MY TESTIMONY | HOW GOD CHANGED MY LIFE & SAVED ME.

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  • Опубликовано: 19 авг 2024
  • In this video I share my testimony, how God changed my life in the past 4 years. How I've changed as a person and why I left this platform.
    Thank you for listening♡
    My Instagram @_meg_leigh
    TikTok- @meganleighmorrison

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  • @jesusiskingofmyheart
    @jesusiskingofmyheart 3 месяца назад +147

    Welcome home, sister ! This was so beautiful. I'm crying! 🥹 SO many RUclips Influencers are getting saved! No one is too far gone for the grace of God! Jesus died for our sins and salvation. He is the way, the truth, and the life! Thank you Jesus Praying for your walk with the Lord, Meg! Jesus saved me 3 years ago and I am SO thankful for His love, patience, and grace! He changed my life! There’s nothing better than Him. Welcome to the family, sister! HEAVEN IS REJOICING. ANOTHER SAVED SOUL 💓

  • @Noturbasikbeautyxo
    @Noturbasikbeautyxo 3 месяца назад +157

    I love when people share their testimony because as a Christian it’s so relatable. We all have a story on how God called us to him and how we found him. Testimonies are never easy, so thank you for being vulnerable. Remember that God doesn’t give us something we can’t handle. He doesn’t expect us to be perfect and we have such a loving and forgiving father. I hope you can leave any shame, depression, and bad thoughts for God to handle and you can continue to walk with him and share your evolving journey as a daughter of God with your followers 🩷🩷🩷

  • @farvnaqx
    @farvnaqx 3 месяца назад +87

    I really hope every single person who was judging and being mean to Meg the years she was going through this feels horrible. This goes to show you… YOU DONT KNOW WHAT ANYONE IS GOING THROUGH, just be nice!!! ❤

    • @wendybee8854
      @wendybee8854 3 месяца назад

      That is rude!

    • @farvnaqx
      @farvnaqx 3 месяца назад +2

      @@wendybee8854 what part of this was rude? Saying to be nice? Watch what you say? I’m confused

    • @Kate-fg6im
      @Kate-fg6im 3 месяца назад

      This shows that RUclips is totally fake. And behind the happy mom camera is depression and abortion

    • @Kate-fg6im
      @Kate-fg6im 3 месяца назад +6

      It only means RUclips is totally fake. And happy moms behind cameras are mostly just faking it

    • @alexisowensby7486
      @alexisowensby7486 3 месяца назад +3

      I was thinking the exact same thing. People were RUTHLESS to her during that time. Just goes to show you, you NEVER truly know what someone may be going through, so be kind always!💫

  • @allisonlewis2638
    @allisonlewis2638 3 месяца назад +104

    That “thank you Jesus” made me SOB! Girl I am so happy and proud of you I’ve literally been watching you since I was 16 I’m 27 now!! I love you! I’m so happy PRAISE HIM!🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍

    • @marissawendt
      @marissawendt 3 месяца назад

      sameee i was like 'no way that's her' i haven't seen a video of hers in like over 10 years!

    • @JREANNE1
      @JREANNE1 3 месяца назад

      Same!!! Like only RUclipsr I’ve been subscribed to for this long.

    • @avr223
      @avr223 3 месяца назад

      Same girl!!

  • @mariacasella6474
    @mariacasella6474 3 месяца назад +387

    OMG!!I promise earlier this week I was on RUclips and saying dang I miss Megan and her channels and content-it’s great to see you back

  • @SarahRoseLynn
    @SarahRoseLynn 3 месяца назад +231

    The way my jaw dropped when I saw this notification!! Praise God!!! ❤❤❤

    • @dreamyxseahorse506
      @dreamyxseahorse506 3 месяца назад +1

      Literally me!

    • @biancaramos4360
      @biancaramos4360 3 месяца назад +1

      Same here I love her so much 🥹♥️

    • @rhondasmith157
      @rhondasmith157 17 дней назад

      Why, did your jaw drop? Did you really think she's back on youtube to post videos from now on? She doesn't care...

  • @darrianalecia
    @darrianalecia 3 месяца назад +63

    I’ve been watching you since your bedroom was pink & purple at your parents! I’m so proud of you Meg ✝️❤️

  • @laurenhoman3851
    @laurenhoman3851 3 месяца назад +69

    I am so proud 😭 I’ve been watching you for 11 years. I’ve seen several different phases of your life. Thank you Jesus I am here to witness this!! This is amazing and powerful. Thank you for sharing, Megan!! ❤

  • @ladymeli134u
    @ladymeli134u 3 месяца назад +131

    Megan I have been praying for you! Remember, you are not here by accident! You are meant to be here! ❤

    • @ladymeli134u
      @ladymeli134u 3 месяца назад +1

      The Spirit of the Lord is upon you❤

    • @SarahRoseLynn
      @SarahRoseLynn 3 месяца назад +4

      Amen! Not only is she my favorite youtuber but also sister in Christ! Amazing! God is so so good.🥰

    • @HeatherRoseM
      @HeatherRoseM 3 месяца назад +2

      Thank you for sharing Meg. There are so many women out there that can relate.. This is real life and real things. Praise God, Praise Jesus. ❤ 🙏🏼

  • @cicigibs
    @cicigibs 3 месяца назад +74

    I'm not a religious person but I love seeing people grow and find self love. Really happy for you!

    • @emilycaterham
      @emilycaterham 3 месяца назад +12

      That’s not self love. That’s Gods love. ❤

    • @cicigibs
      @cicigibs 3 месяца назад +15

      @@emilycaterham It can be both.

    • @Kty4419
      @Kty4419 3 месяца назад +2

      I totally agree🌸🤍can be both🤗🤍🤍🤍

    • @Woods277
      @Woods277 3 месяца назад +2

      You Should Really find His Love and accept Him. It’s the Best Gift & it’s free. 🤍

    • @shell7142
      @shell7142 3 месяца назад +2

      @@cicigibsif you’re not religious then how do you know? First off most people who believe in God and walk with Him don’t consider themselves religious either. Second, it is very true irs not self love as the Bible says “ I must decrease and He must increase” and “ to pick up your cross and follow Him”
      None of Jesus’ disciples has self love. They actually left their families and left their clothes and food behind them to share them gospel and if it wasn’t for Jesus choosing these men to become “ fisher-of-men” I don’t think the gospel would have reached us, but it did as it was apart of Gods perfect plan. :)

  • @Lisa_Uncensored
    @Lisa_Uncensored 3 месяца назад +29

    I think this is the video we’ve been waiting for. MOST of us just prayed you were okay. I just pray for nothing but good things in your life. Your honesty in this video is mind blowing and so relatable.

  • @SaraHeartsBeauty95
    @SaraHeartsBeauty95 4 дня назад +2

    Meg, so… I terminated my first pregnancy in April of this year and it was the HARDEST decision I have ever had to make. Everything….. EVERYTHING you said, is what I have gone through. The shame, the guilt, the what ifs, the physical pain I feel in my heart daily, the hate, I still feel scared of judgement, literally all of what you said hit home for me. “Maybe someone needs to hear this” and that person is me. Can this be a part of my own testimony? 🥺 I truly haven’t leaned on my faith especially during such a horribly lonely experience more than I have recently and when I do, I feel relief… and I feel like coming across your new videos are a true sign from God to seek his love fully and to ask for his forgiveness fully. Thank you Meg. I have watched you since the purple and pink room and my GOSH, you are glowing. Glowing like I haven’t ever seen before. Bless you and your family sweet woman, Bless You! 🫂✝️❤️

  • @brittanya682
    @brittanya682 3 месяца назад +56

    I had my son in 2020 and went through the same postpartum depression, anxiety and was at my lowest. I remember watching your stories thinking you had what I was going through. God truly changed my whole life and outlook on everything and it’s beautiful to watch you share Gods word with us. I’m so glad you made this! Always rooting for you and praying for you Meg❤

  • @abbiebazzoli2282
    @abbiebazzoli2282 3 месяца назад +30

    I was thinking of you the other day bc I literally grew up watching your videos - you literally taught my how to do my hair and makeup! This video is BEYOND beautiful Meg! Thank you so much for sharing🤍 God is so good and your story is beautiful and perfectly designed by God. You’re incredible for listening to that nudge from God. Praying continued peace over you and your mind because mental health is real and life is hard!
    Sending you so much love!

  • @CarinaLeon89
    @CarinaLeon89 Месяц назад +4

    “He called me home” 😭😭 I felt that in my soul 😭 I’m going through it myself now, God is calling me too and it has not been easy at all. But I KNOW one day I will also share my testimony 😭 thank you so much for your testimony, it makes me feel so much at ease. I can’t wait to see more of your journey here or IG where ever but thank you 🥰🙏🏼

  • @seniasoto-cervantes4820
    @seniasoto-cervantes4820 3 месяца назад +18

    Please make RUclips content again! I’d love to follow your new life 💖 a lot of us grew up with you and struggled silently with you, and now we are learning to thrive through Jesus with you. I know I am. Would love to see your videos again! ❤

  • @alexisowensby7486
    @alexisowensby7486 3 месяца назад +23

    This is INCREDIBLE!!! God will continue to bless you for sharing your story! Your testimony will change lives!! This is absolutely amazing!

  • @LadyD1668
    @LadyD1668 3 месяца назад +12

    Yes! Yes! And Amen!!!!! I've watched you for YEARS and with what you have shared, my spirit has always said ...."God wants her!" I am so happy you listened and answered the knock at the door! From the bottom of my heart.....I am so happy for you and your family. Be blessed 💛 God is good!

  • @SueB402
    @SueB402 3 месяца назад +12

    Meg, I can only imagine how difficult this was for you to share. I’m very sorry you went through this feeling alone, anxious and scared, but I’m so glad that the Lord saved you and brought you closer to Him. Thank you for your candor and vulnerability in sharing your testimony. My heart goes out to you. Our Lord is a merciful and forgiving God and He will always be here for you, and His love will never waiver. Sending you hugs and prayers 🙏❤️🙏

  • @audreyxyeager
    @audreyxyeager 3 месяца назад +29

    As someone who has followed you and “grown up with you “since you had your pink and purple room… I’m amazed! Ever since you stopped doing RUclips I could tell there was something different. In the past vlogs you would talk about God here and there but you have gone through a whole complete transformation since 2020. God is good! As a fellow believer in Christ, I will be praying for you and your family!🤍✨ Only Jesus can turn our Test into a testimony! Thank you for sharing your powerful story! I haven’t been through what you’ve been through but I’m inspired! You’ve made me want to grow even closer to Jesus!
    God bless you! Your real followers have nothing but love and respect for you! 💖💖💖💖
    Hopefully your journey continues on RUclips! Your presence is definitely missed!
    Xoxox

  • @ijeanadi
    @ijeanadi 3 месяца назад +26

    Wow. I was JUST thinking of you a couple days ago… randomly but didn’t think anything of it. I’ve been subscribed for YEARS. Thank you so much for sharing your testimony!! There is even healing for others when we share our testimonies. And something I’ve learned is to constantly remind yourself of your own testimony to truly see where the Lord has brought you and to remind yourself of the freedom you now live in❤

  • @alyssacascos8665
    @alyssacascos8665 3 месяца назад +28

    Megan this made me so emotional because you have grown so much and your beauty is shining through this video. You are a light and I am forever grateful for you posting this video. Stay close to God sweet Megan! Sending all my love and prayers!❤️🙏🏻

  • @Tiffanysmakeupxo
    @Tiffanysmakeupxo 4 дня назад +1

    No judgement at all! Only God can judge and he forgives. He knows your heart! God is sooo good! He loves you more than you could ever imagine! So many women feel your pain so just know, you are not alone. ❤❤❤

  • @kkaayyllaaf
    @kkaayyllaaf 3 месяца назад +13

    I’m so glad you are sharing this. I’ve been watching you since the early pink and purple room days and I can’t explain how SO incredibly happy I am for you Megan. 🤍

  • @JessicaArroyo-cu7eq
    @JessicaArroyo-cu7eq 3 месяца назад +7

    There's nothing I love more than to see the youtubers I grew up with getting saved! This was such a beautiful testimony. You are forgiven and made whole, and this took so much courage to post!
    God is so good and I am so happy to see you back on youtube! Beautiful as always ❤️

    • @WalkWithFaith7
      @WalkWithFaith7 3 месяца назад +1

      Amen 🙏🏻 Praise Jesus!!❤

    • @DreaKay
      @DreaKay 2 месяца назад +1

      Same!!! This just warms my heart. I knew there was a reason that I was drawn to them.

  • @kimkreationsP
    @kimkreationsP 3 месяца назад +5

    This made me Cry! I was suffering with severe anxiety and he found me at my lowest point about one year ago, when I felt minuscule! I’m so grateful for his mercy and gift of grace! All glory be to our Father in Heaven! May his name be glorified forever! In Jesus name! Amen!

  • @yveykatt
    @yveykatt 3 месяца назад +34

    The crazy thing is for those who have watched you since your purple/pink wall days know when you’re going through something. I’m sorry for every hard moment you’ve been through. Just remember we love you and wish you nothing but the best life now and forever you are such a kindhearted human being and you deserve that and more ❤🙏🏼

  • @mara4900
    @mara4900 3 месяца назад +7

    Im feeling God call on me recently ,also at my lowest . Theres so many things just screaming in my face to come
    To Jesus, this testimony included . Thank you for sharing Meg ❤️ I know being obedient isn’t always easy but, wow I needed this .

  • @ColonialFlorals
    @ColonialFlorals 3 месяца назад +5

    Meg, this was so beautiful! I can’t tell you how excited I am to have you as a Sister in Christ after following you for years! Yay! Thank you for being so brave and vulnerable. You did the right thing by trusting God’s leading here, and also by breaking the grip of that shame by sharing out in the open. Your story is POWERFUL for the Kingdom! I’m so proud of you and thanking God for you! 🩷🩷🩷

  • @socalsilvana
    @socalsilvana 3 месяца назад +20

    Wow, Megan it truly takes some guts to share your personal life on RUclips. I’ve been a follower of you since the beginning. I’m so happy that you are doing well and the changes you have made to be a happier person. Wishing you the best and hoping to see you back on RUclips. I think you are very missed by many on this platform. Xoxo

  • @Amazing.Anxiety
    @Amazing.Anxiety 3 месяца назад +8

    Maybe all of the hard work you have done in the past with these channels was truly meant to glorify god and share your story to inspire others in faith ❤ how beautiful

  • @JeanineAmapola
    @JeanineAmapola 3 месяца назад +23

    Thank you for sharing 🥹🤍 God is so good!!!

    • @ciaoobelllaxo
      @ciaoobelllaxo  3 месяца назад +1

      Thank you for watching Jeanine! I love your podcast 👏🏼🙏🏼

  • @aneamanda9
    @aneamanda9 3 месяца назад +27

    Only 8min in and I totally understand why this would be hard to talk about but appreciate you sharing. Hope you have the courage to carry on. You’re still a person and your feelings are valid regardless. Prayers for continued healing ❤️‍🩹

  • @LGlow2Chic
    @LGlow2Chic 3 месяца назад +4

    I would have never known you were struggling with ALL of that. I’m so happy you found peace. That you found God.
    You definitely spoke to me about things I need to be authentic about in my personal life. I grew up Christian but sometimes you look at life, and what occurs and it’s hard to believe. My faith has been bruised but not broken. I am hurting but I do pray my strength and faith could be restored, strengthened. Thank you for posting. You have been missed on this platform, hope you return.

  • @abigailv8520
    @abigailv8520 3 месяца назад +3

    This couldn’t have hit at a better time for me and I was just thinking of you the other day! I’m 39 & just reached out for therapeutic help today. Thank you for being brave and sharing this with us and providing a great example for others to be strong in their faith.

  • @suzannecaver7561
    @suzannecaver7561 6 дней назад +3

    Your testimony is so powerful! As a former Catholic, I too desired for more than just traditions and memorized prayers. I craved a relationship with Jesus. Welcome to the family of Christ. Never look back Sis. You are forgiven and are redeemed because of his sacrifice at the cross. Welcome home.

  • @bnhanss1
    @bnhanss1 3 месяца назад +18

    I dont know if this reaches you. Or gives you comfort. But i also went through a similar story. I bawled watching your testimony because i am also so ashamed of myself and felt alone. You have inspired me. And know you weren't alone.

  • @KaylahArnae
    @KaylahArnae 3 месяца назад +8

    crying!! so so happy for you. God is so faithful and i am so happy you're sharing your testimony. this will save many lives. HEY SISTER! 💗

  • @makeuplovemely
    @makeuplovemely 3 месяца назад +4

    I am so proud of you for sharing one of the most difficult moments in your life and showing how even in the darkest time His light is always with us even when we don’t think anyone is there. Your testimony is beautiful, and I know you will reach so many with it, and so many will resonate with your story as well. Your spiritual growth is inspiring 💕

  • @karringtonsheffstall5866
    @karringtonsheffstall5866 3 дня назад

    You are amazing Meg !! You are Gods child , Mistakes, bad decisions and all He loves you and takes you as you are !! Thank you so much for sharing this !! I have been wanting to walk with god so much lately but have no idea where to start . This gave me the push i needed because i feel just like you did four years ago . Like i just want to give up and end it all . But i cant take the easy was out , i need to be here for my children !! Thank you for letting us in . I have missed your videos so much and am so happy that you have choose to come back. And the new Meg is just as beautiful and more whole !! Im so proud of you !!😊

  • @Macnastyyyy
    @Macnastyyyy 3 месяца назад +42

    that baby saved your life 😭🙏🏼🙌🏼 BUT GOD!!!!!! ❤️
    Thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you soooooooooooo much for sharing!!!!!
    That. Was. POWERFUL. !!!!!!!!!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @rebeccawood_
    @rebeccawood_ 3 месяца назад +3

    I love you so much, Meg! Been watching you for 13-14 years. Thank you for bravely sharing your testimony. This touched me in more ways than I can tell you. God is so good, and I am so thankful for your life and that I get to "know" you virtually. You're a light, a blessing, and you're impacting people more than you know.

  • @dianamalin6920
    @dianamalin6920 3 дня назад

    God will call his people. We can be lost but he will come find us if we just listen. The love and grace he has for us is immeasurable, thank you for your testimony, and using your platform to do so, and reach people who might be going through the same situation. Love to see the growth, and your true happiness shine, been here since the cosmetology school days!

  • @DoseofLily
    @DoseofLily 3 месяца назад +3

    20:48
    Worship song that came to mind.
    A song that always brings me peace when life gets a little hard
    “He is my faithful father,
    Calling me out of the dark,
    The night cannot whisper away what he said in the light..
    He is my firm foundation,
    My anchor won’t be moved,
    Storms may collide, but my soul is on fire with his word..
    Jesus has broken the curse,
    He has never lost a battle.
    And he never will, he never will”
    Beautiful testimony Meg.
    Praying for peace over your heart. 🫶🏼

  • @oregonianmomxoxo
    @oregonianmomxoxo 3 месяца назад +4

    I’m so proud of you for listening to God and coming on here and sharing your testimony. I know it wasn’t easy! I shouldn’t have watched this while doing my makeup, I’m bawling. God is so good. I pray that your testimony will help someone ❤️

  • @17Lori
    @17Lori 3 месяца назад +5

    Megan I have been thinking of you this past week ❤ thank you for being transparent and obedient to share. I truely believe that you are helping so many girls by sharing this! I’m So happy for you and all that is ahead! 🕊️ blessings 💕

  • @DolledUpDaisy24
    @DolledUpDaisy24 2 месяца назад +2

    I cannot even tell you how happy I am to see another video from you!!! And so happy for your growing faith and seeing how much your relationship with God has flourished! Love you girl ❤

  • @sheronstoterau3963
    @sheronstoterau3963 Месяц назад +1

    Look at you walking in submission and obedience! Proud of you, mama.

  • @mariacasella6474
    @mariacasella6474 3 месяца назад +43

    Please do not apologize-your emotional because we are emotional beings and he’s working in you and through you-thank you for sharing your testimony with us-I also was raised Catholic and felt like you did-then going through a life changing experience I also found or God put me in a Bible teaching Christian home church and my husband and I were baptized together and through God all things are possible.and have a relationship with God and not a Religion,🙏🕯️

  • @Omaira0825
    @Omaira0825 3 месяца назад +7

    Praise God!!!!!! God bless you Meg, I’m so proud of you but more importantly your Heavenly Father is so proud of his child. May God continue to guide your path. You are in my prayers.

  • @doodlebugrox19
    @doodlebugrox19 3 месяца назад +1

    I have watched you since the beginning so many years ago.
    This platform was not given to you just because of your beauty and talent. You are CALLED to be a voice in a community and environment that is in such desperate NEED of your Testimony
    I'm BAWLING and I have chills all over my body. When you said he FORGIVES and started thanking him both of my hands flew up in the air praising him with you.
    I love you so much.
    I would hear your testimony a 1000 times again.
    God is so good.

  • @carrielynnxox
    @carrielynnxox 3 месяца назад +1

    I’m crying tears with you Megan! I’ve watched you for years and I’ve missed you so much. So happy to hear you are doing well and I’m so thankful you have shared your testimony. ❤️

  • @ginamarina01
    @ginamarina01 3 месяца назад +12

    Taking the liberty to speak for your long-time subscribers, we are sad you decided to disable your old videos. Yes, we realize people grow up and change, but those videos made you who you are on here! They were your RUclips starting point. We are going to miss having the option of listening to you chat in your old purple and pink bedroom if we want. I loved watching your old Vlogmas videos every year. Please consider maybe consolidating those videos and put them on a separate channel, that way we could watch old videos and pop on to your other channel to watch newer ones.

    • @gymkat13
      @gymkat13 2 месяца назад +1

      100% agree with this

    • @sierracindrell5775
      @sierracindrell5775 14 часов назад

      As soon as I saw she was back I was so looking forward to binging old videos. ☹️

  • @Anna-km3bq
    @Anna-km3bq 3 месяца назад +5

    God bless you Meg 🥹 thank you for being so vulnerable and sharing your testimony. You’ve grown to be SUCH a strong and inspiring woman and should be very proud of yourself ♥️

  • @RAWRanna
    @RAWRanna 3 месяца назад +2

    Meg, I've been following you since you started this channel, in your pink and purple bedroom. I just want to say I'm so sorry you've dealt with these situations over the years and especially sorry that you felt so alone & not supported by the people closest to you. You deserve sooo much better, you deserve happiness and health always. I'm really glad you found God and religion but I also hope you take care of your mental health on a different level, for yourself and your children. You're very brave for sharing your story and I wish the best for you ❤️❤️❤️

  • @marialopez9414
    @marialopez9414 3 месяца назад +3

    Wow!!!! I’m so proud of you!!!! I’ve missed your videos and have watched you for years. This video validates so much for me. Especially, dealing with ppd and feeling so defeated. I’m terrible with reading the Bible or where to start. This week I purchased the Rooted prayer journal to help and along came the notification for your video. Your testimony was meant to share when the time was right and I’m glad you did. Thank you!!!!! I hope to see more of the new Meg as I can relate to those feelings because of the change and the unknown. Blessings to you and your family.

  • @amyr1502
    @amyr1502 5 дней назад

    Megan Leigh - I am a mom of two daughters. I was not raised knowing about God or hearing the gospel of Jesus Christ until I was 17 and I was not interested at all to hear. I was made to go to church and after 3 mos I heard God loved me. I know now that people were praying for my soul. After 3 mos, I confessed my sins and put my faith and trust in Jesus Christ as my Lord and Savior. I have been a born again christian for 37 yrs. I raised my girls knowing Christ. As a parent we know that at some point our children have to make their own confession of faith. It was my younger daughter who used to watch you and I would watch along with her. I listened to your video this morning. My heart went out to you as a mom. Praise God you have repented of your sins and put your faith in Christ Jesus. I am a sinner saved by God's grace and mercy and a new creation in Christ. Thank you for sharing. May God bless you and your family always. ❤

  • @Sar4hhh.
    @Sar4hhh. 2 месяца назад +5

    Please put your old videos back up!! They are my comfort zone sometimes haha.. 😅

  • @boOrtiz478
    @boOrtiz478 3 месяца назад +12

    I am BAWLING my eyes right now. I have been so depressed with just certain things in my life. I'm graduating and I have no idea what to do with my life and just more things and me and my sister went on a binge watch video of your old videos from like 2013 when you worked at sweet and sassy cuz we love that place lol, and anyways you popped up on my feed and I was like OMG!! when I clicked the video, I heard the Lord saying this is going to touch me and hit my heart and it sure did. there're tears coming down that I don't even know where the letters are but something about testimonies just remind us how God is SO faithful and wonderful. That he never leaves us or gives up on us. I was having a time where I felt like God wasn't with me and I felt so distant and this video just remined me of how much he loves us and how much he wants a relationship with each person he made. WOW!!! THANK YOU for obeying the Lord and posting this video because your testimony is changing my heart right now and moving me so much and I just thank you JESUS!!! ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

  • @kirsty6938
    @kirsty6938 3 месяца назад +2

    I am beyond thankful for your courage in sharing your Testimony Meg. I too am called to share mine when the time comes, and like you I struggle with a sense of “shame” over my faith. Most of the people in my life don’t know the depth of my faith, and it’s unnerving to speak it out loud. Just know that you truly blessed me, and have relit that fire in me to be bold and brave in my walk with Christ. It’s certainly not an easy walk, but it’s unmatched in its splendour. Praying for you always. 💜

    • @esha3945
      @esha3945 3 месяца назад

      What does testimony mean?

  • @SSSPPPAAARRKKKLLEESS
    @SSSPPPAAARRKKKLLEESS 3 месяца назад +2

    Thank you so much for sharing your raw and authentic testimony of the Lord’s goodness. I’d love to see more videos about your journey/faith! I remember seeing your post on IG story of Jeremy Camp’s “father,” which led me to go listen to it. It’s still in my Spotify “liked” songs!! I was similarly going through my new birth in Christ around that time. It brings me tears of joy and hope to hear other stories of the Lord’s good work and calling of His people home. We once were blind, but now we see.
    This made me cry from knowing the feeling of pure joy you experienced in the midst of being called by the Lord and waking up. There are truly no human words that are able to describe the measure of love, peace, and joy he brings to His children. How blessed are we to have been chosen to glorify the beauty of the creator of all things and spend eternity in His presence. All glory, honor, power, and praise to the King of Kings, both now and forevermore! ❤️

  • @kristalee8563
    @kristalee8563 3 месяца назад +4

    It’s so crazy I was just thinking about you last week & how much I missed watching your videos and seeing your daily life! I’m so glad you posted! thank you for sharing this with us! 🥺💞

  • @Alennamc
    @Alennamc 3 месяца назад +10

    I’m so sad you deleted all of your older vlogs from your vlog channel 🥹 I still loved watching all of your old vlogmas videos it was nostalgic for me and I loved reminiscing back to those years ❤

  • @runwithithit
    @runwithithit 3 месяца назад +1

    Megan I have been watching you since you were a teenager making RUclips videos & to see your growth is amazing. I grew up in church my whole life & spent time in the world in my twenties and had to come to the end of myself to get fully dedicated back to Jesus. He is so good & your obedience to using this platform to share your story is unbelievable. Keep sharing His goodness & walking in your purpose. Your joy is contagious!❤️❤️

  • @AngBurton
    @AngBurton 3 месяца назад +5

    Phew.. sis. This is SO good. Thank you for being SO vulnerable and so obedient to the Lord. He calls us to share our testimonies at the most uncomfortable times. He never said that following Jesus would be comfortable. Sometimes we have to step out of our comfort zone and share this. You have SO much purpose in Him, my friend. His love and His Grace is SO sufficient. I resonate with your testimony more than you ever know. I suffered from severe anxiety and depression and too have had those crippling thoughts. You are so beautiful and so brave and you radiate Jesus’ love SO much girl and I absolutely love it. I had a radical change in my heart back in November of 2023 and I have been made new. He has freed me from my anxiety and depression because through HIM there is so much freedom and joy. HE is our peace. I love you so much and have followed you for as long as I can remember like 10+ years. I cried this entire video because God is so so good and His love for us is so eternal and everlasting and I love you! Thank you for sharing this Megan. 💖 you are a vessel and He will truly use this testimony to reach people.

  • @mscty
    @mscty 3 месяца назад +5

    You're so beautiful, Megan!! Thank you for sharing your story!! All glory to God!! He is so good!! 💗

  • @msmarleneg
    @msmarleneg 3 месяца назад +1

    To be honest, I didn’t care to watch this… however something pulled me to watch it just now! Thankful I did
    Thank you for sharing your story! Use your platform to bring light to those of us who need it 🙏🏼
    Proud of you for sharing your story

  • @vonnamcneese1017
    @vonnamcneese1017 3 месяца назад +3

    This is exactly what I needed to hear today. Been a follower for a very long time. I am so proud of you Meg. ❤❤❤

  • @alexanra09
    @alexanra09 3 месяца назад +6

    Unbelievable you had to grieve that loss on your own, I can’t even imagine xoxo

  • @somersetalexis8032
    @somersetalexis8032 Месяц назад +2

    Hey Meg. Big fan & always have been. When I say you were literally my idol when I was 17 I can not mean that in a more truthful way. I freaking LOVED you. Your personality, your style, your hair, your walk-talk everything. & I do still. I miss you. & I know that sounds crazy bc I’ve never met you but I do… I will literally go back & watch your old videos & feel so content w life bc you were always Her to me. I went to show my friend some of your old videos & they were private.. megggg 😫 that destroyed meeee. Idk why you did that but I understand. Period. Whatever the reason I understand. I’m so sad & I wish I knew why but it’s okay. I’m messaging you on instagram if you want to reach out. I’ll be so touched to hear from you. I wish you the best always Meghan. You’re an inspiration. An amazing momma & just person in general. Never change Meg. Much love- Somerset from Texas ❤

  • @inspiretodream3
    @inspiretodream3 3 месяца назад +1

    Megan, you are a strong beautiful woman! My daughter is 34 and went through something similar.
    Thank you for sharing your story. More women need to do this. I have been watching you since you were in High School. You have grown so much.

  • @carolinedowning2542
    @carolinedowning2542 3 месяца назад +7

    Meghan I teared up watching this. I am so so so happy for you and proud of you for being bold and sharing your testimony!

  • @Angela-rc3ix
    @Angela-rc3ix 3 месяца назад +3

    Thank you for being vulnerable and sharing this, this content is life-giving. Praise God for how good he is❤

  • @Sarahsayhello
    @Sarahsayhello 3 месяца назад +1

    I’m a long time viewer, I haven’t even finished the video & I just want you to say, thank you for sharing your story. I’m so sorry that you went through this alone, and for the pain that you have endured. We support you & are here for you, as is God. You are so strong for being here & sharing.

  • @shell7142
    @shell7142 3 месяца назад

    I never imagined I’d be crying in the shower while shaving my legs listening to Yt. Megan! That was beautiful! God loves you so much and your testimony is POWERFUL. I’m so glad you didn’t give into the anxiety’! You let go and have to God and girl this will reach many I’m sure God will use it and YOU!

  • @skyeberry21
    @skyeberry21 3 месяца назад +3

    I admire your strength. It has been so incredible to see you get so into your faith❤

  • @AmarlaVida
    @AmarlaVida 3 месяца назад +2

    I missed you! You would constantly pop up in my head over the years. No judgement, God teaches us not to judge ❤ I have also grown my faith over the years and I am a new person. God healed my anxiety 🙏 I am sorry what you’ve gone through, sending peace & love ❤️❤️❤️

  • @DoseofLily
    @DoseofLily 3 месяца назад +3

    I found out I was pregnant for the 2nd time when my daughter was 2 months old.
    I know what it feels like to find out you’re expecting again in the thick of post partum depression. I kept feeling like how would I manage it all bc it felt I was so mentally unstable.
    But I kept going asking God for strength. I’m now 6 months pregnant, with my little boy.It’s not easy to find out you’re expecting again when you’re in the thick of post partum. I understand. I pray God heals your heart and comforts you.
    Thank you for being vulnerable. ❤

  • @taylorharrison7473
    @taylorharrison7473 3 месяца назад +10

    So incredibly proud of you for posting this.
    This came at the perfect time. I found out 3 months postpartum that I was expecting again and I’ve been struggling so hard, not knowing if I can do this. 💗

    • @kimrangel1111
      @kimrangel1111 3 месяца назад +1

      Praying for you! ❤️🙏

    • @mianicole3399
      @mianicole3399 3 месяца назад +1

      🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽

    • @brooksboysbrynn1792
      @brooksboysbrynn1792 3 месяца назад +2

      I got pregnant for the second time 5 months PP but didn’t find out until I was 30 weeks pregnant… my second born is now 11 weeks old… I PROMISE YOU ARE STRONG ENOUGH ❤ THERE IS NO ONE BETTER FOR YOUR BABIES THAN YOU💖💖

    • @taylorharrison7473
      @taylorharrison7473 3 месяца назад

      Thank you all so much for the prayers and support. 💗

  • @bstrong8958
    @bstrong8958 3 месяца назад +1

    God pulls us from the darkest pits and shows us the light. Once you feel God speak to you, your life is never the same. Your faith is never the same. Thank you for sharing this testimony. May God fill you and I with his forgiveness to heal our broken hearts.

  • @BreeFranchini
    @BreeFranchini 3 месяца назад

    Ever since my mom passed I’ve been the farthest from my faith I’ve ever been in my life. I sincerely appreciate you posting this. You are so brave to post this, the internet is so scary and judgy but you did amazing and your story is inspiring. ❤

  • @AJ_29_
    @AJ_29_ 3 месяца назад +7

    I’ve been following you for years and your testimony has impacted me! I myself am a born again Christian and I am so happy you found Jesus as your Lord and Savior. I myself am going through some battles but you encouraged me to keep going. Thank you and may God Bless you and your family ❤

  • @Teeteebarlo
    @Teeteebarlo 3 месяца назад +5

    So strange bc I have been thinking about you randomly and I saw your video pop up.
    I am so proud of you for being obedient to God and speaking your truth. I have followed you over the years, I am a single mother of two and have gone through many similar situations and not until I decided to make God the lord over my life did, I feel the peace that surpasses all understanding. Know that God is always in control and as my pastor once told me that sometimes the right thing to do will be the hardest thing to do at the most uncomfortable time and that's how you know it is from God and testing your faith is not easy!!! You give me inspiration to also be bold and speak God's truth out loud. So proud of you and thank you for helping me in my faith walk without even knowing. May God continue to bless you and your family in many ways!!!

    • @ciaoobelllaxo
      @ciaoobelllaxo  3 месяца назад +1

      I’m so glad I can be encouraging to you! Boldness is something I have prayed about! And it is only through my trust in Him that I can be bold in my faith! God bless you sister!!

  • @sydneytaylorannxoxo
    @sydneytaylorannxoxo 3 месяца назад

    Megan, I’ve been a quiet follower since I was in middle school. It’s crazy coming back as an adult (25 years old) with my own son listening to your testimony. I’m a strong christian who also struggled with severe PPD and PPA after my son and still struggle with the anxiety of getting pregnant and going through it again even though I want more kids more than anything. I don’t know where I would be if I didn’t have God to lean on during those hard times. It’s so amazing to hear your testimony and how God has changed your life. Thank you so much for being vulnerable and sharing! 🤍

  • @carleymcfarland5823
    @carleymcfarland5823 3 месяца назад +2

    Meg, this was absolutely beautiful. God shows us the light in our darkest times. Praise Him! 🙏🏻

  • @kjm8942
    @kjm8942 3 месяца назад +3

    Im so sorry you felt you had to leave the Catholic Church 😪
    The best part of it all was confession and the communion with Jesus Christ I pray you heal and continue to walk with God and one day give your chance to return home 🙏🏻

  • @1996katrien
    @1996katrien 3 месяца назад +7

    meg, you don't have to be ashamed at all, you have found your path, and as a mother of a beautiful 9 month old son, I understand your pain very well. I also struggle with my postpartum depression every day and there is little understanding for it. I hope that I can also find God just like you, that the pain will become a little more bearable. but in europe, the country where i live, faith is far away. 🕯️

  • @Hasoon89
    @Hasoon89 3 месяца назад +2

    My love I just listened to what happened to you, its devastating you went through this… Especially postpartum 😭 people have no idea the mental state moms go through after their first child… Im glad you’re doing better and Im happy you explained what happened to you. I have been watching you since you were in high school and always told my sisters I wonder why she disappeared. Now I know and thank you for sharing love you❤️

  • @jaearawe3883
    @jaearawe3883 3 месяца назад +2

    Thank YOU so much for sharing this with us and being so vulnerable. God is good ALL the time, even in the hard. You have been a true beacon of light since finding God and I am certain you have inspired many people to also find their calling!! Loved seeing your face come up in my new videos again, Meg!!

  • @Itsyvette22
    @Itsyvette22 3 месяца назад +3

    Why did you remove your videos😢 I loved going back to watch them 😢😢

  • @DominiqueElyse
    @DominiqueElyse 3 месяца назад +6

    I’m so happy you shared this. I had twin boys in 2011 and shortly after that I was in a phase of life where I felt lost, I got pregnant by the wrong person and I made the decision to terminate the pregnancy. Glad to know I’m not the only one who’s ever felt embarrassed for choices regarding pregnancy. Been following you since the beginning (purple and pink room days) and I’m trying to grow in my faith so I love that you’ve been on this journey and I can learn from you.

    • @jujumariex
      @jujumariex 3 месяца назад

      same here, you’re so strong.

  • @Meaganmcknight_
    @Meaganmcknight_ 6 дней назад

    Megan I’m so proud of you!! Thank you for your bravery of sharing your testimony! You’re going to help so many people to gods table in heaven. I have been following you since the very beginning and you have turned into such a beautiful woman inside and out! Don’t let the devil win! He wants to prevent you from bring people to God!!keep going! We’re all here to support you ♥️♥️♥️♥️

  • @amandamontes1884
    @amandamontes1884 3 месяца назад +3

    You're so brave to share your story with everyone. I stand with you and support the decisions you had to make. I'm a firm believer in the saying "You don't know until it happens to you”. Giving you the biggest hug. You're so strong ❤

    • @Kty4419
      @Kty4419 3 месяца назад +1

      So agree with this❤️✨❤️

  • @kimberlybastien5057
    @kimberlybastien5057 3 месяца назад +9

    Thanks for sharing. How did your marriage make it through that time with never speaking about it with one another ?

    • @ciaoobelllaxo
      @ciaoobelllaxo  3 месяца назад +2

      Maybe I will speak about that in another video of the journey through my healing but I truly leaned on God through everything! Marriage struggles aren’t easy & it for sure was tested during that time! But I felt that was God showing me more and more I needed to press in on Him & trust Him fully.

  • @DreaKay
    @DreaKay 2 месяца назад +1

    Every single youtuber I have watched over the years have recently or previously made videos like this. I love what the Lord is doing in the lives of my fave RUclipsrs!

  • @Reneaarmendariz
    @Reneaarmendariz 3 месяца назад +2

    I’m soooo proud of you and your bravery for sharing your testimony. I’m so proud to see how far you’ve come. You can see the lord radiating through you. ❤️

  • @kaycie1431
    @kaycie1431 3 месяца назад +4

    Meg, this has hit home… my exact story since 2021 & I am still struggling. I needed this.. I stepped foot into a church last Sunday since childhood (non religious family just Sunday mass & ccd as well) & I’ve been non stop thinking about my walk with god since. Wondering if this is what I need.. where I’m supposed to be. This is my sign & I thank you for sharing. rooting for you always 💖

  • @Schultz829
    @Schultz829 3 месяца назад +6

    Was not expecting this. Cried the whole video. You are so brave to open up. 💓💓 Proud of you Meg!

    • @Schultz829
      @Schultz829 3 месяца назад +1

      Also I just want to add, you have e changed so much in the past 4 years. I feel like you are so eloquent and well spoken. Not that you weren’t before but you are literally radiating! I really hope you can come back to YT, we miss you!!

  • @ambrabenjamin
    @ambrabenjamin 3 месяца назад

    Who the son sets free is free indeed! As someone who has been subscribed to you for years (on another account) and followed you from before you were married, this is an amazing evolution and testimony. Thank you for being bold for Him and you will no doubt set so many people free by just simply sharing your story. God bless. This is only the beginning!

  • @emilycaterham
    @emilycaterham 3 месяца назад +1

    I missed you Meg ❤. As for your testimony 😢. This happened to me many times where music was playing out of nowhere. Lately, I have felt that pull you spoke of about a strong need to be closer to God. I was recently spending time getting to know a guy and he wasn’t spiritual and I had to just end it. I needed to hear this as a reminder for myself. I’m the happiest when I’m closest to God. Love you Meg ❤ I pray that God watches over you, heals you, protects you, and fills your life and your families life with peace, love, happiness, and abundance of blessings.