your voice is your weapon.

"remember the times you could have press quit, but you hit continue."
"ignore what other's have caused you."
I think it's about time I've upload a proper video, edited for once!
Thanks to everyone on Facebook for helping me chose clips to use in this.
I couldn't have found a more suitable audio for myself and Mario really, we've been through a lot of scrutiny over the years but, to be honest, neither of us have been affected in any way because of it :) after all everyone has their bad days, but "every bad day has an end."
Myself and Janna are going XC the 2nd of August in Clonshire, so that should be good, but after that I probably won't be uploading for a few weeks, because I've a lot going on!
Also, Sadbh has dibs on my chair forever. and i like sucking turtle boob juice.
CAMERA: Nikon D3100
Thanks Kayla for letting me use the audio - • Judging me doesn't def...
EDITOR: Sony Vegas Pro 10.

[@JesseDrent]

The power and the energy I feel when I watch to you two is incredible and indescribable Ellen!

[@lilyaspen2313]

Every time im struggling with anything horse or not here is where i come

[@Mauamone]

Today I've realized after everything I've been thru, the repeative depressions and different kinds of anxiety I suffered from since my youngest childhood that I finally fought completly now after nearly two years of pure happiness have come back in some sort. I felt a need to watch this video and eventhough it made me cry really bad it is such an inspiration. It's a great video, thank you!

[@EllenMario]

Just how I feel with you and Andorra, thanks so much Jesse

[@Bluefinn9791]

This is beautiful aw, you can see how much you and Mario just go together, how strong your relationship is aw aw aw

[@marianne3053]

Your work as a person who edits such beautiful vids as this one is really good. I discovered that song thanks to you and now it's very important for me. I hope your story with Mario will continue as long as it's possible !

[@Happy_Nihilist]

It's the morning of my GCSE results, I'm bricking it and for one reason this as calmed me down and opened me upto positivity, I'm now going to get them feeling good about myself knowing I tried my hardest. And if today gets as worse as it gets, then tomorrow it'll be ended. Thanks:)

[@lauraloudesigns]

This is such an incredible video to such an amazing poem! you are incredible. The bond you two have supersedes what i ever could wish to have with my horse. I love to watch your videos. the freedom in your riding and the trust you put in each other just brings a little bit of hope to my day. thank you for making the most amazing videos and sharing them with us x

[@marniewallis7475]

This is amazing! So nice how you and mario always look so happy to be together, biggest inspiration!!

[@izzypumpkinx7539]

I'm literally crying at how stunning this is! You & Mario are just a perfect match! :) xx

[@leahhorse1]

the editing on this is unreal! its just so amazing and the audio is so inspiring :')

[@chloerose3029]

She cant make a bad video can she? they are all perfect!

[@claddagh365]

This will always be my favourite video of yours :) x

[@JustOneMoreMoment11]

You seriously have one amazing bond with Mario and not any abusive or slandering comment could ever take that away from both of you,enjoyed the audio and the video. ♥♥

[@HorseLover15xxx]

WOW! This is absolutely stunning ellen! The song, the editing EVERYTHING! You and Mario are just the perfect team:')xx

[@beccaann4776]

I have watched this 17 times in the past two hours. youre amazing

[@ShadeWithoutSun]

"Life is a blur" is the best ever, but this is the second!

[@TheChocoChip11]

This is gorgeous! You and Mario have such a special bond ❤

[@KatieJones]

This is just lovely! the quotes, clips, just everything ♥

[@WesternNewb]

What a beautiful bond you two have i hope that one day i can have that bond with my horse

[@JazzyhorsePony]

Wow, honestly made me cry. Hold on everything you've got cause you can loose it in the blink of an eye :'(

[@Alana9Belle]

You can tell he just adores you, your one lucky girl :)

[@leoindy]

LOVE all these new clips and ahh, this was so perfect ! (: u are the most amazing couple with such a strong bond...lovely xx

[@ilovedee99]

this is beautiful.. ellen your such a great editor xx

[@EllenMario]

be happy with being yourself

[@LiivingTheDreamXo]

i actually think this is amazing and the audio you've used sums up mine+my ponys relationship

[@xxLiveForTheMoment]

this is so perfect, like I'm actually speechless

[@ridingstarxx]

love this! the quote just everything! some pretty stunning clips in there!

[@AngelPheby]

you two are just simply made for eachother :) x your videos dont ever make me fail to smile

[@myhorsegallopsfast]

i love this audio! Its always been one of my fave audios!;D love this ellen!xxxxx

[@stefanielake5837]

This is AMAZING! YOUR VOICE IS YOUR WEAPON!!!! I love it!

[@TimeForToujours]

Hey :) This is one of the most inspirational videos I have seen in a long time! It was fantastic, and the clips are awesome!!!!

[@iamhorseaddict]

You are such a great editor, this is beautiful!

[@roseparrish8427]

love this vid
you have such a great bond with Mario

[@xStateofSleepx]

you have some of the most beautiful clips i've ever seen, this video is amazing, the audio is fantastic uughhhhhhh i love this so much :D:D favourited :) xoxo

[@teseloniki]

WAUW THIS IS AMAZING! THIS IS YOUR BEST VIDEO FOR SURE! The quote is perfect, your editing is perfect, anour horse either! W a u w.

[@Lozzaliza]

This is beautiful, not what I was expecting but I love it :) You have stunning footage!

[@EquineHayley]

the colouring is amazing!!!

[@equestrianjumper32]

wow this gave me chills so amazing you two are just perfect together ♥

[@emilyxx1340]

favourite video on youtube.

[@CheckerdSailor]

i flipping love this poemist :o his video things are so good

[@Christina11Lotte12]

ELLEN THIS IS SO AMAZING!

[@breyer1012]

Um im In shock...I love this...it's....what every equestrian needs...that's why we love u...for a confidence boost..when I'm down I go strait to your videos:) I know u may not read this but really your videos are A M A Z I N G

[@laurabonnie]

yaayy! you used the clips i suggested for you on Facebook :3 its so awesome!

[@Horseycrazy1231]

this is the most amazing video i have ever seen on youtube

[@jumpingXmonkey]

i love watching you two, the clips down at the beach are too cute

[@madisondolphinfield3771]

I love this , I watch it aging and aging , also what kind of horse is he? he's beautiful!!

[@tanashiadevine6695]

He such a wonderful horse I love him so much and your my inspiration

[@EquineAaron]

this is the best thing ever.

[@EnduranceImke]

This is so perfect I can't asldkm
you and mar mar are stunning ♥

[@nusaxjarc]

Ellen, this is so fucking perfect! i love your horsey he is such a good boy, you two are perfect together and meant to be together!! you are the biggest inspiration

[@BrunetteRider101]

This gave me chills! This is so inspirational!! I absolutely love this❤

[@ThePaigeey1000]

This is the most beautiful video you've done xx

[@hayleighsmom03]

You two are a good team

[@AiryMaila]

You both are so beautiful! And have such an amazing friendship! So talented, Don't you ever forget it! :)

[@brogankearney4608]

You and mario are made for each other!!

[@MissAshy94]

This is just the best video ever I just love it so much. c:

[@gracieg01]

this video is beautiful, and this quote is just amazing

[@kelsiep9840]

This is so inspiring and has helped me a lot through my tough times.

[@EllenMario]

Thank you so much, I'm glad you like it

[@kcphipps1998]

This is just... Perfect! So inspiring and beautiful!

[@xxJannaJessiexx]

Ellen please keep making edited videos like these!!

[@horsiilover1]

Your clips are gorgeous! I love this:D

[@americanballet12]

This is one of your best videos. Ellen it's savage :)

[@Geeoorrggiiaa45]

Your best video by far ! so amazing xx

[@Michheellee]

adore this ellen, glad to see your not letting anybody get in your way!! :) xxx

[@EquineRose]

this is perfect ellen

[@EmmaAndNugget]

Your videos are so good and you're such an amazing rider!! :* x

[@mikiroxhard]

Oh this is such a well put together video! I love it

[@XxCoadanaHeartsxX]

this is so beautiful and inspirational

[@sophiemoore3131]

love this video so much

[@hbhorses12]

this is amazing,love the audio:D x

[@HollylenaM]

I love you both so perfect for each other

[@Lover12345624]

omgsh, you guys are so perfect.

[@AnneliTapanila]

LOVE THIS, omg it's so perfect!

[@EllenMario]

He has nothing with Connie in his line of breeding surprisingly, we all thought he was a Connie until we got his passport, he's a Full Bred Irish Sports Horse :)

[@xtheciscokidx]

This is so beautiful, Ellen!! ♥

[@LibertyPablo]

Ellen this is so beautiful, i can't stop watching it!xx

[@kaggs100]

this is THE BEST video !!

[@Zebra-dogs]

I swear this is what Pinterest would look like if it was a person...

[@Zebra-dogs]

***** because no one would ever be able to recreate it accept of the OP

[@Foxzi_Moto]

I love this vid it makes me cry

[@Charlykemish]

your are just so gorgeous ellen and mario is so.... majestic :'D

[@Dreamswillcometrue1]

Wow just wow you and mario jus are meant for each other

[@ThePurplegirl1234]

Thank you so much I ended up getting Nikon D3200 best wishes to you and mario

[@brogankearney4608]

I love the audio!!!

[@MaddiEquest]

this is amazing ellen.. i love it!xxx

[@EllenMario]

He's kept alone :)

[@WelshDimee]

This is absolutely gorgeous

[@lillyburgoyne9772]

You are an amazing rider, with such a beautiful horse :) I hope every day is beautiful :)

[@LoveMyHorsess]

wow, this is so beautiful! (:
love it!

[@xKoshika]

Omg Ellen! this video is so good! :D love this so much! xxx

[@animalkingdom8844]

I cried.

[@kaddimo1387]

omg your horse is very pretty ! by the way you too :D i love your vids

[@NightshadeGoddess]

yeah finally bareback clips:)

[@hannahcupcakeroxy102]

this is just beautiful Mario is so cute and beautiful! your so pretty!!

[@EnduranceMemories]

You are perfect honestly

[@claddagh365]

Oh wow this is just too amazing for words :')

[@EllenMario]

You're a dote, thank you so much

[@charlottekenx3]

do you have just one horse or more and keep making these videos there are always sooo beautifull!!

[@emilymcdowell6398]

This is beautiful.