the ending of the song is exactly what loving somebody that hurts us feels like. the guitar keeps looping beautifully while all the disruptions increase, it’s like getting hurt over and over again but remembering all the beautiful things about that person and it’s such an internal war. it portrayed that beautifully
the meaning of this song honestly hurts so bad, losing someone you cant decide how to feel about, a bittersweet feeling with a hint of guilt. the knowledge of knowing how bad they hurt you but knowing how much you guys had. the closer to light the bigger the shadow
My mother was very abusive and she recently died, back in September of 19, and I heard this song and every lyrics fits my situation and I just broke down crying. This song is so beautiful.
My stepdad used to abuse me as a kid it lasted about 6 years until I came home to my dad with a broken nose and cuts and bruises all over my body and I finally told him he isn't in my life that much anymore but he's doing pretty bad and is into drugs and I still care for him for some reason and idk I just kinda get where your coming from
This music helps me a lot to let out all my feelings, been crying alot. Mom please don't disappear, you're the precious person I've ever had, when I want something so bad I get mad at u so u just buy it, when dad kept screaming at u and u just endure it, the finances, when brother kept saying unnecessary things repeatedly. I can't imagine the pain youve had. You're the best mom ever
Can't help but feel and think that the ending of this song is how Mac Demarco felt going through such an experience with someone who is suppose to be your dad. Traumatized, confused and just emotionally tired of dealing with it.
This song is just so beautiful. I love the ending and how all of these sounds come crashing down on you, it really adds to the meaning of the song and all of the emotions that flood your head. New favorite mac song
I'm in hospice, I've been told that I probably have a month or too left. I accepted that a while ago I guess, ill die from something so far beyond anyone's control that there is nothing left to do. Now I'm home. I always thought people in hospice were miserable, but I find comfort in my home now, my parents and siblings haven't accepted it quite yet, on days I feel worse I'll give them a warmer send off, just in case, but they always fight me on it. So here I am, home, saying my goodbyes because everybody dies. This song is like a warm embrace, whats happening feels too real when I listen to this song. Maybe I haven't fully accepted it I guess. But that's okay now. Thank you for the music 🫶
there’s something your subconscious is bothered from and the conscious hears the sound is like hey subconscious is this what it feels like, what it can sound like , what is that ?
im so sorry to everyone experiencing or those who had experienced an abusive or just downright horrible relationship. i hope you recover from all of this and youre all in my thoughts
My father is still alive, but because he’s been absent and emotionally negligent for most of my childhood, he might as well be dead. He’s a stranger, and I feel like I lost him years ago. I can’t help but relate to so many of Mac’s songs. The way he beautifully writes songs about he and his father’s complicated relationship is so relatable in so many ways
I also feel this but since last year I’m having this strong urge just to meet him. Most likely I’ll be disappointed but I’m a man now, I can’t be hurt, I can only hope to let him know that I understand now.
I love mac demarco even if I don’t know many of Mac’s songs I still love the songs I’ve heard from him this is by far my favourite it’s speaks to me like another language it’s so majestical
Damn my dad just died last night and this was the song that kept bouncing in my head when I learned about the lyrics it was understandable why and it's cool and crazy that other people are feeling the same way I am about this song.. I love it, it's a beautiful song.
My father was in and out of my life then left for good at the age of 8. I’m now 18 and he’s come back because he’s ill, the feeling of hate but also heartbreak of watching him breakdown in front of you, knowing things didn’t have to be this way, being distant but also knowing you don’t have much time left. Thank you mac for helping me cope.
Another one that hits that deep sense of life in me. Fathers and mothers are just people like every one of us. Hopes, dreams, pain, memories and responsibilities. as much as I want to point the finger, I try to imagine myself in their shoes. would I be waking up at night thinking about my dreams that I gave up for family? Probably, every night.
It’s so strange to know that you should love someone, but to have total apathy instead. As if that person is merely another stranger. They should’ve been there to raise you, to help you learn what you need to learn in order to be a man. But they’re not even there. A stranger.
It even weirder when you can tell what happened to them, cuz people don’t pop up and try to understand and respect it while still having to think of yourself. Like they’re responsible for you but they never really took care of themselves
This song just brings me confront when I'm alone with no parents both are gone it just makes me cry when I think about it or talk about it I just wish I could've said goodbye.
no joke, when i first listened to this song i felt literal CHILLS through my body, and not only that it was raining... i felt i was in heaven, literally and figuratively... matt is a fucking genius.
My grandpa commited suicide 21 yrs ago. Are family still not over it. I dont remember much because i was a baby when he would take care of me. I remember his smile but the memory was only vivid. The last thing he said after he left was "grandpa going away for awhile... I love you" that what my mother last heard him say. After that he went missing and was found in Idaho.
@velavokitty6482 Has the family and authorities considered the possibility that the scene in Idaho may not have been a suicide...just staged to look that way, by someone else? I'm So Sorry For Your Loss.
@@jayekaye5638 the way that they saw it as like something that he wouldn't have done like they it looks like somebody helped him but also not really sure
This song reminds we so much if my cat that died today,it’s weird feeling that my cat isn’t home,this song literally relates to my cat and the situation. I’m glad Mac did this song🫶🏼
Reading these comments…man life really isn’t called life anymore is just a time lapse that makes us teenagers go mad and insane over some things.I really hope everyone who’s having a hard time to know that they’re not alone,they have people behind them that we are gonna help them with the best things we can so please just trust yourself have the guts to battle or duel anything.Ur Not Alone.And everytime you think of to do stupid things just think how much it would hurt a guy like me that’s trying his best to help you and seeing no results duel ur own self to beat everything and every kind u want you are urself and you got you’r own self and thats all you need in life.Please don’t give up keep pushing and pushing,duel or challenge urself every time every kind of aspect and enjoy ur life don’t loose it over some small things that were meant to be.-Margaritar:)
I'm home with moonlight on the river. feeling some type of vibe with this tonight. can't put my finger on it. love peace and hair grease to everyone in the comments going through something. You can get through it.
I lost my best friend last year from lymphoma, he was only 16. After hearing this song made me think about him, and I still miss him to this day. Just listening to the lyrics of the song made me want to cry. I'm now completing my time in high school and I still felt that things weren't the same without him.
This song makes me cry...I miss my pet so much, he lived such short life and I don't know what I did wrong...I loved him so much, this song helps me with my depression and helps me cry when I want to...
I have been looking for a chill song for a while, I listen to heavy metal but I've felt disconnected from the world. Sometimes I need some chill music to listen to
Me and my dad didn’t have the best relationship before he died, but the last thing I told him two days before he died was I loved him, which I did, and always will. When he died he took a piece of my soul with him, and I don’t think I will ever quite be the same person, he died when I was 21. We were so close, but due to mental illnesses and me getting stuck in the stereotypical cycle of a young adult that has no clue what they want out of life, we really butt heads and grew apart the last 3 years or so, it didn’t help that my parents split up and I lived 4 hours away from him. This song reminds me of my dad, and kinda fits how I feel about his passing. I will always love that man, but he did some fucked up shit. I think I’ll see him again though.
This song brings me back to the days me and my best friend would sit around and listen to Mac demarco and just enjoy life. He overdosed around 4 months ago now we stopped talking towards the end because I tried everything I could to help and nothing was working. The day I got the call from his mom that he had died from a fentanyl OD 2 hours before he was gonna go to rehab my life completely broke, my heart hurts still I wish I could go back and not lose touch with him. I need help man I’m a mess I have nobody to talk to about it so here I am at 10:30 alone reminiscing in sorrow.
During my breakup I was listening to Demarco just one day, I never felt so close and familiar with the song especially when the lyric “I’d say see you next time If I thought there was a next time” hits so close. I never knew about the whereabouts of my ex when their device got taken away. I was just sitting here, listening to a song that is so spectacular, many thoughts, where was I going beyond this point? Is my ex going to leave me? Did they just wanted to avoid me the whole time? It’s mind-boggling. And I haven’t even got to go in detail how “It’s so strange deciding how I feel about you” Goodness, it describes how I felt this summer. I was so attached yet stuck, I wanted to believe they never lied to me. it took me 2 months to fall out of love, I tricked myself into thinking they loved me. And I’m proud to say those days are over. Lastly, during the part where the buildup to the static, it describes how just everything you looked at so dearly just falls down in real time. As if it was almost all for nothing. Just a memory beyond that point. And all that can happen is you to watch. Thank you Mac for helping me go through such possibly one of the best and most insane junk to ever happen to me this year.
I’ve been a fan of Mac Demarco since he came out. This is one of my favs. My dad raised me but abused me throughout that time idk how I’ll ever feel. Maybe I’ll feel better when he’s gone “ it’s so strange deciding how I feel about you “ I got away when I was about 15 & never went back.
@@Shoya2256the pain will always be there but you get better at dealing with it but im certain he loves you very much even after death he will live through you
Lyrics: I'd say, see you later If I thought I'd see you later And I'd tell you, that I love you If I did It's so strange, deciding How to feel about it It's such strange emotion Standing there beside it I'm home With moonlight on the river Saying my goodbyes I'm home With moonlight on the river Everybody dies I'd say, see you next time If I thought there were a next time Easy conversation Ain't exactly where we at It's so strange, deciding How I feel about you It ain't like I aint used to going on without you I'm home with moonlight on the river Saying my goodbyes I'm home There's moonlight on the river Everybody dies I'm home With moonlight on the river Saying my goodbyes I'm home There's moonlight on the river Everybody dies
The melody just takes me to a beautiful park at night with the scent of fresh-cut grass that I bask in but snatched of it when I hear "everybody dies".
My best friend of mine passed away 2 days ago 17 Sept 2021 in a tragic motorcycle crash.. The last conversation we had was during my birthday 14 September. This lyric fit my situation.
When you realise your best friend has moved on from you without saying goodbye and has become what you two have hated since you were elementary school kids
This is exactly how I feel about Him . Although it’s hard to explain I’m still in love with you and the thought of you I came to my mind it’s you and only you and will always be you - Rihanna
i had an extremely abusive ex bf a few years ago. he was so manipulative and had so much control over me i never knew what to do in those situations and started to think it was normal in most relationships. even though he changed my life in both good and bad ways i will always love and miss him. there were times where we were so happy and times where we weren’t. now i realize that it hurts so much to simply miss him.
The ending just kind of… reminds me of having nails drilled into my skull- idk.. it’s like, it reminds me of the pain I feel, but at the same time it’s taking the pain away. It matches the pain I feel and cancels it out. What the hell is wrong with me…
I'd say, see you later, if I thought I'd see you later And I'd tell you, that I loved you, if I did It's so strange, deciding, how to feel about it It's such strange, emotion, standing there beside it I'm home, with moonlight on the river, saying my goodbyes I'm home, there's moonlight on the river, everybody dies I'd say, see you next time, if I thought there were a next time Easy conversation, ain't exactly where we're at It's so strange, deciding, how I feel about you It ain't like, I ain't used, to going on without you I'm home, with moonlight on the river, saying my goodbyes I'm home, there's moonlight on the river, everybody dies I'm home, with moonlight on the river, saying my goodbyes I'm home, there's moonlight on the river, everybody dies
My dad overdosed, recently. I saved his life ane he went to the hospital, I sat there with him. Holding his hand with my head on his lap. "I'm not gonna be here, not no more." he said to me and I broke down, after hours he later died in my arms. I had to go through that and his last words were "I'm glad I have a beautiful daughter" he destroyed my life but he was always there, he made me feel safe when I was with him all though he made me smoke and drink but every moments with him mean so much. I still cry to him and I went to his grave and I felt him there with me, say I'm crazy but I always never feel alone when I sit there venting and telling him. God has him, I hope. He deserves better and I was the one helping him as my family didn't do shit. Giving him CPR, but I didn't get to save him the second time and I always take that as my fault. I live with guilt.
My mom went to his grave and burned it, I knew it was her. She even told me and I called the cops on her, all the stuff I got with my own money was burned away.
Aww man this is so emotional makes me think of my baby boy i love him sm but idk i feel like he dont love me anymore and it hurts a lot i hope he still loves me tho I can't lose him
the ending of the song is exactly what loving somebody that hurts us feels like. the guitar keeps looping beautifully while all the disruptions increase, it’s like getting hurt over and over again but remembering all the beautiful things about that person and it’s such an internal war. it portrayed that beautifully
Real😂
OMG! Im crying
So poetic and poignant with your words. Concisely put!
the meaning of this song honestly hurts so bad, losing someone you cant decide how to feel about, a bittersweet feeling with a hint of guilt. the knowledge of knowing how bad they hurt you but knowing how much you guys had. the closer to light the bigger the shadow
AH YES
Seeing someone in my dreams that I no longer have a connection with.
My mother was very abusive and she recently died, back in September of 19, and I heard this song and every lyrics fits my situation and I just broke down crying. This song is so beautiful.
My stepdad used to abuse me as a kid it lasted about 6 years until I came home to my dad with a broken nose and cuts and bruises all over my body and I finally told him he isn't in my life that much anymore but he's doing pretty bad and is into drugs and I still care for him for some reason and idk I just kinda get where your coming from
I’m so sorry man, my dad was also very abusive and my mother finally got rid of him. It will get better
thats my birthday
@@invadertaz was about to say that
Shut up pussy. That's why you're a furry.
This music helps me a lot to let out all my feelings, been crying alot. Mom please don't disappear, you're the precious person I've ever had, when I want something so bad I get mad at u so u just buy it, when dad kept screaming at u and u just endure it, the finances, when brother kept saying unnecessary things repeatedly. I can't imagine the pain youve had. You're the best mom ever
If only there's one thing I can say and hypnotize this world, I would just say limit your own emotions and think first before saying it
U sound like a brat
i hope she reads this and feels grateful for having a good son (or daughter) as you
Can't help but feel and think that the ending of this song is how Mac Demarco felt going through such an experience with someone who is suppose to be your dad. Traumatized, confused and just emotionally tired of dealing with it.
Mind explaining what this means?
@@antonn.mp4mac’s father had been diagnosed with cancer and passed away but he wasn’t ever really there for mac
This song is just so beautiful. I love the ending and how all of these sounds come crashing down on you, it really adds to the meaning of the song and all of the emotions that flood your head. New favorite mac song
I'm in hospice, I've been told that I probably have a month or too left. I accepted that a while ago I guess, ill die from something so far beyond anyone's control that there is nothing left to do. Now I'm home. I always thought people in hospice were miserable, but I find comfort in my home now, my parents and siblings haven't accepted it quite yet, on days I feel worse I'll give them a warmer send off, just in case, but they always fight me on it. So here I am, home, saying my goodbyes because everybody dies. This song is like a warm embrace, whats happening feels too real when I listen to this song. Maybe I haven't fully accepted it I guess. But that's okay now. Thank you for the music 🫶
i hope you make it past 2 months❤
@@yublydubly thank you 🫶
you still here?
Rest In Peace
I hope your life was full of joy
It’s so strange, deciding, *how I feel about you.*
i’m high asf rn and this comment is just so beautiful
Never liked a comment so fast
My elementary friend died today from getting shot, this song is actually my feeling right now, miss you man :(
You’re strong bro
the ending of the song makes me dissociate from reality
I thought I was the only one. I felt to heavy I had to stop the song and see if someone else had the same reactions
yes
@@c0smcangel938 i stop the song there :/ i just felt like im back to reality again
Gives me anxiety
there’s something your subconscious is bothered from and the conscious hears the sound is like hey subconscious is this what it feels like, what it can sound like , what is that ?
“It’s so strange deciding how I feel about you” hit so hard
im so sorry to everyone experiencing or those who had experienced an abusive or just downright horrible relationship. i hope you recover from all of this and youre all in my thoughts
Your an angel, the world needs more people like you 💗💗
@@xo.emmaaaaa i appreciate this comment so much, thank you 💕😭
My father is still alive, but because he’s been absent and emotionally negligent for most of my childhood, he might as well be dead. He’s a stranger, and I feel like I lost him years ago. I can’t help but relate to so many of Mac’s songs. The way he beautifully writes songs about he and his father’s complicated relationship is so relatable in so many ways
i never jnew tsrt 😊
I also feel this but since last year I’m having this strong urge just to meet him. Most likely I’ll be disappointed but I’m a man now, I can’t be hurt, I can only hope to let him know that I understand now.
I love mac demarco even if I don’t know many of Mac’s songs I still love the songs I’ve heard from him this is by far my favourite it’s speaks to me like another language it’s so majestical
i simply adore him and your work♡
kenmaa
I love my dad. Its gonna hurt seeing him grow old.
Me. Too brother. I feel ya. I'm 14 he's 56... Love Mac ❤️ thanks for the comment
It kills me inside every time I come home from college and see them aging
Yep. I’m 13, he’s 61. I don’t even know if my dad is gonna get the chance to see me get married, but a girls gotta try 😭
@@A_certainUserliterally
it’s reversed fo me, I love my mom. Not my dad
Damn my dad just died last night and this was the song that kept bouncing in my head when I learned about the lyrics it was understandable why and it's cool and crazy that other people are feeling the same way I am about this song..
I love it, it's a beautiful song.
So sorry for your loss.
Sorry for your loss.
are u ok??
Im so sorry for ur loss❤
Hope your doing good bud
My father was in and out of my life then left for good at the age of 8. I’m now 18 and he’s come back because he’s ill, the feeling of hate but also heartbreak of watching him breakdown in front of you, knowing things didn’t have to be this way, being distant but also knowing you don’t have much time left. Thank you mac for helping me cope.
Nobody cares
@@tonybones6807 what’s your problem?
@@tonybones6807 how bout you shut up
@@tonybones6807 bros been thru hard times 💀
@@tonybones6807we do. And I’m sorry you’re hurting brother. What’s got you broken? Let’s talk.
this song always makes me sob 😭
same😞
@@Ally4ly bad memories
Same
This song was written when his father he had little bonds with was ill.
huh
4:08
This was one of my favorite songs back in 2018 when things were not so well Mac demarco saved me from a lot i wish I could thank him :’)
I hate how others feel happy, I js feel sad for no apparent reason. A wave drowns me suddenly and now I’m back to where I started.
how are you now? ❤ i hope you’re doing well ^^
Another one that hits that deep sense of life in me.
Fathers and mothers are just people like every one of us. Hopes, dreams, pain, memories and responsibilities. as much as I want to point the finger, I try to imagine myself in their shoes. would I be waking up at night thinking about my dreams that I gave up for family? Probably, every night.
It’s so strange to know that you should love someone, but to have total apathy instead. As if that person is merely another stranger. They should’ve been there to raise you, to help you learn what you need to learn in order to be a man. But they’re not even there. A stranger.
It even weirder when you can tell what happened to them, cuz people don’t pop up and try to understand and respect it while still having to think of yourself. Like they’re responsible for you but they never really took care of themselves
70% Music
20% Demonic Sounds
And the others 10%?
@@gustavsputin9203my tears
@@flamyxxgd4571 "Our" tears
@@SleepyJoe63all of OUR tears actually
Recently lost my estranged father. No words can describe how cathartic this song has been in these past couple weeks.
I hope your alright
This song just brings me confront when I'm alone with no parents both are gone it just makes me cry when I think about it or talk about it I just wish I could've said goodbye.
The chaotic part reminds me of how my mind sounds while in a mental breakdown. It makes me cry because of how accurate it is to me.
I love this song
Mac Demarco makes such good music
So chill and sad listen to this when your lonely or you lost someone
Yes me I have no boyfriend but I’m in love with HIM SITLL
no joke, when i first listened to this song i felt literal CHILLS through my body, and not only that it was raining... i felt i was in heaven, literally and figuratively... matt is a fucking genius.
mac** but true
Perfect song to listen to whilst on a road trip.
Beautiful. I would consider this a work of art.
My grandpa commited suicide 21 yrs ago. Are family still not over it. I dont remember much because i was a baby when he would take care of me. I remember his smile but the memory was only vivid. The last thing he said after he left was "grandpa going away for awhile... I love you" that what my mother last heard him say. After that he went missing and was found in Idaho.
@velavokitty6482
Has the family and authorities considered the possibility that the scene in Idaho may not have been a suicide...just staged to look that way, by someone else?
I'm So Sorry For Your Loss.
@@jayekaye5638 the way that they saw it as like something that he wouldn't have done like they it looks like somebody helped him but also not really sure
This song reminds we so much if my cat that died today,it’s weird feeling that my cat isn’t home,this song literally relates to my cat and the situation. I’m glad Mac did this song🫶🏼
this song is so cathartic
Reading these comments…man life really isn’t called life anymore is just a time lapse that makes us teenagers go mad and insane over some things.I really hope everyone who’s having a hard time to know that they’re not alone,they have people behind them that we are gonna help them with the best things we can so please just trust yourself have the guts to battle or duel anything.Ur Not Alone.And everytime you think of to do stupid things just think how much it would hurt a guy like me that’s trying his best to help you and seeing no results duel ur own self to beat everything and every kind u want you are urself and you got you’r own self and thats all you need in life.Please don’t give up keep pushing and pushing,duel or challenge urself every time every kind of aspect and enjoy ur life don’t loose it over some small things that were meant to be.-Margaritar:)
I love you
I'm home with moonlight on the river. feeling some type of vibe with this tonight. can't put my finger on it. love peace and hair grease to everyone in the comments going through something. You can get through it.
Why hair grease lol ?
i love how the song is sorta about death and the end completely shows that's because of all of sounds
I lost my best friend last year from lymphoma, he was only 16. After hearing this song made me think about him, and I still miss him to this day. Just listening to the lyrics of the song made me want to cry. I'm now completing my time in high school and I still felt that things weren't the same without him.
This song makes me cry...I miss my pet so much, he lived such short life and I don't know what I did wrong...I loved him so much, this song helps me with my depression and helps me cry when I want to...
I have been looking for a chill song for a while, I listen to heavy metal but I've felt disconnected from the world. Sometimes I need some chill music to listen to
this still touches my heart years later ❤️🩹
Me and my dad didn’t have the best relationship before he died, but the last thing I told him two days before he died was I loved him, which I did, and always will. When he died he took a piece of my soul with him, and I don’t think I will ever quite be the same person, he died when I was 21. We were so close, but due to mental illnesses and me getting stuck in the stereotypical cycle of a young adult that has no clue what they want out of life, we really butt heads and grew apart the last 3 years or so, it didn’t help that my parents split up and I lived 4 hours away from him. This song reminds me of my dad, and kinda fits how I feel about his passing. I will always love that man, but he did some fucked up shit. I think I’ll see him again though.
I’m sure you will see him again! Thanks for sharing, this is an extremely beautiful song.
I literally broke down in tears bc I can’t stop listening to this song and it’s so sad
Idk but everyday feels the same to me
Cause it is.
This song brings me back to the days me and my best friend would sit around and listen to Mac demarco and just enjoy life. He overdosed around 4 months ago now we stopped talking towards the end because I tried everything I could to help and nothing was working. The day I got the call from his mom that he had died from a fentanyl OD 2 hours before he was gonna go to rehab my life completely broke, my heart hurts still I wish I could go back and not lose touch with him. I need help man I’m a mess I have nobody to talk to about it so here I am at 10:30 alone reminiscing in sorrow.
I got you, bro, I'll be praying for you. I hope you're okay.
hope you'll be okay, i miss my best friend too 🤍
Nice background
Living by a river listening to this is a vibe
During my breakup I was listening to Demarco just one day, I never felt so close and familiar with the song especially when the lyric “I’d say see you next time If I thought there was a next time” hits so close. I never knew about the whereabouts of my ex when their device got taken away. I was just sitting here, listening to a song that is so spectacular, many thoughts, where was I going beyond this point? Is my ex going to leave me? Did they just wanted to avoid me the whole time? It’s mind-boggling.
And I haven’t even got to go in detail how “It’s so strange deciding how I feel about you”
Goodness, it describes how I felt this summer. I was so attached yet stuck, I wanted to believe they never lied to me. it took me 2 months to fall out of love, I tricked myself into thinking they loved me. And I’m proud to say those days are over.
Lastly, during the part where the buildup to the static, it describes how just everything you looked at so dearly just falls down in real time. As if it was almost all for nothing. Just a memory beyond that point. And all that can happen is you to watch.
Thank you Mac for helping me go through such possibly one of the best and most insane junk to ever happen to me this year.
Imagine waking up to the ending of this song and thinking you just landed in hell
bru not me bawling my eyes out and then readin this shi n laughing my butt off while crying 💀🙏
Literal masterpiece.
I’ve been a fan of Mac Demarco since he came out. This is one of my favs. My dad raised me but abused me throughout that time idk how I’ll ever feel. Maybe I’ll feel better when he’s gone “ it’s so strange deciding how I feel about you “ I got away when I was about 15 & never went back.
I’m home with moonlight on the river :”) 🌙 ⭐️ 🌧️
My dad died yesterday… now he was a vary nice dad but everytime I hear this song I cry.. I miss him so much…
I am so sorry about that hang in there i know things are probably hard on you right now.Keep going i believe in you stranger ❤️
Itz been 10 monthz and i ztill mizz him :(
@@Shoya2256the pain will always be there but you get better at dealing with it but im certain he loves you very much even after death he will live through you
Best 7 minutes of my life
this song is perfect
Lyrics: I'd say, see you later
If I thought I'd see you later
And I'd tell you, that I love you
If I did
It's so strange, deciding
How to feel about it
It's such strange emotion
Standing there beside it
I'm home
With moonlight on the river
Saying my goodbyes
I'm home
With moonlight on the river
Everybody dies
I'd say, see you next time
If I thought there were a next time
Easy conversation
Ain't exactly where we at
It's so strange, deciding
How I feel about you
It ain't like I aint used to going on without you
I'm home with moonlight on the river
Saying my goodbyes
I'm home
There's moonlight on the river
Everybody dies
I'm home
With moonlight on the river
Saying my goodbyes
I'm home
There's moonlight on the river
Everybody dies
Thank you
don't forget abt the demonic exorcism noise at the end
literally a lyric video you minger
the fact that i dont even relate to the meaning of the song but the song is just good
damn im lonly
tbh same
Not me I have 50 friends ready to lick my clock
Tony Bones then why are u listening to this song loser sounds like ur trying to convince urself
Your an opp@@tonybones6807
man
such a good song
The melody just takes me to a beautiful park at night with the scent of fresh-cut grass that I bask in but snatched of it when I hear "everybody dies".
God... I don't know what can I say about this I'm just feeling so bad.. this rlly hits.
thank you so much for this song
My best friend of mine passed away 2 days ago 17 Sept 2021 in a tragic motorcycle crash.. The last conversation we had was during my birthday 14 September. This lyric fit my situation.
I’m so sorry for ur loss I hope u feel better
@@sashaswifex97 thank you.
Nobody cares
@@tonybones6807 u may said that but I really wish u take back what you said. Plus it's not good.
@@patrickbateman4335 how about no
That vibes..
this song is terrifying it's so beautiful
i love this song, im tearing up
i won’t allow myself to ever forget about mac
I love this song ❤️
Great song. I just really like Mac deMarco
Listening to this while driving at midnight is sooo~👌
This song makes me miss my old boyfriend 😞 I love him sm :(
me too :(
😂
𝙟𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙝𝙤𝙡𝙙 𝙤𝙣 𝙖 𝙡𝙞𝙩𝙩𝙡𝙚 𝙡𝙤𝙣𝙜𝙚𝙧 .
Okay 🥺
'You meet me at very strange time in my life'
I’m here..
Middle school sucks. Happy new year.
i’m tired of looping this song my god
Same
when it all finally ends
When you realise your best friend has moved on from you without saying goodbye and has become what you two have hated since you were elementary school kids
This song haunts me, listened to it almost daily during the worst time period of my life
In this era
This is exactly how I feel about Him . Although it’s hard to explain I’m still in love with you and the thought of you I came to my mind it’s you and only you and will always be you - Rihanna
i had an extremely abusive ex bf a few years ago. he was so manipulative and had so much control over me i never knew what to do in those situations and started to think it was normal in most relationships. even though he changed my life in both good and bad ways i will always love and miss him. there were times where we were so happy and times where we weren’t. now i realize that it hurts so much to simply miss him.
_same boat._
It doesn’t get better
I first listened to this song through a red dead redemption 2 edit dont regret searching for this song amazing
March third, sunday, 2024, at 7:19 pm. I miss him but he will return. I just need to teach myself to see through the rain
"It's the Griff rule man"
The end though 🐸
This song was made for Ellie and Joel and i can’t stop thinking about it
the strings are amazing
I’m homeee ☺️
The ending just kind of… reminds me of having nails drilled into my skull- idk.. it’s like, it reminds me of the pain I feel, but at the same time it’s taking the pain away. It matches the pain I feel and cancels it out. What the hell is wrong with me…
the end sounds like someone laughing at me
I'd say, see you later, if I thought I'd see you later
And I'd tell you, that I loved you, if I did
It's so strange, deciding, how to feel about it
It's such strange, emotion, standing there beside it
I'm home, with moonlight on the river, saying my goodbyes
I'm home, there's moonlight on the river, everybody dies
I'd say, see you next time, if I thought there were a next time
Easy conversation, ain't exactly where we're at
It's so strange, deciding, how I feel about you
It ain't like, I ain't used, to going on without you
I'm home, with moonlight on the river, saying my goodbyes
I'm home, there's moonlight on the river, everybody dies
I'm home, with moonlight on the river, saying my goodbyes
I'm home, there's moonlight on the river, everybody dies
i listened to this song on the bus ride to her for the first time after us telling eachother we liked eachother
this song desperately makes me want to fall in love with someone
This song is about LOSING a loved one, not about getting one 😭
@@amparocruz951 bro just thinks sad song = sad love song
_me just vibing to the song an reading the comments_
oh-.. thats relatable 🥲
My dad overdosed, recently. I saved his life ane he went to the hospital, I sat there with him. Holding his hand with my head on his lap. "I'm not gonna be here, not no more." he said to me and I broke down, after hours he later died in my arms. I had to go through that and his last words were "I'm glad I have a beautiful daughter" he destroyed my life but he was always there, he made me feel safe when I was with him all though he made me smoke and drink but every moments with him mean so much. I still cry to him and I went to his grave and I felt him there with me, say I'm crazy but I always never feel alone when I sit there venting and telling him. God has him, I hope. He deserves better and I was the one helping him as my family didn't do shit. Giving him CPR, but I didn't get to save him the second time and I always take that as my fault. I live with guilt.
My mom went to his grave and burned it, I knew it was her. She even told me and I called the cops on her, all the stuff I got with my own money was burned away.
Aww man this is so emotional makes me think of my baby boy i love him sm but idk i feel like he dont love me anymore and it hurts a lot i hope he still loves me tho I can't lose him