After 3 nights of my 6 nights in the dark at Sky Cave, as I was meditating on the mantra, "Who am I?", I saw an eye directly in front of me looking back at me...The eye humorously communicated back to me, "who are you?" All seeing eye, the "I" eye of God?? It was the most profound experience of spending that much time along in the dark. So many insights, illuminations, dark insights, loving the dark, the incredible compassion of the dark...Highly recommend the experience...
That's a beautiful throat chakra clearing!💙 I really appreciate how you guys listened to her share her experience without interrupting in a rude way, or rushing her to get to the end. It's a real comfort and shows respect when men actually Listen to women instead of dismissing or rushing them. 💗
Beautiful, powerful 🙏 and every time I listen to another powerful healing journey, there is a hope,wish,prayer that arises, that these medicines and practices and healing spaces will one day be available to ALL BEINGS..even and especially all the beings who don't have money to pay for the healing...the ones out there lost in the darkness of their own inner 'demons'. So I will hold this prayer, that all who are having this beautiful experiences are creating wider roads and pathways to the healing spaces, so that one day any and all who need healing can partake. Aho, Ase, Amen🙏
Wow, I had a deep sorrow cry like Caitlyn's during my first Aya ceremony. Deeply profound to feel that depth, like the sorrow transcended lifetimes. And then to feel safe enough, like I was a baby in the cradle of the divine to unapologetically release. 💚
I had not watched, listened to y'all for what feels like a couple years. Its nice to see people who enjoy each other's company and are comfortable with each other. I have not seen much of that in my own life in the last few years.
Love ❤️ cast here. I feel so connected with them A feel so much good pure energy emitting from her. As a child I picture my twin flame to be such as Caitlyn. She so true and grounded. Her husband is truly blessed to share a life with a woman like her.
There is a tribe in Ethiopia that spits very freely, ( its not forbidden like here), and they can't believe that we don't. There is also the tribe of South America, where some babies are chosen for an initiation of their rôle in the tribe, which is 9 years, sometimes 18 years in the dark, they only come out at night, and are breathfed. She shared so well her experience. I relate to some of that for having hard time sleeping and spending hours in the night in my head, body psychi. Thank you for this great programme and friends you share Aubrey
I once visited the void during an out of body experience and it was very dark and dimly lit like moonlight, it was an infinite space that was full of love and reminds me a lot of Caitlyn’s experience in the darkness
intrussive thought can be a thing the way i deal with them is to just kind of be fine with them,when you ressist they tend to linger of you say oke youre here fine sort of just walk past them. that helps with me but maybe sometimes they are there to confront you meaning you have to deal with something so you better figuur it out because then you cant realy walk past them then you have to work with them to solve it and its annoing when you dont know why they are there because then you have to put up with them untill you know how to solve it. what i realized with this is when it comes to intrussive thought and not wanting to die its the monks saying,when you are attached to the physical you dont wanna let go and that creates the issue/anxiety,when you accept that the attachment to the physical isnt important and you wil have it in spirit then the attachment desolves and so the issue desolves and thus youre ressistance is gone so the energie block is also gone.
I did it 7 days. You can. But you need to put black plastic on your windows + holes ventilation. Test it before vecayin the dark you see the tiniest ray if light. Prepare your food and drinks on a shelf (something really simple like fruits). Clear the path to the bathroom. Ask a friend to come for the last day. It's a lot of preparation but possible.
That last comment was completely dictated. Please forgive punctuation, mistakes, and random letters that appear. I am sure you can figure it out if you choose to. 😊 2:07:12
The darkness that you have experienced and are talking about is not pure darkness, pure darkness is pure emptiness... i.e. "where there" is no longer any consciousness present, not even pure consciousness (pure light). But it is good training to achieve fusion with pure darkness-emptiness-nothingness-source... Good day...
might not be a good idea to go to a retreat with post surgical pain..or even acute grief (don't know if it matters where you are with grief but mightn't get so much out of the retreat in that space) and i have to wonder of some of her symptoms, if not most were to do with perimenopause. When she spoke of dying "i'm going to die"... i started to cry too. x before your god said let there be light.. was dark in this realm, not all realms.. dont get it twisted..
I would never judge her experience of implants or no implants, and can only imagine how it all feels. it's such a fundamental part of us and our identity/ identification as a woman; being able to feed babies being a fundamental part of making us attractive. Whether or not the physical appearance has anything to do with that or not.
I hate to by a cynical downer, but I feel I need to say this, because I a lot of times am called to give voice to those who are going through the same stuff I'm going through, but don't know how to articulate what they're concerned about. Many of these videos have been interesting, but it seems like a lot of bragging by the "haves" and subtly, but not so subtly saying, "look what we have and our privilege", and yet there are those such as myself can't afford to travel and do all this expensive stuff that you elites have the pleasure of doing. Tell me, if you please, How does one find and experience these healings? I know, it will have no response. I guess we don't even deserve that.
Hey brother, you can buy a good blindfold for $15 and do this kind of experience at home. We share because a lot of people ask us too. I'm sorry if it creates pain to hear us share.
It is true, the guests on this podcast speak from a very privileged position in this life. However I'm sure you can see that this is not a crime. I'm also sure these guests would be the first to admit their privilege by calling it a blessing. You too have many blessings in this life. You do not require theirs to be happy and at peace. That's a trap and you'll waste your entire life in a flash holding onto those resentful perspectives. Release those negative feelings and make space for more compassion for others.. especially in moments you think they're in the wrong ❤️
All these people likely started out with not much money either. I have heard some of them talk about it. My point being, we’re all capable, and can do what we want in life. If you want more money to do these things then set your mind to it, and make more money. Or, as Erik said, this can be done at home for low cost for those who need that. 🙏🏼
💩TOILET FAIL ALSO!!💩 I had the same experience with the toilet backing up on the first night of my darkness retreat there!! It was horrible but a perfect symbol of all your 💩 coming to the surface to be dealt with ...I elected to try and somehow clear the blockage myself as I didn't want to subject Scott (caretaker) to having to clear my 💩...I didn't want to turn on the lights on either to disturb my precious time in the dark, so I elected to reach into the toilet- into my own 💩- to clear it. There wasn't a plunger and Scott wasn't returning for most likely 12 hours... I think it was better I couldn't actually see what I was doing...I had found the water shut off valve so it wouldn't continue to fill each time I stepped on the peddle to flush to toilet. The last thing I wanted to happen was it to overflow into the room, as I was scheduled for 6 more nights in this room. As I reached my hand in and thru my 💩 to open the flap that would drain the bowl down the pipe (type of toilet that you step on a peddle to release a flap and clear the bowl-like an RV toilet) I realized the flap was already stuck open- THIS CONFIRMED THAT IT WASN'T ONLY MY SHIT THAT BLOCKED IT, but that it was already clogged down the line before I used it....This is when the gag reflex kicked in and the images of mine and the previous person's 💩💩💩 that my hand/arm were touching came flooding in....😅😬😣....Thank god the sink and bath tub were next to the toilet so I could immediately begin the de-contamination process. Hours later Scott arrived and had to go beneath the room and bang on the sewage pipe to release the frozen blockage from the night before. Temps were below freezing at night when I arrived...Once Scott cleared the blockage from the sewage pipe under the room, I could safely use the toilet, although for the next 7 days, I was nervous about it happening again....Maybe better to fast while in the dark 😆💩. Otherwise the darkness was so loving. Best rest of my life and when I emerged on Dia de Los Muertos, the land was completely covered in fresh snow. From darkness to bright white....Sky Cave does an incredible job of caring for each participant. I have so much gratitude for the way they care for everyone going through the healing process in the dark. I highly recommend the experience...
After 3 nights of my 6 nights in the dark at Sky Cave, as I was meditating on the mantra, "Who am I?", I saw an eye directly in front of me looking back at me...The eye humorously communicated back to me, "who are you?" All seeing eye, the "I" eye of God?? It was the most profound experience of spending that much time along in the dark. So many insights, illuminations, dark insights, loving the dark, the incredible compassion of the dark...Highly recommend the experience...
When Caitlyn spoke about that beast inside that snarled. Made me tear up. “I sat like a queen with nothing but dignity washing down my spine”
That's a beautiful throat chakra clearing!💙
I really appreciate how you guys listened to her share her experience without interrupting in a rude way, or rushing her to get to the end. It's a real comfort and shows respect when men actually Listen to women instead of dismissing or rushing them. 💗
“I bowed my head for nobody but God” 🔥🔥🔥 CHILLS
Beautiful, powerful 🙏 and every time I listen to another powerful healing journey, there is a hope,wish,prayer that arises, that these medicines and practices and healing spaces will one day be available to ALL BEINGS..even and especially all the beings who don't have money to pay for the healing...the ones out there lost in the darkness of their own inner 'demons'. So I will hold this prayer, that all who are having this beautiful experiences are creating wider roads and pathways to the healing spaces, so that one day any and all who need healing can partake. Aho, Ase, Amen🙏
I do it every night and wake up refreshed!
Wow, I had a deep sorrow cry like Caitlyn's during my first Aya ceremony. Deeply profound to feel that depth, like the sorrow transcended lifetimes. And then to feel safe enough, like I was a baby in the cradle of the divine to unapologetically release. 💚
Thank you, Caitlyn ... woman to woman - what a courageous space you are creating for others to follow, if aligned. Love and Grace!
8 minutes in and I totally appreciate her vulnerability. ❤️
this is unlike anything ive ever heard told. i am so deeply grateful.
I share her story of banishing evil in their body, almost word for word. Caitlyn has earned my respect and I feel her as sister
I had not watched, listened to y'all for what feels like a couple years. Its nice to see people who enjoy each other's company and are comfortable with each other. I have not seen much of that in my own life in the last few years.
Show us the video! Now I’m invested!😂 I’m so glad you posted this, she’s pure magic ❤
Caitlyn , you are glowing in a whole new way. you look so bright and feel so light. thankyou for sharing x
Thank you for embodying this powerful energy... 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼
Love ❤️ cast here. I feel so connected with them
A feel so much good pure energy emitting from her. As a child I picture my twin flame to be such as Caitlyn. She so true and grounded. Her husband is truly blessed to share a life with a woman like her.
Thank you Caitlyn, you are so likable. Thank you for being so venerable.
Thank you, thank you, thank you, Aubrey, for showing that darkness can be (should be) friend.
There is a tribe in Ethiopia that spits very freely, ( its not forbidden like here), and they can't believe that we don't.
There is also the tribe of South America, where some babies are chosen for an initiation of their rôle in the tribe, which is 9 years, sometimes 18 years in the dark, they only come out at night, and are breathfed.
She shared so well her experience.
I relate to some of that for having hard time sleeping and spending hours in the night in my head, body psychi.
Thank you for this great programme and friends you share Aubrey
Grateful to be here and have crossed this path.
Yes! I have never jived with the saying that “the universe is purely mental,” because it leaves the body, the soma, the subconscious behind.
It's a Hermetic principal, u can read about it in The Kybalion
@@DawnHub666 I’ll do that so I can expand my understanding of it. Thank you!
I did four days. Incredible experience.
I'm pioneering Darkness Retreats in South Africa and I am so grateful for the ongoing education and inspiration you offer. @darknessretreatafrica
This was such an amazing convo caitlins poetry was incredible and Eric's story had me cracking up so much 😂 awesome
"take the dark lightly, for it is the light".
Tread softly because you tread on my dreams. -William Butler Yeats
thanks Guys!!! What you did helped me to Choose , to Live !
I once visited the void during an out of body experience and it was very dark and dimly lit like moonlight, it was an infinite space that was full of love and reminds me a lot of Caitlyn’s experience in the darkness
Wow Caitlin looks more beautiful than she ever has ♥️
What a profound, empowering sharing...in a deep resonance... Thank you 🙏
This was so beautiful. Thank you for sharing it.
This was so healing to listen to!💛 Thank you Caitlyn 💛
I have 7 days in the dark lined up in June
intrussive thought can be a thing the way i deal with them is to just kind of be fine with them,when you ressist they tend to linger of you say oke youre here fine sort of just walk past them.
that helps with me but maybe sometimes they are there to confront you meaning you have to deal with something so you better figuur it out because then you cant realy walk past them then you have to work with them to solve it and its annoing when you dont know why they are there because then you have to put up with them untill you know how to solve it.
what i realized with this is when it comes to intrussive thought and not wanting to die its the monks saying,when you are attached to the physical you dont wanna let go and that creates the issue/anxiety,when you accept that the attachment to the physical isnt important and you wil have it in spirit then the attachment desolves and so the issue desolves and thus youre ressistance is gone so the energie block is also gone.
I love you Caitlyn Howe❤
Thanks for your illuminating labor
fascinating and inspiring
How do you know if you’re ready for the darkness?
I am curious if you could do this at home?
I did it 7 days. You can. But you need to put black plastic on your windows + holes ventilation. Test it before vecayin the dark you see the tiniest ray if light.
Prepare your food and drinks on a shelf (something really simple like fruits).
Clear the path to the bathroom.
Ask a friend to come for the last day.
It's a lot of preparation but possible.
@@sabrinad3679 thank you! I appreciate your support. How did the darkness change you?
Fam 💙
That was some true vulnerability.
That last comment was completely dictated. Please forgive punctuation, mistakes, and random letters that appear. I am sure you can figure it out if you choose to. 😊 2:07:12
Hero's Journey ♥
Humble yourselves now
The darkness that you have experienced and are talking about
is not pure darkness, pure darkness is pure emptiness...
i.e. "where there" is no longer any consciousness present,
not even pure consciousness (pure light).
But it is good training to achieve fusion with pure darkness-emptiness-nothingness-source...
Good day...
Ooooh! I've been waiting for this 😊
Where do you go for a darkness retreat?
Oregon
I know all about darkness
might not be a good idea to go to a retreat with post surgical pain..or even acute grief (don't know if it matters where you are with grief but mightn't get so much out of the retreat in that space) and i have to wonder of some of her symptoms, if not most were to do with perimenopause. When she spoke of dying "i'm going to die"... i started to cry too. x before your god said let there be light.. was dark in this realm, not all realms.. dont get it twisted..
I would never judge her experience of implants or no implants, and can only imagine how it all feels. it's such a fundamental part of us and our identity/ identification as a woman; being able to feed babies being a fundamental part of making us attractive. Whether or not the physical appearance has anything to do with that or not.
I want to hear the video!! Haha
I hate to by a cynical downer, but I feel I need to say this, because I a lot of times am called to give voice to those who are going through the same stuff I'm going through, but don't know how to articulate what they're concerned about. Many of these videos have been interesting, but it seems like a lot of bragging by the "haves" and subtly, but not so subtly saying, "look what we have and our privilege", and yet there are those such as myself can't afford to travel and do all this expensive stuff that you elites have the pleasure of doing. Tell me, if you please, How does one find and experience these healings? I know, it will have no response. I guess we don't even deserve that.
Hey brother, you can buy a good blindfold for $15 and do this kind of experience at home. We share because a lot of people ask us too. I'm sorry if it creates pain to hear us share.
@@themythsthatmakeusHey Eric , thank you for all the work you do. You are my favorite person to consume media from.
It is true, the guests on this podcast speak from a very privileged position in this life. However I'm sure you can see that this is not a crime. I'm also sure these guests would be the first to admit their privilege by calling it a blessing. You too have many blessings in this life. You do not require theirs to be happy and at peace. That's a trap and you'll waste your entire life in a flash holding onto those resentful perspectives. Release those negative feelings and make space for more compassion for others.. especially in moments you think they're in the wrong ❤️
All these people likely started out with not much money either. I have heard some of them talk about it. My point being, we’re all capable, and can do what we want in life. If you want more money to do these things then set your mind to it, and make more money. Or, as Erik said, this can be done at home for low cost for those who need that. 🙏🏼
I get what you’re saying!
We should hear that recording of that animal.
Cigar 🫵😎
Can I help you, guy? I am aware, awake, running on the wheel,but I can't figure out my purpose.
💩TOILET FAIL ALSO!!💩 I had the same experience with the toilet backing up on the first night of my darkness retreat there!! It was horrible but a perfect symbol of all your 💩 coming to the surface to be dealt with ...I elected to try and somehow clear the blockage myself as I didn't want to subject Scott (caretaker) to having to clear my 💩...I didn't want to turn on the lights on either to disturb my precious time in the dark, so I elected to reach into the toilet- into my own 💩- to clear it. There wasn't a plunger and Scott wasn't returning for most likely 12 hours... I think it was better I couldn't actually see what I was doing...I had found the water shut off valve so it wouldn't continue to fill each time I stepped on the peddle to flush to toilet. The last thing I wanted to happen was it to overflow into the room, as I was scheduled for 6 more nights in this room. As I reached my hand in and thru my 💩 to open the flap that would drain the bowl down the pipe (type of toilet that you step on a peddle to release a flap and clear the bowl-like an RV toilet) I realized the flap was already stuck open- THIS CONFIRMED THAT IT WASN'T ONLY MY SHIT THAT BLOCKED IT, but that it was already clogged down the line before I used it....This is when the gag reflex kicked in and the images of mine and the previous person's 💩💩💩 that my hand/arm were touching came flooding in....😅😬😣....Thank god the sink and bath tub were next to the toilet so I could immediately begin the de-contamination process. Hours later Scott arrived and had to go beneath the room and bang on the sewage pipe to release the frozen blockage from the night before. Temps were below freezing at night when I arrived...Once Scott cleared the blockage from the sewage pipe under the room, I could safely use the toilet, although for the next 7 days, I was nervous about it happening again....Maybe better to fast while in the dark 😆💩. Otherwise the darkness was so loving. Best rest of my life and when I emerged on Dia de Los Muertos, the land was completely covered in fresh snow. From darkness to bright white....Sky Cave does an incredible job of caring for each participant. I have so much gratitude for the way they care for everyone going through the healing process in the dark. I highly recommend the experience...
❤❤❤
PS you dont have possums there.. don;t they teach you that? you have opossums..and they are not the same!
Spoken like true Lucifarians
oooooo i got the 665. who is the 666 like!? i'm your booster!
Great podcast, gross amount of ad rolls
Powerful 🤍 🫧