i love staying up. i know how draining it can be, but sometimes i just love the feeling of being the only one awake in my house while everyone else is asleep. just me and my earbuds, alone in my room. perhaps it's the solitude, the one moment where i can truly exist, untouched and unbothered by anyone else. a moment in the dark, the lovely night, no blaring lights or loud conversations, just me and my music. a respite. a reset. a reprieve. and i am once again revived, then i sleep.
bro its amazing i love staying up when everyone's asleep, i don't know if my reason is as deep as yours but just the feeling of you, ambience and your thoughts feel so nice compared to this hyper-stimulated stuff we have today, and gives me a minute to reflect to relax, to be alone and okay, not just random stuff spewed at me every second, i get so happy when i wake up at 1am-ish 2 am, something like that, its just darkness and its such a relieving feeling to be honest, same as you no one touches me, no one is bothering me, its just such a nice feeling, i just wish tomorrow i can wake up at 1 am.
The day is time for stress and responsibilities. When night falls you’re free to be who you want while the world holds still. it may come at a price.But being tired is temporary for the most part.
This is the hardest summer for me...I feel detached and unnecessary...I want to be meaningful, but why are people moving away from me? I haven't been able to sort myself out for the last few months, I don't understand how I feel. I can't bring myself to do anything, because I am tormented by thoughts, different thoughts, about the past, about the present and what will happen in the future...It's building up in my head...I can't keep it to myself anymore. I wanted to learn a lot this summer, but these thoughts make it difficult for me to focus on something. I think that this condition will pass soon and I will figure myself out...thanks to the author for this playlist, it helps me calm down to some extent ...)
i dont know you or your situation, but i do know that you are so important to this world. the odds of all the particles in the universe aligning to create you are so slim that it is incredible for you to be alive today, and for that i am proud. i hope that you can find an abundance of love, of any kind, in everything, but especially within yourself because you are so worthy simply by being here. i want you to go out and see big things like the moon and notice small things like moss growing on bricks and for those things to make you feel something different and good than what you feel now. see you around, stranger
wat kind of situation are u in? school circle? dont care just make some new friends who are alone and talk with them ask their name and watever enjoy ur life in ur way, dont waste time like i did 🙂
Understand you’re not alone in how you’re feeling. Almost everyone I know have similar feelings, even myself. This is the condition of the world consciousness today. “Come out of the world and be separate. “ Pray, meditate , love. We will get through this…🙏♥️
This is very relatable! This whole year for me has been a drag where I have to force myself to do stuff and this summer I also wanted to learn a lot but I haven't started yet but one thing brings me comfort... And that's Jesus. Though I feel like a bum and a loser sometimes for not doing much, He comforts me and I am reminded that things wont stay the same always. Jesus loves you so much that He died for your sins. Repent and believe the Gospel. ❤❤❤ Jesus wants to have a personal relationship with you and He will make your life beautiful when you hand it over to Him
Guys, I'm just 15. But in my 15 years of experience living on this planet, I learnt one thing very well. I learnt that, “Judging someone is easy, but understanding them is very difficult”. Try to understand others, people. After all, we are all one species.
unfortunately human beings cant stop judging it helps us understand reality as reality is such a hard thing to grasp an understanding of, we are in constant belief that we can figure out life and beat it and get ahead of it but thats just impossible thats not how life works but our brains are unfortunately wired to think that way that we know better that we can predict it is so goddamn irritating i try my absolute hardest not to judge people and though i show that successfully, on the inside my brain always comes to a conclusion as soon as possible for no goddamn reason
I love you for commenting this. I'm 14 and I know the exact same thing. It's interesting to watch the people around us as a species be so uncaring but at the end of the day, we all have hearts.
From morocco everyone around world deserve happyness !! We went peace without jugements in mother nature we have competition but every creature has he is part and he know he is objectif ❤
"One day after my suicide" The day after my suicide, I loved my mother even more, when I saw her crying on the floor of my room, hugging my clothes with my photos scattered around her, I saw so much love past the tears in her eyes. The day after my suicide, I felt how much my father loved me, no matter how hard it was, in the midst of so much sadness, he spoke to me with tears in his eyes about how proud he was of me and how much he loved me. The day after my suicide, I saw my dog was more incredible than I could imagine. Everytime someone came home, he would run to the door excited to see me, and seeing that it was not me, would lay down in front of the door and continue waiting for me. The day after my suicide, I felt the love of my sister when I saw her sitting in her room with eyes full of tears. She remembered the times we played, talked and argued together in our beautiful childhood. Treasured moments. The day after my suicide, I felt how important I was to my best friends. They were looking at all our pictures together...remembering the laughs we shared. The day after my suicide, I felt the sorrow in my teachers. They blamed themselves for not noticing. At night I went to the morgue to look for myself and said: "So many dreams we had", "So many loved ones", "So many people to meet", "You had so many people that loved you, yet you threw it all away?", "You have to have a lot of courage to take your life. Why didn't you use that courage to win?" Thank goodness that was just a vision. Remember: You are still here and can change your life forever. You are better than you think you are. Prettier, smarter and stronger.
If you’re reading this, it might be night time or day time, or maybe you’re studying for an upcoming test. Or you’re doing nothing in particular and just want to listen to some calming songs. No matter why you’re here, I want you to know that everything is okay. Take a deep breath, pause whatever you’re doing, and look outside. If possible, step outside for a minute. Breathe in the fresh, cool air. Take a moment to appreciate the beauty of this world we live in. It might be imperfect, but it’s still incredibly beautiful. Just like the world, you are unique and wonderful. I hope you dream big, find yourself, and do what makes you truly happy. Surround yourself with the people you love and who love you. Do what you can to find joy and contentment. Even if you feel alone right now, remember that you are loved by many, even if it doesn’t always feel that way. Things will get better. You will find love, make amazing friends, and achieve your dreams. I hope you live your life to the fullest, becoming the happiest version of yourself and finding joy in every step of your journey. You matter, and you deserve all the happiness that life has to offer.
My mom was just diagnosed with lung cancer. She has surgery soon to try and get ahead of it. I am beside myself with grief about it. Lost my job taking care of her while recovering from a surgery of my own to rebuild my destroyed ankle. And now her surgery is one year to the day after I had mine. It feels ominous. I stay awake all night anymore most nights worrying. Worrying about my mom, about money, about everything really. I hope none of you are going through anything like this. *UPDATE:* The surgery was successful, and after the biopsy, it turned out to be a false positive! She is cancer free, and recovering. It turned out to be a serious infection that had become necrotic in one of her lobes. But, she is doing well now. Thank you all for your support, for your prayers, etc.. I appreciate it, and so does she!
Hi, just read your comment. I am really sorry for what you are going through. Be kind with yourself, give yourself some credit fot the way you are dealing with everything.. You are Brave. Be patient. My prayers are with you and your mother.
I lost my mom to cancer, and when she was in her last days I quit my job to be with her to spend her last moments with her. I even got offered a manager position and declined because I could hardly even keep it together at work. After I quit she went into remission, and then a couple weeks later passed away. Life is strange, and if it's taught me anything is that you're not alone. Learn to be kind to yourself, and give yourself some grace. Life is full of endeavors. I wish you the best of luck OP, know you're not alone ❤
Came for some cozy ambience, ended up reading through the comments and just crying. What a strange experience that I stumbled on to this video on today of all days. I have been dealing with the sudden, oppressive question of how I ended up where I am today. I have job security, a roof, food, but feel so alone. My romantic relationship is failing, my friendships feel empty, and I am becoming so distant physically and emotionally from my family. I miss my childhood days so much. It's like life happened too fast for me to process and now here I am whether I like it or not. I hope everyone can find peace tonight. Thank you for all the words.
Man exactly the same way I moved out I feel family is distant and this has also helped me realize that the word friends or friendship is just a word I made two while I had a job they old talk to me if I talk to them so I just choose to let them be peacefully but they don't realize how it hurts I never had a true best friend I live alone at 18 now I find my self trying to just find a way to be better but am struggling at given moment
If you listen to this songs and come across this comment I just want to let you know that everything will work out for you if not then keep on hoping, who knows how many failures you will have to overcome, and achieve success. You are strong and will always be strong, believe on that and never give up, think of the positives and focus not on the negatives, tehe~ ya got this!!
I wish you the best too, and if you ever feel demotivated or lost just know that this random stranger believed in you. Believe in me that believes in you.
I've been reading all the comments, people sharing their struggles, and sharing encouragement. But mostly sharing the same experience of a sleepless night. It makes me feel a type of connection that I can't quite explain. Because in some ways, every single human being has felt something akin to what I have felt, and I likewise have felt similarly to them. There are some universal experiences that we all understand to a degree, and I think that's so beautiful.
Every time I hear these songs, I always look at the sky at night in my yard and think about my life, missing my past when I was with my parents and now just living my life alone ✨🥺
Every circle begins with its end. Reflection is key. 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ "Before I start, I must see my end. Destination known, my mind's journey now begins. Upon my chariot, heart and soul's fate revealed. In time, all points converge, hope's strength resteeled. But to earn final peace at the universe's endless refrain, we must see all in nothingness... before we start again." 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ --Diamond Dragons (series)
Jesus loves you, loneliness is just a reflection of the emptiness inside our hearts, which only Jesus can fill, you can be sure that you are not alone... In Psalm 145:18-19 it says: "The LORD is close to all who call on him, to all who call on him in truth. He fulfills the desires of those who fear him; he hears them cry for help and saves them." No matter how deafening the scream of loneliness and silence, he hears you. @Reii_Sya
I feel like I’m not lovable by anyone. That everyone is gonna leave me one day because I’m not interesting or entertaining enough. I don’t know why I feel so low of myself. To everyone feeling the same, just know that your worth isn’t defined by anyone else. You are brave, strong, beautiful inside and outside and unique. Well done for your work, you deserve everything you have accomplished. You are perfect as you are, you have or/and you’ll meet people that will see it. I’m writing this to any person that needs to read it, and also to myself, so maybe one day I’ll truly believe it.
Listen to me, the majority are all the same you probably aren't boring the people you meet are.... Trust me. We think differently than them.... They are fake in this life we aren't.
I see a lot of people are hurting here too… I’m sad we’re all experiencing hard moments, but grateful theres a place for me when i’m feeling so alone. I’ll sit in this little quiet moment, i’ve yearned for comfort all day. I hope for better times for us all.. Sweet dreams
It gets better. Close your eyes, take a deep breath through your nose for 3 sec., exhale through your mouth for 8 sec. as you relax your jaw and visualize a gust of wind in the grass. Give yourself a hug. Self-compassion is important & through all adversity, you will always be there for yourself. Love comes from within. You don't need someone to validate you. You're good enough as the person you are, with all your flaws and experiences. Feelings are meant to be felt... They teach us something. You are not alone. We are all searching for a purpose in life. What matters is that we strive to develop ourselves. It's not about where we are, who we are, what we've done... It's all about empathy. You are good enough & you are loved. Take one step at a time. It gets better.
I wish you the best too, and if you ever feel demotivated or lost just know that this random stranger believed in you. Believe in me that believes in you.
I used to dream. I used to feel. I used to trust. But then it was me who was used. Hurt, violated, and abused. My trust was taken. My spirit broken. And now I sit alone. Trying to salvage what’s left. Trying to convince my self that I didn’t deserve it, it was theft. But I’m struggling. So every night, when I lay awake, I come on here, pick a sad song, and write a poem. And with each poem, with each vent, it may slowly begin to dent, my near eternal sadness. -a poem by me, for you to interpret. Stay safe❤
You speak my mind, I try to be selfish now I gave too much I believed too much. Everyone took from me. I feel empty and sad. Always go for what you want never care about other people's needs. Focus on your needs and joy. Find it , I'm trying.
i really understand you i feel some feelings and pain like u, i am just triying to understand why all this things happened to me, and i just feel that all things has a purpose on lite, on God's way and that we all to bear this pain for help people that feel the sane. God Bless you so much and Jesús can health your heart my ángel
school’s just a constant reminder of how much i feel overwhelmed and out of place. the panic hits every morning, that sinking feeling of dread about facing the day, knowing it’s gonna be a mix of loneliness, stress, and the heaviness of pretending everything’s fine. i sit there, trying to stay focused, but all that emptiness and frustration just makes it hard to breathe. it’s like there’s this constant tension, a feeling that nothing i do will ever matter or be good enough, and no matter how much i try, the fear of failure just won’t let go. by the end of the day, all i want is to disappear, exhausted from the weight of it all, drained from the endless cycle of hopelessness. I cant express my feelings to anyone anymore. I don’t have friends, *sits alone the whole day in school* I will pray for everyone going through hard times, have a peaceful life.❤
It's actually 2 a.m I am reading the comments with tears in my eyes Had gone through these type of phase At that time i wanted to ask this question so badly 'can it ever be overcome' Well no one said it to me i want to say it you YES IT CAN BE
Thank you for this reminder, my guy. We sometimes forget how well we can adapt and overcome our difficulties. It's not easy. You just have to KEEP pushing forward.
Listen guys : My life is not amazing, no friends, no girfriend, still alone in my apartement for 7 years. But i found peace in my heart, you know why ? Because i allowed me to have this peace. I always tring to improve myself, in all catégorie. Not i'm better, stronger. I weight 130lbs, i was 100, i had no money, now i ride my bick, always stress and pain in my joint, no all peacefull. You know why ? Because i'm working on me for years, how to sleep better, to accept me, to let my past go aways... One day or day one. You can do everything you want but not on watching vidéos all days long and stay on the couch.... just try something New. I'm cooking now because i practice with my mom. That idea came and i let her be real. Let go your Phone, go for à 1h walk and do whathever you want with what your mind brings you in your mind, don't focus on your past, he don't exist anymore, just focus on what you can do now.... i saw lot of comment on comming on that kind of vidéos.... Guys stop thinking like i used to, just go and do something. And learning everyday how to become more you. I home that gonna help please don't mess with your life. Have a good action ! Keep going ! Love you guys. (I'm french maybe my english is bad so sorry for that but it came right from thé heart !)
Thank you for the encouragement! Having a peaceful life and being content with yourself should always be the main goal. I appreciate your resilience and upbeat message. Wishing you good luck and happiness 💖
I have an idea! You could try and be kind to yourself today, if only just for 10 minutes :) Try singing a nice song when you feel the want to sing, or step into the sunshine whenever you see a nice day, or maybe even just listening to the birds if you wish to stop and listen
25 years old and I feel like everything’s all over already. I know that’s not the case but I don’t know how to stop myself from feeling that way. I never see or talk to any of the couple friends I have left, my families growing old and unhealthy, they are immigrants and sometimes it’s hard to connect deeply and it kills me inside for some reason. All my old friends are getting married and living out their 20s while I feel like I’m rotting away because I can’t help myself. I work a dead end job and have failed every attempt to try to to find a career I enjoy. I thought I found god last year and now i just question everything constantly. Can’t beat any of the addictions I’ve been fighting for years. I don’t know how life got this dark, it’s like I feel nothing, but everything at the same time. No clue why I’m typing this, guess it needed to come out.
A 22 yr old here.. Nothing new for me buddy... Being suffering such a dead life from 2019 and trust me it didn't got ANY BETTER.. it actually became so worse that even after I tried my level best in everything, nothing buddy nothing worked in my favour, every damn thing went against me. Honestly it feels like God or the Universe has some personal beef with me.. They just don't want anything to get better in my case..
Look at your options and take the best one. Got no education for an actual good job? Look for opportunities there! There are also job centers for you to figure yourself out. Nothing is too late. You just have to wake up and realize that you have to actively do more stuff, no matter how dark it looks. I'm 19, basically lost my family, just have my brother and grandmother. Got no degree, but I didn't give up and realized that all I needed to do is be more realistic instead of pessimistic. I went to a trade school, volunteered in a future workshop where I got connections to the principal of a trade school. Now I'm in said trade school doing my secondary school diploma (or "intermediate school certificate") in a year with great grades and hard work. I'll likely join either university or get an apprenticeship as a SWE. Before I had nothing. Now I basically have everything. I haven't found a woman for me yet, but I'm still young and not looking but I know how to find one: just get outside, communicate more and perhaps use dating apps. Try to research on how to make stuff happen and don't forget to go outside, even if you are shy, you have to build connections to get a better life. No one will bite you.
This is super random - but I was reading the comments and I just felt like I should comment on yours. I'm so sorry how life is going for you atm, and it hurts me to see how much it's affecting you. I honestly was crying reading your comment, you sounded so hopeless. I just felt like telling you that God does love you and has a plan for you, even if it seems like He doesn't. I don't wanna be that guy babbling a bunch of Christian mumbo-jumbo, so that's all I want to say, that's all I need to say. I encourage you to revisit that path you seem to have been on for a bit of trying to find God. I know you said that you question everything constantly, and I do the same thing, I question so many things. And that's ok, we were created to question, to doubt. To be curious. That's not a bad thing at all. I just encourage you to keep going down that path towards the Lord, and I promise, if you truly want to find Him, He will reveal Himself to you. I know a promise like that carries a heavy weight, but I am confident that if you search for Him and truly want to find Him with all your heart, He will show up; in your life, your relationships, everything. I know He did for me. He saved my life from what should've been a fatal car accident with a 0% chance of survival. He saved my Mom from cancer. He saved my best friend from getting hit by a car while riding his bike. I know He has a plan for me and I haven't finished that plan yet, and I think part of that is reaching out to you through this comment. I am praying and will continue to pray for you, that you will find the answers to the questions you have and that you can break the addictions you're suffering from. I know exactly what you're feeling, I really do. I've felt that exact feeling you're describing. I feel nothing, but everything. But I know that if you seek after God and give Him your burden that you've been feeling, He will take it from you. He already has when He died for you, you just have to accept Him and trust Him. I promise. Search for Him with your whole heart, and you will find Him. More importantly, just as you search for God, He will come to you and meet you whether you're at the highest of highs or the lowest of lows. If you have any questions about any of this, feel free to reply to this. Blessings, friend, and I will keep praying for you and hope this comment finds it's way to you.
summer is always hard for me. it’s been years since i last felt some humanity in my friendships. i feel a strong sense of alienation; like i’m not human and i don’t belong to them. and here we are now: it’s summer, school’s over, i’ll start university in september, and yet i couldn’t even live the last summer in my hometown like i wanted to. i think there’s something rotten inside of me. something that keeps me away from normality. i want to be human. i want to feel some connection.
Dear friend that's most likely a trauma disorder, I advise you to take a moment to breathe, sit back, relax, maybe even grab a drink or snack those help. When you're ready go see a professional, someone who can partially diagnose you and give you the mental tools you need and if you can find one that truly cares about their patients the more likely you'll like to assist more often. Good luck 🌟🌌
As soon as I read this comment I thought "hey, that sounds like me too". I know what it's like to feel like you don't belong. To feel like everyone is so happy and content with life all around you and how worthless that can make you feel. I still have this issue. Since I started secondary/junior high/high school at the age of 12, every year has brought me something new as a challenge in life. I can recall nights I cried myself to sleep, nights I was so cold and tired from lack of feeding myself, and even times I wanted it all to end... to get away from this place. This life. This reality. So, when you say summer's hard for you, I completely feel you. I'm starting university in September too- time flies, doesn't it? I'll be 19 in October and I have a long way to go, and so do you- but we CAN do this. There will be days you'll feel like you've lost all your will, all your strength and happiness. But all of that is still in there, I promise. Life is a challenge everyone goes through every day, and I've learnt that everything is not as it seems... everyone hurts inside sometimes, and that's okay. You'll be okay. We will be okay. On the nights like this where you feel alone, I hope you can at least remember me- a stranger, but someone who came across your comment in this comment section and felt compelled to reply to only your voice among all the others here, as you mirrored the thoughts and feelings I hold within. I resonated and felt understood, even though you simply wrote a few lines. Neither you nor I, are alone in this world. There's so much to look forward to and so much more to learn! Smile, and breathe. I wish you all the best for the future, love from Ireland :)
@@sarahemib i smiled so big reading this. after feeling alone for so long, being understood by strangers on youtube is a very comforting feeling lol. i truly hope everything will work out for you as well :) wish you the best!
@@sim-gk4jm literally I feel the same ! dont worry is part of the journey of this world, just keep up smiling and doing good for YOUR heart not for anyone else
it‘s 3:36AM, I’m laying in bed, high. no family members left here, the next closest ones are ~2000km away. I’m staring at the ceiling, in my dark room. Memories come by, to simpler times. Sadness spreads. The past 15 months have been exhausting for me, with many changes and difficulties.. where do I belong? then I feel little paws moving around on the blanket I’m laying under. the purring and cuddling gives me comfort. what a bitter sweet life
It always gets better king this is just a storm it shall pass we dont know when but we know it will all we have to do buddy is ride it then we will see those sunny days. I say we cos we're in this together i may be 10000s miles away bro but ive been down this same path bro you got this dawg
Listening while I get ready for bed. Life has really hit me in the last year. I’m getting older, everyone around me is getting older. My childhood is gone and I’ll never get it back. I don’t live at home anymore. My mom is an empty nester. I’m realizing just how fast time goes and how everything in life is truly a blessing. I’ve struggled with change my entire life; for some reason, when I was a little girl, I never pictured myself being where I am today; growing and experiencing life through my own eyes. I always thought I would stay little forever. Sadly, my younger self had to grow, she had to flourish into who she is today, but that just means time doesn’t stop for anyone or anything. I don’t have many people to talk to about this, so I tend to let it sit inside. But, growing up has been incredibly difficult, some days I just cry because I don’t even feel as though I’m in reality. I wish so badly that I could go back, not because I regret anything, but because my life growing up was picture perfect, out of a movie. I’m so grateful to have been given the childhood I was blessed with. My parents are everything and more to me. They are the reason I am the way I am today. I just wish they knew how hard it was for me to grow up, I need them now more than ever.
as a young 15 year old, I can compare truly to what you feel. I am a sophomore in hs and this summer has been the worst. Why? Well, like you mentioned, it doesn't hit the same like it used to and every night, i replay memories of when i was a little girl. I didn't get the childhood that I always dreamed of, but it was the best that was given! Of course, nowadays I see complete families with children walking at a park or playing all together in a playground. When i see them, all I can do is shed a tear, wondering how i let those moments slide and how I didn't cherish them enough. Being in hs is like hell on earth. My parents on the other hand, they are to busy and recently both of them are in their 50's. I am scared that one day they won't be here anymore. Of course they still have time left, but in this world, you can't really promise anything. My issues? I don't have friends, I hate going out, I hate being around people who are sweet on the outside and bitchy on the inside. I just wished for my inner child core would somehow come out and spread again. I came to this playlist for a reason because I have nothing else to do and my mind can't shut down in order for me to sleep because of all of my thinking... My life has been more stressful than ever. I just started with driving stuff and learning how to find myself a job for the meantime. Younger me wouldn't be worrying about this. Instead, i would be thinking about all the fun stuff I could finally get to do this summer, maybe jump in a pool, or even take a quick vacation with my fam. But that was 6 year old me. 15 year old me just wants to hit rewind. But what can you do? Nothing. Nothing but to move on. 1 am is when everyone is most in pain. Ive read in many other comments that younger us would go to our parents when we felt sad or scared. But now we tend to stay away from them and use the night time to cry for help. Heck, ive cried for help way to much that ive even come to the conclusion on what my tears taste like! lol! But yeah, life isn't easy and it doesn't get easier. Soon ill be done with school, having a 9-5 job, and eventually moving out of my safe place, my home.. If you are a young kid reading this, please, please don't let stupid things ruin your life. I say this because you only live once, and there is no "going back button". The time is now. Enjoy a life i may not been able to have :)
@@joyful_jasas a almost 17 year old guy, i really have no idea what the future holds for me. I’m also autistic which makes having to work all that much more complicated. All I want is to have a home where I can be myself all I want, its the opposite from your situation.
I understand exactly how you feel. In fact, you've put how I really feel into a great perspective for me. My mom passed when I was 15. My older brother passed in 2022. Not to mention grandparents and other very close people in my life have all gone above. I have mourned my childhood for a very long time. Just as you said, some days I just sit and cry because I don't feel I'm in reality either. My dad is getting older. Time is passing by. I never imagined my life like it is now. Without my mom and brother. I'm not even 30 yet. I just don't even know how to handle everything sometimes. Even though I'm hurt, I know I am strong. The things I've been through mentally from grief, to bullying to abusive relationships, someone else would've probably given up and unalived themselves. Can't say that I've never thought about it, because I have. More than twice. I can't sink into that place though. I've got so many wonderful things to experience in my adult life. I'm not going to give up. FINALLY lol. I do wish you the very best with everything you're feeling. Just 1 day at a time. Regardless of how it may seem some days, and I completely understand it, but you are NOT alone in this world.
I understand that a little. It's hard to believe sometimes how long I've been on this planet, how far I've come. It's hard to sit in reality and say that this is my life sometimes. It's hard to believe that I'm going into my senior year of college, that the four years of high school have flown by and are long gone, and with it the four years of college. I can't go back and relive memories even though I wish I could. Time does fly by fast and doesn't feel real at times.
5:19 утра, лежу на кровати, смотрю в потолок и слушаю эту музыку. Сегодня в школу, мне осталось спать меньше часа, хах. Читаю комментарии и становится спокойно на душе. Люди рассказывают свои истории, грустные и хорошие, добрые. Все здесь друг друга поддерживают и меня это радует. Сейчас, в этот момент, я счастлива. Тихо и спокойно, из открытого окна веет легкой прохладой, а от волос пахнет цветочным запахом. Я хочу ценить такие моменты. И хочу чтобы и другие их ценили. Ребят, цените жизнь. Это немного банально, и все же. Надеюсь у вас все будет хорошо.
Yall got this. Get up. Get going. Believe in yourself. Change ur perspective. Be consistent. Keep hope but not a belief. Stay positive. Reduce social media usage. And you got it, a peaceful life.
لطالما سكنني شعور غريب بالانفصال، عن هذا الحي، وعن هذا البلد، وحتى عن الكون بأسره. لا أدري لِمَ أشعر بهذا الفراغ العميق. لكن حين أستمع إلى تلك الموسيقى التي تحملني إلى أحضان الماضي، وإلى دفء عائلتي، أشعر وكأنني أستعيد جزءًا من نفسي الضائع. هذا الشعور مزيج من الحزن والإحباط، ومع ذلك، لا أستطيع التخلي عنه. ربما لأنه الشرارة الوحيدة التي تبعث فيّ شيئًا من الحياة
Life's ok. Since I've lost a friend by suicide, I was stucked in depression for some months. But still, the own life is going on. Don't lose hope on yourself. You matter and life can also be pretty nice sometimes too. So keep up stranger!
Suicide is one of the most selfless things that often gets misconstrued as selfish. Truly, the definition of a tragedy, to be misunderstood in death as in life. I'm glad you loved your friend enough to miss them, and I hope that the bad feelings of missing them can eventually turn into a warm feeling of comfort knowing that you got to be their friend
This is the type of music I love. I hate my life, myself, I don’t understand myself. I feel misplaced, misunderstood, no one listens to me, don’t know what my future holds, feel like I let my family down, can’t stop thinking of how screwed up I am but this music helps calm me down, makes me happy. I have no motivation to do anything. I go to work and come home. It just feels like I’m working towards nothing and everything I’ve been doing is for nothing. Recently just went through a break up, long story short she was messing around with other people. I just don’t understand some of these emotions or how to handle them. Thank you author, seeing this comment section shows I’m not alone and it helps. So thank you again
I feel like the only person that is the most harshest on me is myself. Sometimes I have the toxic tendency to have a very low opinion on myself. May that be physically, by personality, intelligence or even by being myself. Sometimes I wish I could see past my mistakes. What is helping me recently to gain a little perspective on what my life should be about is to count my blessings no matter how little they might be. I have hundreds of reasons to be grateful; my family, my home, my ability to see, smell, hear, talk. I have every reason to live. You have every reason to live because the only thing that should keep you moving forward is yourself. You are worth of a good life. Make what you can with what you have with the intention to grow a better person. Honor the people that have the time to love you by who you are, be kind to people. Everybody has a different journey, so don't go comparing yourself to others. You are you, you don't need another persons success to determine yours, everybody has a different path, different struggles.
This was very well written. I never comment on anything related to social media, but I appreciate your words. Definitely left an impact on me.I know certain others who see this comment feel the same as I do. Hope you are doing well!
What a relief listen to this while I’m in traffic jam, all that stressing crowd fades away while I close the windows of my car. I let my mind to be relaxed because I’m going back to home. Writing this at my bedroom , I can see through my window it’s raining… Finally I’m feeling safe between soft-clean sheets , my eyes are closing , my worries are not relevant, they are fading away like stardust…
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Guys, don’t give up. I did, twice, and now I live with this weight that’s hard to explain-regret, disappointment, and wondering what could’ve been. I keep telling myself it’s not too late, that I could still try, but something inside me feels broken, like I’ve lost that chance. I have a friend who had the same dream. He didn’t quit, and now he’s living it, doing what he loves every day. I’m happy for him, I really am, but it’s hard not to think about how different my life would be if I had just kept going. Sometimes I look at myself and wonder-what if I hadn’t given up? Would I be where I wanted to be, instead of stuck here, feeling like I’m just going through the motions? I guess what I’m saying is, don’t make the same mistake I did. Keep pushing, even when it’s hard. You don’t want to wake up one day and realize the thing you were chasing slipped through your fingers.
I love the feeling of late nights when the lights of the city are still shining. I don’t live in the city but something about a place that never sleeps makes me feel calm. Kind of like a night light when you are a kid. 🌃
Love is the only solution. Love your family, love your memories, love your efforts, love yourself, love your friends, love the world, love the life, love love love...
It is so wholesome to see people from around the world expressing how they feel and what they're going through.. and I'm really sorry for what is happening with ya'll hope that you all get better and well , stay strong you got this! STAY POSITIVE.. GOD IS WITH US ❤
no matter the way i feel. when i enter work, i tell everyone it'll be a good day. started this job 3 years ago and despite it being mcdonalds, ive grown attached to it becasue of the workers. they all have unique stories. i have been having terrible days, where i dont want to get out of bed, but i do. i have to. when i go to work, i keep a positive attitude, and take whats dished to me. im only 20 and i look at my employees when im manager as little family members. theyre my family and i want the best for them.
I've struggled recently with fears that almost consume my every thought. I've told my friends and family a little about them but they don't know how much these fears haunt me. It just feels so good to cry over them and to know I am apart of a community that shares similar experiences. I wish i could know the future so I could brace myself or stop feeling these fears. I wish I could be certain of what's going to happen or where I'm going to go, but I can't and I feel lost.
There is only one natural human fear that everyone has, it is the base for many things. That is the fear of the unknown, and at this current point in time the human hive mind has failed to find a solution to that. That isn't to say we haven't tried, we have created things like religion and fortune however the constant struggle is definitely stressful but you can make it through, never forget that fact.
I love it when it rains,when its cloudy, everyone's mood turns from normal to depressed and serious which is what i like about that weather,i just wish i could stand in the rain for hours,just listening to every particle of water hit the ground,browse through thousands of thoughts,but for personal reasons i can't.
The person that I thought I could never get over, I’m finally over them. It’s so peaceful instead of entertaining toxicity. I met someone else who can treat me right 🥰!
After reading through almost all of these comments, I now feel much better. Lately I have been having mental problems that sounds funny but Im just a 16 years old boy after all. I feel like I'm lost but now I feel much better. Thanks.
Videos like these always makes me think a lot. Question and wonder about the function of purpose, or sometimes lack thereof. The recognition of people getting up to try to achieve something in their lives whether for good or not so great. To find out how our own story ends and what happens afterwards, an epilogue of sorts. Thinking about how many times I look at the moon throughout the years and how much I liked staring at it whether thinking about something or not. The emotions and pains of other people, how it clashes against mine and others around them and me. It’s ‘fun’ in a way. The multiple nuances that it takes to be a being in general. It’s like a deep pool to think about
It reminds me of a cold winter night. Out in the streets illuminated by the warm glow of street lights. Walking through the snow and just reminiscing... Reading your old group chat messages, wondering how you could be so open in the past, passing by the house you lived in when all was still well... Remembering all the small talks about random stuff, all the online matches after school. How you were shaped by the person that feels so distant nowadays... It's so weird to think that the person you look at with fury and fear, the one that appears as the living ghost of your past, the embodiment of all your suffering was once your best friend If anyone's reading this, know that it gets better. In a year I've gone from being lowkey suicidal to just sort of lonely. I'm still nostalgic for that time (yay, being nostalgic in highschool is so great), but i am moving forward with moderate success
Блин это видео случано включилось и на часах реально было 2 часа ночи. Обожаю этот жанр ... Но вот чем я хочу поделиться. Сейчас я слушаю эту музыку лёжа у себя в пустой комнате без света. И я чувствую что-то... Такое бывает у меня часто. Я порой испытываю такое но я не знаю как это описать. И этот момент не исключение. Вдохновение? Катарсис? А может я просто сумашедший? Я не знаю через какие искусства мне выразить то, что я чувствую. Стихи? Музыка? Кино? Меня распирает изнутри. Не всегда, но довольно часто. Как правило поздней ночью у меня в голове идеи, образы, а сегодня просто сплошное чувство, непонятное. И я так хочу его выразить!!!т Я так хочу показать миру, что я чувствую и как смотрю на него. По-своему. А на утро я просыпаюсь без этой "магии". Абсолютно пустой и обыденный. Словно ночью просыпается волшебство. Я не пьян, не накуренный. Я абсолютно трезв просто пора уже спать. Конкретно сейчас я испытываю какое-то чувство прекрасного. И сама мысль о том, что в огромном космосе из вечной пустоты, рождённой одиночеством звёзд в необъятных просторах холодной вселенной где-то есть существо, которое лежит сейчас в наушниках и слушая музыку испытывает нечто подобное просто взрывает мне мозг.
I also like to lie in my room and just listen to this kind of music and just sit there blankly. Then, something beautiful and gentle comes to mind, and a lot of ideas come to mind. But because I lack artistic ability, I can't express the full feeling I feel, and that's a shame. I hope that someday you too can fully express what you feel.
I often think about a friend I used to hang out with as a kid whenever me and my family visited relatives out of state. We got along very well, played NES games and watch RUclips sometimes. When my relatives moved back to my home state I would never see her again and we didn't have a way of staying in touch. Sometimes I wonder if she remembers me or did she forget me. If I could go back in time for a day, I would gladly revisit those memories.
@@ОлександрТартачний-ж9ж Well we didn't have cell phones as a kid and I didn't have internet at the time. (Sorry if your seeing this again, not sure if my previous reply went through.)
genuine advice if u remember her full name or her parent's full name it is still VERY possible to track her thru social media, for example theres a good chance her mom or dad might have a facebook so just type their name and u might find her. Good Luck
most mornings I make a coffee, sit down at my desk, put on an Eternal Depth piece, and write in my journal. This routine has been improving my quality of life drastically. Thank you for being part of it!
I cant expain my situation but the songs and comments feel like its let me finally admit something to myself and I feel like I can heal from the things that have happened, it feels like a blockade has been lifted a small amout, letting me able to confront that past 5 years of pain and trauma. I never let myself feel that my situation is bad as I would always say that my sister or mother or people who have lost thier family and loved ones have it worse. I felt that I needed to block up every anger and sadness and put up a fake version of myself. Ive come to realize that my pain is valid, and that although other hurt, it should stop me from truly getting better. While I still dont think I can truly talk about myself, this playlist and its comments have helped me reflect on my life, that bad and the good, and helped me solve some past trauma. Thank you to all❤
As someone who finds it hard to calm my racing mind before bed, I love this type of music. Listening to it with the lights low, relaxing in my bed, and allowing my thoughts to come and eventually calm down helps me sleep so much better than tossing and turning for an hour.
If your reading this than always look after yourself in life, love yourself for who you really are, give new things a go weather you may not like it give it a go, and build your confident you'll need it. Especially in tough times
I've been living in another country for almost 3 years. I'm enjoying it, but I've been hurt a lot by people at work. They've actually been my friends for many years, even before I came here, and in recent years I've been very disappointed. I was humiliated and discredited many times. The worst is, I was afraid to say I would like to leave. Sundays, tears, dinners and work always alone. I was tired, I cried too many times at 2:00am. However, I decided to be the best and I started to sketch my future. I don't know from where the motivation came, but I gave my best planning my year, working a lot to go on vacation. Im not rich, but I said to myself that I will work hard to live the best vacations of my life. I just realized that anybody is worried about me, and its ok everybody is very busy. Only I know what's best for me, I don't want to be commanded by other people's feelings. In 3 months I'll leave this country and I will start everything again. Im excited to my trip in Europe to know new people, try new food and experiences. Thank you God for the opportunity to restart, thank you the Lost Sounds for being my playlist.
When I first came to this video I pictured a vibe sitting on a foggy autumn night at 2 a.m. watching the gloomy city lights. Either after a party or an event or a lage meeting. This feeling of "afterparty" or "after laugther" would set it. Everytime I drove home late at night I used to look at those lights and feel this gentle sense of melancholy sink in. A peaceful solitude. Blissful emptiness. Mostly during November nights. I used to sit by my window watching the lights until 2 or 3 a.m. But after reading all of the comments, it sets a different atmosphere and vibe. All of the gentle souls that by chance are sitting at their windows hoping for a better future... I hope it turns out for you.
My grandma passed away in July. I have been quite lost and I have no idea what to do with my life. Lately my mental health was getting worse and I just couldn't stop overthinking about my future till she appeared in my dream last night. I was quite aware that she was dead in a dream but still the moment I saw her I pulled her into a hug it felt so real. She told me I'm doing good and I'll be alright. I just couldn't stop crying. I Woke up right after literally felt chills. I really needed it
Kinda late, but happy birthday bro. I have the same feeling where I can't feel any excitement for anything. Kinda envy to people who still had it. Well, life continuous... Let's just live.
I finally found a girl who truly loves me and i am so happy to see her tomorrow and i still come here just to remember all the bad times i had to go though to get to were i am now and i miss my best friend who is now in haven happy i found someone who truly is wonderful and special to me i love her with all my heart and i would give everything up i lost my dad and now live with my mom and still don't feel right i miss being with my dad and it is crazy to think people come here to talk about life but naver to someone face to face but to someone over the screen who gets them life is truly a maze but this helps make it easier. Love you guys and love every body here who needs it❤.
wish you the best of the world my dear friend. I'm so sorry for your loss, I can't even begin to imagine the pain you went through. Best of luck to the both of you and your family
If you are reading this. I just wish for you to be happy. To be healthy and all the people you love. I hope you will proud of yourself and love yourself and never feel worthless because you deserve it. Just take alot of care of yourself because you are special . You are amazing and i hope all your wishes come true and all your hardwork have a succesful outcome. Be brave and keep going. You are amazing. Im proud of you❤️
As you find yourself in darkness, I hope your light will grow. As you dive deeper within yourself, I hope you find all you need to know. As you awaken, I hope you see the world with new eyes. I hope you know your troubles are temporary as every sun set is followed by a sun rise. I hope you know that you are stronger every time you get back up. I hope you know that YOU, yes You will always be enough. Be blessed, and know you are loved. 🙌🏽
if you ever feeling lonely, reach out to people my friend. the one who you feel comfortable the most. tell them what it is inside your heart, what you want them to hear, what your feeling are. remember, you are not alone. its 4:01am in Malaysia, I'm awake earlier than usual today and listening to this while laying in my bed. man what a feeling. thinking about life, about future what will I be ? grateful to be alive another day ,thanks to god. There is so much I want to say, but I hope you guys have a wonderful day today. Cheers !
I’m listening to this at my second (night) job. People and their ambitions, kind-hearted sadness, a slight feeling of loneliness in a big city, and life flows differently at night Don’t stray from the path to your dream! 29 y.o., KZ
Listening to songs like this...always makes me think what could have been. I feel peace and pain and at the same time i feel nothing. I wanna cry but i cried too much i cant anymore. Im all alone just moving with the flow. Going forward into nothing. Old friends, brotherhoods, family i lost it all. Now im just on the internet the only place i can think its safe. Roaming around commenting watching videos. Arguing even tho i dont want to. Trouble always finds me. Playing games. Waking up in cold mornings and go to work. Repeat. I have no life they took it from me. But its not like i care anymore....if anyone reads this please...love your loved ones. Bc you never knew when you lost them. No money can buy you love nor true happiness. You earn those by the ones you care about
i don’t know anymore. i don’t know what to do in life, i’m turning 20 yet i still haven’t figured out life. when i was young i remember having these big dreams, like having an idea what i want to do when i grow older. i actually have planned out everything like what career i’am going to pursue. but now that i’m grown up. i realized that life doesn’t always turn out the way we planned. from having big dreams to not knowing what to do. and sometimes i wondered if only life was little kinder to me i wouldn’t reached this point of life, where everything is so hard for me. traumas from the past that haunts me everyday making it more difficult for me to get things done.
You're still 20. Trust this comment your at the beginning you still have a long life, work through it love/hate it but own it and live/love it cause it's life
I'm kind of right there with you. I'm 21 and haven't figured out much. I haven't figured out what I want to do with my life exactly. I'm sorry for what you went through, but, like me, we're just starting out in life and as adults. Everything's going to be okay, we have time to figure it out
You're 20. Still a kid, no need to rush. Things get better. Try the craziest sh*t you can imagine, your future self will have a good laugh and thank you.
It's my chemistry pre-board or pre-final exam tomorrow in my last year of high school. There is anxiety and fear in n heart , hopes to pass the exam. As the school life is coming to an end things are hitting differently and this music is so comforting. I don't know what I will be doing next year this time but my heart is in dilemma, I wanna leave this school but also wanna relive the moments again. May God and our future will be kind to us🥺🥺.
Listening to this while studying late and overwhelmed by too much expectations on my time: school, life, work, kid, it feels like I'm going to crumble. But this music makes it easier to take the next step, keep on moving, trust and hope for a moment that it will all be ok, it is all ok.
It's ok to be scared because that's life perfectly in balance darkness and light mixed together, I wish you the best, and if you ever feel demotivated or lost just know that this random stranger believed in you. Believe in me that believes in you.
As someone who lost her father, you really really don't but... There comes a time when you realize that all the memories they've infused into little corners of your life can help you feel like they're still with you. Sometimes I throw a glance in the mirror and suddenly my dad's features are staring back at me.
Comment section comnects you to a different world . A whole new dimension! Its so calmimg and appreciating at the same time. Its 2:37 am rn and i am the only one who is awake in my whole hoise every body is sleeping , i was completimg my notes but spon after this video I got lost in my thoughts, paused and started thinking about my own life . It feels like getting lost somewhere where noone can find me .Appreciate what you have rn and remember to pause and breathe. Take good care of yourselves . You may achieve whatever you want in life 💗✨🤌🏻. Good night guys take care of yourself 🌸
i miss my father... listen to this song makes me remember how i really want he to recover and back to home after hospitalized. but now he died, i feel like i just lost myself since then.
@@evafisher313 I also recently lost my grandfather. I miss him, it felt like he was the only person who really care about me. His death still feels surreal. I understand you pain and rip too him❤
Оставлю комментарий чтобы в будущем я снова сюда пришел и почитать о том, как сейчас чувствую пустоту. Я получил много негативных эмоции просто так, я не заслужил это, за что это все. Я правда думаю дох сих пор, почему так люди порой ведут себя, сначала они другие а через время - они показывают свое нутро. Но нутро которое они скрывают чтобы не потерять тебя - но это сложно. Я потерял человека в плане общение только из за того что сам этот человек хотел - нашла замену и она счастливая, последние сообщение были от нее, что я ей комплекс навел, и я думаю что она это заслужила, т.к сама виновата. И то что она бросила меня - без причины. Я не хочу ничего, не отношений, не любви и т.д - я хожу около до около, строю ложные надежды что можно почувствовать новые эмоции - но когда ты приходишь к одному итогу. Ты просто теряешь смысл в этих ходах. Ты уже хочешь стать на месте, войти в мысли и подумать - что тут не так. Думаешь что дело в тебе, то что ты добрый позитивный человек - но делах в людях. Кому то везет, кому то нет - кто то видит хорошего человека, а если плохой - уходит. А если наоборот. Не нужно себя ненавидить, не любить за то - что тебе дала вселенная. А именно те качества которые ценят очень мало людей, и это не просто так - надо чтобы ты находил таких же хороших людей как и ты. Я хочу сказать что когда я прочитаю этот текст - я буду каждый момент своей жизни вспоминать с человеком, который сделал мне хорошо в данный период времени - так и ушла ток из за того, что человек сам копал яму под собой, отговорки что не виновата она, а просто обстоятельства. Я просто хочу сказать одно тебе читатель - если ты что то хочешь, то либо добивайся, или оно само придет. Не нужно торопиться это жизнь - оно дает тебе насладиться каждым моментом, т.к эти моменты не купить за деньги, не вернуть через машину времени - цени то что ты видишь сейчас, оно не вечно. И я уже должен научиться терять людей и не только людей - свои эмоции которые делают любимые близкие люди. Хватит этого дерьма, хватит терпеть и видеть одно и тоже в надежде на что то изменить - это не так Скоро новый год и я рекомендую провести так его - как ты не праздновал все эти праздники новогодние, вспомни что произошло в жизни, что тебе пришло а что ушло и самое главное - находи ошибки и из них делай опыт, это самое главное, т.к тебе это в будущем пригодиться. А я пойду, тут все англ язычные и я знаю что никто это не прочитает, сомневаюсь что это вообще увидит. Последние слова - я любил ее, а она нет, ведь ток она теряла ко мне интерес из за своих глупых поступков. Она пожалеет о содеянном - но это поздно, жизнь это бумеранг, кто тебе сделал плохо - вернется x2, кто то верит в это а кто нет - но я убедился в том что бумеранг существует. Пусть она дальше его любит - у нее будет такой же конец как и со мной. Я отпущу этого человека, только дайте мне время и мне будет хорошо. Надеюсь я начну чувствовать наслаждение жизни - а не думать что это все играть. Я многое что мог написать но мне просто лень, я написал ту базу которая у меня голове - и когда я снова сюда вернуть и буду читать. Я надеюсь что у меня будет только ухмылка на лице и в голове мысли: Ты это все перешагнул друг, ты теперь лучшая версия этого человека, что писал. Молодец, горжусь за тебя юный добрый парень, не унывай нос - все что тут было написано, делает тебя сильнее каждым разом. Пока
I'm 70 and my life is more or less OK. I've always been considered odd, but being retired I don't have to negotiate a lot of human interactions. I have my cat, online friends, movies and books, and just enough SSI to squeak by every month. Better than I expected. I like this music. It reminds me of those Brian Eno ambient music albums I played constantly in the early 70s. It sounds like an ice cream truck, it's batteries running low as it sinks thru total blackness to the bottom of some deep marine trench ...
Every time I hear these songs, I always look at the sky and the stars through my window at night and think about my life, my late classmate, and everything else in life😕🕊🌙
I am a person who loves the night very much, at night my life is completely fresh and I find a lot of cool things including your music, it's a wonderful thing.....
I’m a night person too! More peaceful I guess. But then it’s also when I think of the love I lost…..and cry. He is gone and I know he won’t come back so I keep trying to put that out of my head. Hard to do. The music is so soothing, I ‘m hoping it will help. Glad to see there are other night spirits like me! 🕛 🌌🌙
To anyone who comes across this message, remember that you've given your all today, and that's something to be proud of. We're grateful to have you here with us, and as a new day approaches, don't forget to take a well-deserved break and recharge. Tomorrow is a fresh start filled with opportunities.
Сейчас 02:37. Я долго не могла понять, к какой цели мне идти, что будет в будущем. Недавно ко мне пришло осознание, моя душа успокоилась. Но не успела она успокоится, как появились новые переживания. Сейчас я перехожу в 9 класс, буду учиться до 11, казалось бы, можно еще гулять, но меня очень сильно запугали учителя, сказали, что надо к началу учебного года выбрать себе профессию и тд. В общем решила пойти в архитектурный вуз, надо будет готовиться к вступительным экзаменам, к сдачи ОГЭ и ЕГЭ, что не может не пугать. Так же мне надо будет уехать из своего родного города, тк у нас в городе нет архитектурных вузов, или просто вузов, в которых есть направление по данной специальности. У меня подрастает младшая сестра, если мне придется уехать, я не знаю, когда буду возвращаться, я боюсь пропустить ее взростле, становление ее как личности. Еще я боюсь того, что буду в большом городе совершенно одна. Простите за такие откровения, я просто хочу высказаться, но к сожалению морально не могу высказать что то подруге, тк боюсь, что она меня не поймет. Такие видео, которые появляются у меня в ленте, успокаивают мою внутреннюю тревогу, большое спасибо автору, сотворяет чудо!! Спасибо.
Привет! Ты только сама начинаешь свой путь становления себя как личности , сосредоточься на себе и проигнорируй мнения окружающих. К сожалению, часто бывает, что преподаватели оказываются не самыми профессиональными. На моем опыте обучения нам часто говорили только негативные вещи, пытаясь убедить, что мы ничего не сможем достичь. Теперь мне почти 23 года, я работаю, и все школьные и университетские заботы остались позади. Никогда не могла понять людей, которые хотели бы вернуться в школьные годы и считали это время беззаботным. Но, может быть, со временем и ты почувствуешь то же самое. Желаю, чтобы все твои мечты сбылись, не стесняйся делиться своими мыслями с подругой - важно поддерживать друг друга. Если она не поймет тебя, возможно, это не твой человек, и это станет ясно со временем. Желаю тебя всего самого наилучшего! 💗✨
This music feels like a gentle embrace from nature itself. Every note is soothing, like a whisper from the forest or a soft breeze on a summer’s evening. Thank you so much for creating this beautiful escape from the chaos of life. To everyone else listening right now, I hope this melody brings you as much calm and peace as it’s bringing me. May you find a quiet moment to just breathe and be present today. Wishing each of you a beautiful day filled with light and relaxation.
Lost my sister to cancer when I was 10, she was only 17. Then lost my dad, who killed himself the following year after a rough divorce that shattered my family, when I was 11. The next years, I was at rock bottom and could not even go to school anymore. I saw the light at the end of the tunnel when I managed to return to middle school, and later high school, where I made new friends and rediscovered the feeling of happiness. During highschool, I lost my cat. She was my best friend since I was 7. We grew up together while she was the only one there for me throughout the hard times. She followed me everywhereI went, keeping me company every single night. Strangely, for a brief moment, I forgot all my problems and felt relieved everytime she was next to me, as if she knew what I was going through. If she had not been there, you would have most probably never read this story. It shattered me. A year later, I lost my cousin, who was more like a brother to me. We had spent nearly every summer together since I was five. At that point, I truly felt cursed and struggled to cope. Now, at 22, I've just lost who I thought was the love of my life. Despite all of this, I’ve always found a way to get back up. I’ve always tried to remain positive, but I would be lying if I said I did it on my own. My deepest gratitude goes to my mom, who, after my dad passed away, has been my unwavering support. I’m incredibly blessed to have her by my side, as she's always kept me going. While my story isn’t the saddest or the happiest, every person’s path is unique. Remember, no matter what happens, always get back up and stay positive. Everything happens for a reason, and I believe we’re all here to learn something. Life doesn’t happen to us; it happens for us.
As a caretaker personality, i push all my problems comfortably to the side. Ive done it so well that i don't ever think about it, so the only way to confront my small amount of issues left is to sit back, relax and let my mind go to a Serene setting. These are the videos that help best, a best case scenario setting and some calm music. Ill go out to my porch early in the night and sit with my eyes closed and let my mind wander and be thankful that i can help people and most importantly be thankful that im not deeply depressed anymore.
Truly a beautiful sight, I imagine myself being on the highest floor and then sitting on the edge. Watching people/vehicles passing by from a distance I listen to music and release all the negative things inside me
Hey if your reading this, just remember that this pain is temporary and will not last forever, and while you're going through it you're not alone we are all in this together doing the best we can, I'm proud of you for still being here fighting every day, because it's really not easy but you still strong enough to not give up, know that I care about you and I'm glad you're here, your feelings are valid and I believe you'll get to a better place with time. I hope this helps, you don't have to accept my comment or like it, but I just did it for the people who needs it. Remember to drink water get some rest and check on your loved ones.
A lot of remembers, plenty emotions and many reflections. It’s tough sometimes… like right now. But it is part of this, the things we do and how the unexpected is confronted. In the end, that, will allow us to give us a better picture of what we did not know.
Reflection is most certainly both key and lock. 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ "Before I start, I must see my end. Destination known, my mind's journey now begins. Upon my chariot, heart and soul's fate revealed. In time, all points converge, hope's strength resteeled. But to earn final peace at the universe's endless refrain, we must see all in nothingness... before we start again." 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ --Diamond Dragons (series)
Что делать когда тебе 20? Я не понимаю как нужно жить, кем нужно быть, какое будущее меня ждет. Я не понимаю. Здорово, если бы люди 20+ дали совет, я уже просто не вывожу смотреть на успешных пипл, которые из всех щелей кричат о бизнесе и прочее, как дети становятся миллионерами. Это начинает путать, я не понимаю хочу я того же или это просто навязывается
@@lynaaa2938Не волнуйся, во многом все те успешные люди в 20 это ширма которую они получили от своих родителец и если у тебя в 20 ничего нет, то в этом нет ничего плохого, жизнь только начинается, а вдруг ты ещë учишься. К успеху нужно идти маленькими шашками и неизвестно когда выстрелит, может в 30 а может в 40. В общем нужно жить своей жизнью и не смотреть на других. Единственный человек на которого надо смотреть это на себя, и становится лучшей версией себя. Но и отдыхать надо, мы ведь тут собрались по рефлексировать насчëт не самой приятной жизни и поискать такие-же потерянные души
@@lynaaa2938 будь собой, не слушай других и следуй тому, что тебе по душе. Мне также 20 и от этого чувства не избежать, когда не понимаешь чего хочешь. У нас не так много опыта, чего нужно набираться уже сейчас, когда мы стали более ответственны за свою жизнь. Желаю тебе успехов в начинаниях или продолжениях начатого дела. Порадуй себя.
@@lynaaa2938 На успешный успех не стоит вообще смотреть, я удалил лет 14 назад все соц сети, нашел работу которая мне нравится и живу. Так что найди то чем тебе нравится заниматься и живи для себя, здоровый эгоизм необходим для нормальной жизни, все остальное(семья, друзья, деньги и тд) приложится само если это будет необходимо.
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Listen on Spotify - spoti.fi/3l0BFgw 💙
this song its so perfectly
yo, can you upload this playlist on apple music? wonderful playlist bro
@@TToBEJIuTEJIb_TTuBAdid he add it? where’s the link?
@@jonc8561come on dawg
❄️💙.
i love staying up. i know how draining it can be, but sometimes i just love the feeling of being the only one awake in my house while everyone else is asleep. just me and my earbuds, alone in my room. perhaps it's the solitude, the one moment where i can truly exist, untouched and unbothered by anyone else. a moment in the dark, the lovely night, no blaring lights or loud conversations, just me and my music. a respite. a reset. a reprieve. and i am once again revived, then i sleep.
bro its amazing i love staying up when everyone's asleep, i don't know if my reason is as deep as yours but just the feeling of you, ambience and your thoughts feel so nice compared to this hyper-stimulated stuff we have today, and gives me a minute to reflect to relax, to be alone and okay, not just random stuff spewed at me every second, i get so happy when i wake up at 1am-ish 2 am, something like that, its just darkness and its such a relieving feeling to be honest, same as you no one touches me, no one is bothering me, its just such a nice feeling, i just wish tomorrow i can wake up at 1 am.
Have you played Outer Wilds? I truly recommend you try it
most poet shit i ever heart, wow.
This exactly..you get it.
Nights when everyone is asleep, it's like finally me time..
The day is time for stress and responsibilities. When night falls you’re free to be who you want while the world holds still. it may come at a price.But being tired is temporary for the most part.
This is the hardest summer for me...I feel detached and unnecessary...I want to be meaningful, but why are people moving away from me? I haven't been able to sort myself out for the last few months, I don't understand how I feel. I can't bring myself to do anything, because I am tormented by thoughts, different thoughts, about the past, about the present and what will happen in the future...It's building up in my head...I can't keep it to myself anymore. I wanted to learn a lot this summer, but these thoughts make it difficult for me to focus on something. I think that this condition will pass soon and I will figure myself out...thanks to the author for this playlist, it helps me calm down to some extent ...)
i dont know you or your situation, but i do know that you are so important to this world. the odds of all the particles in the universe aligning to create you are so slim that it is incredible for you to be alive today, and for that i am proud. i hope that you can find an abundance of love, of any kind, in everything, but especially within yourself because you are so worthy simply by being here. i want you to go out and see big things like the moon and notice small things like moss growing on bricks and for those things to make you feel something different and good than what you feel now.
see you around, stranger
wat kind of situation are u in? school circle? dont care just make some new friends who are alone and talk with them ask their name and watever
enjoy ur life in ur way, dont waste time
like i did 🙂
Understand you’re not alone in how you’re feeling. Almost everyone I know have similar feelings, even myself. This is the condition of the world consciousness today. “Come out of the world and be separate. “ Pray, meditate , love.
We will get through this…🙏♥️
I feel same...don't worry bout this , im always be here )
This is very relatable! This whole year for me has been a drag where I have to force myself to do stuff and this summer I also wanted to learn a lot but I haven't started yet but one thing brings me comfort... And that's Jesus. Though I feel like a bum and a loser sometimes for not doing much, He comforts me and I am reminded that things wont stay the same always. Jesus loves you so much that He died for your sins. Repent and believe the Gospel. ❤❤❤ Jesus wants to have a personal relationship with you and He will make your life beautiful when you hand it over to Him
Whoever is reading this comment, I wish you success, health, love and happiness
And i wish you the same
You too ❤
I love you
❤@@subexian1448
thx bro , i hope that for you too
Guys, I'm just 15. But in my 15 years of experience living on this planet, I learnt one thing very well. I learnt that, “Judging someone is easy, but understanding them is very difficult”. Try to understand others, people. After all, we are all one species.
unfortunately human beings cant stop judging it helps us understand reality as reality is such a hard thing to grasp an understanding of, we are in constant belief that we can figure out life and beat it and get ahead of it but thats just impossible thats not how life works but our brains are unfortunately wired to think that way that we know better that we can predict it is so goddamn irritating i try my absolute hardest not to judge people and though i show that successfully, on the inside my brain always comes to a conclusion as soon as possible for no goddamn reason
Balaji stick to your studies or do your real work, there will be plenty of time for sharing philosophy on the internet.
I love you for commenting this. I'm 14 and I know the exact same thing. It's interesting to watch the people around us as a species be so uncaring but at the end of the day, we all have hearts.
U too younger to understand this, one day ur life will be good, Stay frosty stay liquid, always treats others like a family ❤️🌌
Hey, we've got the same age!
Thanks for the advice :]
The song and the comments unnecessarily go so hard, makes you feel a connection that exist between us, as humans.
Yo fr tho
From morocco everyone around world deserve happyness !! We went peace without jugements in mother nature we have competition but every creature has he is part and he know he is objectif ❤
Yes bro i feel the same way
Amen ❤
This🫶🏽
"One day after my suicide"
The day after my suicide, I loved my mother even more, when I saw her crying on the floor of my room, hugging my clothes with my photos scattered around her, I saw so much love past the tears in her eyes.
The day after my suicide, I felt how much my father loved me, no matter how hard it was, in the midst of so much sadness, he spoke to me with tears in his eyes about how proud he was of me and how much he loved me.
The day after my suicide, I saw my dog was more incredible than I could imagine. Everytime someone came home, he would run to the door excited to see me, and seeing that it was not me, would lay down in front of the door and continue waiting for me.
The day after my suicide, I felt the love of my sister when I saw her sitting in her room with eyes full of tears. She remembered the times we played, talked and argued together in our beautiful childhood. Treasured moments.
The day after my suicide, I felt how important I was to my best friends. They were looking at all our pictures together...remembering the laughs we shared.
The day after my suicide, I felt the sorrow in my teachers. They blamed themselves for not noticing.
At night I went to the morgue to look for myself and said: "So many dreams we had", "So many loved ones", "So many people to meet", "You had so many people that loved you, yet you threw it all away?", "You have to have a lot of courage to take your life. Why didn't you use that courage to win?"
Thank goodness that was just a vision.
Remember: You are still here and can change your life forever. You are better than you think you are. Prettier, smarter and stronger.
Hello. I like your story.
Wow this hit me deeply. I love the message so much. Lets stay strong and never give up on ourselves or others.
@@GradeBoi Absolutely, I am glad you like it :)
readingthis after finalizing when im going to attempt :( but ik they wont feel that way, prob be happy I died and the burden is off their shoulders
Everyone dies a little each day. In the end, all we really have is time, because when time runs out for us, it's over.
If you’re reading this, it might be night time or day time, or maybe you’re studying for an upcoming test. Or you’re doing nothing in particular and just want to listen to some calming songs. No matter why you’re here, I want you to know that everything is okay. Take a deep breath, pause whatever you’re doing, and look outside. If possible, step outside for a minute. Breathe in the fresh, cool air. Take a moment to appreciate the beauty of this world we live in. It might be imperfect, but it’s still incredibly beautiful.
Just like the world, you are unique and wonderful. I hope you dream big, find yourself, and do what makes you truly happy. Surround yourself with the people you love and who love you. Do what you can to find joy and contentment. Even if you feel alone right now, remember that you are loved by many, even if it doesn’t always feel that way.
Things will get better. You will find love, make amazing friends, and achieve your dreams. I hope you live your life to the fullest, becoming the happiest version of yourself and finding joy in every step of your journey. You matter, and you deserve all the happiness that life has to offer.
❤
I didn't know I needed these words, thank you, internet stranger.
Oh god. You dont get how much i needed that. 😢❤❤ thank you stranger! Hope you find the happiness you deserve!! Good luck on anything!❤❤
*LOUD INCORRECT BUZZER*
My mom was just diagnosed with lung cancer. She has surgery soon to try and get ahead of it. I am beside myself with grief about it. Lost my job taking care of her while recovering from a surgery of my own to rebuild my destroyed ankle. And now her surgery is one year to the day after I had mine. It feels ominous.
I stay awake all night anymore most nights worrying. Worrying about my mom, about money, about everything really. I hope none of you are going through anything like this.
*UPDATE:*
The surgery was successful, and after the biopsy, it turned out to be a false positive! She is cancer free, and recovering. It turned out to be a serious infection that had become necrotic in one of her lobes. But, she is doing well now.
Thank you all for your support, for your prayers, etc.. I appreciate it, and so does she!
Good job today, don’t carry too much a cause of anxiety. - South Korea friend - ❤
I’m sorry , you good though ???
i'm praying for you and your mom, it'll all be okay eventually.
Hi, just read your comment. I am really sorry for what you are going through. Be kind with yourself, give yourself some credit fot the way you are dealing with everything.. You are Brave. Be patient. My prayers are with you and your mother.
I lost my mom to cancer, and when she was in her last days I quit my job to be with her to spend her last moments with her. I even got offered a manager position and declined because I could hardly even keep it together at work. After I quit she went into remission, and then a couple weeks later passed away. Life is strange, and if it's taught me anything is that you're not alone. Learn to be kind to yourself, and give yourself some grace. Life is full of endeavors. I wish you the best of luck OP, know you're not alone ❤
Came for some cozy ambience, ended up reading through the comments and just crying. What a strange experience that I stumbled on to this video on today of all days. I have been dealing with the sudden, oppressive question of how I ended up where I am today. I have job security, a roof, food, but feel so alone. My romantic relationship is failing, my friendships feel empty, and I am becoming so distant physically and emotionally from my family. I miss my childhood days so much. It's like life happened too fast for me to process and now here I am whether I like it or not. I hope everyone can find peace tonight. Thank you for all the words.
I was reading your comment and i saw “ i miss my childhood so much “ and cried immediately , thank you for making my tears falling .
Man exactly the same way I moved out I feel family is distant and this has also helped me realize that the word friends or friendship is just a word I made two while I had a job they old talk to me if I talk to them so I just choose to let them be peacefully but they don't realize how it hurts I never had a true best friend I live alone at 18 now I find my self trying to just find a way to be better but am struggling at given moment
If things happened so fast without you realising, you need help...
If you listen to this songs and come across this comment I just want to let you know that everything will work out for you if not then keep on hoping, who knows how many failures you will have to overcome, and achieve success. You are strong and will always be strong, believe on that and never give up, think of the positives and focus not on the negatives, tehe~ ya got this!!
I wish you the best too, and if you ever feel demotivated or lost just know that this random stranger believed in you. Believe in me that believes in you.
Thank You and God bless You 🥰
Thanks really I’ll try to stay strong
ngl didnt know i needed to hear this.. made me cry a bit.. thank u 🙏🏼😮💨❤️
Её не вернуть 😢
I'm a new doctor in a city 3000 miles from my home. Tonight, my patients are getting better, slowly. This music is holding us.
this is beautiful.
Wish you have a good experience doctor.
good for you.
Thanks for what you do, doc. Good luck.
im currently in my second year of medical school. In 2 months i will be in third year
I've been reading all the comments, people sharing their struggles, and sharing encouragement. But mostly sharing the same experience of a sleepless night. It makes me feel a type of connection that I can't quite explain. Because in some ways, every single human being has felt something akin to what I have felt, and I likewise have felt similarly to them. There are some universal experiences that we all understand to a degree, and I think that's so beautiful.
Indeed, my dear friend whom I shall probably never meet...
Every time I hear these songs, I always look at the sky at night in my yard and think about my life, missing my past when I was with my parents and now just living my life alone ✨🥺
😢
You‘re not alone ❤
@@chR1s_c1en everybody is alone :)
Every circle begins with its end. Reflection is key.
🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨
"Before I start, I must see my end. Destination known, my mind's journey now begins. Upon my chariot, heart and soul's fate revealed. In time, all points converge, hope's strength resteeled. But to earn final peace at the universe's endless refrain, we must see all in nothingness... before we start again."
🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨
--Diamond Dragons (series)
Jesus is the key bro
Jesus loves you, loneliness is just a reflection of the emptiness inside our hearts, which only Jesus can fill, you can be sure that you are not alone... In Psalm 145:18-19 it says: "The LORD is close to all who call on him, to all who call on him in truth. He fulfills the desires of those who fear him; he hears them cry for help and saves them." No matter how deafening the scream of loneliness and silence, he hears you. @Reii_Sya
I feel like I’m not lovable by anyone. That everyone is gonna leave me one day because I’m not interesting or entertaining enough. I don’t know why I feel so low of myself. To everyone feeling the same, just know that your worth isn’t defined by anyone else. You are brave, strong, beautiful inside and outside and unique. Well done for your work, you deserve everything you have accomplished. You are perfect as you are, you have or/and you’ll meet people that will see it. I’m writing this to any person that needs to read it, and also to myself, so maybe one day I’ll truly believe it.
Somebody worthwhile will see how brightly your kindness shines someday.
God bless you
Hang in there. Bad things will pass and you’ll come out shining. Wishing you the best.
Listen to me, the majority are all the same you probably aren't boring the people you meet are.... Trust me. We think differently than them.... They are fake in this life we aren't.
I think the same even tho my friends say the exact opposite I can’t get this thought outta my mind I hope will recover
I see a lot of people are hurting here too… I’m sad we’re all experiencing hard moments, but grateful theres a place for me when i’m feeling so alone. I’ll sit in this little quiet moment, i’ve yearned for comfort all day.
I hope for better times for us all.. Sweet dreams
Which country are you located?
@@ClarkIsraeli For me France
@@dynabaxlotakugamer694 i wish to visit France sometime, but I don't think I will
Thank you kind stranger
@@shan-kso770 haha i like the language, im from mongolia
It gets better.
Close your eyes, take a deep breath through your nose for 3 sec., exhale through your mouth for 8 sec. as you relax your jaw and visualize a gust of wind in the grass. Give yourself a hug. Self-compassion is important & through all adversity, you will always be there for yourself. Love comes from within. You don't need someone to validate you. You're good enough as the person you are, with all your flaws and experiences. Feelings are meant to be felt... They teach us something.
You are not alone. We are all searching for a purpose in life. What matters is that we strive to develop ourselves. It's not about where we are, who we are, what we've done... It's all about empathy. You are good enough & you are loved. Take one step at a time. It gets better.
This is amazing I'm not confident that I can do it
.Still, please give it a listen if you like. SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
I wish you the best too, and if you ever feel demotivated or lost just know that this random stranger believed in you. Believe in me that believes in you.
thanks for that! Wishing everyone here a good day
Thank you for this.
Thanks for motivating me
I used to dream.
I used to feel.
I used to trust.
But then it was me who was used.
Hurt, violated, and abused.
My trust was taken.
My spirit broken.
And now I sit alone.
Trying to salvage what’s left.
Trying to convince my self that I didn’t deserve it, it was theft.
But I’m struggling.
So every night, when I lay awake, I come on here, pick a sad song, and write a poem.
And with each poem, with each vent, it may slowly begin to dent, my near eternal sadness.
-a poem by me, for you to interpret.
Stay safe❤
This is amazing I'm not confident that I can do it .Still, please give it a listen if you like. SOUEI YAMAOKA
無人島
🥺🥺😭this poem literally touched my soul
in whatever phase are you in jjjust stay strong man damn
You can do it!
You speak my mind, I try to be selfish now I gave too much I believed too much. Everyone took from me. I feel empty and sad. Always go for what you want never care about other people's needs. Focus on your needs and joy. Find it , I'm trying.
underrated comment. You should have more likes because this poem is so beautiful 💖💖
i really understand you i feel some feelings and pain like u, i am just triying to understand why all this things happened to me, and i just feel that all things has a purpose on lite, on God's way and that we all to bear this pain for help people that feel the sane. God Bless you so much and Jesús can health your heart my ángel
school’s just a constant reminder of how much i feel overwhelmed and out of place. the panic hits every morning, that sinking feeling of dread about facing the day, knowing it’s gonna be a mix of loneliness, stress, and the heaviness of pretending everything’s fine. i sit there, trying to stay focused, but all that emptiness and frustration just makes it hard to breathe. it’s like there’s this constant tension, a feeling that nothing i do will ever matter or be good enough, and no matter how much i try, the fear of failure just won’t let go. by the end of the day, all i want is to disappear, exhausted from the weight of it all, drained from the endless cycle of hopelessness. I cant express my feelings to anyone anymore. I don’t have friends, *sits alone the whole day in school* I will pray for everyone going through hard times, have a peaceful life.❤
It's actually 2 a.m
I am reading the comments with tears in my eyes
Had gone through these type of phase
At that time i wanted to ask this question so badly 'can it ever be overcome'
Well no one said it to me i want to say it you
YES IT CAN BE
Thank u ❤
This is amazing I'm not confident that I can do it .Still, please give it a listen if you like. SOUEI YAMAOKA
無人島
Thank you for this reminder, my guy. We sometimes forget how well we can adapt and overcome our difficulties. It's not easy. You just have to KEEP pushing forward.
@@konstantinoskalafatis9301 yupp
Listen guys : My life is not amazing, no friends, no girfriend, still alone in my apartement for 7 years. But i found peace in my heart, you know why ? Because i allowed me to have this peace. I always tring to improve myself, in all catégorie. Not i'm better, stronger. I weight 130lbs, i was 100, i had no money, now i ride my bick, always stress and pain in my joint, no all peacefull. You know why ? Because i'm working on me for years, how to sleep better, to accept me, to let my past go aways... One day or day one. You can do everything you want but not on watching vidéos all days long and stay on the couch.... just try something New. I'm cooking now because i practice with my mom. That idea came and i let her be real. Let go your Phone, go for à 1h walk and do whathever you want with what your mind brings you in your mind, don't focus on your past, he don't exist anymore, just focus on what you can do now.... i saw lot of comment on comming on that kind of vidéos.... Guys stop thinking like i used to, just go and do something. And learning everyday how to become more you. I home that gonna help please don't mess with your life. Have a good action ! Keep going ! Love you guys. (I'm french maybe my english is bad so sorry for that but it came right from thé heart !)
Hey so this is actually so cute
Cool pour toi 🎉
I feel you like fr cause I'm going through same thing every day...
Thank you for the encouragement! Having a peaceful life and being content with yourself should always be the main goal. I appreciate your resilience and upbeat message. Wishing you good luck and happiness 💖
respect du quebec
Back then when we were kids, 2 am was the scariest hour ever but now it's the most relaxing hour.
It is 2 am right now. Laying in my bed and thinking about what I can do better in my life. Hope everyone is doing alright.
I have an idea! You could try and be kind to yourself today, if only just for 10 minutes :)
Try singing a nice song when you feel the want to sing, or step into the sunshine whenever you see a nice day, or maybe even just listening to the birds if you wish to stop and listen
you know what you need to do...
I know it sounds like shit , but trust me , don't let that nigga get over you( the brain) u just have to go trough the fucked up pain with discipline
25 years old and I feel like everything’s all over already. I know that’s not the case but I don’t know how to stop myself from feeling that way. I never see or talk to any of the couple friends I have left, my families growing old and unhealthy, they are immigrants and sometimes it’s hard to connect deeply and it kills me inside for some reason. All my old friends are getting married and living out their 20s while I feel like I’m rotting away because I can’t help myself. I work a dead end job and have failed every attempt to try to to find a career I enjoy. I thought I found god last year and now i just question everything constantly. Can’t beat any of the addictions I’ve been fighting for years. I don’t know how life got this dark, it’s like I feel nothing, but everything at the same time. No clue why I’m typing this, guess it needed to come out.
damn are we living the same life?
A 22 yr old here.. Nothing new for me buddy... Being suffering such a dead life from 2019 and trust me it didn't got ANY BETTER.. it actually became so worse that even after I tried my level best in everything, nothing buddy nothing worked in my favour, every damn thing went against me. Honestly it feels like God or the Universe has some personal beef with me.. They just don't want anything to get better in my case..
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Look at your options and take the best one. Got no education for an actual good job? Look for opportunities there! There are also job centers for you to figure yourself out. Nothing is too late. You just have to wake up and realize that you have to actively do more stuff, no matter how dark it looks. I'm 19, basically lost my family, just have my brother and grandmother. Got no degree, but I didn't give up and realized that all I needed to do is be more realistic instead of pessimistic. I went to a trade school, volunteered in a future workshop where I got connections to the principal of a trade school. Now I'm in said trade school doing my secondary school diploma (or "intermediate school certificate") in a year with great grades and hard work. I'll likely join either university or get an apprenticeship as a SWE. Before I had nothing. Now I basically have everything. I haven't found a woman for me yet, but I'm still young and not looking but I know how to find one: just get outside, communicate more and perhaps use dating apps. Try to research on how to make stuff happen and don't forget to go outside, even if you are shy, you have to build connections to get a better life. No one will bite you.
This is super random - but I was reading the comments and I just felt like I should comment on yours. I'm so sorry how life is going for you atm, and it hurts me to see how much it's affecting you. I honestly was crying reading your comment, you sounded so hopeless. I just felt like telling you that God does love you and has a plan for you, even if it seems like He doesn't. I don't wanna be that guy babbling a bunch of Christian mumbo-jumbo, so that's all I want to say, that's all I need to say. I encourage you to revisit that path you seem to have been on for a bit of trying to find God. I know you said that you question everything constantly, and I do the same thing, I question so many things. And that's ok, we were created to question, to doubt. To be curious. That's not a bad thing at all. I just encourage you to keep going down that path towards the Lord, and I promise, if you truly want to find Him, He will reveal Himself to you. I know a promise like that carries a heavy weight, but I am confident that if you search for Him and truly want to find Him with all your heart, He will show up; in your life, your relationships, everything. I know He did for me. He saved my life from what should've been a fatal car accident with a 0% chance of survival. He saved my Mom from cancer. He saved my best friend from getting hit by a car while riding his bike. I know He has a plan for me and I haven't finished that plan yet, and I think part of that is reaching out to you through this comment. I am praying and will continue to pray for you, that you will find the answers to the questions you have and that you can break the addictions you're suffering from. I know exactly what you're feeling, I really do. I've felt that exact feeling you're describing. I feel nothing, but everything. But I know that if you seek after God and give Him your burden that you've been feeling, He will take it from you. He already has when He died for you, you just have to accept Him and trust Him. I promise. Search for Him with your whole heart, and you will find Him. More importantly, just as you search for God, He will come to you and meet you whether you're at the highest of highs or the lowest of lows. If you have any questions about any of this, feel free to reply to this. Blessings, friend, and I will keep praying for you and hope this comment finds it's way to you.
I wish I was there. The colors, the fog, the ambiance. It just feels so welcoming. I want to curl up and sleep there, watching the traffic roll by.
summer is always hard for me. it’s been years since i last felt some humanity in my friendships. i feel a strong sense of alienation; like i’m not human and i don’t belong to them. and here we are now: it’s summer, school’s over, i’ll start university in september, and yet i couldn’t even live the last summer in my hometown like i wanted to. i think there’s something rotten inside of me. something that keeps me away from normality. i want to be human. i want to feel some connection.
Dear friend that's most likely a trauma disorder, I advise you to take a moment to breathe, sit back, relax, maybe even grab a drink or snack those help.
When you're ready go see a professional, someone who can partially diagnose you and give you the mental tools you need and if you can find one that truly cares about their patients the more likely you'll like to assist more often.
Good luck 🌟🌌
@@Angellance7 thank you, i needed this
As soon as I read this comment I thought "hey, that sounds like me too". I know what it's like to feel like you don't belong. To feel like everyone is so happy and content with life all around you and how worthless that can make you feel. I still have this issue. Since I started secondary/junior high/high school at the age of 12, every year has brought me something new as a challenge in life. I can recall nights I cried myself to sleep, nights I was so cold and tired from lack of feeding myself, and even times I wanted it all to end... to get away from this place. This life. This reality. So, when you say summer's hard for you, I completely feel you. I'm starting university in September too- time flies, doesn't it? I'll be 19 in October and I have a long way to go, and so do you- but we CAN do this. There will be days you'll feel like you've lost all your will, all your strength and happiness. But all of that is still in there, I promise. Life is a challenge everyone goes through every day, and I've learnt that everything is not as it seems... everyone hurts inside sometimes, and that's okay. You'll be okay. We will be okay. On the nights like this where you feel alone, I hope you can at least remember me- a stranger, but someone who came across your comment in this comment section and felt compelled to reply to only your voice among all the others here, as you mirrored the thoughts and feelings I hold within. I resonated and felt understood, even though you simply wrote a few lines. Neither you nor I, are alone in this world. There's so much to look forward to and so much more to learn! Smile, and breathe. I wish you all the best for the future, love from Ireland :)
@@sarahemib i smiled so big reading this. after feeling alone for so long, being understood by strangers on youtube is a very comforting feeling lol. i truly hope everything will work out for you as well :) wish you the best!
@@sim-gk4jm literally I feel the same ! dont worry is part of the journey of this world, just keep up smiling and doing good for YOUR heart not for anyone else
it‘s 3:36AM, I’m laying in bed, high. no family members left here, the next closest ones are ~2000km away. I’m staring at the ceiling, in my dark room. Memories come by, to simpler times. Sadness spreads. The past 15 months have been exhausting for me, with many changes and difficulties.. where do I belong? then I feel little paws moving around on the blanket I’m laying under.
the purring and cuddling gives me comfort. what a bitter sweet life
the sadness now is the happiness later. You will have happiness again.
It always gets better king this is just a storm it shall pass we dont know when but we know it will all we have to do buddy is ride it then we will see those sunny days. I say we cos we're in this together i may be 10000s miles away bro but ive been down this same path bro you got this dawg
little paws are everything that we need sometimes. little sweet paws and purring 😺
You belong to Jesus.
@@vinicraftmaster7597 kindly fuck off with your moral scapegoats.
Listening while I get ready for bed. Life has really hit me in the last year. I’m getting older, everyone around me is getting older. My childhood is gone and I’ll never get it back. I don’t live at home anymore. My mom is an empty nester. I’m realizing just how fast time goes and how everything in life is truly a blessing. I’ve struggled with change my entire life; for some reason, when I was a little girl, I never pictured myself being where I am today; growing and experiencing life through my own eyes. I always thought I would stay little forever. Sadly, my younger self had to grow, she had to flourish into who she is today, but that just means time doesn’t stop for anyone or anything. I don’t have many people to talk to about this, so I tend to let it sit inside. But, growing up has been incredibly difficult, some days I just cry because I don’t even feel as though I’m in reality. I wish so badly that I could go back, not because I regret anything, but because my life growing up was picture perfect, out of a movie. I’m so grateful to have been given the childhood I was blessed with. My parents are everything and more to me. They are the reason I am the way I am today. I just wish they knew how hard it was for me to grow up, I need them now more than ever.
I wish I could give you a big hug! Thank you for sharing this and God Bless you!
as a young 15 year old, I can compare truly to what you feel. I am a sophomore in hs and this summer has been the worst. Why? Well, like you mentioned, it doesn't hit the same like it used to and every night, i replay memories of when i was a little girl. I didn't get the childhood that I always dreamed of, but it was the best that was given! Of course, nowadays I see complete families with children walking at a park or playing all together in a playground. When i see them, all I can do is shed a tear, wondering how i let those moments slide and how I didn't cherish them enough. Being in hs is like hell on earth. My parents on the other hand, they are to busy and recently both of them are in their 50's. I am scared that one day they won't be here anymore. Of course they still have time left, but in this world, you can't really promise anything.
My issues? I don't have friends, I hate going out, I hate being around people who are sweet on the outside and bitchy on the inside. I just wished for my inner child core would somehow come out and spread again. I came to this playlist for a reason because I have nothing else to do and my mind can't shut down in order for me to sleep because of all of my thinking... My life has been more stressful than ever. I just started with driving stuff and learning how to find myself a job for the meantime. Younger me wouldn't be worrying about this. Instead, i would be thinking about all the fun stuff I could finally get to do this summer, maybe jump in a pool, or even take a quick vacation with my fam. But that was 6 year old me. 15 year old me just wants to hit rewind. But what can you do? Nothing. Nothing but to move on. 1 am is when everyone is most in pain. Ive read in many other comments that younger us would go to our parents when we felt sad or scared. But now we tend to stay away from them and use the night time to cry for help. Heck, ive cried for help way to much that ive even come to the conclusion on what my tears taste like! lol!
But yeah, life isn't easy and it doesn't get easier. Soon ill be done with school, having a 9-5 job, and eventually moving out of my safe place, my home..
If you are a young kid reading this, please, please don't let stupid things ruin your life. I say this because you only live once, and there is no "going back button". The time is now. Enjoy a life i may not been able to have :)
@@joyful_jasas a almost 17 year old guy, i really have no idea what the future holds for me. I’m also autistic which makes having to work all that much more complicated. All I want is to have a home where I can be myself all I want, its the opposite from your situation.
I understand exactly how you feel. In fact, you've put how I really feel into a great perspective for me. My mom passed when I was 15. My older brother passed in 2022. Not to mention grandparents and other very close people in my life have all gone above. I have mourned my childhood for a very long time. Just as you said, some days I just sit and cry because I don't feel I'm in reality either. My dad is getting older. Time is passing by. I never imagined my life like it is now. Without my mom and brother. I'm not even 30 yet. I just don't even know how to handle everything sometimes. Even though I'm hurt, I know I am strong. The things I've been through mentally from grief, to bullying to abusive relationships, someone else would've probably given up and unalived themselves. Can't say that I've never thought about it, because I have. More than twice. I can't sink into that place though. I've got so many wonderful things to experience in my adult life. I'm not going to give up. FINALLY lol. I do wish you the very best with everything you're feeling. Just 1 day at a time. Regardless of how it may seem some days, and I completely understand it, but you are NOT alone in this world.
I understand that a little. It's hard to believe sometimes how long I've been on this planet, how far I've come. It's hard to sit in reality and say that this is my life sometimes. It's hard to believe that I'm going into my senior year of college, that the four years of high school have flown by and are long gone, and with it the four years of college. I can't go back and relive memories even though I wish I could. Time does fly by fast and doesn't feel real at times.
In the dark, no one can see you. And so, no one can also hurt you.
This is amazing . I'm not confident that I can do it .Still, please give it a listen if you like. SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
Right , that’s the healing part of darkness
@@gustavogomez9158 agree
Real
true until you step on a lego
5:19 утра, лежу на кровати, смотрю в потолок и слушаю эту музыку. Сегодня в школу, мне осталось спать меньше часа, хах. Читаю комментарии и становится спокойно на душе. Люди рассказывают свои истории, грустные и хорошие, добрые. Все здесь друг друга поддерживают и меня это радует. Сейчас, в этот момент, я счастлива. Тихо и спокойно, из открытого окна веет легкой прохладой, а от волос пахнет цветочным запахом. Я хочу ценить такие моменты. И хочу чтобы и другие их ценили. Ребят, цените жизнь. Это немного банально, и все же. Надеюсь у вас все будет хорошо.
最初の音を聴いて一瞬でこの世界に落ちました。寂しくて優しい音色が最高です。この作品を生み出してくれてありがとう。
This is amazing . I'm not confident that I can do it .Still, please give it a listen if you like. SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
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同じ日本人見つけられてめっちゃ嬉しいーー！！日本の人この手のジャンルあんまり聞かないイメージあるから、コメント見つける度に共感しちゃう！
お互いがんばっていこうぜ。
Yall got this. Get up. Get going. Believe in yourself. Change ur perspective. Be consistent. Keep hope but not a belief. Stay positive. Reduce social media usage. And you got it, a peaceful life.
Reducing social media is 🔑
Well said
لطالما سكنني شعور غريب بالانفصال، عن هذا الحي، وعن هذا البلد، وحتى عن الكون بأسره. لا أدري لِمَ أشعر بهذا الفراغ العميق.
لكن حين أستمع إلى تلك الموسيقى التي تحملني إلى أحضان الماضي، وإلى دفء عائلتي، أشعر وكأنني أستعيد جزءًا من نفسي الضائع.
هذا الشعور مزيج من الحزن والإحباط، ومع ذلك، لا أستطيع التخلي عنه. ربما لأنه الشرارة الوحيدة التي تبعث فيّ شيئًا من الحياة
اشعر بنفس الانفصال الذي تتكلم عنه و لكن ربما هذه هديه اعطاها لنا الله لكي نصبح مميزين و ليس كالبقيه.اطمئن انت لست وحيدا
يعني تقصد ان ربنا بعت لنا ذا الفيديو عشان يقول لنا انو معانا؟؟ @@mohammedbahaa4214
life is amazing, its just that many people fail to realize. remain peaceful, everything will be right. god is always with us.
Thank you 🤲🏼❤️
So positive , you made my day ✌️
We got a wonderful life. We are happy atlast. We are we are❤
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amen.
Life's ok.
Since I've lost a friend by suicide, I was stucked in depression for some months. But still, the own life is going on. Don't lose hope on yourself. You matter and life can also be pretty nice sometimes too. So keep up stranger!
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Suicide is one of the most selfless things that often gets misconstrued as selfish. Truly, the definition of a tragedy, to be misunderstood in death as in life.
I'm glad you loved your friend enough to miss them, and I hope that the bad feelings of missing them can eventually turn into a warm feeling of comfort knowing that you got to be their friend
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Never blame yourself for the other persons actions!
i've had a similar experience this year. wishing you all the best ❤
This is the type of music I love. I hate my life, myself, I don’t understand myself. I feel misplaced, misunderstood, no one listens to me, don’t know what my future holds, feel like I let my family down, can’t stop thinking of how screwed up I am but this music helps calm me down, makes me happy. I have no motivation to do anything. I go to work and come home. It just feels like I’m working towards nothing and everything I’ve been doing is for nothing. Recently just went through a break up, long story short she was messing around with other people. I just don’t understand some of these emotions or how to handle them. Thank you author, seeing this comment section shows I’m not alone and it helps. So thank you again
Yeah
I feel like the only person that is the most harshest on me is myself. Sometimes I have the toxic tendency to have a very low opinion on myself. May that be physically, by personality, intelligence or even by being myself. Sometimes I wish I could see past my mistakes. What is helping me recently to gain a little perspective on what my life should be about is to count my blessings no matter how little they might be. I have hundreds of reasons to be grateful; my family, my home, my ability to see, smell, hear, talk. I have every reason to live. You have every reason to live because the only thing that should keep you moving forward is yourself. You are worth of a good life. Make what you can with what you have with the intention to grow a better person. Honor the people that have the time to love you by who you are, be kind to people. Everybody has a different journey, so don't go comparing yourself to others. You are you, you don't need another persons success to determine yours, everybody has a different path, different struggles.
This was very well written. I never comment on anything related to social media, but I appreciate your words. Definitely left an impact on me.I know certain others who see this comment feel the same as I do. Hope you are doing well!
What a relief listen to this while I’m in traffic jam, all that stressing crowd fades away while I close the windows of my car.
I let my mind to be relaxed because I’m going back to home.
Writing this at my bedroom , I can see through my window it’s raining…
Finally I’m feeling safe between soft-clean sheets , my eyes are closing , my worries are not relevant, they are fading away like stardust…
So dreamy... :)))))
Europa 18.53 h,...wenn du das selbst geschrieben hast, bist du ein wunderbarer Romantiker mein Freund, und das als Mann,...na ihr Frauen, seid ihr nicht beeindruckt,...aber nein, ihr wollt ja lieber Männer die "lustig" sind,...arme Frauen von heute, nur noch Mitleid für euch,...Ric
sounds cozy :)
Best vibes, keep yourself in peace brother
Guys, don’t give up. I did, twice, and now I live with this weight that’s hard to explain-regret, disappointment, and wondering what could’ve been. I keep telling myself it’s not too late, that I could still try, but something inside me feels broken, like I’ve lost that chance. I have a friend who had the same dream. He didn’t quit, and now he’s living it, doing what he loves every day. I’m happy for him, I really am, but it’s hard not to think about how different my life would be if I had just kept going. Sometimes I look at myself and wonder-what if I hadn’t given up? Would I be where I wanted to be, instead of stuck here, feeling like I’m just going through the motions? I guess what I’m saying is, don’t make the same mistake I did. Keep pushing, even when it’s hard. You don’t want to wake up one day and realize the thing you were chasing slipped through your fingers.
Bro what's your story? Admission phase?
I love the feeling of late nights when the lights of the city are still shining. I don’t live in the city but something about a place that never sleeps makes me feel calm. Kind of like a night light when you are a kid. 🌃
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wao it makes me had a vision dream
It’s just so…..pretty.
Love is the only solution. Love your family, love your memories, love your efforts, love yourself, love your friends, love the world, love the life, love love love...
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@@BlueJayGenix 🫶
Love God. ❤
Thanks
love because Jesus Loves us. Each and every one of you
It is so wholesome to see people from around the world expressing how they feel and what they're going through.. and I'm really sorry for what is happening with ya'll hope that you all get better and well , stay strong you got this! STAY POSITIVE.. GOD IS WITH US ❤
no matter the way i feel. when i enter work, i tell everyone it'll be a good day. started this job 3 years ago and despite it being mcdonalds, ive grown attached to it becasue of the workers. they all have unique stories. i have been having terrible days, where i dont want to get out of bed, but i do. i have to. when i go to work, i keep a positive attitude, and take whats dished to me. im only 20 and i look at my employees when im manager as little family members. theyre my family and i want the best for them.
I've struggled recently with fears that almost consume my every thought. I've told my friends and family a little about them but they don't know how much these fears haunt me. It just feels so good to cry over them and to know I am apart of a community that shares similar experiences. I wish i could know the future so I could brace myself or stop feeling these fears. I wish I could be certain of what's going to happen or where I'm going to go, but I can't and I feel lost.
There is only one natural human fear that everyone has, it is the base for many things. That is the fear of the unknown, and at this current point in time the human hive mind has failed to find a solution to that. That isn't to say we haven't tried, we have created things like religion and fortune however the constant struggle is definitely stressful but you can make it through, never forget that fact.
I love it when it rains,when its cloudy, everyone's mood turns from normal to depressed and serious which is what i like about that weather,i just wish i could stand in the rain for hours,just listening to every particle of water hit the ground,browse through thousands of thoughts,but for personal reasons i can't.
The person that I thought I could never get over, I’m finally over them. It’s so peaceful instead of entertaining toxicity. I met someone else who can treat me right 🥰!
This is amazing . I'm not confident that I can do it .Still, please give it a listen if you like. SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
I’m glad you did . You’re evolving and glowing into something new
Glad to hear this even if we don’t know each other
Felicitations, or however you English speaking people say it
This time, make sure to love yourself enough to know how others ought to treat you
yeah right. you said more about your past than your current in this comment alone.
sometimes, this type of unsettling (in a unique way) but oddly familiar tones give me visions of the past and future…
This is amazing . I'm not confident that I can do it .Still, please give it a listen if you like. SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
Same dude
After reading through almost all of these comments, I now feel much better. Lately I have been having mental problems that sounds funny but Im just a 16 years old boy after all. I feel like I'm lost but now I feel much better. Thanks.
Omg I got recommended this on 2 AM 😮.
Same 👀👀
Same brouu.....🤔
Same bro
Wtf almost, it's 1:55 here and now
In my case, it's 23:23. Wait... I will see that part of the video right now. 🤔
Videos like these always makes me think a lot.
Question and wonder about the function of purpose, or sometimes lack thereof. The recognition of people getting up to try to achieve something in their lives whether for good or not so great. To find out how our own story ends and what happens afterwards, an epilogue of sorts.
Thinking about how many times I look at the moon throughout the years and how much I liked staring at it whether thinking about something or not. The emotions and pains of other people, how it clashes against mine and others around them and me. It’s ‘fun’ in a way. The multiple nuances that it takes to be a being in general. It’s like a deep pool to think about
It reminds me of a cold winter night. Out in the streets illuminated by the warm glow of street lights. Walking through the snow and just reminiscing... Reading your old group chat messages, wondering how you could be so open in the past, passing by the house you lived in when all was still well... Remembering all the small talks about random stuff, all the online matches after school. How you were shaped by the person that feels so distant nowadays... It's so weird to think that the person you look at with fury and fear, the one that appears as the living ghost of your past, the embodiment of all your suffering was once your best friend
If anyone's reading this, know that it gets better. In a year I've gone from being lowkey suicidal to just sort of lonely. I'm still nostalgic for that time (yay, being nostalgic in highschool is so great), but i am moving forward with moderate success
❤❤❤
Блин это видео случано включилось и на часах реально было 2 часа ночи. Обожаю этот жанр ... Но вот чем я хочу поделиться.
Сейчас я слушаю эту музыку лёжа у себя в пустой комнате без света. И я чувствую что-то... Такое бывает у меня часто. Я порой испытываю такое но я не знаю как это описать. И этот момент не исключение. Вдохновение? Катарсис? А может я просто сумашедший?
Я не знаю через какие искусства мне выразить то, что я чувствую. Стихи? Музыка? Кино? Меня распирает изнутри. Не всегда, но довольно часто. Как правило поздней ночью у меня в голове идеи, образы, а сегодня просто сплошное чувство, непонятное. И я так хочу его выразить!!!т Я так хочу показать миру, что я чувствую и как смотрю на него. По-своему. А на утро я просыпаюсь без этой "магии". Абсолютно пустой и обыденный. Словно ночью просыпается волшебство.
Я не пьян, не накуренный. Я абсолютно трезв просто пора уже спать.
Конкретно сейчас я испытываю какое-то чувство прекрасного. И сама мысль о том, что в огромном космосе из вечной пустоты, рождённой одиночеством звёзд в необъятных просторах холодной вселенной где-то есть существо, которое лежит сейчас в наушниках и слушая музыку испытывает нечто подобное просто взрывает мне мозг.
I also like to lie in my room and just listen to this kind of music and just sit there blankly. Then, something beautiful and gentle comes to mind, and a lot of ideas come to mind. But because I lack artistic ability, I can't express the full feeling I feel, and that's a shame. I hope that someday you too can fully express what you feel.
@@김성아-y9g Спасибо большое! Я тебе того же желаю ⊂(◉‿◉)つ
Как же я тебя понимаю
Amazing, love u
шкибиди Доб доб доб доб ес ес ес ес
I often think about a friend I used to hang out with as a kid whenever me and my family visited relatives out of state. We got along very well, played NES games and watch RUclips sometimes. When my relatives moved back to my home state I would never see her again and we didn't have a way of staying in touch. Sometimes I wonder if she remembers me or did she forget me. If I could go back in time for a day, I would gladly revisit those memories.
Why you do not text her?
@@ОлександрТартачний-ж9ж we were young and didn't have a phone.
@@ОлександрТартачний-ж9ж Well we didn't have cell phones as a kid and I didn't have internet at the time. (Sorry if your seeing this again, not sure if my previous reply went through.)
genuine advice if u remember her full name or her parent's full name it is still VERY possible to track her thru social media, for example theres a good chance her mom or dad might have a facebook so just type their name and u might find her. Good Luck
@@vandit6 Thanks, I really appreciate it ^-^
most mornings I make a coffee, sit down at my desk, put on an Eternal Depth piece, and write in my journal. This routine has been improving my quality of life drastically. Thank you for being part of it!
I cant expain my situation but the songs and comments feel like its let me finally admit something to myself and I feel like I can heal from the things that have happened, it feels like a blockade has been lifted a small amout, letting me able to confront that past 5 years of pain and trauma. I never let myself feel that my situation is bad as I would always say that my sister or mother or people who have lost thier family and loved ones have it worse. I felt that I needed to block up every anger and sadness and put up a fake version of myself. Ive come to realize that my pain is valid, and that although other hurt, it should stop me from truly getting better. While I still dont think I can truly talk about myself, this playlist and its comments have helped me reflect on my life, that bad and the good, and helped me solve some past trauma. Thank you to all❤
this give me nostalgic, weird, sad, happy feelings at the same time
As someone who finds it hard to calm my racing mind before bed, I love this type of music. Listening to it with the lights low, relaxing in my bed, and allowing my thoughts to come and eventually calm down helps me sleep so much better than tossing and turning for an hour.
в этой грусти есть частичка чего то теплого и уютного, попадешь в какую то эйфория, спасибо автору!
Солидарна с этим
This is amazing I'm not confident that I can do it .Still, please give it a listen if you like. SOUEI YAMAOKA
無人島
listening to this at 2am rn. goodnight yall
7:31 ✨
Surreal feeling of the universe where we live in , staring at the stars , listening to this is truly Art.
The comments on these kind of videos always go with the song vibes 😊
damn i genuinely hope things get better for all of us
me too bro...meee tooooo......:(
eventually they will
If your reading this than always look after yourself in life, love yourself for who you really are, give new things a go weather you may not like it give it a go, and build your confident you'll need it. Especially in tough times
I've been living in another country for almost 3 years. I'm enjoying it, but I've been hurt a lot by people at work. They've actually been my friends for many years, even before I came here, and in recent years I've been very disappointed. I was humiliated and discredited many times. The worst is, I was afraid to say I would like to leave. Sundays, tears, dinners and work always alone. I was tired, I cried too many times at 2:00am. However, I decided to be the best and I started to sketch my future. I don't know from where the motivation came, but I gave my best planning my year, working a lot to go on vacation. Im not rich, but I said to myself that I will work hard to live the best vacations of my life. I just realized that anybody is worried about me, and its ok everybody is very busy. Only I know what's best for me, I don't want to be commanded by other people's feelings. In 3 months I'll leave this country and I will start everything again. Im excited to my trip in Europe to know new people, try new food and experiences. Thank you God for the opportunity to restart, thank you the Lost Sounds for being my playlist.
Wish you all the best!❤
When I first came to this video I pictured a vibe sitting on a foggy autumn night at 2 a.m. watching the gloomy city lights. Either after a party or an event or a lage meeting. This feeling of "afterparty" or "after laugther" would set it. Everytime I drove home late at night I used to look at those lights and feel this gentle sense of melancholy sink in. A peaceful solitude. Blissful emptiness. Mostly during November nights. I used to sit by my window watching the lights until 2 or 3 a.m.
But after reading all of the comments, it sets a different atmosphere and vibe. All of the gentle souls that by chance are sitting at their windows hoping for a better future... I hope it turns out for you.
My grandma passed away in July. I have been quite lost and I have no idea what to do with my life. Lately my mental health was getting worse and I just couldn't stop overthinking about my future till she appeared in my dream last night. I was quite aware that she was dead in a dream but still the moment I saw her I pulled her into a hug it felt so real. She told me I'm doing good and I'll be alright. I just couldn't stop crying. I Woke up right after literally felt chills. I really needed it
I really wish your okay and living your best
its my birthday and i dont feel my excitement, the excitement i had when i was a kid.
kinda late but happy birthday bro 🎉🎉
live the life you want to live, and enjoy everything in the moment.
- some random guy
@@flare_63 thanks
You’re a man now my boy , you need men things
Kinda late, but happy birthday bro. I have the same feeling where I can't feel any excitement for anything. Kinda envy to people who still had it.
Well, life continuous... Let's just live.
Happy belated birthday. I understand how that feels. You're not alone.
I finally found a girl who truly loves me and i am so happy to see her tomorrow and i still come here just to remember all the bad times i had to go though to get to were i am now and i miss my best friend who is now in haven happy i found someone who truly is wonderful and special to me i love her with all my heart and i would give everything up i lost my dad and now live with my mom and still don't feel right i miss being with my dad and it is crazy to think people come here to talk about life but naver to someone face to face but to someone over the screen who gets them life is truly a maze but this helps make it easier. Love you guys and love every body here who needs it❤.
I wish you happiness
wish you the best of the world my dear friend. I'm so sorry for your loss, I can't even begin to imagine the pain you went through. Best of luck to the both of you and your family
@@reeyzox2277 thank you and you as well my friend
@@arnavkmr3895 thank you and you as well my friend
K his made me cry as a person that doesn’t really cry this is just and I’m sorry I had to go through that
If you are reading this. I just wish for you to be happy. To be healthy and all the people you love. I hope you will proud of yourself and love yourself and never feel worthless because you deserve it. Just take alot of care of yourself because you are special . You are amazing and i hope all your wishes come true and all your hardwork have a succesful outcome. Be brave and keep going. You are amazing. Im proud of you❤️
Life would be too beautiful if there were only people from these comments
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Hahaha ❤ he’ll yea 😏
FR
And people wouldn't be so cruel and mean then
felt that brother ❤
As you find yourself in darkness, I hope your light will grow.
As you dive deeper within yourself, I hope you find all you need to know.
As you awaken, I hope you see the world with new eyes.
I hope you know your troubles are temporary as every sun set is followed by a sun rise.
I hope you know that you are stronger every time you get back up.
I hope you know that YOU, yes You will always be enough.
Be blessed, and know you are loved. 🙌🏽
lit
if you ever feeling lonely, reach out to people my friend. the one who you feel comfortable the most. tell them what it is inside your heart, what you want them to hear, what your feeling are. remember, you are not alone. its 4:01am in Malaysia, I'm awake earlier than usual today and listening to this while laying in my bed. man what a feeling. thinking about life, about future what will I be ? grateful to be alive another day ,thanks to god. There is so much I want to say, but I hope you guys have a wonderful day today. Cheers !
I like listening to this when I’m writing a story with a specific atmosphere because it truly gives you another outlook on things in general❤️
I’m listening to this at my second (night) job.
People and their ambitions, kind-hearted sadness, a slight feeling of loneliness in a big city, and life flows differently at night
Don’t stray from the path to your dream!
29 y.o., KZ
Listening to songs like this...always makes me think what could have been. I feel peace and pain and at the same time i feel nothing. I wanna cry but i cried too much i cant anymore. Im all alone just moving with the flow. Going forward into nothing. Old friends, brotherhoods, family i lost it all. Now im just on the internet the only place i can think its safe. Roaming around commenting watching videos. Arguing even tho i dont want to. Trouble always finds me. Playing games. Waking up in cold mornings and go to work. Repeat. I have no life they took it from me. But its not like i care anymore....if anyone reads this please...love your loved ones. Bc you never knew when you lost them. No money can buy you love nor true happiness. You earn those by the ones you care about
i don’t know anymore. i don’t know what to do in life, i’m turning 20 yet i still haven’t figured out life. when i was young i remember having these big dreams, like having an idea what i want to do when i grow older. i actually have planned out everything like what career i’am going to pursue. but now that i’m grown up. i realized that life doesn’t always turn out the way we planned. from having big dreams to not knowing what to do. and sometimes i wondered if only life was little kinder to me i wouldn’t reached this point of life, where everything is so hard for me. traumas from the past that haunts me everyday making it more difficult for me to get things done.
You're still 20. Trust this comment your at the beginning you still have a long life, work through it love/hate it but own it and live/love it cause it's life
I'm kind of right there with you. I'm 21 and haven't figured out much. I haven't figured out what I want to do with my life exactly. I'm sorry for what you went through, but, like me, we're just starting out in life and as adults. Everything's going to be okay, we have time to figure it out
You're 20. Still a kid, no need to rush. Things get better. Try the craziest sh*t you can imagine, your future self will have a good laugh and thank you.
It's my chemistry pre-board or pre-final exam tomorrow in my last year of high school. There is anxiety and fear in n heart , hopes to pass the exam. As the school life is coming to an end things are hitting differently and this music is so comforting. I don't know what I will be doing next year this time but my heart is in dilemma, I wanna leave this school but also wanna relive the moments again. May God and our future will be kind to us🥺🥺.
Listening to this while studying late and overwhelmed by too much expectations on my time: school, life, work, kid, it feels like I'm going to crumble. But this music makes it easier to take the next step, keep on moving, trust and hope for a moment that it will all be ok, it is all ok.
same here. i love you n hope you are well
I realize I don't ever want to know what it feels like to miss my parents.
It's ok to be scared because that's life perfectly in balance darkness and light mixed together, I wish you the best, and if you ever feel demotivated or lost just know that this random stranger believed in you. Believe in me that believes in you.
It is my worst fear in the world. I have had so many dreams of lossing them especially my father which I love with all my heart.
Same my worst fear to just to lose the only person I have my dad
thanks for the reminder, damn 😅
As someone who lost her father, you really really don't but... There comes a time when you realize that all the memories they've infused into little corners of your life can help you feel like they're still with you. Sometimes I throw a glance in the mirror and suddenly my dad's features are staring back at me.
Comment section comnects you to a different world . A whole new dimension! Its so calmimg and appreciating at the same time. Its 2:37 am rn and i am the only one who is awake in my whole hoise every body is sleeping , i was completimg my notes but spon after this video I got lost in my thoughts, paused and started thinking about my own life . It feels like getting lost somewhere where noone can find me .Appreciate what you have rn and remember to pause and breathe. Take good care of yourselves . You may achieve whatever you want in life 💗✨🤌🏻. Good night guys take care of yourself 🌸
i miss my father... listen to this song makes me remember how i really want he to recover and back to home after hospitalized. but now he died, i feel like i just lost myself since then.
aw im so sorry, i hope you get better soon
You’re ok kid . Trust me your father is proud.
Making him never regret what he did for you . And never forget him , live a long happy life .
I recently lost my grandfather. Now I share this pain with you
@@evafisher313 I also recently lost my grandfather. I miss him, it felt like he was the only person who really care about me. His death still feels surreal. I understand you pain and rip too him❤
Оставлю комментарий чтобы в будущем я снова сюда пришел и почитать о том, как сейчас чувствую пустоту. Я получил много негативных эмоции просто так, я не заслужил это, за что это все. Я правда думаю дох сих пор, почему так люди порой ведут себя, сначала они другие а через время - они показывают свое нутро. Но нутро которое они скрывают чтобы не потерять тебя - но это сложно. Я потерял человека в плане общение только из за того что сам этот человек хотел - нашла замену и она счастливая, последние сообщение были от нее, что я ей комплекс навел, и я думаю что она это заслужила, т.к сама виновата. И то что она бросила меня - без причины.
Я не хочу ничего, не отношений, не любви и т.д - я хожу около до около, строю ложные надежды что можно почувствовать новые эмоции - но когда ты приходишь к одному итогу. Ты просто теряешь смысл в этих ходах. Ты уже хочешь стать на месте, войти в мысли и подумать - что тут не так. Думаешь что дело в тебе, то что ты добрый позитивный человек - но делах в людях. Кому то везет, кому то нет - кто то видит хорошего человека, а если плохой - уходит. А если наоборот. Не нужно себя ненавидить, не любить за то - что тебе дала вселенная. А именно те качества которые ценят очень мало людей, и это не просто так - надо чтобы ты находил таких же хороших людей как и ты. Я хочу сказать что когда я прочитаю этот текст - я буду каждый момент своей жизни вспоминать с человеком, который сделал мне хорошо в данный период времени - так и ушла ток из за того, что человек сам копал яму под собой, отговорки что не виновата она, а просто обстоятельства.
Я просто хочу сказать одно тебе читатель - если ты что то хочешь, то либо добивайся, или оно само придет. Не нужно торопиться это жизнь - оно дает тебе насладиться каждым моментом, т.к эти моменты не купить за деньги, не вернуть через машину времени - цени то что ты видишь сейчас, оно не вечно. И я уже должен научиться терять людей и не только людей - свои эмоции которые делают любимые близкие люди. Хватит этого дерьма, хватит терпеть и видеть одно и тоже в надежде на что то изменить - это не так
Скоро новый год и я рекомендую провести так его - как ты не праздновал все эти праздники новогодние, вспомни что произошло в жизни, что тебе пришло а что ушло и самое главное - находи ошибки и из них делай опыт, это самое главное, т.к тебе это в будущем пригодиться. А я пойду, тут все англ язычные и я знаю что никто это не прочитает, сомневаюсь что это вообще увидит. Последние слова - я любил ее, а она нет, ведь ток она теряла ко мне интерес из за своих глупых поступков. Она пожалеет о содеянном - но это поздно, жизнь это бумеранг, кто тебе сделал плохо - вернется x2, кто то верит в это а кто нет - но я убедился в том что бумеранг существует. Пусть она дальше его любит - у нее будет такой же конец как и со мной. Я отпущу этого человека, только дайте мне время и мне будет хорошо. Надеюсь я начну чувствовать наслаждение жизни - а не думать что это все играть. Я многое что мог написать но мне просто лень, я написал ту базу которая у меня голове - и когда я снова сюда вернуть и буду читать. Я надеюсь что у меня будет только ухмылка на лице и в голове мысли: Ты это все перешагнул друг, ты теперь лучшая версия этого человека, что писал. Молодец, горжусь за тебя юный добрый парень, не унывай нос - все что тут было написано, делает тебя сильнее каждым разом.
Пока
чел, до слёз, крепись
I'm 70 and my life is more or less OK. I've always been considered odd, but being retired I don't have to negotiate a lot of human interactions. I have my cat, online friends, movies and books, and just enough SSI to squeak by every month. Better than I expected. I like this music. It reminds me of those Brian Eno ambient music albums I played constantly in the early 70s. It sounds like an ice cream truck, it's batteries running low as it sinks thru total blackness to the bottom of some deep marine trench ...
Every time I hear these songs, I always look at the sky and the stars through my window at night and think about my life, my late classmate, and everything else in life😕🕊🌙
I am a person who loves the night very much, at night my life is completely fresh and I find a lot of cool things including your music, it's a wonderful thing.....
Its quiet and calm, for a second i almost believe im the last one on earth...
I’m a night person too! More peaceful I guess. But then it’s also when I think of the love I lost…..and cry. He is gone and I know he won’t come back so I keep trying to put that out of my head. Hard to do. The music is so soothing, I ‘m hoping it will help. Glad to see there are other night spirits like me! 🕛 🌌🌙
This playlist helped me pass my finals, thank you to the artist who made these
To anyone who comes across this message, remember that you've given your all today, and that's something to be proud of. We're grateful to have you here with us, and as a new day approaches, don't forget to take a well-deserved break and recharge. Tomorrow is a fresh start filled with opportunities.
its already 2am here in dubai, and i would want nothing more than this. keeps me stay focus as medical physician, thank you.
I hope you are doing good bro!
This is amazing . I'm not confident that I can do it .Still, please give it a listen if you like. SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
Keep doing you bro . Skies the limit
Listening to this at 3:30am in Dubai
lol i have medical exams next week
We always say, "it's all connected," but in reality we are connected to each other
Weird, it’s 2am here and this was recommended to me. I’ll take that as confirmation that I’m on the right track in life 🙌
Сейчас 02:37. Я долго не могла понять, к какой цели мне идти, что будет в будущем. Недавно ко мне пришло осознание, моя душа успокоилась. Но не успела она успокоится, как появились новые переживания. Сейчас я перехожу в 9 класс, буду учиться до 11, казалось бы, можно еще гулять, но меня очень сильно запугали учителя, сказали, что надо к началу учебного года выбрать себе профессию и тд. В общем решила пойти в архитектурный вуз, надо будет готовиться к вступительным экзаменам, к сдачи ОГЭ и ЕГЭ, что не может не пугать. Так же мне надо будет уехать из своего родного города, тк у нас в городе нет архитектурных вузов, или просто вузов, в которых есть направление по данной специальности. У меня подрастает младшая сестра, если мне придется уехать, я не знаю, когда буду возвращаться, я боюсь пропустить ее взростле, становление ее как личности. Еще я боюсь того, что буду в большом городе совершенно одна. Простите за такие откровения, я просто хочу высказаться, но к сожалению морально не могу высказать что то подруге, тк боюсь, что она меня не поймет. Такие видео, которые появляются у меня в ленте, успокаивают мою внутреннюю тревогу, большое спасибо автору, сотворяет чудо!! Спасибо.
Привет! Ты только сама начинаешь свой путь становления себя как личности , сосредоточься на себе и проигнорируй мнения окружающих. К сожалению, часто бывает, что преподаватели оказываются не самыми профессиональными. На моем опыте обучения нам часто говорили только негативные вещи, пытаясь убедить, что мы ничего не сможем достичь. Теперь мне почти 23 года, я работаю, и все школьные и университетские заботы остались позади. Никогда не могла понять людей, которые хотели бы вернуться в школьные годы и считали это время беззаботным. Но, может быть, со временем и ты почувствуешь то же самое. Желаю, чтобы все твои мечты сбылись, не стесняйся делиться своими мыслями с подругой - важно поддерживать друг друга. Если она не поймет тебя, возможно, это не твой человек, и это станет ясно со временем. Желаю тебя всего самого наилучшего! 💗✨
Все будет хорошо. Вся жизнь впереди , пусть он будет наполнена больше теплом.
This music feels like a gentle embrace from nature itself. Every note is soothing, like a whisper from the forest or a soft breeze on a summer’s evening. Thank you so much for creating this beautiful escape from the chaos of life. To everyone else listening right now, I hope this melody brings you as much calm and peace as it’s bringing me. May you find a quiet moment to just breathe and be present today. Wishing each of you a beautiful day filled with light and relaxation.
Lost my sister to cancer when I was 10, she was only 17. Then lost my dad, who killed himself the following year after a rough divorce that shattered my family, when I was 11. The next years, I was at rock bottom and could not even go to school anymore.
I saw the light at the end of the tunnel when I managed to return to middle school, and later high school, where I made new friends and rediscovered the feeling of happiness. During highschool, I lost my cat. She was my best friend since I was 7. We grew up together while she was the only one there for me throughout the hard times. She followed me everywhereI went, keeping me company every single night. Strangely, for a brief moment, I forgot all my problems and felt relieved everytime she was next to me, as if she knew what I was going through. If she had not been there, you would have most probably never read this story. It shattered me.
A year later, I lost my cousin, who was more like a brother to me. We had spent nearly every summer together since I was five. At that point, I truly felt cursed and struggled to cope.
Now, at 22, I've just lost who I thought was the love of my life.
Despite all of this, I’ve always found a way to get back up. I’ve always tried to remain positive, but I would be lying if I said I did it on my own. My deepest gratitude goes to my mom, who, after my dad passed away, has been my unwavering support. I’m incredibly blessed to have her by my side, as she's always kept me going.
While my story isn’t the saddest or the happiest, every person’s path is unique. Remember, no matter what happens, always get back up and stay positive. Everything happens for a reason, and I believe we’re all here to learn something. Life doesn’t happen to us; it happens for us.
I hope this bad time passes quickly
As a caretaker personality, i push all my problems comfortably to the side. Ive done it so well that i don't ever think about it, so the only way to confront my small amount of issues left is to sit back, relax and let my mind go to a Serene setting. These are the videos that help best, a best case scenario setting and some calm music. Ill go out to my porch early in the night and sit with my eyes closed and let my mind wander and be thankful that i can help people and most importantly be thankful that im not deeply depressed anymore.
The fact that this got in my feed at 2 am is just crazy 😮
Truly a beautiful sight, I imagine myself being on the highest floor and then sitting on the edge.
Watching people/vehicles passing by from a distance
I listen to music and release all the negative things inside me
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Sippin on something. Don’t know but something 🤔
Hey if your reading this, just remember that this pain is temporary and will not last forever, and while you're going through it you're not alone we are all in this together doing the best we can, I'm proud of you for still being here fighting every day, because it's really not easy but you still strong enough to not give up, know that I care about you and I'm glad you're here, your feelings are valid and I believe you'll get to a better place with time. I hope this helps, you don't have to accept my comment or like it, but I just did it for the people who needs it. Remember to drink water get some rest and check on your loved ones.
A lot of remembers, plenty emotions and many reflections. It’s tough sometimes… like right now. But it is part of this, the things we do and how the unexpected is confronted. In the end, that, will allow us to give us a better picture of what we did not know.
Reflection is most certainly both key and lock.
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"Before I start, I must see my end. Destination known, my mind's journey now begins. Upon my chariot, heart and soul's fate revealed. In time, all points converge, hope's strength resteeled. But to earn final peace at the universe's endless refrain, we must see all in nothingness... before we start again."
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--Diamond Dragons (series)
This is amazing I'm not confident that I can do it Still, please give it a listen if you like. SOUEI YAMAOKA
無人島
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грустно, но в этой грусти есть что-то уютное. Что заставляет тебя мечтать, о чем-то хорошем, и думать что тебе всегда будет 20...
Что делать когда тебе 20? Я не понимаю как нужно жить, кем нужно быть, какое будущее меня ждет. Я не понимаю. Здорово, если бы люди 20+ дали совет, я уже просто не вывожу смотреть на успешных пипл, которые из всех щелей кричат о бизнесе и прочее, как дети становятся миллионерами. Это начинает путать, я не понимаю хочу я того же или это просто навязывается
@@lynaaa2938Не волнуйся, во многом все те успешные люди в 20 это ширма которую они получили от своих родителец и если у тебя в 20 ничего нет, то в этом нет ничего плохого, жизнь только начинается, а вдруг ты ещë учишься. К успеху нужно идти маленькими шашками и неизвестно когда выстрелит, может в 30 а может в 40. В общем нужно жить своей жизнью и не смотреть на других. Единственный человек на которого надо смотреть это на себя, и становится лучшей версией себя. Но и отдыхать надо, мы ведь тут собрались по рефлексировать насчëт не самой приятной жизни и поискать такие-же потерянные души
@@lynaaa2938 будь собой, не слушай других и следуй тому, что тебе по душе. Мне также 20 и от этого чувства не избежать, когда не понимаешь чего хочешь. У нас не так много опыта, чего нужно набираться уже сейчас, когда мы стали более ответственны за свою жизнь. Желаю тебе успехов в начинаниях или продолжениях начатого дела. Порадуй себя.
@@lynaaa2938 На успешный успех не стоит вообще смотреть, я удалил лет 14 назад все соц сети, нашел работу которая мне нравится и живу. Так что найди то чем тебе нравится заниматься и живи для себя, здоровый эгоизм необходим для нормальной жизни, все остальное(семья, друзья, деньги и тд) приложится само если это будет необходимо.
This is amazing
I'm not confident that I can do it .Still, please give it a listen if you like. SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島