Randy Newman: “Why I Wasn’t Forgiven on Yom Kippur”
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- Опубликовано: 3 авг 2022
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I love hearing your testimonies because I know it is not easy for a Jew to believe that Yeshua is the Messiah. Praise God for that and God may bless you and helps you share the gospel with your Jewish brothers. Shalom!
Thank you for sharing, absolutely good news. In our humanity we all want purpose, Jews for Jesus is a great place to listen on how we can find our purpose in Messiah. Thank you!
Thank YOU Jeff and Randy. ❤❤❤
A true born again, born anew of the Spirit of Elohim, Child of God has Yeshua living and breathing within him/her, which anti-missionaries do not understand. Trying to convince us that the scriptures are tainted might work for some who are not born of the spirit, but for a Child of God, nothing can change this reality for them. He is alive and well living within our spirit, spirit to spirit. This reality cannot be negated because "He lives and breathes and has his being within us!'
@@summerhouse8205 I don't agree. The Spirit of the Living God lives within each blood washed Born again Believer. The Spirit of Yeshua! His seal of ownership and that I will be with Him forever in Heaven. I will pray that you will someday, hopefully sooner than later, make that decision.
@@summerhouse8205 It is only by revelation of the Holy Spirit that one can see the truth about Yeshua. You must want to know if in fact He is the Promised Jewish Messiah. I will pray that you will come to that place, in His perfect timing. Our times are in His hands. Shabbat Shalom!
Amen.
This is why Jesus Christ is, Simply the Best..Better then all the rest.. As Tina Turner would sing...
Wonderful testimony thank you
GREAT INTERVIWE
Traditions of any church will destroy the Faith it takes to be a believer. Apostle Paul said a Jew is not one outwardly a Jew is Of a Heart that has been Circumcised
Romans 2:28,29. I have Found this to be reality in the Old and New Testaments (Gods Word is Forever)
AMEN and AMEN.
I think I ran in to JFJ back in 1985. They were out handing out pamphlets on the street along with a group of us who were handing out tracts. I had gone through a crisis with an ex-teacher who I helped move to Miami, FL from Washington DC. who's wife promptly threw me out. I subsequently hitch hiked from Miami to LA to find work instead of coming back to a community that never accepted me and an abusive brother, household that never did either. My mom loved me enough, I was raised Roman catholic and abused from infancy by my father, brother, school, neighborhood and had a vague notion on who Christ was, convoluted with other religions that I studied 'to find God'. I never seemed to find God in Buddhism, Metaphysical Meditation, Transcendental Meditation, astrology, mysticism, drugs, Mayan studies juxtapose UFO's, Egyptology, EST, studies of Yogis, ESP, mormons, the whole 'speaking in tongues' ideology, over 41 'churches' while homeless for over 39+ years and could never get a comprehensive on who God or Christ was after walking out on my fiancee', whom I was told I was living in sin with because we weren't married. So I volunteered to be homeless and went to live in my car, she died in 1995 from complications surrounding pneumonia and insulin shock withdrawal while in the hospital battling insurance glitches. I was in and out of the street and suffered a near fatal head blow that almost killed me while on the job, being abandoned by my boss, fighting with 3 insurance companies who didn't want to pay my bills, lost my health and home during the recovery, mortgage fraud during the Big Short of the early 2000's and ended up back living in the street after my then, fiancee, moved out on me leaving me living in the front seat of my car while going to over 300 doctors appointments and a hostile work environment. I went back to being around pagans who hung out at Renaissance Festivals, almost took my life before finding them by trying to take over 64 sleeping pills before a cop pulled up in front of the car, not the rear, and I had to drop the noxious mixture on the floor or be taken off to the looney bin. I lived in the back of a SUV for over 9 years and got beaten up by a cop, put in the hospital, while at work at one of 3 jobs, went in for an inguinal hernia op which the doctor botched, leaving me bleeding internally until I almost exploded from over a pint and a half of blood, all over my lap. After 2 surgeries, I was discharged out on to the sidewalk, unable to walk and almost died from the opioid crisis of the latter 2012 during the opioid death epidemic. I have been told God loves me and I am a survivor. I don't think I ever 'found God' as much as respect, dread and hatred of someone I felt I didn't know but think might have been trying to save me from a hateful life. All I could remember is, was pain and assault. I convalesced in a homeless shelter before flushing away the easily prescribed opioids, did a lot of video testimony on my You Tube channel, even from living under the sewers of a bridge for 4 years once my SUV caught fire after blowing out the rods, getting a replacement engine, that one catching fire and burning up my only home. I have only been out of the elements for a year in my own place, at going on 66. Still looking for 'the love of God' I guess. I left a lot of the paganism behind because it was fun but clearly the wrong path. I went to a lot of 'christian' festivals and 'churches' but was treated like......a bum who lived on the street because I was.......a bum who lived on the street. I know the Word says man will fail me, but God is in control. But smiling faces and long winded lectures are lost on me. People gravitate to people who are well off and well to do. I have yet to experience true brotherhood or fellowship. I probably would chase everyone away because its what I do. I have been attacked, physically by 'pastors', asked to leave the property of 'churches' for 'being too negative', for asking questions as to why the Bible says this but you say that and this whole money collection thing to build temples while a lot of us suffer. So, I have yet to see it in practice in my life. I prefer to be alone but I thought I would write any way because I have something to say and saying something was invited. There is much much more to my story, but I will spare you. Because like I said, I am touted as being too negative, but then, that is all I have really known and experienced. Some in ignorance, and some, I am guessing, as the rod of correction? to save my life because:
2 Corinthians 6:9
As unknown, and yet well known; as dying, and, behold, we live; as chastened, and not killed;
Hebrews 12:6
For whom the Lord loveth he chasteneth, and scourgeth every son whom he receiveth.
Hebrews 12:7
If ye endure chastening, God dealeth with you as with sons; for what son is he whom the father chasteneth not?
My heart just broke hearing your story. True follers of Yeshua would not have treated you the way you have been. Yeshua encompasses love and taught us to love one another. One cannot be a born again follower and not show the fruits of the Holy Spirit. You have been severely wronged, but make no mistake. Yeshua is grace. We can never earn it. For many, we punish ourselves emotionally by feeling like we are not worthy of this beautiful gift, but Yeshua says we are. It is free.
Ephesians 2:8-9 says, "For by grace you have been saved through faith and this not your own doing; it is the gift of God - not the result of works, so that no one may boast." and Acts 2:21 And it shall come to pass, that whosoever shall call on the name of the Lord shall be saved. Don't ever give up. Yeshua keeps His promises. He's already won the battle for you. You my brother in Yeshua will be prayed for and you will be set free. May our Lord and Savior Yeshua Hamasciach bless you and watch over you. 🙏🏼
@@cjasse Thank you. I do not wish you hurt. But I have cursed the heavens for being made. I have had people in most 'congregations' treat me like dirt under their shoes. I have had 'pastors' literally beat me up (C.J. Mahaney former head of Covenant Life Congregation in Gaithersburg, MD). Physically. It left me with an aversion to 'churches' and gatherings. When someone says they 'follow christ', I go the other way. I was hitch hiking across the US back home from California and fell asleep in the men's room of a 'church', near the stool, had the pastor find me, moved in to the floor in between pews, tell me to hang around, they were having a baptism that night, so I stayed around and he came back with two police to escort me off the property citing he didn't want to press charges, all he wanted was me to leave. So I left with nothing but the clothes on my back. I have been turned away at the gate of 'christian' festivals with no money to get in, (Larry Andes of Fishnet Ministries) and asking if I could exchange labor for entry and had them tell me no. I have been every place I can think of to go and I tell you, Muslims, Pagans, heathens and dogs treat me better and have given me clothes, food, a place to stay and told me they love me, more than any 'congregation' I have ever seen. Even down to a Messianic congregation who just let me hang around after a double inguinal hernia operation I was beaten in to by a rogue cop, assaulted twice by the doctor and I was emaciated and looked gaunt. No one gave me a blanket in winter. Just let me come by for Shabbat, because everyone was bringing food any ways, so it was no effort to let me eat what was already there. No one looked at me as 'needing to be saved', no one befriended me, some mocked at me, some told me they would call me over and over and over for years, and never did. I was treated just like the parable of the rich man told to come up and sit in the best seat at the front and the poor man told to sit in the back or under a stool. It's disgusting the posers out here. And I have been to Chinese 'churches', American, you name it. I get treated like filth. I was accused from the pulpit of being a pederast because children love me and treat me like a brother. So the adults ganged up on me and made stories about me, left me to sleep in a closet, calling it charity. I could go on and on and on but I will spare you. I consider myself an Atheist, because I do not display the attributes of a believer. But I complain to the heavens all the time. The Word comes to me and out of me without my effort and I rebuke liars on gospel issues, but I have no fellowship because they betrayed me after years of trying to 'fit in'. Just up and left me to rot alone. I don't care. I am bitter about liars and the deceitful, I have been baptized 3 or 4 times because everyone kept telling me of another way because the way I was done was wrong. I have been blown about by every wind of doctrine there is and still feel lost, hated, disgusted and wanting out of this place so much so I tried to take my own life when my fiancee left me in 1998 and failed. So I lost my resolve. I help when I can where I can and if I can, even if I have nothing. When I was homeless I gave what money I wasn't using to other homeless guys. So, I am here and still doing what I can but I feel wretched being here and don't consider life a gift. For me, it has always been a curse. But thanks for your ear. I hope you fare better.
@k s I have never fit in. I know that. Thanks for your understanding. I just felt my purpose was to entertain the heavens with my being a target, I always thought the heavens, along with those who haze me, use me for entertainment and laugh at me. Seems all I know or remember. I am not trying to fit in as much as find a place where I am accepted. Understood, can be a part of and contribute. I never found it. So, I stayed alone. Over 9 years in the back of a SUV going to 3 jobs and being beaten in to a hernia by a corrupt cop, and over 4 years sleeping up in the sewers of a bridge, (staying in the dark so as to not be seen or interact with more abusers who see they can use me for sport) just trying to stay out of the way so people don't put me in the hospital like the cop did or attack me like 2 doctors did once I worked up the nerve to go to the hospital because I knew better than to go in because I knew I would get more beats. So it took me 2 years to decide what do I want, to have my guts fall out of a small hole or go under the knife. Well, I got attacked twice while in the hospital. Left bleeding internally until I almost popped, asked why I was back in recovery by the nurses, the next day, I tell them why and the docturd takes it out on me then throws me out unable to walk. You can't write this stuff. Some how I am numb now, to all of this but just hate not having fellowship due to never belonging. So I saw this video and just decided to try to find answers by commenting. Some of your answers help and some of the others do too. But I don't think I will ever compromise for the sake of fitting in. Being evil is just too disgusting.
Shalom Shalom.
@@-----Disciple----------- I started writing after I saw your response and erased by accident when trying to correct a word. What I do know is that Jeremiah 29:11-13 apples to you. New King James Version
11 For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says the Lord, thoughts of peace and not of evil, to give you a future and a hope. 12 Then you will call upon Me and go and pray to Me, and I will listen to you. 13 And you will seek Me and find Me, when you search for Me with all your heart.
You also are 100% forgiven. You can't add or take away from the cross. We don't earn it. I know you may not feel it, but it's by faith. God loves you so much. ❤️ I will pray for you and will not give up. Don't let the enemy lie to you. Find your scriptures and stand on them. I promise God's word never will come back void in your life.
@@-----Disciple----------- I am praying for you and know you are forgiven, healed and set free. On earth as it is in heaven just like the prayer we pray. You are so loved. God's blessings on you. I am truly committed to praying and seeking God for your blessings and not curses. Yeshua Hamasciach took our curses on Himself when He hung on the cross. 🙏🙏🙏
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Rabbinical Judaism, thank you for the insight!