NF - Why (Lyric Video)

Lyrics
What's you're definition of success?
I don't trust the thoughts that come inside my head
I don't trust this thing that beats inside my chest
Who I am and who I wanna be can not connect
Why?
Don't think I deserve it you get no respect
I just made a couple mill' still not impressed
Let You Down was triple platinum, yeah, ok, ok, I guess
Smile for a moment then these questions starting to fill my head
Not again
I push away the people that I love the most
Why?
I don't want no one to know I'm vulnerable
Why?
That makes me feel weak and so uncomfortable
Why?
Stop asking me questions
I just wanna feel alive until I die
This isn't Nate's flow
Just let me rhyme
I'm in disguise
I'm a busy person got no time for lies
One of a kind
They don't see it I pull out they eyes
I'm on the rise
I've been doing this for most my life with no advice
Take my chances I just roll the dice, do what I like
As a kid I was afraid of heights, put that aside
Now I'm here and they look so surprised, well so am I
They don't invite me to the parties, but I still arrive
Kick down the door and then I go inside
Give off that I do not belong here vibe
Then take the keys right off the counter let's go for a ride
Why do y'all look mortified?
I keep to myself they think I'm sorta shy
Organized
Let You Down's the only song you've heard of
Well then you're behind
Storytime
Wish I could think like Big Sean does, but I just can't decide
If I should stick my knife inside of Pennywise
I don't care what anybody else thinks
Lies
I do not need nobody to help me
Lies
I kind of feel guilty 'cause I'm wealthy
Why?
I don't understand this
Got me questioning like why?
Just tell me why
Not back to this flow
Inside I feel divided
Back when I ain't had a dime but had the drive
Back before I ever signed I questioned life
Like who am I, man?
Nothing to me's ever good enough
I could be working for 24 hours a day and think I never did enough
My life is a movie but there ain't no telling what you're gonna see in my cinema
I wanna be great but I get in the way of myself
When I think about everything that I could never be
Why do I do it though?
Why you always looking aggravated
Not a choice you know I had to make it
When they talk about the greatest they gonna probably never put us in they] conversation
Like something then I gotta take it
Write something then I might erase it
I love it then I really hate it
What's the problem Nathan?
I don't know
I know I like to preach to always be yourself
But my emotions make me feel like I am someone else
Me and pride had made a pact that we don't need no help
Which feels like I'm at war inside myself but I forgot the shells
I hold my issues up for all to see like show and tell
A lot of people know me but not a lot know me well
Hold my issues up for all to see like show and tell
A lot of people know me but they don't know me well

[@izzythebizzy8973]

I absolutly love NF! Amazing lyric video as always!

[@itzsarahmichelle7190]

Me too :) and thanks :)

[@natalyarose8128]

Love it😍

[@itzsarahmichelle7190]

Thanks :)

[@JesusMusic-hi7fs]

What program do you use to make your videos? I got a new laptop, and the program I use is no longer supported. I'm trying to find a new one, but I don't want to get a virus. Thanks!

[@itzsarahmichelle7190]

I use shotcut :)

[@JesusMusic-hi7fs]

I'll have to check that out. Thanks! [:

[@itzsarahmichelle7190]

np :)