Every time I hear these songs, I always look at the sky at night in my yard and think about my life, missing my past when I was with my parents and now just living my life alone ✨🥺
Every circle begins with its end. Reflection is key. 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ "Before I start, I must see my end. Destination known, my mind's journey now begins. Upon my chariot, heart and soul's fate revealed. In time, all points converge, hope's strength resteeled. But to earn final peace at the universe's endless refrain, we must see all in nothingness... before we start again." 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ --Diamond Dragons (series)
Jesus loves you, loneliness is just a reflection of the emptiness inside our hearts, which only Jesus can fill, you can be sure that you are not alone... In Psalm 145:18-19 it says: "The LORD is close to all who call on him, to all who call on him in truth. He fulfills the desires of those who fear him; he hears them cry for help and saves them." No matter how deafening the scream of loneliness and silence, he hears you. @Reii_Sya
If you listen to this songs and come across this comment I just want to let you know that everything will work out for you if not then keep on hoping, who knows how many failures you will have to overcome, and achieve success. You are strong and will always be strong, believe on that and never give up, think of the positives and focus not on the negatives, tehe~ ya got this!!
I wish you the best too, and if you ever feel demotivated or lost just know that this random stranger believed in you. Believe in me that believes in you.
My mom was just diagnosed with lung cancer. She has surgery soon to try and get ahead of it. I am beside myself with grief about it. Lost my job taking care of her while recovering from a surgery of my own to rebuild my destroyed ankle. And now her surgery is one year to the day after I had mine. It feels ominous. I stay awake all night anymore most nights worrying. Worrying about my mom, about money, about everything really. I hope none of you are going through anything like this. *UPDATE:* The surgery was successful, and after the biopsy, it turned out to be a false positive! She is cancer free, and recovering. It turned out to be a serious infection that had become necrotic in one of her lobes. But, she is doing well now. Thank you all for your support, for your prayers, etc.. I appreciate it, and so does she!
Hi, just read your comment. I am really sorry for what you are going through. Be kind with yourself, give yourself some credit fot the way you are dealing with everything.. You are Brave. Be patient. My prayers are with you and your mother.
I lost my mom to cancer, and when she was in her last days I quit my job to be with her to spend her last moments with her. I even got offered a manager position and declined because I could hardly even keep it together at work. After I quit she went into remission, and then a couple weeks later passed away. Life is strange, and if it's taught me anything is that you're not alone. Learn to be kind to yourself, and give yourself some grace. Life is full of endeavors. I wish you the best of luck OP, know you're not alone ❤
I've been reading all the comments, people sharing their struggles, and sharing encouragement. But mostly sharing the same experience of a sleepless night. It makes me feel a type of connection that I can't quite explain. Because in some ways, every single human being has felt something akin to what I have felt, and I likewise have felt similarly to them. There are some universal experiences that we all understand to a degree, and I think that's so beautiful.
This is the hardest summer for me...I feel detached and unnecessary...I want to be meaningful, but why are people moving away from me? I haven't been able to sort myself out for the last few months, I don't understand how I feel. I can't bring myself to do anything, because I am tormented by thoughts, different thoughts, about the past, about the present and what will happen in the future...It's building up in my head...I can't keep it to myself anymore. I wanted to learn a lot this summer, but these thoughts make it difficult for me to focus on something. I think that this condition will pass soon and I will figure myself out...thanks to the author for this playlist, it helps me calm down to some extent ...)
i dont know you or your situation, but i do know that you are so important to this world. the odds of all the particles in the universe aligning to create you are so slim that it is incredible for you to be alive today, and for that i am proud. i hope that you can find an abundance of love, of any kind, in everything, but especially within yourself because you are so worthy simply by being here. i want you to go out and see big things like the moon and notice small things like moss growing on bricks and for those things to make you feel something different and good than what you feel now. see you around, stranger
wat kind of situation are u in? school circle? dont care just make some new friends who are alone and talk with them ask their name and watever enjoy ur life in ur way, dont waste time like i did 🙂
Understand you’re not alone in how you’re feeling. Almost everyone I know have similar feelings, even myself. This is the condition of the world consciousness today. “Come out of the world and be separate. “ Pray, meditate , love. We will get through this…🙏♥️
This is very relatable! This whole year for me has been a drag where I have to force myself to do stuff and this summer I also wanted to learn a lot but I haven't started yet but one thing brings me comfort... And that's Jesus. Though I feel like a bum and a loser sometimes for not doing much, He comforts me and I am reminded that things wont stay the same always. Jesus loves you so much that He died for your sins. Repent and believe the Gospel. ❤❤❤ Jesus wants to have a personal relationship with you and He will make your life beautiful when you hand it over to Him
I feel like I’m not lovable by anyone. That everyone is gonna leave me one day because I’m not interesting or entertaining enough. I don’t know why I feel so low of myself. To everyone feeling the same, just know that your worth isn’t defined by anyone else. You are brave, strong, beautiful inside and outside and unique. Well done for your work, you deserve everything you have accomplished. You are perfect as you are, you have or/and you’ll meet people that will see it. I’m writing this to any person that needs to read it, and also to myself, so maybe one day I’ll truly believe it.
Listen to me, the majority are all the same you probably aren't boring the people you meet are.... Trust me. We think differently than them.... They are fake in this life we aren't.
It's actually 2 a.m I am reading the comments with tears in my eyes Had gone through these type of phase At that time i wanted to ask this question so badly 'can it ever be overcome' Well no one said it to me i want to say it you YES IT CAN BE
Thank you for this reminder, my guy. We sometimes forget how well we can adapt and overcome our difficulties. It's not easy. You just have to KEEP pushing forward.
it‘s 3:36AM, I’m laying in bed, high. no family members left here, the next closest ones are ~2000km away. I’m staring at the ceiling, in my dark room. Memories come by, to simpler times. Sadness spreads. The past 15 months have been exhausting for me, with many changes and difficulties.. where do I belong? then I feel little paws moving around on the blanket I’m laying under. the purring and cuddling gives me comfort. what a bitter sweet life
It always gets better king this is just a storm it shall pass we dont know when but we know it will all we have to do buddy is ride it then we will see those sunny days. I say we cos we're in this together i may be 10000s miles away bro but ive been down this same path bro you got this dawg
I used to dream. I used to feel. I used to trust. But then it was me who was used. Hurt, violated, and abused. My trust was taken. My spirit broken. And now I sit alone. Trying to salvage what’s left. Trying to convince my self that I didn’t deserve it, it was theft. But I’m struggling. So every night, when I lay awake, I come on here, pick a sad song, and write a poem. And with each poem, with each vent, it may slowly begin to dent, my near eternal sadness. -a poem by me, for you to interpret. Stay safe❤
You speak my mind, I try to be selfish now I gave too much I believed too much. Everyone took from me. I feel empty and sad. Always go for what you want never care about other people's needs. Focus on your needs and joy. Find it , I'm trying.
i really understand you i feel some feelings and pain like u, i am just triying to understand why all this things happened to me, and i just feel that all things has a purpose on lite, on God's way and that we all to bear this pain for help people that feel the sane. God Bless you so much and Jesús can health your heart my ángel
25 years old and I feel like everything’s all over already. I know that’s not the case but I don’t know how to stop myself from feeling that way. I never see or talk to any of the couple friends I have left, my families growing old and unhealthy, they are immigrants and sometimes it’s hard to connect deeply and it kills me inside for some reason. All my old friends are getting married and living out their 20s while I feel like I’m rotting away because I can’t help myself. I work a dead end job and have failed every attempt to try to to find a career I enjoy. I thought I found god last year and now i just question everything constantly. Can’t beat any of the addictions I’ve been fighting for years. I don’t know how life got this dark, it’s like I feel nothing, but everything at the same time. No clue why I’m typing this, guess it needed to come out.
A 22 yr old here.. Nothing new for me buddy... Being suffering such a dead life from 2019 and trust me it didn't got ANY BETTER.. it actually became so worse that even after I tried my level best in everything, nothing buddy nothing worked in my favour, every damn thing went against me. Honestly it feels like God or the Universe has some personal beef with me.. They just don't want anything to get better in my case..
I have an idea! You could try and be kind to yourself today, if only just for 10 minutes :) Try singing a nice song when you feel the want to sing, or step into the sunshine whenever you see a nice day, or maybe even just listening to the birds if you wish to stop and listen
Yall got this. Get up. Get going. Believe in yourself. Change ur perspective. Be consistent. Keep hope but not a belief. Stay positive. Reduce social media usage. And you got it, a peaceful life.
It is so wholesome to see people from around the world expressing how they feel and what they're going through.. and I'm really sorry for what is happening with ya'll hope that you all get better and well , stay strong you got this! STAY POSITIVE.. GOD IS WITH US ❤
I love the feeling of late nights when the lights of the city are still shining. I don’t live in the city but something about a place that never sleeps makes me feel calm. Kind of like a night light when you are a kid. 🌃
I feel like the only person that is the most harshest on me is myself. Sometimes I have the toxic tendency to have a very low opinion on myself. May that be physically, by personality, intelligence or even by being myself. Sometimes I wish I could see past my mistakes. What is helping me recently to gain a little perspective on what my life should be about is to count my blessings no matter how little they might be. I have hundreds of reasons to be grateful; my family, my home, my ability to see, smell, hear, talk. I have every reason to live. You have every reason to live because the only thing that should keep you moving forward is yourself. You are worth of a good life. Make what you can with what you have with the intention to grow a better person. Honor the people that have the time to love you by who you are, be kind to people. Everybody has a different journey, so don't go comparing yourself to others. You are you, you don't need another persons success to determine yours, everybody has a different path, different struggles.
It’s 2am. Reading your journeys, saying it gets better and what not. Can I believe you guys? Feels like my world doesn’t want me here. I’m on the only one fighting
Listening while I get ready for bed. Life has really hit me in the last year. I’m getting older, everyone around me is getting older. My childhood is gone and I’ll never get it back. I don’t live at home anymore. My mom is an empty nester. I’m realizing just how fast time goes and how everything in life is truly a blessing. I’ve struggled with change my entire life; for some reason, when I was a little girl, I never pictured myself being where I am today; growing and experiencing life through my own eyes. I always thought I would stay little forever. Sadly, my younger self had to grow, she had to flourish into who she is today, but that just means time doesn’t stop for anyone or anything. I don’t have many people to talk to about this, so I tend to let it sit inside. But, growing up has been incredibly difficult, some days I just cry because I don’t even feel as though I’m in reality. I wish so badly that I could go back, not because I regret anything, but because my life growing up was picture perfect, out of a movie. I’m so grateful to have been given the childhood I was blessed with. My parents are everything and more to me. They are the reason I am the way I am today. I just wish they knew how hard it was for me to grow up, I need them now more than ever.
as a young 15 year old, I can compare truly to what you feel. I am a sophomore in hs and this summer has been the worst. Why? Well, like you mentioned, it doesn't hit the same like it used to and every night, i replay memories of when i was a little girl. I didn't get the childhood that I always dreamed of, but it was the best that was given! Of course, nowadays I see complete families with children walking at a park or playing all together in a playground. When i see them, all I can do is shed a tear, wondering how i let those moments slide and how I didn't cherish them enough. Being in hs is like hell on earth. My parents on the other hand, they are to busy and recently both of them are in their 50's. I am scared that one day they won't be here anymore. Of course they still have time left, but in this world, you can't really promise anything. My issues? I don't have friends, I hate going out, I hate being around people who are sweet on the outside and bitchy on the inside. I just wished for my inner child core would somehow come out and spread again. I came to this playlist for a reason because I have nothing else to do and my mind can't shut down in order for me to sleep because of all of my thinking... My life has been more stressful than ever. I just started with driving stuff and learning how to find myself a job for the meantime. Younger me wouldn't be worrying about this. Instead, i would be thinking about all the fun stuff I could finally get to do this summer, maybe jump in a pool, or even take a quick vacation with my fam. But that was 6 year old me. 15 year old me just wants to hit rewind. But what can you do? Nothing. Nothing but to move on. 1 am is when everyone is most in pain. Ive read in many other comments that younger us would go to our parents when we felt sad or scared. But now we tend to stay away from them and use the night time to cry for help. Heck, ive cried for help way to much that ive even come to the conclusion on what my tears taste like! lol! But yeah, life isn't easy and it doesn't get easier. Soon ill be done with school, having a 9-5 job, and eventually moving out of my safe place, my home.. If you are a young kid reading this, please, please don't let stupid things ruin your life. I say this because you only live once, and there is no "going back button". The time is now. Enjoy a life i may not been able to have :)
@@joyful_jasas a almost 17 year old guy, i really have no idea what the future holds for me. I’m also autistic which makes having to work all that much more complicated. All I want is to have a home where I can be myself all I want, its the opposite from your situation.
I understand exactly how you feel. In fact, you've put how I really feel into a great perspective for me. My mom passed when I was 15. My older brother passed in 2022. Not to mention grandparents and other very close people in my life have all gone above. I have mourned my childhood for a very long time. Just as you said, some days I just sit and cry because I don't feel I'm in reality either. My dad is getting older. Time is passing by. I never imagined my life like it is now. Without my mom and brother. I'm not even 30 yet. I just don't even know how to handle everything sometimes. Even though I'm hurt, I know I am strong. The things I've been through mentally from grief, to bullying to abusive relationships, someone else would've probably given up and unalived themselves. Can't say that I've never thought about it, because I have. More than twice. I can't sink into that place though. I've got so many wonderful things to experience in my adult life. I'm not going to give up. FINALLY lol. I do wish you the very best with everything you're feeling. Just 1 day at a time. Regardless of how it may seem some days, and I completely understand it, but you are NOT alone in this world.
I understand that a little. It's hard to believe sometimes how long I've been on this planet, how far I've come. It's hard to sit in reality and say that this is my life sometimes. It's hard to believe that I'm going into my senior year of college, that the four years of high school have flown by and are long gone, and with it the four years of college. I can't go back and relive memories even though I wish I could. Time does fly by fast and doesn't feel real at times.
Life's ok. Since I've lost a friend by suicide, I was stucked in depression for some months. But still, the own life is going on. Don't lose hope on yourself. You matter and life can also be pretty nice sometimes too. So keep up stranger!
Suicide is one of the most selfless things that often gets misconstrued as selfish. Truly, the definition of a tragedy, to be misunderstood in death as in life. I'm glad you loved your friend enough to miss them, and I hope that the bad feelings of missing them can eventually turn into a warm feeling of comfort knowing that you got to be their friend
If you’re reading this, it might be night time or day time, or maybe you’re studying for an upcoming test. Or you’re doing nothing in particular and just want to listen to some calming songs. No matter why you’re here, I want you to know that everything is okay. Take a deep breath, pause whatever you’re doing, and look outside. If possible, step outside for a minute. Breathe in the fresh, cool air. Take a moment to appreciate the beauty of this world we live in. It might be imperfect, but it’s still incredibly beautiful. Just like the world, you are unique and wonderful. I hope you dream big, find yourself, and do what makes you truly happy. Surround yourself with the people you love and who love you. Do what you can to find joy and contentment. Even if you feel alone right now, remember that you are loved by many, even if it doesn’t always feel that way. Things will get better. You will find love, make amazing friends, and achieve your dreams. I hope you live your life to the fullest, becoming the happiest version of yourself and finding joy in every step of your journey. You matter, and you deserve all the happiness that life has to offer.
Блин это видео случано включилось и на часах реально было 2 часа ночи. Обожаю этот жанр ... Но вот чем я хочу поделиться. Сейчас я слушаю эту музыку лёжа у себя в пустой комнате без света. И я чувствую что-то... Такое бывает у меня часто. Я порой испытываю такое но я не знаю как это описать. И этот момент не исключение. Вдохновение? Катарсис? А может я просто сумашедший? Я не знаю через какие искусства мне выразить то, что я чувствую. Стихи? Музыка? Кино? Меня распирает изнутри. Не всегда, но довольно часто. Как правило поздней ночью у меня в голове идеи, образы, а сегодня просто сплошное чувство, непонятное. И я так хочу его выразить!!!т Я так хочу показать миру, что я чувствую и как смотрю на него. По-своему. А на утро я просыпаюсь без этой "магии". Абсолютно пустой и обыденный. Словно ночью просыпается волшебство. Я не пьян, не накуренный. Я абсолютно трезв просто пора уже спать. Конкретно сейчас я испытываю какое-то чувство прекрасного. И сама мысль о том, что в огромном космосе из вечной пустоты, рождённой одиночеством звёзд в необъятных просторах холодной вселенной где-то есть существо, которое лежит сейчас в наушниках и слушая музыку испытывает нечто подобное просто взрывает мне мозг.
I also like to lie in my room and just listen to this kind of music and just sit there blankly. Then, something beautiful and gentle comes to mind, and a lot of ideas come to mind. But because I lack artistic ability, I can't express the full feeling I feel, and that's a shame. I hope that someday you too can fully express what you feel.
The person that I thought I could never get over, I’m finally over them. It’s so peaceful instead of entertaining toxicity. I met someone else who can treat me right 🥰!
I don't really have anything going for me right now. It's 4:56 am. I'm in the hospital helping take care of my grandma, she's doing good and will probably leave tomorrow. I was thinking, if anything was going for me, I had whatever I wanted one or two months ago, I wouldn't be able to be here for her. I wouldn't be able to help take care of her. Even if I think I don't have worth because I don't have or do certain things, at least, at the very least, I can help the people that I love in however way I can. Watching her sleep calmly, and also accompanying my mother through the night, is the only thing I want in this very moment. Being able to be here for them and help. Of course I would rather all of us to be at home, but in these circumstances, this peaceful night, is all I want and could ask for.
Hopefully she gets better soon! I love my grandmother as well. I was in a similar circumstance about a year ago where I was just going with the flow despite having nothing going for me. I was stuck and lost with no guidance. However, I seem to be moving forward, not with certainty but at least with productivity. Hopefully you can find your meaning in life where you're happy, ambitious, and well taken care of, just like your grandma!
For me , this playlist brings a warm coat of peace and relaxation. Although this music may seem sad to normal people, the one’s that are in a different mood or are just hurt rejoice trough this mysterious atmosphere ♥︎
Listen guys : My life is not amazing, no friends, no girfriend, still alone in my apartement for 7 years. But i found peace in my heart, you know why ? Because i allowed me to have this peace. I always tring to improve myself, in all catégorie. Not i'm better, stronger. I weight 130lbs, i was 100, i had no money, now i ride my bick, always stress and pain in my joint, no all peacefull. You know why ? Because i'm working on me for years, how to sleep better, to accept me, to let my past go aways... One day or day one. You can do everything you want but not on watching vidéos all days long and stay on the couch.... just try something New. I'm cooking now because i practice with my mom. That idea came and i let her be real. Let go your Phone, go for à 1h walk and do whathever you want with what your mind brings you in your mind, don't focus on your past, he don't exist anymore, just focus on what you can do now.... i saw lot of comment on comming on that kind of vidéos.... Guys stop thinking like i used to, just go and do something. And learning everyday how to become more you. I home that gonna help please don't mess with your life. Have a good action ! Keep going ! Love you guys. (I'm french maybe my english is bad so sorry for that but it came right from thé heart !)
Thank you for the encouragement! Having a peaceful life and being content with yourself should always be the main goal. I appreciate your resilience and upbeat message. Wishing you good luck and happiness 💖
Listening to songs like this...always makes me think what could have been. I feel peace and pain and at the same time i feel nothing. I wanna cry but i cried too much i cant anymore. Im all alone just moving with the flow. Going forward into nothing. Old friends, brotherhoods, family i lost it all. Now im just on the internet the only place i can think its safe. Roaming around commenting watching videos. Arguing even tho i dont want to. Trouble always finds me. Playing games. Waking up in cold mornings and go to work. Repeat. I have no life they took it from me. But its not like i care anymore....if anyone reads this please...love your loved ones. Bc you never knew when you lost them. No money can buy you love nor true happiness. You earn those by the ones you care about
I've been living in another country for almost 3 years. I'm enjoying it, but I've been hurt a lot by people at work. They've actually been my friends for many years, even before I came here, and in recent years I've been very disappointed. I was humiliated and discredited many times. The worst is, I was afraid to say I would like to leave. Sundays, tears, dinners and work always alone. I was tired, I cried too many times at 2:00am. However, I decided to be the best and I started to sketch my future. I don't know from where the motivation came, but I gave my best planning my year, working a lot to go on vacation. Im not rich, but I said to myself that I will work hard to live the best vacations of my life. I just realized that anybody is worried about me, and its ok everybody is very busy. Only I know what's best for me, I don't want to be commanded by other people's feelings. In 3 months I'll leave this country and I will start everything again. Im excited to my trip in Europe to know new people, try new food and experiences. Thank you God for the opportunity to restart, thank you the Lost Sounds for being my playlist.
It's ok to be scared because that's life perfectly in balance darkness and light mixed together, I wish you the best, and if you ever feel demotivated or lost just know that this random stranger believed in you. Believe in me that believes in you.
As someone who lost her father, you really really don't but... There comes a time when you realize that all the memories they've infused into little corners of your life can help you feel like they're still with you. Sometimes I throw a glance in the mirror and suddenly my dad's features are staring back at me.
Videos like these always makes me think a lot. Question and wonder about the function of purpose, or sometimes lack thereof. The recognition of people getting up to try to achieve something in their lives whether for good or not so great. To find out how our own story ends and what happens afterwards, an epilogue of sorts. Thinking about how many times I look at the moon throughout the years and how much I liked staring at it whether thinking about something or not. The emotions and pains of other people, how it clashes against mine and others around them and me. It’s ‘fun’ in a way. The multiple nuances that it takes to be a being in general. It’s like a deep pool to think about
Listening to this makes me feel at peace, especially in a place where I came from and ironically I know I don’t belong here, even though I grew up here, I ironically still know that I don’t belong here, family tells me to stay, I want to go, they tell me to keep going, I just want to rest, family says it’s okay, I’m slowly falling piece by piece.
Love is the only solution. Love your family, love your memories, love your efforts, love yourself, love your friends, love the world, love the life, love love love...
Came for some cozy ambience, ended up reading through the comments and just crying. What a strange experience that I stumbled on to this video on today of all days. I have been dealing with the sudden, oppressive question of how I ended up where I am today. I have job security, a roof, food, but feel so alone. My romantic relationship is failing, my friendships feel empty, and I am becoming so distant physically and emotionally from my family. I miss my childhood days so much. It's like life happened too fast for me to process and now here I am whether I like it or not. I hope everyone can find peace tonight. Thank you for all the words.
I finally found a girl who truly loves me and i am so happy to see her tomorrow and i still come here just to remember all the bad times i had to go though to get to were i am now and i miss my best friend who is now in haven happy i found someone who truly is wonderful and special to me i love her with all my heart and i would give everything up i lost my dad and now live with my mom and still don't feel right i miss being with my dad and it is crazy to think people come here to talk about life but naver to someone face to face but to someone over the screen who gets them life is truly a maze but this helps make it easier. Love you guys and love every body here who needs it❤.
wish you the best of the world my dear friend. I'm so sorry for your loss, I can't even begin to imagine the pain you went through. Best of luck to the both of you and your family
لطالما سكنني شعور غريب بالانفصال، عن هذا الحي، وعن هذا البلد، وحتى عن الكون بأسره. لا أدري لِمَ أشعر بهذا الفراغ العميق. لكن حين أستمع إلى تلك الموسيقى التي تحملني إلى أحضان الماضي، وإلى دفء عائلتي، أشعر وكأنني أستعيد جزءًا من نفسي الضائع. هذا الشعور مزيج من الحزن والإحباط، ومع ذلك، لا أستطيع التخلي عنه. ربما لأنه الشرارة الوحيدة التي تبعث فيّ شيئًا من الحياة
Every time I hear these songs, I always look at the sky and the stars through my window at night and think about my life, my late classmate, and everything else in life😕🕊🌙
I’m at the precarious age of life and when i see comments i also want to write something too. I don’t know what to choose for my life and not sure if that is a good choice i think i need time and personal effort . And i also admit that i am poor in English and i am writing these lines with translation support. I hope to write my thoughts in English myself
As you find yourself in darkness, I hope your light will grow. As you dive deeper within yourself, I hope you find all you need to know. As you awaken, I hope you see the world with new eyes. I hope you know your troubles are temporary as every sun set is followed by a sun rise. I hope you know that you are stronger every time you get back up. I hope you know that YOU, yes You will always be enough. Be blessed, and know you are loved. 🙌🏽
i miss my father... listen to this song makes me remember how i really want he to recover and back to home after hospitalized. but now he died, i feel like i just lost myself since then.
@@evafisher313 I also recently lost my grandfather. I miss him, it felt like he was the only person who really care about me. His death still feels surreal. I understand you pain and rip too him❤
i don’t know anymore. i don’t know what to do in life, i’m turning 20 yet i still haven’t figured out life. when i was young i remember having these big dreams, like having an idea what i want to do when i grow older. i actually have planned out everything like what career i’am going to pursue. but now that i’m grown up. i realized that life doesn’t always turn out the way we planned. from having big dreams to not knowing what to do. and sometimes i wondered if only life was little kinder to me i wouldn’t reached this point of life, where everything is so hard for me. traumas from the past that haunts me everyday making it more difficult for me to get things done.
You're still 20. Trust this comment your at the beginning you still have a long life, work through it love/hate it but own it and live/love it cause it's life
I'm kind of right there with you. I'm 21 and haven't figured out much. I haven't figured out what I want to do with my life exactly. I'm sorry for what you went through, but, like me, we're just starting out in life and as adults. Everything's going to be okay, we have time to figure it out
You're 20. Still a kid, no need to rush. Things get better. Try the craziest sh*t you can imagine, your future self will have a good laugh and thank you.
If you are reading this. I just wish for you to be happy. To be healthy and all the people you love. I hope you will proud of yourself and love yourself and never feel worthless because you deserve it. Just take alot of care of yourself because you are special . You are amazing and i hope all your wishes come true and all your hardwork have a succesful outcome. Be brave and keep going. You are amazing. Im proud of you❤️
Truly a beautiful sight, I imagine myself being on the highest floor and then sitting on the edge. Watching people/vehicles passing by from a distance I listen to music and release all the negative things inside me
I am a person who loves the night very much, at night my life is completely fresh and I find a lot of cool things including your music, it's a wonderful thing.....
I’m a night person too! More peaceful I guess. But then it’s also when I think of the love I lost…..and cry. He is gone and I know he won’t come back so I keep trying to put that out of my head. Hard to do. The music is so soothing, I ‘m hoping it will help. Glad to see there are other night spirits like me! 🕛 🌌🌙
I’m tired all the time, no matter how much time I sleep it never feels like enough or restful. I only feel at peace when I daydream, and escape from reality even if it’s only for a minute. But it’s getting dangerous as I’ve noticed I start daydreaming while driving on the highway now too. I don’t know what to do, and I’m anxious to ask for help as the issue makes it seem like I have no self control. It really is much more peaceful in there though and honestly Id rather be there 24/7. I’ll figure it out eventually I’m sure.
Stop thinking about how many mistakes you have made in this life and focus on what is right, even if just a little, you will be much happier.I wasted my life as someone who was once flawed.
3:15am here. just had arguably one of the liveliest, most real nights of my entire life. did some of the things id been wanting to do since i was very young tonight. i feel like i actually mean something, actually feel like myself for once. feel seen for myself, for once. and despite all of this, i still feel the same sadness and loneliness that ive always felt. in a way, i think this is a good thing, because this is empirical proof that the sadness and loneliness exist separately to the rest of my life. and in a way, i think im starting to be at peace with it.
im sick of demanding more from my own self. my weight doesn't matter, my grades doesn't matter, my voice and my appearance dont matter. i just wanna accept myself for who i am. how can i look for ppl's validation in their eyes when i never tried to give it to myself.. how would i even know what validation looks like, define validation?... it's okay to be a human. its okay to act like a human. i can improve and learn, i can start from point zero again. the 1 mile route starts from 1 meter. because Im a living human Nothing can be impossible and that's what my kind strives for. to my tired self, to my empty heart, to my overwhelmed mind.. you are fine the way you function, the way you live and the way you love. I love you and Im sorry for what i have committed in the past towards such a innocent soul. Im sorry.
LIfe aint that bad after all, maybe, its what we give life that make us feel like this. Pure void, i would say. I remember, a honorable guy, said once " "Life, what will you give me?", and life replied, "Everything YOU give to me" " He said in catalan, so in english idk if it has a lot of sense. But, what i got from it, is that, when you give life, good moments, sadness, time, life will give you something out of it. Every time i think about, my head just explodes, because, its how it works. LIfe will always give you what you has to offer, not in the same amount, not the same feeling, but it will give you something to build. Being empty, is something really normal. Theres is no magic formula, no easy escape to this, its what us has to offer. Sad is a relly fascinantig feeling, one, that we forget with the years, the most addictive feeling. Idk, maybe, we should build our own happiness, why the materiales life offers to us. Maybe, life give us sadness, to later experience joy. Because "There's no rainbow, without some rain" (Sorry for bad english, not my native language)
a couple years later, and another friendship ends. i've grown, learned more about myself and also fell back a few times, but i keep going on. that's all that matters, i think. life is continually looking brighter and brighter but sometimes it's hard to see the light through the clouds. mixes like this help me remember the serenity and pureness that comes with being alone. people who can exist on their own and still feel fulfilled are just a different breed then the rest who needs others. there is beauty in this darkness .. 💜
I LOVE YOU WE ARE AWESOME AND GOD IS ALWAYS WITH US WITHIN AND EVERYWHERE THAT IS WHY WE THRIVE NO MATTER WHERE OR WHO WE ARE WITH, HAVE A PRECIOUS DAY MY LOVE MWAHHH.🤍
Life was wonderful, life was full of mysteries, you move on in life you change you grow your happiness dies down your mood is more depressed and lonely. Someone pulls you out of that state then puts you back, those mysteries are meant to be found.
Life is full of challenges and surprises it’s up to us to be strong and keep pushing forward like warriors… I don’t leave no one behind so ma boy pick you’re head up and smack yourself because life is going to keep moving and you got to see the future it’s something you’re not going to want to miss ..
If you feel lost, please read this message. Right now you might be at the worst place that you have ever been. I know what it feels like, you can't get anything done, you feel like you are not going after your dream, you think to yourself that you can't achieve anything, that you are a loser. You know within yourself that there is something that you need to be doing, but you are not in the right place, or maybe things are falling apart around you... Well, let me tell you, you were born to succeed. I believe that everyone is born with a purpose, and all of us have goodness within us, and that goodness gives us a responsibility to manifest our greatness. Ask yourself this: Where have you been? Why are you here? Where are you going? Are you getting what you want? Are you living your dream? Are you acting on your ideas? You will find an answer to these questions, but don't give up. If you read this, maybe it's because you are lost. Trust me, I have been there, but I managed to do it. Depression is different for everyone. I am sorry there is no magical formula to happiness, but what I can tell you is that right now you are at the worst place in your life that you will ever be. I believe that this is your beginning and not your end! What is it that will give you the courage to get up and come back again and again and again? I am sure you very much know what would make you happy, you feel it, but you just can't get close enough to it. It feels so far away. If you are there, this is your moment. Don't give up, you might feel so far away from what you want, but actually, you are the closest you have ever been to it! You need to try again and again. If you give up, do you think that you will ever get it? No. So I need you to believe. As long as you try, there is always that chance of success, so stand up to it and fight. You know you have that drive for it! Keep on going again and again because you know it's possible! You have to make it happen, it's necessary that you get up and fight! This might be like throwing a bottle into the sea, but I read a book that really helped during my lowest time. It's "Lost Connections: Uncovering the Real Causes of Depression and the Unexpected Solutions" by Johann Hari. It's not one of those BS books about "How to get happy in 3 easy steps", it's a really good book. It really helped me understand why I was depressed. If you have time to read it, it's on Amazon, it won't be a waste of time. Johann Hari also went on the Joe Rogan podcast if you want to see how the author is. I hope you will find your way through this. Hang on tight, it's your battle, and you are going to demolish what's preventing you from being happy.
being young and depressed has been hard for me. Not many people take me seriously when i tell them nothing really brings me happiness or excitement anymore; I only have vague memories of feeling it when i was smaller. They expect me to be happy because im in my youth. But im not. I struggle to connect with people, i dont have the will to speak that much, and im pretty closed off for a reason i dont know. Life just seems to pass on by and i disassociate pretty often. I dont really feel strong positive emotions anymore. I cry over the smallest things and i dont keep up much with my hygene. It just seems downhill from here. And a lot of people ive opened up to tell me that its going to get better, but ive waited too long to know that that goal is unrealistic and far away for now. I just need to keep on living.
i have to really enjoy being who i am, because in four years it's all going away..spend every second doing this you love, guys cause in the future ur gonna regret it so much...love y'all have a nice year
Trying so hard to sleep but failed again, it’s 1:30am, I don’t know where to go, where to escape…and this video finds me. I tear up for the unknown reason the moment I heard the music. Usually I’ll go for a walk, read a book, play some Sakamoto Ryuichi or Radiohead when I’m in this state. but idk why, today I just literally can’t do anything I usually do, can’t ease the anxious feeling that makes me wake up in emptiness and nightmares that I can’t describe. Now here I am, writing this comment with the music. I hope no one will notice me, cause I don’t really know what I’m talking about anymore, the thoughts inside is a mess that I want no one else to see, but crave for being understand at the same time. Hope you’re doing okay even if we’re not, at all. Hope I can take away all those negative feelings of yours, throw them into toilet and never see them again. Goodnight, even though I don’t know what’s the difference between day and night anymore.
I believe you're experiencing burnout. I hope you get some days to relax to yourself with no guilt of doing so, and get your excitement back in everyday life, you are heard 🖤
A lot of remembers, plenty emotions and many reflections. It’s tough sometimes… like right now. But it is part of this, the things we do and how the unexpected is confronted. In the end, that, will allow us to give us a better picture of what we did not know.
Reflection is most certainly both key and lock. 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ "Before I start, I must see my end. Destination known, my mind's journey now begins. Upon my chariot, heart and soul's fate revealed. In time, all points converge, hope's strength resteeled. But to earn final peace at the universe's endless refrain, we must see all in nothingness... before we start again." 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ --Diamond Dragons (series)
It's 2 am here too. Another night looking straight up at my ceiling. I'm young, compared to most but I still feel late. Life sometimes feels like a countdown, and at times like I'm running out of time to find my purpose, like I'll find it too late to be able to act on it. Or worse. Between feeling somewhat boxed in by what I should be doing, what people think I can do, what I'm good at, and what I want to do, never making a decision on what to do. I know way to many people who watched their lives pass because thru wanted to wait until life was perfect to live it, to begin... I'm trying to see how I can make it all fit together. Constantly picking at different points around the same point on the mountain to get some kind footing to continue, while watching others be lifted to the peak. I know it's not a race but I really wish there was a way to "get there" faster. I just must continue, all of us who want better lives, must continue.
Continuing is the only true purpose we all have as simple creatures. There are plenty of beautiful views along the mountain. The people rushing to the peak miss out on them.
funny that it's about 2 AM for me when I stumbled across this. The universe is sometimes humorous like that. I don't know my path in life, and feel lost and alone, despite having a home & a job while living with my parents. Sometimes I wonder what I would be like if I had experienced the world more as a kid, instead of being inside, in my room either watching RUclips and playing games. Been in a bit of a mood lately, and am having trouble seeing my future life. Sometimes I need these kinds of songs to soothe my soul. It helps more than one would think. Gives me hope for tomorrow (technically today) and further.
When I was 16, I had a pure n beautiful love affair with him, it was truly the most beautiful moment in my life. But after a family incident, he suddenly disappeared without saying a word. At that time, I was really desperate and went through graduation without him and until now, it has been 10 years. I dont know where he is n I miss him sm..
I am currently struggling to cope with the thought of having to live abroad. Just packing my things is difficult. Knowing that I’ll have to leave those who are most important to me. I find it hard to tell a person how I truly feel. I’m sure things will be fine, but it’s just so hard to envision it. The fear of failure than creeps up on me. It’s getting harder and harder to convince myself that everything will be ok as long as I keep trying. I come back to this playlist from time to time to address my thoughts and feelings. I could only hope that whoever may be struggling find some peace in the darkest times.
Lost Sounds is probably the best therapist i have ever had, opens up old wounds, makes you ponder the past, seeing your kids grow up to fast, that one girl you loved in high school that lives in the same town as you yet so far away now.
I have someone I like at work. But I don't know if this is really love. My friends at work feel like a second family to me and I'm really scared that this will ruin it. Because of this playlist, it made me think about how important family is no matter where you are… thankyou❤
Herkes ingilizce yazmış bide ben Türkçe yazayım dedim ☆Ne yapacağımı hiç bilmiyorum çünkü dengem şaştı. Bu ben değilim olmak istediğim hayat bu değil. Ben kalıplara asla sığamayan bı insanım. Hayalleri olan ve dövüşsüz sporsuz nefes alamayan bı insanım. Ama şuan 4 duvar arasındayım. Bir odadan diğer odaya geçmekten başka elimden hiçbir şey gelmiyor. Koşamıyorum doğru düzgün yürüyemiyorum bile. Ben tekmelerle hayat bulurken bacağımın kalıcı olmasada beni terk etmesi kafamı uyusturdu. Ne doğru düzgün düşünür ne hayal kurar oldum. Tam o dönüm noktası dediğiniz noktaya ulaşmadan bir adım önce yolunuza koca koca taşlar düştü mü hiç? Arkadaşların ilerlerken sen içli içli arkalarından baktınmı.. neden ben diye düşündüm hep belli ki bir sınav bu benim için ama bu kadar ağır olmak zorunda miydi? üzerinden aylar gecti ama sanki dün yaşanmış gibi ağırlığı var üstümde. Gençliğimin çürümesini istemiyorum. Tekrar eski ben olmak istiyorum ama o kişi 8 ay önce Tatemiminin üstünde kaldı ve geri gelmiyor. Yabancılar güzel seylsr yazmış bende içimi dokeyim dedim pek güzel olmadı ama belki kader ortaklarim vardır kim bilir
Сейчас 02:37. Я долго не могла понять, к какой цели мне идти, что будет в будущем. Недавно ко мне пришло осознание, моя душа успокоилась. Но не успела она успокоится, как появились новые переживания. Сейчас я перехожу в 9 класс, буду учиться до 11, казалось бы, можно еще гулять, но меня очень сильно запугали учителя, сказали, что надо к началу учебного года выбрать себе профессию и тд. В общем решила пойти в архитектурный вуз, надо будет готовиться к вступительным экзаменам, к сдачи ОГЭ и ЕГЭ, что не может не пугать. Так же мне надо будет уехать из своего родного города, тк у нас в городе нет архитектурных вузов, или просто вузов, в которых есть направление по данной специальности. У меня подрастает младшая сестра, если мне придется уехать, я не знаю, когда буду возвращаться, я боюсь пропустить ее взростле, становление ее как личности. Еще я боюсь того, что буду в большом городе совершенно одна. Простите за такие откровения, я просто хочу высказаться, но к сожалению морально не могу высказать что то подруге, тк боюсь, что она меня не поймет. Такие видео, которые появляются у меня в ленте, успокаивают мою внутреннюю тревогу, большое спасибо автору, сотворяет чудо!! Спасибо.
Привет! Ты только сама начинаешь свой путь становления себя как личности , сосредоточься на себе и проигнорируй мнения окружающих. К сожалению, часто бывает, что преподаватели оказываются не самыми профессиональными. На моем опыте обучения нам часто говорили только негативные вещи, пытаясь убедить, что мы ничего не сможем достичь. Теперь мне почти 23 года, я работаю, и все школьные и университетские заботы остались позади. Никогда не могла понять людей, которые хотели бы вернуться в школьные годы и считали это время беззаботным. Но, может быть, со временем и ты почувствуешь то же самое. Желаю, чтобы все твои мечты сбылись, не стесняйся делиться своими мыслями с подругой - важно поддерживать друг друга. Если она не поймет тебя, возможно, это не твой человек, и это станет ясно со временем. Желаю тебя всего самого наилучшего! 💗✨
I'm alone in a big city, far away from the comfort of my home. I came here to chase my dreams, and I'm grateful I get to do so. I have an apartment, food, and good health, but it gets so lonely, and I don't know whether to face the loneliness or go back to peace and quiet (but no growth).
Tbh I don’t want to talk about my problems to the other because they might think I just want their attention but insinde of me I’m sad and lonely I don’t know what to do, I don’t know what to think wich decision to make, I want to be fighter pilot but I’m slowly destroying my eyes by watching my phone all the day, I hate talking to people’s, I’ve always been betrayed and now I don’t trust anyone, but if somebody read this comment just say to yourself : dont give up there is always a good ending to everything, it can be hard at the beginning but the issue will solve itself with happiness and joy, live your life, smile, and please don’t forget that you will always matter for someone.
saw this at 2am while studying , reading this comment section while listening to this playlist is 🫂✨it doesn't matter what u're going through rn life is def abt ups and downs..we all gonna leave anyway don't just exist, live while u can!
Lirih-lirih aku mendengar suara hentak hujan dari lalu lalang jalan Cahaya meredup tak terarah sendiri dalam hening Begitu jelas telingaku menangkap suara Seperti aku memanggil-manggil diriku Jaket yang basah serupa selimut gigil Dengan pandang yang terbatas Mata hatiku jauh masuk ruang pandang tak terbatas Tentang wajahmu 30 menit yang lalu yang menanggalkan tipis senyum disakuku Rintik-rintik yang tak berkesudahan Menjadi rupa tanyamu tentang; Apakah rindu itu nyata? Apakah di langit sana, rasi bintang membentuk wajahku? Apakah kau telah mencintai dirimu sebelum mencintaiku? "Hati-hati di jalan, dingin bukanlah sahabat baik dan kau memahami itu" Lampu-lampu kota mati satu persatu Rintik hujan telah mengambil alih seluruh malam Mengetuk kaca, mengaburkan pandang Tapi senyummu masih jelas meski jarak kian membentang.
Listen on Spotify - spoti.fi/3l0BFgw 💙
this song its so perfectly
yo, can you upload this playlist on apple music? wonderful playlist bro
the best playlist in my life......thank you so much for making this sound
@@TToBEJIuTEJIb_TTuBAdid he add it? where’s the link?
@@jonc8561come on dawg
Every time I hear these songs, I always look at the sky at night in my yard and think about my life, missing my past when I was with my parents and now just living my life alone ✨🥺
😢
You‘re not alone ❤
@@ChristopherMajor everybody is alone :)
Every circle begins with its end. Reflection is key.
🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨
"Before I start, I must see my end. Destination known, my mind's journey now begins. Upon my chariot, heart and soul's fate revealed. In time, all points converge, hope's strength resteeled. But to earn final peace at the universe's endless refrain, we must see all in nothingness... before we start again."
🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨
--Diamond Dragons (series)
Jesus is the key bro
Jesus loves you, loneliness is just a reflection of the emptiness inside our hearts, which only Jesus can fill, you can be sure that you are not alone... In Psalm 145:18-19 it says: "The LORD is close to all who call on him, to all who call on him in truth. He fulfills the desires of those who fear him; he hears them cry for help and saves them." No matter how deafening the scream of loneliness and silence, he hears you. @Reii_Sya
If you listen to this songs and come across this comment I just want to let you know that everything will work out for you if not then keep on hoping, who knows how many failures you will have to overcome, and achieve success. You are strong and will always be strong, believe on that and never give up, think of the positives and focus not on the negatives, tehe~ ya got this!!
I wish you the best too, and if you ever feel demotivated or lost just know that this random stranger believed in you. Believe in me that believes in you.
Thank You and God bless You 🥰
Thanks really I’ll try to stay strong
ngl didnt know i needed to hear this.. made me cry a bit.. thank u 🙏🏼😮💨❤️
Её не вернуть 😢
My mom was just diagnosed with lung cancer. She has surgery soon to try and get ahead of it. I am beside myself with grief about it. Lost my job taking care of her while recovering from a surgery of my own to rebuild my destroyed ankle. And now her surgery is one year to the day after I had mine. It feels ominous.
I stay awake all night anymore most nights worrying. Worrying about my mom, about money, about everything really. I hope none of you are going through anything like this.
*UPDATE:*
The surgery was successful, and after the biopsy, it turned out to be a false positive! She is cancer free, and recovering. It turned out to be a serious infection that had become necrotic in one of her lobes. But, she is doing well now.
Thank you all for your support, for your prayers, etc.. I appreciate it, and so does she!
Good job today, don’t carry too much a cause of anxiety. - South Korea friend - ❤
I’m sorry , you good though ???
i'm praying for you and your mom, it'll all be okay eventually.
Hi, just read your comment. I am really sorry for what you are going through. Be kind with yourself, give yourself some credit fot the way you are dealing with everything.. You are Brave. Be patient. My prayers are with you and your mother.
I lost my mom to cancer, and when she was in her last days I quit my job to be with her to spend her last moments with her. I even got offered a manager position and declined because I could hardly even keep it together at work. After I quit she went into remission, and then a couple weeks later passed away. Life is strange, and if it's taught me anything is that you're not alone. Learn to be kind to yourself, and give yourself some grace. Life is full of endeavors. I wish you the best of luck OP, know you're not alone ❤
I'm a new doctor in a city 3000 miles from my home. Tonight, my patients are getting better, slowly. This music is holding us.
this is beautiful.
Wish you have a good experience doctor.
good for you.
Thanks for choosing caring people. Get a cup of tea and some rest, you deserve
Thanks for what you do, doc. Good luck.
I've been reading all the comments, people sharing their struggles, and sharing encouragement. But mostly sharing the same experience of a sleepless night. It makes me feel a type of connection that I can't quite explain. Because in some ways, every single human being has felt something akin to what I have felt, and I likewise have felt similarly to them. There are some universal experiences that we all understand to a degree, and I think that's so beautiful.
This is the hardest summer for me...I feel detached and unnecessary...I want to be meaningful, but why are people moving away from me? I haven't been able to sort myself out for the last few months, I don't understand how I feel. I can't bring myself to do anything, because I am tormented by thoughts, different thoughts, about the past, about the present and what will happen in the future...It's building up in my head...I can't keep it to myself anymore. I wanted to learn a lot this summer, but these thoughts make it difficult for me to focus on something. I think that this condition will pass soon and I will figure myself out...thanks to the author for this playlist, it helps me calm down to some extent ...)
i dont know you or your situation, but i do know that you are so important to this world. the odds of all the particles in the universe aligning to create you are so slim that it is incredible for you to be alive today, and for that i am proud. i hope that you can find an abundance of love, of any kind, in everything, but especially within yourself because you are so worthy simply by being here. i want you to go out and see big things like the moon and notice small things like moss growing on bricks and for those things to make you feel something different and good than what you feel now.
see you around, stranger
wat kind of situation are u in? school circle? dont care just make some new friends who are alone and talk with them ask their name and watever
enjoy ur life in ur way, dont waste time
like i did 🙂
Understand you’re not alone in how you’re feeling. Almost everyone I know have similar feelings, even myself. This is the condition of the world consciousness today. “Come out of the world and be separate. “ Pray, meditate , love.
We will get through this…🙏♥️
I feel same...don't worry bout this , im always be here )
This is very relatable! This whole year for me has been a drag where I have to force myself to do stuff and this summer I also wanted to learn a lot but I haven't started yet but one thing brings me comfort... And that's Jesus. Though I feel like a bum and a loser sometimes for not doing much, He comforts me and I am reminded that things wont stay the same always. Jesus loves you so much that He died for your sins. Repent and believe the Gospel. ❤❤❤ Jesus wants to have a personal relationship with you and He will make your life beautiful when you hand it over to Him
I feel like I’m not lovable by anyone. That everyone is gonna leave me one day because I’m not interesting or entertaining enough. I don’t know why I feel so low of myself. To everyone feeling the same, just know that your worth isn’t defined by anyone else. You are brave, strong, beautiful inside and outside and unique. Well done for your work, you deserve everything you have accomplished. You are perfect as you are, you have or/and you’ll meet people that will see it. I’m writing this to any person that needs to read it, and also to myself, so maybe one day I’ll truly believe it.
Somebody worthwhile will see how brightly your kindness shines someday.
God bless you
Hang in there. Bad things will pass and you’ll come out shining. Wishing you the best.
Listen to me, the majority are all the same you probably aren't boring the people you meet are.... Trust me. We think differently than them.... They are fake in this life we aren't.
I think the same even tho my friends say the exact opposite I can’t get this thought outta my mind I hope will recover
It's actually 2 a.m
I am reading the comments with tears in my eyes
Had gone through these type of phase
At that time i wanted to ask this question so badly 'can it ever be overcome'
Well no one said it to me i want to say it you
YES IT CAN BE
Thank u ❤
This is amazing I'm not confident that I can do it .Still, please give it a listen if you like. SOUEI YAMAOKA
無人島
Thank you for this reminder, my guy. We sometimes forget how well we can adapt and overcome our difficulties. It's not easy. You just have to KEEP pushing forward.
@@konstantinoskalafatis9301 yupp
it‘s 3:36AM, I’m laying in bed, high. no family members left here, the next closest ones are ~2000km away. I’m staring at the ceiling, in my dark room. Memories come by, to simpler times. Sadness spreads. The past 15 months have been exhausting for me, with many changes and difficulties.. where do I belong? then I feel little paws moving around on the blanket I’m laying under.
the purring and cuddling gives me comfort. what a bitter sweet life
the sadness now is the happiness later. You will have happiness again.
It always gets better king this is just a storm it shall pass we dont know when but we know it will all we have to do buddy is ride it then we will see those sunny days. I say we cos we're in this together i may be 10000s miles away bro but ive been down this same path bro you got this dawg
little paws are everything that we need sometimes. little sweep paws and purring 😺
I hope anyone who’s reading this … all your wishes come true & tomorrow filled up with love, health, happiness ❤
You too stranger 😊
You said it directly and on point.
You too! :>
You too!
thx but that never exist in my life ;) I have never been complimented or loved by anyone
same for you :)
I used to dream.
I used to feel.
I used to trust.
But then it was me who was used.
Hurt, violated, and abused.
My trust was taken.
My spirit broken.
And now I sit alone.
Trying to salvage what’s left.
Trying to convince my self that I didn’t deserve it, it was theft.
But I’m struggling.
So every night, when I lay awake, I come on here, pick a sad song, and write a poem.
And with each poem, with each vent, it may slowly begin to dent, my near eternal sadness.
-a poem by me, for you to interpret.
Stay safe❤
This is amazing I'm not confident that I can do it .Still, please give it a listen if you like. SOUEI YAMAOKA
無人島
🥺🥺😭this poem literally touched my soul
in whatever phase are you in jjjust stay strong man damn
You can do it!
You speak my mind, I try to be selfish now I gave too much I believed too much. Everyone took from me. I feel empty and sad. Always go for what you want never care about other people's needs. Focus on your needs and joy. Find it , I'm trying.
underrated comment. You should have more likes because this poem is so beautiful 💖💖
i really understand you i feel some feelings and pain like u, i am just triying to understand why all this things happened to me, and i just feel that all things has a purpose on lite, on God's way and that we all to bear this pain for help people that feel the sane. God Bless you so much and Jesús can health your heart my ángel
25 years old and I feel like everything’s all over already. I know that’s not the case but I don’t know how to stop myself from feeling that way. I never see or talk to any of the couple friends I have left, my families growing old and unhealthy, they are immigrants and sometimes it’s hard to connect deeply and it kills me inside for some reason. All my old friends are getting married and living out their 20s while I feel like I’m rotting away because I can’t help myself. I work a dead end job and have failed every attempt to try to to find a career I enjoy. I thought I found god last year and now i just question everything constantly. Can’t beat any of the addictions I’ve been fighting for years. I don’t know how life got this dark, it’s like I feel nothing, but everything at the same time. No clue why I’m typing this, guess it needed to come out.
damn are we living the same life?
A 22 yr old here.. Nothing new for me buddy... Being suffering such a dead life from 2019 and trust me it didn't got ANY BETTER.. it actually became so worse that even after I tried my level best in everything, nothing buddy nothing worked in my favour, every damn thing went against me. Honestly it feels like God or the Universe has some personal beef with me.. They just don't want anything to get better in my case..
It is 2 am right now. Laying in my bed and thinking about what I can do better in my life. Hope everyone is doing alright.
I have an idea! You could try and be kind to yourself today, if only just for 10 minutes :)
Try singing a nice song when you feel the want to sing, or step into the sunshine whenever you see a nice day, or maybe even just listening to the birds if you wish to stop and listen
you know what you need to do...
Yall got this. Get up. Get going. Believe in yourself. Change ur perspective. Be consistent. Keep hope but not a belief. Stay positive. Reduce social media usage. And you got it, a peaceful life.
Reducing social media is 🔑
Well said
It is so wholesome to see people from around the world expressing how they feel and what they're going through.. and I'm really sorry for what is happening with ya'll hope that you all get better and well , stay strong you got this! STAY POSITIVE.. GOD IS WITH US ❤
最初の音を聴いて一瞬でこの世界に落ちました。寂しくて優しい音色が最高です。この作品を生み出してくれてありがとう。
This is amazing . I'm not confident that I can do it .Still, please give it a listen if you like. SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
❤❤❤❤
同じ日本人見つけられてめっちゃ嬉しいーー！！日本の人この手のジャンルあんまり聞かないイメージあるから、コメント見つける度に共感しちゃう！
お互いがんばっていこうぜ。
I love the feeling of late nights when the lights of the city are still shining. I don’t live in the city but something about a place that never sleeps makes me feel calm. Kind of like a night light when you are a kid. 🌃
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wao it makes me had a vision dream
I feel like the only person that is the most harshest on me is myself. Sometimes I have the toxic tendency to have a very low opinion on myself. May that be physically, by personality, intelligence or even by being myself. Sometimes I wish I could see past my mistakes. What is helping me recently to gain a little perspective on what my life should be about is to count my blessings no matter how little they might be. I have hundreds of reasons to be grateful; my family, my home, my ability to see, smell, hear, talk. I have every reason to live. You have every reason to live because the only thing that should keep you moving forward is yourself. You are worth of a good life. Make what you can with what you have with the intention to grow a better person. Honor the people that have the time to love you by who you are, be kind to people. Everybody has a different journey, so don't go comparing yourself to others. You are you, you don't need another persons success to determine yours, everybody has a different path, different struggles.
It’s 2am. Reading your journeys, saying it gets better and what not. Can I believe you guys? Feels like my world doesn’t want me here. I’m on the only one fighting
Listening while I get ready for bed. Life has really hit me in the last year. I’m getting older, everyone around me is getting older. My childhood is gone and I’ll never get it back. I don’t live at home anymore. My mom is an empty nester. I’m realizing just how fast time goes and how everything in life is truly a blessing. I’ve struggled with change my entire life; for some reason, when I was a little girl, I never pictured myself being where I am today; growing and experiencing life through my own eyes. I always thought I would stay little forever. Sadly, my younger self had to grow, she had to flourish into who she is today, but that just means time doesn’t stop for anyone or anything. I don’t have many people to talk to about this, so I tend to let it sit inside. But, growing up has been incredibly difficult, some days I just cry because I don’t even feel as though I’m in reality. I wish so badly that I could go back, not because I regret anything, but because my life growing up was picture perfect, out of a movie. I’m so grateful to have been given the childhood I was blessed with. My parents are everything and more to me. They are the reason I am the way I am today. I just wish they knew how hard it was for me to grow up, I need them now more than ever.
I wish I could give you a big hug! Thank you for sharing this and God Bless you!
as a young 15 year old, I can compare truly to what you feel. I am a sophomore in hs and this summer has been the worst. Why? Well, like you mentioned, it doesn't hit the same like it used to and every night, i replay memories of when i was a little girl. I didn't get the childhood that I always dreamed of, but it was the best that was given! Of course, nowadays I see complete families with children walking at a park or playing all together in a playground. When i see them, all I can do is shed a tear, wondering how i let those moments slide and how I didn't cherish them enough. Being in hs is like hell on earth. My parents on the other hand, they are to busy and recently both of them are in their 50's. I am scared that one day they won't be here anymore. Of course they still have time left, but in this world, you can't really promise anything.
My issues? I don't have friends, I hate going out, I hate being around people who are sweet on the outside and bitchy on the inside. I just wished for my inner child core would somehow come out and spread again. I came to this playlist for a reason because I have nothing else to do and my mind can't shut down in order for me to sleep because of all of my thinking... My life has been more stressful than ever. I just started with driving stuff and learning how to find myself a job for the meantime. Younger me wouldn't be worrying about this. Instead, i would be thinking about all the fun stuff I could finally get to do this summer, maybe jump in a pool, or even take a quick vacation with my fam. But that was 6 year old me. 15 year old me just wants to hit rewind. But what can you do? Nothing. Nothing but to move on. 1 am is when everyone is most in pain. Ive read in many other comments that younger us would go to our parents when we felt sad or scared. But now we tend to stay away from them and use the night time to cry for help. Heck, ive cried for help way to much that ive even come to the conclusion on what my tears taste like! lol!
But yeah, life isn't easy and it doesn't get easier. Soon ill be done with school, having a 9-5 job, and eventually moving out of my safe place, my home..
If you are a young kid reading this, please, please don't let stupid things ruin your life. I say this because you only live once, and there is no "going back button". The time is now. Enjoy a life i may not been able to have :)
@@joyful_jasas a almost 17 year old guy, i really have no idea what the future holds for me. I’m also autistic which makes having to work all that much more complicated. All I want is to have a home where I can be myself all I want, its the opposite from your situation.
I understand exactly how you feel. In fact, you've put how I really feel into a great perspective for me. My mom passed when I was 15. My older brother passed in 2022. Not to mention grandparents and other very close people in my life have all gone above. I have mourned my childhood for a very long time. Just as you said, some days I just sit and cry because I don't feel I'm in reality either. My dad is getting older. Time is passing by. I never imagined my life like it is now. Without my mom and brother. I'm not even 30 yet. I just don't even know how to handle everything sometimes. Even though I'm hurt, I know I am strong. The things I've been through mentally from grief, to bullying to abusive relationships, someone else would've probably given up and unalived themselves. Can't say that I've never thought about it, because I have. More than twice. I can't sink into that place though. I've got so many wonderful things to experience in my adult life. I'm not going to give up. FINALLY lol. I do wish you the very best with everything you're feeling. Just 1 day at a time. Regardless of how it may seem some days, and I completely understand it, but you are NOT alone in this world.
I understand that a little. It's hard to believe sometimes how long I've been on this planet, how far I've come. It's hard to sit in reality and say that this is my life sometimes. It's hard to believe that I'm going into my senior year of college, that the four years of high school have flown by and are long gone, and with it the four years of college. I can't go back and relive memories even though I wish I could. Time does fly by fast and doesn't feel real at times.
Life's ok.
Since I've lost a friend by suicide, I was stucked in depression for some months. But still, the own life is going on. Don't lose hope on yourself. You matter and life can also be pretty nice sometimes too. So keep up stranger!
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Suicide is one of the most selfless things that often gets misconstrued as selfish. Truly, the definition of a tragedy, to be misunderstood in death as in life.
I'm glad you loved your friend enough to miss them, and I hope that the bad feelings of missing them can eventually turn into a warm feeling of comfort knowing that you got to be their friend
🙏
Never blame yourself for the other persons actions!
i've had a similar experience this year. wishing you all the best ❤
If you’re reading this, it might be night time or day time, or maybe you’re studying for an upcoming test. Or you’re doing nothing in particular and just want to listen to some calming songs. No matter why you’re here, I want you to know that everything is okay. Take a deep breath, pause whatever you’re doing, and look outside. If possible, step outside for a minute. Breathe in the fresh, cool air. Take a moment to appreciate the beauty of this world we live in. It might be imperfect, but it’s still incredibly beautiful.
Just like the world, you are unique and wonderful. I hope you dream big, find yourself, and do what makes you truly happy. Surround yourself with the people you love and who love you. Do what you can to find joy and contentment. Even if you feel alone right now, remember that you are loved by many, even if it doesn’t always feel that way.
Things will get better. You will find love, make amazing friends, and achieve your dreams. I hope you live your life to the fullest, becoming the happiest version of yourself and finding joy in every step of your journey. You matter, and you deserve all the happiness that life has to offer.
sometimes, this type of unsettling (in a unique way) but oddly familiar tones give me visions of the past and future…
This is amazing . I'm not confident that I can do it .Still, please give it a listen if you like. SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
Same dude
Блин это видео случано включилось и на часах реально было 2 часа ночи. Обожаю этот жанр ... Но вот чем я хочу поделиться.
Сейчас я слушаю эту музыку лёжа у себя в пустой комнате без света. И я чувствую что-то... Такое бывает у меня часто. Я порой испытываю такое но я не знаю как это описать. И этот момент не исключение. Вдохновение? Катарсис? А может я просто сумашедший?
Я не знаю через какие искусства мне выразить то, что я чувствую. Стихи? Музыка? Кино? Меня распирает изнутри. Не всегда, но довольно часто. Как правило поздней ночью у меня в голове идеи, образы, а сегодня просто сплошное чувство, непонятное. И я так хочу его выразить!!!т Я так хочу показать миру, что я чувствую и как смотрю на него. По-своему. А на утро я просыпаюсь без этой "магии". Абсолютно пустой и обыденный. Словно ночью просыпается волшебство.
Я не пьян, не накуренный. Я абсолютно трезв просто пора уже спать.
Конкретно сейчас я испытываю какое-то чувство прекрасного. И сама мысль о том, что в огромном космосе из вечной пустоты, рождённой одиночеством звёзд в необъятных просторах холодной вселенной где-то есть существо, которое лежит сейчас в наушниках и слушая музыку испытывает нечто подобное просто взрывает мне мозг.
I also like to lie in my room and just listen to this kind of music and just sit there blankly. Then, something beautiful and gentle comes to mind, and a lot of ideas come to mind. But because I lack artistic ability, I can't express the full feeling I feel, and that's a shame. I hope that someday you too can fully express what you feel.
@@김성아-y9g Спасибо большое! Я тебе того же желаю ⊂(◉‿◉)つ
Как же я тебя понимаю
Amazing, love u
People from all over the world, I wish you a wonderful dream.🌙
The person that I thought I could never get over, I’m finally over them. It’s so peaceful instead of entertaining toxicity. I met someone else who can treat me right 🥰!
This is amazing . I'm not confident that I can do it .Still, please give it a listen if you like. SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
I’m glad you did . You’re evolving and glowing into something new
Glad to hear this even if we don’t know each other
Felicitations, or however you English speaking people say it
This time, make sure to love yourself enough to know how others ought to treat you
yeah right. you said more about your past than your current in this comment alone.
Omg I got recommended this on 2 AM 😮.
Same 👀👀
Same brouu.....🤔
Same bro
Wtf almost, it's 1:55 here and now
In my case, it's 23:23. Wait... I will see that part of the video right now. 🤔
The best feeling in the middle of heavy rain is listening to these sounds and drinking tea
Wishing for eternal peace.. this world is hell..
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I don't really have anything going for me right now. It's 4:56 am. I'm in the hospital helping take care of my grandma, she's doing good and will probably leave tomorrow. I was thinking, if anything was going for me, I had whatever I wanted one or two months ago, I wouldn't be able to be here for her. I wouldn't be able to help take care of her. Even if I think I don't have worth because I don't have or do certain things, at least, at the very least, I can help the people that I love in however way I can. Watching her sleep calmly, and also accompanying my mother through the night, is the only thing I want in this very moment. Being able to be here for them and help. Of course I would rather all of us to be at home, but in these circumstances, this peaceful night, is all I want and could ask for.
Hopefully she gets better soon! I love my grandmother as well. I was in a similar circumstance about a year ago where I was just going with the flow despite having nothing going for me. I was stuck and lost with no guidance. However, I seem to be moving forward, not with certainty but at least with productivity. Hopefully you can find your meaning in life where you're happy, ambitious, and well taken care of, just like your grandma!
This is’nt sad or depressing….
Its actually a peace❤
For me , this playlist brings a warm coat of peace and relaxation. Although this music may seem sad to normal people, the one’s that are in a different mood or are just hurt rejoice trough this mysterious atmosphere ♥︎
This is amazing
I'm not confident that I can do it .Still, please give it a listen if you like. SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
And it shall hopefully forever hold its peace ✌️❤
The greatest peace must have something forlorn in it because acceptance is such a core part of peace.
Listen guys : My life is not amazing, no friends, no girfriend, still alone in my apartement for 7 years. But i found peace in my heart, you know why ? Because i allowed me to have this peace. I always tring to improve myself, in all catégorie. Not i'm better, stronger. I weight 130lbs, i was 100, i had no money, now i ride my bick, always stress and pain in my joint, no all peacefull. You know why ? Because i'm working on me for years, how to sleep better, to accept me, to let my past go aways... One day or day one. You can do everything you want but not on watching vidéos all days long and stay on the couch.... just try something New. I'm cooking now because i practice with my mom. That idea came and i let her be real. Let go your Phone, go for à 1h walk and do whathever you want with what your mind brings you in your mind, don't focus on your past, he don't exist anymore, just focus on what you can do now.... i saw lot of comment on comming on that kind of vidéos.... Guys stop thinking like i used to, just go and do something. And learning everyday how to become more you. I home that gonna help please don't mess with your life. Have a good action ! Keep going ! Love you guys. (I'm french maybe my english is bad so sorry for that but it came right from thé heart !)
Hey so this is actually so cute
Cool pour toi 🎉
I feel you like fr cause I'm going through same thing every day...
Thank you for the encouragement! Having a peaceful life and being content with yourself should always be the main goal. I appreciate your resilience and upbeat message. Wishing you good luck and happiness 💖
respect du quebec
Listening to songs like this...always makes me think what could have been. I feel peace and pain and at the same time i feel nothing. I wanna cry but i cried too much i cant anymore. Im all alone just moving with the flow. Going forward into nothing. Old friends, brotherhoods, family i lost it all. Now im just on the internet the only place i can think its safe. Roaming around commenting watching videos. Arguing even tho i dont want to. Trouble always finds me. Playing games. Waking up in cold mornings and go to work. Repeat. I have no life they took it from me. But its not like i care anymore....if anyone reads this please...love your loved ones. Bc you never knew when you lost them. No money can buy you love nor true happiness. You earn those by the ones you care about
The fact that this got in my feed at 2 am is just crazy 😮
listening to this at 2am rn. goodnight yall
I've been living in another country for almost 3 years. I'm enjoying it, but I've been hurt a lot by people at work. They've actually been my friends for many years, even before I came here, and in recent years I've been very disappointed. I was humiliated and discredited many times. The worst is, I was afraid to say I would like to leave. Sundays, tears, dinners and work always alone. I was tired, I cried too many times at 2:00am. However, I decided to be the best and I started to sketch my future. I don't know from where the motivation came, but I gave my best planning my year, working a lot to go on vacation. Im not rich, but I said to myself that I will work hard to live the best vacations of my life. I just realized that anybody is worried about me, and its ok everybody is very busy. Only I know what's best for me, I don't want to be commanded by other people's feelings. In 3 months I'll leave this country and I will start everything again. Im excited to my trip in Europe to know new people, try new food and experiences. Thank you God for the opportunity to restart, thank you the Lost Sounds for being my playlist.
Wish you all the best!❤
I realize I don't ever want to know what it feels like to miss my parents.
It's ok to be scared because that's life perfectly in balance darkness and light mixed together, I wish you the best, and if you ever feel demotivated or lost just know that this random stranger believed in you. Believe in me that believes in you.
It is my worst fear in the world. I have had so many dreams of lossing them especially my father which I love with all my heart.
Same my worst fear to just to lose the only person I have my dad
thanks for the reminder, damn 😅
As someone who lost her father, you really really don't but... There comes a time when you realize that all the memories they've infused into little corners of your life can help you feel like they're still with you. Sometimes I throw a glance in the mirror and suddenly my dad's features are staring back at me.
Videos like these always makes me think a lot.
Question and wonder about the function of purpose, or sometimes lack thereof. The recognition of people getting up to try to achieve something in their lives whether for good or not so great. To find out how our own story ends and what happens afterwards, an epilogue of sorts.
Thinking about how many times I look at the moon throughout the years and how much I liked staring at it whether thinking about something or not. The emotions and pains of other people, how it clashes against mine and others around them and me. It’s ‘fun’ in a way. The multiple nuances that it takes to be a being in general. It’s like a deep pool to think about
Listening to this makes me feel at peace, especially in a place where I came from and ironically I know I don’t belong here, even though I grew up here, I ironically still know that I don’t belong here, family tells me to stay, I want to go, they tell me to keep going, I just want to rest, family says it’s okay, I’m slowly falling piece by piece.
this give me nostalgic, weird, sad, happy feelings at the same time
Love is the only solution. Love your family, love your memories, love your efforts, love yourself, love your friends, love the world, love the life, love love love...
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@@BlueJayGenix 🫶
Love God. ❤
Thanks
love because Jesus Loves us. Each and every one of you
Life would be too beautiful if there were only people from these comments
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Hahaha ❤ he’ll yea 😏
FR
And people wouldn't be so cruel and mean then
felt that brother ❤
в этой грусти есть частичка чего то теплого и уютного, попадешь в какую то эйфория, спасибо автору!
Солидарна с этим
This is amazing I'm not confident that I can do it .Still, please give it a listen if you like. SOUEI YAMAOKA
無人島
Came for some cozy ambience, ended up reading through the comments and just crying. What a strange experience that I stumbled on to this video on today of all days. I have been dealing with the sudden, oppressive question of how I ended up where I am today. I have job security, a roof, food, but feel so alone. My romantic relationship is failing, my friendships feel empty, and I am becoming so distant physically and emotionally from my family. I miss my childhood days so much. It's like life happened too fast for me to process and now here I am whether I like it or not. I hope everyone can find peace tonight. Thank you for all the words.
Weird, it’s 2am here and this was recommended to me. I’ll take that as confirmation that I’m on the right track in life 🙌
I finally found a girl who truly loves me and i am so happy to see her tomorrow and i still come here just to remember all the bad times i had to go though to get to were i am now and i miss my best friend who is now in haven happy i found someone who truly is wonderful and special to me i love her with all my heart and i would give everything up i lost my dad and now live with my mom and still don't feel right i miss being with my dad and it is crazy to think people come here to talk about life but naver to someone face to face but to someone over the screen who gets them life is truly a maze but this helps make it easier. Love you guys and love every body here who needs it❤.
I wish you happiness
wish you the best of the world my dear friend. I'm so sorry for your loss, I can't even begin to imagine the pain you went through. Best of luck to the both of you and your family
@@reeyzox2277 thank you and you as well my friend
@@arnavkmr3895 thank you and you as well my friend
K his made me cry as a person that doesn’t really cry this is just and I’m sorry I had to go through that
لطالما سكنني شعور غريب بالانفصال، عن هذا الحي، وعن هذا البلد، وحتى عن الكون بأسره. لا أدري لِمَ أشعر بهذا الفراغ العميق.
لكن حين أستمع إلى تلك الموسيقى التي تحملني إلى أحضان الماضي، وإلى دفء عائلتي، أشعر وكأنني أستعيد جزءًا من نفسي الضائع.
هذا الشعور مزيج من الحزن والإحباط، ومع ذلك، لا أستطيع التخلي عنه. ربما لأنه الشرارة الوحيدة التي تبعث فيّ شيئًا من الحياة
Every time I hear these songs, I always look at the sky and the stars through my window at night and think about my life, my late classmate, and everything else in life😕🕊🌙
I’m at the precarious age of life and when i see comments i also want to write something too. I don’t know what to choose for my life and not sure if that is a good choice i think i need time and personal effort . And i also admit that i am poor in English and i am writing these lines with translation support. I hope to write my thoughts in English myself
As you find yourself in darkness, I hope your light will grow.
As you dive deeper within yourself, I hope you find all you need to know.
As you awaken, I hope you see the world with new eyes.
I hope you know your troubles are temporary as every sun set is followed by a sun rise.
I hope you know that you are stronger every time you get back up.
I hope you know that YOU, yes You will always be enough.
Be blessed, and know you are loved. 🙌🏽
lit
i miss my father... listen to this song makes me remember how i really want he to recover and back to home after hospitalized. but now he died, i feel like i just lost myself since then.
aw im so sorry, i hope you get better soon
You’re ok kid . Trust me your father is proud.
Making him never regret what he did for you . And never forget him , live a long happy life .
I recently lost my grandfather. Now I share this pain with you
@@evafisher313 I also recently lost my grandfather. I miss him, it felt like he was the only person who really care about me. His death still feels surreal. I understand you pain and rip too him❤
i don’t know anymore. i don’t know what to do in life, i’m turning 20 yet i still haven’t figured out life. when i was young i remember having these big dreams, like having an idea what i want to do when i grow older. i actually have planned out everything like what career i’am going to pursue. but now that i’m grown up. i realized that life doesn’t always turn out the way we planned. from having big dreams to not knowing what to do. and sometimes i wondered if only life was little kinder to me i wouldn’t reached this point of life, where everything is so hard for me. traumas from the past that haunts me everyday making it more difficult for me to get things done.
You're still 20. Trust this comment your at the beginning you still have a long life, work through it love/hate it but own it and live/love it cause it's life
I'm kind of right there with you. I'm 21 and haven't figured out much. I haven't figured out what I want to do with my life exactly. I'm sorry for what you went through, but, like me, we're just starting out in life and as adults. Everything's going to be okay, we have time to figure it out
You're 20. Still a kid, no need to rush. Things get better. Try the craziest sh*t you can imagine, your future self will have a good laugh and thank you.
If you are reading this. I just wish for you to be happy. To be healthy and all the people you love. I hope you will proud of yourself and love yourself and never feel worthless because you deserve it. Just take alot of care of yourself because you are special . You are amazing and i hope all your wishes come true and all your hardwork have a succesful outcome. Be brave and keep going. You are amazing. Im proud of you❤️
this song is really calming and when I listen to it I look up to the sky and watch some clouds because I like clouds that's why
Truly a beautiful sight, I imagine myself being on the highest floor and then sitting on the edge.
Watching people/vehicles passing by from a distance
I listen to music and release all the negative things inside me
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Sippin on something. Don’t know but something 🤔
I am a person who loves the night very much, at night my life is completely fresh and I find a lot of cool things including your music, it's a wonderful thing.....
Its quiet and calm, for a second i almost believe im the last one on earth...
I’m a night person too! More peaceful I guess. But then it’s also when I think of the love I lost…..and cry. He is gone and I know he won’t come back so I keep trying to put that out of my head. Hard to do. The music is so soothing, I ‘m hoping it will help. Glad to see there are other night spirits like me! 🕛 🌌🌙
This is super good to listen to while working on school work!
I’m tired all the time, no matter how much time I sleep it never feels like enough or restful. I only feel at peace when I daydream, and escape from reality even if it’s only for a minute. But it’s getting dangerous as I’ve noticed I start daydreaming while driving on the highway now too. I don’t know what to do, and I’m anxious to ask for help as the issue makes it seem like I have no self control. It really is much more peaceful in there though and honestly Id rather be there 24/7. I’ll figure it out eventually I’m sure.
Whoever is reading this comment, I wish you success, health, love and happiness
And i wish you the same
Stop thinking about how many mistakes you have made in this life and focus on what is right, even if just a little, you will be much happier.I wasted my life as someone who was once flawed.
3:15am here. just had arguably one of the liveliest, most real nights of my entire life. did some of the things id been wanting to do since i was very young tonight. i feel like i actually mean something, actually feel like myself for once. feel seen for myself, for once.
and despite all of this, i still feel the same sadness and loneliness that ive always felt.
in a way, i think this is a good thing, because this is empirical proof that the sadness and loneliness exist separately to the rest of my life. and in a way, i think im starting to be at peace with it.
If ur reading this, ur not alone :)
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its already 2am here in dubai, and i would want nothing more than this. keeps me stay focus as medical physician, thank you.
I hope you are doing good bro!
This is amazing . I'm not confident that I can do it .Still, please give it a listen if you like. SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
Keep doing you bro . Skies the limit
Listening to this at 3:30am in Dubai
lol i have medical exams next week
this playlist is perfect for late night Minecraft sessions..
im sick of demanding more from my own self. my weight doesn't matter, my grades doesn't matter, my voice and my appearance dont matter. i just wanna accept myself for who i am. how can i look for ppl's validation in their eyes when i never tried to give it to myself.. how would i even know what validation looks like, define validation?... it's okay to be a human. its okay to act like a human. i can improve and learn, i can start from point zero again. the 1 mile route starts from 1 meter. because Im a living human Nothing can be impossible and that's what my kind strives for. to my tired self, to my empty heart, to my overwhelmed mind.. you are fine the way you function, the way you live and the way you love. I love you and Im sorry for what i have committed in the past towards such a innocent soul. Im sorry.
As long as you can make yourself happy, you have won. F*ck other people's thoughts, because at the end of the day, they only care about themselves.
LIfe aint that bad after all, maybe, its what we give life that make us feel like this. Pure void, i would say. I remember, a honorable guy, said once " "Life, what will you give me?", and life replied, "Everything YOU give to me" " He said in catalan, so in english idk if it has a lot of sense. But, what i got from it, is that, when you give life, good moments, sadness, time, life will give you something out of it. Every time i think about, my head just explodes, because, its how it works. LIfe will always give you what you has to offer, not in the same amount, not the same feeling, but it will give you something to build. Being empty, is something really normal. Theres is no magic formula, no easy escape to this, its what us has to offer. Sad is a relly fascinantig feeling, one, that we forget with the years, the most addictive feeling. Idk, maybe, we should build our own happiness, why the materiales life offers to us. Maybe, life give us sadness, to later experience joy. Because "There's no rainbow, without some rain" (Sorry for bad english, not my native language)
a couple years later, and another friendship ends. i've grown, learned more about myself and also fell back a few times, but i keep going on. that's all that matters, i think. life is continually looking brighter and brighter but sometimes it's hard to see the light through the clouds. mixes like this help me remember the serenity and pureness that comes with being alone. people who can exist on their own and still feel fulfilled are just a different breed then the rest who needs others.
there is beauty in this darkness .. 💜
I LOVE YOU WE ARE AWESOME AND GOD IS ALWAYS WITH US WITHIN AND EVERYWHERE THAT IS WHY WE THRIVE NO MATTER WHERE OR WHO WE ARE WITH, HAVE A PRECIOUS DAY MY LOVE MWAHHH.🤍
Rain is raining outside today when I listen to it and it adds cool vibe to it :D
Life was wonderful, life was full of mysteries, you move on in life you change you grow your happiness dies down your mood is more depressed and lonely. Someone pulls you out of that state then puts you back, those mysteries are meant to be found.
You ok …?
Life is full of challenges and surprises it’s up to us to be strong and keep pushing forward like warriors… I don’t leave no one behind so ma boy pick you’re head up and smack yourself because life is going to keep moving and you got to see the future it’s something you’re not going to want to miss ..
If you feel lost, please read this message.
Right now you might be at the worst place that you have ever been. I know what it feels like, you can't get anything done, you feel like you are not going after your dream, you think to yourself that you can't achieve anything, that you are a loser. You know within yourself that there is something that you need to be doing, but you are not in the right place, or maybe things are falling apart around you...
Well, let me tell you, you were born to succeed. I believe that everyone is born with a purpose, and all of us have goodness within us, and that goodness gives us a responsibility to manifest our greatness. Ask yourself this: Where have you been? Why are you here? Where are you going? Are you getting what you want? Are you living your dream? Are you acting on your ideas?
You will find an answer to these questions, but don't give up. If you read this, maybe it's because you are lost. Trust me, I have been there, but I managed to do it. Depression is different for everyone. I am sorry there is no magical formula to happiness, but what I can tell you is that right now you are at the worst place in your life that you will ever be. I believe that this is your beginning and not your end!
What is it that will give you the courage to get up and come back again and again and again? I am sure you very much know what would make you happy, you feel it, but you just can't get close enough to it. It feels so far away. If you are there, this is your moment. Don't give up, you might feel so far away from what you want, but actually, you are the closest you have ever been to it!
You need to try again and again. If you give up, do you think that you will ever get it? No. So I need you to believe. As long as you try, there is always that chance of success, so stand up to it and fight. You know you have that drive for it! Keep on going again and again because you know it's possible! You have to make it happen, it's necessary that you get up and fight!
This might be like throwing a bottle into the sea, but I read a book that really helped during my lowest time. It's "Lost Connections: Uncovering the Real Causes of Depression and the Unexpected Solutions" by Johann Hari. It's not one of those BS books about "How to get happy in 3 easy steps", it's a really good book. It really helped me understand why I was depressed. If you have time to read it, it's on Amazon, it won't be a waste of time. Johann Hari also went on the Joe Rogan podcast if you want to see how the author is.
I hope you will find your way through this. Hang on tight, it's your battle, and you are going to demolish what's preventing you from being happy.
Such peaceful vibes! The perfect soundtrack for a chill evening.
being young and depressed has been hard for me. Not many people take me seriously when i tell them nothing really brings me happiness or excitement anymore; I only have vague memories of feeling it when i was smaller. They expect me to be happy because im in my youth. But im not. I struggle to connect with people, i dont have the will to speak that much, and im pretty closed off for a reason i dont know. Life just seems to pass on by and i disassociate pretty often. I dont really feel strong positive emotions anymore. I cry over the smallest things and i dont keep up much with my hygene. It just seems downhill from here. And a lot of people ive opened up to tell me that its going to get better, but ive waited too long to know that that goal is unrealistic and far away for now. I just need to keep on living.
i have to really enjoy being who i am, because in four years it's all going away..spend every second doing this you love, guys cause in the future ur gonna regret it so much...love y'all have a nice year
Trying so hard to sleep but failed again, it’s 1:30am, I don’t know where to go, where to escape…and this video finds me.
I tear up for the unknown reason the moment I heard the music. Usually I’ll go for a walk, read a book, play some Sakamoto Ryuichi or Radiohead when I’m in this state. but idk why, today I just literally can’t do anything I usually do, can’t ease the anxious feeling that makes me wake up in emptiness and nightmares that I can’t describe.
Now here I am, writing this comment with the music. I hope no one will notice me, cause I don’t really know what I’m talking about anymore, the thoughts inside is a mess that I want no one else to see, but crave for being understand at the same time.
Hope you’re doing okay even if we’re not, at all. Hope I can take away all those negative feelings of yours, throw them into toilet and never see them again.
Goodnight, even though I don’t know what’s the difference between day and night anymore.
Time to work out my boy , just go outside and run hahaha 😂❤
But run fooo
And don’t stop until you’re tired enough to call an Uber
Stay safe ma boy , don’t let little things in life knock you off it’s a journey let’s enjoy it
I believe you're experiencing burnout. I hope you get some days to relax to yourself with no guilt of doing so, and get your excitement back in everyday life, you are heard 🖤
A lot of remembers, plenty emotions and many reflections. It’s tough sometimes… like right now. But it is part of this, the things we do and how the unexpected is confronted. In the end, that, will allow us to give us a better picture of what we did not know.
Reflection is most certainly both key and lock.
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"Before I start, I must see my end. Destination known, my mind's journey now begins. Upon my chariot, heart and soul's fate revealed. In time, all points converge, hope's strength resteeled. But to earn final peace at the universe's endless refrain, we must see all in nothingness... before we start again."
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--Diamond Dragons (series)
This is amazing I'm not confident that I can do it Still, please give it a listen if you like. SOUEI YAMAOKA
無人島
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It's 2 am here too. Another night looking straight up at my ceiling. I'm young, compared to most but I still feel late. Life sometimes feels like a countdown, and at times like I'm running out of time to find my purpose, like I'll find it too late to be able to act on it. Or worse. Between feeling somewhat boxed in by what I should be doing, what people think I can do, what I'm good at, and what I want to do, never making a decision on what to do. I know way to many people who watched their lives pass because thru wanted to wait until life was perfect to live it, to begin... I'm trying to see how I can make it all fit together. Constantly picking at different points around the same point on the mountain to get some kind footing to continue, while watching others be lifted to the peak. I know it's not a race but I really wish there was a way to "get there" faster.
I just must continue, all of us who want better lives, must continue.
Continuing is the only true purpose we all have as simple creatures. There are plenty of beautiful views along the mountain. The people rushing to the peak miss out on them.
funny that it's about 2 AM for me when I stumbled across this. The universe is sometimes humorous like that.
I don't know my path in life, and feel lost and alone, despite having a home & a job while living with my parents. Sometimes I wonder what I would be like if I had experienced the world more as a kid, instead of being inside, in my room either watching RUclips and playing games. Been in a bit of a mood lately, and am having trouble seeing my future life.
Sometimes I need these kinds of songs to soothe my soul. It helps more than one would think. Gives me hope for tomorrow (technically today) and further.
孤独を感じるけど何故かほっとするんだ…もう疲れたよ…
Se que no me conoces pero todo estará bien, solo necesitas un descanso, no te preocupes, no estás solo, todo mejorará❤
When I was 16, I had a pure n beautiful love affair with him, it was truly the most beautiful moment in my life. But after a family incident, he suddenly disappeared without saying a word. At that time, I was really desperate and went through graduation without him and until now, it has been 10 years. I dont know where he is n I miss him sm..
I am currently struggling to cope with the thought of having to live abroad. Just packing my things is difficult. Knowing that I’ll have to leave those who are most important to me. I find it hard to tell a person how I truly feel. I’m sure things will be fine, but it’s just so hard to envision it. The fear of failure than creeps up on me. It’s getting harder and harder to convince myself that everything will be ok as long as I keep trying. I come back to this playlist from time to time to address my thoughts and feelings.
I could only hope that whoever may be struggling find some peace in the darkest times.
i dont really have any stories to share, Im just here, at actual 2 am and it's nice
I wish i could come back here everyday and talk to someone...
U can talk to me
i miss those days
Lost Sounds is probably the best therapist i have ever had, opens up old wounds, makes you ponder the past, seeing your kids grow up to fast, that one girl you loved in high school that lives in the same town as you yet so far away now.
This is amazing I'm not confident that I can do it .Still, please give it a listen if you like. SOUEI YAMAOKA
無人島
It is 2am now..and youtube has recommended me this..
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Much needed..💘🙂
I have someone I like at work. But I don't know if this is really love. My friends at work feel like a second family to me and I'm really scared that this will ruin it.
Because of this playlist, it made me think about how important family is no matter where you are… thankyou❤
Herkes ingilizce yazmış bide ben
Türkçe yazayım dedim
☆Ne yapacağımı hiç bilmiyorum çünkü dengem şaştı. Bu ben değilim olmak istediğim hayat bu değil. Ben kalıplara asla sığamayan bı insanım. Hayalleri olan ve dövüşsüz sporsuz nefes alamayan bı insanım. Ama şuan 4 duvar arasındayım. Bir odadan diğer odaya geçmekten başka elimden hiçbir şey gelmiyor. Koşamıyorum doğru düzgün yürüyemiyorum bile. Ben tekmelerle hayat bulurken bacağımın kalıcı olmasada beni terk etmesi kafamı uyusturdu. Ne doğru düzgün düşünür ne hayal kurar oldum. Tam o dönüm noktası dediğiniz noktaya ulaşmadan bir adım önce yolunuza koca koca taşlar düştü mü hiç? Arkadaşların ilerlerken sen içli içli arkalarından baktınmı.. neden ben diye düşündüm hep belli ki bir sınav bu benim için ama bu kadar ağır olmak zorunda miydi? üzerinden aylar gecti ama sanki dün yaşanmış gibi ağırlığı var üstümde. Gençliğimin çürümesini istemiyorum. Tekrar eski ben olmak istiyorum ama o kişi 8 ay önce Tatemiminin üstünde kaldı ve geri gelmiyor.
Yabancılar güzel seylsr yazmış bende içimi dokeyim dedim pek güzel olmadı ama belki kader ortaklarim vardır kim bilir
Сейчас 02:37. Я долго не могла понять, к какой цели мне идти, что будет в будущем. Недавно ко мне пришло осознание, моя душа успокоилась. Но не успела она успокоится, как появились новые переживания. Сейчас я перехожу в 9 класс, буду учиться до 11, казалось бы, можно еще гулять, но меня очень сильно запугали учителя, сказали, что надо к началу учебного года выбрать себе профессию и тд. В общем решила пойти в архитектурный вуз, надо будет готовиться к вступительным экзаменам, к сдачи ОГЭ и ЕГЭ, что не может не пугать. Так же мне надо будет уехать из своего родного города, тк у нас в городе нет архитектурных вузов, или просто вузов, в которых есть направление по данной специальности. У меня подрастает младшая сестра, если мне придется уехать, я не знаю, когда буду возвращаться, я боюсь пропустить ее взростле, становление ее как личности. Еще я боюсь того, что буду в большом городе совершенно одна. Простите за такие откровения, я просто хочу высказаться, но к сожалению морально не могу высказать что то подруге, тк боюсь, что она меня не поймет. Такие видео, которые появляются у меня в ленте, успокаивают мою внутреннюю тревогу, большое спасибо автору, сотворяет чудо!! Спасибо.
Привет! Ты только сама начинаешь свой путь становления себя как личности , сосредоточься на себе и проигнорируй мнения окружающих. К сожалению, часто бывает, что преподаватели оказываются не самыми профессиональными. На моем опыте обучения нам часто говорили только негативные вещи, пытаясь убедить, что мы ничего не сможем достичь. Теперь мне почти 23 года, я работаю, и все школьные и университетские заботы остались позади. Никогда не могла понять людей, которые хотели бы вернуться в школьные годы и считали это время беззаботным. Но, может быть, со временем и ты почувствуешь то же самое. Желаю, чтобы все твои мечты сбылись, не стесняйся делиться своими мыслями с подругой - важно поддерживать друг друга. Если она не поймет тебя, возможно, это не твой человек, и это станет ясно со временем. Желаю тебя всего самого наилучшего! 💗✨
Все будет хорошо. Вся жизнь впереди , пусть он будет наполнена больше теплом.
I'm alone in a big city, far away from the comfort of my home. I came here to chase my dreams, and I'm grateful I get to do so. I have an apartment, food, and good health, but it gets so lonely, and I don't know whether to face the loneliness or go back to peace and quiet (but no growth).
I have something nervous tomorrow. I hope tomorrow won’t come, but we cannot avoid it. This music makes me feel better. Thanks.
13:19 wow love this one
Tbh I don’t want to talk about my problems to the other because they might think I just want their attention but insinde of me I’m sad and lonely I don’t know what to do, I don’t know what to think wich decision to make, I want to be fighter pilot but I’m slowly destroying my eyes by watching my phone all the day, I hate talking to people’s, I’ve always been betrayed and now I don’t trust anyone, but if somebody read this comment just say to yourself : dont give up there is always a good ending to everything, it can be hard at the beginning but the issue will solve itself with happiness and joy, live your life, smile, and please don’t forget that you will always matter for someone.
you matter too
saw this at 2am while studying , reading this comment section while listening to this playlist is 🫂✨it doesn't matter what u're going through rn life is def abt ups and downs..we all gonna leave anyway don't just exist, live while u can!
Это какое то чудо... я чувствую себя намного лучше, мне легче учится, работать, мечтать, планировать, спасибо...
having this in the background while making Videos about Hyperborea
Its 2am, I'm studying for my AP class while thinking about life while the whole house is sleeping.
This is amazing I'm not confident that I can do it
.Still, please give it a listen if you like. SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
I wish you the best, and if you ever feel demotivated or lost just know that this random stranger believed in you. Believe in me that believes in you.
all these people talking about hard times and I'm listening to this for studying 😭💀
LMAO
Esses sons são tão bons para refletir e lembrar momentos que nunca teremos novamente🙁
Lirih-lirih aku mendengar suara hentak hujan dari lalu lalang jalan
Cahaya meredup tak terarah
sendiri dalam hening
Begitu jelas telingaku menangkap suara
Seperti aku memanggil-manggil diriku
Jaket yang basah serupa selimut gigil
Dengan pandang yang terbatas
Mata hatiku jauh masuk ruang pandang tak terbatas
Tentang wajahmu 30 menit yang lalu
yang menanggalkan tipis senyum disakuku
Rintik-rintik yang tak berkesudahan
Menjadi rupa tanyamu tentang;
Apakah rindu itu nyata?
Apakah di langit sana, rasi bintang membentuk wajahku?
Apakah kau telah mencintai dirimu sebelum mencintaiku?
"Hati-hati di jalan, dingin bukanlah sahabat baik dan kau memahami itu"
Lampu-lampu kota mati satu persatu
Rintik hujan telah mengambil alih seluruh malam
Mengetuk kaca, mengaburkan pandang
Tapi senyummu masih jelas meski jarak kian membentang.