Keeping itreal1963 asks , Where do I go from here ?
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- Опубликовано: 13 сен 2024
- I came to you tube as I am old disable and gay ,And life has been rough I have been through much ,But I am so thankful as I have been blessed with strength and courage, Yes it may seem odd as I say that but living the life i have I know my journey and it has been a rough one, See I have never ever lived in a closet so this whole coming out thing well I never did that as I have always known who I am ,That does not mean people accepted me ,No not at all my own family did not and as far as hating me ,Well you need not do that as I have done that for all of us and I am done as I did not choose this life anymore than you chose yours. I am thankful God loves me enough to send his on for me as well. Ok So this is why i came here I once had 1000s of so called friends as I was a giver and man there are so many takers ,I understood who they were ,And silly me I was ok and I thought even as takers they would stand by and cheer me on in my hardest of crisis ,Well that was not the case ,They ran so fast as my Mother and I needed them not for anything materialistic but just emotional support. But I have learned that I was very wrong to expect anything from anyone ,I realixe just because you are good and kind you must never expect anyone to be the same. I now just try being the best me I can be and sometimes that is not very good as I am human and I make huge mistakes ,But unlike so many people these days I can admit the many mistakes and learn and grow from them yes mistakes we all will make but instead of only being ashamed of them take notes and ask How can I learn from them. I am so thankful for all my subscribers here yes I am I felt I mattered and like people care I even felt some love ,But as I attempt to form a community to have discussion I have found that is very hard . So I need to take a break as I must reformat my channel and see what I must change to draw people that want to engage and have discussion . I will be back as this community is something I need as no one calls nor visit Mom and I ,so this is my social outlet but with no one commenting it is not working for that purpose so I have fallen in to a depression and I just need a break and I must figure out what I need to do to change my channel to make it more engaging .........I truly appreciate support and people cheering me on saying come on you can do this .......Thank You .
I love you ❤❤❤,
Take a religion to follow deeply.. u sound like such a good-hearted individual..
I Love the Lord Jesus and I have been to many churches where i Have been judged and hated I am gay and I never lied about it.I Know the Lord Jesus loves me but one thing the church forgets is we all are sinners........Thank you so much for commenting and your kind suggestion ,I do know where 2 or more are gathered we have church .
Linda Frankenstein I do appreciate you ,I just am sad there really is no conversation and discussions, I am not giving up I just have to figure out how to make this a place for everyone. I want a place where people can come and share and engage .......I just need to figure out what my platform should be.
@Lisa_Frankenstein56 I have seen many successful channels and i know they do work I have seen many great relationships created from you tube,Yes the lives are great and I will do more i Have been on you tube for some time i got inspired to start a channel because of the relationships I have witnessed, I think I am just on way to uch and I think it has not been beneficial , I will do lives at least once a month and will make a video at least once a week ......I am not giving up I just need a break to figure out exactly what I want my platform to be.....I will not do chat rooms as I can not see and trying to keep up would be near impossible......I will get this to work I believe in this community and it is truly a great place I think I just over did it .......
@Lisa_Frankenstein56 and Lisa I understand this is not chat, I do need people just to comment and thumbs up in order for this channel to grow and when it grows the lives will be more interactive with kind people who are subscribers and a community will be formed , I have seen such good relationships developed on you tube so this is what I am working on .........It will work it just will take time ,I have been so blessed with meeting some of the kindest people here ,I just think as I said I may of over exposed myself with the same repetitive videos and this is what I am figuring out how to change things ,I just encourage people just comment with any question or topic they want to discuss........I love making videos I just want them to be interesting I know Keith said do not ask the audience to lead the conversation ,But I want all my subscribers to have a voice and tell me what they ay be interested in discussing ,And yes it can work .......This can be a place for all to share ......I have seen it work for many others .......And The lives are great as well ,I just do not like all the trolling that happens . Any ways I will be doing a video and live soon enough .....And again Thank You for your support .
Don’t listen to the haters do your thing!
Thank you for the kindness and support ,I will be back I just think I may of just done way to many and it may of over whelmed some........I appreciate you and all the wonderful people that support me .