Yeah, most people are just all talk anyway... I gain a new respect for her after this video, it's easy to say "don't give up" when they're not the one feeling it... But then they do absolutely nothing to help you and after you recover they wanna get all the credit for it... It's absolutely disgusting
@@vallecend6855 At the same time the reverse could be said. I know a lot of "support groups" that tell everyone that they are victims and that it's not worth the effort. They also won't help you, they only push you to give up on whatever you want to accomplish. In sum, there's no right answer. Let individuals be individuals and make their own decision.
Thank you for the translation. Man she really had a rough start, she mentioned in the new outfit stream she’s been a VTB for almost 2 years, yet her sub count was no where close matching to her talent for the majority of that time. The sub count really starts to go up recently after she got the new l2d model and started doing collabs with other holo girls. If you can, please go subscribe to her. She is a great singer, editor, painter, chef and tetris queen. (Also has a psychopath side)
indeed I was talking with other english people watching in one our of streams the other day that we really want to push her sub count over 100k sui-chan is very talented and fun to watch and her tetris skills are amazing too ;D .
Well the reason I fell into this rabbit hole around late 2019 and become a Hoshiyomi, if we talk about the order : 1. My Parents Found Out I'm a VTuber clip and TL by Virtual Translated 2. The Story of Hoshimachi Suisei documentary by Aburage 3. The Origin of Psychopath Suisei clip and TL by Jurunrishi 4. Hoshimachi Suisei - Life Advice (long ver.) clip and TL by lyger VTuber translations That hasn't stopped me from revisiting the old clip, which is both nostalgic and motivating
I'm surprised she didn't know about burnout, where people, especially content creators, go into a state of anxiety and/or exhaustion from the work they have to do to meet their quota/keep work stability.
It's talked about in youtube a lot but only the english ones and even then it took a while for people to stop saying "How hard is uploading videos anyway. My job is way harder and I don't get breaks". It's only a relatively recent thing that people recognise burnout happens. Also in japan work culture is a lot worse
@damn boi More or less, the entirety of America's welfare system is abused by lazy people that dont want to get a job, and just expect free handouts from everyone else. My father is one of these people and as such I can say that it's utterly pathetic watching him constantly complain that he doesn't have much money and how EVERYTHING is sssoooo haaard for him. Like, get a job you worthless hippie.
Longer version of a clip previously uploaded to Twitter. Original stream from September 2, 2019. Today's clip is a bit different from the usual funny clips, but it's an important talk that I thought was worth sharing. Bonus scene here: ruclips.net/video/lWuY1aamtxI/видео.html As usual, see description for links and info on how to watch and support, and follow twitter.com/hololive_en on Twitter.
lyger VTuber translations Thank you very much for your translation, but just one little thing, I watched Suisei’s outlast stream yesterday and it said in the little text box thing her name is Hoshimati Suisei instead of Hoshimachi. I knowちis pronounced “chi” but.... again thank you for your translation and I meant no disrespect.
If you are feeling unwell, utilize the Joestar technique No matter how many people say “Shameless!” or “You coward!” Joestar technique is the way to go Thank you Suisei, Thank you Joseph.
As somebody who is dealing with depression for a very long time I feel like this is very important. Sometimes pushing yourself just for the sake of going forward doesn't work and it may just make your mental health decline. It's important to take breaks from time to time and to do things that you enjoy.
Sound like she was suffering from burnout. I really hope that conversation with the management was what helped her out, and not the "you can't quit now" voices, as I've heard some dreadful stories about Japanese working conditions.
I wouldn't say getting help to cure your mental sickness as "running away" Surprised that she talked about mental health and stuffs, most of the Japanese are pretty ignorant and don't really acknowledge mental sickness I love how she said *"Don't mind about other people, they won't pay your medical bill"* xD
She never said getting help to cure mental sickness as "running away" though. I think she meant it as to stop trying. Because if you keep pushing yourself, you might break and become hopeless, who then will need therapist's help to overcome life. I agree that most Japanese people refuse to believe in mental illness, but I think they do know it exists and they're trying to avoid it. Because if you think you are sick, you will become sick. But if you don't think at all, you can just continue to live normally. And you can lie to yourself throughout life, you can take all your pains to the grave, and you can distract yourself from negative thoughts by working your ass off. That was what I think. But anyway, SUISEN QUEEN. She's hardworking, smart, talented, funny and very cute. She deserves all the love ):3
running away is one of legit way to stop overdoing yourself and protect your mental health. many stories, anime, manga said dont run away because it looks cool, but in reality it just doesnt work the same as those fictional characters. human brain is more complicated than a cool character in a story
A very important lesson, thank you for translating this! Thank goodness her manager and the CEO were so considerate of her condition (from what it sounds like in this clip) since we tend to hear many awful stories about what workplaces in Japan can be like.
Yeah I was actually impressed how well they take care of these people. The overwork culture in japan is deadly and has a word for that made it into the dictionary. Props to their management.
Respect for suisei... To talk about mental health and the seriousness of it on stream where she's kinda expected to be all happy-go-lucky is admirable... Really glad she's feeling better now and hopefully it won't happen again... And i wholeheartedly agree with her sentiments on the whole process of getting better... It's the easiest thing to do to tell people to not quit or to not give up and if you do then you're a coward or whatever but the people who say those things are people who are ignorant about mental health and the importance of it or how to deal with burnouts or any other mental illnesses, would you really take any advice on how to feel better mentally from someone who doesn't even acknowledge it?... Ngl at first i thought this video was about that, suisei gonna talk about how you shouldn't quit yada yada and that's why i've been postponing to watch this video for a while and i'm really glad that she isn't one of those people and that she really gives meaningful advices and insights regarding the situation... Props to yagoo and a chan too for giving her some time off
Dang Suisei... that hits deep. This stream was before I started watching them, so I might never have watched this part, thank you Lyger as always ❤. I don't mean this in a bad or condescending way, but it's always nice to hear about the downs of other people instead of only the ups. It's very easy to think everyone else around you is infallible, that others have never gone through what you are going through, so sometimes just hearing other people talk about themselves and what they learnt from overcoming similar issues, that you could be having, really means a lot. Thank you Suisei for being human and talking about things that not many others like to walk. Time to show some support by watching the full episode.
She's on the same page, and she knows what's up. This is what kind of advice that i can take.. ''If you decide it you need to get away, do it'' Those people may say. ''That's taking the easy way out'' But that's just talk. Can't argue with that. ''You're the only one who can protect your own mental health. You're the only who knows what your breaking point is.'' No doubt about it. In which case, to hell with what other people say.~
Emotional exhaustion exists. Taking breaks is healthy. People who work non-stop are inviting mental instability upon themselves. This was a very sage discussion, and I'm glad she was able to have it.
man, this is so wholesome. I faced the same kind of circumstance but I ran away because I don't think I could handle it and my family would suffer. Until now, I still feel guilty about running away but seeing this, probably what I did might not be entirely right, but not entirely wrong either. Thanks Iyger for translating this, sui will have +1 follower
Suisei was only adopted into Hololive so she didn't get the sub-boost debut like the usual members and had to work hard for subs. Starting at the Winter Project collab and her tetris videos she finally got to 50k. After she reached 50k people finally recognized her as a Hololive. Her new model stream which was the mark and proof that she got fully recognize made me cry, especially her last song where she teared up. ruclips.net/video/EkBM9U51RSs/видео.html
It's a good thing that she took a break from Vtubing since severe burnout sometimes lead to depression if she chose to continue. There's a lot of anxiety and self-doubt involved and if the symptoms continued, it will be bad for her mental health.
Its the usual depression or burning out that RUclipsrs get after doing this for a fair amount of time. Uploading videos, making videos, editing videos etc tires the person out mentally and physically, especially if they do it on a daily basis. In a way she is luckier in that she is a VTuber, she is playing a character online instead of showing herself on the camera. And that her channel hasnt blown up to be that big yet. I've been worried since seeing half the 2nd gen and almost everyone from the 3rd gen streaming daily almost the whole day. Then they started having set times to stream, like haato and robo with their late night minecraft sessions, tho not always. Honestly after i started watching VTubers from Kizuna to Hololive and the many in between, most of the veteran VTubers seems to drop off their releases per day slowly until they get to a stable number weekly. The more senior Hololive members seem to stream irregularly but still keeps up the schedule of 7 video per week, altho the big ones seem to rarely stream nowadays.
Well, I'm glad that she works in a healthy environment where management is fine with you taking time off and needing a break. At my previous job, when I said that I was burned out and needed a break, I was simply told to get back to work and if I didn't meet my quota numbers, I'd be fired.
I understand that feeling, when you are stress so much sleep is unable to give you a peace of mind, happened to me years ago that I chose to leave and recover myself by not making a contact with it anymore.
Well this is very relevant to what I've been feeling lately. I guess I should really take a break when I can. Thanks for translating this, it means a lot.
This is one of the things I like about VTubers and especially Suisei. They tell things about their life that might help other people with what to do with their life or something to reflect on.
So basically, think "If I was Jojo, what would I do?", the answer, is run away. But not just run away, run away and think, and take care of yourself before coming back to ultimately win in the end. So basically real life is a Jojo's reference.
I'm no doc, but that is burnout. I can imagine it happening to her again as well, especially if it is true that she's in highschool (thanks for the bonus clip^^) and has to keep up woth studies, especially in japan. She's also constantly playing a character from the sound of it. Like, i'd have expected a more serious tone here, but she just kept that high-pitch happy voice.
@@キキダイラミ I dont know about japanese hololive auditions but i think you read about minimum age to become hololiver from indonesian site right? Dan terima kasih tadi ngebenarin misinformasi orang jepang tentang negara indonesia i really appreciate that (Nothing important about this sentence lol)
I've been going through a lot lately, can't find a job yet, my twitch channel showing no progress, my car breaking down and having to buy a new one even though I haven't sold the old one yet, my bank account losing so much money over the past week and my family not helping, I can tell you. this. this is what truly is important to get out of a burnout or any type of depression. Talk to people, don't bet on time to solve these kind of things because it's a double-edged sword, the more you wait the more things could either come up and further pull you down or pull you up. Seek advice please, being afraid of hurting your pride should never be more important than hurting your mental state. Good night.
Thanks to lyger for the translation, more suisui content is always appreciated. Props to Hololive's management for letting sui-chan take care of her burnout. They really care
Barely passed 30K in the beginning of September after a year of streaming and now she's at ~160K subs and 8-12K average viewers per stream. Not bad at all! Good for her, she deserved it.
She has a very sharp understanding of mental health maintenance, judging from the way she simplifies the explanations and makes the conclusions. I honestly didn't expect her to understand that so well, her being Japanese and all, especially with the Japanese craze for hard work and stigma regarding depression and everything. That was a wholesome ride.
Well I usually have that kind of feeling whenever I am studying and training every single day. After a few months of constant mental solving, I was feeling anxious of myself. That feeling of tiredness, and I felt like I was blocked by some kind of hallucinations a lot of emotions were rushing into me. Everytime I go to class I would usually feel kind of insane my way of thinking starts to drift off to a state of constant thinking. And this kind of habit from mine by not resting a single day sent me to a disorder or anxiety. I guess you call it Insanity Disorder since every time I make a mistake I suddenly feel a massive amount of negative energy rushing into me. So I decided to rest for 3 days and I was feeling great! Took a walk on the park and just meditated on the bed instead of studying. Although I had those times of insanity disorder it had been bugging me for a month... but I couldn’t take a long break during the last examinations so I had to keep on studying, oof... gladly I just took that on without damaging my brain cells. Like that was literally the worst thing that I had ever experienced. It was like torture instead of weighing you down due to the tiredness and constant anxiety. Aside from getting bitten by 4 crazed dogs and getting hit by a vehicle this one was triple the times of the pain. Suicide? Yes thoughts of suicide was pretty high at that time. Note I have a lot of things to study and practice: piano, violin, programming(Java and Python), science(astronomy, chemistry, geology, physics, and meteorology), painting, mathematics(calculus, and etc...), Martial arts, and etc etc...
同意する！ Totally agree. Wise words. The most important thing here is always your health, guysm take care of yourselves. I love the way she approaches this subject with delicacy and humbleness and doesn't try to sound all savy.
Like I said about the Matsuri audio, THAT is how a company should treat their idols(unless that company is managed by Eilene, then run/carry a bat). Hopefully, if the rumours about Luna are are true, they should help her out(i.e. bitch slap her till she stays in one place).
So i was not wrong from the beginning of my decision to take a break if i feel sick mentally i go home after said it to the boss and go home , but i hate shitty manager that tend to said keep work even you feel sick but you are still fine physically, (Well i quit my job 5 month ago)its not i feel lazy but i work 6 hours straight and 20 min break after that work for 3 hour more everyday(except sunday), and you had to write the message that you sick 2 day before get day off and you had to slip the doctor receipt.
Yeb, she's definitely burnout. Everyone need to take a break from work every now and then, even the most passionate artist need a break. But that's not the case in Japan. If you know what I mean.
unfortunately in Japan mental illness even anxiety can be seen as bad even some companies don't employ people who has a mental illness so and because of that they prefer to ignore it or not say anything if take a compliment is seen as bad in Japan imagine a mental illness
Nice video and a topic that needs more attention. Props to the company for supporting her and having her 2 weeks leave for recovering. Especially in Japan mental health isn’t that high on the agenda or get just denied 🙅♂️ off topic: how does those voice packs work? Do i need a special app or medium to play them?
oh so that's why some vtuber quit and I didn't know that anxiety can occur because imsomnia because engineering students stay up a lot at night for project So if you had employer take care their mental health too
Not sure if you read comments so I’ll post again. Thank you very much for your translation, but just one little thing, I watched Suisei’s outlast stream yesterday and it said in the little text box thing her name is Hoshimati Suisei instead of Hoshimachi. I knowちis pronounced “chi” but.... again thank you for your translation and I meant no disrespect.
Because of differences in the languages’ writing and sound systems, Japanese speakers don’t always romanize in a way that makes sense for English speakers. I prefer to use Hepburn romanization, which is better for English speakers, even if the “official” spelling is different.
Man... What she's saying is actually the opposite of what I'm doing. 😂😅 In my case, the ppl around me telling me not to run away from it cuz it's really unreasonable It was about quitting school when I'm about to graduate. Now that I think of it, I was really stupid for even thinking of quitting school when I have 1 month left.😂😂😂😭😭😭 +1 for her
It really makes me wonder how much the company pushes these girls to make quota in subs and view counts, etc. Knowing how Japan can be with people working 12 hour shifts and such.
She says it doesnt have anything to do with subscriber count or youtube but I really doubt that. Pretty sure it has alot to do with that, sounds like burnout stress.
I don't doubt it, just having to do the same thing constantly is more than enough to burn someone out. Especially jobs that have you stationary and alone.
For those that don't know, a poll on the best New Year's outfit is being conducted(DISCLAIMER: I DID NOT MAKE THIS POLL). www.reddit.com/r/VirtualRUclipsrs/comments/ek0yxy/the_awaited_fanmade_poll_on_hololive_2020_new/
You know when she said all that stuff in the first 40 seconds of the video......I thought those were syndromes of the boyfriend thing cause those syndromes were the exact same as what happened to this girl in a manga I read but I eventually learnt it was burnout instead. I am not trying to joke here btw.
pro-tip to the comments people saying "but the Japanese aren't supposed to know that": Perhaps you should consider as to why your reaction to this is to immediately repeat that belief rather than reevaluate it in the face of something pointing to contrary. anyway, thanks to Suisei for the stream and lyger for the subs.
I wish that taking that long of time was easier in Japan, i heard that if you even mention taking a break, you manager look at you with disgust, specially if you are a Gaijin. I hope that when i learn the japanese, i get a good job there who respect his employees, the rat told me this year to take care with decisions of life changing.
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I really loved the "are they going to pay for your medical bills?" Part.
That's an awesome line right there.
I want to like your comment but ur comment have 111 likes
Yeah, most people are just all talk anyway... I gain a new respect for her after this video, it's easy to say "don't give up" when they're not the one feeling it... But then they do absolutely nothing to help you and after you recover they wanna get all the credit for it... It's absolutely disgusting
@@syhoga Not anymore...
@@vallecend6855 At the same time the reverse could be said.
I know a lot of "support groups" that tell everyone that they are victims and that it's not worth the effort. They also won't help you, they only push you to give up on whatever you want to accomplish.
In sum, there's no right answer. Let individuals be individuals and make their own decision.
Thank you for the translation. Man she really had a rough start, she mentioned in the new outfit stream she’s been a VTB for almost 2 years, yet her sub count was no where close matching to her talent for the majority of that time. The sub count really starts to go up recently after she got the new l2d model and started doing collabs with other holo girls. If you can, please go subscribe to her. She is a great singer, editor, painter, chef and tetris queen. (Also has a psychopath side)
Okay will do
already did! hopefully more people get to know her more cause she is really great! (◕ᴗ◕✿)
indeed I was talking with other english people watching in one our of streams the other day that we really want to push her sub count over 100k sui-chan is very talented and fun to watch and her tetris skills are amazing too ;D .
When she's angry she starts cussing like a yanqui biker girl lol.
You got me on the psycopath part
Well the reason I fell into this rabbit hole around late 2019 and become a Hoshiyomi, if we talk about the order :
1. My Parents Found Out I'm a VTuber clip and TL by Virtual Translated
2. The Story of Hoshimachi Suisei documentary by Aburage
3. The Origin of Psychopath Suisei clip and TL by Jurunrishi
4. Hoshimachi Suisei - Life Advice (long ver.) clip and TL by lyger VTuber translations
That hasn't stopped me from revisiting the old clip, which is both nostalgic and motivating
This will always stand as one of my favorite suisei clips.
I'm surprised she didn't know about burnout, where people, especially content creators, go into a state of anxiety and/or exhaustion from the work they have to do to meet their quota/keep work stability.
It's talked about in youtube a lot but only the english ones and even then it took a while for people to stop saying "How hard is uploading videos anyway. My job is way harder and I don't get breaks". It's only a relatively recent thing that people recognise burnout happens. Also in japan work culture is a lot worse
syaondri unlike America where the working class is taxed and money is given to the lazies
The work culture in Japan is so bad that they have a word (Karoshi I think) for overworking yourself to death.
ArcticWolfGod so bad that the government had to make a special holiday for the worker so they don't work to death
@damn boi More or less, the entirety of America's welfare system is abused by lazy people that dont want to get a job, and just expect free handouts from everyone else. My father is one of these people and as such I can say that it's utterly pathetic watching him constantly complain that he doesn't have much money and how EVERYTHING is sssoooo haaard for him. Like, get a job you worthless hippie.
It was nice to see her use this model again yesterday.
Like some geezer said "it's okay if you ran away but you must not give up"
ok boomer
@@abelesperanz4196 ok normie
Was wondering where I heard this then I remembered Agartha lmao
Wasn’t that Zenitsus grandpa?
polyhistor Zenitsu’s trainer, not his literal grandpa
More insight into VTubers irl is always great
Longer version of a clip previously uploaded to Twitter. Original stream from September 2, 2019.
Today's clip is a bit different from the usual funny clips, but it's an important talk that I thought was worth sharing. Bonus scene here: ruclips.net/video/lWuY1aamtxI/видео.html
As usual, see description for links and info on how to watch and support, and follow twitter.com/hololive_en on Twitter.
lyger VTuber translations Thank you very much for your translation, but just one little thing, I watched Suisei’s outlast stream yesterday and it said in the little text box thing her name is Hoshimati Suisei instead of Hoshimachi. I knowちis pronounced “chi” but.... again thank you for your translation and I meant no disrespect.
I think there are two types of sad, one is when you don't want anyone around and the other is when you want everyone around
I'm downloading this vid as a reminder to myself :") i wish i found her last year when i needed to hear this, sui-chan is the best
I fall in love with her because of this clip,
Cant Believe its been 2 years ❤️❤️❤️❤️
If you are feeling unwell, utilize the Joestar technique
No matter how many people say “Shameless!” or “You coward!”
Joestar technique is the way to go
Thank you Suisei, Thank you Joseph.
*Saying it inspirely* NIGERUNDAYO SMOKEYYYYY
give them the NOBEL awards!!!!
Thank you, Suisei from the past 💙☄️
Great advice. Don't be afraid to draw a line for yourself on how far you can go mentally. You aren't weak!
*sees 30k subscribers
Sniff* suichan has grown so much
Very much 397k
Now 412K
499k
hehe 606k now
We're at 716k
As somebody who is dealing with depression for a very long time I feel like this is very important. Sometimes pushing yourself just for the sake of going forward doesn't work and it may just make your mental health decline. It's important to take breaks from time to time and to do things that you enjoy.
Sound like she was suffering from burnout. I really hope that conversation with the management was what helped her out, and not the "you can't quit now" voices, as I've heard some dreadful stories about Japanese working conditions.
I wouldn't say getting help to cure your mental sickness as "running away"
Surprised that she talked about mental health and stuffs, most of the Japanese are pretty ignorant and don't really acknowledge mental sickness
I love how she said *"Don't mind about other people, they won't pay your medical bill"* xD
She never said getting help to cure mental sickness as "running away" though. I think she meant it as to stop trying. Because if you keep pushing yourself, you might break and become hopeless, who then will need therapist's help to overcome life.
I agree that most Japanese people refuse to believe in mental illness, but I think they do know it exists and they're trying to avoid it. Because if you think you are sick, you will become sick. But if you don't think at all, you can just continue to live normally. And you can lie to yourself throughout life, you can take all your pains to the grave, and you can distract yourself from negative thoughts by working your ass off.
That was what I think.
But anyway, SUISEN QUEEN. She's hardworking, smart, talented, funny and very cute. She deserves all the love ):3
running away is one of legit way to stop overdoing yourself and protect your mental health. many stories, anime, manga said dont run away because it looks cool, but in reality it just doesnt work the same as those fictional characters. human brain is more complicated than a cool character in a story
I was about to throw a "psychopass" comment but seeing how these ppl are feeling, I just hope every one good health. God bless Lyger as always! ☄️☄️☄️
I appreciate your comment and I bless you too!!
3:36 ~ 4:05 true story, I agree with her
A very important lesson, thank you for translating this!
Thank goodness her manager and the CEO were so considerate of her condition (from what it sounds like in this clip) since we tend to hear many awful stories about what workplaces in Japan can be like.
Yeah I was actually impressed how well they take care of these people. The overwork culture in japan is deadly and has a word for that made it into the dictionary. Props to their management.
yagoo 🙏
This is how you run a studio. Really. Props to the staff (and the CEO!) to act as a support system when the talents are getting mental problems.
Respect for suisei... To talk about mental health and the seriousness of it on stream where she's kinda expected to be all happy-go-lucky is admirable... Really glad she's feeling better now and hopefully it won't happen again... And i wholeheartedly agree with her sentiments on the whole process of getting better... It's the easiest thing to do to tell people to not quit or to not give up and if you do then you're a coward or whatever but the people who say those things are people who are ignorant about mental health and the importance of it or how to deal with burnouts or any other mental illnesses, would you really take any advice on how to feel better mentally from someone who doesn't even acknowledge it?... Ngl at first i thought this video was about that, suisei gonna talk about how you shouldn't quit yada yada and that's why i've been postponing to watch this video for a while and i'm really glad that she isn't one of those people and that she really gives meaningful advices and insights regarding the situation... Props to yagoo and a chan too for giving her some time off
Dang Suisei... that hits deep. This stream was before I started watching them, so I might never have watched this part, thank you Lyger as always ❤. I don't mean this in a bad or condescending way, but it's always nice to hear about the downs of other people instead of only the ups. It's very easy to think everyone else around you is infallible, that others have never gone through what you are going through, so sometimes just hearing other people talk about themselves and what they learnt from overcoming similar issues, that you could be having, really means a lot. Thank you Suisei for being human and talking about things that not many others like to walk. Time to show some support by watching the full episode.
As a student studying psychology, this pleases me in SEVERAL ways
She's on the same page, and she knows what's up.
This is what kind of advice that i can take..
''If you decide it you need to get away, do it'' Those people may say. ''That's taking the easy way out'' But that's just talk. Can't argue with that.
''You're the only one who can protect your own mental health. You're the only who knows what your breaking point is.'' No doubt about it.
In which case, to hell with what other people say.~
Emotional exhaustion exists. Taking breaks is healthy. People who work non-stop are inviting mental instability upon themselves.
This was a very sage discussion, and I'm glad she was able to have it.
man, this is so wholesome. I faced the same kind of circumstance but I ran away because I don't think I could handle it and my family would suffer. Until now, I still feel guilty about running away but seeing this, probably what I did might not be entirely right, but not entirely wrong either. Thanks Iyger for translating this, sui will have +1 follower
Suisei was only adopted into Hololive so she didn't get the sub-boost debut like the usual members and had to work hard for subs. Starting at the Winter Project collab and her tetris videos she finally got to 50k. After she reached 50k people finally recognized her as a Hololive. Her new model stream which was the mark and proof that she got fully recognize made me cry, especially her last song where she teared up. ruclips.net/video/EkBM9U51RSs/видео.html
wut? i didnt know that. i thought shes hologirl from the start
It's a good thing that she took a break from Vtubing since severe burnout sometimes lead to depression if she chose to continue. There's a lot of anxiety and self-doubt involved and if the symptoms continued, it will be bad for her mental health.
Its the usual depression or burning out that RUclipsrs get after doing this for a fair amount of time. Uploading videos, making videos, editing videos etc tires the person out mentally and physically, especially if they do it on a daily basis.
In a way she is luckier in that she is a VTuber, she is playing a character online instead of showing herself on the camera. And that her channel hasnt blown up to be that big yet. I've been worried since seeing half the 2nd gen and almost everyone from the 3rd gen streaming daily almost the whole day. Then they started having set times to stream, like haato and robo with their late night minecraft sessions, tho not always.
Honestly after i started watching VTubers from Kizuna to Hololive and the many in between, most of the veteran VTubers seems to drop off their releases per day slowly until they get to a stable number weekly. The more senior Hololive members seem to stream irregularly but still keeps up the schedule of 7 video per week, altho the big ones seem to rarely stream nowadays.
Well, I'm glad that she works in a healthy environment where management is fine with you taking time off and needing a break. At my previous job, when I said that I was burned out and needed a break, I was simply told to get back to work and if I didn't meet my quota numbers, I'd be fired.
I understand that feeling, when you are stress so much sleep is unable to give you a peace of mind, happened to me years ago that I chose to leave and recover myself by not making a contact with it anymore.
Well this is very relevant to what I've been feeling lately. I guess I should really take a break when I can. Thanks for translating this, it means a lot.
Ty Lyger san for translating this. I will take this to heart Suisei!
This is one of the things I like about VTubers and especially Suisei. They tell things about their life that might help other people with what to do with their life or something to reflect on.
just the right video when i need it
So basically, think "If I was Jojo, what would I do?", the answer, is run away. But not just run away, run away and think, and take care of yourself before coming back to ultimately win in the end. So basically real life is a Jojo's reference.
I love how people at hololive helped her up to this point, wholesome agency
I'm no doc, but that is burnout. I can imagine it happening to her again as well, especially if it is true that she's in highschool (thanks for the bonus clip^^) and has to keep up woth studies, especially in japan.
She's also constantly playing a character from the sound of it. Like, i'd have expected a more serious tone here, but she just kept that high-pitch happy voice.
I don't think she is in highschool. All Hololive members needs to be above legal age as they can't hire minor.
I think She just graduated tho xD
Catalistic except for the entertainment industry, Idols tend to start at high school age at 14-16 similar to idols this people audition to be vtubers.
@@greatninja2590 Min. 18yo for being Hololive or Vtuber member on any group ^^
@@キキダイラミ I dont know about japanese hololive auditions but i think you read about minimum age to become hololiver from indonesian site right?
Dan terima kasih tadi ngebenarin misinformasi orang jepang tentang negara indonesia i really appreciate that (Nothing important about this sentence lol)
Dang, she was still at 30,000 subs
I've been going through a lot lately, can't find a job yet, my twitch channel showing no progress, my car breaking down and having to buy a new one even though I haven't sold the old one yet, my bank account losing so much money over the past week and my family not helping, I can tell you. this. this is what truly is important to get out of a burnout or any type of depression. Talk to people, don't bet on time to solve these kind of things because it's a double-edged sword, the more you wait the more things could either come up and further pull you down or pull you up. Seek advice please, being afraid of hurting your pride should never be more important than hurting your mental state.
Good night.
This is so true tho
Thanks to lyger for the translation, more suisui content is always appreciated. Props to Hololive's management for letting sui-chan take care of her burnout. They really care
Barely passed 30K in the beginning of September after a year of streaming and now she's at ~160K subs and 8-12K average viewers per stream. Not bad at all! Good for her, she deserved it.
Thank you for this as always!
She has a very sharp understanding of mental health maintenance, judging from the way she simplifies the explanations and makes the conclusions. I honestly didn't expect her to understand that so well, her being Japanese and all, especially with the Japanese craze for hard work and stigma regarding depression and everything. That was a wholesome ride.
She's everything
Really great life advice in general from her.
Always nice to see these sides of our content creators to be honest.
She was on a kill streak during the first week and burrying bodies on the second
Great advice, thank you so much for translating this and all the videos you translate :)
Sui-chan, always the philosopher
This is exactly the reason why she's my favorite VTuber. She keeps it real.
Basically, don't work so hard that you can't do the same amount of work tomorrow .
Uuuh that hit home
nice to see mental health awareness from a Vtuber. this is real shit and i respect her for that
tfw a vtuber is your spirit animal
Well I usually have that kind of feeling whenever I am studying and training every single day. After a few months of constant mental solving, I was feeling anxious of myself. That feeling of tiredness, and I felt like I was blocked by some kind of hallucinations a lot of emotions were rushing into me. Everytime I go to class I would usually feel kind of insane my way of thinking starts to drift off to a state of constant thinking. And this kind of habit from mine by not resting a single day sent me to a disorder or anxiety. I guess you call it Insanity Disorder since every time I make a mistake I suddenly feel a massive amount of negative energy rushing into me. So I decided to rest for 3 days and I was feeling great! Took a walk on the park and just meditated on the bed instead of studying.
Although I had those times of insanity disorder it had been bugging me for a month... but I couldn’t take a long break during the last examinations so I had to keep on studying, oof... gladly I just took that on without damaging my brain cells. Like that was literally the worst thing that I had ever experienced. It was like torture instead of weighing you down due to the tiredness and constant anxiety. Aside from getting bitten by 4 crazed dogs and getting hit by a vehicle this one was triple the times of the pain. Suicide? Yes thoughts of suicide was pretty high at that time.
Note I have a lot of things to study and practice: piano, violin, programming(Java and Python), science(astronomy, chemistry, geology, physics, and meteorology), painting, mathematics(calculus, and etc...), Martial arts, and etc etc...
同意する！ Totally agree. Wise words. The most important thing here is always your health, guysm take care of yourselves.
I love the way she approaches this subject with delicacy and humbleness and doesn't try to sound all savy.
I feel 20% better running away now ^~^
Like I said about the Matsuri audio, THAT is how a company should treat their idols(unless that company is managed by Eilene, then run/carry a bat).
Hopefully, if the rumours about Luna are are true, they should help her out(i.e. bitch slap her till she stays in one place).
So i was not wrong from the beginning of my decision to take a break if i feel sick mentally i go home after said it to the boss and go home , but i hate shitty manager that tend to said keep work even you feel sick but you are still fine physically,
(Well i quit my job 5 month ago)its not i feel lazy but i work 6 hours straight and 20 min break after that work for 3 hour more everyday(except sunday), and you had to write the message that you sick 2 day before get day off and you had to slip the doctor receipt.
I feel ya, as long as you prepare the sick letter they will believe you. Office enviroment is always like that sadly
Yeb, she's definitely burnout.
Everyone need to take a break from work every now and then, even the most passionate artist need a break.
But that's not the case in Japan. If you know what I mean.
This is a hard to swallow videos, but yeah in a way suisei may have snapped some sense into me.
Thank you for translating this
thanks iyger get me into the rabbit hole
unfortunately in Japan mental illness even anxiety
can be seen as bad even some companies don't employ people who has a mental illness so and because of that they prefer to ignore it or not say anything
if take a compliment is seen as bad in Japan imagine a mental illness
Nice to see this clip again. Great advice
Thanks
It call tired, it take toll slowly. Yeah, taking rest is important.smart aniki.
Been there done that. 100% agree with her.
umu.. this is indeed a good life advice..
Very real talk, thanks for translation
Her storytelling and ranting reminded me of technoblade just that she plays tetris instead of stabbing kids in minecraft PVP
Nice video and a topic that needs more attention.
Props to the company for supporting her and having her 2 weeks leave for recovering.
Especially in Japan mental health isn’t that high on the agenda or get just denied 🙅♂️
off topic: how does those voice packs work? Do i need a special app or medium to play them?
They’re just audio files, usually wav or m4a.
That’s good advice.
oh so that's why some vtuber quit and I didn't know that anxiety can occur because imsomnia because engineering students stay up a lot at night for project So if you had employer take care their mental health too
Welp, she just earned herself a new sub
Not sure if you read comments so I’ll post again. Thank you very much for your translation, but just one little thing, I watched Suisei’s outlast stream yesterday and it said in the little text box thing her name is Hoshimati Suisei instead of Hoshimachi. I knowちis pronounced “chi” but.... again thank you for your translation and I meant no disrespect.
Because of differences in the languages’ writing and sound systems, Japanese speakers don’t always romanize in a way that makes sense for English speakers. I prefer to use Hepburn romanization, which is better for English speakers, even if the “official” spelling is different.
lyger VTuber translations That makes sense, thank you.
Man... What she's saying is actually the opposite of what I'm doing. 😂😅
In my case, the ppl around me telling me not to run away from it cuz it's really unreasonable
It was about quitting school when I'm about to graduate. Now that I think of it, I was really stupid for even thinking of quitting school when I have 1 month left.😂😂😂😭😭😭
+1 for her
Great advice!! :)
It really makes me wonder how much the company pushes these girls to make quota in subs and view counts, etc. Knowing how Japan can be with people working 12 hour shifts and such.
Considerig she actually talked with the CEO, and then was allowed to take a two-week break, I'd say Hololive is taking good care of their talent.
FACTS
Do some Tai Chi as well as meditation that will cheer you up I should know I have to do it everyday myself.
This is from quite some time ago
I felt this on a deep level. I really did. Thanks for translating and uploading this.
She says it doesnt have anything to do with subscriber count or youtube but I really doubt that. Pretty sure it has alot to do with that, sounds like burnout stress.
I don't doubt it, just having to do the same thing constantly is more than enough to burn someone out. Especially jobs that have you stationary and alone.
For those that don't know, a poll on the best New Year's outfit is being conducted(DISCLAIMER: I DID NOT MAKE THIS POLL).
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i felt this..... also need some time off IRL
You know when she said all that stuff in the first 40 seconds of the video......I thought those were syndromes of the boyfriend thing cause those syndromes were the exact same as what happened to this girl in a manga I read but I eventually learnt it was burnout instead. I am not trying to joke here btw.
pro-tip to the comments people saying "but the Japanese aren't supposed to know that": Perhaps you should consider as to why your reaction to this is to immediately repeat that belief rather than reevaluate it in the face of something pointing to contrary.
anyway, thanks to Suisei for the stream and lyger for the subs.
boy.. this can be in a way misinterpreted as supporting suicide. lmao.
I wish that taking that long of time was easier in Japan, i heard that if you even mention taking a break, you manager look at you with disgust, specially if you are a Gaijin. I hope that when i learn the japanese, i get a good job there who respect his employees, the rat told me this year to take care with decisions of life changing.
Is it just me or does it seem like she has the Japanese equivalent of a valley girl voice? She says 'umm' and 'like' a lot lol.
based and redpiled
Are there any Holo Live fan discord server? I found a link on Reddit but it has expired.
Why did you upload all 26 episodes of Neon Genesis Evangelion? I thought this was a vtuber sub channel?
Thats called depression, it may return if the conditions are met
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