i always listen to this every night while thinking of the memories I had with my Friends, looking back at those wonderful times shouldn't be taken for granted.
On April 22 of this year at 9:21pm, my father took his final breath in the hospital. He had been in a medical coma for three weeks to make it easier for him to live. The doctors informed us it might be time to give up on him, and after a week of fighting and discussing, we thought it best to let him go. He was a complicated man, with trauma he obviously carried throughout his life. My sister was just 23, me just 25. I never really knew him that well, he was very closed off, and had often been violent and angry when we were kids, so it was hard to reconcile with him later on in life. I wished for us to get along better, for us to put it behind us. But now I don’t have that chance anymore. I cant tell him I forgive him, I cant tell him I love him, I cant hug him one more time. I cant even see him get mad at me one more time. Please, forgive those close to you before you cannot. Tell those you love that you cherish them. Hold the ones you care for before they cant hold you back.
I want to change.. I want to be me again.. I remember when I used to be this silly kid that would be super SUPER expressive and would show emotion any moment I could but now I'm just this shell of regret, anger, and sorrow.. I miss my brother, I miss my cat, I miss my grandma, and I miss my friend... I've lost so much and gained so little the past 5-8 years but something a few people have been telling me is that no matter what I can still smile.. I can still laugh and at rare moments I'm even able to shed a few tears but I don't just want to cry I want to fucking ball my eyes out because of all the shit that's happened.. but I'm still unable too. I'll likely move out of my parents place by next year and I admit I'm afraid.. I really fucking miss being a kid..
she lied to me about things man… I did forgive her and told her that I will try to get over things… and now she’s the way I wanted… but me ? Im worse… than ever man,I miss when i didn’t knew those things man… I miss the way I loved her…
Rest in peace my beautiful ex when I was 16 we have been dating for years until she was diagnosed with cancer . Then I got a call from her mom she passed I still can’t get over it.💔
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i always listen to this every night while thinking of the memories I had with my Friends, looking back at those wonderful times shouldn't be taken for granted.
God heal those struggling hearts😢
On April 22 of this year at 9:21pm, my father took his final breath in the hospital. He had been in a medical coma for three weeks to make it easier for him to live. The doctors informed us it might be time to give up on him, and after a week of fighting and discussing, we thought it best to let him go. He was a complicated man, with trauma he obviously carried throughout his life. My sister was just 23, me just 25. I never really knew him that well, he was very closed off, and had often been violent and angry when we were kids, so it was hard to reconcile with him later on in life. I wished for us to get along better, for us to put it behind us. But now I don’t have that chance anymore. I cant tell him I forgive him, I cant tell him I love him, I cant hug him one more time. I cant even see him get mad at me one more time.
Please, forgive those close to you before you cannot. Tell those you love that you cherish them. Hold the ones you care for before they cant hold you back.
I don't know.
May he rest in peace🙏🕊❤️
I really do want a mayor change
Want to do the thing isnt doing the thing
Lock in g
@@octama Thanks you octama for your inspiring thing
@@RemyHulsman yeah bro i got to lock in
Same. Mayor of Chicago is garbage
It feels like The music says.
"Its ok.."
"It ended"
I want the ending ver of its self so bad.. 4:02 it’s so good
Been looking for this version!🔥👍🏽
I want to change.. I want to be me again.. I remember when I used to be this silly kid that would be super SUPER expressive and would show emotion any moment I could but now I'm just this shell of regret, anger, and sorrow.. I miss my brother, I miss my cat, I miss my grandma, and I miss my friend... I've lost so much and gained so little the past 5-8 years but something a few people have been telling me is that no matter what I can still smile.. I can still laugh and at rare moments I'm even able to shed a few tears but I don't just want to cry I want to fucking ball my eyes out because of all the shit that's happened.. but I'm still unable too.
I'll likely move out of my parents place by next year and I admit I'm afraid.. I really fucking miss being a kid..
1:12
I miss you
i cant let him leave me
he won’t
I miss who i thought she was
she lied to me about things man… I did forgive her and told her that I will try to get over things… and now she’s the way I wanted… but me ? Im worse… than ever man,I miss when i didn’t knew those things man… I miss the way I loved her…
@@sinderrr6854uve got this mate
didnt kno she was gay 😪😂
You don’t know how hard I it is going through that I’m struggling right now trying to figure out my own worth
I'm afraid.
Rest in peace my beautiful ex when I was 16 we have been dating for years until she was diagnosed with cancer . Then I got a call from her mom she passed I still can’t get over it.💔
God loves you. He’s there for you talk to Him.