entitled, and are concerned with things that at the end of the day, have no true value. I can't relate and I'm done pretending that I do to maintain the Collective illusion.
No one gets it, except for one dear friend that I talk to on the regular who has a heart of gold, and my German Shepherd, Ted. That is enough for me. I'm grateful for all I have. What comes, is what comes. What goes, is what goes. I find joy in simple things that people take for granted daily, but that's what happens when you made it through the valley of the shadow of death. Non-attachment is a beautiful thing. I'm already free. I don't reach, long, strive for anything anymore. I'm present. That's all there truly is. Someday, hopefully more will see this.
I guess you call that renunciation. I'm on a spiritual journey. Maybe a fellow spiritual traveler will cross my path and I will have a tantric love. Beautiful vision. I would be open to that, but that's not found lookin' for it.
Have you seen the dating scene? It's ridiculous out here. Who would long for any of that? 😂
I love your message. It is word for word what I feel, and where I am. ❤@ Broad Coven
Thank you! Its rare i cry watching a tarot reading. ❤
Thank you :)
wow! I usually cry watching your video's because you hit on something that I need to heal, This video I cried 3 times... yes I have heard stubborn a lot in my life lol.. I knew what you were saying was my story but when you confirmed it with the age gap, yea there came the tears again! This whirlwind of a story has been going on for a year, I fell hard and out of nowhere for one of my regulars at my store, who has since ghosted me.. kinda.. I have never felt someone's vibe so intensely in my 50 yrs of life, He is a much younger cop who is always calm, cool and collective, as he of course has to be for his career,, and yes a water sign.. I unfortunately made it toxic, as every time he tried to further our relationship with hints, I would go all queen of swords and freeze and shut down, or we would mirror each other...he knew and would back off a bit but keep the humor going as that helped.. I think he just got tired of trying, so now ghosted, its hard because when he is on duty he has to patrol by the store, I am still grateful for what took place but at the time I just couldn't believe that, that kinda of love could happen to me.. when I wasn't scared or nervous and just let everything flow it was the most beautiful connection I have ever felt in my life!! Spot on reading and Thank you for helping me heal!!
Gaping hole, lots of bleeding. But to quote Rumi: "The wound is the place where the light enters you." Thanks for hanging in there with the reading Christina, it's not that easy for one to talk about. I've expressed more regarding my anger than my raw woundedness from this. And your insights about the confusion over toxic elements being present & up-for-review were very helpful. I still find this particular aspect very difficult to sort out after two years of struggling with it. I'm a Scorpio sun with Libra rising, & my "significant other" is a Cancer sun, & I suspect a Libra rising (which you also astutely picked up on). My other concern is around whether or not there is still a third party involvement which I want nothing to do with.
Yep you are right I am feeling down 😢😢😢
Thank you for being firm and gentle, its the best way for me to recieve without 1. Closing off or 2 not taking accountability
So glad you didn't do away with this reading. Thank you Christina❤
Yes he’s 10 years younger than me. We’re different to the casual observer in many different ways. But when we’re together we feel so in tune with each other. Similar in ways that were important to us.
Holy shit
That was right to my heart
Yes this is me
I was heartbroken when someone walked away and I don’t know why
6 months ago -
Have been pretty stuck but still working and showing up in my job
I don’t think I can go toward him I suspect I wasn’t the only one he was seeing.
I still think about it - it doesn’t hurt so much
Time to wrap this one up I think…
Thank you Christina
It’s amazing when you see and hear truth
You’re a special gift to us - your readings are something else
And yes I’m 10 years older than him..
Much love
❤️❤️❤️
I have never felt so vulnerable yet validated by a reading. I havent cried this hard in a long while.Thankyou,i really needed this.🥰
Thank you for putting this up. You nailed it. Last year I resisted a young Scorpio’s advances. She tried for six months but I couldn’t move past the twenty year age gap. As much as I grew to love her, as perfect as she was in so many ways I couldn’t bring myself to give in to it. She eventually moved to a different state and found someone in her own age group and I’m happy for her. We’re still friends but damn it’s left an ache that I can’t fix. I keep telling myself it couldn’t have worked out long term. It’s no consolation. Thank you for finishing this reading. I’m hoping it’ll help towards healing from this and moving on.
He's 17yrs younger. Don't worry, I'm in my 60's. Lol😂
@ Christina, you are spot on with the age, 10 years, and 15 years together. 3 and half years broken up. Still feel so drawn to him, been celibate since the breakup. He was a cheater and I saw the potential he had. Of course, you know all that. I wish you had personal readings. I'm blessed for you and I appreciate you
Wow on the nose Sassy...11 yr difference in fact.Bless you Beautiful Soul 🙏🏻
Wow ,what a reading .I.m literally in tears . Thanks for setting me straight.The past is really done here ,need to totally move on .Its been going on too long, i cannot go back
Thank you for pushing our Libra reading. As always, you are spot on. The last five minutes when you got that surprise card, I said, "YES!" OMG. But no surprise to me that you pulled out a confirmation for me. Ten years!!! Age difference. It was like you were hearing me say, "She is ten years older than me!" And I get to see her next week after 35 years, if she doesn't get cold feet. Thank you for comforting me. Christina.
Thanks for sticking with it till you got it! It's not the simplest thing to define or communicate. Known each other for 16 years. Always been 8,000 km apart and there's a 26 year age gap. Yes, I'd say we both accept it now. We've each tried to walk away in the past. We've made a lot of progress in the last 5 years and much more in recent months. That doesn't mean the path ahead is clear or all planned out. It does mean we won't be abandoning each other. If I had a magic wand...perhaps I do and haven't recognized it yet...
You're right appearances aren't important. The connection, the mirroring of one another, the understanding, the unconditional acceptance -- you can't put a price on those things. I know we've each learned a lot and changed in healthy ways as a result of getting to know each other.
Love the little cottage. An idyllic little cottage in a peaceful setting has been a part of my dream for years, even before we met. I don't know where it is or how it will come. I do expect it to manifest and I believe we'll share it at least some of the time.
It would be a dream come true to have a one on one session with you around all of this. I look forward to your readings and you often speak to what's going on in my life. Thanks again for a reading that completely resonates. You put your heart and soul into your readings even when they don't fit my life. Much appreciated.
Oh my gosh. You said the red balloon. That phrase alone means everything
I literally have chills... listening toward the end and we legit are a 10 year age gap..... I just about jumped out my chair listening because that was just way to specific!!!!
Christina you were so spot of with this... I miss him so much but I feel he has moved on.. I have expressed this to him ... I can't let go. 😢
You are the wake up call, Christina. It’s time for me to rise and move forward 🙏🏼
Wasn’t sure if I was still in this grouping/story line until big feet and ten years. Hermit mode since last September. It’s ok Christina, I think most of us are getting it. For me it’s been routine, inner work, routine, inner work. I’ve been opening up a little more every day. I was making those assumptions too, even though I know better. Thanks for the insight and confirmation. 🤗
18 year age difference! He messaged me 2 nights ago after a four month period of silence. Spot on reading. Love your work. All the way from New Zealand!
I’m looking for “ HONEST “ Communication. Don’t tell me what you think I want to hear 🤔. Thanks Christina your Amazing Girl ✌🏼
The longer the better! ☺️
Love the details you uncover in the longer reads give me more clarity! But I also understand you only have so much time. Thank you! 💖
Thank you! The reading was emotional and powerful. We were not stubborn. We were just trying to bury the emotions that were not valuable to us and didn't bring us balance and happiness. But you finally got to the cage inside our heart where we hid the whole truth. ❤🩹
Hi have been listening to to ur reading and ur voice and your look and they way u speak is out of this world my head is spinning u have the power
Hi Christina, yes 20 years plus age difference. Check. Following this storyline since last November. Check. And feeling torn between letting go and holding a space in my heart even though it feels pretty much abandoned. And yes, I don’t believe it is easy for her even though she (Scorpio) decided to leave. I love your readings but they don’t help in letting go with😊 all the possibilities seen and felt for a reunion … 😅❤ bittersweet and yet such an important process and journey in knowing self when letting go of expectations and outcome
When you’re on, you hit hard!
I appreciate you.
Blessings
Everything spot on, but for me known over 10 years not an age gap but they are retired and I still have just 10 more years. 18 years back and forth. Last year they walked away made it look easy. Water sign. Been back and forth on what to do with this feeling like something is missing a year later. I've done a ton of healing. I held back on it before it was a friends but more thing...I wanted more but didn't ever put in the real work on myself to make it happen until after the break. I excel in my work, been trying to date nothing seems to fit for 1 reason or another. Amazing I was almost laughing about you walking around the void. I don't want to say out loud. Lol. You are amazing.
14 year difference thank you Christina hugs
Sas...your reading are always on key..but your logic and sensibility to the scenarios are the best way to forsee ahead a little better. Plus it gives perspective to look at ourselves harder...
Dont wanna do that a lot of the times but we just have to.
I bet you are an amazing mother and a person your family look up to.
Always look forward to hearing your advice.
Yes, almost 10 years difference.
Thanks Christine, for your time given to intense reading for Libra, which perceived much that's been relevant for me (Libra) during mutual discovery with a Sagittarian, in long decade since we first met.
Thank you, Christina for persisting...have a wonderful Shogun evening!
Ours is a May-December romance. I am 17 years older than he is. Wow. It all came tumbling out at the end of the reading. Wish you had the time to explore it too……my heart is longing.
This is a great reading for me as a Libra rising. The wands reading especially relates to my work. I fell out of specialty training years ago due to health concerns and bereavement and while I love the freedom of contract work it is not fulfilling any more and the work has dried up. The training will be hard and require sacrifice of freedom and the ability to follow my heart in the end it will allow me to follow my professional and relationship goals. My relationship goals will always be unattainable and at the mercy of my career while I am in the present state. I want to be back in another city where I worked recently and have connections both with my music groups and personally, it’s also near my Chiron line.
I had better get onto that cover letter and hope that the training body will see it as genuine and I can move on.
Bless you Sassy Scorpion you're so in tune of what is happening with and in my life and my son's life. I'm scared of letting go. Thanks for saying as it is ...I need to wake up and be brave.
It is a huge age difference. 30 years. So, no matter how I feel, I decided that I would stop myself completely. She has a whole life to live.
Yes a very big age difference over 10 but he was mature in the beginning culturally he was demanding and I focused on my culture. We just shared a connection that was spiritual. I learned the lesson. We met up and I saw him in his comfort I walked but he always on my mind ❤
Rang my bells. It’s funny to watch someone display the emotions you’ve been going through play out in real time in front of you. The perspective was helpful. Welcome to my world, thanks for the visit and insight, I find it extremely helpful. 👍
You are right in this reading every step of the timeline . Ì feel like waiting for this eclipse to pass, and I will feel more inclined to actions and manifestations, hopefully.
Yes ma’am. Nail on the head on so many levels. I’m Libra Sun-he Leo. Both very stubborn. Known 8 yrs., I’m 65yrs old, he 10yrs. younger. The older I get the more I’m inclined feel this can’t be real…as younger women pretty much throw themselves at him. Our chemistry is insane and the energy it creates draws attention to us. Lots of haters-naysayers for our connection. Push pull-should I stay or should I go ect…we seem to take turns with. It’s definitely been challenging.
This reading has made me feel like I am NOT crazy, or alone with my thoughts.
Thank you for that.💕
I’m late to the reading but I was going- yep that’s me.. And at the end you said April and 10 years, it hit home, everything resonated. Thank you so much for sharing your gift
Yesssss 10 years age difference 🎉🎉🎉🎉
I watch Shogun too and I love it! Beautiful show! And it renewed my interest in Japan.
LoL... First couple minutes is exactly how I'm feeling. Libra moon here 💕and thank you for the extra minutes.
Omgoodness, this was spot on. When you mentioned feet, lol, I was like damn. I'm very self-conscious of my feet. This reading actually had me crying because it's as though you were in my mind as far as the entire situation and how I've been feeling. It has been an emotional roller coaster, to say the least. Thank you again for sharing your beautiful gift. Have a great weekend ❤
Thanks, you basically read my story.. wish I knew a way out of this dilemma.
It's a soul level connection, 24/25 yr difference.😅😢.. about a year I know her ♊. But last I saw her was about 13 months ago. She pop in and out of my energy and thoughts. Don't know how to let it go. I hear so many things, this lifetime, next lifetime, ? Karmic bonds, soul bonds , contracts, right person - wrong time, divine timing?. Release her and she will rush in ? 2 half's of the same soul, you do this every life time? I don't know what to believe or think .and at the same time it's a rollercoaster of emotions, thoughs, and expiriances!! That change and shift. At time it like every second at others it's like it flat lines and out of nowhere it's revives and here we go again. 🙌🏾 I give it up to God and let what is met for me stay or come in ..and what is not let me move forward towards what is ment for me . 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾✨
Dammit Christina, appreciate your guidance more than you realize ❤❤❤THANK THANK YOU for immense healing
I did a reading today and the Ace of Pentacles & Ace of swords showed up!
Admittedly, I was one of the viewers who got irrationally angry at the beginning of this reading, and by the ending I was a sobbing mess. Still so much healing to do, it's no wonder why we can't make this work. Thank you, Christina. I needed that kick in the ass.
I want exactly that, balance and honesty, however no such thing as a balanced, well adjusted honesty prospect who would be invested... Manifested like mad to draw this energy, now i feel that another 32 years alone is best....Love my Job and my life i would not take anything less than enhancement to my life...
What an amazing read Christina!! Absolutely insightful ❤ Thank you for sharing your talent with us
Wow ......! Everything was spot on also there was an age difference..
Omg! You are fantastic!!! Yes on the age difference 🤭
OH goodness! 10 years difference 😮 you just slapped it right at me 😂 yes. That’s definitely it.
Yes....Libra Moon( where it counts), yep more then 10 years of knowing eachother,and 16 age gap....Toxicity all over it,the heart couldnt get what it wanted,so had to move on...but the longing always stayed.( and yep he's stubborn Earth)...So resonates,tnx.
Damn woman, spot on again.
Yes age difference, almost 25 years
Thank for this reading.❤I'm finding a new normal having lost my husband on March 20th. Still having bouts of sadness and crying. 😢 I'm learning to find my happiness again.😊
Every so often your libra readings really resonate with me, thank you 💜💜💜
Holy shit! This is literally spot on from first card to last. Thanks for the patience Christina...yup ...😏
Thank you Christina ⭐️🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
Yea, I was ready to drop out, well I did, yesss I am confused and yesss I have my doubts. Frustrating…. well I am very interested to hear your next reading 😇✌🏻🌸
I call my little cabin in the woods my doll house! And the whole first half of the video I was saying “because it’s not my decision” I have a whole family he is older with no ties responsibilities, we are coming back together, slowly, tentatively… he needed to figure out what he wants, I needed to find my stability and independence as a single mother. I will never beg a man to want to join my legacy, and I will not accept anything that is not ready to indulge in the fruit that I bear.. I loved this one, thank you always Christina 💖💖✨
14 year difference 🌱
12 year age difference 😮, with a Gemini - The Lovers! Love it ❤!Reading helps tremendously, thank you.
I am a Libra, but this is the reading for my/the Libra I left. So weirdly amazing to see the other side as a cross-watcher, almost. Although it does hurt, badly, I am not waiting (yes, still stuck in my head/heart), but I really appreciate the firm ‘shit or get off the pot’ tone. Thank you.
Thank you, Christina.
I glad you are here, and I watch you ever week., I feel you hear what I say, Thanks really...❤
Libra moon...Thank you my water cousin 😘
Crosswatcher here, getting some impressions because I'm dealing with someone with strong Libra placements. Considering the reality of the situation and other information, this feels on point.
And while my frequency of checking in has diminished lately: I have most definitely not moved on, or I would probably not be crosswatching here, despite my own Libra placements.
You are so awesome. You point out exactly where I am and what I am feeling and needing ❤. Thank you
I want TWR and would give up SR in a heartbeat. Said it, thank you 11:48 ❤
Yes, he's water oriented. What felt and still seems deeply connected has distance attached. I'm not young anymore..and he's asked me to be patient and wait. I'm forcing myself to move on. It's just so difficult. 😢 over 2 years this April, I became free, at which point he pulled back. Yes, he is younger, 6+ years.
Super interesting 🧐 ❤
Been apart for 10 years.
That song : Always on my mind just popped into my head while writing this comment.
I have changed for the good .
Great Memories and important memories.
Thank ❤you
Did you just Ch-Ch-Ch- Chia us at 2:37?! You're such a doll! 😊
Thank you.
This reading really hit me hard, i feel it in my heart n soul. Thank you again
100% correct with the Ace of Swords.
Thank you so much🙏 Lovely, Sweet and Dear Christine, right on point, God Bless U!
You got it in the end my superstar, I’m Libra connected with a male scorpion ❤
37:20 all that wonky stuff directly applies to me. I’ve been feeling that longing extra hard lately and it **hurts**. I’m trying to learn from it but it’s like swimming up a waterfall to actually change anything. A perpetual freeze response 😞
Btw your shirt reminded me of a video I saw where they talk about how to get to ambrosia under the ocean floor you have to stir it up first, which is poisonous. Only then can you access the treasure found in the depths of the ocean.
I’m summarizing it poorly I suspect, but I hope the lesson is still understandable. Also- thank you.
Dang Christina! Great reading. I’m just a wee bit stubborn. Haha
Yes, he is 10 years older than I am, his birthdate is the 28th, I walked away because my needs were unmet. He was my mirror and it was two years of push and pull. It felt toxic and I’m struggling to let go. I don’t want to wait or long for him anymore. Thank you for sharing your gift with us! 🙌🏽
9 years age difference.He is Taurus ,for the first time we expirienced souch conection ,love ,longing ....but he left me after 2 years .
Bit still I feel him feel desier .
I can not let go .
I need us.
You are reading is exact. The feet , the house I never got to see, i did it again. He started emailing me again, then text and call and it wasn't what I hoped. Today he decided to blow me off yet again. Lame excuses, dancing this dance or cycle too long, over a year, I get hurt every time. yes he's older, 56 I'm 53. He's a sag. I'm libra. He has libra in his top 5. My ex that abused me before him was 10 yrs younger , a cancer. Hes a horrible person. Also today got a threatening message from him.
It's been too much heartache I'm only wanting love. I've dated too, I took 4 months last Sumner to heal , stayed alone and did the work. You really put me to tears, I felt you talking to me. It all is what is happening to the t.
Thank you
Don't make it less easy but makes my faith stronger. ❤
Ha! I started singing it before you did!😂 Britney
I also heard, "I still haven't found, what I'm looking for"....🤷🏼♀️
Also mulders click and mortons neuroma on my foot limping about diagnosed a month ago