Beautiful words Matt and it was lovely following the personal work you've been making. No better feeling than the excitement and hopes of what COULD be on a bag full of exposed film.
I shed a tear watching this one. Especially when the door with the measurements came up, a memento of a times gone by. All the love to you and your family and hang in there.
Such a great video man, really excited to see how the images you've been making turn out. Hearing you describe your wandering and just observing reminded me how wonderful that aspect of photography is and the joy that interacting with the world in that unique way brings. Feel a bit like I've taken it for granted sometimes but this was a lovely reminder - also good luck with your move!
I really appreciate that, brother. It's like we default the output of the pictures, whether they're published digitally or bound in a book, to be the why.
Magic Matt, thank you. From the heart. Photography has been my therapy over the last 18 months or so (my wife got really sick but she’s on the mend now). Just going out on my own, letting my mind become fully immersed in whatever I was photographing, has really helped. And I love this ‘quiet’ kind of video, and photography. If this is the direction you’re going then I’m along for the ride. And good to hear you’re happy. Wishing you, Molly and your children the very best.
Matt, I don’t know you personally, but I wish I did. Your message here cuts so close to the bone, yet your wisdom from experiences - both good and bad - indeed there is a melancholy undertone, yet your honesty and peaceful acknowledgement is so full of love and very confident awareness. That is a gift, my friend - most folks these days gloss over, run away from, or form hateful rifts with uncomfortable and difficult challenges rather than deal with fears. That is the most toxic crap that faces all of us, but it’s how we start with reckoning our own character each day, that I see you wearing on your shirtsleeves, so to speak…. Ive been thru similar life issues recently myself, and your message here is both similar and different a bit from mine, but hammers a deep resonance inside of my gut. Thank you for sharing this with us; I’m guessing you have no idea how many souls you have touched in a most positive way.
One of the best days I had in 2021 was to go back to my childhood neighborhood and make images of all my friend's houses and sharing them on Facebook with those same friends. Even though it was nearly 60 years ago we taht we all first met as 4 and 5 year old's we still stay in touch, still see each other occasionally and share memories of growing up in what we all thought was the best neighborhood in the world. Just walking those childhood streets again was so soothing for me and all the memories of the things we did and experienced back then came flooding back. Great therapy for sure. Thank yo for sharing your experience with us.
Finally sb start talking about it. For me photography is also a kind of therapy. Where I can handle with my traumas and discover my person again. Thank you for being here.
I don’t comment often, and I’ve missed a lot of your recent videos, but when I do watch… and listen, I cry. Because you’re like me! Minus the wife and kids. But I always relate to your feelings, your art and your grief and struggles. Thank you for all you do. Thank you.
I've always appreciated that with such a large reach national and internationally you continue to choose to focus your work on the spaces that are local and of personal importance. I live in North Carolina and grew up in rural NE Indiana, Chillicothe is on the route between here and there - my present and my past, my life as an adult (and father) and my childhood. It's also the point on the drive where the landscape suddenly changes from the rolling hills and mountains of Appalachia to the flat open spaces of my youth. Some of the scenes in this video - the tire tracks across a winter field - the overgrown fence rows - they just hit a specific nostalgia deep down. I spend a lot of time on my own with a camera as well - mostly walking - and I often feel like the way my brain is processing the information my eyes are seeing is dramatically different at the end of the walk than at the beginning. I do think it is true therapy. Thanks for sharing.
One of the best RUclips videos ever. Solo (amateur) photography has been the key to get out of a troubled period back in 2006, so your words completely resonate with me. And this video just inspired me to get back out there.
Sometimes the resultant photographs aren’t as important as the process of making them. The journey sometimes is the destination. Thanks for sharing your journey with us.
This video shows exactly what I love about art. It's the therapy and it's the process of it. We get too obsessed with the end product sometimes, but even if your camera didn't have film in it I think we'd still get something out of the experience. Thank you for sharing this deeply personal video.
I’ve had some particularly rough times in these past few years with a complicated family situation, and doing photography alone has certainly helped a whole lot to try and find and make meaning out of the little in everyday life. I will forever remember this one traumatic instance, a day before my birthday in 2020, from which I snuck outside for a quick photowalk to finish a roll of ultramax off… I find I resonate with your words a lot in this video, and yes you do also HAVE to look after yourself as well - and counselling is my route personally - but yeah. Much love folks.
Strangely enough, I feel like the universe just told me "Hannah, you need to watch this video". Scrolling through and this popped on my feed (I don't follow you) and I found this. This is something I can greatly relate to. I hope you find happiness in your soul. Giving you a big round of applause for seeking out the additional help you might need. Keep it up, my guy! :) You got this!
It’s okay to not be okay. I say goodbye to a departed friend tomorrow, only to learn today that another friend has been taken due to suicide. Reach out, talk to someone, anyone if you’re struggling. It’s okay to not be okay. Great video Matt.
I've gone through this video again and again. I go through this video maybe after a month or two. There's so much depth in your words and the music and the photos, I keep coming back at this. This hits me differently. It's like a reminder for me to take as many photos as I can. Thank you for creating this
@@mattdayphoto you may not be getting 1M+ views on every video, but on photography forums so many people have such good things to say about you and your videos. Please know you are much appreciated!
Of all the photographers I started following when I started shooting film, you are the one I always go back to. Thank you for such an authentic content.
Just as your photography is a personalized process most meaningful and unique to the photographer so it is with grieving and its associated changes. Grief is best not rationalized and certainly not rushed, but faced at a pace of your own choosing. No two people do it alike and no one can tell you when you’re finished. Your therapist can be invaluable at guiding you through the phases of grief to true healing. Don’t deny yourself any of this most valuable process. Very inspirational video! Best wishes!
You are leveling up into a fine artist - using the noun as well as the adjective form. The honesty in this video is pretty raw, but cathartic to see this type of emotion expressed. The shoot now, and feel each shot is so important for a lot of photographers going through really difficult times. Speaking from experience, the images you make now and the headspace you are in when you edit them may be vastly different, but I can almost guarantee that you are gonnna make some solid gems from this work. A+ video, A+
I’ve been following you for a few years and have listened to all your family, health and photographic experiences. I hope everything works out for you in your new home. I look forward to seeing your work in the near future.
I know that I left a response on your Twitter feed earlier...but I just wanted you to know that I appreciate you, Matt, for your transparency and your heartfelt candor. As one who has endured divorce and job loss over the last few years, looking for ways to start up a photography and media business of some sort, I believe that I relate to you in a lot of ways. You're one of my heroes and I thank you for the inspiration to continue to move forward in my own life and my own photographic endeavors. Blessings to you, Matt.
I started taking film photography when I moved from a city environment to a small town at 15 surrounded by corn fields and I knew no one. I think film photography helped me meet people just to talk about film with them because they never seen it before and I’ve been taking photos for 2 years now and I have finally made enough money to go develop the film and all those photos I’ve been taking over those years I don’t even care if they are good or bad because I got a lot more out of it than just photos. I relate to the video a lot with just not even looking at the photo to feel criticism but just to look at as a memory.
@@mattdayphoto yeah it helps to see where you were and where you are it feels almost like you don’t know the person in the photo but you recognize the face who was behind the camera because so much had changed.
I just stumbled across your videos today and I'm really grateful that you're sharing your experiences with us... photographically as well as verbally. You speak from the heart and connect with folks on a deep level. Please keep it up!
This really hit home today... sometimes I wonder why I take as many pictures as I do, or if anyone will bother to look... but then I remember, the act of photography is what makes me feel at peace and that's important too!
My biggest fear is what you're currently going through. Won't lie, this hit different and I wasn't expecting it. Glad you're taking the right steps and you're on the road to healing and finding peace 🙏🏾
Thank you Matt for your sharings. I have watched this video a few times and can relate to your therapeutic photography here. I have kept a journal for 10 years and in difficult times or in struggling with bottled up emotions I just write when I feel like I need to depress. Just unfiltered, raw, honest thoughts jotted down over the pages and that has been so therapeutic to me. Reading back on entries years ago, some seemed silly to me now but I know that at that time I needed that outlet, I needed that "treatment" to get better. It helps a lot and taking care of yourself (particularly mental and emotional health) is something people should do more often, regardless of the form it takes.
Peace be with you Matt! My parents are also gone now, except in my heart. Every photo I take now i think, this place, this moment will never be again, but I've captured it on film so it will live forever. Very beautiful video!
I know the feeling of losing a parent. It is one of the most devastating things that can happen to you. I also know the feeling of choosing to move on from an inter generational home. Also devastating… You are processing it well. Thank you for letting us into your journey. You appreciated more than you know. Tell your family “thank you”for sharing you with us. Godspeed!
Thank you for being so open and vulnerable with us, total strangers. I think your words speak to the higher power that is often overlooked in the modern age of photography. Sometimes, it's not even about the photos themselves.
So personal,I love your content,always..The way you u see the world and you capture you feelings and always link this and tell a story with photography...thank you!!
Dude. You are such a good guy. Such an inspiration. Yours is a beautiful life - in spite of all the painful experiences you’ve been through, still you hold to hope, and seek joy. Thank you for being such a wonderful example, Matt. Love you, brother. You and your family are in my prayers.
Powerful video, Matt. I teared up watching it too! With you moving soon, the family history in your home, and with your mom just passing… it really is like stepping into a new chapter. Really appreciated the reflective nature of this video. This is the truly important side of life! Love to you and your family ❤️
Thank you Matt for being vulnerable 💖 it's amazing how photography can help you express yourself and grieve. Even if the results on the end photos are not what are you expecting the whole process is the important part. Sending you love and peace through this tough times and lessons 💖✨
Of all those rolls, if you pull out 1 picture, just 1, that really pulls a smile out of your face and makes you feel something special as you look at it, it was already more than worthy, besides the other positive therapeutic aspects of photography. Print and frame that picture, and remember that special moment everytime you see that picture hanging from your wall. BTW, that is my dream house, surrounded by backroads, farm lands, and countryside, trees and nature. Good to see you and know you are doing better Matt. Greetings to you and your beautiful family. God bless you abundantly. Peace.
I have had an huge break down three years ago...I was in bed for some months, unable to do almost nothing...then I took a camera, a passion that I had when I was younger...I begun to wander around my neighborhood, the forest behind my home...and if it is true that I am not a good photographer, it is also true that it has been therapeutic, and now I feel better...I have to be always aware about signals that my body sends to me, but it helps me to keep going
oh man. This i can truly get behind. It truly is therapy. Im a combat vet and photography has helped way more than any pill could do. Cheers from a new sub, from your "neighbor" in Oregon, OH.
Like most everyone else here, I'm happy that you've been able to process your grief in a healthy way and that you and your family are recovering. I'm also really glad to hear that this is a video you felt good making. I enjoyed it a lot more than most of the uploads in the last few months because I actually feel you in it rather than a video that could be anyone talking. I watch your videos for you, whether you're on a high or low. Thank you for taking the time out to share what's going on in your life and for speaking on your mental health.
From the first minute or so of this video, I was hooked. Matt, this is probably my absolute favourite of all your videos. Good luck with the move, in your whole family recovering from Covid, and endless moments of joy to all of you.
Great video Matt. I also view photography as my therapy, gets me "out of my head" for a while and centers me. I am glad you are doing better. Losing a parent is hard, but I can tell you it get easier, I lost my mom 28 years ago so I can promise it gets easier.
Beautiful video, so honest and well done. I’ve lost both my parents within the last 7 months and totally get the photography as therapy concept. It’s true and has worked for me too in getting thru a rough time. Thanks very much for sharing.
“Don’t let everything bottle up inside.” I’ve been very aware lately of the blessing of community. For me, it’s meeting with and getting to know other people my age thru my church. But it can be different for everybody. The point being, I’ve encountered so much relief and joy in generating these relationships and drawing closer to my friends, speaking honestly about life. Of course the same goes for having a therapist, a very valid solution. But in addition to that, surrounding yourself with people who care the most about your well-being, who can also point out your wrongs and help you course-correct; these are the people who make it more possible to keep going. Thanks for the video Matt. Very reflective and nurturing. It does feel like your spirit is more at the surface in these recent videos. Very genuine.
Matt, I watch all your videos but I watched this one on a day where I hit a massive low as well. Thank you for reminding me of this practice, your video gave me a burst of hope as I watched and listened to you going out and processing through photography. Thank you so much for sharing this.
Great video! Hands down my favorite channel on RUclips. And love that while you share a lot of great photography insights, I do love the broader conversation you bring to your videos.
Hey Matt, thank you for sharing your story and your thoughts. It resonated with me, cause i am in kind of a similar situation right now. Lost my dad Christmas 2021 and had some struggles personally before... long story short, i decided to let it go and do the thing i really like. So to me it is analogue photography, where i came from. And in this case especially doing "quiet" photos of just the things in my area, no hard concept, no idea behind it. Just doing photography, calming down, reflecting and learning more and more about in which direction life is heading. In my younger days i used to go skateboarding all day and that saved my life for sure. Now it´s photography thats giving me energy and freedom and fun. Keep going man!
Matt, I lost my dad in 2019 when I was 27 and can relate on so many levels. I was living in LA at the time and for me that was my home (born and raised in the LA area) but now I find myself in Austin, TX where I'm building a family and life for myself. Moving away from a place that holds so many memories and mixed emotions can be a daunting process but it looks as though you have a great support system to back you up. As a skateboarder for almost 20 years and photographer for 6 or 7, those activities truly allow me to become present with myself and only help in this trying process - though what I've learned is that grief is a complex state of being and can hit you like a ton of bricks when you least expect it, but I'm glad to hear that you are using your love for photography and your family/friends/therapist to aid you. Irrespective of how those photos turn out I'm sure they will hold a special place in your heart. Stay strong and I hope to see more meditative videos like this one soon!
Thank you for this video. I am sorry for your loss. I just lost my own mother back in June 2022. I am an only child, and my family and I live in Dallas. Home was back in California. After mom passed, I had the daunting task and responsibility of going thru all of her things and selling the home. The closing of a 48yr chapter at that address was TOUGH. Still going thru the grief daily and I know this is going to be the way it is for a long time moving forward. I feel like just getting in my truck and driving with my cameras and let me feelings and thoughts flow onto the film or digital captures. Maybe she will lend me some inspiration for creativity which I have been desparately craving for along time. God bless you and your family.
Enjoying being along with you on the drive and your life journey so far Matt. Looking forward to being along for the next part too if you choose to share it. On January 4 2021 I decided I couldn't go back to work and spent four months choosing to let therapy (and medication too) and photography and my family and friends get me back in a good place. In late September 2021 I unexpectedly lost my father to cancer. In October 2021 I waved my son off to Oxford University, a proud and sad day. In late December 2021 we moved house and boy is that stressful. It's been a helluva year but those things I mentioned earlier continue to help me deal with the difficult days. Dealing with life is like shooting film, it's one frame at a time. Keep shooting Matt.
I lived in Marysville OH from May 2017 to sept 2018. lots of exploring, had a great time discovering Chillicothe the day we were there, and making images. I didnt discover you until I moved back to alaska. I really enjoy your vids and images and the positive vibe you have.....cheers, all the best, take care of yourself, looking forward to seeing more.
I totally get where you're coming from here. When we had to sell our sort-of second family home in Austria, I went through all of it creating 360 panoramas of all of the rooms, so I could go back and relive the place and memories later. I also do the walking/driving/biking around with a camera thing in my area. That's very therapeutic for me too, and it helps me connect with what my mother showed me about nature as well. Food for the soul.
Always so appreciative that you share the feelings and troubles you’re having Matt. Second to your passion for making photos, it’s one of the main things that draws me to your page. Thanks for sharing and being so open to your followers😊🙏
Beautiful video Matt, thanks for being vulnerable in sharing your suffering and respite with us; this video also reiterated the importance of shooting personal projects that don't need validation. All the best with the move and big love to you and your family
Glad you're feeling better, Matt. You are one of my favorites RUclipsrs and your work is great. Thanks for this video and the message it carries.
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Matt, you´ve just condensed the feeling I have towards photography into a video... Actually, I believe it touched me deep down because I started shooting to help with depression. Those little rituals, always going to the same old places, sometimes it's as much of going out to shoot as it is about facing your inner demons. Driving around with the camera on the passenger seat, looking for the right light, going on that all familiar loop, finding interest in the mundane ended up saving me from myself. It´s a Great video, you've pointed out exactly what I felt at my low point and how I saw my entire relationship with photography.
Thank you for your vulnerability and sharing. This is beautiful. I love the feeling of nostalgia and the thought process. Also....LOVE the Carolina Beach mug (that's where I live)🤓. All the best to you and your family!
Loved the video, I lost my mom to ALS on December 3rd last year and am just barely trying to get back into photography but it's proving difficult. Your videos are always so calm, relaxing and inspiring, keep it up
I'm terribly sorry for your loss. All I can say is don't pressure yourself or force yourself, some days are just going to be hard days that photography won't fix. Give yourself grace and take it a day at a time. ❤️
This is a really strong video. I think it's great that you paying so much attention to these things and taking an examined life through it. The loss of my mother took years to cope with and only in hindsight I discovered some of the ways I did cope with it, and made me realise some were good, some were bad. I hope your journey forward brings joy and a positive light. Undoubtedly there will be moments to morn and be said with it, but that's part of it too! Take care!
Mate! It's one of the aspects of photography that can be overlooked. I appreciate you sharing this space of photography and I'm sure a lot of other people are also. This is the space I have had my most memorable work from. Keep up the amazing content mate 👏 👌
Beautiful words Matt. I just started seeing your videos along with many other talented photographers on RUclips and of RUclips. Thank you for sharing this.
I've a camera with me 98 percent of the time... It's therapy for sure... Wherever and whenever the shutter clicks, one forgets grey thoughts and physical pain... If in the meantime you also get a picture that's meaningful to you, it's even better. Take care, you are going to be fine... We all have energy inside... Let's bring it out.
Good luck on this new chapter. Such a pretty video. I’ve cut way back on watching videos because I wasn’t doing enough myself. But, your filming and insights are good for my soul. Thanks.
Thanks for this video Matt, it is truly an amazing one! I lost my grand father two months ago, he is the one who brought me into photography, he was the one person I spent most of my childhood with, in his house, his garden and around his house. He was truly special to me. Now my grandmother is alone in their house, and she is probably going to move out in the next few months. Photography has always been about capturing memories, taking pictures of my friends and my family for me. But I have never thought about capturing these memories through places, through landscapes. Now thanks to this video, I realize that I want to capture these places I grew up in, to heal, but also to remember all these memories I have with him, with my grandparents. Thanks again for this video, truly amazing ❤️
Matt, thanks for this video, you honesty and all your efforts sharing your thoughts and emotions. I am sure you know this but let me tell you that you and your videos mean a lot to many people you will never meet - like me. All the best to you and your family.
You’ve said a lot that many people need to hear. We all have had moments in life that changes us for good or bad. Thank you! Beautifully spoken with such solitude!! Nothing better said when being honest! I’m glad I came across this! Keep the videos coming. I’m a new follower!👍👍 photography has helped me through a lot it’s been my getaway too.
"How much Ilford did he order?" "All of it. All of the Ilford." :) Thanks for making videos that are personal and meaningful to you. In the flood of photography videos that only obsess over gear, it's nice to see thoughts on the process and inspiration.
Thank you for sharing this experience. Really interesting to hear about you using photography in your therapy. All the best for the new season of you life.
Gotta focus forwards matey. Looking back is fun, but can become painful when if you linger too long... New memories are out there waiting. Cheers ~ Peter
Beautiful words Matt and it was lovely following the personal work you've been making. No better feeling than the excitement and hopes of what COULD be on a bag full of exposed film.
One full Long Weekend bag of film. Love you, brother.
Honestly, I feel this on a different level. Just being alone with my camera, capturing whatever I think might be cool, is so damn therapeutic.
It really is. Glad the video resonated with you.
I shed a tear watching this one. Especially when the door with the measurements came up, a memento of a times gone by. All the love to you and your family and hang in there.
That door will definitely be moving with us. ❤️ I appreciate you!
"Peace on the Backroads" - sounds like the feeling I get when I come home.
Such a great video man, really excited to see how the images you've been making turn out. Hearing you describe your wandering and just observing reminded me how wonderful that aspect of photography is and the joy that interacting with the world in that unique way brings. Feel a bit like I've taken it for granted sometimes but this was a lovely reminder - also good luck with your move!
I really appreciate that, brother. It's like we default the output of the pictures, whether they're published digitally or bound in a book, to be the why.
Magic Matt, thank you. From the heart. Photography has been my therapy over the last 18 months or so (my wife got really sick but she’s on the mend now). Just going out on my own, letting my mind become fully immersed in whatever I was photographing, has really helped. And I love this ‘quiet’ kind of video, and photography. If this is the direction you’re going then I’m along for the ride. And good to hear you’re happy. Wishing you, Molly and your children the very best.
Matt, I don’t know you personally, but I wish I did. Your message here cuts so close to the bone, yet your wisdom from experiences - both good and bad - indeed there is a melancholy undertone, yet your honesty and peaceful acknowledgement is so full of love and very confident awareness. That is a gift, my friend - most folks these days gloss over, run away from, or form hateful rifts with uncomfortable and difficult challenges rather than deal with fears. That is the most toxic crap that faces all of us, but it’s how we start with reckoning our own character each day, that I see you wearing on your shirtsleeves, so to speak…. Ive been thru similar life issues recently myself, and your message here is both similar and different a bit from mine, but hammers a deep resonance inside of my gut. Thank you for sharing this with us; I’m guessing you have no idea how many souls you have touched in a most positive way.
One of the best days I had in 2021 was to go back to my childhood neighborhood and make images of all my friend's houses and sharing them on Facebook with those same friends. Even though it was nearly 60 years ago we taht we all first met as 4 and 5 year old's we still stay in touch, still see each other occasionally and share memories of growing up in what we all thought was the best neighborhood in the world. Just walking those childhood streets again was so soothing for me and all the memories of the things we did and experienced back then came flooding back. Great therapy for sure. Thank yo for sharing your experience with us.
That's so great to have that kind of experience! Love to hear that.
I honestly don’t understand how you still have only 150k subscribers. Easily one of the best photography RUclips Channels.
Finally sb start talking about it. For me photography is also a kind of therapy. Where I can handle with my traumas and discover my person again. Thank you for being here.
I don’t comment often, and I’ve missed a lot of your recent videos, but when I do watch… and listen, I cry. Because you’re like me! Minus the wife and kids. But I always relate to your feelings, your art and your grief and struggles. Thank you for all you do. Thank you.
I've always appreciated that with such a large reach national and internationally you continue to choose to focus your work on the spaces that are local and of personal importance. I live in North Carolina and grew up in rural NE Indiana, Chillicothe is on the route between here and there - my present and my past, my life as an adult (and father) and my childhood. It's also the point on the drive where the landscape suddenly changes from the rolling hills and mountains of Appalachia to the flat open spaces of my youth. Some of the scenes in this video - the tire tracks across a winter field - the overgrown fence rows - they just hit a specific nostalgia deep down. I spend a lot of time on my own with a camera as well - mostly walking - and I often feel like the way my brain is processing the information my eyes are seeing is dramatically different at the end of the walk than at the beginning. I do think it is true therapy. Thanks for sharing.
One of the best RUclips videos ever. Solo (amateur) photography has been the key to get out of a troubled period back in 2006, so your words completely resonate with me. And this video just inspired me to get back out there.
Sometimes the resultant photographs aren’t as important as the process of making them. The journey sometimes is the destination. Thanks for sharing your journey with us.
Self care and a good therapist can never be too overstated. 🙏❤️
This video shows exactly what I love about art. It's the therapy and it's the process of it. We get too obsessed with the end product sometimes, but even if your camera didn't have film in it I think we'd still get something out of the experience. Thank you for sharing this deeply personal video.
I’ve had some particularly rough times in these past few years with a complicated family situation, and doing photography alone has certainly helped a whole lot to try and find and make meaning out of the little in everyday life. I will forever remember this one traumatic instance, a day before my birthday in 2020, from which I snuck outside for a quick photowalk to finish a roll of ultramax off…
I find I resonate with your words a lot in this video, and yes you do also HAVE to look after yourself as well - and counselling is my route personally - but yeah. Much love folks.
Strangely enough, I feel like the universe just told me "Hannah, you need to watch this video". Scrolling through and this popped on my feed (I don't follow you) and I found this.
This is something I can greatly relate to. I hope you find happiness in your soul. Giving you a big round of applause for seeking out the additional help you might need. Keep it up, my guy! :) You got this!
Thank you so much. I'm glad you decided to watch the video and enjoyed it. 🙏
Take comfort knowing Van's will always see you through. Been a part of my life since 1969.
It’s okay to not be okay. I say goodbye to a departed friend tomorrow, only to learn today that another friend has been taken due to suicide. Reach out, talk to someone, anyone if you’re struggling. It’s okay to not be okay. Great video Matt.
Terribly sorry for your loss. Appreciate you sharing the message. ❤️
@@mattdayphoto thank you buddy. Keeping doing your awesome work. It's a pleasure to watch. Derren.
I've gone through this video again and again. I go through this video maybe after a month or two. There's so much depth in your words and the music and the photos, I keep coming back at this. This hits me differently. It's like a reminder for me to take as many photos as I can. Thank you for creating this
Matt your videos are therapy. This is just what I needed
Thank you! That seriously means a lot to hear that.
@@mattdayphoto you may not be getting 1M+ views on every video, but on photography forums so many people have such good things to say about you and your videos. Please know you are much appreciated!
A lot of people can relate. Continue with the dance of life. I appreciate your story.
Of all the photographers I started following when I started shooting film, you are the one I always go back to.
Thank you for such an authentic content.
Thank you so much!
Just as your photography is a personalized process most meaningful and unique to the photographer so it is with grieving and its associated changes. Grief is best not rationalized and certainly not rushed, but faced at a pace of your own choosing. No two people do it alike and no one can tell you when you’re finished. Your therapist can be invaluable at guiding you through the phases of grief to true healing. Don’t deny yourself any of this most valuable process. Very inspirational video! Best wishes!
You are leveling up into a fine artist - using the noun as well as the adjective form. The honesty in this video is pretty raw, but cathartic to see this type of emotion expressed. The shoot now, and feel each shot is so important for a lot of photographers going through really difficult times. Speaking from experience, the images you make now and the headspace you are in when you edit them may be vastly different, but I can almost guarantee that you are gonnna make some solid gems from this work. A+ video, A+
A bag of unexposed film has got to be the most exciting thing 😵
I’ve been following you for a few years and have listened to all your family, health and photographic experiences. I hope everything works out for you in your new home. I look forward to seeing your work in the near future.
I know that I left a response on your Twitter feed earlier...but I just wanted you to know that I appreciate you, Matt, for your transparency and your heartfelt candor. As one who has endured divorce and job loss over the last few years, looking for ways to start up a photography and media business of some sort, I believe that I relate to you in a lot of ways. You're one of my heroes and I thank you for the inspiration to continue to move forward in my own life and my own photographic endeavors. Blessings to you, Matt.
I started taking film photography when I moved from a city environment to a small town at 15 surrounded by corn fields and I knew no one. I think film photography helped me meet people just to talk about film with them because they never seen it before and I’ve been taking photos for 2 years now and I have finally made enough money to go develop the film and all those photos I’ve been taking over those years I don’t even care if they are good or bad because I got a lot more out of it than just photos. I relate to the video a lot with just not even looking at the photo to feel criticism but just to look at as a memory.
The memories are all that last, so those are important photos you've got. 🙏
@@mattdayphoto yeah it helps to see where you were and where you are it feels almost like you don’t know the person in the photo but you recognize the face who was behind the camera because so much had changed.
I love this so much
I just stumbled across your videos today and I'm really grateful that you're sharing your experiences with us... photographically as well as verbally. You speak from the heart and connect with folks on a deep level. Please keep it up!
Thanks for your enriching words, Matt. Stay true to yourself as it‘s the only way to get through all this. Lots of love.
This really hit home today... sometimes I wonder why I take as many pictures as I do, or if anyone will bother to look... but then I remember, the act of photography is what makes me feel at peace and that's important too!
My biggest fear is what you're currently going through. Won't lie, this hit different and I wasn't expecting it. Glad you're taking the right steps and you're on the road to healing and finding peace 🙏🏾
Thank you Matt for your sharings. I have watched this video a few times and can relate to your therapeutic photography here. I have kept a journal for 10 years and in difficult times or in struggling with bottled up emotions I just write when I feel like I need to depress. Just unfiltered, raw, honest thoughts jotted down over the pages and that has been so therapeutic to me. Reading back on entries years ago, some seemed silly to me now but I know that at that time I needed that outlet, I needed that "treatment" to get better. It helps a lot and taking care of yourself (particularly mental and emotional health) is something people should do more often, regardless of the form it takes.
Peace be with you Matt! My parents are also gone now, except in my heart. Every photo I take now i think, this place, this moment will never be again, but I've captured it on film so it will live forever. Very beautiful video!
I know the feeling of losing a parent. It is one of the most devastating things that can happen to you. I also know the feeling of choosing to move on from an inter generational home. Also devastating… You are processing it well. Thank you for letting us into your journey. You appreciated more than you know. Tell your family “thank you”for sharing you with us. Godspeed!
Thank you for being so open and vulnerable with us, total strangers. I think your words speak to the higher power that is often overlooked in the modern age of photography. Sometimes, it's not even about the photos themselves.
So personal,I love your content,always..The way you u see the world and you capture you feelings and always link this and tell a story with photography...thank you!!
Dude. You are such a good guy. Such an inspiration. Yours is a beautiful life - in spite of all the painful experiences you’ve been through, still you hold to hope, and seek joy. Thank you for being such a wonderful example, Matt. Love you, brother. You and your family are in my prayers.
Powerful video, Matt. I teared up watching it too! With you moving soon, the family history in your home, and with your mom just passing… it really is like stepping into a new chapter. Really appreciated the reflective nature of this video. This is the truly important side of life! Love to you and your family ❤️
Ahh, thank you so much, Sarah. That means a lot. Same to you and yours. ❤️
I really appreciate this video Matt and I am so many others do as well. I am glad you are able to work through your grief like this.
Thank you Matt for being vulnerable 💖 it's amazing how photography can help you express yourself and grieve. Even if the results on the end photos are not what are you expecting the whole process is the important part. Sending you love and peace through this tough times and lessons 💖✨
Of all those rolls, if you pull out 1 picture, just 1, that really pulls a smile out of your face and makes you feel something special as you look at it, it was already more than worthy, besides the other positive therapeutic aspects of photography. Print and frame that picture, and remember that special moment everytime you see that picture hanging from your wall. BTW, that is my dream house, surrounded by backroads, farm lands, and countryside, trees and nature. Good to see you and know you are doing better Matt. Greetings to you and your beautiful family. God bless you abundantly. Peace.
I have had an huge break down three years ago...I was in bed for some months, unable to do almost nothing...then I took a camera, a passion that I had when I was younger...I begun to wander around my neighborhood, the forest behind my home...and if it is true that I am not a good photographer, it is also true that it has been therapeutic, and now I feel better...I have to be always aware about signals that my body sends to me, but it helps me to keep going
Much respect Matt. Thanks for sharing. Taking pictures as a form of personal therapy? Dude, that is truth.
Continue what you love to do. We all have ups and downs. I do my photography on my own as well. It’s therapeutic, for sure. Take care and God bless
My camera was such a blessing in the months after my mom passed in 2008. Photography can be therapeutic in so many ways. Cheers.
oh man. This i can truly get behind. It truly is therapy. Im a combat vet and photography has helped way more than any pill could do. Cheers from a new sub, from your "neighbor" in Oregon, OH.
Like most everyone else here, I'm happy that you've been able to process your grief in a healthy way and that you and your family are recovering. I'm also really glad to hear that this is a video you felt good making. I enjoyed it a lot more than most of the uploads in the last few months because I actually feel you in it rather than a video that could be anyone talking. I watch your videos for you, whether you're on a high or low. Thank you for taking the time out to share what's going on in your life and for speaking on your mental health.
From the first minute or so of this video, I was hooked. Matt, this is probably my absolute favourite of all your videos. Good luck with the move, in your whole family recovering from Covid, and endless moments of joy to all of you.
Great video Matt. I also view photography as my therapy, gets me "out of my head" for a while and centers me. I am glad you are doing better. Losing a parent is hard, but I can tell you it get easier, I lost my mom 28 years ago so I can promise it gets easier.
Beautiful video, so honest and well done. I’ve lost both my parents within the last 7 months and totally get the photography as therapy concept. It’s true and has worked for me too in getting thru a rough time. Thanks very much for sharing.
Thank you Matt! That video is the essence of photography. Wandering and seeing and trying to be honest. At least for me. Thank you and take care.
I am proud of you and I am happy that you shared your story because your voice matter in the world for all of us to hear.
Matt, thank you so much for sharing and for being vulnerable with us. This video brought me such a sense of calm.
“Don’t let everything bottle up inside.” I’ve been very aware lately of the blessing of community. For me, it’s meeting with and getting to know other people my age thru my church. But it can be different for everybody. The point being, I’ve encountered so much relief and joy in generating these relationships and drawing closer to my friends, speaking honestly about life. Of course the same goes for having a therapist, a very valid solution. But in addition to that, surrounding yourself with people who care the most about your well-being, who can also point out your wrongs and help you course-correct; these are the people who make it more possible to keep going.
Thanks for the video Matt. Very reflective and nurturing. It does feel like your spirit is more at the surface in these recent videos. Very genuine.
Matt, I watch all your videos but I watched this one on a day where I hit a massive low as well. Thank you for reminding me of this practice, your video gave me a burst of hope as I watched and listened to you going out and processing through photography. Thank you so much for sharing this.
The landscape around you looks exactly like where I grew up. Enjoyed the video MD .
Great video! Hands down my favorite channel on RUclips. And love that while you share a lot of great photography insights, I do love the broader conversation you bring to your videos.
Hey Matt, thank you for sharing your story and your thoughts. It resonated with me, cause i am in kind of a similar situation right now. Lost my dad Christmas 2021 and had some struggles personally before... long story short, i decided to let it go and do the thing i really like. So to me it is analogue photography, where i came from. And in this case especially doing "quiet" photos of just the things in my area, no hard concept, no idea behind it. Just doing photography, calming down, reflecting and learning more and more about in which direction life is heading. In my younger days i used to go skateboarding all day and that saved my life for sure. Now it´s photography thats giving me energy and freedom and fun. Keep going man!
Matt, keep doing what your doing, especially dealing with your grief.
Thanks for your words Matt, wishing you nothing but the best this 2022
Matt, I lost my dad in 2019 when I was 27 and can relate on so many levels. I was living in LA at the time and for me that was my home (born and raised in the LA area) but now I find myself in Austin, TX where I'm building a family and life for myself. Moving away from a place that holds so many memories and mixed emotions can be a daunting process but it looks as though you have a great support system to back you up. As a skateboarder for almost 20 years and photographer for 6 or 7, those activities truly allow me to become present with myself and only help in this trying process - though what I've learned is that grief is a complex state of being and can hit you like a ton of bricks when you least expect it, but I'm glad to hear that you are using your love for photography and your family/friends/therapist to aid you. Irrespective of how those photos turn out I'm sure they will hold a special place in your heart. Stay strong and I hope to see more meditative videos like this one soon!
Thank you for this video. I am sorry for your loss. I just lost my own mother back in June 2022. I am an only child, and my family and I live in Dallas. Home was back in California. After mom passed, I had the daunting task and responsibility of going thru all of her things and selling the home. The closing of a 48yr chapter at that address was TOUGH. Still going thru the grief daily and I know this is going to be the way it is for a long time moving forward. I feel like just getting in my truck and driving with my cameras and let me feelings and thoughts flow onto the film or digital captures. Maybe she will lend me some inspiration for creativity which I have been desparately craving for along time. God bless you and your family.
Enjoying being along with you on the drive and your life journey so far Matt. Looking forward to being along for the next part too if you choose to share it.
On January 4 2021 I decided I couldn't go back to work and spent four months choosing to let therapy (and medication too) and photography and my family and friends get me back in a good place. In late September 2021 I unexpectedly lost my father to cancer. In October 2021 I waved my son off to Oxford University, a proud and sad day. In late December 2021 we moved house and boy is that stressful.
It's been a helluva year but those things I mentioned earlier continue to help me deal with the difficult days.
Dealing with life is like shooting film, it's one frame at a time.
Keep shooting Matt.
I lived in Marysville OH from May 2017 to sept 2018. lots of exploring, had a great time discovering Chillicothe the day we were there, and making images. I didnt discover you until I moved back to alaska. I really enjoy your vids and images and the positive vibe you have.....cheers, all the best, take care of yourself, looking forward to seeing more.
I totally get where you're coming from here. When we had to sell our sort-of second family home in Austria, I went through all of it creating 360 panoramas of all of the rooms, so I could go back and relive the place and memories later. I also do the walking/driving/biking around with a camera thing in my area. That's very therapeutic for me too, and it helps me connect with what my mother showed me about nature as well. Food for the soul.
I usually don't start crying during a photography RUclips video but uh, well, here we are. This is a really good one.
Thank you!
One of my favorite videos of yours. Wishing you a wonderful 2022 ❤️
Makes me happy to hear that. You too, brother. ❤️
Always so appreciative that you share the feelings and troubles you’re having Matt. Second to your passion for making photos, it’s one of the main things that draws me to your page. Thanks for sharing and being so open to your followers😊🙏
Beautiful video Matt, thanks for being vulnerable in sharing your suffering and respite with us; this video also reiterated the importance of shooting personal projects that don't need validation. All the best with the move and big love to you and your family
Thank you! ❤️
Matt, thank you for sharing your testimony. One of the best videos I have ever seen on RUclips. God loves you. Be well
Glad you're feeling better, Matt. You are one of my favorites RUclipsrs and your work is great. Thanks for this video and the message it carries.
Matt, you´ve just condensed the feeling I have towards photography into a video... Actually, I believe it touched me deep down because I started shooting to help with depression.
Those little rituals, always going to the same old places, sometimes it's as much of going out to shoot as it is about facing your inner demons.
Driving around with the camera on the passenger seat, looking for the right light, going on that all familiar loop, finding interest in the mundane ended up saving me from myself.
It´s a Great video, you've pointed out exactly what I felt at my low point and how I saw my entire relationship with photography.
Wohh, my... This is so strong and beautiful on so many levels. Wish you and you family all the best for the future!
Thank you for your vulnerability and sharing. This is beautiful. I love the feeling of nostalgia and the thought process. Also....LOVE the Carolina Beach mug (that's where I live)🤓. All the best to you and your family!
Watching this video is like taking a walk in the mountains. Thanks, Matt.
Loved the video, I lost my mom to ALS on December 3rd last year and am just barely trying to get back into photography but it's proving difficult. Your videos are always so calm, relaxing and inspiring, keep it up
I'm terribly sorry for your loss. All I can say is don't pressure yourself or force yourself, some days are just going to be hard days that photography won't fix. Give yourself grace and take it a day at a time. ❤️
This was beautiful. When we allow ourselves all the spectrum of emotions we understand ourselves better, and we grow.
This is a really strong video. I think it's great that you paying so much attention to these things and taking an examined life through it. The loss of my mother took years to cope with and only in hindsight I discovered some of the ways I did cope with it, and made me realise some were good, some were bad. I hope your journey forward brings joy and a positive light. Undoubtedly there will be moments to morn and be said with it, but that's part of it too! Take care!
Man your video skills have reached very high peaks. Congratulations! Really beautiful.
sometimes the work IS the doing and the healing. sometimes the result is almost arbitrary.
My photography is essential for my mental health I appreciate this video I really connect to what you are saying here.
Mate! It's one of the aspects of photography that can be overlooked.
I appreciate you sharing this space of photography and I'm sure a lot of other people are also.
This is the space I have had my most memorable work from.
Keep up the amazing content mate 👏 👌
I've watched this a few times now, touching and beautiful work thanks for sharing.
Beautiful words Matt. I just started seeing your videos along with many other talented photographers on RUclips and of RUclips. Thank you for sharing this.
Thanks so much! Glad you’re here!
I've a camera with me 98 percent of the time... It's therapy for sure... Wherever and whenever the shutter clicks, one forgets grey thoughts and physical pain... If in the meantime you also get a picture that's meaningful to you, it's even better. Take care, you are going to be fine... We all have energy inside... Let's bring it out.
Matt, thank you for sharing this. this is so vulnerable and such a gift to hear into your life and process.
Good luck on this new chapter. Such a pretty video. I’ve cut way back on watching videos because I wasn’t doing enough myself. But, your filming and insights are good for my soul. Thanks.
Thanks for this video Matt, it is truly an amazing one! I lost my grand father two months ago, he is the one who brought me into photography, he was the one person I spent most of my childhood with, in his house, his garden and around his house. He was truly special to me. Now my grandmother is alone in their house, and she is probably going to move out in the next few months.
Photography has always been about capturing memories, taking pictures of my friends and my family for me. But I have never thought about capturing these memories through places, through landscapes. Now thanks to this video, I realize that I want to capture these places I grew up in, to heal, but also to remember all these memories I have with him, with my grandparents. Thanks again for this video, truly amazing ❤️
Matt, thanks for this video, you honesty and all your efforts sharing your thoughts and emotions. I am sure you know this but let me tell you that you and your videos mean a lot to many people you will never meet - like me. All the best to you and your family.
A beautiful video Matt. I don’t know what else to say except you’ve really helped me with your words. Thank you for that, really.
You’ve said a lot that many people need to hear. We all have had moments in life that changes us for good or bad. Thank you! Beautifully spoken with such solitude!! Nothing better said when being honest! I’m glad I came across this! Keep the videos coming. I’m a new follower!👍👍 photography has helped me through a lot it’s been my getaway too.
I lost a baby in November and this reminded me that I should step out and process some feelings through the medium I love so much
November can be such a cruel month. I'm sorry for your loss.
"How much Ilford did he order?"
"All of it. All of the Ilford." :)
Thanks for making videos that are personal and meaningful to you. In the flood of photography videos that only obsess over gear, it's nice to see thoughts on the process and inspiration.
Thank you for sharing this experience. Really interesting to hear about you using photography in your therapy. All the best for the new season of you life.
Gotta focus forwards matey. Looking back is fun, but can become painful when if you linger too long... New memories are out there waiting. Cheers ~ Peter
Beautiful story and scenes man. Very inspirational and insightful
Not what I wanted, but what I needed to watch.
Love this video immensely, thanks!