Life’s hard, no one ever told us it’s gonna be this hard, but no one ever said it’s gonna be easy either, just take it day by day, it’s ok to feel, its ok to cry, it’s ok to let it out, because keeping it in will only make it worse in the long run, trust me, if your seeing this and you feel like your alone, I promise your not 💘 stay strong soldier the grass is greener on the otherside, you’ll see it real soon, just don’t give up 💘
yea too bad open your eyes the old world is dead we can make a new world if we stop the tyranny going on right in front of our faces or are we gonna bitch out and accept that we are slaves cuz we are and we don’t do shit so we deserve it
U gotta realize that u ain’t never goin get dem shits back the more u stuck on the past the more sad u are about it u got to make new ones but at the end of the day that’s how time works u have to find peace within yourself gang
I miss the days of being little, girls weren't part of my concern, but since I was about 17 is when I started getting very lonely and depressed, I am now 20 about to be 21 in 10 days and I just lost the girl I loved the most in the world.. shit hurts so much and I'm so lonely now
I can't speak for anyone really but myself; but I wouldn't want to live a life where things are the same as they are now as back then. That's what makes life unique, and one of many reasons to live.
@@rubyrhino1130 I was like that some few years ago, feeling empty all the time just trying to do something to keep my mind up. I heard a video somewhere about the topic and started to do just one thing: Stop worrying about happiness. For me, joy is just one of the many feelings that gives life worth. The feeling for joy in life isn't necessarily necessary, at least for me. But what I've later discovered after some time is that happiness comes back once you stop looking for it in a kind of way.
For some reason it brings back memories when i was 4 and i went fishing with my grandpa and uncle, we went to parties festivals my whole family was together but then my grandpa got a divorce and he started drinking, smoking then my aunt left to Canada i went to wisconsin i used to live in mexico when everyone in my family was happy, I miss you pops 1949 - 2021
Some night I just lay down and cry I ain't even gonna lie but it helps just to sometimes let out my emotions.cuz I can just keep my pain inside for so long .
I wish I could bring myself to cry, but I've been shunned for crying so many times before that I can't anymore, I just wish I could let all of these pent up emotions out, I use laughing as my emotional outlet, I just hope I can laugh it off, but laughing feels only like a temporary fix to my problems, my brain just hurts nowadays, I wish I didn't have to confide all of my emotion in music and laughter, I wish just one time atleast I could cry an let everything out, cus as this feeling well up they become so much more difficult to deal with, I love being talkitive but when I'm really going through it nothing comes to my head, I can't talk, I can't laugh, I can only think, and the thinking goes too far sometimes, I don't wanna talk about what I think because I worry that it will make other people ponder the same thing and it will ruin each of their days, my biggest factor that causes these feelings is that I feel like nobody truly cares about me, they only make it seem like it for personal gain, a lot of times I feel that my own family doesn't care about me, they focus so little time into asking me what I think, it feels impossible to open up to them, because they've never shown worry for me, it seems like they expect to me to be just fine on my own, like I don't need any help with anything, and they don't have time to worry about me, my 18 year old brother is always finding something else he has a problem with, and they always jump in and try to deal with it, they almost disregard me because they know I'm seemingly self reliant, they're not entirely wrong tho, I can cook for myself, I have good social skills, and I do well in school, I always find a way to have some sort of income, but since my brother has so many more problems I get left to the side to deal with everything by myself, my parent are also divorced which doesn't help, my mom is pretty involved with my brother, but she also had a kid with my asshole step dad 3 years ago, so her time is split between my sister, her husband, and work, obviously she is always stressed, so when I do talk to her she always finds a way to make me feel bad about bothering her, so I seclude myself in my room most day's, I don't have the motivation to even go to my desk and play videogames a lot of times, my mom always snapping at is probably the cause for my anxiety, but my dad on the other hand is my reason for not crying, he wants us to be ok, he doesn't want us to think we have problems, but that's only made it worse, it's worse for me cus he knows what my brother goes through and wants to try and make it so I don't end up letting myself feel that way, he thinks that not acknowledging will make it go away, or shunning it will make it go away, none of what either of them have done makes anything go away, it all makes it worse, if I had a genie, my one wish would be that I could cry again
my parents are divorced too and my mom is leaving me for a guy in a whole different state and my brother is about to go into the military on top of that I gotta go to a whole new school and meet people after losing all my friends and seeing their true colors when I was going thru the most, now im almost all alone except for my dad... I wish I could cry too man cuz I feel it all built up but I cant bring myself to it I never talk to anyone about my problems and when I do its all make believe and made up really feels like the whole world is against me man
Idk what happened, everything was going up till I got to high school. My brother goes to jail not knowing how long he will be there for, grandma died, my friends changed. I was looking through photos of me when I was younger and trough the years I can see the smile going down to plain face with no emotion.
Kings and queens keep ya head up. One day is one day. One month is one month. One year is just one year. But a lifetime is what ever you make it. Never let yourself feel down. Always smile laugh and focus on your goals. When you make it out of the gutter. The city is waiting for you. Hommie check how yall doing?
Life isn't living... When we were kids everything was new and we didn't no better and we could do whatever we wanted with no real consequences and just go home and do whatever we wanted now we are adults and have to pretend we want to grow up and love a career and go study and work for the rest of our lives. I just want live life without having to work for some numbers on pieces of paper just to exist
bro i just want covid-19 to be over man i man. i miss going overseas, chilling in an airport lounge meeting other teenagers and just vibing, knowing we'd never meet ever again. then 5 hours after, being woken up for aeroplane breakfast, realising you're about to have the best yet the worst meal ever. i miss touching down in my home country, ready to greet my family. i feel that the vaccine has unlocked a secret fear of seperation that no one had felt that they had before, but all of a sudden you're confined to your country, naive to the restrictions bestowed upon you. i miss being able to go out and just enjoy life. please just take me back to before 2020. all i want is for this disease to be over so i can fly again ):
I’ve tried everything to bring myself self worth in this life yet nothing fulfills me. Trying to get girls, going to the gym for myself, setting good routines, educating myself and trying to find God. Maybe I did it all wrong or whatnot but I feel the sense of emptiness in my life that can’t be filled with anything. I tried ignoring this so much I even convinced myself I was happy now it’s so hard to even pull an act.
I love you bro. I’ll always keep missing you no matter what. to andrew: don’t think you make me cry. You made me very proud. Just stressed and worn abt thinking about what u could’ve done to save you. I love you forever man, stay safe up there. Jus take care of the peeps. We’ll get something crackin later big dawg
One day all the goods things happen and i am happy af but the next few days, life gets worse and worse. Why.. Right now im at bottom of life. I dont wanna live but i must, atleast i think.
From now until like age 22/23 your emotions are gonna go crazy and you’ll react to things in ways you’ve never experienced. It’s a wild time but usually you come out stronger🙌
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Life’s hard, no one ever told us it’s gonna be this hard, but no one ever said it’s gonna be easy either, just take it day by day, it’s ok to feel, its ok to cry, it’s ok to let it out, because keeping it in will only make it worse in the long run, trust me, if your seeing this and you feel like your alone, I promise your not 💘 stay strong soldier the grass is greener on the otherside, you’ll see it real soon, just don’t give up 💘
I’ve been waiting for months for it to get better
Shit be so hard man... life be tuff man. Appreciate u for looking out man
@@nicholasmueller4125 I've been waiting a year and a half 🙁😐
@@nicholasmueller4125 yearsssss it don’t get better😭
@@nicholasmueller4125 I’ve been waiting since late 2018 😕
life feels so much different than it used to. i wish things could go back to the way they were.
yea too bad open your eyes the old world is dead we can make a new world if we stop the tyranny going on right in front of our faces or are we gonna bitch out and accept that we are slaves cuz we are and we don’t do shit so we deserve it
U can. Its all in yo mind . U can change yourself u just gotta let go of yo current mindset to a better one
U gotta realize that u ain’t never goin get dem shits back the more u stuck on the past the more sad u are about it u got to make new ones but at the end of the day that’s how time works u have to find peace within yourself gang
@@damiandiaz6861 needed to hear this . Thank
You
I miss the days of being little, girls weren't part of my concern, but since I was about 17 is when I started getting very lonely and depressed, I am now 20 about to be 21 in 10 days and I just lost the girl I loved the most in the world.. shit hurts so much and I'm so lonely now
life just isn’t the same
im never truly happy anymore i just pretend to feel something other than sadness
I remember 2015, playing cod, chillin living life, now life is a shit show. Cant say anything without getting offended, gay pride month, idk bro...
@@tonyahackman9871 fr
I can't speak for anyone really but myself; but I wouldn't want to live a life where things are the same as they are now as back then. That's what makes life unique, and one of many reasons to live.
@@rubyrhino1130 I was like that some few years ago, feeling empty all the time just trying to do something to keep my mind up. I heard a video somewhere about the topic and started to do just one thing: Stop worrying about happiness. For me, joy is just one of the many feelings that gives life worth. The feeling for joy in life isn't necessarily necessary, at least for me. But what I've later discovered after some time is that happiness comes back once you stop looking for it in a kind of way.
every time I think to myself damn life is good rn,the next day everything is just sucks and depressing
Just a bad day doesn’t mean it has to be a bad life. Don’t worry you ain’t alone in this one though.
Same I keep telling myself it's all good even though it ain't
I feel u bro sometimes life hits different and you dont even know why and why you would deserve it
But take the Hit and keep ur head up man
this
this is such a mood
Don’t come here and say that with a fortnite pfp 🤦
@@ANTONl027 fr
For some reason it brings back memories when i was 4 and i went fishing with my grandpa and uncle, we went to parties festivals my whole family was together but then my grandpa got a divorce and he started drinking, smoking then my aunt left to Canada i went to wisconsin i used to live in mexico when everyone in my family was happy,
I miss you pops
1949 - 2021
Nah king... she ain’t thinking about you
Ngl tho this just helped my night so much like bro ty
Damn bro nvm she got with her best friend
I miss the day were i worried about girls... funny.
@@xd_mraj7042 rip
@Nathan Cudiamat fr
Some night I just lay down and cry I ain't even gonna lie but it helps just to sometimes let out my emotions.cuz I can just keep my pain inside for so long .
Fuck it. When we dont got no one except outself to vent to. Atleast just me
Frfr bruh ion even cry nomore bruh I just b thinking
Hurts so much sometimes especially when ypur trying your best
I wish I could bring myself to cry, but I've been shunned for crying so many times before that I can't anymore, I just wish I could let all of these pent up emotions out, I use laughing as my emotional outlet, I just hope I can laugh it off, but laughing feels only like a temporary fix to my problems, my brain just hurts nowadays, I wish I didn't have to confide all of my emotion in music and laughter, I wish just one time atleast I could cry an let everything out, cus as this feeling well up they become so much more difficult to deal with, I love being talkitive but when I'm really going through it nothing comes to my head, I can't talk, I can't laugh, I can only think, and the thinking goes too far sometimes, I don't wanna talk about what I think because I worry that it will make other people ponder the same thing and it will ruin each of their days, my biggest factor that causes these feelings is that I feel like nobody truly cares about me, they only make it seem like it for personal gain, a lot of times I feel that my own family doesn't care about me, they focus so little time into asking me what I think, it feels impossible to open up to them, because they've never shown worry for me, it seems like they expect to me to be just fine on my own, like I don't need any help with anything, and they don't have time to worry about me, my 18 year old brother is always finding something else he has a problem with, and they always jump in and try to deal with it, they almost disregard me because they know I'm seemingly self reliant, they're not entirely wrong tho, I can cook for myself, I have good social skills, and I do well in school, I always find a way to have some sort of income, but since my brother has so many more problems I get left to the side to deal with everything by myself, my parent are also divorced which doesn't help, my mom is pretty involved with my brother, but she also had a kid with my asshole step dad 3 years ago, so her time is split between my sister, her husband, and work, obviously she is always stressed, so when I do talk to her she always finds a way to make me feel bad about bothering her, so I seclude myself in my room most day's, I don't have the motivation to even go to my desk and play videogames a lot of times, my mom always snapping at is probably the cause for my anxiety, but my dad on the other hand is my reason for not crying, he wants us to be ok, he doesn't want us to think we have problems, but that's only made it worse, it's worse for me cus he knows what my brother goes through and wants to try and make it so I don't end up letting myself feel that way, he thinks that not acknowledging will make it go away, or shunning it will make it go away, none of what either of them have done makes anything go away, it all makes it worse, if I had a genie, my one wish would be that I could cry again
Holy bro I just read a whole mf essay crying bro holy I don’t even know what to say but keep your head up king
Barrack Obama wyd here
Heads up bro everything gona be okay
my parents are divorced too and my mom is leaving me for a guy in a whole different state and my brother is about to go into the military on top of that I gotta go to a whole new school and meet people after losing all my friends and seeing their true colors when I was going thru the most, now im almost all alone except for my dad... I wish I could cry too man cuz I feel it all built up but I cant bring myself to it I never talk to anyone about my problems and when I do its all make believe and made up really feels like the whole world is against me man
yeah bro.
Idk what happened, everything was going up till I got to high school. My brother goes to jail not knowing how long he will be there for, grandma died, my friends changed. I was looking through photos of me when I was younger and trough the years I can see the smile going down to plain face with no emotion.
Just grew up being taught to love the wrong things and as those things become more and more meaningless life just gets harder and harder.
crying so hard rn
I like to come back to this video not only because of the song but to see that I’m not the only one who feels as if things will never be the same
Hope life is doing well for you
It sucks to know that you're slowly fading away from your best friend and knowing they're doing the same things you did with someone else
If you really were best friends you'd make time for each other and not fade apart. My best friend and I always make time no matter what
One of my bestfriends turned out to be the fakest of them all
When they ask you how the semester is going...
Fax man
I can relate to this comment rn, im fucked.
@@asleep_stay strong, if I was able to graduate, anyone can
what major brother?
Kings and queens keep ya head up. One day is one day. One month is one month. One year is just one year. But a lifetime is what ever you make it. Never let yourself feel down. Always smile laugh and focus on your goals. When you make it out of the gutter. The city is waiting for you. Hommie check how yall doing?
Not doing good I hate myself
@@d.k.2195 I hate me too but you gotta learn to cope with the demon you controll
@@slide_sammymvp7625 My girl almost left me
@@d.k.2195 losing interest is common. Just make sure that you love yourself because that's the only love that will last for the rest of your life
@@slide_sammymvp7625 it was my fault tho it's because I'm sometimes insecure about myself my biggest concern is that someday she'll leave me
same 21, same
I can finally relate to 21 now bruh
Life isn't living... When we were kids everything was new and we didn't no better and we could do whatever we wanted with no real consequences and just go home and do whatever we wanted now we are adults and have to pretend we want to grow up and love a career and go study and work for the rest of our lives. I just want live life without having to work for some numbers on pieces of paper just to exist
Life is work sadly
i been looking for this for like eever
bro i just want covid-19 to be over man i man. i miss going overseas, chilling in an airport lounge meeting other teenagers and just vibing, knowing we'd never meet ever again. then 5 hours after, being woken up for aeroplane breakfast, realising you're about to have the best yet the worst meal ever. i miss touching down in my home country, ready to greet my family. i feel that the vaccine has unlocked a secret fear of seperation that no one had felt that they had before, but all of a sudden you're confined to your country, naive to the restrictions bestowed upon you. i miss being able to go out and just enjoy life. please just take me back to before 2020. all i want is for this disease to be over so i can fly again ):
Thank you for this fully
I’ve tried everything to bring myself self worth in this life yet nothing fulfills me. Trying to get girls, going to the gym for myself, setting good routines, educating myself and trying to find God. Maybe I did it all wrong or whatnot but I feel the sense of emptiness in my life that can’t be filled with anything. I tried ignoring this so much I even convinced myself I was happy now it’s so hard to even pull an act.
I ain't gonna’ lie, bro, I came a long way
I wanna be an innocent kid again 😕
Part of life and it hurts
*"sir this is a wendys"*
Dentist open:
Me:
I meant your mouth
I love you bro. I’ll always keep missing you no matter what. to andrew: don’t think you make me cry. You made me very proud. Just stressed and worn abt thinking about what u could’ve done to save you. I love you forever man, stay safe up there. Jus take care of the peeps. We’ll get something crackin later big dawg
I cried so much late nights that i cant and dont wanna cry anymore..
been on repeat for days now, always surprised by the new lows I reach
I ain’t gon lie bru sometimes late night I jus cry like a mf 😔
ty-
Damn bruh shii crazy dude
Hits different at 3am laying in bed staring at the ceiling😔
miss my gs
Feel you brah
It's gonna be okay.
If you sad. Stop. Do not listen to this shit. I had a great day and this made me wanna sit out in the rain during a thunder storm
Thank u
Yk I used to skateboard to cure my depression, now… it’s winter, I can’t skate…
I always feel like I’m dreaming, nothing feels real idk.
I hate myself..
same man
We just cry like mfs😄
Ay bro, don’t think about yourself like that. There’s people who love u. Keep your head up
@@garinrobbins4344 i always do my man its just the things i cant change yk
@@garinrobbins4344 thank you garin.
Got an ad for suicide prevention before this, I’m in pain but not that much pain
im losing it
don't, you aren't alone. ❤️
Anyone know if this is on soundcloud or spotify
hisokah - school rooftop
i cant fkn keep up
One day all the goods things happen and i am happy af but the next few days, life gets worse and worse.
Why..
Right now im at bottom of life. I dont wanna live but i must, atleast i think.
Yeah, me to :(
I don’t tell people I’m sad cause I don’t want them to be sad because I’m sad
Felt
Bro like idk why life changed , every was a good day before idk why bro i think its just that im growing but im still young im 15 lol
I’ll update
From now until like age 22/23 your emotions are gonna go crazy and you’ll react to things in ways you’ve never experienced. It’s a wild time but usually you come out stronger🙌
@@jawnfps thank you bro all love
Anyone know if I can find this on Spotify?
hisokah - school rooftop
Thx
Instrumental?
Hisohkah - School Rooftop Slowed
not a single dislike
using this beat 😕
I don’t think my friends would even miss me
I would miss you.
@@thornbush2708 thanks man that means a lot
@@oliverdagrouch6570 ofc,
i hope you are doing better
Whats the beat in this video
whats the sound
00:00
What’s the song name
What’s the background song ?
Background song pls?
she has a boyfriend :(
She doesn’t know I exist ☹️
@@jessieceniceros1883 😟
Sometimes I feel like my girl is cheating tbh
It's been 2 days since I texted my crush no reply yet . And neither from my friend
Move on king focus on yourself
@@aceex5518 thanks man
idk whats wrong with me