Ketamine Therapy for Treatment-Resistant Depression

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  • Опубликовано: 12 янв 2025

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  • @TherapyinaNutshell
    @TherapyinaNutshell  16 дней назад +1

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  • @areeyapengwong5540
    @areeyapengwong5540 Месяц назад +316

    I was diagnosed with Depression and ADHD several years ago. I was prescribed Venlafaxine for the depression and Methylphenidate for the ADHD. Unfortunately, the Venlafaxine didn’t work for me. Later, I learned about *mycotask* and their approach to using psychedelic mushrooms as a treatment for depression
    I decided to try a mild-to-medium dose of psilocybin. Initially, it was intended for a recreational trial, but I noticed a significant improvement in my mental well-being for several weeks afterward. I felt happier, more in control of my emotions, and my social anxiety disappeared, all from just one experience!

    • @FrancoisWeil-yg3ye
      @FrancoisWeil-yg3ye Месяц назад +1

      *Psychedelics have really made a difference for my mental health. They've been super helpful in managing my anxiety and depression*

    • @aishahaliru5939
      @aishahaliru5939 Месяц назад +1

      Psychedelic mushrooms really made a positive difference for me in dealing with addiction and depression. They've had a significant impact on my mental well-being, surpassing the effects of antidepressants.

    • @areeyapengwong5540
      @areeyapengwong5540 Месяц назад

      *mycotask* is your guy. The best shrooms and psychedelics guy I know.

    • @areeyapengwong5540
      @areeyapengwong5540 Месяц назад

      How do I reach out to him? He on Telgram or other platforms

    • @areeyapengwong5540
      @areeyapengwong5540 Месяц назад

      yes

  • @Quietgarden13
    @Quietgarden13 2 года назад +275

    My dad was able to get ketamine treatment for his job-related ptsd from being a firefighter and paramedic and it’s really helped him to be more stable and improve so other interventions can help more. It’s been such a blessing for our family because he’s been fighting to get better for years and it’s been very difficult to see him struggle and his ptsd has affected all of us deeply. Slowly, I’m starting to see my dad come back and heal in ways I never would have thought possible and that wouldn’t have been possible without the ketamine treatment and the charity that funded his treatment.

    • @erinas1
      @erinas1 Год назад +1

      That's so wonderful sending good vibes that his progress continues ❤️

    • @MidnightSonnet
      @MidnightSonnet Год назад +3

      ​@blueskiesmedia417I don't know where you're from, but please know that not all therapists are bad. Most of the ones I've had these 41 years have been great. I've had a grand total of one bad one and one strange one. I've also been on a ton of SSRIs and one SNRI with no success, but it's all about trial and error. You can't put all your eggs in one basket. Whatever you've been diagnosed with sounds severe. You seem very distrustful of people with authority. In this case, therapists and psychiatrists.
      Ketamine costs thousands if you're getting the infusion. If you have insurance, you may be able to get the nasal spray treatment at a lower cost. That's what I'm hoping for once my psychiatrist gives the all clear.
      You are not dead without ketamine, unless you're threatening to off yourself. If that's the case, you need to be monitored by professionals.
      I get where you're coming from when it comes to feeling hopeless and helpless. It fucking sucks, man. It sucks worse when nothing is working and you don't know why. Being drug resistant is fucking terrible. I'm absolutely terrified of doing the ketamine treatment, because I'm fearful I'll be part of the 20% that sees no improvement from it. I'm scared that this seems like my last resort at feeling some semblance of normalcy in my damn life.
      I'm telling you all this shit because you need to hear it. You need to know that you're not alone in this fucked up boat of depression millions of us are riding. You need to fucking know that your fucking life is worth every fucking moment people spend helping you. The reality is that you've given up on yourself and that's not okay. You're a human fucking being with feelings. You deserve to be listened to and helped. You deserve to finally have some fucking peace in your life.
      I don't know what you've been through, but I can assure you it doesn't have to be the thing that beats you into submission. I've had so many moments in my life where I've felt like giving up, but I keep going because I love my loved ones. It would kill them if I offed myself and that's not something I want. Every therapy session, every medication I try, every tool I learn, every baby step towards something better is mainly done because I want a better tomorrow with my fiance, friends, and family.
      Pick something outside of yourself to strive for. Something that moves you forward. It doesn't matter if it's a passion of yours, a friend, family member, or even your dog. Keep moving forward for that one thing. Living with autoimmunity, severe depression, and C-PTSD is fucking debilitating, but I refuse to give up. And neither should you. You are your own worst enemy right now, not the therapists and not the medication. You. It's a reality I had to learn the hard way. I am responsible for my life. You are responsible for yours.
      Give yourself permission to keep trying.

    • @narelleschulze3959
      @narelleschulze3959 Год назад +1

      @@MidnightSonnetI loved your truthfulness and impactful statement. You are obviously suffering from numerous conditions and I applaud your frankness about “you can do it”

    • @MidnightSonnet
      @MidnightSonnet Год назад

      @@narelleschulze3959 thank you for the kind words. I appreciate it.

    • @Danny-dt1pe
      @Danny-dt1pe Год назад

      That’s great to hear, I also am a firefighter/EMT who is suffering from depression. This gives me hope as I am hoping to try this.

  • @degeest5571
    @degeest5571 2 года назад +192

    I’ve been on Esketamine for 3 months and it’s been a miracle drug for me. I’ve had PTSD for 14 years and it’s helped me regain my life again

    • @TyDomi
      @TyDomi 2 года назад +3

      How? I've heard of maintenance treatments but too expensive

    • @degeest5571
      @degeest5571 2 года назад +8

      Esketamine is FDA approved so it is covered by health insurance. Ketamine (injections) are not, so it’s out of pocket.

    • @TyDomi
      @TyDomi 2 года назад +2

      Thanks I'll definitely ✔ into this

    • @sunnyhernandez2941
      @sunnyhernandez2941 2 года назад +6

      Same, I've been going for almost a year or so and it's a game changer. I'm 42 & been in therapy since I was 19 this is the best method for depression and so much more

    • @le_th_
      @le_th_ Год назад +6

      @@degeest5571 It's amazing that you have insurance after 14 years with PTSD. Most people with PTSD become homeless from being unable to work after 2-3 years.

  • @elizabethwilliams6651
    @elizabethwilliams6651 Год назад +275

    Psychedelics are just an exceptional mental health breakthrough. It's quite fascinating how effective they are against depression and anxiety. Saved my life.

    • @APOLLINAIREBARTHOLOMIEU
      @APOLLINAIREBARTHOLOMIEU Год назад +3

      Does anyone know any good source to get them? I put so much on my plate and it definitely affects my stress and anxiety levels, would love to give shrooms a try.

    • @steceymorgan814
      @steceymorgan814 Год назад +1

      Yes, dr.sporesss

    • @twinfred3160
      @twinfred3160 Год назад +1

      Is he on instagram?

    • @steceymorgan814
      @steceymorgan814 Год назад

      Yes he is. dr.sporesss

    • @patriaciasmith3499
      @patriaciasmith3499 Год назад +1

      DMT was definitely the best trip I ever had. It was amazing!

  • @Ginger_AIe
    @Ginger_AIe 2 года назад +198

    One of my friends is on her second treatment of ketamine for depression and opioid addiction. She’s seen an incredible turn around in her life.

    • @aldobayliss1271
      @aldobayliss1271 2 года назад

      Hi can You tell me mor about that ?

    • @letsgofishingene
      @letsgofishingene 2 года назад +1

      That is great.

    • @MrAkaprimetime
      @MrAkaprimetime Год назад

      I heard it can help with addiction I'm just wondering how is that do you have any more information on how that works???

    • @fonzarellyplay370
      @fonzarellyplay370 10 месяцев назад

      Does it wear off eventually

    • @Grendel-td5nf
      @Grendel-td5nf 8 месяцев назад +1

      @@aldobayliss1271
      No. They will never answer you because they’re a bot.

  • @dokrollins
    @dokrollins 9 месяцев назад +12

    I have been on Ketamine for 7 months after having 8 antidepressants fail me. Ketamine literally saved my life. I went from praying for death, to happy to be alive with the 1st treatment. Let's go!!

  • @starhealer3635
    @starhealer3635 2 года назад +161

    I started my Spravato three sessions ago. This has been a game changer for me. First, it hasn't completely removed my depression or my anxiety. With that being said, there has been a DRAMATIC changes to my mood and thinking.
    There are still moments when I feel depressed, sad, or anxious. But the timing has shortened dramatically. The biggest shift is this openness to be kind to myself.
    I also have felt it easier to let go of past trauma and come to accept a lot of things that I haven't been able to let go of in therapy.
    I've suffered from major depressive disorder and persistent depressive disorder for 13 years now. Spravato feels like its saved my life and for the first time in over a decade, I have hope for living a better future.

    • @dherman0001
      @dherman0001 2 года назад +7

      Spravato is basically half of the chemical makeup of ketamine. Ketamine is far superior.

    • @chrissypadowitz3821
      @chrissypadowitz3821 2 года назад

      Graig stop trying to kill people with drugs.

    • @georginarandolphgirl66
      @georginarandolphgirl66 2 года назад +2

      Did you have to keep using it often or just for maintenance and we you able to stay on antidepressants or go off them while trying ketamine.

    • @norrisdaughtrey3285
      @norrisdaughtrey3285 Год назад +4

      Spravato is not real ketamine treatment. Insurance covers it but Spravato is only one half of the drug. Ketamine has been a miracle for me. The Spravato was just like taking a “puff “
      of the real medication.

    • @kostas43
      @kostas43 Год назад +3

      Excellent!!! Bravo!!!! I hope spravato help me too!!!!

  • @jessicamartin1728
    @jessicamartin1728 2 года назад +84

    I finished my series of 6 infusions nearly 2 weeks ago and I CANNOT believe the change. It is a miracle.

    • @AudriusAlkauskas
      @AudriusAlkauskas Год назад +2

      So nice to hear, Jessica!

    • @chrismullin8304
      @chrismullin8304 Год назад +4

      I apologize for my language, but that is fucking awesome!!

    • @HigherPlanes
      @HigherPlanes Год назад +4

      Okay, so can you be more specific...Are you just happy all the time? Do you get sad anymore? Or do you still get sad but are less reactionary. Does it turn you from an emotional creature into a cold and calculating one? I want some specifics, my Dawg.

    • @le_th_
      @le_th_ Год назад +1

      @@HigherPlanes I know, right? I'd rather be depressed than cold and calculating.

    • @HigherPlanes
      @HigherPlanes Год назад

      @@le_th_ Cold and calculating has it's place at times but it's not good to be like that ALL the time.

  • @susanlang2645
    @susanlang2645 Год назад +14

    My daughter just had her first treatment & it seems to be working when nothing else did. So thankful!!!🎉

  • @johntnguyen9917
    @johntnguyen9917 Год назад +259

    Psychedelics are very beneficial substances and can really help people with mental health issues. Saved my life.

    • @gavinpeters2102
      @gavinpeters2102 Год назад

      Yes he is.. Doctor.coxx

    • @shannonkeeth3094
      @shannonkeeth3094 Год назад

      One of my best experiences was DMT. I can't really explain it but it was great.

    • @roarodneal3390
      @roarodneal3390 Год назад

      Sure. He delivers anywhere and also discreet.. if you're worried about that

    • @Gene-XL
      @Gene-XL Год назад

      Tried finding him on Instagram and google, couldn’t find him 🤔

    • @chicofromph33nix64
      @chicofromph33nix64 Год назад +3

      @@Gene-XL DO NOT HIT THOSE ACCOUNTS UP!!!! Those are bots, they've been scamming so many.. you can purchase the grow kits and spores online... also 1,000s of video on yt on how to grow at home.. super easy cheap af and unlimited shrooms.. I'm growing my 1st time, they're already fruiting

  • @theflamboyantgrandma1890
    @theflamboyantgrandma1890 2 года назад +54

    60yr old Female: I did off label treatment ...six infusions over a 4 week period. I can tell you honestly it was life-saving. It was over 2 years ago and I've been pretty stable since I am on 60 mg of cymbalta for fibromyalgia/depression currently. I still have bouts of depression but I'm able to pick myself up in a way that feels like healthy/dare I say "normal" people can.
    If you are on the fence about this treatment I say this: you can thank me later for running full tilt at you to knock you off the fence and into treatment!!
    Honestly the best part was the literal "lifting" effect within a day or two of the first treatment. This noticable lifting was the only reason I went back for the second. I won't lie to you or lie by omission... It scared the crap out of me!! I had a mix of good and really bad trips. But this was it for me... Do or die.
    If you or someone you love is anticipating this treatment I'll tell you what I told my administrator " it's almost counterproductive because the ego death you experience makes death less frightening". SO DON'T DO THIS WITHOUT PERSONS OF ACCOUNTABILITY IN PLACE FOR YOU/Your loved one!!
    However, the insidious thing about my depression which stems from severe childhood trauma and abuse is that the depression for me was like wearing a hair shirt (look up biblical meaning). The painful heaviness wore me down... tamped me down... Just wore me out from being who I really was. ...who I was really meant to be which is a happy positive person.
    After the second treatment color began to return to my life. ...literal color. I'm an artist and gardener...color is everything! It was when the color began to return that I realized that not only had I been weighed down but I was living in a black and white world. This next reawakening spurred even more determination and HOPE!
    full disclosure: I never did drugs or alcohol... My mother did enough of that for me and half the county... So admittedly I was beyond a light weight. I shook like the last leaf on the fall tree before every session I was so afraid. But I went... And I followed through... And it worked!! One of the scariest... not hardest... but scariest things I've ever done. BUT IT WAS WORTH IT TO DO AND FOLLOW THROUGH WITH!! If you have drug experience you may not be as frightened as I was... Great for you!!... I'm truly happy for you... but I feel the need to warn ...yet encourage... others like myself who may not have that experience.
    In one session the light and love of my life was taken from me... DISINTEGRATED from my clutching arms just before I fell into an abyss/ black hole of nothingness. EGO DEATH....It was the most terrifying experience of my life that became the most peaceful experience of my life.
    I could ramble on more than I already have here... but suffice it to say I don't regret it... I recommend it ...and I personally would do it again if necessary. I don't think I'd be here today had I not done it and my life definitely wouldn't be as intact as it is today without it.
    Do it! I wish you the very best!!
    💔.............❤️!

    • @deedyw.wilson1513
      @deedyw.wilson1513 2 года назад

      You were soo brave! I’m soo glad to hear it helped to save your life‼️Being older & lived through the Hippie years, when most of these drugs were just for fun⁉️No one would have Ever guessed these to help mental & physical illnesses! 😮I’m just blown away by All the different studies going on Now with these 🎉drugs!😅Usually the Medical World would totally Change their Minds every 10 Years but this is Monumental⁉️
      I have plenty of my own problems that Nothing seems to make a difference‼️Unless I was
      In California, I’m sure no one here would Venture into that type of treatment Legally & would not have the Expertise to do it⁉️ That really would be Scary!!
      I’m just tickled w/All who have been greatly helped‼️
      What a major Blessing 🙏! Miracles still happen everyday❣️❤️‍🩹🙏💜🍄🤷🏼‍♀️♥️

    • @le_th_
      @le_th_ Год назад +1

      Yes, they'll thank you...unless they're one of the 20-30% for whom this treatment does NOT work and they have a bad trip. Then they'll have to get treatment for the bad trip.
      It's great IF it works....but you end up with brain lesions down the road, as some evidence has shown, that's a heavy price to pay.

    • @theflamboyantgrandma1890
      @theflamboyantgrandma1890 Год назад +8

      @@le_th_ this is in the case of people who actually abused the drug not those who seek treatment with it. Clean medically dosed is way different from abusive use.

    • @therealityofthings9574
      @therealityofthings9574 Год назад +1

      @@theflamboyantgrandma1890ket can make you have egodesth? I thought only psychedelics did that?

    • @therealityofthings9574
      @therealityofthings9574 Год назад +2

      @@le_th_why do some people ge t bad trips ? And what is a bad trip?

  • @roxanneseitz7464
    @roxanneseitz7464 Год назад +10

    I have been prescribed ketamine as a nasal spray for complex PTSD for well over a year. It's been great.

  • @SaidAlSeveres
    @SaidAlSeveres Год назад +12

    I’ve had a panic disorder unresponsive to SSRIs and various anxiety medications. I’ve gone to the ER more times than I care to admit and have had probably $10k in medical debt over the past 6 years. Even though I did have substance abuse issues I’ve been clean for over 2 years, I exercise I have therapy I meditate and have stable job. But still have chronic anxiety.
    Now after 2 IV treatments I literally feel way different. Clarity of thought is just absolutely wonderful. My anxiety is reduced some 80-90% already. I’ve also noticed a reduction in tinnitus which oh my god I never thought it would go away. It just compounded to my overall poor health. But I’m very excited for the future and will continue ketamine therapy for 2-3 more treatments.
    Thank you for the video Doctor.

    • @Justafayze
      @Justafayze Год назад

      Wow this is nice to hear - I was afraid of trying this cause of having panic disorder too that it would throw me into a dissociated panic attack. Nice to know it worked well for you!

  • @RetroRelicReloaded
    @RetroRelicReloaded 2 года назад +20

    You helped me starting in 202o.
    I began to have a "mental breakdown," the doctors thought.
    A long horrible story very short. . . Mayo Clinic caught something at the right time.
    I was diagnosed with Neuropsychiatric Systemic Lupus (NPSLE). Something triggered Lupus, and mine was trying to attack my brain.
    I turned to your videos during this very dark time. . . You may have very well kept me alive.
    You are also gorgeous.
    Please keep the videos coming - I'll keep supporting you as much as possible!

    • @ericalynn780
      @ericalynn780 Год назад

      How did they figure it was lupus

    • @marshahines3171
      @marshahines3171 Год назад

      Did the Mayo Clinic get you provided with Ketamine? ❤
      Bless your heart 😘

  • @BigDaddyB369
    @BigDaddyB369 Год назад +8

    I love hearing these stories. Ive had an extremely traumatizing life. I suffer with really bad depression and anxiety for 30 years. Ive tried everything. I battle suicidal thoughts almost daily. I start my Ketamine therapy in 4 days!! I am so hopeful this helps me the way its helped so many others!

    • @lilianparle4822
      @lilianparle4822 Год назад

      Amen...
      I wish you quick recovery darling.

    • @lilianparle4822
      @lilianparle4822 Год назад

      I would like you to also get on with Dr. Charles (charlesmyco_) he will assist you more in any way.

    • @lilianparle4822
      @lilianparle4822 Год назад

      He's on instagram.

    • @Grendel-td5nf
      @Grendel-td5nf 8 месяцев назад

      Sadly, the short comments along the lines of “…saved my life..” are mostly bots. You may have commented on some of these and they never replied to you or anyone. They’re just bots. In other words, ketamine, although probably very useful, is likely not as effective as all these videos and commenters make it seem.

  • @sunnyhernandez2941
    @sunnyhernandez2941 2 года назад +11

    This has completely changed my life, and yes, in 24hrs

  • @maureenseel118
    @maureenseel118 2 года назад +10

    Ketamine changed my train of thought. It let me think through things more clearly and be open to options instead of being anxious same defaulting to my usual miserable thought and decision-making.

  • @lunacouer
    @lunacouer 2 года назад +36

    Long post ahead:
    I'm in a pilot program where we're using daily, low-dose ketamine in sublingual troches that are compounded by a local pharmacy. It's both easier and way cheaper ($65 for a 3-month supply). The ideal window to take it is 9-12 months.
    My doctor started doing this to remove some of the barriers to receiving ketamine treatment - the cost, the need to take time off for infusions and how the effects don't always last past the 3 months.
    For me, it's been a gradual, gentle improvement. I've been on it full-time for 4 months, with a 20 day step-up period. It feels more like it's fertilizing and tilling the soil so my neurons can grow back, versus maybe a sudden jungle growth spurt from infusions. There's no trip - it just makes me sleepy.
    I'm also on medications for other stuff which were interacting, so we've had to work with adjusting their doses. I'm still on the baby starter dose - 25 mg daily. A lot of her other patients are on 50-75 mg daily. Our goal is to get to 50mg for improved results, but we're taking our time, given the other med adjustments.
    I wouldn't say it's a miracle turn-around, but at this dose, I don't think it's supposed to be. It's more like parts of me that have been walled off are integrating back in, if that makes sense. Like at this point, I'm back in my body. I definitely have WAY more resilience and things are so much more comfortable in my head. And I have more motivation to do the things that make me feel better. But it's not the "I'm connected to the universe" feeling I think the infusions give.
    Just wanted to share. She's doing work in the community to educate other doctors on using ketamine this way, as she has so many patients that have drastically turned around, but not enough hours in the day to accept new patients. I have hope that trying it this way will remove more barriers for people that could benefit, but can't afford it.

    • @skfhdsjknldgfv
      @skfhdsjknldgfv 2 года назад +1

      This sounds similar to Joyous but even more affordable. They are low dose but your dose seems extremely low. I'm on 100mg also troches which are 30% bioavailabilty.

    • @lunacouer
      @lunacouer 2 года назад

      @@skfhdsjknldgfv Thanks for letting me know about this. I had no idea about Joyous, but when I just looked it up, yup, sounds exactly the same. I'll let my psychiatrist know about it too.
      Yeah, I really can't tolerate the higher doses at the moment. I just tried to go up to 50mg, and by day 4, I couldn't stop sleeping, lol. So I may need to do it every 3 days or something (25, 25, 50).
      I guess it affects all of us differently, especially when you add other meds into the mix. My doc has everyone go on a slow, slow taper, to make sure we're tolerating it. I figure that whatever dose helps and is well tolerated, that's the dose to be at.
      Just be aware, the club use of it, the K-Hole thing? That's at 200mg. I see Joyous is advertising their ketamine as very low-dose, but I don't think 100mg qualifies for the "very" part anymore? I may be talking out my ass, but even my doc is only letting patients go up to 75mg, and from what I understand, that's more to help with chronic pain on top of mental health affects.

    • @globalcollapse
      @globalcollapse Год назад +1

      Could you link to what doctor you see? I haven't found a similar prescriber

    • @le_th_
      @le_th_ Год назад

      Does your doc have a website? I'd like to have my doc reach out to them.

    • @lunacouer
      @lunacouer Год назад

      @@le_th_ No she's not. There's others doing broader education though that you could look up. Someone commented about the group Joyous that are doing the same thing over televisits, if you wanna send your doc there.

  • @AtortAerials
    @AtortAerials 2 года назад +32

    I had my 5th treatment yesterday and it’s definitely not easy. The trips are intense and scary and beautiful too but it taxes your mind and body so much don’t expect to do anything productive on your treatment days just surround yourself with beauty and eat well. U have to devote a lot of energy to this ketamine options way more than I thought myself. Praying it helps my anxiety still is there but maybe I feel I’ve gained some positive insight to my life and life in general so far. Just know you have to still put in the work almost more with this because you’re essentially left raw and fresh ready to take in new input. Surround yourself with only good and live your best kindest life and put in the hard work with therapy and diet and meditation and good people like Eckart Tolle and like minded. Good luck to anyone suffering it’s truly scary and not fun I know and there is light at the end of the darkness and a beautiful rainbow at the end of the crazy chaotic storm. 🌈🙏🏾💞

    • @le_th_
      @le_th_ Год назад +6

      Thank you for being honest about your less-than-positive experience. From what you describe, it sounds like since anxiety is the issue, hypnotherapy would've been a much better option. Less expensive, and less taxing. Of course, you have to find a provider that you trust, who is competent, and with whom you vibe with because, like therapy, it's the trust and connection that will enable you to go to the subconscious level and do the mental clean up work that needs to take place.
      Regardless, your comment is very helpful to let people know that they're a bit of a blank slate afterward and THAT is when the real work begins. Many people seem to want instant gratification, but so few things in life ever work that way.

    • @k-drama_kpop_fan
      @k-drama_kpop_fan Год назад +1

      How are you now??

    • @alisadianne1681
      @alisadianne1681 Год назад

      It made my anxiety worse.

    • @kiahbowring9462
      @kiahbowring9462 10 месяцев назад

      What method did you use for ketamine?

    • @AtortAerials
      @AtortAerials 10 месяцев назад

      @@kiahbowring9462 IV was not a fan. Healing with a needle in your vein pumping synthetics into your body does not feel right at all. I would not do again this way for sure. Plant medicines before this.

  • @Jakegh7
    @Jakegh7 2 года назад +19

    One thing I think people should know is working things out in counseling before and after treatment is important. From my experience, Ketamine did wash out my depression but I went back to sever depression because I didn’t leave my negative lifestyle. I think it’s a good way to reset though and get you to a place you can leave a depressed state

    • @Thomas_Winters
      @Thomas_Winters 2 года назад +1

      I just wish my jobs insurance covered any of that

  • @nicole.steegmans
    @nicole.steegmans 2 года назад +20

    I have been using a prescription ketamine for almost a year (I love Oregon!) and the progress I've made is giving me a lot of hope. I like that I can take a microdose daily or more if I really need it. I never get "high" but find instead find instant relief when my anxiety and depression feel like they're ruling my life.

    • @nicole.steegmans
      @nicole.steegmans Год назад +3

      Hello! I see a naturopath on the coast. She prescribed me an oral suspension that I take as needed (looks like cough syrup). I would start there ☺️

    • @therealityofthings9574
      @therealityofthings9574 Год назад

      @@nicole.steegmansI’m pretty scared to try things like this tbh but I know I need to try something as I’m desperate
      Do yoj feel anxious or “high” with these smaller doses ?

    • @kiahbowring9462
      @kiahbowring9462 10 месяцев назад

      Who did you go with to micro dose? Your doctor?

    • @nicole.steegmans
      @nicole.steegmans 10 месяцев назад

      @@kiahbowring9462 Yes. I live in Oregon, which is very open to psychedelic therapy. She's a naturopath and I get a Rx

  • @jamesonfjord8666
    @jamesonfjord8666 2 года назад +8

    I had the same experience as in this story. Lifelong, treatment resistant depression, suicidality, then one dose of ketamine, booof happy, lasting happiness. Follow up doses recommended.

  • @patkoehn
    @patkoehn Год назад +5

    Spravato saved my life. Completely new outlook on life.

  • @Handlegrip
    @Handlegrip 2 года назад +50

    I just finished 7 ketamine infusions recently over a span of 2 1/2 weeks. I did not experience a huge shift of my mood like some. I still suffer every day from depression. The only thing I noticed is that I can accomplish daily task that were to overwhelming before. I was hoping for better results. It is very expensive, but it is worth it if you can have your life back. I just wish it was more affordable. Depression sucks, it really has affected my life in a negative way since I lost my father 1 year ago.

    • @TherapyinaNutshell
      @TherapyinaNutshell  2 года назад +11

      Thanks for sharing your experience, it's true- ketamine doesn't work for everyone, I'm glad it helped a little.

    • @TyDomi
      @TyDomi 2 года назад +1

      After 3 treatments I don't feel better. I felt better for half a day after the 1st and wanted to hide under the covers & got very angry very easy over nothing after the 2nd. The 3rd felt like a waste of time and money. Hope the last 3 work

    • @AMir-ln8uu
      @AMir-ln8uu 2 года назад +1

      @@TyDomi Good luck with the last three Steve! I really hope it works out for you and you feel a improvement in your condition. Please do give us an update once you finish all your doses. x

    • @Handlegrip
      @Handlegrip 2 года назад +2

      @Steve Mugridge I heard that it starts to help some people around the 3rd or 4th treatment. That wasn't the case for me. I hope you see improvement. The out of body experience is interesting, But I'm looking for noticeable relief.

    • @haileyoslund
      @haileyoslund 2 года назад +7

      I read a bunch of research studies that suggested that low vitamin B levels and low magnesium can interfere with the effectiveness of ketamine! Also, benzodiazepines, alcohol, marijuana, and some other things can block ketamine. Just something to consider before giving up on ketamine!

  • @BeingIntegrated
    @BeingIntegrated 2 года назад +21

    I really hope they start to make access more affordable. And while it’s effective for some, for many it doesn’t help, and I feel for the people scrounging money together with high hopes and then not getting much out of the experience.

    • @bdubs970
      @bdubs970 2 года назад +1

      Colorado Medicaid pays for this and sessions are only ~$60 each which to me is soo worth my mental health. Might want to check out a few different organizations

    • @BigDaddyB369
      @BigDaddyB369 Год назад +1

      Better U is only about 800 us dollars for 8 treatments.

  • @Jerryberger9235
    @Jerryberger9235 2 года назад +27

    LSD and mushrooms completely changed my whole outlook on life. I became a better version of myself
    This experience gave me a lot of confidence about my self and my body. A bunch of bad thought / behavior patterns were broken. One of these was pretty bad OCD that made me wash my hands a lot. It gave me a lot of hope that things will be fine, this is the one thing that I heard throughout the trip: Everything is alright. The main reason for the trip was my severe depression and it definitely helped me (although it's not gone). Before all I could do was lay in bed. Now I am trying to rebuild my life one step at a time which wasn't possible before."

    • @zoeywinston6826
      @zoeywinston6826 2 года назад +1

      Psychedelic’s definitely have potential to deal with mental health symptoms like anxiety and depression, I would like to try them again but it’s just so hard to source here

    • @georgewilliams1062
      @georgewilliams1062 2 года назад +2

      Psychedelics are the reason why i didn’t take my life when i was at my end. I was stripped of my ego and saw the beauty of life and interconnectivity and even though i still battle anxiety and depression, I’m doing better everyday and will never think in such a self destructive way again.

    • @sarahh321
      @sarahh321 2 года назад +1

      @@zoeywinston6826 [_James_tray]
      Got psychs

    • @zoeywinston6826
      @zoeywinston6826 2 года назад

      @@sarahh321 Where to search?? Is it IG?

    • @sarahh321
      @sarahh321 2 года назад

      @@zoeywinston6826 Yes

  • @marcgetsenergizedbythis2196
    @marcgetsenergizedbythis2196 2 года назад +8

    The interaction between the physical and mental systems in our bodies, remain extremely fascinating .
    Thank you for explaining and providing us with context regarding these new options, and all that in a video of just a few minutes.
    Thx and Dutch greetinx!!

  • @haterhater420
    @haterhater420 2 года назад +30

    I was just in a very serious motorcycle accident and was put on ketamine drip for 3 days. I’ve wanted to die every day for 10 years and I still supported my family. When I came out of the trip, and ever since, I have been so happy and loving. Life is so different. I don’t hate life and I’m much more motivated and feeing emotions and feeling loved. Life is so amazing now. This should be the treatment. Not other meds.

    • @RTeeFilms
      @RTeeFilms 8 месяцев назад +1

      how long since the treatment has it been? do you feel the same way still ?

  • @HeyLetsTalkAboutIt
    @HeyLetsTalkAboutIt 2 года назад +12

    Tomorrow I’m having my 3rd ketamine treatment. I feel better already. It’s amazing how much PTSD has affected my life and how much of a difference ketamine has had already.

  • @alliecat.3
    @alliecat.3 2 года назад +5

    You described that perfectly. I am on my second K treatment and the first thing I noticed was the ability to stop and rationalize on a thought that used to shut me down . it's allowed me to breath and mediation is so beneficial now . Thank you for this video . K is saving lives . I am doing the iv drip and honestly. I absolutly love the treatment . after 6 I think I will have had enough it though .

  • @shelleysmith6667
    @shelleysmith6667 2 года назад +5

    Tomorrow will be 4th session 4 of 4 before deciding if/when to do 2 more. After my 2nd treatment I had life-ruining bombshell hit. I am managing it sososo much better.
    ALSO IMPORTANT: I was Rx'd 10mg beta blocker, propanalol.
    I truly believe these 2 things jumpstarted a 'reset' for me. Less self-discipline required. I feels much more natural and wise in my self-management.
    At 63 it's beyond incomprehensible to possibly know how many experiences we go thru that can end up being a huge pile of trauma we get stuck ruminating and weigh us down.
    Ketamine is awesome for a much needed reset after all we've been thru. Ruminating for me is now easier to put on the back burner. Yes, I have grief, but not going to waste time ruminating it unless I schedule it in to my day. Wow!! I'm slowed down mentally... adhd/neurodivergence has my brain racing thru thoughts in a negative way. Less now. I feel more patience with things/comments/etc., that bug me. Also nice.
    MJ is also helpful, but ketamine is great for us.
    Also also... nutrition dense diet is HUGE for me as well. I had no idea. Great info out there today. Dr Mark Hyman is my hero.

  • @Ivy-ds9cx
    @Ivy-ds9cx 2 года назад +2

    Came upon your channel while looking for vagus nerve help and I’m so glad I found you!! A wealth of information, thank you!

  • @Tarot_Time_with_Belle
    @Tarot_Time_with_Belle 2 года назад +3

    Huge huge relief… my daughter suffers with bipolar and PTSD. She has been drug resistant or they help but she can’t function.
    When more research has been done, this may be some real hope on the horizon. Thanks for sharing. Uk

  • @jennifernash5557
    @jennifernash5557 4 месяца назад +1

    Ketamine therapy saved my life. AMAZING!!

  • @knikkiroberts8794
    @knikkiroberts8794 Год назад +1

    Before starting ketamine treatments, my doctor instilled in my brain "You can't medicate bad habits away" - ketamine works if you put in the work - therapy, nutrition, ALL the good things. I couldn't be more grateful.

  • @TheElusiveReality
    @TheElusiveReality 2 года назад +28

    I actually just made an appointment to start ketamine therapy tomorrow! Ive been on every major antidepressant except trintillex and ive done a course of rTMS and nothing has given me remission. I also went thru the whole thing of blood tests checking for nutrient deficiencies and all that. I have treatment resistant double depression and persistent intrusive suicidal thoughts that kicked in when i was about 12 and i dont feel like ive had any meaningful period of remission since then. Im very hopeful about the ketamine, im 24 now and ive been watching the research since i was like 15 and im really hoping it can give me some relief.

    • @mvmarinoa6553
      @mvmarinoa6553 2 года назад +3

      You got this!

    • @motucker44
      @motucker44 2 года назад +3

      So excited for you ! Pls keep us posted. 🌹🌹🌹

    • @Heritage4ever
      @Heritage4ever 2 года назад

      Me too, nervous but ready for relief!

    • @tonyatucker3743
      @tonyatucker3743 2 года назад +1

      God bless you thanks for sharing that
      Your words touched me as I can relate to much of how you are feeling. I pray that the ketamine treatment greatly helps your symptoms to a point where you see yourself as well as your life in a positive and beautiful light and I pray the Lord Jesus take away any and all pain, physical and emotional, psychological and spiritual inflictions or ideation of self harm or suicide will be removed entirely from your thoughts and from every aspect of your life. I am not sure if you believe in God or not but I can tell you that personally, my connection to Almighty God and to His Son, our saviour Jesus Christ, has been my ketamine😉
      It's difficult to stay happy though so I find that if I'm not constantly reading scripture or praying, the devil quickly turns my thought to more negative things so ketamine likely would be useful but as a single mother on a fixed disability income, it's really not affordable for me.
      Anyway, if you do or don't believe in God, just know that I do believe and have faith and in saying that, I have the ultimate faith that you and everyone here reading this message will ultimately be healed and the slate wiped clean for Ll of us. May the Lord give you the peace that comes from knowing Him and may He rebuke and destroy any and all demons including the spirit of depression, the spirit of self harm, the spirits of addiction and of failure, and every and all unclean and impure spirits sent by the devil and may He replace those demons with His righteous, healing and overwhelmingly perfect angels to watch over you and to protect you mind, heart, body, and soul! In Jesus name, Amen

    • @HilarysVideos
      @HilarysVideos 2 года назад +4

      Hi! I'm wondering how it went? Did you get your treatment?

  • @jetnova3788
    @jetnova3788 2 года назад +16

    I’ve had ketamine treatments and I micro dose psilocybin every other day. I find that the two work very well in concert. Meanwhile I’m tapering off my SSRI (shrooms seem to help lessen side effects) and will next attempt to taper of my anticonvulsant mood stabilizer. I have bipolar 1 and CPTSD. My illness has been stubborn. I’ve been dealing actively with changing myself for the better since 1992. I’ve talked and cried and screamed most, if not all, my trauma out. Ketamine has made me feel better than I have in decades. My newfound thought connectivity helps me to understand and get the most benefit out of therapy. The mood elevation of both drugs helps me make healthy choices and want to put down destructive habits. Psychedelic medicine has already done more for my mood disorder and dysregulation than anything else. I highly recommend it. This video is highly informative and a potential lifeline for those who suffer intractable depression.

    • @foodie4128
      @foodie4128 2 года назад +1

      How many mg of psilocybum are you taking every other day?

    • @jetnova3788
      @jetnova3788 2 года назад +1

      @@foodie4128 150 mg in capsule form

    • @foodie4128
      @foodie4128 2 года назад +1

      @@jetnova3788 thank u... That seems kind of high I heard microdosing is only .10 mg. Also where did you get it?

    • @jetnova3788
      @jetnova3788 2 года назад +3

      @@foodie4128 it’s pretty much up to you. I know a guy who takes 500 mg every other day(!). Tolerance does build up, which is why most folks don’t do it every day. I checked out some RUclips vids before I started, and most are saying 100-150 mgs every other day or even every third day. Some protocols call for 4 days on, two off (that doesn’t work for me). 150 mgs is roughly 1/10th of a dose that brings on hallucinogenic effects. I don’t feel anything but a bit of mood elevation/regulation. Definitely feel both calmer and more energetic. I get it from a friend who grows. I grind them up, weigh out 150 mgs and put them in gel capsules.

    • @DiodeMom
      @DiodeMom Год назад

      You may not see this but did you talk to your doc about combining the ketamine infusions with the microdosing? Just wondering. I’d dearly love to get off my ssri & anticonvulsant (bp as well)

  • @annamason3087
    @annamason3087 2 года назад +21

    I can't find a source anywhere for any good psychedelics in my area, I suffer some pretty bad depression and i got a chance to try K and man it was a miracle substance, I felt free,the only high or euphoria was from the relief of my vices being released, that's exactly what it did

    • @johnkeleher5563
      @johnkeleher5563 2 года назад +1

      The psychedelic experience is temporary but many people have permanent results

    • @evelynbecker4916
      @evelynbecker4916 2 года назад +2

      Mushroom completely turned my life around and my anxiety and panic attack disappeared and my personality changed into a much more generous loving person

    • @sebastianfelipe515
      @sebastianfelipe515 2 года назад +2

      (doctor_mckenzie)
      Got psych's**

    • @Marksonfixedmatches
      @Marksonfixedmatches 2 года назад

      I had 3.5 grams dried lemon tek most beautiful experience ever!!

    • @evelynbecker4916
      @evelynbecker4916 2 года назад

      @@sebastianfelipe515 Is he on on Instagram or what?

  • @Robin-bk2lm
    @Robin-bk2lm Год назад +2

    Great overview. For me it's like becoming newborn, where you feel life fresh and without the negative judgements. And you only need a session every few months, not a pill a day like SSRIs.

  • @sue1528
    @sue1528 2 года назад +38

    I've been reading about psilocybin, a compound found in mushrooms, which has been trialled as a treatment for depression with seeming success. Do you have any knowledge of this to share? Thanks.

    • @jrblack78
      @jrblack78 2 года назад

      Yes it can heal PTSD in 1-3 doses. It’s an incredible depression healer, even better than ketamine.

    • @sue1528
      @sue1528 2 года назад

      @Paul Gauthier Thanks very much for replying and for the useful link. Really helpful.

    • @sue1528
      @sue1528 2 года назад

      @@jrblack78 Thanks Jessica. Good to hear.

    • @hi38325
      @hi38325 2 года назад +4

      The psychiatrist I see for spravato is very interested in alternative treatments to the pharmacological options we have now, because our current medication options aren’t particularly effective. What he’s learned from the courses he’s taking on the subject is that it appears to be incredibly effective for people who have experienced trauma. He’s really excited about that because existing medication really isn’t very effective for trauma. Also, he said that the studies seem to show that it’s particularly effective when used during therapy sessions.

  • @katjenochoa6539
    @katjenochoa6539 2 года назад +4

    Thank you so much! My young adult daughter suffers from a combination of CPTSD, Bipolar II, and Major Depressive Disorder. It's so helpful to know about different options in case all else fails. I appreciate the work you do here..you are truly amazing. Love your voice and the way you clearly explain so many crucial mental health topics!! God bless. ❤

  • @DesertRose63
    @DesertRose63 2 года назад +4

    I'm a disabled veteran from the Desert Storm era.
    I've tried too many antidepressant. NONE have worked. TRD. Military PTSD, severe conversion disorder with PNES (psychogenic non-epileptic seizures), MST (military sexual trauma), chronic suicidal ideation. Agoraphobic!!
    I get my 25th 1 hr infusion (in 6 months) in the morning. I can't wait!
    I use meditation music & VR goggles to watch kaleidoscopes. Make for "my" perfect session!
    I have 3 decades of chains to break ... but ketamine is setting me free! I could write a book.
    I did not remember what happiness or joy felt like anymore. But I'm have more "good" days!
    This is a miracle happening for me!
    💜;💜

  • @KathleenRenninger
    @KathleenRenninger Год назад +2

    Thanks for this very clear, well-presented, educational video. Appreciated the explanation of what happens to the brain in depression.

  • @pmbluemoon
    @pmbluemoon 2 года назад +13

    Thank you for making this video, my doctor asked me if I was willing to try this before ECT. So far, I'm still on meds/pills and am still deciding if I want to try this or not. I have many allergies and am scared of an injection medication, but to very well with anesthetics in general. I'm also referred to do a neuropsychological evaluation, being I've been in quite a few car accidents and have a lot of head trauma from my younger days. I've been through most medication classes through the past 20 years, and getting tired of side effects and such. Thank you for the information and the fact that it might come with insurance issues as well. 👍

    • @georginarandolphgirl66
      @georginarandolphgirl66 2 года назад

      You can also get lozenges but I don't know where other than the ketamine clinic an hour away from me.

    • @samp739
      @samp739 Год назад +1

      Ect saved my life , so hoping this ketamine can do a similar mechanism as ect 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏 all the best

    • @amandawilliams204
      @amandawilliams204 Год назад

      I never knew about ketamine but I did ECT therapy and it changed my life for the better only did the right hemisphere three times a week for a month then two times a week for a month then once a week for a few months. I was still able to drive home after my treatment I was only under for like 10 minutes for so they said I shouldn’t drive home but I did anyways I was fine I worked two jobs through the whole process I don’t think I would be alive if it weren’t for ect. I was legit dying of depression and he like stage 4 adrenal fatigue

    • @caroladame274
      @caroladame274 Год назад +2

      Hi there. Just to let you know (because I was scared of allergy too) the psychiatry office where they administer the nasal spray Esketamine does carry everything for an allergy should it happen, but he told me it was pretty rare, but still it made that worry go away to know they're prepared! Now I'm only concerned about if I'll have a "psycadellic trip" or not so I'm watching videos on RUclips to get people's opinions..etc. Good luck to you!

    • @pmbluemoon
      @pmbluemoon Год назад +1

      @@caroladame274 Thank you for letting me know about the nasal spray, that would be a great trial run. Good luck to you as well!

  • @skfhdsjknldgfv
    @skfhdsjknldgfv 2 года назад +2

    I've been using Joyous, low-dose at-home ketamine. I know it works wonders for many people but I haven't felt an improvement with my depression. I've been on it 2 months and have been at 100mg for 3 weeks. They are compounded troches.

  • @cassie1264
    @cassie1264 2 года назад +6

    I just had to come back and let you know that your video has inspired me to start my search for ketamine clinics for my fibromyalgia and depression. I've been looking on and off for 2 years and was denied by the one doctor who would accept my insurance. I cried for days after that. Well, this week I have found several new clinics in my area that offer infusions but don't accept insurance. I talked to my parents about it and they said they would help me afford the cost!! Hoping and praying that I can get an appointment soon!!!

    • @halcyon-cg2eb
      @halcyon-cg2eb 13 дней назад

      Your post is from 2 years ago. How did it go with Ketamine treatments?

  • @KristieBittleston
    @KristieBittleston 2 года назад +2

    I received my first Spravato treatment yesterday. Thanks so much for sharing this. I am really hopeful this will help - I have treatment resistant depression as well as CPTSD.

    • @melissacustalow6637
      @melissacustalow6637 9 месяцев назад

      I have MDD and C-PTSD as well and just started Spravato last week. Didn't notice an immediate change but am hopeful!

  • @ginabuns
    @ginabuns 2 года назад +105

    I started ketamine recently. This video doesn’t include the way I take mine, which is via microdosing. I take approximately 4 mg every 4 hours. So understand this is also an option. You don’t go on a trip like the other treatment.
    With that said, it’s been a miracle for my me. I am/ was a 911 dispatcher.
    My symptoms are major cognitive issues where I couldn’t put my thoughts together in to words, memory issues, major pain from clenching and being hyper vigilant, major anxiety, depression and more…
    The ketamine costs me $50/ a month without insurance.
    I highly recommend. I get it from my pain doctor who is also a psychiatrist.

    • @ancek404
      @ancek404 2 года назад +1

      Hey where do you get it from

    • @ginabuns
      @ginabuns 2 года назад +5

      I get my rx through my dr at the pain clinic I go to.

    • @Chris-pw3sx
      @Chris-pw3sx 2 года назад +4

      You describe my Issues to a T. What state do you live in? I wonder if I can get this in Texas through my doctor.

    • @hK_Ultra_
      @hK_Ultra_ 2 года назад +1

      I’ve used the spray about a year, but the relief is a lot more short lived now. How does the 4mg work? Is it still spray? I would love to move to a lower dose more often. I find myself not knowing what my regiment should be (time of the day/how many sprays)

    • @Funsoul8
      @Funsoul8 2 года назад +1

      Gina, can I ask you do you live in California? I need to pay $50 a month..where did you go for this plz ..thx

  • @chinookvalley
    @chinookvalley 2 года назад +15

    My dear friend just committed suicide. He was a VietNam vet who came back with PTSD and multiple problems that he just couldn't resolve. He was a war hero, but none of that mattered to him. He lived well, he was an amazing human being. The psych world was bad to him. He ended up in trouble with the law and they nearly killed him. If he could have gotten the help he NEEDED he would still be here. I feel so bad for all the vets (and everyone else dealing with PTSD and depression) that NEED help, but for one reason or another don't get it. The last time I went to see a counselor I was told to, "get over it". No one needs to hear that. What is wrong with these therapists? They are the cause of many problems that we are trying to "get over".

    • @Violets14
      @Violets14 2 года назад +2

      "Get over it?" That's terrible to hear! Wow. You definitely need someone better. I'm so sorry about your friend. How did the psych world fail him? Do you think it was lack of attention or skill or?

    • @chasvonplatten1298
      @chasvonplatten1298 Год назад

      I would leave that office yesterday, and when they send you the bill say, "not going to pay, just get over it!"

  • @americanpatriot2568
    @americanpatriot2568 2 года назад +2

    I have been on 20+ different antidepressants. I also had 28 days of the new TMS system without any sufficient change to my well-being. Finally I have a appointment January 5th 2023. My insurance will pay for Spravato but not the infusions. I am a bit worried from having done a bad trip on acid back in the 70s. But I am at the point of trying Spratavo is next to my last hope. Which will be ETC! Thank too all who have been brave enough to share your stories....

  • @DonnaAloysius
    @DonnaAloysius 2 года назад +4

    Thank you for sharing! It is incredibly unfortunate ketamine is a last resort. I would like to add that a bad trip is hard but can also be very healing

  • @RyanDaMannn
    @RyanDaMannn Год назад +1

    Phenomenal episode. Perfectly done in every way, great work and thank you.

  • @territhetankedupterrapin6592
    @territhetankedupterrapin6592 2 года назад +3

    When used properly Ketamine is a fantastic drug with a range of possible uses! It doesn't remove or mask the depression like alot of psyche meds do, it helps you to rewire how you think about your life and experiences. Have an ego-death and you'll reevaluate your life in ways that you can't even imagine until you've been there!

  • @sanjaykohli9897
    @sanjaykohli9897 2 месяца назад +1

    The Ketamine therapy if not covered by insurance is way too expensive in South Florida.

  • @byooteeluhver3
    @byooteeluhver3 2 года назад +24

    Psilocybin is also an interesting treatment possibility for depression!

  • @DesertRose63
    @DesertRose63 Год назад +7

    I'm 10 months into 1 hr ketamine IV infusions. I currently go 1x a week. In a nutshell, I've told my VA doctors: "It's like waking up from a 30 yr coma."

    • @mycolo_psychedelic6895
      @mycolo_psychedelic6895 Год назад

      Look up☝️☝️ that handle, he's got the best tips and helps. I've microdosed shrooms for about 6 months now and it has really helped my anxiety and depression and I'll recommend it for anyone

  • @w4shep
    @w4shep 2 года назад +6

    I have been receiving ketamine infusions for 9 years. Mine are for chronic pain from Treatment Resistant Type I CRPS (in 65% of my body). It is the only treatment that really helps mute the intense chronic pain. But my case is unusual.
    (More info in replies - comment got clipped)

    • @w4shep
      @w4shep 2 года назад +1

      My treatments are for 3 concurrent days and the infusion lasts 4 hrs. I have about 340 hours under doctor supervised ketamine trips. They are administered by an anesthesiologist in the recovery room of an out-patient surgical center. A nurse monitors me during the entire procedure. Start to finish - I go in at 7:30am and get picked up about 2:30, 3 days in a row. Medicare covers most of the costs.
      The one day treatments last about 40 minutes (so I've read, I've never had this type) and are not covered by insurance. I do not know if these they are covered by Medicare/Medicaid. The drug is cheap. It's the other costs that add up (dr. fees, the facility/bed costs, nurse, etc.).

    • @w4shep
      @w4shep 2 года назад +1

      I highly recommend them to anyone and everyone with chronic pain, depression, PTSD, or addiction issues. If it works for you, it should work very well. But be patient. The effects can be instant, or they can take a a few days or weeks to fully kick in. They can also be cumulative. Everyone reacts a bit different.
      Also be patient with scheduling your treatment. The demand is high and getting higher so you may have to wait a while for your 1st treatment. One thing to note about side effects, I get a blood panel following each 3-day treatment to check my liver function. Ketamine can do bad things to your liver. And patients are also monitored for elevated blood pressure while receiving treatments. I am hooked up to an IV and have my heart rate & rhythm, BP, pulse and oxygen levels monitored while getting the infusions.

    • @w4shep
      @w4shep 2 года назад +4

      My recommendations for your treatment to enhance the experience and effectiveness:
      1) get yourself into a calm/relaxed state of mind (meditate, take some deep breaths, whatever works for you)
      2) wear noise canceling over-ear headphones
      3) listen to music (make a relaxing, calming or uplifting playlist the first time, then experiment with other music you like - EDM with few words or instrumentals work best for me. Frequencies matter!
      4) Wear a sleep mask to cover your eyes.
      5) Think 'happy' and 'positive' thoughts prior to and whilst going under ketamine
      6) Enjoy the ride!
      It can get weird.
      Very very weird 🙂
      You are now a "psychonaut".
      Good luck to you!

    • @w4shep
      @w4shep 2 года назад +1

      Sorry for the book.
      Ketamine is a complicated topic and not easily condensed into a couple sentences.

    • @JoshDingus
      @JoshDingus 2 года назад +3

      My mom has the same illness and this is the only thing that has worked for her.

  • @ElectricPhantasmagoria
    @ElectricPhantasmagoria 9 месяцев назад

    I talked about psychedelics in one of your other episodes. It was the one about facing death. Psychedelics, when used correctly have enormous therapeutic potential, and can reach down to issues and allow them to be let go.
    Thanks for being one of the few therapists out there who will talk about this stuff and the results. I think most won’t touch it out of a stigma fear of reputation damage

  • @906-whkjbkj
    @906-whkjbkj 2 года назад +3

    I respect you for speaking so openly on such a taboo subject.

  • @beyondthebop
    @beyondthebop 2 года назад +3

    Very interesting!
    I love to learn how certain substances can influence our brain. Especially the impact of nutrition on mental health is something I find fascinating.

  • @babscrosier
    @babscrosier 2 года назад +3

    The only side effect I'd heard of was bladder damage. How are they ensuring patients don't end up with bladder damage?

  • @boosqueezy2418
    @boosqueezy2418 Год назад +4

    i wish i could cry. my depression makes me numb

  • @megbennett4363
    @megbennett4363 2 года назад +6

    Ketamine was both a miracle and a disappointment for me. I’m no longer suicidal and my psychiatrist thinks it’s the best possible outcome but for 7k in costs out of pocket, I’m still depressed. For me, it saved me from in patient treatment and stopped my chronic suicidality. It didn’t make much of a difference in being depressed.

    • @Jakegh7
      @Jakegh7 2 года назад +4

      Consider doing TMS therapy. I had ketamine treatments and experienced similar results. I was good for about 6 months and then went back to sever depression. I’m seeing amazing results from TMS

    • @megbennett4363
      @megbennett4363 2 года назад

      @@Jakegh7 thanks for the suggestion but my psychiatrist doesn’t recommend Tms plus with cost of continued ketamine, I can’t do both.

    • @Jakegh7
      @Jakegh7 2 года назад +2

      @@megbennett4363 oh ok. Interesting. Sorry I got excited because my treatment has helped a lot I forgot it’s not right for everyone.

    • @lolleonlolable
      @lolleonlolable 2 года назад +1

      7k ??? you know u can buy that shit on the streets for almost nothing right ?

    • @megbennett4363
      @megbennett4363 2 года назад +1

      @@lolleonlolable 7k for 3 weeks of treatments administered by a psychiatrist. When someone is close to needing inpatient treatment, you can’t take risks. Even using a ketamine clinic with an anesthesiologist my psychiatrist wouldn’t recommend in case I might become despondent over treatment not working.

  • @louisebam1466
    @louisebam1466 2 года назад +1

    I'm in benzodiazepine wd. O Lord this is brutal. I wich there was something that could help me with this. Thank you for the lovely video's. Saved my from a couple of panic attacks. Keep up the good work. Warmest South African greetings.

  • @BRITTABURRITO
    @BRITTABURRITO 2 года назад +5

    I think that your information is very helpful, except for the advice to avoid home treatment options. I have been doing ketamine therapy this way, and find that it is a much better setting to have the type of transformative/psychedelic experience than in hospitals or doctor offices. I have a very professional support team, consisting of my clinician, guides, integration circles, and am monitored during sessions by someone I trust. Set and setting are both essential to getting long-lasting improvements from this type of therapy, as well as clearly defining intentions before heading out the door, so to speak.
    I don’t work for any of these places, but I probably should at this point. As someone who is filled with anxiety at the mere suggestion of being inside a clinic, home treatment was a game changer for me. There is no way that I would have been able to conjure the right mindset to do this inside of one, much less walk away with anything valuable.
    I will also note that my dosage is carefully controlled, and that the benefits and memorable effects of ketamine treatment are not present in higher dosages. There is not any real reason for people to do a bunch more of it when that actually detracts from the experience.
    The cost was less than 1000$ for my initial round of 6 total treatments, and less for my second round. Thats significantly less than spravato or intravenous treatments. It is also a lozenge, not a needle or nose thing, which I appreciate.
    Please reconsider your advice against home-based treatment options

    • @partlysimpson5154
      @partlysimpson5154 2 года назад

      So are the results long term? Or you have to keep being dependent on it?

    • @BRITTABURRITO
      @BRITTABURRITO 2 года назад +2

      @@partlysimpson5154 it is all about what you do for integration. Every session is a chance to re-wire the machine, so I find that I use my sessions for different things once I feel ready to take on something else. The changes I’ve made because of my integration work have stuck, but I’ve put in the work. That being said, ketamine is the key to making actual change possible because it allows me to see what actions I need to take, and then execute them. Regular therapy seems to only get me to the point of knowing about my problems- not why, not how they are interconnected, and certainly doesn’t give me the mojo to make more than a New Years resolution style jab at them. Ketamine does. And once the changes are wired in, they really do seem to stay. I don’t have the crippling anxiety, depression, panic attacks or frequent ptsd triggers that I did before. I now see fear as a signal, and not an alarm, which means that I can respond with consideration, and that really does make all the difference. I was literally too beat down to get back up on my own this time last year.

    • @georginarandolphgirl66
      @georginarandolphgirl66 2 года назад

      A clinic an hour away has it so that people who have done psychadelics before can do it at home instead of going to the clinic. I have never done psychadelics before but they start you with a low dose and then go up from there.

    • @AnneWilkynson
      @AnneWilkynson Год назад +1

      I think she just meant doing it at home without being monitored by professionals, but you've got all that, how wonderful! I'm informing myself to try and help my 30 year old Daughter, she's so stuck in ptsd, depression, anxiety she can't leave the house, she's constantly fighting suicidal thoughts.
      It's a daily nightmare, not just for her but for all of us who love her.

  • @susieodell2637
    @susieodell2637 Год назад +2

    After having a stroke, when depression hit, progress stopped. With K, I will start working again to walk.

  • @marin4352
    @marin4352 32 минуты назад

    I just started nasal spray ketamine (not esketamine). I have taken 3 doses so far over 6 days. Haven't felt anything yet but hoping to notice some changes over time

  • @jenna_rem
    @jenna_rem 2 года назад +3

    Real talk! Ketamine is amazing in removing sense of separation and learning about connection with others as one of the core values in life.

    • @kevinbrown8794
      @kevinbrown8794 2 года назад

      I recommend you hit up this legit plug they're very reliable ship to any location they've got Adderall shrooms ketamine dmt,lsd,spores,microdose and other psychedelic stuffs!

    • @kevinbrown8794
      @kevinbrown8794 2 года назад

      @trippy_psyche1

    • @kevinbrown8794
      @kevinbrown8794 2 года назад

      They're on INSTAGRAM
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  • @handsome_man69
    @handsome_man69 2 года назад +21

    Ketamine has been amazing for me. It absolutely annhiliated all these thought loops in my head. It was like turning my brain on and off again. Like with a computer.

  • @jstdrv
    @jstdrv 2 года назад +2

    Top tip: anti car sickness medication like meclozini HCl or postafen really works wonders for the dizziness or nausea

  • @ashleyaschliman6855
    @ashleyaschliman6855 2 года назад +5

    I've received ketamine infusions for 3.5 years. The therapy saved my life and has kept me alive. Beyond that, I'm absolutely thriving. It's expensive, but absolutely worth the investment. I've had multiple family members receiving treatment as well and they have had excellent results as well.
    My daughter receives them for chronic pain (she has AMPS) and she went from a constant 7-8 on the pain scale to a 2-3. After her first 4 infusions she held those results for 9 months and just received her first booster to get back to that place. When there aren't any other options anymore, you do what you have to do and Ketamine has been miraculous for us.

  • @michaellee860
    @michaellee860 Месяц назад

    11:57 I would love to hear a more about the at-home kits as I can't afford infusions and my doctor doesn't like Spravato. I have the first shipment coming in the mail.

    • @TreySoya
      @TreySoya Месяц назад

      *There are quite affordable ones out there, i could recommend u to this reputable psych store i was able to obtain authentic Ket & other psychs. They're well facilitated & ship discreetly locally and across borders*

    • @TreySoya
      @TreySoya Месяц назад

      *@SYNCERELAMP, that's their handle*

    • @TreySoya
      @TreySoya Месяц назад

      *They're on telegram & Instagram*

  • @SummerBaby728
    @SummerBaby728 2 года назад +3

    I’m definitely going to give this treatment a try (as soon as I apply for CareCredit or the like), but I’m on the fence about doing it at-home or in clinic. At-home is widely available, convenient and a much cheaper option (for example, $399/mo with WonderMed & includes 4 doses/mo + NAD) than in clinic (more like $1300-2000+ for 4 treatments). But I am a bit nervous doing it alone at home and I also have read that the in-clinic infusions are more bioavailable than the oral doses for at-home treatment. Any info from anyone here on this inquiry is greatly appreciated!

  • @caribraley991
    @caribraley991 Год назад +1

    Ketamine infusions for me changed my world but had to stop treatment because of the cost I have undergone everything available for treatment of depression and anxiety still taking handful of pills night and day and throughout the day to function and stay alive. The ketamine infusion let me see a side of life I never imagined. I was at peace had joy. My entire life changed but the charge of $500 per infusion. Just couldn’t keep it going. It’s been 4 months since last treatment and now I am back where I started😢

  • @sajekairon
    @sajekairon 2 года назад +2

    Thank you for making this video. I hope you will touch on other Psychedelics in the near future as this information is vital. :)

    • @breannaseviour1032
      @breannaseviour1032 2 года назад +1

      Much agreed because there is much more than just Ketamine :)

  • @Brandi_Hill
    @Brandi_Hill 2 года назад +1

    One of the best explanations available online. Please do another video on the differences between nasal and injections. Thanks

  • @ladanis8081
    @ladanis8081 2 года назад +8

    I just had my second ketamine treatment today. For the first time in years I’m feeling hopeful that I may get better.

    • @checkoutmyco_bmonInstagram-u4k
      @checkoutmyco_bmonInstagram-u4k 2 года назад +1

      Sure you'll get better hun
      Just make sure your ketamine is good and you should be good to go

    • @checkoutmyco_bmonInstagram-u4k
      @checkoutmyco_bmonInstagram-u4k 2 года назад

      But for your next ketamine treatment
      Get yours from my name description
      I got mine from him and I'm referring to get some more for free
      It's helping me

    • @AudriusAlkauskas
      @AudriusAlkauskas Год назад

      How are you doing now?

    • @ladanis8081
      @ladanis8081 Год назад +1

      @@AudriusAlkauskas GREAT!

    • @AudriusAlkauskas
      @AudriusAlkauskas Год назад

      @@ladanis8081 That's nice to hear!

  • @garyjones101
    @garyjones101 Год назад +1

    I think combining pre-ketamine therapy and moving into guided ketamine use through either sublingual, infusion or nasal dosages hod the best opportunity for improving people's lives. It's important to have someone qualified present as you experience the "trip" to help guide you to your break-through's.

  • @Blaze-rq2jw
    @Blaze-rq2jw 2 года назад +6

    I just started taking ketamine infusion therapy last year, (2 treatments), and there was an "assault" on kidneys that caused my eGFR which is to be

    • @jessicacarson6117
      @jessicacarson6117 2 года назад

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    • @jessicacarson6117
      @jessicacarson6117 2 года назад

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    • @Blaze-rq2jw
      @Blaze-rq2jw 2 года назад +1

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    • @jessicacarson6117
      @jessicacarson6117 2 года назад

      @@Blaze-rq2jw yeah incase you want to purchase em

    • @melschevelle
      @melschevelle 2 года назад +3

      @@Blaze-rq2jw there is some really weird people in the comment sections for mental illness videos😂

  • @eflodur26
    @eflodur26 Год назад +1

    knowing that you can have some reliefe once a week would be a reason to keep on going.

  • @sunset33533
    @sunset33533 2 года назад +3

    The mindfulness workbook "30 Days to Reduce Depression" by Harper Daniels really helped.

  • @petebutler5139
    @petebutler5139 2 года назад +1

    Great video! What helped even more was your presentation style. You look and sound like so many of my friends and that little connection helped me listen more intently. Thank you!

  • @shadowswallow
    @shadowswallow 2 года назад +21

    I’m a chronic (and severe) nerve pain patient with severe depression and ketamine/Spravato have saved my life.
    Pain-wise, I have extensive nerve damage that my brain interprets as burning pain all over my body, and ketamine is like hitting a computer’s “restart” button on my nervous system. It allows my brain to get out of those positive feedback loops of pain and more pain and even more pain.
    Depression-wise, I’m finally able to think about my future instead of addressing each crisis as it comes up and putting all my mental and physical energy into barely staying afloat.
    I also have OCD and PTSD and ketamine has greatly reduced the number of intrusive thoughts and flashbacks I get (a feature of my OCD is “pure O” obsessive thoughts where my brain decides to show me pictures and videos of horrific things on a loop 🤦‍♀️).
    I’m so grateful for ketamine and it’s derivatives and I can’t wait for further research to be done on this drug family!!
    I’m also so grateful that the effects last far beyond the time the medication is in my body. I can spend 2 hours a week listening to music with my eyes closed as my brain shows me a fun light show, but doing that 24/7? Awful. I want to be able to live a life!!

    • @quodlicetiovinonlicetbovi4996
      @quodlicetiovinonlicetbovi4996 2 года назад +1

      Read about TMS or Mind body syndrome. Search for Steve Ozanich, Dr Sarno, Dr Schubiner, Nicole Sachs, Dan Buglio. U don't need meds you will heal. Trust me I was there where u are right now. U can /unlearn/retrain/rewire/ your neural pathways. Try it. One day at a time. You will heal!

    • @motucker44
      @motucker44 2 года назад

      @@quodlicetiovinonlicetbovi4996
      Psychedelics are tools and the beauty of them is that eventually you don't need them. There are many healing modalities and diff things work for diff ppl. I believe you as I've been retraining my brain and reprogramming sans psychs but boy do they cram a lot all in one go.

    • @Fire-Toolz
      @Fire-Toolz 2 года назад +2

      @@quodlicetiovinonlicetbovi4996 This person literally just shared how much of a miracle this medication has been for them & you’re sitting here pushing something different on them just because it helped you?? LOL! (BTW, Ozanich & Sarno’s work is incredible. You just need to let people do what helps them. Everyone is different.)

    • @quodlicetiovinonlicetbovi4996
      @quodlicetiovinonlicetbovi4996 2 года назад

      @@Fire-Toolz pushing it on them? Like an agenda??? You can't be serious?! I'm trying to let them know there's a way much cheaper and natural and fundamental, scientifically proven way called Neuroplastics which is the one that really changes neural pathways in the long run. Ketamine is a double edged sword. Or more like a gun that will eventually backfire. But at the end of the day one must face with the consequences of making their choices. As for you, get acquainted thoroughly before you decide to patronize someone. I have good intentions, not trying to force any agenda..

    • @Fire-Toolz
      @Fire-Toolz 2 года назад +2

      @@quodlicetiovinonlicetbovi4996 If you re-read your comment, you will see that you are telling someone what to do. That is the wording you chose. My point is that different things work for different people. I am saying that what you’re suggesting, AND ketamine, are both valid. Your point is that only mind training/neuroplasticity is valid. I am trying to express that being open minded about what helps the individual is important but your view is a one-size-fits-all. For many, a combination of both paths are helpful. For some, CBT is all that’s needed. Others, DBT. Others, EMDR. Others, somatic experiencing. We are all different. I hope you can understand that a single solution doesn’t work best for everyone. You’re discounting all of the comments here raving about how ketamine has helped them and telling them that there’s a better way. It just doesn’t make sense. Maybe ketamine is a double-edges sword for you, but not everyone. Try to keep an open mind. What’s important is that someone makes progress. It’s not as important how that progress is made, as long as they are not to their detriment.

  • @tinamancusi8995
    @tinamancusi8995 2 года назад +3

    Does micro dosing mushrooms do the same thing? I have seen a ton of positive research on microdosing as an other option for treatment resistant depression.

    • @tinamancusi8995
      @tinamancusi8995 2 года назад +1

      @Paul Gauthier I am just starting a micro dosing protocol✌

  • @gabrielastarr21
    @gabrielastarr21 3 месяца назад +2

    Ketamine saved my life, I've had 4 sessions so far and my experience has been very similar to this 💕

  • @datsuntoyy
    @datsuntoyy 2 года назад +6

    I did one ketamine treatment. I guess I'm not wired like other people as I HATED it. I did not like the feeling while being "high" and I had a massive headache for two days and a mild headache for 2 more. They say it can mellow out your mood, well yea when your head is pounding it's hard to have any mood other than lay still on the couch. First was my last. Glad it's there for others.

  • @boosqueezy2418
    @boosqueezy2418 Год назад +1

    ssri’s never worked for me. i’m praying this is what i’ve been looking for

  • @prayforthejewishpeople
    @prayforthejewishpeople Год назад +3

    I dit KET for the first time. I experienced that my conscious broke lose from all the negative thoughts patterns. I felt connected with my true self! Was amazing. I’ve learned on a deep level; i am not my thoughts! That’s a huge eye opener for me. Next week I will do my second.

  • @BimmerWon
    @BimmerWon 2 года назад +1

    Anyone know any good stores to get some quality ketamine? I looked in CVS and Walgreens next to the vitamins but didn’t find any. The clerk didn’t have any behind the counter either.

  • @ferretapocalypse
    @ferretapocalypse 2 года назад +2

    I’ve done the IV’s. I don’t want to do the nasal spray. FDA requires patients to wait 2 hours after treatment. The IV you can leave as soon as you’re able

    • @kevinbrown8794
      @kevinbrown8794 2 года назад

      I recommend you hit up this legit plug they're very reliable ship to any location they've got Adderall shrooms ketamine dmt,lsd,spores,microdose and other psychedelic stuffs..

    • @kevinbrown8794
      @kevinbrown8794 2 года назад

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      @kevinbrown8794 2 года назад

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  • @davidlwweatherford4768
    @davidlwweatherford4768 2 года назад +2

    Have you read Dr. John Lilly's accounts of his extensive experiments with Ketamine? It incidentally cured his migraines and he describes a myriad of other
    effects.

  • @bella1975
    @bella1975 2 года назад +1

    I really like your videos and help. Thank you for this video. I need help with anxiety and exposure response prevention and in person therapy.

  • @autumnskyes5633
    @autumnskyes5633 2 года назад +4

    I read about ketamine and psilocybin and yes, I believe it could very well be a great thing. I remember first reading about the psilocybin trials and reading about what patients described as a "cold reboot of a computer system" and having the effects last months. Now these patients chosen for the trial were drug resistant depression and bi-polar patients. Some even had the shock treatments and that didn't help much. After one treatment these patients had instant improvement. One thing nags at me and that's the "tripping" part of it. Now I'm going to be honest here and say that yes, I have had some experience with psychedelics. One thing a person should never do is use it if your head is in a bad place because of having a bad trip. How is it that there's such a low instance of bad trips in patients already in a very bad place in their heads? Or is that that these treatments' results are that immediate? Great video. I've shared this with a few family members who are suffering.

    • @tameemaxfield8861
      @tameemaxfield8861 2 года назад

      I have done IV Ketamine treatments. Going into the treatment it is important to have acceptance and a word of dedication for the trip such as "I am worthy, I am healing, I am letting go." Being prepared for the trip and meditating, etc. Beforehand really helps to have a better trip. The times I was not as prepared my trip was less enjoyable.

  • @emilywilhite5807
    @emilywilhite5807 Год назад +1

    Thank you for this video. I’ve had depression and anxiety since 2004. I am currently barely able to work (3 hours/week) and am single so I won’t survive long on my limited income. I’ve been on over 15 medications with zero results and over a decade of therapy. I just finished my 36th session of TMS which also had no effect. I’m currently deciding between the Spravato and IV Ketamine. If my insurance approves I will probably go with the Spravato first just because of cost reasons. If that also doesn’t work I will have to try to come up with the money for the IV treatments.

    • @halcyon-cg2eb
      @halcyon-cg2eb 12 дней назад

      How are you doing? I hope the Ketamine was successful for you?

    • @emilywilhite5807
      @emilywilhite5807 12 дней назад +1

      @ I never ended up doing it. I went through an intensive out patient program for several months and then started a new job and with that could not get the time off for the treatments. I’m far from 100% but I’m managing to work about 30hrs/week.

    • @halcyon-cg2eb
      @halcyon-cg2eb 12 дней назад +1

      @@emilywilhite5807 This sounds like progress to me! Wishing you all the best 😉

  • @DivineDianne
    @DivineDianne 2 года назад +6

    I would love to hear your take on Psilocybin. I am very hopeful since the studies in recent years show real promise. One dose and you're good for 2 - 3 years? I can't wait until its readily available to everyone.

    • @bdubs970
      @bdubs970 2 года назад +3

      Ketamine compared to the “Hero Dose” of psilocybin for me was very different. The experiences do have some similarities, but for the most part, what my mind and body felt for each were two very different experiences. Ketamine also does not have as many physical side effects while “sobering” up as psilocybin does, which I really prefer. But I still use both and they aren’t the complete solution to my depression/anxiety/ptsd, but they are both very helpful tools in making hard days/weeks a little easier and allow me to work on applying the skills I learn in therapy.

  • @DrPatrickKingsep
    @DrPatrickKingsep 2 года назад +1

    Hi there, interesting video to watch and gives people information on ketamine - which has been talked about quite a bit lately. So thankyou! I am always interested in all things to do with the mind and life and how to live in flow....

  • @sajekairon
    @sajekairon 2 года назад +4

    Thank you for making this video. I hope you will touch on other Psychedelics in the near future as well. :)

  • @EmilyC04
    @EmilyC04 2 года назад +1

    Ketamine infusions gave me severe tinnitus and hearing loss. I only have 25% hearing in my ears and only had 6 infusions. My psychiatrist never warned me of this side effect. Make sure to do your research. I now wear hearing aids but that hasn't helped with the tinnitus.

  • @Peace-tk3gr
    @Peace-tk3gr 2 года назад +4

    They have clinics here in Durban, South Africa that do Ketamine infusions. I've always just assumed the costs were prohibitive, but maybe I should check it out?
    My paternal line is riddled with depression and includes two suicides. It would be fabulous to not suffer from depression 😊💪

    • @Peace-tk3gr
      @Peace-tk3gr 2 года назад

      @Martin Craig You should not be trying to put someone who suffers from mental illness in touch with someone who peddles illegal drugs! Enjoy having fun at someone else's expense. I expect NOT to see you in hell.
      Your replies/suggestions are malicious. Fortunately, I am not idiot enough to take your 'advice' ; but, what if I had been a vulnerable person who decided that trying that trash you are peddling was a good idea? Do you have no conscience, or are you just immature? Don't bother answering. I have no desire to further engage with a moral imbecile.