Draw my Life :) ASMR

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  • Опубликовано: 7 сен 2024
  • I got SOOO many requests to do this video so here it is.. :) it might be a little sad at times but remember that I am very happy now smiles :)) I love you guys!
    A more detailed story of how I came to the USA:
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    This video cannot replace any medication or professional treatment. If you have sleep/anxiety/psychological troubles please consult your physician. Thank you :) ***
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Комментарии • 4,6 тыс.

  • @aprilapricotful
    @aprilapricotful 6 лет назад +1222

    You are not an ugly lady. You are beautiful. I would never of known. I'm so sorry these evil men hurt you x

  • @LabNYorkie
    @LabNYorkie 8 лет назад +1733

    Maria, you have SO much strength. You deserve peace, happiness, success and good health. You've survived and thrived.

    • @danmccolgan
      @danmccolgan 8 лет назад +26

      yeah. i have so much respect.

    • @Wanderlust246
      @Wanderlust246 7 месяцев назад

      There is a little bit of this story that’s missing.

  • @samemerick7012
    @samemerick7012 8 лет назад +3690

    I've never been so angry and so relaxed at the same time

    • @seintbln
      @seintbln 8 лет назад +64

      OMG YES HAHAHAHAH :(((((

    • @racheltaylorbeauty9016
      @racheltaylorbeauty9016 8 лет назад +20

      Yea same

    • @navaehadams717
      @navaehadams717 7 лет назад +7

      Sam Emerick thank you exactly how I feel

    • @mizzyuk8697
      @mizzyuk8697 7 лет назад +134

      Sam Emerick
      Ikr?! Why did she have to go through all that unnecessary hurt, cruelty and pain?? She didn't deserve it!

    • @matthewanderson1916
      @matthewanderson1916 7 лет назад +40

      I know I'm freaking mad but she's still relaxing me?

  • @claudiabugedo
    @claudiabugedo 5 лет назад +797

    Omgggg and now you are a FAMILY!!!!!!! Can you believe it???? You, Darryl and baby Mila ♡♡♡

    • @lillylazer429
      @lillylazer429 5 лет назад +34

      Right! She deserves all the happiness💟

    • @zachbrewer1429
      @zachbrewer1429 5 лет назад +1

      who gives a shit lmao

    • @SergioR00
      @SergioR00 5 лет назад +30

      @@zachbrewer1429 what a shit head

    • @zachbrewer1429
      @zachbrewer1429 4 года назад

      @3 name changes allowed every 90 days. how do I have anger issues lol

    • @pettymachete3155
      @pettymachete3155 4 года назад +8

      @@SergioR00 Don't give him any thought. It's probably her ex.

  • @carnold0123
    @carnold0123 8 лет назад +800

    They didn't ruin your looks, you're beautiful

  • @lysxdp8073
    @lysxdp8073 7 лет назад +286

    Damn girl you've been through some shit. I admire how positive you are. Such a beautiful woman

  • @theresa_lp
    @theresa_lp 9 лет назад +1628

    I respect you so much for all the things you have been through, and that you still shine your light after it all! You're an inspiration darling. I love your videos and I love YOU!

    • @GentleWhisperingASMR
      @GentleWhisperingASMR  9 лет назад +64

      +Theresa Lyon, awww you sweetheart :) lots of love to you ^.^ ♡

    • @LizTiddington
      @LizTiddington 8 лет назад +14

      +GentleWhispering I completely agree with Theresa. You are incredible and I don't know how or why anyone would want to hurt or harm you. You are so strong to rise above it and find inner peace. I love your videos, they are so creative and relaxing xx

    • @Miku-eg4wo
      @Miku-eg4wo 8 лет назад +1

      +GentleWhispering I cant hear anything talk loud I dont care i you whisper

    • @Allikitcat
      @Allikitcat 8 лет назад +9

      +Miku 1711 It's an ASMR video, meant for relaxation. She whispers for this reason. You can always go elsewhere if you don't like it, or you can find out how to turn the volume up to your satisfaction. ;)

    • @meep-xx3ol
      @meep-xx3ol 8 лет назад +16

      I agree 100%

  • @D4NC3Rable
    @D4NC3Rable 4 года назад +558

    Holy shit Maria this is the third time I've listened to this and I only JUST put the pieces together and realized you were trafficked. The guy who met you and said he helped university students find work and then set you up with a hotel and demanded you pay him for his "service" and then gave you a choice between stripping and cleaning work? ...Yeah, that's a human trafficker.

    • @Lobardan
      @Lobardan 3 года назад +10

      That's not what human trafficking is at all.

    • @D4NC3Rable
      @D4NC3Rable 3 года назад +58

      @@Lobardan ..Okay. Wanna fill us in??

    • @D4NC3Rable
      @D4NC3Rable 3 года назад +7

      @@Lobardan so is being polite lol

    • @Lobardan
      @Lobardan 3 года назад +3

      @@D4NC3Rable Who is being impolite

    • @D4NC3Rable
      @D4NC3Rable 3 года назад +11

      @@Lobardan I'm not sure, maybe google can help you figure it out.

  • @miss_tasticX
    @miss_tasticX 8 лет назад +462

    I am so angry that such a lovely and caring person was taken advantage of and messed around so much in their life as you have. I wish you the best in everything you do, I love your videos, I enjoy ASMR with artists I really connect to and you were the first artist I discovered. So much love to you

    • @beautifullife1259
      @beautifullife1259 5 лет назад +1

      well, she is now rewarded for being such a wonderful human, and I'm sure those evil people got their payback

  • @josephwinkler4863
    @josephwinkler4863 6 лет назад +354

    I will never understand three guys beating up a beautiful girl
    God will handle them

    • @coolbae1998
      @coolbae1998 4 года назад +23

      I bet they might have been sent by her ex :(

    • @laineyerin5801
      @laineyerin5801 4 года назад +3

      Little Miss Sunshine that’s what I was thinking!

    • @Owentjuhh
      @Owentjuhh 4 года назад +1

      @@coolbae1998 prob not cuz she moved away and the guys who beated her up lived their longer i think so prob not

  • @MoonlightCottageASMR
    @MoonlightCottageASMR 4 года назад +104

    I don't know why I've never watched this video before... (and I've been watching your videos for years !). That totally moved me, this is a true lesson of courage, love and belief. You're a creature of heart, and a beautiful personn. Thank you, Maria. Thank you.

    • @nano60
      @nano60 10 месяцев назад +3

      Course moonlight is an og viewer of an og creator. Awesome

  • @katieviljoen8409
    @katieviljoen8409 5 лет назад +243

    I’m crying at this video , I can’t bare the thought of all that pain when mugged . Your face is beautiful.

  • @Not_Ciel
    @Not_Ciel 7 лет назад +207

    I like how this was more about your actual life than your time on RUclips. I feel like a lot of "Draw My Life"s tend to skim through their actual life and then spend too much time on the RUclips part. Congrats!

  • @NM-lj1iq
    @NM-lj1iq 7 лет назад +278

    I know this video is old but I think it's crazy how you're so happy and positive and not bitter and angry as hell after everything that has happened to you!

  • @mikeybrunner9111
    @mikeybrunner9111 9 лет назад +225

    It doesn't matter how you look now or how you looked before. The most important thing is that you know you are pretty, and a hole lot of other people think that to. Don't forget, people will accept you for who you are and mostly all of your subscribers will as well. I know that because I'm one of them. For people who don't think the same, then they don't know what pretty is.

    • @GentleWhisperingASMR
      @GentleWhisperingASMR  9 лет назад +11

      Thank you, Mikey. :) you're such a wonderful guy.

    • @MicroageHD
      @MicroageHD 9 лет назад +3

      What if i know that i look ugly and a hole lot of other people think so too?

    • @mikeybrunner9111
      @mikeybrunner9111 9 лет назад +1

      ***** why thank you. How nice of u☺

    • @tenientedan9387
      @tenientedan9387 9 лет назад

      Rosa Panta Yeah, but she will be as ugly as him.

    • @noexecutexvii4995
      @noexecutexvii4995 9 лет назад +1

      Teniente Dan From personal experience, trust me, it is sometimes not the case. ^^

  • @BassLove91
    @BassLove91 5 лет назад +162

    I cannot believe how STRONG you are oh my goodness. You're an amazing example of humanity at its finest

  • @elizabethc.z
    @elizabethc.z 7 лет назад +346

    Thanks for sharing your story Maria. I'm sorry for all the hardships you've been through. However, you overcame those struggles and are a stronger person! Not only that, but you help many people with the content you make. You've helped me so much through moments of anxiety. Thanks so much. I wish I could give you a hug in person.

  • @Dangermaniac206
    @Dangermaniac206 9 лет назад +328

    Damn this took me some tears.... I don't have words to express my admiration for you.

    • @drewruiz991
      @drewruiz991 9 лет назад +5

      agree

    • @msSamanthaJoy
      @msSamanthaJoy 9 лет назад +5

      So many flowing feelings and tears by the end. Amazing.

  • @Adam-tm5xd
    @Adam-tm5xd 8 лет назад +252

    I never comment on videos ever.. infact I have literally just had to create a channel just to write this comment! But I just had to say how much your life story has touched me. You have seen some of the worst things the world has to throw at you and despite that... you have still emerged from it all as a strong amazing person.. and I respect that so much.. You have been so brave in your life and done things some people dare not even dream of (myself included). You are a walking inspiration for so many people.. I hope nothing but good luck follows you around from now on :) I doubt you will even see this comment but I had to write it regardless.. oh and btw.. your face is beyond beautiful.. those thugs could never take that from you! Adam x

  • @lillylazer429
    @lillylazer429 5 лет назад +192

    Now you are happy married and with a baby! You deserve all the happiness

    • @Peflett
      @Peflett 4 года назад +3

      Respect 🙏🙏🙏😌

  • @TGamingGod
    @TGamingGod 9 лет назад +146

    I know this is an old video but that was extremely touching, I would never have thought you went through all those tough times but I just want to say it's great that you're now happy and thank you for making these awesome asmr videos. You're a true inspiration

  • @FairyCRat
    @FairyCRat 4 года назад +703

    Masha: "I grew up in a small town"
    Also Masha, 7 seconds later: "about... FIVE HUNDRED THOUSAND PEOPLE"
    Wow, everything is so big in Russia.

    • @HANA-mw1rf
      @HANA-mw1rf 4 года назад +8

      Well she said an industrial town so....

    • @marybrown2723
      @marybrown2723 4 года назад +17

      I was born and still live in Moscow with approximately 15 million people :)

    • @elmedreyn9941
      @elmedreyn9941 4 года назад +4

      Josephi Krakowski dude wtf it’s not 20 million it’s about 145 million

    • @oeshanefacey07gmailcom
      @oeshanefacey07gmailcom 4 года назад +1

      @You stole my burrito, Charlie lmao he knows he is just amazed by it dummy

    • @VampiressAkaya
      @VampiressAkaya Год назад

      Me to ahahah 400k little industrial city😂😅

  • @florrrina
    @florrrina 5 лет назад +40

    I'm so mad at everyone who has ever hurt you. The fact that you're so happy and at peace instead of being hurt and bitter forever is phenomenal. You're strong, and you're so, so brave. You're a pillar of this community, and we are all so thankful for you. You've got a family in us too, Masha. 🙏🏻💖

  • @ciara4087
    @ciara4087 Год назад +24

    I watched this video when it was first uploaded, as a 14 year old girl and a fan of your channel. Now, as a 24 year old woman (and still a huge fan!), I’ve experienced more of life and fully understand all the trials and sadnesses you’ve had to overcome. You’re an amazing woman!
    This may seem strange, but growing up and watching your channel over the past 10 years I feel like you and other original ASMRtists like Emma WhispersRed are such wonderful and powerful role models for me and others, especially other women. Choosing to find calm in the rush of life, peace in the chaos (and occasional unpleasantness), you’ve always been there. I guess I just wanted to say thank you for all you’ve done over the years, for all of us. ❤

  • @chillpill8194
    @chillpill8194 8 лет назад +98

    I know this video is old but I just saw it and I have to comment . . . it is incredible that you have experienced so much cruelty at the hands of humanity and yet you still so filled with love and gratitude . . . you are a joy and a true inspiration. You deserve every ounce of joy in your life X1000000 :)

  • @racheltaylorbeauty9016
    @racheltaylorbeauty9016 8 лет назад +359

    Those people who best you deserved to go to jail for 20 years

    • @coreyd9689
      @coreyd9689 8 лет назад

      I know right

    • @PanAlaskowy
      @PanAlaskowy 8 лет назад +3

      no they don't lol

    • @PanAlaskowy
      @PanAlaskowy 8 лет назад

      +Lunmpy Space Potato you get that much for killing 2 people so stfu

    • @PanAlaskowy
      @PanAlaskowy 8 лет назад +1

      yeah they do but not 20 years

    • @spzer2557
      @spzer2557 8 лет назад +7

      +Lumpy Space Potato a good beating, not 20 fucking years jesus

  • @matetetho
    @matetetho 8 лет назад +34

    I didn't even start to imagine how difficult it was. What's behind you. I respect you so much. You're such a warrior.

  • @pettymachete3155
    @pettymachete3155 4 года назад +53

    Wow. You went through a lot. Nuclear blast, grandparents dying of cancer, being in an abusive teen relationship, being beaten by 3 thugs, cops doing nothing about it, was offered to be sexually exploited by a loser who offered to help you and an ex husband who dupped you into paying off his debt. Thanks be to God you found a good man and you have a beautiful family. I would have to say you turned some crappy experiences into a beautiful million ones. ❤️

  • @lisastefff
    @lisastefff 8 лет назад +433

    when life screams hard, whisper gentle.
    you are incredible, maria... infinite flavors of spectaculicious.
    you've got creativity, authenticity and mind-melting/heart-humming/soul-numbing awesome sauce out the wazoo.
    & we dig it so.
    a beguiling, inspiring fairy heroine to save our planet from shadowy cacophony with whispers that remind us to love, remind us of light and wake us up gently into brighter life.
    & we dig *you* so.

    • @MissRavenReads
      @MissRavenReads 8 лет назад +5

    • @Uphadis
      @Uphadis 8 лет назад +10

      +lisa stefany LOVE your poem! You can almost taste the words....

    • @lisastefff
      @lisastefff 8 лет назад +10

      duuuude. thank you to andromeda and back. you rock like the stones.

    • @nolamccollian3211
      @nolamccollian3211 6 лет назад

      lisa stefany Nice Poem!!

    • @darialinderssen1572
      @darialinderssen1572 6 лет назад

      lisa stefany Well, I see no reason to add to that. You said that perfectly, Lisa.
      Wow, Maria. With all the beyond those hard scary places, these places remind me of some of the people from the bible. And how they were strong during horrific places, using their faith to find That stregth.
      You are a perfect example, pretty much.
      Walking in beauty, my darling.
      I like that video you did. A video of what is being feminine. Something like that.
      Thank you Maria. ;)

  • @susanharman8756
    @susanharman8756 7 лет назад +180

    I've been a subscriber forever, and am just now seeing this. you are beautiful Maria. you've helped so many people. you have a beautiful spirit. always know that about yourself

  • @Kat__111
    @Kat__111 8 лет назад +160

    This is the most heartbreakin ASMR draw my life video :( I admired you for a long time, but knowing all these things you had to put up with, made me realise just how much strength does it take to overcome and change things for the better. You are truly amazing Maria and I'm glad this video came up in my recommended section. Best wishes, dear!

    • @olliesfave6967
      @olliesfave6967 7 лет назад +5

      Cristea Cristina Do you watch whispers Red? She just did one recently and it was even more of an emotional rollercoaster.

  • @melissalocke8355
    @melissalocke8355 5 лет назад +381

    And now Mila is a month old 😭🥰🌠

    • @coolbae1998
      @coolbae1998 4 года назад +2

      I’m crying too!!!😭🖤🖤

  • @HanajimaSensei
    @HanajimaSensei 10 лет назад +84

    This actually made me cry. I've always known you're sweet, warm, caring, beautiful, loving and gorgeous person, but the fact that you've been trough this all is just...wow. I admire you now more than ever, which is really much. I can't even express in words how much. You are so strong and truly amazing woman.
    Damn I'm crying a lot. Fuck this fucking unfair world, you should be riding pink unicorns, you'd deserve that. And if you can't ride unicorns, you deserve at least all the best in this world. I truly wish for your happiness.
    And hey, Maria, you know we love you, right? You are kinda like the source of our powers, and our oasis.
    You are dazzlingly beautiful and gorgeous, as close to perfect as a human being can be.

    • @GentleWhisperingASMR
      @GentleWhisperingASMR  10 лет назад +33

      Awww please don't be upset. It's all better now, could've been worse :) thank you for the love ♡ and who knows may one day I will ride pink unicorn. ... I promise to brush its hair and tap its horn and make a video with it too hehe :) hugs

    • @HanajimaSensei
      @HanajimaSensei 10 лет назад +5

      ***** Oh gosh, you answered me. :> I'm glad if you're happy nowadays. Hugs to you too.
      And btw, I almost got tingles when I thought about you tapping a horn of an unicorn. :DD

    • @TheDddXXXddd
      @TheDddXXXddd 10 лет назад +1

      ***** you're amazing and you story really touched me. Now i know you're very strong too! I love your videos and wish you all the best

    • @iiHeyMoon
      @iiHeyMoon 10 лет назад

      Rin

  • @mnelson2008
    @mnelson2008 9 лет назад +110

    My brother died in September - your videos offer me so much peace. Thank you.

    • @weirdzfully
      @weirdzfully 9 лет назад +10

      Sorry to hear that :( hope you are doing better.

    • @KarmaLoves98
      @KarmaLoves98 9 лет назад +11

      Thats unfortunate. I'm sorry.

    • @oliviapetrowski4553
      @oliviapetrowski4553 9 лет назад +1

      +mnelson2008 How did your brother die? Was it a nuclear cloud?

    • @conqueringiants
      @conqueringiants 9 лет назад +6

      Praying. Many hugs sent

    • @tablechums4627
      @tablechums4627 9 лет назад +3

      Thats terrible, I hope these videos can help you just like it did for me

  • @Eli1996ka
    @Eli1996ka 6 лет назад +126

    I'm so late with this video but oh my god... I don't even have words to express myself. I watch your videos because you always make me feel calm and everything about you is just positive and kind. And now I just discover all the struggle in your life that you had to go through. Maria, you are truly an amazing and strong woman and I want to thank you for what you're doing for others. I hope everything will go right in your life for you and your loved ones.

  • @aliciaweld6959
    @aliciaweld6959 2 года назад +30

    Seeing this now knowing you’re married with a beautiful little girl makes my heart so full 💗

  • @jennhoff03
    @jennhoff03 6 лет назад +325

    I can't believe people wait around at the airport to prey on girls like that. How horrible. I can't imagine sleeping on the floor! Whenever I hear stories of immigrants who have no connections here and fall prey to bad people, I wanna scoop them up in my arms and hug them and promise them that the United States can be really good- I promise! There are bad eggs in every country, and unfortunately they target the people who really need the most help. Ugh, man. That's so hard. Maria's a fighter, though! I would never have guessed she'd been through all of this! She's scrappy and has clawed her way back to life and fulfillment and has surrounded herself with good people. I'm super impressed after watching this video. Well, I've always been impressed with her, so I should say I'm MORE impressed after watching this video. :)

  • @littlebunnyvideoproduction2278
    @littlebunnyvideoproduction2278 9 лет назад +147

    STOP THE WORLD!
    WE
    HAD
    JUST
    FOUND
    THE
    MOST
    AMAZING
    PERSON
    ON
    THE
    UNIVERSE
    !!!

  • @QueenOfCards
    @QueenOfCards 7 лет назад +107

    This is the only ASMR video to ever make me cry. I am so sorry you've went through some horrible stuff. We all have a story and sometimes we just don't get to see everyone's story. Thanks for sharing yours xxxx

  • @poppyefemey
    @poppyefemey 5 лет назад +50

    I'm just so shocked that this happened to her. She's such a beautiful woman and she didn't deserve these awful things to happen to her 😢 She is an amazing inspiration to us all and everyone who ever gave hurt her is an awful person. She's so amazing and strong xxx I love her so much and I just cannot believe people could hurt her like this. She's just so amazing and I don't know what words I can say to describe Maria xxx I love her and I will support her till the very end xxx

  • @baileycornell2189
    @baileycornell2189 7 лет назад +106

    Holy shit. That's all I can say. Most of us have it so good here in America, as Americans, that we forget how hard it can be for other people. Thank you for sharing your story. It was very humbling to watch.

    • @2ndchancehypnotherapy
      @2ndchancehypnotherapy 5 лет назад +7

      Yup most people have no what's it like moving to a new country and starting over. I have moved abroad a couple times. I can relate.

    • @CringeLord16
      @CringeLord16 4 года назад +1

      The USSR was better than he US.

  • @MeredithAnne88
    @MeredithAnne88 5 лет назад +79

    You are so beautiful, from the inside out. Darryl and Mila are so lucky to have you in their lives.

  • @Mada_94_
    @Mada_94_ 9 лет назад +13

    Maria, you made me cry. You`re such a kind person, it`s easy to see how much you suffered but the way you see things is admirable. My whole respect for you!

  • @ghoulwife2653
    @ghoulwife2653 6 лет назад +67

    its 2018 and im watching this and crying, you were the first asmr artist that captivated me to this community and im so thankful that you found solace here

  • @davekevined
    @davekevined 10 лет назад +52

    Maria you are so special and strong, thank you for sharing your story, you have a face of an angel and a heart of a saint. ♥ no one will ever have better relaxation videos.

  • @nuny313
    @nuny313 10 лет назад +152

    WoW..... I'm speechless right now BUT at the same time I wanna to say sooooo much that I just can't. The only thing that I'm gonna tell you Maria is that you are an amazing beautiful young woman inside n out too. I admired you to the fullest. I just wish nothing but only the best for you and many many Blessings to you. Just know that God is always by your side no matter what you are going through ,even though at times didn't seem like it ,but YES ,He was right there with you. I just love how you are n the person that you are ,such a lovable sweet heart. God Bless You always n Thank You so much for always thinking about us...... We love you too......a lot!!!

    • @GentleWhisperingASMR
      @GentleWhisperingASMR  10 лет назад +19

      Nayda Colon thank you, much love to you too! :)

    • @jessicafuller01
      @jessicafuller01 9 лет назад +5

      Amen to that! You're amazing Maria! ♥

    • @notsocoolguy9551
      @notsocoolguy9551 9 лет назад +2

      ***** I love your channel!Also, her name in english is Little Red Riding Hood.

  • @NiallBucks
    @NiallBucks 9 лет назад +380

    I've been watching maria for a long time and only found this video recently but....Has there been a kiskstarter or an indie gogo to pay off her debt? I feel like the ASMR community owes her so so much amd If we could even help a little toward her debt it should be the least we could do?

    • @MissesNoitall
      @MissesNoitall 9 лет назад +14

      NiallBucks I would totally give to Maria, like not even question it.

    • @NiallBucks
      @NiallBucks 9 лет назад +4

      Yeah I'd love to help her!

    • @saralakkala8363
      @saralakkala8363 9 лет назад +48

      NiallBucks there is a paypal donation link in almost every description box of her videos, that is an easy way to help her out!

    • @camillewinnie
      @camillewinnie 9 лет назад +27

      Maria has a PayPal account and it's linked on all her videos. You can make a donation to her that way, it's the easiest way to do it. She does so much I feel like contributing to her is a great way to make it possible for her to do what she does for us.

  • @alsu-asmr3062
    @alsu-asmr3062 Год назад +15

    Мария, это так несправедливо, весь ужас, который вы пережили, столько страшных моментов. Вы такая чудесная, вы всего это не заслужили. Я так счастлива, что сейчас вас любят столько людей, что у вас есть замечательная семья. Надеюсь, у вас в жизни все будет хорошо в дальнейшем! Мы вас очень любим❤️

  • @ozfan8596
    @ozfan8596 8 лет назад +27

    So sorry you had to go through all that. The fact that you have come out the other side of that a stronger and happier person, says so much about your character. You are so beautiful inside and out! I'm subscribing today! I have insomnia and your channel has been helping me shut off my mind and sleep at night! Thank you! Keep doing what you do!

  • @willboyd9812
    @willboyd9812 8 лет назад +440

    Can we start like a go fund me for you or something? Cuz that debt is some bs

    • @svenja.23
      @svenja.23 6 лет назад +30

      That is a beautiful idea! Shall we make sure Maria reads this? =)

    • @jessicawright605
      @jessicawright605 6 лет назад +2

      Yeah I don’t understand what she meant and how she got stuck with all the marital debt

    • @nolamccollian3211
      @nolamccollian3211 6 лет назад +7

      She has a paypal in her description

    • @jenzzy
      @jenzzy 6 лет назад +60

      Debt was from her condo and car, which she has now sold. She's officially done with all the debt according to her and now she's just legit living her best life ☺️☺️

    • @lady_stog
      @lady_stog 5 лет назад +2

      @@jenzzy That's amazing, how do you know? :)

  • @EarCandyAsmr
    @EarCandyAsmr 8 лет назад +10

    A draw my life has never touched me like it just has. I smiled very much when you told your story about finding asmr and finding your love ❤️ Im very proud you chose happiness and not to stay in a sad hole, there were many moments when you could have stayed stuck and made the wrong decision you are so strong!

  • @ScottyColoradoKid
    @ScottyColoradoKid 2 года назад +14

    "a little sad at times" is quite the understatement; Well, You should do another one now in 2022 showing everything since 2013!! Lots of Luv Masha 🥰

  • @jeanniesPlanet
    @jeanniesPlanet 9 лет назад +9

    I would have never thought you have been through so much Maria. After all this time I have clicked on this video and this has made me admire you even more. You are such a kind and warm person and have changed the lives of many. Thanks and I am so happy you have come a long way from the lost girl that arrived to New York.
    I wish you the best and blessings.

  • @madamejorge
    @madamejorge 4 года назад +72

    **Me not knowing this was made in 2013**
    Her:"I was born in 1986, so that makes me almost 27 years old!"
    Me: " *Wait a minute* "

  • @Ishtarocha
    @Ishtarocha 8 лет назад +21

    Thank you so much Maria, you saved my life too, I was in a dark moment of my life and watching your videos made a miracle in my emotional state, you're the most gentle person I've ever seen and to me you're the personification of ASMR! >.

  • @susannovy6826
    @susannovy6826 4 года назад +4

    I know this video is from years ago now, but it still makes me cry. Maria, I hope you can somehow know how much the people who follow your work and life love you. You touch and help so many people. Because of the painful times you endured, you now bring a gift to those of us who are going through painful times too. What a lucky lady to have over a million caring friends!

  • @Mirandanns
    @Mirandanns 7 лет назад +33

    God. You are so strong and so brave. I am currently in a loveless relationship and your story has given me hope. I have been watching you for a couple of months (since I first found out about ASMR) and just from seeing you I thought you had this perfect life. You are one of the most beautiful people I have ever seen and you seem like the most genuine and caring people ever. Now I know why. Wow. You are incredible.

  • @ophidian9652
    @ophidian9652 8 лет назад +410

    wow what a life..

    • @capsitan
      @capsitan 6 лет назад +6

      I just saw this and thought the same thing

    • @andreavitera6302
      @andreavitera6302 5 лет назад +2

      Is that sarcasm?

  • @daniday-o3117
    @daniday-o3117 9 лет назад +80

    I was scrolling through your videos (most of which I have watched) and I was shocked and surprised to find this one. I would never have guessed you had such a rough history. I feel very sad that you were handed so many tough cards in life, and I wish it had been easier for you to find genuine help and honest people sooner. You are a shining light in a dark world and I hope that all the happiness you have found can stay with you, so you can continue to share it and spread it with others the way that you do. Do you ever think that maybe it was all written in fate? Just imagine how many lives you are improving upon and impacting for the better. It's comforting to think that your hardships were all puzzle pieces that shaped a bigger and better story. Pieces that made you stronger and more able to appreciate your life now. Thanks for sharing this video with us. Also, it was a super cool vid idea. Loved your visuals!

    • @bronwenvanordstrand6246
      @bronwenvanordstrand6246 9 лет назад +2

      I agree completely, i wish some of these things (aka all of the bad things) had never happened to you Maria, but without them you would not be the wonderful spirit you are today. In a world of dark, it is comforting to know there are light people like you.

  • @Vashtibucket
    @Vashtibucket 4 года назад +37

    I was crying so hard by the end of this.

  • @rabidamber
    @rabidamber 10 лет назад +5

    Maria I am so sorry you struggled so much. I appreciate the service you do for this community. What doesn't kill you makes you stronger & I admire you for overcoming your painful past. Best wishes to you always!

  • @DGenerationX1311
    @DGenerationX1311 4 года назад +8

    It’s all this experience that makes Maria so wise and kind. She’s a great Mum!!

  • @cloudgirl131
    @cloudgirl131 6 лет назад +17

    This video really lifted my spirits. I've been feeling down and depressed lately because I'm not very happy with who I am right now. I also just broke up with my boyfriend which is NOT helping. But after watching this, it really made me realize that life at some point always gets better and it just simply goes up and down. Finding peace and inner happiness is key and living with positivity is extremely important. Thank you, Maria :)

  • @kylie1522
    @kylie1522 4 года назад +9

    I am so sorry Maria. You bring such joy to everyone despite having to deal with such horrible and difficult things. 🥺❤️

    • @kylie1522
      @kylie1522 4 года назад +3

      Kylie Smith what do you mean by that?

  • @animythfameEm
    @animythfameEm 10 лет назад +26

    Thank you for pushing through your troubles to be the amazing, beautiful human you are now. I love you!

  • @KatieJEvans
    @KatieJEvans 9 лет назад +6

    Maria, thank you for being so open and honest with us. You are such a deep blessing, and I'm very grateful for you and what you do. It helps me and so many others during the hardest of times. I'm so terribly sorry for all that you have been through, but wow does it make you such a role model for a strong, beautiful, intelligent, and peaceful woman. I'm inspired. Thank you.

  • @Slugg-O
    @Slugg-O 9 лет назад +95

    Maria, I know you fully believe in peace and love, it comes through in every one of your videos and I think that is wonderful, so please forgive me if this does not sound right but the guys who mistreated you should be pounded to dust. Emotional and/or physical abuse toward a woman is a cowardly act. No real man hurts or hits a woman.

    • @kyroblanck1563
      @kyroblanck1563 9 лет назад +22

      You're wrong. A real man (a real good person actually, the genre doesn't matter) would never hurt ANYbody.
      It doesn't matter if it's a woman or man, it is a horrible thing to hurt someone.

    • @Slugg-O
      @Slugg-O 9 лет назад +1

      Kyro Blanck That's your opinion but I disagree 100%. Following your logic it would appear that it's okay to allow a man or group of men to hurt a defenseless person and not react. Preying on the vulnerability of another is animalistic, and if someone where to cause pain to me, a child, or anyone unable to defend themselves and I would rain down hell on them.

    • @kyroblanck1563
      @kyroblanck1563 9 лет назад +9

      Of course! And It is my opinion, yes, and maybe I am wrong, I don't know. But I really think women are not defenceless. Of course it is a horrible act to hurt a woman, but what I mean is that is a horrible act to hurt anybody.
      I don't know how to explain properly, because English is not my mother tongue, but what I'm trying to say is that I really believe in the gender equality. I don't think hurt a woman is worst than hurt a man. Some women are even stronger than some men.
      Of course if I see someone unable to defend themselves I'm gonna help them. It could be a woman with four men trying to rape her, or a man with four men trying to rape him... or a woman trying to steal (steal or whatever) a man, because that is also wrong.
      All kinds of violence are horrible, and that is what I am trying to explain.

    • @Slugg-O
      @Slugg-O 9 лет назад +1

      Kyro Blanck I can agree with some of that and fully agree with you that violence is horrible and people should not abuse each other regardless of gender. What do we as a people do with those who do cause pain to others? Opinions vary depending on the culture, but in most countries, if someone hurts another there will be some form of punishment. I'm not speaking of fighting violence with more violence but punishment for violence sufficient to stop or change the behavior. You may have a different opinion based on your culture but swift punishment is how I see it based on mine.
      It's true that some women are stronger than some men but this was not the case in her situation.

    • @joefarber9660
      @joefarber9660 9 лет назад +1

      The only girls that deserve an ass Beaton are the ones who abuse guys. It comes off as funny to most since the girl abuses the man. Gender equality? Funny joke.

  • @conburgundy
    @conburgundy 3 года назад +4

    As a man, I cant imagine, so happy for you and your beautiful family on how you are living now.

  • @kristiant96
    @kristiant96 8 лет назад +65

    I dont say this often but this touched me ... You are full of positivite energy its just amazing !

    • @marje2025
      @marje2025 7 лет назад +1

      Кристиан Тошев Me too.... I'm quite astounded by this narrative

  • @gabriellehaire7104
    @gabriellehaire7104 8 лет назад +21

    Very admirable! You help me through my depression and if we help you at all then how great that is to give back to you. Much love from the UK 🇬🇧 💖

  • @ariacardwell1033
    @ariacardwell1033 9 лет назад +5

    This is so moving, Maria! I'm literally tearing up over here. I'm so sorry for all the pain and violence and fear and uncertainty and hard times you've been through, I wish I could've been there to help you out. I'm so glad you found ASMR - it was a life-changing experience for me too. When my husband found out about it and showed me I started at your first video and have watched each one (I'll catch up to your current videos eventually :) I'm so glad it fulfills you and gives you peace and happiness, just as you do for so many of your viewers. We love you Maria!!!

  • @aubreehughes9630
    @aubreehughes9630 4 года назад +1

    Why is it always the best of people who go through the worst of experiences? You're truly an amazing and resilient human being. Thank you for pushing through all that hardship and not giving up! We are all so blessed by you. I'm so glad you found the happiness that you deserve.

    • @aubreehughes9630
      @aubreehughes9630 4 года назад +1

      @@melody5893 I have a friend who I love dearly who gives like that. She loves almost everyone she comes in contact with and supports everyone around her. It takes a special kind of strength . It amazes me how much capacity for love some people have.

  • @marli8907
    @marli8907 9 лет назад +12

    You are such a beautiful person. It makes me so sad that you went through such hardship, but..sometimes it takes that hardship to be grateful for the amazing things we are given. You truly are amazing, and I'm so happy I found you, Maria. You've changed my life in just a few short weeks.

    • @bronwenvanordstrand6246
      @bronwenvanordstrand6246 9 лет назад

      I feel the same, when i watched this i cryed and i am one of those people who doesn't cry in sad movies or about anything, its so terrible that you has to go through some of this Maria, but you should know that we all love and support you and you are beautiful, inside and out.

  • @shockoloco
    @shockoloco 7 лет назад +47

    Your English is so good that I honestly thought that you're native British or American who studied Russian, ha! I said this before I'll say it again - you are an amazing, beautiful lady.

    • @papatristan3536
      @papatristan3536 4 года назад +2

      There’s no such thing as Native American unless you mean indigenous people.
      Edit: he said native American as a person born in America, I realise the indigenous are also called native americans

    • @pettymachete3155
      @pettymachete3155 4 года назад +2

      Honestly, I thought she was from the Midwest in the States. She has the accent down. 😉

  • @macd5868
    @macd5868 9 лет назад +16

    Life can be brutal, that's a fact. I have never met with all that hatred and violence that you've experienced. I can tell you one thing, I don't know you but after watching your videos, especially this one,I think you are a true winner in your life. Life can get you down at some points in your life but you have this spirit that only few people do! You are a dreamer! And you push the boundaries whenever you feel that's something is wrong. This is inspirational! If you wrote a book about how to stay motivated I would totally buy it! Keep up the good work cuz you are true and sincere in what you're doing! Much love, Maciej! (Your Polish neighbor:)

  • @zeeblue1220
    @zeeblue1220 5 лет назад +9

    And now you and Darryl are married with a child on the way! I’m so proud of you, Maria, you’re such an amazing person.

  • @sheenagh5941
    @sheenagh5941 9 лет назад +15

    Maria, you're such a brave and inspirational young woman. I'm so glad that I found you here, your videos help me get through really tough times. Bless your sweet, loving, kind and peaceful personality :-) We love you

  • @vebellamy7047
    @vebellamy7047 10 лет назад +9

    gosh you're such a beautiful person.
    i don't know why but this quote reminds me of you: "the deeper that sorrow carves into your being, the more joy you can contain" :)
    and you deserve only the best my dear!
    thank you, thank you so much.
    (love from italy)

    • @GentleWhisperingASMR
      @GentleWhisperingASMR  10 лет назад +9

      Oh what a beautiful and most importantly true statement. Thank you so much for applying it to me :)))

  • @englishpearlify
    @englishpearlify 10 лет назад +5

    Maria, this made me cry. You have gone through so much, and so many difficulties, and you are a wonderful person.

  • @britneycardona
    @britneycardona 2 года назад +12

    oh my gosh this video is back!! i missed it so much i didn’t realize how much i watched it to fall asleep till it was gone but i’m so happy

  • @Nevi234
    @Nevi234 10 лет назад +56

    The struggle that immigrants have to go through when entering a different country with nothing but a few dollars, the clothes on their back, and minimal language in English(in addition to leaving your entire friends and family behind), is something that Americans will never understand.

    • @iang1650
      @iang1650 10 лет назад +3

      Well, people who live in their home country, but yeah

    • @SoluWithAZero
      @SoluWithAZero 10 лет назад +3

      So you're saying Americans dont move around? Wow you really are a stupid fuck. Go back to school

    • @Nevi234
      @Nevi234 10 лет назад +13

      SoluWithAZero First, there are significantly more immigrants in the U.S than anywhere else in the world(because despite the shit economy, it's still the "land of opportunity"). Second, a very, very small minority of Americans actually end up immigrating and living in different countries(why the fuck would you?). If they do, it's usually for work-related purposes, which means they already have a guaranteed job and much less difficulty(the English language is universal- sure you might have difficulty, but there is always someone who will know basic English) than someone immigrating to America. Didn't think I had to explain something so obvious.

  • @natalie5672
    @natalie5672 8 лет назад +30

    The illustrations were SO AWESOME. I loved this.

  • @itsepic12
    @itsepic12 9 лет назад +47

    Im pissed that those 3 guys got away after beating you and the 1st guy got away with slapping and stoning you. You should take me to Russia with you and point them out for me lol And a side note about your appearance, you're absolutely gorgeous and i can't begin to think of reasons why those ppl treated you so badly. You deserved better, but I'm glad that you're happy now and I'm also glad you make these videos. They've helped me in numerous ways, so thank you Maria :))

  • @rachelpahnke1923
    @rachelpahnke1923 6 лет назад +3

    Wow I never knew you had been through so much. You are so strong and such a positive person in spite of it all. I’ve been watching your videos for years and I feel like I know you as a friend. You are really inspiring and help me to relax when I’m stressed.

  • @superanimefan275
    @superanimefan275 10 лет назад +13

    Maria, you have become one of the best ASMR artists out there! I'm so glad that though all of the hardships, you found some happiness and are doing the things you enjoy! Thank you for your lovely videos!

  • @laurenadcock5307
    @laurenadcock5307 6 лет назад +2

    I am so sorry for the loss of your grandparents. That part of the story made me tear up. I just can't imagine.

  • @leishab0o
    @leishab0o 9 лет назад +4

    *virtual hug* I love you Maria. You're so so strong. You're so honest. You endured and I think we're all so happy that you did. Thanks so much. I will not forget your life story ❤️

  • @LavOleti
    @LavOleti 5 лет назад +5

    Even after facing so much in life.. her heart is like gold. Such a beautiful, positive person, inside out.

  • @wicked_christine
    @wicked_christine 7 лет назад +5

    This video has shown me so much about my own situation now. I'm so glad you've found your inner strength and self, and hope I can grow as you have. Thank you, Maria! Truly. Best of love and wishes ❤️

  • @davidonapittock8662
    @davidonapittock8662 9 лет назад +4

    I just felt such a sudden anger that the police as good as ignored your plee for help. I know it's in the past but it still happens today. Violence like that just gets ignored. But, on a positive note! I'm really really enjoying your videos, you're not ugly at all, you're beautiful and you have a lovely soft voice which is really comforting and relaxing. Thank you :)

  • @nicholkid
    @nicholkid 5 лет назад +24

    This has really given me some perspective. Thanks for being so honest.

  • @jessiecraig4341
    @jessiecraig4341 6 лет назад +5

    Maria you are so beautiful inside and out. What a hard life to live. I’m so happy you found happiness and can live a normal life without any worries. This video literally had me in tears. You really don’t know what a person is going through in life. I would have never expected to hear this. Much love to you and your strength!

  • @TopTenTruths101
    @TopTenTruths101 8 лет назад +11

    how can someone so kind and considerable get such evil?? its unfair.. I hope Maria gets much happier ever after

  • @Bani172
    @Bani172 9 лет назад +4

    À little massage to Darryl: dude you have found a bright diamond, cherish her for the rest of your life. I wish you much happiness and love together, and à happy new year. Cheers

  • @MariaRodriguez-uk1lr
    @MariaRodriguez-uk1lr 5 лет назад +17

    It’s 2 am & im watching this video & crying! You’re such a sweet beautiful soul!! I’m sorry you went through such hardships but this makes me feel closer to you because I’ve been through so many hardships as well & honestly you seem so perfect I would have never known you’ve gone through all that. Thank you for sharing your story! I’m so happy for you & your own little family you have now 🥰

  • @matthewanderson1916
    @matthewanderson1916 7 лет назад +1

    You are the most positive and strongest person I know, and it makes sense because you've been through so much. I can't imagine going through all that stuff, but you did. But instead of breaking you, it made you stronger. We love you Maria. ❤️

  • @gaiarusconi
    @gaiarusconi 7 лет назад +23

    you're a strong woman and you deserve all the support of the world, keep going 😘

  • @97SEMTEX
    @97SEMTEX 8 лет назад +255

    her nose is one of her best features.... just saying

    • @miacashiola3878
      @miacashiola3878 7 лет назад +7

      97SEMTEX it is

    • @julianneroe6436
      @julianneroe6436 6 лет назад +22

      I never noticed a single flaw on her face for YEARS of watching her. I had no idea. I hope she realizes just how little that’s noticed! She’s absolutely GORGEOUS, I’m not even trying to flatter her. And knowing this doesn’t change my mind, either. Nor does it highlight those features she’s self conscious about. I still don’t see that when I look at her. Her BEAUTY outshines everything. 💖 I hope she reads and remembers this.

    • @sydneyprescott9204
      @sydneyprescott9204 5 лет назад

      It really is, I love her nose!! She beautiful

  • @Artorrien
    @Artorrien 9 лет назад +22

    I realise it's probably all just the past to you now and you've probably stopped caring about the events but I find it sickening that any man could ever hit a woman. Especially when there are a gang of men all attacking just the one on her own. It's brutal and horrific and I'm so sorry you ever had to endure that. Most guys never think about the mental and physical trauma they can cause. Also, don't ever look down upon yourself and your looks. You are a beautiful woman and if what you say is true and you looked better before the incident, I probably would have thought that I had died and gone to heaven. The reason I was first attracted to your videos was because you look so beautiful and when I watched some of your videos, I found I was able to sleep so much better. You've greatly improved my life as I have struggled to sleep for years. Don't stop doing what you do and thank you for being awesome and enduring.

    • @matthewanderson1916
      @matthewanderson1916 7 лет назад +2

      Charlie Way yeah It was kinda nauseating when I heard she got smacked and got rocks thrown at her and that people broke her nose like how could you do that to someone like Maria

  • @amyblaine7624
    @amyblaine7624 4 года назад +1

    I’ve watched this multiple times throughout the years and I’m still so incredibly moved by your story. You have been knocked down so many times by things out of your control, but you chose to get up every single time. Now, you live in a lovely house, with a loving husband, and a beautiful little girl. And you have a job that you love! You are your own boss! So so happy for you. I would be lost without you, Maria. You were the first ASMRtist I came across, and I am so thankful for you. You have payed everything forward❤️❤️