@@tallulahrubymonroe4280 why not? There's times he's fine and there's times he's not. He should still be able to go and his fans or the fans in general want all 5 together not just the 4 that's why he still does it even tho it's so hard for him. So fuck off. I have severe anxiety but I self medicate and IM SO FUCKING PROUD OF HIM just for the simple fact he doesn't drink or do drugs to try to cope and nake it easier on him because I couldn't do it!
@@tallulahrubymonroe4280 The fact is people with anxiety disorders wish they could pick and choose when to have an attack or not but it's not like they can. The illness hits people hard at any time and is downright terrifying when it does. You often feel as though you are going to die. It's horrible but with medication people are able to function. 90% of the time he can and if 10% of the time something happens that's remarkable. The fact he can perform the majority of the time is a real accomplishment. I know from your comment that you're lucky never to have expierienced something like that in your life. You also probably aren't educated on mental health which is unfortunate. If Knight wants to go on tour than he should. He owes the audience nothing. Anxiety disorders are just like cancer or any other illness that takes its toll on people. It's not a character flaw by any stretch. Just because you can't see phsyical suffering in front you doesn't mean that he isn't internally. Have some compassion please. Touring is a gruelling process with tons of pressure on these people and problems that we're not aware of. He's a human being first and a member of NKOTB second. Health is first. He's not the first person to walk off a stage for that reason or the last.
i have selective mutism and social anxiety but when i was a kid i used to have severe panic attacks (for example when i have to sing, participate or recite a poem in front of people) i cried, started to sweat and shake, i had hot flashes and cold sweat. I felt like i was dying...it was horrible. So i really understand him, sometimes it's ok but the next days....it's worst
I recently found out about Jonathan Knights' personal issues and all I have to say is if someone has a disability and still has the courage to get on stage and perform, then I'm 200% behind them. That is what I see Jonathan doing and it makes me proud for him. Anytime he has to step away from the performance, let's all grin and bear and just pray for our brother. Keep on keeping it real and representing because your fans still support you 300%. So walk it off everytime you need to.
Monroe's daughter, I agree 100+%! I know what it's like to have anxiety & panic attacks. Once I had one on stage during a Christmas choir concert at church & I was in the front row. But there were only a few hundred people watching, not thousands. Sometimes you just have to walk away, get away, because you can't breathe, your "fight-or-flight" feeling comes on strong. It doesn't always make sense or you can't define the trigger. I admire Jon from the bottom of my heart for going back onto a stage with thousands of people watching. He does excellent & I really enjoyed hearing his smooth voice singing!
John didn't do anything wrong.he just needed a break to step away to take his meds and calm himself a sec.anyone that has anxiety will understand. I used to have it and still get it some.
The fact that Jordan steps in to sing Jonathans part in the song was really sweet of him to do. That proves that he really is a loving brother and that he really does love Jon with all of his heart and soul. Team Jordan all the way ❤️❤️❤️.
Jordan is such a supportive brother to Jon. It’s hard to deal with anxiety sometimes. I’ve met Jon and he seems like a very sweet and strong man, I pray for them always 💖
It was put out there as aloof and arrogance 30 years ago. If we had known it was crippling anxiety and not being true to himself, the haters could have been silenced. But he has the best farm and loves making his new show. So way to go Jon! My anxiety is a scratching at my insides monster that grabs my heart and squeezes.
The fact that Jon came back, still performs today and lives HIS truth is a testament to these friendships, this brotherhood. What a shame he couldn't do that back then. He is a beautiful man, so talented and smart! I love them all and how they've supported each other through the years and hope they continue do so! Finding your people is so important! ❤️
It’s now been NINE YEARS since this performance. And I have personally witnessed - along with MILLIONS of NKOTB FANS - Jon CONCUR his anxiety and panic attacks and has been able to preform like we all knew he could always do… and after watching him go from THIS to the way he performs NOW - !W!O!W!… I KNOW I SPEAHK FOR ALL NKOTB FANS WHEN I SAY “WE ARE SO PROUD OF YOU JON! THANK U! We know what HARD MENTAL WORK you did to get to this point and WE ARE FOREVER GRATEFUL!!! I really hope that SOMEHOW Jon sees this so he really knows how much we all appreciate and will FOREVER continue to SUPPORT his personal VICTORY ❤❤❤❤ and of course- THANK U JOEY, JORDAN, DANNY & DONNIE for NEVER QUITTING ON HIM AND FOR SUPPORTING HIM THRU THICK AND THIN!!! THIS IS THE TRUE DEFINITION OF BROTHERHOOD!!! ❤NKOTB❤ SENDING LOVE-LIGHT-&STRENGTH!! ❤❤❤
Aww poor Jon. And the guys for their support and bless Jordan for stepping in right away to sing Jon's part when seeing his brother was having trouble. What a great brother Jordan is . I loved how beautifully Jordan sang the song. Team Jordan
I never knew much about the guys and only became interested seeing Jon’s farmhouse renovation show. I’ve suffered from panic disorder since 1992 and admire Jon’s honesty. I thought I understood what panic/anxiety felt like until I started having attacks and Jon showed incredible strength and dignity on that stage.
Just that he was standing on that stage, knowing everyone knows about his anxiety is a win! I have severe anxiety/panic attacks to where I am now disabled. Some days, I cannot even go out on my porch. For Jon to be there, and try, that is huge!! I applaud him and his bravery. Anyone who has this affliction can understand Exactly where he is!! You are awesome Jon.
Prayer and surrender to god Most of time anxiety is demonic spirit that attacks you Or someone is put a curse on you Not to scare you but it happened to me
i am beyond proud of my Jonathan! as Donnie tweets at the end of the package tour, he went from this, to performing every night in front of thousands on tour! he is amazing, and no one points the finger at him! jon is jon, n he completes nkotb!
I just want to hug him. :( As a panic/anxiety sufferer myself, I know that won't really help. In my case, the more people try to make me feel better, the worse the panic gets.
Wow, this is the first time I've actually seen Jon having a panic attack. I just wanna say that I've been a fan since I was 10. I've loved every note of every song. My heart goes out to you Jon. In my prayers always.
I found out about 15-17yrs ago. As I got older and struggle with my own issues I come to understand. Crazy that he's out in the spotlight like that. I love this dude, always have. I respect him.so much more since I know about his anxiety.
Jon is very brave just being up there in the first place in light of those issues. Great to see NKOTB back, difficult circumstances and still they carry on - love you guys.
I've suffered from Panic and anxiety for over 20 years now and I can say that it takes all your strength and energy mentally and physically to get thru the panic and fear. I think Jon is an inspiration to many of us whose suffer from this mental illness becuase he dosent allow it to control him, he still gets up and faces it head on. Truly inspiring❤
Oh Jonathan.. 🥺🥺 what a sweetheart you are. I wish there to comfort you then. But looking at you now. You are better than ever. I love you with all my heart. Your biggest fan from Dubai 🇦🇪❤️
I love and admire NKOTB. Till this day they still stand STRONG! All members are still together. No drugs and no negative comments about them on the media. Most of all love and understanding they have for Jon. So patient.
I think the stress permeates throughout the band. Donny has always held things together and he likely knew he was sticking his foot in his mouth at the time but he was clearly stressed. Poor Jon was doing the best he could. And Jordan was doing what all the fans have known from the start - that he is that rare creature who has talent, beauty, sensitivity and intellect. The love between the whole band is palpable. They just have all been so worried because Jon’s anxiety caused him to quit at one point. I love how they put their relationship above anything else but still try to convey their gratitude to the fans.
its really sad to see him struggle visibly like that with his disorder. but I have nothing but respect for him because since NKOTB reunited in 2008 this is the first time i've seen him suffer from his attacks because lately he's even been able to sing his solo parts on their songs during live performances and concerts. I just think this day was just a bad day for his anxiety and I love that the other members were trying to support him because all of them could see an attack coming especially at one point Jordan looks over at him and puts his hand on his shoulder and told him its going to be ok. LOVE NKOTB 4-EVA
Bless his heart. To know he deals with this so incredibly well...to entertain us. Just, wow. God bless you, Jonathan. You are loved! Also, for my fellow nkotb gals, there's a video of Jon singing his solo line in "Step by Step" floating around here. Look it up. The way the guys respond is so sweet.
Omg JON!!! Poor guy 😞. That killed me when he walked off the stage. Made me cry for him. I LOVE JON!! You are strong. Bless your heart buddy. ❤️❤️ Im behind you 1000%
Poor Jonathan! I didn't know he experienced panic attacks. You can see from the way he's fidgeting on stage that he's anxious. I know your pain, Jonathan; I can't even imagine the courage it's taken to put yourself in front of an audience for all these years.
Aaahhh Donnie. Poor Jon was so shy and emotional. I love seeing Jons humanism. We often think celebrties are perfect. Jon showed us that they too are only human. You go dude. Love seeing ur openess to showing ur anxiety. This will some day help some other kid who is anxious about singing, dancing or speaking in public to over come their own fear. Stay strong always Jon. I love New kids on the block...
Jon your not alone honey I have it and depression and the the song thankful helped me get over my uncles death easter sunday. Last october he took me out for my birthday. The song reminds me of him everyday
This brought tears to my eyes. I have had anxiety and panic attacks since i was a little kid. I think he is very strong and courageous for doing the best he can in good times and bad. Bless you Jon and i promise it gets better :)
I could see him struggling through and I understood because I dealt with anxiety for years. Bless his heart, I think he's doing much better now but I totally felt for him here. I just wanted to reach out and say "Its gonna be okay!" Its great the rest of the guys are supportive and they have some of the best fans ever too! I will always love these guys 💜
Thank you!! And it doesn't matter if it was a free show or not. Jon has dealt with severe anxiety his entire career, even becoming a recluse after quitting when they were younger. It isn't something he can control. Even with medication and therapy, sometimes it just takes over. When it does, there isn't much you can do about it but walk away and breathe.
Awww 💔 bless him. You could see it .. you can feel it even by just seeing it on RUclips. takes courage to walk off...salute him for that. The other band members shouldn't be saying "ppl are expecting to hear him thats why ppl are here" give him space.
Jonathon is amazing. I lived in complete loneliness when I suffered with my attacks. Jon, he is out there again..so what he couldn't sing at that moment..he got nervous. I still love him..Been a fan from the beginning..glad to see them ALL out there.
I know all about that. I think it's amazing how long he's kept hanging on , having anxiety. We love you ,Jonathan, nomatter what! All of us fans are just happy you managed to get through it, and are still going strong! 1000 hearts and kisses from Norway.
This man (Jon) probably will never know how much joy he brought to my daughter’s life, August1 2024, Va beach. Such a kind caring man. Thank you Jon. We love you. (Taylor Family & Sammi) ❤❤❤❤
I get painful, debilitating anxiety attacks. NKOTB music helps me re-focus and distract me, so I am not so much "in my head." I give Jon a lot of credit for being on stage while having anxiety. Because that is HARD. I have trouble sometimes just talking to people. I admire him pushing through his feelings and performing. And if he needs a break, hey we can all certainly relate to that, right?! I fully support Jon and I am truly grateful he pushes through because I enjoy watching him in concert. So if he ever sees this, thank you Jonathan! Keep on, keeping on. It's all going to be okay. ;)
I have anxiety and panic attacks so I feel for him. I would be terrified to even get on stage. God bless him. Sometimes you just have to go calm yourself down.
Jon is a such great guy. He's one of my fav. When I saw him leaving the stage I almost cried. I'm anxious too, I know how terrible is that feeling. But, he's great, and he's more strong than he thinks. Love NKOTB4 life.
Love both and I understand Jon k. Cause I have anxiety and panic attacks.its real.lets all continue to support job and all others who have this.god bless you Jon k.
I suffer from panic disorder and Jon has been my hero for years. His appearance on Oprah changed my life and that was years before I was even diagnosed. He is so brave. I practically grew up on the stage and one day that all changed. The fact that he can still be a public figure is beyond inspiring.
you can see the concern on all the guys' faces,....they truly love each other...I have never seen this with other groups...other groups have broken up. Never could some groups say' We have lasted together for 25 YEARS!!!!" I have loved this group since I was 12...and they have only gotten better with age. As for Jon and dealing with anxiety...imagine his frustration of coping with this for 25 yrs and still rocking it out!!! One love to all and keep on loving them!!!
i was a teen coming up with nkotb in their prime and now im a man i have even more admiration for these boys and yes even you John, i think youre amazing to get up on that stage and try to tackle your fears... keep your head up bruh!
I have been a NKOTB fan since I was 13 and I always wondered why Jonathan never did sing lead vocals, always thought he had an amazing voice and now after knowing he suffers from anxiety and panic attacks , I truly understand. I have suffered from panic disorder since I was a teenager and it is a horrible thing to endure. I praise him for the 28 plus years of entertaining all his fans. I know that cannot be easy for him and it can't be just because of the money, I'm sure he is set for life but still wants to show all the fans his love for them. Thank you Donnie, Jordan, Jonathan, Danny and Joey for giving me some of the best memories of my life. Peace and Love to you guys ALWAYS.
Since she was a little girl my sister has suffered from anxiety & panic. It's gotten better as she's gotten older but there are occasions that anything can set it off and all we can do is hold her hand and remind her to breath.
I truly believe Jon is such a strong and incredible man. To put yourself out there when you have anxiety and panic disorders is nothing short of amazing. I choked once when I tried to make a speech at my old school about memories because the school was going to be closed and demolished. Thank goodness everyone understood my anxiety and panic disorder. A friend took my speech and read it for me. She was an angel to me. I can’t even handle speaking in front of fifty people so singing and dancing in front of fifty thousand is unbelievably strong. I applaud Jordan, Joey, Donny and Danny for understanding Jon has to step aside for a moment now and then to deal with his anxiety and panic attacks. They aren’t fun so my heart always goes out to Jon. ♥️💞
I think Jordan was starting to panic and when Jon left it scared him and triggered his even more. Once Jon left Jordan kept looking for Jon and was having his voice crack. Jon is so much better now. I love him for that.
Pobrecito!!! My poor Jon! I've loved you always Jon!! Thank you so much for finding the courage to join them on the tours. You complete NKOTB and it wouldn't be the same without you.
JON est incroyable !! Et voilà une belle histoire d'amitié, voir ces 5 hommes qui ont connus tant de choses ensemble être si soudés aujourd'hui. Le succès qu'ils ont eu aussi jeunes aurait pu les transformer, mais ils ont su rester des hommes de valeurs, n'oubliant ni leurs racines , ni leurs amis. C'est beau de les revoir sur scène. Merci à tous les 5 et GO JON !
Poor Jon this brakes my heart. I know how it is to live with anxiety EVERYDAY! it's not easy. people dont understand. you can tel from the very first of this video he was haveing trouble. it just became to much for him. we love you Jon. XOXOXOXOX
Made me cry. I have agoraphobia and I could feel every second of his pain as I was watching him. At least he's strong enough to fight it at first. I couldn't do that :( stay strong Jon!!
Wow I never even knew Jon sang that part until I saw this! He has a beautiful voice and I would love to hear it more. I suffer with anxiety also but I give him credit for being on the stage most of the times I always wondered how he keeps it together even if he doesn’t sing.
I love Jon! when I was younger I had to deal with a social anxiety disorder, it took time and I had to work hard to overcome it. Some days I still find myself dealing with thing associated to this disorder, so I know how bad he must have been feeling. It brings tear to my eyes.
People keep saying It's Donnie's fault Jon felt anxious. Donnie made a joke to make Jon feel better. Not the other way around! Anyways it was really brave of Jon to do that. Go Jonny Boy!!!!
It's not an appropriate joke. It just makes him feel like there's even more pressure on him. You can see he wants to pull away but Donnie holds him. I'm sure they are pals but that remark definitely makes his fear worse.
Aww, Jon! You poor thing, I can't imagine what that must be like. As a blockhead for the last 25 years, I am just thankful that you are still strong enough to over come your anxiety and get on stage with the other guys. WE
Jonathan is awesome and I am sorry he goes through such horrible anxiety...I have a mild case of anxiety. I appreciate what he does for his fans by putting himself out there. What an extraordinary person Jonathan is to care so much about his fans!!!
Love Jon so much!!! You can see the nerves and anxiety he is having…Jordan steps in and the others support him so much! Love how they take care of each other! #anxietyisnojoke
Us the fans are also a pressure on Jon, and if he ever sees this he needs to know we understand, and we love him and his strength for fighting through what is some hard issues, his anxiety but also arthritic knees, most likely from a car accident he had when he was younger, and a old world sense of mind, to feel always judged by those who see him, like an expectation we have for him, but we all know he is human the same as the rest of us, that the fans are happy even just to see him and know he is doing what he can at that time, no one will hold it against him .... and he would have a very hard time disappointing us knowing what we all know. The guys are great and it is so good to see they didn't let it go, nor did their fans!
broke my heart seeing jon like this. poor guy. anxiety is an arse. it takes a lot for him to get on stage and for that i will be forever grateful to him. he battles thru this everyday just so us, the fans, wont be disappointed... jon has a very special place in my heart along with donnie...
It's so heartbreaking to see him struggle like this, I don't even know how he manages to enter the stage in the first place! And Donnie surely doesn't make it better by saying people paid a lot to see him sing. That's exactly the kind of pressure to make anxiety even worse... 😔 Jon, you are a hero! I am suffering from anxiety disorder myself and could never be brave enough to do this. And Jordan is the sweetest brother imaginable, by trying to soothe and support him without making it too obvious. 💕
I feel like he's the guy that is maybe abrasive, blunt, & jokes alot. Maybe innocently doesn't know how triggering he can be. Is smirkish, laughs at his own jokes, & looks at ppl all dumbfounded, kind of delayed. While ppl just look at him all serious like, like" insensitive bastard 😒." And he's all just like,"what? ... Haha? No? Ok 😔."
Jon will always have the unconditional support from his fans. We all love him and know how much effort he puts to be on stage for us. He may walk off whenever he needs, we do understand and keep him in our hearts.
I so feel him. How he managed to perform as long as he did is admirable for someone who suffers panic attacks. You literally feel like you are going to pass out, you black out if you don't remove yourself from the uncomfortable situation. I speak from experience. It's very debilitating. And the only cure is pills. Not everyone wants to be drugged out all the time. Let's give the guy a break please.
I would disagree that the only cure is pills but a well-timed, doctor-supervised dose of a benzodiazepine has helped me when it gets to be too much. I just try to use all the coping skills in my arsenal because they have a potential to be addictive. I usually take such a small dose I don't feel too drugged but I am very careful about driving.
I also had anxiety & panic attacks combined with depression & the only cure was to stay at an orthodox monastery helping the nuns with their work, praying & enjoying nature by climbing the hills or the mountain away from the madness of the nearest cities. Especially, the saint eucharisty had the biggest effect on me. I also took some pills with natural ingredients which helped me sleep, but after I took the eucharisty I stopped using the pills & I got recovered faster than I expected to. I had lost my joy of living, laughing, fearing I'd lose my mind or die or going outside. I felt like my chest was tearing apart in two. My family didn't know how to help me anymore but after I saw the powerless they were I asked my sister to take me to this monastery where I already knew the nuns.
I felt so sorry for Jonathan because of his anxiety. Calling him out like that just made it worse for him. I know the feeling so well and it is sickening especially trying to convince people who treat you like you aren't allowed to feel, breath, relax or exist!
When a panic attack comes on, you can reason with yourself and tell yourself, "everything is ok, there's no reason to feel this way", and you know that's true but it doesn't matter. The chemicals have shifted and the physical responses happen without your control. 😔 Much love, Jonathan. ❤
Poor guy. I don't get panic attacks exactly but I do have stage fright to the point that I can't handle crowds at all, even walking in front of a few people makes me get it. I get sweaty then my legs and arms start to shake, I get pale and if I don't get away in time I will pass out. He is amazing to even get in front of all those people I could never do it...I love you Jon. As for the other guys I think they are great friends to try and help him here. I don't think they were trying to put the focus on him more just trying to console him (especially Jordan. Jons lucky to have a brother who helps him in a time like that).
I suffer from social phobia and general anxiety. It is so hard. It is exhausting just to go shopping or do family dinner or hang out with friends. I am so proud of you Jon. I love all you guys. I have been a Blockhead for 30 years and will always be one.
Wow. Very touching that Jordan took it up for Jon. I feel awful that it’s so hard for Jon even with medication. I hate anxiety ( not on that level ) but at least he tries to get on that stage every night
Well said, I totally agree with you. Jon has done wonderful over the years, you can tell the pressure is getting to him, but he is doing wonderful at trying to control it and be there for his fans. I applaud him.
And I love the way they respond to him. They encourage him at first, but they don't push it when the fight is lost. They know him well enough to back off when need be.
You can tell that exactly right after Donnie made that comment,his anxiety and nervousness got triggered. He passed his hand on his hair,started shaking his head and finally walked out. I'm NOT saying that Donnie did it on purpose but it definitely affected him.
I know how this feels I to have suffered from panic attacks for several years. At times my heart feels like it's going to jump out of my chest. My heart pounds really fast at times when I get really nervous about doing something new. I had them when I started college last year and I couldn't see straight. My prayers are with any one who suffers from panic attacks. Try breathing through them if u can.Jonathan my heart is with you
oh Jon I feel so deeply for you mate, it cant be easy, I wish I could say ur be rite mate but what are words without action. praying for you Jon. from a fan since ages ago xox
Jon yo estoy incondicionalmente contigo entiendo por lo que pasas, y te juro que yo ni siquiera hubiera podido pisar un escenario pero tu, lo hiciste, eres mas valiente de lo que tu crees eres una gran persona que no te importe nada tu eres genial y unico es bueno tener personas que te ayuden y esten ahi para ti. Eres asombroso y te admiro por esto y mas. :)
Aww! I love how he's bashful. All of these men have very different and unique personalities! How can anyone not love them. Everyone has flaws. I deal with anxiety in crowds myself. I wish I could have ran to him and hugged him. I'd let him know that he has so many supporters and we all love him!
You can tell Jordan knew Jon's episode was coming on by the way he put his hand on his shoulder before they sang. I remember watching this live and feeling so much compassion for Jon. Bless his heart.
Yeah I remember when I was younger reading that he did suffer from anxiety and always was blown away at how well he dealt with it on stage. I agree it was the best decision for him. But hey I suffer from anxiety and panic attacks so I completely understand his stress levels. I cannot imagine how hard it was on tours for him, but I thank him and I'm eternally grateful for every single second he managed to give everyone! NKOTB was a part of my childhood and forever in my heart!
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Jonathan is very emotional On set when he is filming HGTV.s Farmhouse Fixer he walks away to hide tears of emotion when the homeowners praise him💝🤗💝
Someone who does not suffer from severe anxiety would never understand just how debilitating it can be.
Then he should not have gone on tour.
@@tallulahrubymonroe4280 why not? There's times he's fine and there's times he's not. He should still be able to go and his fans or the fans in general want all 5 together not just the 4 that's why he still does it even tho it's so hard for him. So fuck off. I have severe anxiety but I self medicate and IM SO FUCKING PROUD OF HIM just for the simple fact he doesn't drink or do drugs to try to cope and nake it easier on him because I couldn't do it!
@@tallulahrubymonroe4280 The fact is people with anxiety disorders wish they could pick and choose when to have an attack or not but it's not like they can. The illness hits people hard at any time and is downright terrifying when it does. You often feel as though you are going to die. It's horrible but with medication people are able to function. 90% of the time he can and if 10% of the time something happens that's remarkable. The fact he can perform the majority of the time is a real accomplishment. I know from your comment that you're lucky never to have expierienced something like that in your life. You also probably aren't educated on mental health which is unfortunate. If Knight wants to go on tour than he should. He owes the audience nothing. Anxiety disorders are just like cancer or any other illness that takes its toll on people. It's not a character flaw by any stretch. Just because you can't see phsyical suffering in front you doesn't mean that he isn't internally. Have some compassion please. Touring is a gruelling process with tons of pressure on these people and problems that we're not aware of. He's a human being first and a member of NKOTB second. Health is first. He's not the first person to walk off a stage for that reason or the last.
I suffer and i know Exactly how jon feels and my heart goes out to him.
i have selective mutism and social anxiety but when i was a kid i used to have severe panic attacks (for example when i have to sing, participate or recite a poem in front of people) i cried, started to sweat and shake, i had hot flashes and cold sweat. I felt like i was dying...it was horrible. So i really understand him, sometimes it's ok but the next days....it's worst
I recently found out about Jonathan Knights' personal issues and all I have to say is if someone has a disability and still has the courage to get on stage and perform, then I'm 200% behind them. That is what I see Jonathan doing and it makes me proud for him. Anytime he has to step away from the performance, let's all grin and bear and just pray for our brother. Keep on keeping it real and representing because your fans still support you 300%. So walk it off everytime you need to.
Monroe's daughter, I agree 100+%! I know what it's like to have anxiety & panic attacks. Once I had one on stage during a Christmas choir concert at church & I was in the front row. But there were only a few hundred people watching, not thousands. Sometimes you just have to walk away, get away, because you can't breathe, your "fight-or-flight" feeling comes on strong. It doesn't always make sense or you can't define the trigger. I admire Jon from the bottom of my heart for going back onto a stage with thousands of people watching. He does excellent & I really enjoyed hearing his smooth voice singing!
John didn't do anything wrong.he just needed a break to step away to take his meds and calm himself a sec.anyone that has anxiety will understand. I used to have it and still get it some.
@@beccasmithers2672 Take his meds? I didn't see him take anything? 🤔
@@ebonyfaith8064 I'm sure that happened backstage.
Couldn't have said it better myself 🙏
The fact that Jordan steps in to sing Jonathans part in the song was really sweet of him to do. That proves that he really is a loving brother and that he really does love Jon with all of his heart and soul. Team Jordan all the way ❤️❤️❤️.
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jordan is a good little brother helping his big brother they have a special bond between them.......
Jordan is such a supportive brother to Jon. It’s hard to deal with anxiety sometimes. I’ve met Jon and he seems like a very sweet and strong man, I pray for them always 💖
You met him where 😅
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Anxiety is no joke. Atleast he made it on the stage. This was so sad. I struggle daily, I feel ur pain Jon. We r all still proud of u.
It was put out there as aloof and arrogance 30 years ago. If we had known it was crippling anxiety and not being true to himself, the haters could have been silenced. But he has the best farm and loves making his new show. So way to go Jon! My anxiety is a scratching at my insides monster that grabs my heart and squeezes.
Well said kodi
The fact that Jon came back, still performs today and lives HIS truth is a testament to these friendships, this brotherhood. What a shame he couldn't do that back then. He is a beautiful man, so talented and smart! I love them all and how they've supported each other through the years and hope they continue do so! Finding your people is so important! ❤️
It’s now been NINE YEARS since this performance. And I have personally witnessed - along with MILLIONS of NKOTB FANS - Jon CONCUR his anxiety and panic attacks and has been able to preform like we all knew he could always do… and after watching him go from THIS to the way he performs NOW -
!W!O!W!… I KNOW I SPEAHK FOR ALL NKOTB FANS WHEN I SAY “WE ARE SO PROUD OF YOU JON! THANK U! We know what HARD MENTAL WORK you did to get to this point and WE ARE FOREVER GRATEFUL!!!
I really hope that SOMEHOW Jon sees this so he really knows how much we all appreciate and will FOREVER continue to SUPPORT his personal VICTORY ❤❤❤❤ and of course- THANK U JOEY, JORDAN, DANNY & DONNIE for NEVER QUITTING ON HIM AND FOR SUPPORTING HIM THRU THICK AND THIN!!!
THIS IS THE TRUE DEFINITION OF BROTHERHOOD!!!
❤NKOTB❤
SENDING LOVE-LIGHT-&STRENGTH!! ❤❤❤
Mad respect for Jon and the guts it takes for him to go on stage. ❤️
I've been inspired by Jon knight since I was 10 years old my prayers are with him always
Aww poor Jon. And the guys for their support and bless Jordan for stepping in right away to sing Jon's part when seeing his brother was having trouble. What a great brother Jordan is . I loved how beautifully Jordan sang the song. Team Jordan
Defending his big brother. Sweet.
To bad Donny ruined everything with the guilt trips and shaming
@@sunny-ii5gn definitely didn’t make it easier for him. Tho he was just trying to give him a little confidence.
I never knew much about the guys and only became interested seeing Jon’s farmhouse renovation show. I’ve suffered from panic disorder since 1992 and admire Jon’s honesty. I thought I understood what panic/anxiety felt like until I started having attacks and Jon showed incredible strength and dignity on that stage.
Just that he was standing on that stage, knowing everyone knows about his anxiety is a win! I have severe anxiety/panic attacks to where I am now disabled. Some days, I cannot even go out on my porch. For Jon to be there, and try, that is huge!! I applaud him and his bravery. Anyone who has this affliction can understand Exactly where he is!! You are awesome Jon.
Prayer and surrender to god
Most of time anxiety is demonic spirit that attacks you
Or someone is put a curse on you
Not to scare you but it happened to me
Awww I love Jon. Jordan knew something was t right too. The way he was with Jon is amazing and loving.
I suffered from anxiety and panic attacks for years .very scary. Years of help and meds help so much. I pray jon is doing better 🙏🏻 ❤️🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
i am beyond proud of my Jonathan! as Donnie tweets at the end of the package tour, he went from this, to performing every night in front of thousands on tour! he is amazing, and no one points the finger at him! jon is jon, n he completes nkotb!
fyi he's not your jonathan js >.>
I just want to hug him. :( As a panic/anxiety sufferer myself, I know that won't really help. In my case, the more people try to make me feel better, the worse the panic gets.
Wow, this is the first time I've actually seen Jon having a panic attack. I just wanna say that I've been a fan since I was 10. I've loved every note of every song. My heart goes out to you Jon. In my prayers always.
The first time I witnessed him having a panic attack was during his interview with Oprah Winfrey. It was so painful to watch him go through that. :(
I found out about 15-17yrs ago. As I got older and struggle with my own issues I come to understand. Crazy that he's out in the spotlight like that. I love this dude, always have. I respect him.so much more since I know about his anxiety.
Jon is very brave just being up there in the first place in light of those issues. Great to see NKOTB back, difficult circumstances and still they carry on - love you guys.
Anyone saying mean things has never suffered from anxiety or other mental disorders.. do what you need to do for yourself Jon!
I've suffered from Panic and anxiety for over 20 years now and I can say that it takes all your strength and energy mentally and physically to get thru the panic and fear. I think Jon is an inspiration to many of us whose suffer from this mental illness becuase he dosent allow it to control him, he still gets up and faces it head on. Truly inspiring❤
poor jordan looks so worried :(
Oh Jonathan.. 🥺🥺 what a sweetheart you are. I wish there to comfort you then. But looking at you now. You are better than ever. I love you with all my heart. Your biggest fan from Dubai 🇦🇪❤️
I love and admire NKOTB. Till this day they still stand STRONG! All members are still together. No drugs and no negative comments about them on the media. Most of all love and understanding they have for Jon. So patient.
Jon ist OK we get it !! take care and always know tour fans have your back !
I remember this and the guys were so nice to check on him. I have aniexty and panic attacks i know how jon feels
I think the stress permeates throughout the band. Donny has always held things together and he likely knew he was sticking his foot in his mouth at the time but he was clearly stressed. Poor Jon was doing the best he could. And Jordan was doing what all the fans have known from the start - that he is that rare creature who has talent, beauty, sensitivity and intellect. The love between the whole band is palpable. They just have all been so worried because Jon’s anxiety caused him to quit at one point. I love how they put their relationship above anything else but still try to convey their gratitude to the fans.
its really sad to see him struggle visibly like that with his disorder. but I have nothing but respect for him because since NKOTB reunited in 2008 this is the first time i've seen him suffer from his attacks because lately he's even been able to sing his solo parts on their songs during live performances and concerts. I just think this day was just a bad day for his anxiety and I love that the other members were trying to support him because all of them could see an attack coming especially at one point Jordan looks over at him and puts his hand on his shoulder and told him its going to be ok. LOVE NKOTB 4-EVA
2:49, Donnie's so nervous, his sweat reaches over to his back side
@@ahhwe-any7434 I just noticed that too.
Bless his heart. To know he deals with this so incredibly well...to entertain us. Just, wow. God bless you, Jonathan. You are loved! Also, for my fellow nkotb gals, there's a video of Jon singing his solo line in "Step by Step" floating around here. Look it up. The way the guys respond is so sweet.
katt burkhart sorry just my fav one of the bunch :)
That video is fabulous!
Omg JON!!! Poor guy 😞. That killed me when he walked off the stage. Made me cry for him. I LOVE JON!! You are strong. Bless your heart buddy. ❤️❤️ Im behind you 1000%
Poor Jonathan! I didn't know he experienced panic attacks. You can see from the way he's fidgeting on stage that he's anxious. I know your pain, Jonathan; I can't even imagine the courage it's taken to put yourself in front of an audience for all these years.
God bless him... as someone who struggles with anxiety my heart breaks for him.
Aaahhh Donnie. Poor Jon was so shy and emotional. I love seeing Jons humanism. We often think celebrties are perfect. Jon showed us that they too are only human.
You go dude. Love seeing ur openess to showing ur anxiety. This will some day help some other kid who is anxious about singing, dancing or speaking in public to over come their own fear. Stay strong always Jon.
I love New kids on the block...
You can only understand if you have it. Jon, you're a warrior buddy!
glad to have such an understanding brother like Jordan...not say a word...just sing 😘
Jon your not alone honey I have it and depression and the the song thankful helped me get over my uncles death easter sunday. Last october he took me out for my birthday. The song reminds me of him everyday
This brought tears to my eyes. I have had anxiety and panic attacks since i was a little kid. I think he is very strong and courageous for doing the best he can in good times and bad. Bless you Jon and i promise it gets better :)
I could see him struggling through and I understood because I dealt with anxiety for years. Bless his heart, I think he's doing much better now but I totally felt for him here. I just wanted to reach out and say "Its gonna be okay!" Its great the rest of the guys are supportive and they have some of the best fans ever too! I will always love these guys 💜
Jill Francis me too. I've always had anxiety and I wanted to hug jon
Thank you!! And it doesn't matter if it was a free show or not. Jon has dealt with severe anxiety his entire career, even becoming a recluse after quitting when they were younger. It isn't something he can control. Even with medication and therapy, sometimes it just takes over. When it does, there isn't much you can do about it but walk away and breathe.
Awww 💔 bless him. You could see it .. you can feel it even by just seeing it on RUclips. takes courage to walk off...salute him for that. The other band members shouldn't be saying "ppl are expecting to hear him thats why ppl are here" give him space.
We Love You Jonathan!!!!!!! Knowing you fight the same things we all do, makes us love you even more!!!
Jonathon is amazing. I lived in complete loneliness when I suffered with my attacks. Jon, he is out there again..so what he couldn't sing at that moment..he got nervous. I still love him..Been a fan from the beginning..glad to see them ALL out there.
I know all about that. I think it's amazing how long he's kept hanging on , having anxiety. We love you ,Jonathan, nomatter what! All of us fans are just happy you managed to get through it, and are still going strong! 1000 hearts and kisses from Norway.
This man (Jon) probably will never know how much joy he brought to my daughter’s life, August1 2024, Va beach. Such a kind caring man. Thank you Jon. We love you. (Taylor Family & Sammi) ❤❤❤❤
They are so sweet & understanding to & about Jon. I love this group so much
Jon is a kind soul, Ms. Dolly Parton would be so proud!
we're proud of you, Jonathan... You've always been brave enough to get up there in the first place. lots of love and support! xoxo
vamos jon!!. eres una gran persona y hombre muy bello, estamos contigo!!!
I get painful, debilitating anxiety attacks. NKOTB music helps me re-focus and distract me, so I am not so much "in my head." I give Jon a lot of credit for being on stage while having anxiety. Because that is HARD. I have trouble sometimes just talking to people. I admire him pushing through his feelings and performing. And if he needs a break, hey we can all certainly relate to that, right?! I fully support Jon and I am truly grateful he pushes through because I enjoy watching him in concert. So if he ever sees this, thank you Jonathan! Keep on, keeping on. It's all going to be okay. ;)
I have anxiety and panic attacks so I feel for him. I would be terrified to even get on stage. God bless him. Sometimes you just have to go calm yourself down.
Jon is a such great guy. He's one of my fav.
When I saw him leaving the stage I almost cried.
I'm anxious too, I know how terrible is that feeling.
But, he's great, and he's more strong than he thinks.
Love NKOTB4 life.
Love both and I understand Jon k. Cause I have anxiety and panic attacks.its real.lets all continue to support job and all others who have this.god bless you Jon k.
I suffer from panic disorder and Jon has been my hero for years. His appearance on Oprah changed my life and that was years before I was even diagnosed. He is so brave. I practically grew up on the stage and one day that all changed. The fact that he can still be a public figure is beyond inspiring.
you can see the concern on all the guys' faces,....they truly love each other...I have never seen this with other groups...other groups have broken up. Never could some groups say' We have lasted together for 25 YEARS!!!!" I have loved this group since I was 12...and they have only gotten better with age. As for Jon and dealing with anxiety...imagine his frustration of coping with this for 25 yrs and still rocking it out!!! One love to all and keep on loving them!!!
i was a teen coming up with nkotb in their prime and now im a man i have even more admiration for these boys and yes even you John, i think youre amazing to get up on that stage and try to tackle your fears... keep your head up bruh!
You can see him trying to get through that panic attack. I have had many panic attacks and he tried so hard. Love him.
I have been a NKOTB fan since I was 13 and I always wondered why Jonathan never did sing lead vocals, always thought he had an amazing voice and now after knowing he suffers from anxiety and panic attacks , I truly understand. I have suffered from panic disorder since I was a teenager and it is a horrible thing to endure. I praise him for the 28 plus years of entertaining all his fans. I know that cannot be easy for him and it can't be just because of the money, I'm sure he is set for life but still wants to show all the fans his love for them. Thank you Donnie, Jordan, Jonathan, Danny and Joey for giving me some of the best memories of my life. Peace and Love to you guys ALWAYS.
Blade Nuckols yeah being a lead singer is a lot of pressure that's y it's sometimes best 2 stay n the background
I've loved Jon ever since. 😍
Since she was a little girl my sister has suffered from anxiety & panic. It's gotten better as she's gotten older but there are occasions that anything can set it off and all we can do is hold her hand and remind her to breath.
I truly believe Jon is such a strong and incredible man. To put yourself out there when you have anxiety and panic disorders is nothing short of amazing. I choked once when I tried to make a speech at my old school about memories because the school was going to be closed and demolished. Thank goodness everyone understood my anxiety and panic disorder. A friend took my speech and read it for me. She was an angel to me. I can’t even handle speaking in front of fifty people so singing and dancing in front of fifty thousand is unbelievably strong. I applaud Jordan, Joey, Donny and Danny for understanding Jon has to step aside for a moment now and then to deal with his anxiety and panic attacks. They aren’t fun so my heart always goes out to Jon. ♥️💞
I think Jordan was starting to panic and when Jon left it scared him and triggered his even more. Once Jon left Jordan kept looking for Jon and was having his voice crack. Jon is so much better now. I love him for that.
Tricia Lansberry No. It's not Jordan that has the panic attacks. It is John. That is why John left the stage. Jordan was worried about his brother.
Actually, Jordon has anxiety too. It's just not as bad as Jon's. I saw the both of them interview on Oprah. Jordan has also battled anxiety.
@@ravenghostly1472 clearly they said Jon left the stage but Jordan also has anxiety just not nearly as bad as Jon.
Aww. It's okay Jon. All your true fans still love ya! Take care of yourself.
My heart goes out to Jonathan. I have panic attacks. I don't know how he does what he does. He is amazing!
Pobrecito!!! My poor Jon! I've loved you always Jon!! Thank you so much for finding the courage to join them on the tours. You complete NKOTB and it wouldn't be the same without you.
JON est incroyable !! Et voilà une belle histoire d'amitié, voir ces 5 hommes qui ont connus tant de choses ensemble être si soudés aujourd'hui. Le succès qu'ils ont eu aussi jeunes aurait pu les transformer, mais ils ont su rester des hommes de valeurs, n'oubliant ni leurs racines , ni leurs amis. C'est beau de les revoir sur scène. Merci à tous les 5 et GO JON !
Poor Jon this brakes my heart. I know how it is to live with anxiety EVERYDAY! it's not easy. people dont understand. you can tel from the very first of this video he was haveing trouble. it just became to much for him. we love you Jon. XOXOXOXOX
Made me cry. I have agoraphobia and I could feel every second of his pain as I was watching him. At least he's strong enough to fight it at first. I couldn't do that :( stay strong Jon!!
Wow I never even knew Jon sang that part until I saw this! He has a beautiful voice and I would love to hear it more. I suffer with anxiety also but I give him credit for being on the stage most of the times I always wondered how he keeps it together even if he doesn’t sing.
I love Jon! when I was younger I had to deal with a social anxiety disorder, it took time and I had to work hard to overcome it. Some days I still find myself dealing with thing associated to this disorder, so I know how bad he must have been feeling. It brings tear to my eyes.
People keep saying It's Donnie's fault Jon felt anxious. Donnie made a joke to make Jon feel better. Not the other way around! Anyways it was really brave of Jon to do that. Go Jonny Boy!!!!
Jailyn Shank-Noel well it's not an appropriate joke for someone who suffers from anxiety
Free Spirit Donnie is the closest one to Jon, other than his brother...it’s all good
Hats of to him for comin on stage. Its hard so hard. Hats of to you. Well done
Not sure on what planet reminding Jon that people paid thousands of dollars for the tickets would make him feel better…but whatever…
It's not an appropriate joke. It just makes him feel like there's even more pressure on him. You can see he wants to pull away but Donnie holds him. I'm sure they are pals but that remark definitely makes his fear worse.
Jon did a wonderful job at the concert by himself
❤❤❤ Love Jonathan Knight!! Love NKOTB!!! YOU ARE AMAZING!! ALL OF YOU!!!
Aww, Jon! You poor thing, I can't imagine what that must be like. As a blockhead for the last 25 years, I am just thankful that you are still strong enough to over come your anxiety and get on stage with the other guys. WE
Jonathan is awesome and I am sorry he goes through such horrible anxiety...I have a mild case of anxiety. I appreciate what he does for his fans by putting himself out there. What an extraordinary person Jonathan is to care so much about his fans!!!
Love Jon so much!!! You can see the nerves and anxiety he is having…Jordan steps in and the others support him so much! Love how they take care of each other! #anxietyisnojoke
Us the fans are also a pressure on Jon, and if he ever sees this he needs to know we understand, and we love him and his strength for fighting through what is some hard issues, his anxiety but also arthritic knees, most likely from a car accident he had when he was younger, and a old world sense of mind, to feel always judged by those who see him, like an expectation we have for him, but we all know he is human the same as the rest of us, that the fans are happy even just to see him and know he is doing what he can at that time, no one will hold it against him .... and he would have a very hard time disappointing us knowing what we all know. The guys are great and it is so good to see they didn't let it go, nor did their fans!
His nervousness just makes him seem more human. Its ok, I don't think he's weird 🤗
broke my heart seeing jon like this. poor guy. anxiety is an arse. it takes a lot for him to get on stage and for that i will be forever grateful to him. he battles thru this everyday just so us, the fans, wont be disappointed... jon has a very special place in my heart along with donnie...
It's so heartbreaking to see him struggle like this, I don't even know how he manages to enter the stage in the first place!
And Donnie surely doesn't make it better by saying people paid a lot to see him sing. That's exactly the kind of pressure to make anxiety even worse... 😔
Jon, you are a hero! I am suffering from anxiety disorder myself and could never be brave enough to do this.
And Jordan is the sweetest brother imaginable, by trying to soothe and support him without making it too obvious. 💕
I feel like he's the guy that is maybe abrasive, blunt, & jokes alot. Maybe innocently doesn't know how triggering he can be. Is smirkish, laughs at his own jokes, & looks at ppl all dumbfounded, kind of delayed. While ppl just look at him all serious like, like" insensitive bastard 😒." And he's all just like,"what? ... Haha? No? Ok 😔."
Jon will always have the unconditional support from his fans. We all love him and know how much effort he puts to be on stage for us. He may walk off whenever he needs, we do understand and keep him in our hearts.
I like Jon. Panic attacks are a hard thing, and he always did so well covering them up. Cool guy and a great entertainer.
I so feel him. How he managed to perform as long as he did is admirable for someone who suffers panic attacks. You literally feel like you are going to pass out, you black out if you don't remove yourself from the uncomfortable situation. I speak from experience. It's very debilitating. And the only cure is pills. Not everyone wants to be drugged out all the time. Let's give the guy a break please.
I would disagree that the only cure is pills but a well-timed, doctor-supervised dose of a benzodiazepine has helped me when it gets to be too much. I just try to use all the coping skills in my arsenal because they have a potential to be addictive. I usually take such a small dose I don't feel too drugged but I am very careful about driving.
I also had anxiety & panic attacks combined with depression & the only cure was to stay at an orthodox monastery helping the nuns with their work, praying & enjoying nature by climbing the hills or the mountain away from the madness of the nearest cities. Especially, the saint eucharisty had the biggest effect on me. I also took some pills with natural ingredients which helped me sleep, but after I took the eucharisty I stopped using the pills & I got recovered faster than I expected to. I had lost my joy of living, laughing, fearing I'd lose my mind or die or going outside. I felt like my chest was tearing apart in two. My family didn't know how to help me anymore but after I saw the powerless they were I asked my sister to take me to this monastery where I already knew the nuns.
I felt so sorry for Jonathan because of his anxiety. Calling him out like that just made it worse for him. I know the feeling so well and it is sickening especially trying to convince people who treat you like you aren't allowed to feel, breath, relax or exist!
When a panic attack comes on, you can reason with yourself and tell yourself, "everything is ok, there's no reason to feel this way", and you know that's true but it doesn't matter. The chemicals have shifted and the physical responses happen without your control. 😔 Much love, Jonathan. ❤
Poor guy. I don't get panic attacks exactly but I do have stage fright to the point that I can't handle crowds at all, even walking in front of a few people makes me get it. I get sweaty then my legs and arms start to shake, I get pale and if I don't get away in time I will pass out. He is amazing to even get in front of all those people I could never do it...I love you Jon. As for the other guys I think they are great friends to try and help him here. I don't think they were trying to put the focus on him more just trying to console him (especially Jordan. Jons lucky to have a brother who helps him in a time like that).
We love you Jon. I feel with him, the nervousness from deep inside, feeling light headed... It's deliberating. Great concert in DC last Sat.
I suffer from social phobia and general anxiety. It is so hard. It is exhausting just to go shopping or do family dinner or hang out with friends. I am so proud of you Jon. I love all you guys. I have been a Blockhead for 30 years and will always be one.
I love Jon! So proud that he is doing so well now!
Wow. Very touching that Jordan took it up for Jon. I feel awful that it’s so hard for Jon even with medication. I hate anxiety ( not on that level ) but at least he tries to get on that stage every night
Well said, I totally agree with you. Jon has done wonderful over the years, you can tell the pressure is getting to him, but he is doing wonderful at trying to control it and be there for his fans. I applaud him.
And I love the way they respond to him. They encourage him at first, but they don't push it when the fight is lost. They know him well enough to back off when need be.
You can tell that exactly right after Donnie made that comment,his anxiety and nervousness got triggered.
He passed his hand on his hair,started shaking his head and finally walked out. I'm NOT saying that Donnie did it on purpose but it definitely affected him.
I know how this feels I to have suffered from panic attacks for several years. At times my heart feels like it's going to jump out of my chest. My heart pounds really fast at times when I get really nervous about doing something new. I had them when I started college last year and I couldn't see straight. My prayers are with any one who suffers from panic attacks. Try breathing through them if u can.Jonathan my heart is with you
oh Jon I feel so deeply for you mate, it cant be easy, I wish I could say ur be rite mate but what are words without action. praying for you Jon. from a fan since ages ago xox
Jon yo estoy incondicionalmente contigo entiendo por lo que pasas, y te juro que yo ni siquiera hubiera podido pisar un escenario pero tu, lo hiciste, eres mas valiente de lo que tu crees eres una gran persona que no te importe nada tu eres genial y unico es bueno tener personas que te ayuden y esten ahi para ti. Eres asombroso y te admiro por esto y mas. :)
Sí =)
@JonathanKnight I totally understand you! I do too believe I have abit of anxiety! It’s ok. We still support you in any way!!!
Aww! I love how he's bashful. All of these men have very different and unique personalities! How can anyone not love them. Everyone has flaws. I deal with anxiety in crowds myself. I wish I could have ran to him and hugged him. I'd let him know that he has so many supporters and we all love him!
I SUFFER FROM PANICS ATTACKS AND ANXIETY, I DON'T WISH THAT UPON EVEN MY WORTS ENEMY, IS BAD, I FEEL FOR HIM. MILAGROS MOGRO FROM FL.
Milagros Mogro I'm very sorry I'm sure it'll be fine. You have a good support system. Therapy medication excetera God bless you Arnold Bourbon Amaral
@@arnoldamaral7406 WELL MR. AMARAL YES I TAKE MEDICATION, BUT THEY ARE PRESCRIBE BY MY PSYCHIATRIST. THANK YOU, MAY GOD BLESS YOU TOO.
@@arnoldamaral7406 YES MEDICATION, BUT I ALSO SEE A PSYCHIATRIST AND PSYCHOLOGY.
You can tell Jordan knew Jon's episode was coming on by the way he put his hand on his shoulder before they sang. I remember watching this live and feeling so much compassion for Jon. Bless his heart.
Poor Jon. I saw him when he came out on Oprah. He had overcome so much.
Yeah I remember when I was younger reading that he did suffer from anxiety and always was blown away at how well he dealt with it on stage. I agree it was the best decision for him. But hey I suffer from anxiety and panic attacks so I completely understand his stress levels. I cannot imagine how hard it was on tours for him, but I thank him and I'm eternally grateful for every single second he managed to give everyone! NKOTB was a part of my childhood and forever in my heart!