The goal of this music video was to show the last 6 seconds of regret, there is nothing to idealize or romanticize about suicide. You will regret it. I sure as hell did. And this is the horrors of it.
This song literally saved me. Whenever I try to commit, I play music. So I played this song. But it made me cry because it was almost exactly like me and my expirience. I decided to call my friend who then convinced me to get help. You saved my life Evan. Thank You.
Similar thing happened to me. I tried attempting, after failing this song got played, yet it was too late. Im lucky Im still here. Im happy you’re safe now.
Lyrics A leather seat reclines His body is covered with brine He called Mom seven times Did she miss it or decline? It wreaks of gasoline He pushes the pedal deep His car will never leave It's time for him to Sleep for the moment Maybe sleep forever All you've ever wanted Was to be remembered Your patience paid off You're home but you're lost All of the trumpets you stopped This isn't what you thought Off of a ledge your heart drops All I'd give to wake What did I leave and what did I take? With 6 seconds left I feel myself drowning in Sleep for the moment Don't wanna sleep forever All I wanted Was to be remembered I wanted to prove that I could be somebody I wanted it so bad Forgot someone loves me My whole life awaited But I was impatient Regret what I've taken Just please god don't let me Sleep for the moment Maybe sleep forever All I wanted Was to be remembered Sleep for the moment Maybe sleep forever All I wanted Was to be remembered Fuck! Filled with regret, what did I expect? Filled with regret, what did I expect?
I started SH at 10 and I'm currently 11 turning 12, still struggling, ive been clean for about 5 weeks now, Your music has helped me so much, ever since I heard I would hate me too, I started listening to your other songs and fell in love with your music, thank you TX2
It actually does get better. I know you've heard that enough times you're probably annoyed by it now, but as someone who also started SH at 10 it really does get better. Not necessarily easier, but definitely better. I will warn you, the longer you stay clean the more the relapse is going to fcking sting. I was clean for 5 years before I SH again at 17 and the anger and frustration I felt was...it was a lot. I'm telling you this not as a way to scare you into staying clean, I want you to know that its okay to have fall backs. It happens and you shouldn't beat yourself up over it. Part of getting better is accepting the bad and simply keeping going forward. That includes a relapse. Oh and another thing. Expect to live a long life. I did not expect to live past 15 much less make it to 19 and now I have no idea what I'm doing. I didn't think I'd make it this far and now I'm kinda...I'm figuring it out but its hard. Expect a long life. Or you will be a very confused barely adult. I hope this helps. Stay alive and live your life
@@firerosenight6937 me too, I started with sh when I was 13 now I'm turning 25 in less than 3 months, you learn to live with your mental health, and I still sometimes relapse to, I also never believed that I will turn 16 and now at almost 25... I don't have a job or anything I still try figuring out how to live
Hey that's great to hear:) keep going I know that it's hard but maybe it's worth it. I also started at 13, I never thought i would be 16 or even 18... But now I'm turning 25 next month. Life will never be easy, times will get worse but also there will be better times. Most important is to keep fighting for your life and your goals. It's your life, do things that make you happy:) ( and I know it's easier said than done) And don't be ashamed to ask for help, therapy can help.
I'm sorry for what you have been through Evan. I'm glad you survived and I'm glad you are spreading awareness.. we are all here for you. Seeing this music video I actually started crying.. I attempted at the age of 13.. In fact.. you saved my life.. Thank you so much.. you are my idol..
Same. I tried attempting to cut my wrist. I lost tons of friends for it. Then I remembered his music. He is the reason I'm alive and why I listen to music. Don't attempt. EVER! It's not worth it. You are loved
This honestly scared me. I waited a while to watch it and the images of you in floor were just horrifying to watch. I’m so happy you’re here today. This is an amazing song with a bittersweet message. You’re saving lives, Evan. 🖤
Something about seeing this man cry in the beginning was so sad. I watched a live of his and he talked about how at the end when we was scratching and clawing at himself there wasn’t supposed to be blood, but there was blood. He said that he was scratching and clawing so hard he ended up bleeding a lot. That just proves how emotional this song is for him. I and lots of other people love him so much, and to see him struggle is so hard.
This made me cry so hard, I’m happy you’re spreading awareness. I attempted at 14 on the 2 year anniversary of my SA encounter, and this made me feel like I wasn’t alone
I am suffering DA and I wanna say you are not alone.I am still suffering and I am sorry you had to suffer such hell I hope everything is okay I hope anyway have a good day please and ty From, -MixxieMoxxie
I’ve never attempted, but I sure have thought about it, and knowing that I have other people that can relate to me haloed me so much. But sometimes that’s not enough and when that happens I play this song.
I attempted suicide in 2022. I was only twelve, but no one cared enough to help me or even acknowledge my agony... I had to fight for myself. Now, this song and all of your music hits so fucking hard. The raw pain in your voice while singing this was the same pain that was in my voice for so many years. The pain that's still in my voice every day. I don’t even know you, yet you've pulled me through my mental crisis more than anyone in my life. Thanks 🤘🏻🖤
People sometimes completely forget that they aren’t alone. Eg: I’m the same age as you and even though I’ve never attempted, the thought occasionally crosses my mind of “what if”
First song I ever cried to. At first I wasn’t even listening to the words, just the message. It is so important and it reminded me of those seconds for me. I am so glad you are here Evan, and I’ve gotten to a point that I’m glad I’m still here too. I’m so glad that it didn’t work for anyone who survived.
It took me 2 weeks to write this. This song broke my heart because I'm the mom of a daughter who has a history of self-harm and, well, twice I took her to the hospital because she was going to die. She takes her meds, goes for therapy, does what the docs say to and fights every day to not pick up that knife and hurt herself. She's 24, lives with me and her and her sister are the most important things in my life. I love them fiercely. For those of you out there, considering this irreversible option and you're feeling alone, I'll tell you what I tell my daughter: Please stay. The world needs you. The world needs your experiences, your intelligence, your compassion, your creativity, your beauty, and everything about you that makes you uniquely you. You are worthwhile, your dreams are worthwhile and you deserve the very best. In case no one has said it to you before, and know this is true, I love you and I believe you. Sending you the tightest of mom hugs.
@@aahanamittal4930 You are NOT a problem. Sometimes parents don't know what to do or how to cope and sometimes, they're just jerks but that's on them and has nothing to do with you. You are amazing as you are. The world is so much better off with you in it and I, for one, am so glad you're with us. You don't me know me, but I promise, from a mom to you that you are WANTED, you are NEEDED, and you are so LOVED.
@@ayumiving girl u just made my day😭😭 ive been getting suicidal thoughts, and im on anti depressants but srsly this j made me burst into tears😭 thankyou so much u have no idea what it means to me❤️❤️
The rawness of this video and knowing that you felt all these emotions, shows. I love how it starts soft like any attempt could or depression and the longer it goes, the more intense it feels. Then goes back to being soft and manageable again. I love this. If anyone is struggling, please reach out ❤ I remember seeing my mom's face in the er room after trying to od and she thought she lost her daughter. The tears she shed. Her screams would've been heard through the hospital. I don't ever want to see that again. So please, if you don't think they care, they do❤ reach out
this will be a bit of a vent, but i really want to thank you, TX2. For a few years I have struggled with anxiety, depression and way too many suicidal thoughts for a 14-year-old. Throughout those couple of years I attempted twice and cut myself on a daily basis. I hated it. And when I once tried to overdose right before going to sleep, for the last few seconds i was so scared yet so relieved, but not in the good way. And this song captures that feeling perfectly. So thank you for making this song and this mv. It honestly feels like home. Makes me glad ny attemots didnt work out.
I know this is the basic shit people always say when u vent smthn like this but I mean it. No one deserves to feel like that and I'm so glad you lived and hopefully learned to love yourself. I hope you live a long happy life internet stranger ❤
this is my favorite song right now. it has so much meaning. I haven't felt so touched by a song in forever. i wish my best friend would listen to the song. she's attempted multiple times and I keep trying to change her mind, but I feel like it's useless. I can't imagine how many lives you've saved, Evan.
When you saw evan crying on the "sleep for a moment, maybe sleep forever" you could feel the emotion in his voice. Ive never attempted and thank god no one in my family did and i hope they never do. I know how bad the regret must feel for the people. We're here for you evan, and for all of those people who are thinking, its not worth it!. Dont give up and keep going! Yeah times might be hard but you can push through it!
Himself and those who have helped him in his career have done a incredibly amazing job with this song and the music video! I cant wait to listen to more TX2 has to offer! Keep going Evan❤
The line “I forgot someone loves me” reminded me of the time I tried to take my own life. I also forgot that someone loves me. But at the same time I felt like nobody did and I felt so alone
I 1st attempted at 11. over the last few years I've attempted a couple more times. Your music is the first I've ever really connected too. It actually saved me this year. I'm now 16, and never thought I' make it this long. But thanks too u, I have. This is the first song I've ever cried too, btw. You're amazing. Thank you for being here.
Hi, Evan! I just wanted to let you know that your music has helped me so much. I don't know if I would have survived without your music. I tried to commit earlier this year and when I woke up and nobody knew, the first thing I did after a little while of waking up and calming myself down was listen to your music. i appreciate you so much and I hope you understand that so many other people do. -River/Sal!
One of the few songs I cry to. 1: 6 seconds left - TX2 2: my hearts a wreck - Johnnie guilbert 3: the one I won’t forget - Jake Webber TX2 has helped me so much when I was getting bullied by one of my “friends” in the 6th grade for being emo, and now my mental health is way better now and I’m so proud of him for coming this far.
You remind me of my older brother, he’s rough on the outside, but I can see it in his eyes he’s suffering and crying and is soft inside. I really want to hug him sometimes, but I’m not sure if I can take seeing him bawl his eyes out while hugging me. And now, I see myself becoming just like him, and relating more and more to the feeling I see inside of him.
That gut feeling that you might not survive this attampt is a terrifying feeling. Ive been through it myself a few times and went through that feeling at least 7 times in the span of a couple of months. Im so sorry you had to go through that Evan. The world were in has been going downhill, but your music makes it brighter for all of us. If you weren't around now, we wouldn't get to see you grow into such an amazing human being and an amazing music artist. Your music inspired me to start writing my own. Thank you for being here, Evan. Your music is amazing and inspiring so many people. ❤
I would like to say thank you for making this song, I have been going through a lot with my mental health over the past few years and this song has really comforted me as soon as it came out. It has such a powerful message and reminds me that I’m not alone. To anyone else struggling, you got this, you are a lot stronger than you think you are❤keep fighting and never give up.
My sister unalived herself in 2019. I just want to tell anyone out there, if you feel alone or that no one would care - I PROMISE they would. People would be devastated. You matter. Your life matters. If you can just hang on, things will change. It will not always feel this way. I wish everyday that she could have stayed and seen what her life could have been. I hope the same for all of you. She was 19, just a kid - like I'm sure many of you that feel that way are. There's so much out there for you to see and do, so many people to meet. I know in the moment it feels urgent, but anytime you feel that way I need you to just wait. Seek help if possible. Sending lots of love ❤
This is why I love tx2. I cut myself for the longest time, planned suicides, and more but no one takes me seriously because I'm only 14. It's good to know tx2 understands what people can go through.
Jesus. This hurt so bad, you are a fantastic artist. The raw agony of the shot with you on the ground is just so fearless and real. Props to you for making such a fantastic, true and genuine song about this topic. you’re doing something we’ve needed to do for a while. have a fantastic day and anyone who reads this: you are not alone, you deserve love and joy. stay with me, ok?
i didn't exaclty like this song at first, but once i saw this mv my perspective completely changed. now (according to itunes) i have listened to this song about 90 times in just a few months.
Definitely my favorite artist, you always seem to sing about important topics and spread powerful messages all with a fantastic sound. I'm glad that you are here and that you're making music like this, I feel better living in a world where someone isn't afraid to talk about important things like this and your other songs Keep being awesome :)
Literally sobbing ;-; so powerful ✖️ TX2! IT IS SO IMPORTANT WHAT YOU'RE DOING WITH YOUR PLATFORM!!!! 🖤🖤🖤🖤✖️✖️✖️THANK YOU!! 🫂THANK YOU!! 🫂THANK YOU!! 🫂
I attempted a few months ago, I was in hospital for 14 hours. Nobody cared Everyone acted like it was normal, I had seizures from the amount of meds I had taken and he’s right. I do regret it, it doesn’t mean it doesn’t cross my mind every day but I just try to push through hoping there’s something or someone to give me a reason to live.
When the drums start.being loud it reminds me of the begining part of welcome to the black parade where its like "sometimes I get the feeling she's watching over me"
omg- it was everything i could have ever needed, i'm so sorry to you and who ever else felt like the had to attempt i've tried before several times and i know the shitty feelings that come along with it and i hope this song can help other people how i know it's going to help me🖤
I couldn't agree more! It's so damn true, every fricking second of the video, the words of the song, it's so damn relatable and true! It's what stopped me last night, and the past few nights too, the last few seconds of regret and contemplation made me back up from my suicide attempts and I'm still here today. Although I keep repeating the attempts, I can never fully go through with it and it ends up being as brutal self-harming but never dying. The last few seconds of regret really is impactful. Glad you've lived on, Evan, you're amazing! I'm glad I am here and listen to your music which really helps me, thank you so much! You're a legend I'll never forget!❤️
This song makes me shake tbh. "I wanted to prove that I could be somebody I wanted it so bad Forgot someone loves me My whole life, I waited, but I was impatient Regret what I've taken Just please, God, don't let me Sleep for the moment Maybe sleep forever All I wanted was to be remembered Sleep for the moment Maybe sleep forever All I wanted was to be remembered Fuck Filled with regret, what did I expect? Filled with regret, what did I expect?" Makes my whole being shudder tbh. Bc I know how all this feels. And I hate that
This is my favorite song of yours TX2 I first started SH at 11 yrs old I was going through a really tuff time but I sadly still am not doing to good but this song lets me know I’m not alone
A few months ago, i tried to kms. it didn't work. i tried before that too. nothing. i had a sh problem, so this song really stands out to me. i feel you, evan.
This is legit probably one of the best songs I've heard. It's so relatable for so many people and your style of music is incredible. Also the lyrics... just...yeah.Thanks bro
I love how you bring much-needed attention to issues in today's world while simultaneously making absolute bangers, Evan. Definitely gonna be a fan of yours for a long time! 🔥🖤
this hits so close to home…for the past few months ive had to stopped myself from the attempts…some in more rougher ways than others. i dont know why but i just want to be remembered too. Im scared to be forgotten and to realize how easily i could be forgotten…these past few months made me feel forgotten. thanks for everything you do🩶
Damn. I didn’t expect to cry in the gym parking lot this morning. It’s not even five am. Man, the pain Evan went through trying to find himself and to just be okay. I’m glad he survived it
Ive been thinking of committing recently, and your music has really helped me through it all. And your song burn, it doesnt make me think of my dad, but my mom. My mom chose drugs over me. She never cared to take care of me or pay child support. And my step mom is just worse. Sometime i just want to get out of all of it. It sucks. But you'll get through it. I know you will. Whoever is reading this, I know you will find your way out other than committing. Please stay safe everyone.
Gotten a lot fo your shorts recommended to me, i actually do watch them and it took me a while to realize i should probably subscribe, now fix my depression.
Thank you for your message TX2. This is a beautiful song and it must've taken a lot... thank you. We care and I'm glad you are alive today and making such stunning music. ❤️
Evan, you mean the world to my buddies and I, please reach out and tell you X's... please, we genuinely care about you ❤❤❤ I went through a stage last year and I was very suicidal. I held a pair of scissors to my chest because my friend said "why don't you do it, then?" I got mad and thought that he was right. So I had a mental breakdown in front of all my friends. Thank you for everything you do and all you have done. Lots of love, Tay
This song hits every beat perfectly-I’ve attempted around 50 times in my life and got really close to dying (if not died) twice. The things that have saved my life ironically was the experience of getting so close to death where I was wrapped in peace and calm and everything was okay. That was enough to pull me out of the tailspin and gave me a second chance. Thank you for this song.
I've tried to commit sometimes (pretty much all of the times I couldn't get a sharp enough blade) and this song makes me so happy that I'm still here. Though I still hate life, I'd never do it.
Coming back to this song I realize it makes me cry every time I hear it. (Not a bad thing btw) sending love to anyone that has committed or attempted to.
I just bawled my eyes out, this is literally my comfort song and seeing the music video for the first time is so surreal to me. Keep doing what you do man, your amazing.
This is so well made! The editing and visuals clearly convey the emotions you felt. I could tell how much thing meant to you, it almost made me cry! Keep up the great work, you’re my favorite artist! ❤
I was tearing up when he was starting to cry in the beginning, this is what music should be, emotional and real, and not just made up stuff and fake emotions. I could tell he was really emotional and im so proud of him❤ he’s amazing and I’m glad he’s still with us and he’s helping other people❤
I want you to know that you are my favorite artist and inspiration I’m BI too and no matter how you feel I want you to know that you have saved lives!! ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ WE LOVE YOU
I LOVE THIS VIDEO AND THE MESSAGE TX2..You are definitely going places. My stepbrother's friend committed suicide. A few months later he went to a psychic medium ..the first person to come through was his friend. "He told my stepbro that he ultimately regrets doing it. True Story
I’ve just listened to this for the first time and I can’t necessarily relate but It’s made me think about how grateful I am for not having these thoughts and that this topic should be taken so seriously, this is exactly what is needed to make people aware of mental health. I honestly felt emotional listening to this and I haven’t ever been this low so good job Evan👏👏 I hope everyone struggling gets better🖤🖤
You are one of the most important people in my life Evan. You’ve taught me so much about myself and how life really feels worth living. Thanks for absolutely everything! Appreciate you! Not only have you showed me, but also these younger kids who need support like this🖤
I love this song so much I literally relate on such a personal level. I've fought with being suicidal for a long time now and I literally would be like I wish I could sleep forever some time.
Omg I love this it is a show stopper. Going to listen to this song everytime that I have bad thoughts of killing myself it will help me not. I remember that I am here for a reason.
I felt this one. I always had self hatred because of ASD and everyone mocked me for it. I did not live life easy because of how difficult it was made for me and how I lost my only friend. This was indeed a strong message as to why you will regret taking your life the last 6 seconds left will be your worst hell. Thanks to tx2 for this message being spread to everyone as it indeed saves life's. Another thing to know despite how horrible everything may be for you now if you have patience it will be better for you in your afterlife which you do not want to mess up
This is amazing, this song has already keeped me sober, these lyrics hit me hard....❤thank you Evan for making music and spreading awareness to this, I hope other can get help and use your music as a coping mechanism like I do.....I attempted at the age of 7....then 13...I've gone through some tough shit🖤 but I made it through and I hope others can do the same. Evan you are an amazing person and I'm glad that we help you get this far in your music, and you help us get through thing sometimes you don't even know about 🫡🫡 HUGE respect for you on this song 🖤
TX2 (evan) and yungblud (dom) are my fave peopole in the entire world (along side with noah fincce) they are my fave people ever they are all so kind careing and insporing and instrporational there all amazing and there all so cool evan well done ur a icon!!!
The goal of this music video was to show the last 6 seconds of regret, there is nothing to idealize or romanticize about suicide. You will regret it. I sure as hell did. And this is the horrors of it.
i and many others are so glad youre here
Well I think at least 579k people are glad you’re still here. ❤
I’m here
So glad you are still here ❤️
thank you for this video, we love you
"All I wanted was to be remembered" bro you will be. I'll never forget the influence on pop-punk you've given us. Thanks :3
Fr tho❤
Exactly
Yea
Yea ❤❤❤❤❤
I don’t think he means us remember him I think he meant how everyone who goes through this just wanted to be remembered by their loved ones
This song literally saved me. Whenever I try to commit, I play music. So I played this song. But it made me cry because it was almost exactly like me and my expirience. I decided to call my friend who then convinced me to get help. You saved my life Evan. Thank You.
So happy you’re still here! Keep living life!
Similar thing happened to me. I tried attempting, after failing this song got played, yet it was too late. Im lucky Im still here. Im happy you’re safe now.
I hope you are okay now and thank you I'm going to now listen to this song now when I get bad thoughts of suicide or sh thank you
I'm glad you're okay!
I hope you’ll always find this when your stressed so you don’t go through with it, we don’t hope to lose you❤
Lyrics
A leather seat reclines
His body is covered with brine
He called Mom seven times
Did she miss it or decline?
It wreaks of gasoline
He pushes the pedal deep
His car will never leave
It's time for him to
Sleep for the moment
Maybe sleep forever
All you've ever wanted
Was to be remembered
Your patience paid off
You're home but you're lost
All of the trumpets you stopped
This isn't what you thought
Off of a ledge your heart drops
All I'd give to wake
What did I leave and what did I take?
With 6 seconds left
I feel myself drowning in
Sleep for the moment
Don't wanna sleep forever
All I wanted
Was to be remembered
I wanted to prove that
I could be somebody
I wanted it so bad
Forgot someone loves me
My whole life awaited
But I was impatient
Regret what I've taken
Just please god don't let me
Sleep for the moment
Maybe sleep forever
All I wanted
Was to be remembered
Sleep for the moment
Maybe sleep forever
All I wanted
Was to be remembered
Fuck!
Filled with regret, what did I expect?
Filled with regret, what did I expect?
Thank you
@@Picla_Peremohyjust to let you know- the lyrics are also in the description
 Thank you
@darklight4366 just to annoy you it’s not all of the trumpets you stopped it’s all of the trumpets have stopped
Damn the patients to tipe that
I started SH at 10 and I'm currently 11 turning 12, still struggling, ive been clean for about 5 weeks now, Your music has helped me so much, ever since I heard I would hate me too, I started listening to your other songs and fell in love with your music, thank you TX2
It actually does get better.
I know you've heard that enough times you're probably annoyed by it now, but as someone who also started SH at 10 it really does get better.
Not necessarily easier, but definitely better.
I will warn you, the longer you stay clean the more the relapse is going to fcking sting. I was clean for 5 years before I SH again at 17 and the anger and frustration I felt was...it was a lot.
I'm telling you this not as a way to scare you into staying clean, I want you to know that its okay to have fall backs. It happens and you shouldn't beat yourself up over it.
Part of getting better is accepting the bad and simply keeping going forward. That includes a relapse.
Oh and another thing. Expect to live a long life.
I did not expect to live past 15 much less make it to 19 and now I have no idea what I'm doing. I didn't think I'd make it this far and now I'm kinda...I'm figuring it out but its hard.
Expect a long life. Or you will be a very confused barely adult.
I hope this helps. Stay alive and live your life
Me to I’m a month clean good luck on your journey I wish you luck and love ❤ you matter
Aw you Poor thing and at 10 yrs? :( How are you doing now?
@@firerosenight6937 me too, I started with sh when I was 13 now I'm turning 25 in less than 3 months, you learn to live with your mental health, and I still sometimes relapse to, I also never believed that I will turn 16 and now at almost 25... I don't have a job or anything I still try figuring out how to live
Hey that's great to hear:) keep going
I know that it's hard but maybe it's worth it.
I also started at 13, I never thought i would be 16 or even 18... But now I'm turning 25 next month.
Life will never be easy, times will get worse but also there will be better times.
Most important is to keep fighting for your life and your goals. It's your life, do things that make you happy:) ( and I know it's easier said than done)
And don't be ashamed to ask for help, therapy can help.
I'm sorry for what you have been through Evan. I'm glad you survived and I'm glad you are spreading awareness.. we are all here for you. Seeing this music video I actually started crying.. I attempted at the age of 13.. In fact.. you saved my life.. Thank you so much.. you are my idol..
What did Evan go thru? And I’m so sorry that you tired to do it at 13 l hope you’re ok now
@@Notinghere8181this is a song showing the 6 seconds left after his attempted suicide
I'm am also 13 and tried to die
Same. I tried attempting to cut my wrist. I lost tons of friends for it. Then I remembered his music. He is the reason I'm alive and why I listen to music. Don't attempt. EVER! It's not worth it. You are loved
This honestly scared me. I waited a while to watch it and the images of you in floor were just horrifying to watch. I’m so happy you’re here today. This is an amazing song with a bittersweet message. You’re saving lives, Evan. 🖤
Something about seeing this man cry in the beginning was so sad. I watched a live of his and he talked about how at the end when we was scratching and clawing at himself there wasn’t supposed to be blood, but there was blood. He said that he was scratching and clawing so hard he ended up bleeding a lot. That just proves how emotional this song is for him. I and lots of other people love him so much, and to see him struggle is so hard.
This made me cry so hard, I’m happy you’re spreading awareness. I attempted at 14 on the 2 year anniversary of my SA encounter, and this made me feel like I wasn’t alone
I am suffering DA and I wanna say you are not alone.I am still suffering and I am sorry you had to suffer such hell I hope everything is okay I hope anyway have a good day please and ty
From,
-MixxieMoxxie
I’ve never attempted, but I sure have thought about it, and knowing that I have other people that can relate to me haloed me so much. But sometimes that’s not enough and when that happens I play this song.
I attempted the night of mine the first one I could remember anyways I was 6 I think
@@EclipseMoonstone well even though I don’t know you, I’m so glad your still with us.
I'M BALLING MY DAMN EYES OUT MAN,YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW HARD THIS HIT BRO 😭🤚
Sameeeeeee
I cried bc it just hits some ppl TOO hard
😢😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
IKR 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
Same
I attempted suicide in 2022. I was only twelve, but no one cared enough to help me or even acknowledge my agony... I had to fight for myself. Now, this song and all of your music hits so fucking hard. The raw pain in your voice while singing this was the same pain that was in my voice for so many years. The pain that's still in my voice every day. I don’t even know you, yet you've pulled me through my mental crisis more than anyone in my life. Thanks 🤘🏻🖤
People sometimes completely forget that they aren’t alone. Eg: I’m the same age as you and even though I’ve never attempted, the thought occasionally crosses my mind of “what if”
I did self harm this year…
@@BTS_and_STRAYKIDS_4_lifeI’m sorry, I hope you get better❤️🩹
@@MyChemicalRats thx…
@@BTS_and_STRAYKIDS_4_life Why? I don’t think you should. It’s not healthy. Please don’t ever again.
I was hoping 6 seconds would get a music video!!! It’s my favorite off the EP for sure! ❤️🔥⛓️🤘
SAME
ME TOO
Same, it's helping me through a hard time too
First song I ever cried to. At first I wasn’t even listening to the words, just the message. It is so important and it reminded me of those seconds for me. I am so glad you are here Evan, and I’ve gotten to a point that I’m glad I’m still here too. I’m so glad that it didn’t work for anyone who survived.
It took me 2 weeks to write this. This song broke my heart because I'm the mom of a daughter who has a history of self-harm and, well, twice I took her to the hospital because she was going to die. She takes her meds, goes for therapy, does what the docs say to and fights every day to not pick up that knife and hurt herself. She's 24, lives with me and her and her sister are the most important things in my life. I love them fiercely. For those of you out there, considering this irreversible option and you're feeling alone, I'll tell you what I tell my daughter: Please stay. The world needs you. The world needs your experiences, your intelligence, your compassion, your creativity, your beauty, and everything about you that makes you uniquely you. You are worthwhile, your dreams are worthwhile and you deserve the very best. In case no one has said it to you before, and know this is true, I love you and I believe you. Sending you the tightest of mom hugs.
i wish my mom said this to me instead of treating me like a problem
@@aahanamittal4930 You are NOT a problem. Sometimes parents don't know what to do or how to cope and sometimes, they're just jerks but that's on them and has nothing to do with you. You are amazing as you are. The world is so much better off with you in it and I, for one, am so glad you're with us. You don't me know me, but I promise, from a mom to you that you are WANTED, you are NEEDED, and you are so LOVED.
@@ayumiving girl u just made my day😭😭 ive been getting suicidal thoughts, and im on anti depressants but srsly this j made me burst into tears😭 thankyou so much u have no idea what it means to me❤️❤️
This hits hard ❤️ thx fir sharing this and im sorry ur daughter has been though all that i really hope shes getting better
Why would I give a shit
The rawness of this video and knowing that you felt all these emotions, shows. I love how it starts soft like any attempt could or depression and the longer it goes, the more intense it feels. Then goes back to being soft and manageable again. I love this. If anyone is struggling, please reach out ❤
I remember seeing my mom's face in the er room after trying to od and she thought she lost her daughter. The tears she shed. Her screams would've been heard through the hospital. I don't ever want to see that again. So please, if you don't think they care, they do❤ reach out
god i can’t wait 😭 i was actually shocked when i saw this AND black wedding?!?!
ME TO
ME TO
YASS THO
Like it put me straight here after black wedding
Seriously! 2 premiers in a week?!?! This is amazing and I loved Black Wedding!! Who else did?
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this will be a bit of a vent, but i really want to thank you, TX2.
For a few years I have struggled with anxiety, depression and way too many suicidal thoughts for a 14-year-old. Throughout those couple of years I attempted twice and cut myself on a daily basis. I hated it. And when I once tried to overdose right before going to sleep, for the last few seconds i was so scared yet so relieved, but not in the good way.
And this song captures that feeling perfectly. So thank you for making this song and this mv. It honestly feels like home. Makes me glad ny attemots didnt work out.
I know this is the basic shit people always say when u vent smthn like this but I mean it. No one deserves to feel like that and I'm so glad you lived and hopefully learned to love yourself. I hope you live a long happy life internet stranger ❤
@@XxCircus_freakxXyou deserve better I love you and I’ve been there it will get better ❤️🩹
this is my favorite song right now. it has so much meaning. I haven't felt so touched by a song in forever. i wish my best friend would listen to the song. she's attempted multiple times and I keep trying to change her mind, but I feel like it's useless. I can't imagine how many lives you've saved, Evan.
When you saw evan crying on the "sleep for a moment, maybe sleep forever" you could feel the emotion in his voice. Ive never attempted and thank god no one in my family did and i hope they never do. I know how bad the regret must feel for the people. We're here for you evan, and for all of those people who are thinking, its not worth it!. Dont give up and keep going! Yeah times might be hard but you can push through it!
I have attempted it’s not fun I stoped in the road and a car was coming.Thank you hope your doing well.
Your music gets better every single video what you have is PURE talent 🖤
I can't wait
Himself and those who have helped him in his career have done a incredibly amazing job with this song and the music video! I cant wait to listen to more TX2 has to offer!
Keep going Evan❤
NOW I CANT WAIT TO SEE THIS I JUST SAW THE BLACK WEDDING AND IT WAS AMAZING NOW I CANT WAIT TILL THIS ONE!!!
The line “I forgot someone loves me” reminded me of the time I tried to take my own life. I also forgot that someone loves me. But at the same time I felt like nobody did and I felt so alone
I 1st attempted at 11. over the last few years I've attempted a couple more times. Your music is the first I've ever really connected too. It actually saved me this year. I'm now 16, and never thought I' make it this long. But thanks too u, I have. This is the first song I've ever cried too, btw. You're amazing. Thank you for being here.
Hi, Evan! I just wanted to let you know that your music has helped me so much. I don't know if I would have survived without your music. I tried to commit earlier this year and when I woke up and nobody knew, the first thing I did after a little while of waking up and calming myself down was listen to your music. i appreciate you so much and I hope you understand that so many other people do. -River/Sal!
I listen to this when the dark thoughts come back
I have listened to this 541+ times this year and I think its part of the reason im alive
Such a powerful and moving MV and song!!! Mad respects to Even for this one🫡❤️🔥⛓️🥀🤘🖤
I made an attempt recently. I shouldn't have lived, but for some reason I did. Thank you for letting us know we aren't alone.
One of the few songs I cry to.
1: 6 seconds left - TX2
2: my hearts a wreck - Johnnie guilbert
3: the one I won’t forget - Jake Webber
TX2 has helped me so much when I was getting bullied by one of my “friends” in the 6th grade for being emo, and now my mental health is way better now and I’m so proud of him for coming this far.
You remind me of my older brother, he’s rough on the outside, but I can see it in his eyes he’s suffering and crying and is soft inside. I really want to hug him sometimes, but I’m not sure if I can take seeing him bawl his eyes out while hugging me.
And now, I see myself becoming just like him, and relating more and more to the feeling I see inside of him.
That gut feeling that you might not survive this attampt is a terrifying feeling. Ive been through it myself a few times and went through that feeling at least 7 times in the span of a couple of months. Im so sorry you had to go through that Evan. The world were in has been going downhill, but your music makes it brighter for all of us. If you weren't around now, we wouldn't get to see you grow into such an amazing human being and an amazing music artist. Your music inspired me to start writing my own. Thank you for being here, Evan. Your music is amazing and inspiring so many people. ❤
I would like to say thank you for making this song, I have been going through a lot with my mental health over the past few years and this song has really comforted me as soon as it came out. It has such a powerful message and reminds me that I’m not alone. To anyone else struggling, you got this, you are a lot stronger than you think you are❤keep fighting and never give up.
I'm so excited for this to come out in about 4 minutes, your music has helped so many of us that just want to be heard, thank you evan and TX2
He really captured the part of the sui**** attempt I'll never talk about or forget especially filled with regret what did i expect
My sister unalived herself in 2019. I just want to tell anyone out there, if you feel alone or that no one would care - I PROMISE they would. People would be devastated. You matter. Your life matters. If you can just hang on, things will change. It will not always feel this way. I wish everyday that she could have stayed and seen what her life could have been. I hope the same for all of you. She was 19, just a kid - like I'm sure many of you that feel that way are. There's so much out there for you to see and do, so many people to meet. I know in the moment it feels urgent, but anytime you feel that way I need you to just wait. Seek help if possible. Sending lots of love ❤
This is why I love tx2. I cut myself for the longest time, planned suicides, and more but no one takes me seriously because I'm only 14. It's good to know tx2 understands what people can go through.
Thank you for this song. I listen to it when i am trying not to relapse. Im listening to it now after trying to commit 10 minutes ago. Shits rough
Jesus. This hurt so bad, you are a fantastic artist. The raw agony of the shot with you on the ground is just so fearless and real. Props to you for making such a fantastic, true and genuine song about this topic. you’re doing something we’ve needed to do for a while. have a fantastic day and anyone who reads this: you are not alone, you deserve love and joy. stay with me, ok?
Great song bro I’m crying you are the best artist ever
i didn't exaclty like this song at first, but once i saw this mv my perspective completely changed. now (according to itunes) i have listened to this song about 90 times in just a few months.
this is actually really well done
Definitely my favorite artist, you always seem to sing about important topics and spread powerful messages all with a fantastic sound.
I'm glad that you are here and that you're making music like this, I feel better living in a world where someone isn't afraid to talk about important things like this and your other songs
Keep being awesome :)
I love how it gets really heavy at the end. But the song the whole way through is really good.
Literally sobbing ;-; so powerful ✖️ TX2! IT IS SO IMPORTANT WHAT YOU'RE DOING WITH YOUR PLATFORM!!!! 🖤🖤🖤🖤✖️✖️✖️THANK YOU!! 🫂THANK YOU!! 🫂THANK YOU!! 🫂
I attempted a few months ago, I was in hospital for 14 hours. Nobody cared Everyone acted like it was normal, I had seizures from the amount of meds I had taken and he’s right. I do regret it, it doesn’t mean it doesn’t cross my mind every day but I just try to push through hoping there’s something or someone to give me a reason to live.
When the drums start.being loud it reminds me of the begining part of welcome to the black parade where its like "sometimes I get the feeling she's watching over me"
Damn. Never heard a song so powerful and moving to the point in sobbing one second and then jamming out the next. Amazing. Thank you.
omg- it was everything i could have ever needed, i'm so sorry to you and who ever else felt like the had to attempt i've tried before several times and i know the shitty feelings that come along with it and i hope this song can help other people how i know it's going to help me🖤
Thank you, music is the only thing to keep me going at this point 🖤
I couldn't agree more! It's so damn true, every fricking second of the video, the words of the song, it's so damn relatable and true! It's what stopped me last night, and the past few nights too, the last few seconds of regret and contemplation made me back up from my suicide attempts and I'm still here today. Although I keep repeating the attempts, I can never fully go through with it and it ends up being as brutal self-harming but never dying. The last few seconds of regret really is impactful. Glad you've lived on, Evan, you're amazing! I'm glad I am here and listen to your music which really helps me, thank you so much! You're a legend I'll never forget!❤️
❤❤❤❤❤❤ best band i have ever heard
Keep going Evan and Cam. X Movement stands behind you ! ❤️
This song makes me shake tbh.
"I wanted to prove that I could be somebody
I wanted it so bad
Forgot someone loves me
My whole life, I waited, but I was impatient
Regret what I've taken
Just please, God, don't let me
Sleep for the moment
Maybe sleep forever
All I wanted was to be remembered
Sleep for the moment
Maybe sleep forever
All I wanted was to be remembered
Fuck
Filled with regret, what did I expect?
Filled with regret, what did I expect?"
Makes my whole being shudder tbh. Bc I know how all this feels. And I hate that
I felt this on a deep level. Thank you. Ive been feeling down recently and having some bad thoughts but this has really helped me. Thank you
This is my favorite song of yours TX2 I first started SH at 11 yrs old I was going through a really tuff time but I sadly still am not doing to good but this song lets me know I’m not alone
A few months ago, i tried to kms. it didn't work. i tried before that too. nothing. i had a sh problem, so this song really stands out to me. i feel you, evan.
those were real tears and you can see he was trying to stay composed, you dont deserve this hate. stay strong, please.
as someone who's attempted several times, from may 2019 to february 2022, this hits really close to home. great work tx2 ❤️
This is legit probably one of the best songs I've heard. It's so relatable for so many people and your style of music is incredible. Also the lyrics... just...yeah.Thanks bro
I'm so proud of you Evan for never giving up. We are all here for you. I love you ❤
No song has made me cry so hard before thank you so much for this
I was gunna attempt today and then k found this song, thank you so much you saved my life today
I'm so glad you're still here 🖤
This song saved my life
I love how you bring much-needed attention to issues in today's world while simultaneously making absolute bangers, Evan. Definitely gonna be a fan of yours for a long time! 🔥🖤
this hits so close to home…for the past few months ive had to stopped myself from the attempts…some in more rougher ways than others. i dont know why but i just want to be remembered too. Im scared to be forgotten and to realize how easily i could be forgotten…these past few months made me feel forgotten. thanks for everything you do🩶
I've been listening to this song on repeat for the 2 days! It's my new favorite song! AMAZING job!
Damn. I didn’t expect to cry in the gym parking lot this morning. It’s not even five am. Man, the pain Evan went through trying to find himself and to just be okay. I’m glad he survived it
Ive been thinking of committing recently, and your music has really helped me through it all. And your song burn, it doesnt make me think of my dad, but my mom. My mom chose drugs over me. She never cared to take care of me or pay child support. And my step mom is just worse. Sometime i just want to get out of all of it. It sucks. But you'll get through it. I know you will. Whoever is reading this, I know you will find your way out other than committing. Please stay safe everyone.
Gotten a lot fo your shorts recommended to me, i actually do watch them and it took me a while to realize i should probably subscribe, now fix my depression.
Thank you for your message TX2. This is a beautiful song and it must've taken a lot... thank you. We care and I'm glad you are alive today and making such stunning music. ❤️
A couple days ago i almost ended it all. this song captures exactly how someone suicidal is thinking. Thank you tx2 this means a lot!
Evan, you mean the world to my buddies and I, please reach out and tell you X's... please, we genuinely care about you ❤❤❤ I went through a stage last year and I was very suicidal. I held a pair of scissors to my chest because my friend said "why don't you do it, then?" I got mad and thought that he was right. So I had a mental breakdown in front of all my friends. Thank you for everything you do and all you have done.
Lots of love, Tay
This song hits every beat perfectly-I’ve attempted around 50 times in my life and got really close to dying (if not died) twice.
The things that have saved my life ironically was the experience of getting so close to death where I was wrapped in peace and calm and everything was okay. That was enough to pull me out of the tailspin and gave me a second chance. Thank you for this song.
I've tried to commit sometimes (pretty much all of the times I couldn't get a sharp enough blade) and this song makes me so happy that I'm still here. Though I still hate life, I'd never do it.
Coming back to this song I realize it makes me cry every time I hear it. (Not a bad thing btw) sending love to anyone that has committed or attempted to.
I just bawled my eyes out, this is literally my comfort song and seeing the music video for the first time is so surreal to me. Keep doing what you do man, your amazing.
This is so well made! The editing and visuals clearly convey the emotions you felt. I could tell how much thing meant to you, it almost made me cry! Keep up the great work, you’re my favorite artist! ❤
I was tearing up when he was starting to cry in the beginning, this is what music should be, emotional and real, and not just made up stuff and fake emotions. I could tell he was really emotional and im so proud of him❤ he’s amazing and I’m glad he’s still with us and he’s helping other people❤
I want you to know that you are my favorite artist and inspiration I’m BI too and no matter how you feel I want you to know that you have saved lives!! ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ WE LOVE YOU
I’ve been saying this on my other account (smiley-might) I LOVE YOU (not romantic) 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤
This music video is amazing, it relates to lots of people including , thank you TX2.
The chess metaphor 😭😭 I’m so proud of you
I LOVE THIS VIDEO AND THE MESSAGE TX2..You are definitely going places. My stepbrother's friend committed suicide. A few months later he went to a psychic medium ..the first person to come through was his friend. "He told my stepbro that he ultimately regrets doing it. True Story
I’ve just listened to this for the first time and I can’t necessarily relate but It’s made me think about how grateful I am for not having these thoughts and that this topic should be taken so seriously, this is exactly what is needed to make people aware of mental health. I honestly felt emotional listening to this and I haven’t ever been this low so good job Evan👏👏 I hope everyone struggling gets better🖤🖤
This was an amazing music video. I am so proud of you, TX2 ❤️
Ughhh so many feels with this one. It’s brilliant
One of the fastest bands or singer I've seen improve. Ya'll deserve more recognition fr.
This song has really helped me get through some shit. I am forever in debt to you Evan.
Your music will never leave my mind
You are one of the most important people in my life Evan. You’ve taught me so much about myself and how life really feels worth living. Thanks for absolutely everything! Appreciate you! Not only have you showed me, but also these younger kids who need support like this🖤
I love this song so much I literally relate on such a personal level. I've fought with being suicidal for a long time now and I literally would be like I wish I could sleep forever some time.
I love 6 seconds! It’s really is relatable. Thank you for this masterpiece🖤
Omg I love this it is a show stopper. Going to listen to this song everytime that I have bad thoughts of killing myself it will help me not. I remember that I am here for a reason.
DO NOT ATTEMPT SUIC1DE AGAIN DUDE, YOUR MUSIC HELPS ALL OF US
Your pain reflects others pain. Makes us feel seen
I felt this one. I always had self hatred because of ASD and everyone mocked me for it. I did not live life easy because of how difficult it was made for me and how I lost my only friend. This was indeed a strong message as to why you will regret taking your life the last 6 seconds left will be your worst hell. Thanks to tx2 for this message being spread to everyone as it indeed saves life's. Another thing to know despite how horrible everything may be for you now if you have patience it will be better for you in your afterlife which you do not want to mess up
First time I heard this it made me cry
This is amazing, this song has already keeped me sober, these lyrics hit me hard....❤thank you Evan for making music and spreading awareness to this, I hope other can get help and use your music as a coping mechanism like I do.....I attempted at the age of 7....then 13...I've gone through some tough shit🖤 but I made it through and I hope others can do the same. Evan you are an amazing person and I'm glad that we help you get this far in your music, and you help us get through thing sometimes you don't even know about 🫡🫡 HUGE respect for you on this song 🖤
AT 7!? I'm so so so sorry... i'm so happy you are still on earth. always remember u r loved :)
Me and my little sister love listening to your music bro, keep up the good work!
This song is going to be amazing like all his other songs
This video really hits. The song hits too but the video… I’m crying
TX2 (evan) and yungblud (dom) are my fave peopole in the entire world (along side with noah fincce) they are my fave people ever they are all so kind careing and insporing and instrporational there all amazing and there all so cool evan well done ur a icon!!!
Totally agree with you
I love this so much I really needed this song
IM SO READY FOR THIS